The "cramming the mail slot" analogy to overload the system was quality! Had me giggling! 😂 Great way to explain it 👍Also, best explanation of the brownie camera analogy so far. Very clear!
How long does it take to realize what you are by seeing what your not? It seems like nothing happens. Is it a slow but gradual change? I remember it happened after I felt so stressed, I gave up inside and then without even noticing the change that happened I started talking without thinking about talking. Like I was unaware of this and it shocked me when I noticed. I then noticed a silence in my head. All inner sounds went deaf and all sounds outside myself were heightened. It was like I was hearing for the first time and all other senses were like obvious. Then I felt like I was energetically above my head while at the same time I felt like I was in my belly. Then a shrinking feeling inside my body. I could feel this amazing sensation in my body, I fell in love with this feeling. I loved the people around me deeply and honestly. Everything felt effortless. I felt a total connection with everything. Then I had a thought " How long will this last?" And then it started to fade away, this connected effortless feeling. It seemed to have lasted a couple days. Then I was back to how I was before the experience. I felt like my ego was bigger now, I told stories to everyone. I pushed myself away from everyone and started seeking. I became completely obsessed with chasing that experience. I thought I had came close to making it happen again but I knew deep down that I couldn't make it happen. It's been 9 years now and nothing like that experience has happened. Is this how you feel all the time now paul? I feel like theres nothing I can do about it except talk about it, which is futile. No matter if I do something or do nothing, it's all the same. I'm stumped. I dont know what to think or do to get back to that separated connectedness. Any thoughts or anything??
This is pure nonsense.... ...to the Ego If I were sitting next to you with the same sunglasses, it would look like we're twins. And I live relatively close to you in Nassau County L.I.
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The "cramming the mail slot" analogy to overload the system was quality! Had me giggling! 😂 Great way to explain it 👍Also, best explanation of the brownie camera analogy so far. Very clear!
Thanks Paul you saved me a lot of money on spiritual retreats haha
Such an amazing design this life is. Simply beautiful.
How long does it take to realize what you are by seeing what your not? It seems like nothing happens. Is it a slow but gradual change?
I remember it happened after I felt so stressed, I gave up inside and then without even noticing the change that happened I started talking without thinking about talking. Like I was unaware of this and it shocked me when I noticed. I then noticed a silence in my head. All inner sounds went deaf and all sounds outside myself were heightened. It was like I was hearing for the first time and all other senses were like obvious. Then I felt like I was energetically above my head while at the same time I felt like I was in my belly. Then a shrinking feeling inside my body. I could feel this amazing sensation in my body, I fell in love with this feeling. I loved the people around me deeply and honestly. Everything felt effortless. I felt a total connection with everything. Then I had a thought " How long will this last?" And then it started to fade away, this connected effortless feeling. It seemed to have lasted a couple days. Then I was back to how I was before the experience. I felt like my ego was bigger now, I told stories to everyone. I pushed myself away from everyone and started seeking. I became completely obsessed with chasing that experience. I thought I had came close to making it happen again but I knew deep down that I couldn't make it happen. It's been 9 years now and nothing like that experience has happened. Is this how you feel all the time now paul? I feel like theres nothing I can do about it except talk about it, which is futile. No matter if I do something or do nothing, it's all the same. I'm stumped. I dont know what to think or do to get back to that separated connectedness. Any thoughts or anything??
@Miguel Pais shit
Sounds like you completely surrendered and now trying to surrender. Surrender is a negation of trying.
in yoga it`s called a false sense of self.....always this is likely the problem
This is pure nonsense....
...to the Ego
If I were sitting next to you with the same sunglasses, it would look like we're twins. And I live relatively close to you in Nassau County L.I.
HI! From Queens!😊
@@QueensLadyDay hi Queens lady!
ACIM Videos Hi Nassau! Paul comes out this way twice a year. Love your post! 🥰
@@QueensLadyDay
oh, cool!
That would be fun!
Thanx
Long islander here as well! Paul resides in NY?
I'm seeing the Mandela move LOL
Good try to be a GURU ..But you are NOT SELF REALIZED ..just another pointer ...
Your comment is a good try too, always helpful to point out the "good" instead of pointing out the "reality" of a negative