Miscarriage At 17 Weeks | My Story
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 25 ส.ค. 2024
- On May 6th, one of my twin girls went home to be with Jesus. When the doctor told me that they could not detect a heartbeat in baby A, all I can remember was crying. The instant pain was so unbearable and I just remember the air leaving me and feeling like I was in a free fall. The days after losing baby A felt so dark. Waking up every morning with tears in my eyes and crying continuously asking God why??? I was constantly searching for an answer to explain how this could have happened and feeling that no one understood the pain I was in. I looked online nonstop for some type of reasoning as to how all of a sudden this healthy life inside me could suddenly lose her steady little heartbeat and no matter how much I searched, I could not find one answer; I felt so hopeless. No matter what I read it didn’t give me the peace I needed. Then my sister shared a sermon by pastor Levi who lost his 5 year old daughter. It was in that message that gave me a glimmer of hope, a sense of peace. It gave me an understanding that there is no escape from suffering in this lifetime but it is what we do with it that makes all the difference. It is how we view our pain and what we choose to do with it that will release us from the shackles of our agony and glorify our God. I will never know and understand why this happened to me but I know God has a purpose and a plan for me through my pain and my suffering. It is through our dependence in Jesus our Lord and the story of our pain and suffering that God uses to lift the heads of other people who are experiencing my same tragedy. His intention for us is always good but in the midst of our pain we are shortsighted and it is difficult for us to see why certain things must happen to us. Our God sees infinity further than us as if through the lens of a lion and he has greater things planned for us that has yet to be revealed. I pray that through my pain you are reminded that you are not alone, that someone has shared in your pain and through it all, our God is near and He is good. The tragedy you are going through is yours to go through but you are not alone. “God gives his most difficult assignments to his most trusted soldiers”
Here are some sermons and worship songs that has helped me during this difficult season. I pray that they will bless you as well.
• Levi Lusko - Through t...
• MercyMe - Even If (Off...
• Though You Slay Me - S...
• Video
Music used
Flow of Life by Jonny Easton
Link: • Emotional Piano Music ...
Check out his channel
Link: / jonnyeaston
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I’ve been watching a lot of woman who miscarried at 17 weeks to help me cope and feel less alone. I lost mine a few weeks ago. It was my first pregnancy. I was supposed to find out the sex on oct 7, 2021 but I lost him Sept 23. I feel like my life’s purpose is to be a mother and feel so lost. I’m angry at god and myself because I lost my mom in 2013, then my dad last year during the pandemic and now my son. I was looking forward to loving and giving my son everything he needed. Thank you for your story
im so sorry to hear about our loss. I just lost my baby at 8 weeks a month ago and it was the hardest thing I ever went through. I also self blame myself that i caused the miscarriaged. it was my first baby and i am still greatly traumatized by it but am hoping to try again soon. Sending you lots of love and prayers.
I’m so sorry to hear about your story & thank you for sharing it with me. We’re in this together and you’re not alone. Reach out if you need a friend ❤️❤️❤️
Big hugs! I have had 5 miscarriages ranging from a chemical pregnancy to 13 weeks. It’s so hard and you have my deepest sympathy. I know all the feelings and thoughts that you are describing.
Just got my news yesterday via a message on my chart. This is so hard. Nothing prepares you for this❤️😭
I just lost my baby girl at 15 weeks on 6/26/20 and seeking God in this time more than ever . Thank you for posting your story and providing the links.
Aw I’m so sorry to hear of your loss. I’ll be praying for you. Please don’t hesitate to reach out via email hmongmamas@gmail.com if you need someone to talk to. It is def a hard road to walk through but know that you’re not alone. ❤️
You're so strong. I cried so much listening to your story. Please keep updating your story. Your infertility story gives me hope. Sending you prayers and hugs.
Thank you so much.
I'm so sorry about your loss of your gracious baby, Doua! I am sending you and Jason some more love and strength! ❤️
Thank you ❤️
Sorry to hear about your loss. I'm currently going thru my 3rd miscarriage myself. Though I am blessed to have 6 babies already, it doesn't ease the pain. I went in a few days ago, at 15 weeks, and the Dr couldn't find a heartbeat anymore. This will be my second miscarriage that's occurred during a routine checkup. I'm scheduled for a D&C this coming Tuesday. Wishing you the very best.
