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- Even when you think I don't.
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Things have been a little difficult for me.
Been a little depressed, a little disappointed.
A lot of stuff going on, a lot of stress building up and manifesting itself in ways I wish it wouldn't.
But hey, I'll make it, because I know that nobody else can make it for me, and I wouldn't ask for anything different.
I care about a lot of people, and however alone I may feel, I know there are a lot of people that care about me, and that's what keeps me going.
This is just a little thing to show that I still do orchestral and calm.
I've wanted to do it for quite some time, but I've been lacking the tools to properly express myself, and I was sick of having to compromise with the same timbres I'd been working with for 3 years.
I made Mistaken to help raise money for things like this and more, and thankfully, I was able to get there.
I've had a myriad of financial concerns and this was a bit of a leap, but I'm happy to have landed on something great, and despite how I may feel, I'm excited to see what I'll be able to do with all of this.
I hope you guys enjoy.
As always, if you like what you hear, check out my bandcamp:
radiarc.bandca...
9 albums, an EP, plus some bonus stuff you won't find on youtube.
I promised you, and I delivered.
For the remainder of my career, I will make what I want, but I assure you, more of this will come when it is time.
Also, if you ever want to talk to me directly, I tend to hang out in Pony Town every night in the 18+ server.
I mostly just walk around, but if you talk, I'll respond.
I also stream every now and then, but don't expect too much.
Don't believe I have anything left to say, but I know things will get better for me, and I'll see you again soon.
i feel like im playing equestria at war every time i hear this now
Nearly four years later, and this is perhaps my favorite piece of yours.
Crazy thing is, I made this in 3 hours; I'm glad people still like it.
He's back!
You're back!
well everyone's happy xD
I may not be a big fan of MLP myself, but it seems like some of the best TH-cam musicians are, so you do you I suppose :D fantastic composition by the way, truthfully very emotional and touching. Very well done indeed
Still listening to this beautiful masterpiece
"It's okay to miss us when we're gone, Twilight."
Ahh..pone music...the best kind, thank you for blessing my ears Radiarc, I hope you are doing well and keep pushing forward even in troubled times
Your music brings peace to my soul.
This is really beautiful. Calming and slow, but melancholy, and just enjoyable to listen to all around. You're an amazing artist. Please don't let anyone tell you otherwise. And always do just what you want to do - whether it's amazing stuff like this, or the more ambient and eerie stuff, whatever you come up with will be great.
Best wishes with life. I know it gets hard, and things get depressing, but as you said they'll get better. ^^
Thanks; it truly and honestly means a lot to me.
Beautiful and calm, I could listen to this music all day long
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Beautiful.....just beautiful......
I found a gem :) Took me to another world.. I must appreciate what have you been thinking of while arranging this beautiful music.
What the fuck this is gorgeous
So I have basically your entire youtube library on a playlist for when I write, this came on and I had to stop and say something. I've heard this one many times, and loved it each time, but something about this time around... it just felt powerful. I love all of your work, but there's a good handful of them that you just have to stop and appreciate and this is most certainly one of them. This is how you do orchestral, and this is how you do it right.
Apparently I never commented. This is my favourite orchestral release of the year in the fandom. Just amazing in its simple and captivating feel throughout. The strings are magnificent, and so moving. Really beautiful
I was kinda inspired by Animal Crossing as far as the pacing goes; still holding out for a next-gen release of that.
Anyways, I was able to get 8dio's Adagietto during the 40% off sale, so I figured I'd give it a test run and show you guys I can still do a little something-something.
I'm also realizing how misleading that last upload was, because it wasn't in any way indicative of the nature of the album.
It was the one outlier, but most of it was just atmosphere and stuff like this song, though a lot less emotional and more immersive.
Even still, I'm content with everything, since things actually went better than expected.
As far as my next instruments go, I'm gonna see about buying some nicer woodwinds, and then focus on brass.
I'd like some more solo strings, but I think I'll be okay with what I have for now.
