You actually seem a liiiittle more energetic in this video! I think that nutrition is already making a difference in your brain and on your energy level. You seem a bit more alive, and the more time that goes, the more life will come back to you. Get more sparkles in your eyes, they are beautiful!
Actually I think it's a little different to recovering from alcoholism, because you can survive without alcohol but you do need food to live. Abstaining from alcohol completely would in a way be easier. I think what you are doing is recovery, it's either all (no rules) or it's baby steps (what you are doing), and I think both come to the same result. You're doing amazingly well, and thank you for sharing so openly ❤❤❤
No one is expecting an overnight change, doing your best is all you can do :) and by the looks of things that’s exactly what you are doing. Thank you for sharing your journey with us, I’m sure you’ll inspire many others! Keep posting can’t wait to see what’s next for you! ☺️
The fact that you're able to acknowledge the fact that you still have thoughts and urges to do old habits, and that you understand that this isn't going to be as easy as you may outwardly make it seem in your vlogs, is such an important realization! Keep vlogging, keep being honest with yourself and others, and keep eating 🍲🍱! Sending you much ❤️💪🙏!!
I am so proud of you Lilli for facing with all the challenges! I know too well that how hard it must be for you because I'm struggle with same thing. But. watching you do this 'recovery commitment' I got my motivation to do the same again too. So thank you so much for sharing your story. By the way I love listening your Aussie accent! I had my ED treatment in Australia (I'm Japanese) and I made friends with people with such warmest hearts and since then I'm a big fan of Australia💗 Keep fighting and let Lilli shine! x
Mio Kusakari I’m so blessed to hear that these videos could help you! I always want to be clear that I’m not doing all that well- but am really motivated to start giving this 100%, and am SO proud of you lovely fighters doing the same. Keep it up xxx
I just found your channel and watched your first video and I must say- I’m so proud of you. I’ve never had an eating disorder so I can’t even imagine going through everything you have and you are so strong. God bless you, you can do this- and don’t be too hard on yourself.💜
You need a lot a lot of food all day every day ... the more you eat the easier it gets bc your brain gets nutrients and rewire at the same time I’m glad you are thinking about jumping into recovery bc I have been “in recovery “ for 30 years and still very sick in my head but with BMI 25
totally! I definitely think with action, it will get easier. I'm sorry to hear you've struggled so long-but it's NEVER too late! Let's dive in head first and BEAT THIS together! x
It wasn't until 6 months ago I realised my 10 years of recovery wasn't really recovery. Normal people don't weigh themselves every day and calculate their BMI, even if it's a normal BMI. Normal people don't count how many cookies or chocolate pieces they are allowed to eat, they just eat how many they want. And healthy people definitely don't refrain from eating a few slices of cucumber while cooking because they have gain 0,1 kg since yesterday. No. I've been in partial recovery, and it'd be awsome if I managed to beat the mental monster too, not only the physical. Unforttunately when I asked for help at the ED unit on psych again they through me out because that doctor hates me. So that wasn't too uplifting :-( I'll try in the neighbouring city when I'm collected some courage again. I've no rush. I've been partially recovered for 10 years, 6 more months won't matter that much. I actually ate 3 brownie slices today. But yes, I walked a bit more than I use to. Compensating subconsciously. *shakes head *
I love your attitude and positivity! Listening to you sounds a lot like my own head (except I've struggled with overeating)...listening to you I heard some perfectionism and this brought my own perfectionism to my mind...so I pray that both you and I and anyone else in a similar boat can grant themselves some grace, of course we don't want to lie to ourselves either but there is a fine line to find...thanks for being vulnerable!!!💗
I’ve never been through this but I could understand how this could be one of the hardest things to over come , you are so positive and have a beautiful spirit I know you can do this 💗 your amazing and I can’t wait to see your journey progress 😘
I’m really rooting for you. Man I can’t fathom the struggle to want to not eat and not to be able to just be like “oh well, you have to eat so open your gob and put it in there”. It’s truly so sad and I hope it’s easier for you than you’re anticipating. I’m not sure how old you are, but Lilli girl we ain’t got no more years to waste following rules about eating and not eating and movement and rituals. YOU CAN DO THIS!!! I mean think about it, eating snacking and sitting on your bum to eat some more!!! To most it sounds like a dream! :) just trying to throw a little humor in there as you do :) I know it’s terrifying and exhilarating to you all at the same time but beeeee proud of yourself!!!! Even if it’s baby steps it’s steps!!! Isn’t it crazy the way our mind wants to Do stuff like restrict and pace? The mind is one whack thing! But YOUR attitude tells me you can do it!!!
