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Lilli Johnston (Recovery with Lilli)
Australia
เข้าร่วมเมื่อ 26 มี.ค. 2017
Hi! I'm Lilli- just another girl fighting her own head and hopefully having a bit of fun on the way.
Follow me as I begin my TRUE recovery effort from Anorexia, eat some good food, and learn how to LAUGH again!
Follow me as I begin my TRUE recovery effort from Anorexia, eat some good food, and learn how to LAUGH again!
ANOREXIA RECOVERY- Day of the Iced Vovo
Hey there angels!
This video is raw and real, and I'm quite afraid of the judgement I will receive in posting it... Please be nice! This channel is for motivation, support, accountability, self reflection and helping each other! I AM trying, but it's time to try HARDER! This delicious shopping experiment should help me get there :)
Might just pop a trigger warning on this video- I DO touch on some of the disordered behaviors i struggle with... so please, if that will NEGATIVELY affect your recovery, perhaps give this video a miss!
Adore you all, and as always, thank you for your support. It means so much more to me than you'll ever know
Lotsa love!
Lilli xxx
This video is raw and real, and I'm quite afraid of the judgement I will receive in posting it... Please be nice! This channel is for motivation, support, accountability, self reflection and helping each other! I AM trying, but it's time to try HARDER! This delicious shopping experiment should help me get there :)
Might just pop a trigger warning on this video- I DO touch on some of the disordered behaviors i struggle with... so please, if that will NEGATIVELY affect your recovery, perhaps give this video a miss!
Adore you all, and as always, thank you for your support. It means so much more to me than you'll ever know
Lotsa love!
Lilli xxx
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ANOREXIA RECOVERY- Day of my discharge
มุมมอง 16K5 ปีที่แล้ว
LONG TIME NO POST! Hello lovelies, sorry I've been so absent- I've missed you all greatly! This video is just an update on the little hospital stay I've had. Whilst I DIDN'T FAIL my 1 week challenge, my body gave up and I wound up in hospital a few days in to my experiment. Head over to the 'community' section of my channel for a proper explanation- and check out today's video for a little summ...
ANOREXIA RECOVERY- Day of the deadline
มุมมอง 39K5 ปีที่แล้ว
Well, let the games begin! Jokes aside, anorexia recovery is certainly NOT a game, and a very serious illness to be going through- but i'm trying to see this coming week as a bit of a personal challenge; pushing myself to my limits, VERY far from my comfort zone and hopefully out of my recent rut! Sending you all endless love and courage xxx
ANOREXIA RECOVERY- Day of the pasta
มุมมอง 16K5 ปีที่แล้ว
Hello again, beautiful people! Bit proud of my 'mini announcement' in this video- and A LOT proud of the bowl of pasta I have for lunch at the end of it! Pushing hard- but not hard ENOUGH- so onward and upward with some FRESH motivation (shout out to my psych!) Much love xxx
ANOREXIA RECOVERY- Day of the caramel/hedgehog hybrid
มุมมอง 9K5 ปีที่แล้ว
It's tough to really be honest with yourself... let alone with the cyber world! But this video is me, truly reflecting on the FACTS, and how my week has truly been. But when facts get boring, we also have A CARAMEL HEDGEHOG SLICE that was absolutely divine! Hope you enjoy this video! Much love xxx
ANOREXIA RECOVERY- Day of the onion dip
มุมมอง 11K5 ปีที่แล้ว
Second video! BAM! Today, we go through some of the food bits and bobs i bought (a far less disordered shop!) and have a bit of a rant about where i'm at! I would be lying if I were to claim i'm smashing recovery... or really even IN IT completely... but i'm giving it a hot go, and trying to keep progressing towards the LEAP of faith I need to make. Next stop- FULL AND TOTAL COMMITMENT (hopeful...
ANOREXIA RECOVERY- Day of the scone
มุมมอง 138K5 ปีที่แล้ว
Hello!! This is my first ever TH-cam video... (sorry for all the shortcomings- I'm learning!) but hopefully there will be many more to come! Can't wait to share my journey with you all, and hopefully connect with come fellow TH-camrs/viewers along the way! Much love xxx You can find Tabithas blog at over at: tabithafarrar.com/
I ❤am hoping that you make the weight gain,and you may not have to go to the hospital. I am praying for you, get better! I want to keep up with your progress. Love 💕 you, glad to see you eating and buying food! Keep up the good work! Sylvia, from the USA Detroit, Michigan.
Are you still alive?
Sadly she passed away.
Lilli i miss you every day , i can’t accept that this beautiful girl is gone - lilli i love you beyond words 😩
Mumma loves you xxxxx
I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet girl. It is utterly unfair that she isn't here anymore... it is just so wrong.
@@mistypeach- Thankyou sweetheart , she was the most beautiful thoughtful daughter anyone could wish for - though she left us on july 30 2019 , i ve only recently been able to look at her videos .Just know anyone who left a kind comment like you have to me means everything to me and to those who left Lilli a kind comment - it made her so happy amongst such incredible despair .xxx
hey it’s been a while. i was wondering how you been getting on. please stay well. would love to hear from you
@@Mari-lb8lr jesus 😔
Did she died????
Sadly, yes x
Please watch & like all her videos so her struggle & life doesn't go in vain ♥
I have been searching for your channel for such a long time, trying to see how you were doing. Devastated to hear you passed away. Rest in peace <33
how is she 21 in this video she looks so much older?
rest in peace beautiful angel.
