The emo trans girl vocaloid song, it calls me forth to my kin, our churning home as boats tied together with three ply rope, unsinkable despite shattered forms we may be in our own self loathing on this search to attain beauty.
@@Sipsipsippinonlambtears I actually thought it was transmasc at first but have since learned/at least become like 80% sure that madotspooki themself is transfem (obviously I'm not 100% I'm not like a personal friend of theirs) so I assume transfems was the original intended audience, but seeing as both you AND myself and assumedly a couple others have thought it was transmasc intended I'd argue it's for all of us 💛
@@Sipsipsippinonlambtears how am I fast? I just responded when I saw the notification, but yeah to tldr both comments I feel it was initially made with mtf in mind but made so considerately that it works for everyone, just as we should all be united
@@AntediluvianGirl I just realized this, but it's maybe the struggles that the creator faces of being transfem. I mean obviously, but maybe they're doubting that they're trans even though they already transitioned or that they wish they were "normal" (cisgender) and not trans? Edit: I looked at the description of the video of the original version of the song and it says it's about doubting your dysphoria.
me, listening to the original back then: this hits so fucking hard to me. im gonna cry. im never gonna beat dysphoria. im gonna die like this. me, now having transitioned, listening to this: haha funny lyrics but the song's a bop tho
I just now listened to this song after looking for LGBT vocaloid songs that aren't depressing or creepy. It hits hard and even post op from GRS I still feel dysphoria but it's not to the magnitude that it was before I got surgery. To those who are still pre transition and questioning. Your feelings are valid. Only you can know who you are. People will push against you and try to take you down, but you are real. You are valid, no matter how you want to transition. If you're ever feeling dysphoric remember how far you have come. Even after surgery my transition isn't over. My road hasn't ended. I've lost a lot of friends and even some family members after coming out. I knew I would and I wouldn't be able to hide it any longer as my transition went on. I'm sorry for the wall of text but damn do I love the vocaloid community sometimes!
This is the best representation of how dysphoria feels that I've like,,, ever seen. Most dysphoria songs go for a depression based sad approach but this song full on dives into the way it almost eats away at your sanity and feels like pure suffering and it demonstrates the severe pain and denial spiral that can happen when dealing with bucketloads of hate and discrimination all at once. 10/10
Not transfem like the singer (I'm agender) but damn those lyrics hit really hard I keep imagining myself with a completely flat chest, and when I do, I feel so happy that I want to cry, and so envious of the imagined version of myself who can take of their shirt whenever they want, who can run without being physically disgusted every time I feel the lumps of dead weight on my chest move I'll get there one day. I'll be able to wear seethrough shirts and no binder one day. I'll be able to look myself in the mirror without seeing something that shouldn't be there one day.
I admit. I am ashamed to be a man, I hate my voice and my looks, this doesn't feel right. I have not told anyone. And over time my guilt for being a mans image and everything about being this way does not feel right. Makes me feel horrible I dont know how to even tell people. I'm afraid I'll lose family and good friends. I'm gonna go to bed. Yall be safe please
Well only you know you, it's not easy understanding who you are, especially if you've been repressed for so long that you've just tried to be what everyone else insists on. Self discovery is a rocky path but a path worth taking in finding yourself and being yourself.
@@xyncyan wish ya the best of luck though. Hopefully someday I can start T but both times I told my mom I was trans she basically said "Nuh uh" 💀 Good luck!
I dont think you understand how hard i tried to change who i am physically i literally dabbled into magick and the occult and improbably physics and theoretical science and i still havent given up it is the only reason i havent given up on life mostly
May come off as edgy but dysphoria is a powerful thing. We are our own worst critics as we sometimes feel we will never be perceived as the gender we identify as.
I’m not trans but from the other comments this seems to have helped a lot of people who are trans, and songs that help people like that are just very special. Also, it really is a bop. And I like that Gumi’s voice sometimes sounds like Yuzuki Yukari’s. It’s a very nice way to tune her voice.