That exact brand of marmalade is amazing! we have it in sweden and you should definetly try out their Pear flavoured one!💞Much love from an ed recovering guy!
I just found this by accident and I was going to wish this woman all the luck and happiness in the world but sadly I googled her name and was devastating.
Hi , i’m Lillis mum and yea i’m devastated !! And even though Lilli bought food she didn’t really eat it .I love her more than anything and still cry every day - i adored her .Good luck to you xxxxx
You’re doing so well ❤️ one day at a time. I’m fighting OED and this is hard, what you’re doing is hard, what I’m doing is hard and all we can do is take it one day at a time. You can do it!
I’m trying to gain my weight back. Is your stomach bothering you? It’s like my stomach is use to purging that it wants to reject anything solid or liquid. I’m just curious if your having stomach problems as well
U are so cute u love those candies My husband's love them. I am so proud of you. Your face is like a sunshine. Read. Do some coloring. Watched movie happy one comedy You are a really good talker U speak so well. Do it beautiful. A very good things I don't mind love to listen to u 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
You actually seem a liiiittle more energetic in this video! I think that nutrition is already making a difference in your brain and on your energy level. You seem a bit more alive, and the more time that goes, the more life will come back to you. Get more sparkles in your eyes, they are beautiful!
Actually I think it's a little different to recovering from alcoholism, because you can survive without alcohol but you do need food to live. Abstaining from alcohol completely would in a way be easier. I think what you are doing is recovery, it's either all (no rules) or it's baby steps (what you are doing), and I think both come to the same result. You're doing amazingly well, and thank you for sharing so openly ❤❤❤
Just so you know being an alcoholic can kill you. If your body is used to it, withdrawal can cause seizures and stop your heart. Its not so simple.
No one is expecting an overnight change, doing your best is all you can do :) and by the looks of things that’s exactly what you are doing. Thank you for sharing your journey with us, I’m sure you’ll inspire many others! Keep posting can’t wait to see what’s next for you! ☺️
thank you SO much for your support, this comment means a lot to me! I truly hope I can help some other people while I help myself too! xx
I was agonising over getting liquorice allsorts for days and I had 5 tonight. I'm proud. We can beat this! "❤️"
I'm proud of you too! That's great- they're too yummy to miss out on! Keep it up xxx
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The fact that you're able to acknowledge the fact that you still have thoughts and urges to do old habits, and that you understand that this isn't going to be as easy as you may outwardly make it seem in your vlogs, is such an important realization! Keep vlogging, keep being honest with yourself and others, and keep eating 🍲🍱! Sending you much ❤️💪🙏!!
So proud of you Lilli ; ) Love your hoodie, you look so cute in it
how sweet! Thank you very much xx
You have such a calming and refreshing presence!! Just subscribed and I'm rooting for you and your recovery!!
AngieBelle what a beautiful comment! Thank you honey, your support means a lot xx
I am so proud of you Lilli for facing with all the challenges! I know too well that how hard it must be for you because I'm struggle with same thing. But. watching you do this 'recovery commitment' I got my motivation to do the same again too. So thank you so much for sharing your story. By the way I love listening your Aussie accent! I had my ED treatment in Australia (I'm Japanese) and I made friends with people with such warmest hearts and since then I'm a big fan of Australia💗 Keep fighting and let Lilli shine! x
Mio Kusakari I’m so blessed to hear that these videos could help you! I always want to be clear that I’m not doing all that well- but am really motivated to start giving this 100%, and am SO proud of you lovely fighters doing the same. Keep it up xxx
Omg I wish I could hug you ! You’re so lovely. You can do it hun ! I believe in you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Noor B you’re so sweet! Thank you so much for your support ❤️
Thank you for staring this with us, I am in recovery from anorexia and you give me hope, one day at a time xx
We love you Lilli and we are so proud of you! From your ARMI family! xxx
sending that love straight back at you xxx
I just found your channel and watched your first video and I must say- I’m so proud of you. I’ve never had an eating disorder so I can’t even imagine going through everything you have and you are so strong. God bless you, you can do this- and don’t be too hard on yourself.💜
You need a lot a lot of food all day every day ... the more you eat the easier it gets bc your brain gets nutrients and rewire at the same time
I’m glad you are thinking about jumping into recovery bc I have been “in recovery “ for 30 years and still very sick in my head but with BMI 25
totally! I definitely think with action, it will get easier. I'm sorry to hear you've struggled so long-but it's NEVER too late! Let's dive in head first and BEAT THIS together! x
It wasn't until 6 months ago I realised my 10 years of recovery wasn't really recovery. Normal people don't weigh themselves every day and calculate their BMI, even if it's a normal BMI. Normal people don't count how many cookies or chocolate pieces they are allowed to eat, they just eat how many they want. And healthy people definitely don't refrain from eating a few slices of cucumber while cooking because they have gain 0,1 kg since yesterday.