No posts in 2 years .... that’s not good
She died
I just found this by accident and I was going to wish this woman all the luck and happiness in the world but sadly I googled her name and was devastating.
Hi , i’m Lillis mum and yea i’m devastated !! And even though Lilli bought food she didn’t really eat it .I love her more than anything and still cry every day - i adored her .Good luck to you xxxxx
Hi I just find your TH-cam and I had anorexia too and now I'm in recovery but my hair falling out in clumps and it's almost 2 months and half and still continue, so for how long your hair loss lasted if you experienced? Did you have any balding areas? Did I getting bald or it stops? I'm so scared
She died from anorexia sometime ago.
@@JamaicanRain OMG really??
How are you Lilli?
Sadly, Lilli passed away in July 2019 x
@@Simulacra719 oh no. Okay thank u.
Hope you’re doing ok - thinking of you 29/1/2021
She died from anorexia over a year ago. I hope her mum keeps these videos up. Maybe they can help others trying to beat this disorder.
@@alanjames7877 oh no, oh geez. Thanks for letting me know. What a fricken awful thing.
Moms home at a hotel??? #BS
🙏🏼💙😥 Fly high beautiful girl
looks like shit bro
I miss you
Where did you go lilli ??????
She passed away last year x
@@alc7665 Rest in peace 😔💜
Here in iowa in the states. You did not get to ralk about food.. see your weight..move at all..you were in a day room and watched for 16 hrs a day. All meals and snacks were monitored and you were watched. 45 minutes to eat a meal..eat around plate..don't chew to fast or to slow. Talk with others while eating. No complaint or talking about meals.. weight..likes and dislikes of food. Sizes of clothes they took tags out. Bathroom always locked and watched when use of restroom..I was never Bulimia but all of us were until almost outpatient. Much more. I didn't get let go until over shot on weight due to the theory u will loose some weight when discharged
You can do this!! Idk if you're still fighting this disorder or not but YOU CAN DO THISS!!! 💞💞
Sadly Lilli passed away last year x
Ooo,that scone looked so scrummy. I hope you allowed yourself many more since this video. I know it's so,so difficult to deal with.
She died
Rest in peace Lilli <3 x
Dude how are you doing??
i like you so much. stay strong. you can do this X
Georgie Lacey sadly she couldn't - she died last July. So, so sad x RIP Lilli x
@@Simulacra719 oh NO..im really sad to know about this :(
Georgie Lacey I know, it's just horrible. I followed her from the start and then she said she was taking a break to focus on getting better, but when I checked back in (as she hadn't posted in a while) her friends said she had passed. I was so so shocked and saddened. I hope she's at peace now x
She is so scary looking this is the scariest person I have ever seen her face! You can literally see her skull through her face every single bone!
She died and the next one is dr,Dray. All i want is that you tube to ban this "vegan" people. This is not veganism, this is mental illness and food disorder . Waste of life.
dan darth Lilli wasn’t vegan. Veganism has nothing to do with anorexia. Please stop it. Be respectful. Don’t diminish the suffering these people go through just to bash the vegan lifestyle. Come on.
marinaxlove whether Dr Dray has an ed or not she is extremely malnourished and it’s very clear.
marinaxlove Wrong. A lot of people with eating disorders go vegan in the first place to disguise their disease. And Dr. Dray is definitely vegan AND anorexic.
What have you done to yourself? Ohhh.
Man, I'm sorry your gone Lilli. I hope others can learn from your story. Rest in peace. Your at one with the earth now.
Rest In Peace Lilli🙏
this is so damn hard recovering from anorexia I have had it almost died from it. I wish u the best luck and u are strong brave I hope u do it! (Sorry this is late)
Eat some pizza you will gain
Lilli passed away . Do everyone a favour and stop leaving ignorant comments
@@Lunarangst sorry to hear that and my comment was to be helpful not to be mean thank you very much
Been there I was 90 pounds but now I'm at a healthy 120 and maintaining it by eating smaller portions but I'm eating hang in there you can do it you can get to a healthy weight and maintain it
This was a sobering video to watch, realising this was uploaded just days before Lilli ended up in hospital, and then passed away 30th July, just 16wks later....... xxx may you truly be at peace Lilli.
Hi you haven't uploaded in a while. i stumbled upon your channel probably well over a year ago, was so touched by your story and struggles. I have been thinking about how you're doing since and just scrolled for hours trying to find you and now i have, i truly hope you are in a better way these days. you deserve happiness and safety
She passed away. May her soul rest in peace
@@stormyXwrld this is so heartbreaking. Rest in peace
Hey, are you okay? Are you coming back to TH-cam?
She won't be coming back sadly. Rest in peace
Rest in peace Lilli. You are in a better place now.
Omg what?! How do you know?
Was really hoping she would get well again, RIP Lilli 💜😪
RIP Lilli, you are now at peace; so loved and missed ❤️
Rest in peace love x
She passed away you guys 😭😭😭
<3
FAR OUT LILLI I MISS YOU SO MUCH :( HDUSBVKUEHFWGVUDCMRKNVWSV
So sorry to hear of your passing sweet girl. You were so young, facing such a tough fight. Thank you for the little bit you shared with us, I hope you are in Heaven now, with no more struggles or pain. Rip Lilli xx
So sorry to hear that this sweet, lovely person passed away. Sending much love to her family and friends xx
Hope your doing well lilli ❤️❤️❤️ Thinking of you 💕💖💓
Lilli sadly passed away last summer x
RIP Lilli Very sad this killed you