*me listening to this while making a highly complex and in-depth story/escape room for my friends to play that actually represents being trans and is my way of coming out instead of just telling them like a normal person
@@starfelled of course dear! So before i tell you about the situation, i might as well tell you what she draws. She has drawn Arc 2014 (a character GHOST, a vocaloid producer made). Mind you, hes agender, and is underage. She has drawn him in very questionable AUs, even once drawing him as a magical girl and HOLDING.HIS.SIBLINGS.DECAPITATED.HEAD. yeah. It was disgusting. _he also draws him very sexually in my opinion. His thighs are bigger than his entire body but ok._ So now that you know that, time for what you asked. This starts with a single youtube comment. Made by Junkie (He now goes by Chandler so we'll refer to him as that. Also at the time, he went by Miles or Junkie) So chandler comments on this, pretty much saying "hey whats going on with his anatomy?" And she responded bitterly. She made two whole videos on him, making fun of him. So he retaliated and made more yt comments. She took none of this seriously, saying things like "necro my phat tits" and "do you fart?". So yeah. So Chandler decided to go on disc and talk to mellow and try to level. She was salty as fuck. Pretty much, nothing was resolved. So yeah. Pretty much she made him feel terrible. And to this day, shes still drawing arc like an ant. Im sorry if theres a lot of holes and missed points, im not good with words.
@@kedamono8479 Ah, thank you, and don't worry, you did just fine explaining the situation ^^ Yeah, improper response to criticism is a big yikes :') And the way she'd draw Arc sounds especially bad if they were the only one being drawn like that, rather than it being an art style thing. Again, thank you for the reply :D
I remember listening to this a lot, mostly when I felt like shit with myself but that part, "try again deep inside i know just who i am, it doesn't matter what they say, so what if i was born this way? keep on hoping so you'll see i might just change who i can be and live life as the girl that i know i am" really made me feel better all those times (tho I'm a transmasc, i uses to change the lyrics in my head for it x) and now that I'm better, i started T, and everything seems going better, i still look back to this song and how it cheer me up a lot actually i have the lyrics of this song written a lot on my diary, hah.
nah this isnt edgy in a bad way ngl this is just edgy vocaloid (which can be really good like this one is) about gender dysphoria which is something that causes tons of suicides and is just depressing, also this song is really relatable and a bop so no matter how edgy it is its fucking great also the character is so cute
yeah, the lyrics are excessively edgy, but honestly that’s what makes them so good. they perfectly represent how painful dysphoria and transphobia can fcking be (as someone who’s experienced it myself) by making the listener uncomfortable (unlike many other media which often sugarcoats dysphoria and transphobia to make cis people comfortable)
una vez más, con una mirada doliente los ojos miran hacia atrás, mirando profundamente en un corazón roto viendo como me desgarro las cosas que parecen, todos los días, solo déjame en pedazos siendo destrozado mirando hacia abajo veo cada parte de mí se siente como romperse después de cada día Más importante algo dentro de mi sigue doliendo sabiendo que nunca seré el mismo que ellos voy a pide un deseo tratar de cambiar lo que me hace ser quien soy y Renunciar a lo que me molesta, es mejor que ni siquiera lo intente. sigue esperando, así verás aquí no hay nada más que miseria Encontrarás que esto es lo que he llegado a ser enfrenta los hechos no puedo cambiarlos aunque lo intente no destinado a vivir la vida como un niño Entonces, ¿por qué debo nacer de esta manera? inténtalo de nuevo, día tras día para arreglar lo que causa mi consternación pero deja de saber que realmente podría morir una vez más, con cada día que pasa las cosas empeoran, como si mi cuerpo estuviera siendo destrozado llora un poco más y consúmete no es como si me importara de todos modos ¿De qué sirve intentarlo cuando es tan claro como el agua? mirando hacia abajo veo cada parte de mí se siente como romperse en pequeños fragmentos pequeños Más importante algo dentro de mi sabe que no tiene sentido vivir si nunca seré como ellos asi que Una vez más tratar de cambiar lo que me hace ser quien soy y Renunciar a lo que me molesta, es mejor que ni siquiera lo intente. sigue esperando, así verás aquí no hay nada más que miseria Encontrarás que esto es lo que he llegado a ser enfrenta los hechos no puedo cambiarlos aunque lo intente no puedo vivir mi vida como un niño ¿Y qué si nací así? inténtalo de nuevo, día tras día para arreglar lo que causa mi consternación pero deja de saber que realmente podría ser mejor intentar otra vez en el fondo sé quién soy no importa lo que digan ¿Y qué si nací así? sigue esperando, así verás Podría cambiar quién puedo ser y vivir mi vida como la chica que sé que soy y aunque ves, cada parte de mí se siente como romperse después de cada día Más importante mi corazón sigue latiendo Haré lo que sea necesario si puedo ser como todos los demás.