Wishing you the best as well! Keep us posted and we will be praying for you ❤️❤️❤️
Awww i’ve had 2 miscarriages one at 10 weeks and one at 20 weeks ☹️ god will give you strength. Take care of yourself and that you did nothing wrong baby A is now watching baby B, thats her guardian angel❤️❤️ you are such a strong mommy and so brave to be sharing with us what you just went through. Sending you hugs and prayers
I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for your sweet and kind words! 💕
Mama I’m so so so sorry my heart aches for you!! You got me crying at work!! Sending love your way!! New subbie here!!! Omg 😭😭
I'm so sorry for your loss. I've experienced this myself and I know and understand your pain. Praying for healing during this difficult time.
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
I seen my best friend go through a miscarriage and she was completely broken hearted.. she had a lot of self blaming as well. I’m so sorry for your loss.. This is so heartbreaking.
Awww I’m so sorry to hear about your best friend. It’s really sad and I’m heart broken for her too 😢😢
Mamas Lifestyle It wasn’t easy for her. So I can imagine your heartache. Just subscribed. Love your channel. Hope we can stay connected
I’ve heard two times saying the baby has no heartbeat. My heart is still heartbroken. Sending prayers your way. 💕
Awww Thank you for sharing your story and I’m sorry you also went through it too! Praying for you too sister ❤️❤️❤️
I am so sorry for your loss. My heart is aching for you and your family. Sending many warms hugs to you.
I cried with you ♡ I'm sorry Doua 😭
blissfullhouse thank you 💕
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine. My heart goes out to you.
I’m so sad to hear. 🤧 be strong mama. Sending you love and strength.
Thank you. You have no idea how much that means to us!
Praying for your fast recovery and to your angel
baby mila. God is Good and he will grant the gift of life. Sending my hug and stay strong!
Thank you for your sweet and kind words ❤️
I can't imagine the pain you went through. My heart ached with you, and I cried with you! Hugs!!!!
My deepest condolences to you and your family. I think that is one of the hardest thing to swallow is when you hear, " I'm sorry, there is no heartbeat." I lost my daughter at 30 weeks due to placental abruption and not a day goes by that I think about my sweet angel. Lifting prayers for strength and comfort.
Aw thank you for your sweet and kind words. I’m sorry to hear of your loss. ❤️
I'm sorry for your loss. Today I had a scan to confirm that I had lost my baby. 3 days of pain, and passing my baby and not being able to do anything about it. I'm truly heartbroken. Sending my love to you.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I pray God brings you comfort. 💕
I feel you, it is definitely hard going through a miscarriage. (I also went through one too) lots of love and hugs to you, be strong and don’t blame yourself. ❤️
Thank you for sharing and I’m sorry to hear about your loss too. Sending you hugs too! We’re in this together ❤️❤️
You are so strong!! I’m so sorry to hear this! My heart aches for you. Sending lots of love!!
Desiree Jasmin Stone thank you ❤️
I'm feeling sad and sorry for your loss. I liked the video doesn't mean I really liked it, but admiring your courage to share your stories. Keep strong and God has always better plans for us 🙏.
awwwee...this just broke my heart. Im sooo sorry for your loss. I dont know you but I just want to come there and give you a hug. Stay strong momma.
Thank you so much.
Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
I feel your pain. Praying for you.
Omg so sad I'm very sorry for your loss I could not imagine what you been through i just had my son Feb 7 he's 5 months now, my heart is hurt and ached with you!❤
Thank you
I'm so sorry to hear this. Cried with you.I know This is very difficult time... stay strong love you ❤️
So sorry for your loss! Sending prayers your way🙏🏾
I wish I can give you a hug. My case was not a miscarriage, but I ended up delivering too early and poorly it was hard because I kept bleeding so much. I was so much pain and the grief to lose my very first boy as my third was just so devastating 💔.
I got to be with him on my chest for 1 hour or so and it was so painful. Eventually time will past by. And you and your hubby can always try agian in the future. :(
Thank you! Wish we can give you a hug too! You’re not alone ❤️
I just lost my twins girls Also at 17. Weeks I had to do a c section because of placenta previa. It's really hard every day
Sorry to hear about your lost Doua and Jason.