I don't really have any solid ideas for what songs I'll be doing, but whatever it is, I'm sure I'll have fun with it.
If you read the description, I've had some things going on, but I'll make it through, as always.
I wouldn't be me if I didn't!
Love it. I just love it and I don't know what else to say. This is going on my playlist for sure.
Interesting how you always talk about your worries in the description of all your beautiful songs. It's almost like you're letting the world hold your burdens for you.
your music is really great , keep going and I will support !!!
I know it’s like 7 years late, but is the title of the song referencing the Londswordian final event for that one world conquest option
@@TheIT221 At the time, it was just me saying that I knew what people wanted from me, but I'd been unable to do it to the extent that I wanted, so I refrained. Once I'd gotten the money for better strings, I immediately started working on more emotional, slower paced songs, which manifested in this. Stark contrast to dark industrial/ambient, but what I had on the horizon for a long, long time.
Buddy, you're like my favorite composer on youtube. I get super giddy when you release a new song. There isnt a single tune that you have made, that I have not obsessed over for days or weeks. They bring so much inspiration to me for art and story-building. It's hard to find composers that can make the exact kind of creepy music that I love like The ID, or upbeat like Impulse, or gentle like Battlegrounds and this.
Please keep up the amazing work, and this kind of music is heavenly, and brings so much emotion, I can feel all of it in each music note
To be honest I've also had it rough lately. I mean you know that things are rough when you end up in the ER in the morning/middle of the night (depending on how you look at it), thankfully it wasn't anything major. So I can actually relate to a degree.
As for the track itself, it's beautiful, and strong, keep up the good work.
Good to hear you're okay now!
Love love love it! So elegant and emotional. Very thoughtful and entrancing in all the right ways. Keep up the great work you have a true talent!
Gave this a like I love this song I meditate to this.
Dude in a lot of Videos of yours I read how depressed you are. Boi...seriously cheer up. All of us...most of us down here in the comments, me included, love what you do. So stop being so depresed. Take joy in what you do and the fact that what you do is loved by others as well.
Because i know that I cannot do what you do.
I'm grateful, but there are multiple reasons behind the depression; it's not always so simple as it seems to force myself to feel better.
As of late, I've been trying to mainly take a break from music and focus on enjoying myself through Borderlands 2 and The Pre-Sequel, but work at the factory has been really wearing on me both mentally and physically, and there are even more complications from it due to the lack of sick days/vacation days, so I'm racking my brain trying to figure out how I'm going to plan stuff for later on this year, marriage included.
But that's for all of the times when there's a real reason behind the depression -- sometimes, there is none, and I just wake up feeling like garbage, and I spend the whole day hating everything despite trying my hardest to find something to get me to feel better.
Granted, it's not so severe as it is for others, but it just seems like I'm always stressed and I have no time to breathe.
Still, I know things will get better eventually; it's just a waiting game.
Ok. I understand, but out of curiosity in which factory are you working? Ever thought about looking for another Job? I don't know how the laws work in your country, but here in Germany it isn't that bad to be Jobless...well for me at least. I have plenty of time doing what I want and looking for a Job that interest me. Maybe you can start something completly new, and it makes you feel better in a lot of ways.
Actually I get the kind of picture that you see yourself in chains. Chained by life, work, and the expectations of others, maybe. Perhaps the reason why you are depressed. I can only advice you to look for someone to talk to, it doesn't have to be a friend, or someone close. It can be a complete stranger or someone you actually don't like. I know that because I almost committed suicide and the one man I disliked the most got me out of this mess.
Also take a weekend off and just drive to another place to relax., Don't think about how you do it, just do it. As Shian Labouff said. (or however his name is written)
All of this are just some advices from a random person on the world and you don't have to listen to it. But it may help you.
This song is like the calm morning sunrise after the nightmare of Mistaken, when you wake up and realize that it was all a dream and everything's alright. Thanks for everything you do.
Wonderful work. Truly wonderful.
