“the sun proposed to the moon” || Genshin Impact x Gacha Club ; Xiaoven. [ READ DESC! ]

i know maybe everyone who subscribed to me prolly forget me, let me introduce myself for the first time again.
Hi, my name’s Mila. i go by Shiin aswell, I've met my subscribers thanks to my 2020 FnAF phase, i think it was the William A. stuck in a room with FnAF 1.
i myself do not dare to watch that video again, it's now on my unlisted videos, it's so cringe i wanna took my eyes off and put it in the dishwasher. then not long after that, i made a video that's viral also, it has more views than the FnAF one. yup, you guessed it. it was the Yansim reaction videos, it's still on public cuz i dont wanna lose my total views, it was so cringe also, i hate that phase but in the same time i was also really happy while it happen, it was my most depressing yet my most happiest time of my life, some sort of happiness i couldn't explain. meeting you, meeting my online friends, playing roblox, Minecraft, watching gachas trend and stuff on repeat. i am now on the eight grade, i was getting attention when i was in fifth grade, please forgive me if i made any sort of mistakes or maybe even more serious sort. I'm trying my best in the internet, i am now getting more comfortable with real life stuff, i made a whole bunch of rl friends that i have never did before, they're shit but whatever, they're still my friends.
as you guessed, i was on a bunch of fandoms that i have made Gachas video aswell, i think it was FnAF, Yandere Simulator, DSMP, and most recently Genshin Impact. and if you ask me why i dont make old type of content anymore, i have bunch of reasons.
1. my old phone suddenly broke and wont start again, while my ocs and characters are mostly there and i havent saved it on the backup gacha, i only manage to save the Genshin and My Persona OCs.
2. i have no interest in them anymore, FnAF’s hype died after the Security Breach came out, i am still looking forward for the movie to came out tho. same as DSMP, i am burnt out, plus it ended a while back.
3. i dont have any motivation to do anything. while months ago i was able to make a 3 minutes GCMV in less than 4 hours, these days i was really busy with school and stuff. this stupid lazy ass video took me over a week even if this is only like 20 seconds and it is lazy as fork. i joined a bunch of organization and Olympics so it makes me harder to focus and look for content and stuff, plus i havent make much OCs more.
4. i wanted to try something new.
that's all my reasoning.
i might quit TH-cam soon because it's getting boring and im losing my talent to edit videos and shading, even i lost my talent and motivation to think for what sort of content i should upload. thank you for reading and have a happy life, ever after!

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they look like they could be siblings tho ❤

[@yyorushiin]

yep! I like their relationship as platonic or romantic

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