I feel for you 🤗🤗 this must be so tough for you to film 🙏🏼☺️sending you lots of positive vibes ❤️
You are so strong 🙏🏼 I’m sorry this happened to you haven’t been through this my self but I can only imagine :( blessings to you and your family
Thank you so much!
I’m so sorry. 😔 My heart aches for you, but know that it’s not your fault. The Lord has a plan and a purpose. Sending you love and hugs. ❤️
Thank you so much.
😫😭😭 Praying your strength.
so crazy how life works. Went through a miscarriage as well. Poured my heart out into my new video. Pls take it easy 😞
Hi Douasong. I am so sorry to hear the sad news. My heart goes out to you. Spending prayers your way.
Thank you 🙏🏻
Can't watch but subscribed ❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss Doua. I’m so heartbroken to hear this as I’ve been following along your journey and watching your updates. I’ll be praying for you and your family. Sending you lots of love 💛
Thank you sweetie. God bless you for following along and thank you for your support!
My heart is aching listening to ur story and pain but I know God has great plans for ur family. May God continue to give u and ur husband the strength to overcome the loss or ur baby. God bless. ❤
Thank you and I appreciate your sweet soul! Praying for better days ❤️
I had a miscarriage as well there was no heart beat 😢 stay strong mama ❤️ I just sub🤗
My heart aches for you too! Thank you for being brave and sharing your story too! Thanks for subscribing ❤️❤️❤️
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Awweee my heart aches for you and your husband. Sending lots of love and wishes towards your way. Such a strong momma. ❤️
Thank you.
I'm so sad to hear about your miscarriage with baby A. I knew about your pregnancy with twins from Seetos mom. God has a plan so put your trust in him. Rejoice in good and bad times which I know it's hard during this crazy pandemic. However, be grateful that you still have baby B. Take Care of yourself and baby.
Thank you for your sweet and kind words! ❤️
Im so sorry for your loss. I too had a 16 week loss and found out at 18 weeks. It is the hardest thing we have to experience as women. 💔
Thank you!
Did the baby had movement dear
Sending love your way!
I'm so sorry!🥺Be strong mama!
💕💕 I’m so sorry 💕💕 your baby is an angel
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Stay up #TurboShxt🚀
Lost both my twins 1 week ago :(
We love you mama! You're not alone and we are praying for you too!! Please reach out if you need anything.
Hiii your looking so pretty 🤗🤗
I just barely lost both of mine, didn't know until I had the miscarriage 💔
Oh no, I’m so so sorry for your loss! Just know that we are thinking of you and let me know if there is anything we can do for you!!! We love you ❤️❤️❤️❤️ sending you virtual hugs during this difficult time. Email us for anything Hmongmamas@gmail.com
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I wish I could hug you... I’m so sorry
Hugs! Thank you
a month ago, today I was about to hit my 20-week mark of my pregnancy, i was visiting my mother for 3 days and at 12am I was having really bad pains to which my mother and i thought it was Braxton hicks' contractions since we did research that it can happen to women anywhere from 16 weeks to 22 weeks of their pregnancy. after about 30 minutes of timing the contractions and me being in so much pain I took a warm shower to help ease the pain due to what other mother have said helped them during their pain, as I get out of the shower, I felt something coming out of me. and it was my daughter, the same day I found out the gender of my baby I lose her, I was so depressed and lonely that I had lost my appetite for a whole week to where everything didn't feel the same. I was so traumatized that not only was this my first pregnancy but traumatized that not a single person besides my mom's side and my biologic dad's side of the family were happy that I was pregnant my boyfriend's mom asked to why I didn't get an abortion when I had the chance? and same with my boyfriend because we're not financially stable. even though I had sold my car to help get him out of debt and that I got a better paying job for us so we can support our baby. it still hurts to think that my baby is with God now instead of me but now I realize is that God is taking care of her, and I talk to her every day, and I tell her that I love and miss her deeply. and just now as I was scrolling through the comments, I now know I'm not alone that other women have gone through what I went through, and I am so sorry for your guy's loss.