"It's ok little one. It will be alright in the end."
Gorgeous melancholy piece; makes me reflect on where I was and where I am now and I have to say god damn what a strange trip it's been and still is. Great to see you back, and sorry I missed the last video (good god the voices on that piece...). Never forget that we're always here for ya through thick and thin.
Thank you so much for making this piece. It's absolutely beautiful.
Well that picture is becoming my new desktop without a doubt. That song felt familiar. Not sure why, but I love it either way.
Same on both comments. Somehow like I've heard it before but still amazing.
Holy crap this is good! Like... Chocolate for the soul!
its so beautiful....
I'm sorry things are going less than well for you, but let me assure you that every time I see that you've uploaded a song, I get very happy because I love your music. I've been following you for four years now, and I'm always looking forward to more!
Best wishes!
Loved the way you keeped it simple but very detailed at the same time, very nice work ! This song goes into my playlist for sure :P
This is really phenomenal. I've said this before, but you always put your 100% in your songs and it shows. You truly are amazing at what you do, and no matter what you try I'll be amazed at the effort
I've always loved songs like these. You sir, have earned a new subscriber.
Wow, this is wonderful! Simple, but beautiful. Thank you, Radiarc!
Soothing. This delightful song brings me to a far off world. I'm not sure I want to leave so soon.
This kind of feels like the starbound background music... WHICH IS FANTASTIC, so definitely a plus!
Magnificent stuff. I've been looking to collect some music to help me write and this is what I needed.
So beautiful
Perfect. Nothing like some calming piano and chello.
Simply beautiful. Great job!
Nice and beautiful track, and choice of cover art ^.^
"I know there are a lot of people that care about me, and that's what keeps me going"
Yus! Hmm, it's like I don't need to say anything, you already know, haha ^^ Stay strong! Things _will_ get better!
Thank you.
It makes me remember the letter from Fauna on animal crossing, I loved Fauna, but then the letter said she moved out, she's never come back, even to visit the shopping centre like Jay.
To Fauna, I hope you enjoy your new town, all best wishes. - Mayor Amy
Art.
Beautiful song! Love it!
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There should be more somber songs in the franchise.
I do believe this would be perfect for Chapter 7 for Daring ^^ keep it up
This reminds me a lot of skyrim's music. Beautiful!
Think this has to be my favorite from you yet. Great use of strings! Adagietto is great, I use it myself.
Thanks!
I'm gonna try to make the most of it, but I'm also considering getting Free Radicals as well for whenever I sit down to make another hybrid thing, since I've got Free Angels and that's served me well.
It's a little bit of a tough choice considering I'd also like to work with more strings, but they don't offer the grandiose legato divisi separately from the ensemble, so I don't know if I really want to do that right now.
It's funny because when the grandiose legato first came out you could buy the divisi separate. Though, depends on the kind of music you make really. I use Agitato more then Adagietto simply because I tend to write more dramatic legato lines then slower, more emotional pieces. Not sure I would recommend the arpeggios strings though. It's a rather specific sound that grandiose can do almost as well.
Pony Town?
Huh, never heard about it before. Maybe it's worth checking
stress levels is now going to be off the charts cause of my second year of high school......I really can't stand life
Listened to this while suddenly getting a message telling me that two of my friends weren't dating each other anymore. Sadly fitting.
do you think you can make something that sounds like the first 3 minutes of the dead space 2 soundtrack,and I love your music btw
I'd probably have to invest in some decent solo strings, but maybe someday.
i lOve Your videos
Nice sounding strings, piano seemed dynamic though I wasn't really listening for that. It's a nice mellow track to actually not really pay attention too. It definitely projects a slightly depressing and melancholy vibe. Nice track.
yeah another one 😄
now i can draw with this playing in the back ground
+Radiarc
Can you do a commission for me??
Duuuude!
Hit me up on Gmail again!
We NEED to do something together!
I've got a lot going on right now, but after I can get some of this stuff out of the way, I should be open!