Oh Ashley, it breaks my heart to see you cry. I am crying right along with you. I could write a novel about this - but want to say that I had a similar situation, lost a little girl at 11 weeks (we had genetic testing done) back in 2011. My story is different in that I was an “older” mom - this was a surprise baby - and my husband and I didn’t agree on whether to actually try for another baby. Oh, those months afterward were so, so hard. So, my last pregnancy ended in m/c 😓. There is no “rainbow” baby for me, although I have three amazing kids. My struggle has been to look for the blessings after that. I know they are there; some days are just harder than others. I know God was - and is - with me, which makes this bearable. Thank you for sharing your story. I’m saying a prayer for you tonight 💕
Ashley, this is such a beautiful heartfelt video! Your children will cherish this when they are older! It's a part of your story that the Lord is going to use over and over to bless others. Thanks for being so willing to share your faith with others, it has been a blessing to me!
Thank you for sharing your story. On 4/18/18 we found no heartbeat at our 9 week ultrasound. I had a missed miscarriage, the baby measured at 6 weeks 5 days. I had 3 perfectly healthy pregnancies and deliveries before, but like you I was constantly worrying and praying and my worst fears came true. I had a D&C 3 weeks ago and I'm now waiting one cycle to ttc. So much of your story has resonated with me. ❤
I don't think there's any words to say to relieve a little bit of your pain but one thing I love about your story is your connection with God is it so inspiring and faithful and the way you talk to him. The Lord it's amazing on how he can walk us through the most vulnerable moments of our lives!! New subscribers here 👋
I had tears in my eyes watching this. God is always with us walking among us every day, i lost my grandad in January i know its not the same as losing a baby or child but he was my father figure in my life i now know my grandad is at peace looking down at me from heaven smiling and proud of me and his great grandchildren. My daughter immie is 11 and is so upset grandad couldn't see her going to high school but i know he would be soo made up and proud of her and know he will be watching out for her in her next adventure in September. Probably gonna be laughing at me from up in heaven the way ill be when letting her go to school on her own though which makes me smile x
I just had a miscarriage a week ago...i knew i was pregnant weeks before i found out. I had multiple dreams about it. Then when i found out i was pregnant, for some reason i couldnt get excited. I had lots of anxiety & just felt something wasnt right. I never experienced that with my other 2 kids. & at 5w5d i had a spontaneous miscarriage. I immediately knew my baby was gone the moment i was cramping. I strangely had a strong sense of peace because i knew there was nothing i could do. So when i was in the hospital i felt like the Lord was with me because my whole energy was at peace. I had only experienced that when i gave birth to my first child. After all of that i still felt my baby was still with me & it was a boy, even though i obviously was no longer pregnant. I had been askin for a sign like a bird, butterfly, time on a clock, or a dream, etc that my baby was with me. About a 8 days after i miscarried, i was in my car praying & tlking to the Lord & i was expressing how much i missed our baby & that i know i will have my RAINBOW baby soon & he will come back to me & my husband..& i immediately saw a rainbow clear as day (even though yes it just got done raining) i thought it was no coincidence that i seen that rainbow at the same time i had been tlkin about it. I took that as my sign i had been asking for & that yes indeed we will have our rainbow baby😊
I also need to add, that your description of your beliefs and personal walk with God. I would love videos about that. Thank you for sharing and your vulnerability.
I can't imagine the pain you must have felt. I admire your strength to do this video. Healthy pregnancies are such a blessing we tend to take for granted. I am so happy you were able to have Luke.
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Oh Ashley, it breaks my heart to see you cry. I am crying right along with you. I could write a novel about this - but want to say that I had a similar situation, lost a little girl at 11 weeks (we had genetic testing done) back in 2011. My story is different in that I was an “older” mom - this was a surprise baby - and my husband and I didn’t agree on whether to actually try for another baby. Oh, those months afterward were so, so hard. So, my last pregnancy ended in m/c 😓. There is no “rainbow” baby for me, although I have three amazing kids. My struggle has been to look for the blessings after that. I know they are there; some days are just harder than others. I know God was - and is - with me, which makes this bearable. Thank you for sharing your story. I’m saying a prayer for you tonight 💕
Ashley, this is such a beautiful heartfelt video! Your children will cherish this when they are older! It's a part of your story that the Lord is going to use over and over to bless others. Thanks for being so willing to share your faith with others, it has been a blessing to me!
Thank you for sharing your story. On 4/18/18 we found no heartbeat at our 9 week ultrasound. I had a missed miscarriage, the baby measured at 6 weeks 5 days. I had 3 perfectly healthy pregnancies and deliveries before, but like you I was constantly worrying and praying and my worst fears came true. I had a D&C 3 weeks ago and I'm now waiting one cycle to ttc. So much of your story has resonated with me. ❤
I don't think there's any words to say to relieve a little bit of your pain but one thing I love about your story is your connection with God is it so inspiring and faithful and the way you talk to him. The Lord it's amazing on how he can walk us through the most vulnerable moments of our lives!! New subscribers here 👋
I had tears in my eyes watching this. God is always with us walking among us every day, i lost my grandad in January i know its not the same as losing a baby or child but he was my father figure in my life i now know my grandad is at peace looking down at me from heaven smiling and proud of me and his great grandchildren. My daughter immie is 11 and is so upset grandad couldn't see her going to high school but i know he would be soo made up and proud of her and know he will be watching out for her in her next adventure in September. Probably gonna be laughing at me from up in heaven the way ill be when letting her go to school on her own though which makes me smile x
I am so sorry for your loss! Grief can be overwhelming when we lose anyone we love. Prayers to you!
I just had a miscarriage a week ago...i knew i was pregnant weeks before i found out. I had multiple dreams about it. Then when i found out i was pregnant, for some reason i couldnt get excited. I had lots of anxiety & just felt something wasnt right. I never experienced that with my other 2 kids. & at 5w5d i had a spontaneous miscarriage. I immediately knew my baby was gone the moment i was cramping. I strangely had a strong sense of peace because i knew there was nothing i could do. So when i was in the hospital i felt like the Lord was with me because my whole energy was at peace. I had only experienced that when i gave birth to my first child. After all of that i still felt my baby was still with me & it was a boy, even though i obviously was no longer pregnant. I had been askin for a sign like a bird, butterfly, time on a clock, or a dream, etc that my baby was with me. About a 8 days after i miscarried, i was in my car praying & tlking to the Lord & i was expressing how much i missed our baby & that i know i will have my RAINBOW baby soon & he will come back to me & my husband..& i immediately saw a rainbow clear as day (even though yes it just got done raining) i thought it was no coincidence that i seen that rainbow at the same time i had been tlkin about it. I took that as my sign i had been asking for & that yes indeed we will have our rainbow baby😊
I am so very sorry!!! Praying for you ❤️❤️
I also need to add, that your description of your beliefs and personal walk with God. I would love videos about that. Thank you for sharing and your vulnerability.
I can't imagine the pain you must have felt. I admire your strength to do this video. Healthy pregnancies are such a blessing we tend to take for granted. I am so happy you were able to have Luke.
You have a very special gift of speaking & sharing. Thank you for sharing! I to have a baby in Heaven that I will meet one day 🙌🏼🙌🏼
This will help many❤️