The emo trans girl vocaloid song, it calls me forth to my kin, our churning home as boats tied together with three ply rope, unsinkable despite shattered forms we may be in our own self loathing on this search to attain beauty.
Isn't this a trans boy vocaloid song? Sorry if I'm wrong
Also, I know your comment is a year old lol
@@Sipsipsippinonlambtears I actually thought it was transmasc at first but have since learned/at least become like 80% sure that madotspooki themself is transfem (obviously I'm not 100% I'm not like a personal friend of theirs) so I assume transfems was the original intended audience, but seeing as both you AND myself and assumedly a couple others have thought it was transmasc intended I'd argue it's for all of us 💛
@@AntediluvianGirl True. Also, dang you're fast.
@@Sipsipsippinonlambtears how am I fast? I just responded when I saw the notification, but yeah to tldr both comments I feel it was initially made with mtf in mind but made so considerately that it works for everyone, just as we should all be united
@@AntediluvianGirl I just realized this, but it's maybe the struggles that the creator faces of being transfem. I mean obviously, but maybe they're doubting that they're trans even though they already transitioned or that they wish they were "normal" (cisgender) and not trans?
Edit: I looked at the description of the video of the original version of the song and it says it's about doubting your dysphoria.
This hits harder than last time since I can actually relate to it now
I really did say “I’m not trans but-” on the last version huh
may or may not have looped the original when I found out I was trans and in denial-
the original was my emotional support song when i was feeling dysphoric at 3 am lmao
Haha get noobed fellow trans fella
same through middle school i was like i'm not trans but- i wish i was a boy
DUMBASS THAT'S OBVIOUS YOU ARE
Denial is always the first symptom my friend
me, listening to the original back then: this hits so fucking hard to me. im gonna cry. im never gonna beat dysphoria. im gonna die like this.
me, now having transitioned, listening to this: haha funny lyrics but the song's a bop tho
Im so happy for you ^ ^
Aww I can't transition yet but I'm so happy for you^^💜
I hope you all are ok.
I'm 12 yrs old goin through severe dysphoria I can't even talk to my parents bc they are kinda homophobic idk how they will react
Wow awesome profile
this song:
me, a trans guy living with my transphobic mom: 🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻🕺🏻
Same
People fears what cant understand and fears what not happed to themselves. I am fem.
i love how the character's clothes and hair and stuff have the colours of the trans flag
yo this remaster slaps. still a very good song but now even better.
solidarity from this trans (man) vocaloid producer. 💕
I just now listened to this song after looking for LGBT vocaloid songs that aren't depressing or creepy. It hits hard and even post op from GRS I still feel dysphoria but it's not to the magnitude that it was before I got surgery. To those who are still pre transition and questioning. Your feelings are valid. Only you can know who you are. People will push against you and try to take you down, but you are real. You are valid, no matter how you want to transition. If you're ever feeling dysphoric remember how far you have come.
Even after surgery my transition isn't over. My road hasn't ended. I've lost a lot of friends and even some family members after coming out. I knew I would and I wouldn't be able to hide it any longer as my transition went on.
I'm sorry for the wall of text but damn do I love the vocaloid community sometimes!
10/10 best music to listen to while stealing from applebee’s
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@ً no no it's applebee's yk the red bee's they really like apples for some reason also
Agreed
xd photo
As a Trans girl i relate to this aloooot, so thank you for the remaster, this is amazing
would it be concerning if i said big mood
a little bit
Kinda yeah kinda no I'm sorta in the same boat
Probably
probably? i think so, but idk
I love the song and the illustrations
I had a gut feeling Gumi represented LGBTQ+ all along
I think all Vocaloids do. You can make them do whatever, so you can make them LGBTQ+ representation. :)
hi yes i'm loving this pv
and the improvement from the old version is just *mmmmmm* 🙏
THANKS YOU MOMMY
I ALWAYS LOVE YOU💞💞
ALSO，THIS IS MY NEW CHANNEL~
This is the best representation of how dysphoria feels that I've like,,, ever seen.