No. I've been in partial recovery, and it'd be awsome if I managed to beat the mental monster too, not only the physical. Unforttunately when I asked for help at the ED unit on psych again they through me out because that doctor hates me. So that wasn't too uplifting :-( I'll try in the neighbouring city when I'm collected some courage again. I've no rush. I've been partially recovered for 10 years, 6 more months won't matter that much.
I actually ate 3 brownie slices today. But yes, I walked a bit more than I use to. Compensating subconsciously. *shakes head *
You are just AMAZING, honest and genuine! Im so glad I found your channel!!! I believe in you!! we can all do it!!
cant wait for more of your videos!
I love your attitude and positivity! Listening to you sounds a lot like my own head (except I've struggled with overeating)...listening to you I heard some perfectionism and this brought my own perfectionism to my mind...so I pray that both you and I and anyone else in a similar boat can grant themselves some grace, of course we don't want to lie to ourselves either but there is a fine line to find...thanks for being vulnerable!!!💗
I’ve never been through this but I could understand how this could be one of the hardest things to over come , you are so positive and have a beautiful spirit I know you can do this 💗 your amazing and I can’t wait to see your journey progress 😘
I’m really rooting for you. Man I can’t fathom the struggle to want to not eat and not to be able to just be like “oh well, you have to eat so open your gob and put it in there”. It’s truly so sad and I hope it’s easier for you than you’re anticipating. I’m not sure how old you are, but Lilli girl we ain’t got no more years to waste following rules about eating and not eating and movement and rituals. YOU CAN DO THIS!!! I mean think about it, eating snacking and sitting on your bum to eat some more!!! To most it sounds like a dream! :) just trying to throw a little humor in there as you do :) I know it’s terrifying and exhilarating to you all at the same time but beeeee proud of yourself!!!! Even if it’s baby steps it’s steps!!! Isn’t it crazy the way our mind wants to Do stuff like restrict and pace? The mind is one whack thing! But YOUR attitude tells me you can do it!!!
I am so excited for you and what you are doing! Keep up the good work! :)
Love the nails❤️ You seem to have more energy and life. Your soul is beaming 😌
You're doing wonderful!
YOU'RE SUCH A WARRIOR! ♡
You are already looking brighter.....good work! rooting or you!
You are Rocking it!
Your nails are beautiful.
And you are so gorgeous.
U are a strong girl.
U keep it up.
From 75years old lady all the way from Toronto Ontario Canada.
You’re absolutely lovely and I really wish you all the best ❤️
That exact brand of marmalade is amazing! we have it in sweden and you should definetly try out their Pear flavoured one!💞Much love from an ed recovering guy!
Oo pear, I love that brand hard to find sometimes in US
I love the nails. My favorite color too.
You are so incredibly brave ❤️
Rooting for you.
I just found this by accident and I was going to wish this woman all the luck and happiness in the world but sadly I googled her name and was devastating.
Hi , i’m Lillis mum and yea i’m devastated !! And even though Lilli bought food she didn’t really eat it .I love her more than anything and still cry every day - i adored her .Good luck to you xxxxx
I use to pick apart my food which is a thing but try mouth eating no looking at amount xxx
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You’re doing so well ❤️ one day at a time. I’m fighting OED and this is hard, what you’re doing is hard, what I’m doing is hard and all we can do is take it one day at a time. You can do it!
I’m trying to gain my weight back. Is your stomach bothering you? It’s like my stomach is use to purging that it wants to reject anything solid or liquid. I’m just curious if your having stomach problems as well
Are you from nz?
U are so cute u love those candies
My husband's love them.
I am so proud of you.
Your face is like a sunshine.
Read. Do some coloring. Watched movie happy one comedy
You are a really good talker
U speak so well.
Do it beautiful.
A very good things
I don't mind love to listen to u 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
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The “mental hunger” is one of the smartest things I’ve ever heard.
Are you Australian by chance? I can't quite tell.
(If it's been mentioned I must have missed it)
Sure am! ☺️
What do you mean yuck a carrot
You are a Very beautiful girl! 🤗💙💚
No posts in 2 years .... that’s not good
She died
be careful with the licorice as it can cause arrhythmia and deplete you of nutrients, but otherwise yum choices!
Damn you look like you’re at the edge of death.. hopefully you take care of yourself from now on