Most dysphoria songs go for a depression based sad approach but this song full on dives into the way it almost eats away at your sanity and feels like pure suffering and it demonstrates the severe pain and denial spiral that can happen when dealing with bucketloads of hate and discrimination all at once.
10/10
Not transfem like the singer (I'm agender) but damn those lyrics hit really hard
I keep imagining myself with a completely flat chest, and when I do, I feel so happy that I want to cry, and so envious of the imagined version of myself who can take of their shirt whenever they want, who can run without being physically disgusted every time I feel the lumps of dead weight on my chest move
I'll get there one day. I'll be able to wear seethrough shirts and no binder one day. I'll be able to look myself in the mirror without seeing something that shouldn't be there one day.
holy shit im so happy you remade this jdfhbfgshf
the improvement is unreal im- 🥺 🥺 🥺
Sorry, I just realized that I commented in Spanish.
finally something good in 2020. And just today I'm sad, at least it will cheer me up a little.
I admit. I am ashamed to be a man, I hate my voice and my looks, this doesn't feel right. I have not told anyone. And over time my guilt for being a mans image and everything about being this way does not feel right. Makes me feel horrible
I dont know how to even tell people. I'm afraid I'll lose family and good friends.
I'm gonna go to bed. Yall be safe please
Same situation here. Been closeted for 5 years.
So I’m like the reverse of you, but yea
This is sort of a mood
And what’s funny is I’m really feminine but I am NOT a girl
@@thesilentmarauder3758 same
Transitioning and coming out is a difficult but rewarding path in life. I believe in you!
Well only you know you, it's not easy understanding who you are, especially if you've been repressed for so long that you've just tried to be what everyone else insists on.
Self discovery is a rocky path but a path worth taking in finding yourself and being yourself.
man i cant wait to listen to this song on loop at 3 a.m bawling about how much i hate my body
the improvement is very epique
the art, the instrumental,,,it's so good
this was my trans awakening. now i have my name legally changed and im on my way to beg my psychiatrist for testosterone rn wish me luck
update she told me I'm not mature enough because i never had a part-time job ☺️
@@xyncyanwhat is your psychiatrist on bro 😭
@@Phospoppylickalick id like to know
@@xyncyan wish ya the best of luck though. Hopefully someday I can start T but both times I told my mom I was trans she basically said "Nuh uh" 💀 Good luck!
YESSS AS A TRANS WOMAN HAVING A SONG I CAN COMPLETELY RELATE TO HAS MADE MY DAY :) also this is a bop
finally, a trans song that's my type of music. i love this--lyrics, instrumentals, visuals, everything
I dont think you understand how hard i tried to change who i am physically i literally dabbled into magick and the occult and improbably physics and theoretical science and i still havent given up it is the only reason i havent given up on life mostly
are you okay?
@@xevilgothgirlx after I started HRT almost 7 months ago im a little better
@@midnightstella7 i’m so glad! as a cis girl i support you on your journey and can’t imagine what you’ve gone through!!
@@xevilgothgirlx thank you its always nice to have someone who doesnt want me dead especially with that sentiment rising in certain areas
@@midnightstella7 if you ever need someone to talk to, i’m here!
The lyrics may be edgy, but I vibe with them. Its great, don't worry.
May come off as edgy but dysphoria is a powerful thing. We are our own worst critics as we sometimes feel we will never be perceived as the gender we identify as.
She's kinda transition goals tho 😳😳😳
I’m not trans but from the other comments this seems to have helped a lot of people who are trans, and songs that help people like that are just very special.
Also, it really is a bop. And I like that Gumi’s voice sometimes sounds like Yuzuki Yukari’s. It’s a very nice way to tune her voice.
current dysphoria state: replaying the video before the "happier" part because I can't relate
*_i'm not doing so good right now yall_*
relatable and
This song still bops. Thank you so much for this. As an trans woman it really means a lot to me!!
Thank you for making this. I’m glad I’m a trans woman 🏳️⚧️⚧️
This is so underrated
*me listening to this while making a highly complex and in-depth story/escape room for my friends to play that actually represents being trans and is my way of coming out instead of just telling them like a normal person
yo why you gotta get my feels going this early
I really liked the original so this remaster just!! Makes me go wow!!! The art is so pretty too ^^
The art was made by a person who bullies 13-14 year olds and calls them ableists with no proof.
@@kedamono8479 A h.
If you don't mind, could you share some context and/or examples? I'd just like to know more about the situation ^^;
@@starfelled of course dear!
So before i tell you about the situation, i might as well tell you what she draws.
She has drawn Arc 2014 (a character GHOST, a vocaloid producer made). Mind you, hes agender, and is underage.
She has drawn him in very questionable AUs, even once drawing him as a magical girl and HOLDING.HIS.SIBLINGS.DECAPITATED.HEAD.
yeah. It was disgusting.
_he also draws him very sexually in my opinion. His thighs are bigger than his entire body but ok._
So now that you know that, time for what you asked.
This starts with a single youtube comment.
Made by Junkie (He now goes by Chandler so we'll refer to him as that. Also at the time, he went by Miles or Junkie)
So chandler comments on this, pretty much saying "hey whats going on with his anatomy?"
And she responded bitterly.
She made two whole videos on him, making fun of him.
So he retaliated and made more yt comments.
She took none of this seriously, saying things like "necro my phat tits" and "do you fart?". So yeah.
So Chandler decided to go on disc and talk to mellow and try to level.
She was salty as fuck.
Pretty much, nothing was resolved.
So yeah.
Pretty much she made him feel terrible.
And to this day, shes still drawing arc like an ant.
Im sorry if theres a lot of holes and missed points, im not good with words.
@@kedamono8479 Ah, thank you, and don't worry, you did just fine explaining the situation ^^
Yeah, improper response to criticism is a big yikes :') And the way she'd draw Arc sounds especially bad if they were the only one being drawn like that, rather than it being an art style thing. Again, thank you for the reply :D
@@starfelled no problem! Let me know if you need more info
Ah, dysphoria the musical. We meet again. But jokes aside, I love this song, and the remaster is even better.
as a trans boy, this song CALLS ME OUT- ITS SUCH A BOP
I'm non binary and this still helps in all honesty. So thank you for making this in general
* breaks fingers * time to listen to this at 3am in the morning again
gumi's english voicebank is incredible, and the tuning does a great job making use of it
"These lyrics are so fucking edgy' honestly i disagree, this rapresents perfectly dysphoria honestly
Ahh i love ittt!! I love the song in the first place so seeing a new version is so cool!
the video en-quieter strikes again i cant fucking take this shit bro
THIS ONES GOT A BIT OF A KICK 🔥🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️🔛🔝
the lyrics are fine darling, atleast for one who can relate alot ;-;
I remember listening to this a lot, mostly when I felt like shit with myself
but that part, "try again deep inside i know just who i am, it doesn't matter what they say, so what if i was born this way? keep on hoping so you'll see i might just change who i can be and live life as the girl that i know i am" really made me feel better all those times (tho I'm a transmasc, i uses to change the lyrics in my head for it x)
and now that I'm better, i started T, and everything seems going better, i still look back to this song and how it cheer me up a lot
actually i have the lyrics of this song written a lot on my diary, hah.
YUH GET INTO IT
nah this isnt edgy in a bad way ngl this is just edgy vocaloid (which can be really good like this one is) about gender dysphoria which is something that causes tons of suicides and is just depressing, also this song is really relatable and a bop so no matter how edgy it is its fucking great also the character is so cute
I can't stop relistening
holy shit dysphoria remake in 2020?????? god is real
My dysphoric ass:
*WoW, that is relatable!.jpg*
I really like this song! Good job on making a remake of this song! =)
THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD
yeah, the lyrics are excessively edgy, but honestly that’s what makes them so good. they perfectly represent how painful dysphoria and transphobia can fcking be (as someone who’s experienced it myself) by making the listener uncomfortable (unlike many other media which often sugarcoats dysphoria and transphobia to make cis people comfortable)
Really hope each time it plays on loop counts as a view because I've probably added close to 100 views today alone if not more
POG
Pooooooooggggggggeeerrrssss
LYETS FUCJIGN GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
whoa it got better (and so did the art, that’s so cool)
Holy shit this song slaps so hard and I haven even heard the vocals yet oh my god
Edit: it got so much better
This so fucking relatable i cant stop listening to it
Ok this actually slaps
i didnt think you can make a great song better, but you did
the relating with this song hit me with a rock
HITS SOOOOOO FUCKING CLOSE TO HOME!!!!!
una vez más, con una mirada doliente
los ojos miran hacia atrás, mirando profundamente en un corazón roto
viendo como me desgarro
las cosas que parecen, todos los días,
solo déjame en pedazos siendo destrozado
mirando hacia abajo veo
cada parte de mí
se siente como romperse después de cada día
Más importante
algo dentro de mi
sigue doliendo sabiendo que nunca seré el mismo que ellos
voy a
pide un deseo
tratar de cambiar lo que me hace ser quien soy y
Renunciar a lo que me molesta, es mejor que ni siquiera lo intente.
sigue esperando, así verás
aquí no hay nada más que miseria
Encontrarás que esto es lo que he llegado a ser
enfrenta los hechos
no puedo cambiarlos aunque lo intente
no destinado a vivir la vida como un niño
Entonces, ¿por qué debo nacer de esta manera?
inténtalo de nuevo, día tras día
para arreglar lo que causa mi consternación
pero deja de saber que realmente podría morir
una vez más, con cada día que pasa
las cosas empeoran, como si mi cuerpo estuviera siendo destrozado
llora un poco más y consúmete
no es como si me importara de todos modos
¿De qué sirve intentarlo cuando es tan claro como el agua?
mirando hacia abajo veo
cada parte de mí
se siente como romperse en pequeños fragmentos pequeños
Más importante
algo dentro de mi
sabe que no tiene sentido vivir si nunca seré como ellos
asi que
Una vez más
tratar de cambiar lo que me hace ser quien soy y
Renunciar a lo que me molesta, es mejor que ni siquiera lo intente.
sigue esperando, así verás
aquí no hay nada más que miseria
Encontrarás que esto es lo que he llegado a ser
enfrenta los hechos
no puedo cambiarlos aunque lo intente
no puedo vivir mi vida como un niño
¿Y qué si nací así?
inténtalo de nuevo, día tras día
para arreglar lo que causa mi consternación
pero deja de saber que realmente podría ser mejor
intentar otra vez
en el fondo sé quién soy
no importa lo que digan
¿Y qué si nací así?
sigue esperando, así verás
Podría cambiar quién puedo ser
y vivir mi vida como la chica que sé que soy y
aunque ves,
cada parte de mí
se siente como romperse después de cada día
Más importante
mi corazón sigue latiendo
Haré lo que sea necesario si puedo ser como todos los demás.
Beautiful music
When you’re here from searching “trans vocaloid” because you’ve been questioning your identity and use music to cope ahjghjk
I searched trans miku lol (sadly the second result was lgbtq+ "cringe")
This is amazing
Also, you don't really need to apologize for a vocaloid song being angsty. One of the most popular ones is My R
I don’t think I’ve ever related to a song so hard
I wanna wear dresses and skirts, and be called cute and a girl all the time, have long hair and act really femme.
Still cis though-
yeah, verry cis
even i (the cis-ist man alive) feel that
still cis tho (coming definitely the most cis person)
oh my god YES
Ey! did my first dose of E!!!
i was trying to find my old babytrans comments but no luck
Catchy song! ✨ Thank you for sharing this! ⭐️
If you or anyone else needs to talk lmk :) stay safe and I hope you all have a good day/night
So cute💜💙
this song hits hard for me :(
This is so good I especially love the lyrics, the art and the tuning!!
HELLL YEAH
Algo bueno del 2020, y justo ando triste, al menos me animará un poco
Beautiful song ;(
THIS
S L A P S
Honestly I love how edgy it is😭😭
*accurate*
HOW DID I MISS THIS WAIT
From this day on my new headcanon about GUMI is that she's a transgirl.
Just thought of a really cool idea, what about a duet with the old one and the new one, I think they'd sound different enough to sound cool?
so relatable :'D
Oof. Hope you are doing alright, written long ago or not. ^^;
im having a 10 am identity crisis so that should tell you something
@@angelbrained oh shit
the pain i felt when i looked this up on apple music and it wasnt there
for some reason, on apple music, my name didn't update. if you look up "dysphoria madotspooki" you should find it
@@angelbrained TJANK YOU
loev this
oh yeah I kin this
Yeah
OH WAIT THERE IS AN UPDATE *AAAAA*
hell yeah got meself some supreme copium
Really good
this song is rlly cool man
!!!!!
Cool
Those keys are strange
Is there a chance for a ftm version of this?
Weird TH-cam recommended but good video 👍