As the Logan in this story, just realised that I've always accepted being seen as wrong and needing to be the one that has to change because I wasn't what others wanted and approved of. Responsibility was never taken by the adults whom I knew as parents because I was taught they were perfect and religion was used to back this up. Currently unpacking a lot. Thank you Teal for your content, awareness is not easy but I'd rather that than denial.
I feel deeply everything that was said. I was just listening to this creator th-cam.com/video/1j50OveOQcs/w-d-xo.html talking about awareness, mindfulness and acceptance and next thing I know Teal is talking about it too. I’m so grateful for these synchronicities, as they are helping me accept and love all parts of myself, even the hard ones to accept 💗
I can honestly say she is 100% true. I experienced this October 15 , 2007 9;50am i had sepsis and was physically dying. I had lost my 4 year old daughter to CANCER in 2002 and the 5 long years that followed were nothing short of Horrendous and SOUL BREAKING . All I begged GOD for every minute since her last breath was to bring me back my baby ! Bring my Daughter HOME!!! I was literally DYING physically and mostly SPIRTUALLY until that incredible morning that Saved MY LIFE . October 15, 2007 9:50 am on the bathroom floor with me Screaming through my halls of my house for God to bring me back my Daughter . Until all of a sudden this ALL KNOWING hit me ... SHE IS HOME! SHE IS HOME! OMG MY BABY IS HOME!!!!! Then the air shifted light breezy and I heard Audibly in my right ear a male voice say... JENNIFER you can LIVE OR DIE BUT YOU CAN NOT DO BOTH! I immediately said I Want to live!!!!! My LIFE HAS BEEN FOREVER CHANGED ! Mystically and Spiritually and Supernaturally. I STOPPED PUSHING AGAINST THE PAST!!!! Way to go TEAL!!!!!
Teal... I'm Logan of my family. Now I finally feel understood and spoken for. Also the ugly truth I've been trying to avoid, explained... Somehow I feel at peace but very sad, grieving. Thank you Teal, this is exactly what I needed to hear... maybe not what I wanted but thank you for giving me my power back when I felt helpless as ever and thinking of going back to drugs. I won't. I'll make things right for myself.
Until just a few weeks ago when I started listening to you I was suicidal and had been for more than half of my life. December 2020, I had a surprise baby after only 7 weeks to prepare for her arrival (and she was a week overdue!) While sick with covid, which killed my mom shortly after. This brought things to a critical mass in my relationship with her father whom I love very much, we had another domestic violence incident and while I can't say that I was at fault in this case I have been in the past and recognize now that I was the primary abuser in our relationship. The guilt, the loss, the isolation, the self-doubt all of it fed this sense of self-hatred that I've had for so long that I didn't even want to try to see a way out anymore and then I started listening to you and now. It feels almost like waking up from a dream where you were waking up from a dream. I thought that I was awake. I see now how much of me is still colored in my jaded and distorted perception. There are no words to thank you with appropriately. I even doubted you because I was waiting always waiting for you to try and sell me something at the end of all this. But as someone who has seen light where most are blind before, I recognize and identify with the desperate urge to enlighten others and relieve them of this pain. That doesn't mean what you're doing is easy. So I don't know if hearing this will be at all gratifying for you cuz I'm sure people thank you all the time and I'm sure people doubt you all the time. I want you to know that I even in my jaded and distorted perception saw you heard you doubted you continue to listen and saw clear that my doubts were baseless and my resistance came from arrogance and my sick minds unwillingness to relinquish control over me. Thank you. I pray that you wake each morning and go to sleep each night with a light, unburdened soul as I have felt I do now. I like to say that I found a lot of my truth I found God in The silence of isolation and a lot of what you're saying came to me inherently in that silence but your search for enlightenment and the resulting depth of your understanding has benefited me profoundly. I love you for that. Thank you.
I am touched by your story. I see people like you (and me) as being the ambitious types. We took on a lot of challenges at a spiritual level. Spiritual contracts, that challenge us relentlessly until we break. Since you are new to Teal, you should be aware that her relationship with suicide is a bit different than you might expect from a spiritual teacher. She has taken a lot of heat for it, and even recanted a fair amount of what she has said, but honestly, I agree with her in her original thesis. That we are spiritual creatures based in the spiritual world, and this 3D experience is somewhat a dream. And its ok to wake up from the dream. As in... truly ok. I am not encouraging you to do one thing or another. But if you are looking for someone to ground you in this reality, Teal probably isnt the best choice. I wish you the best possible outcome with your trials. I know you are under a shitload of pressure. I too have been stared down by the black dog, and so far, Im still making my choice to see this life through. See it to the end. Trust the process, even if it sucks and sucks some more. Whatever you decide to do, I am personally convinced that you are making the right choice. All choices, all decisions, are the right decision. It is my belief that you will experience the most growth and get the most out of this universe, by staying here as long as you can. This is where the action is. Take care. Love from denmark.
@@Ben_D. I am actually a big supporter of the right to die. If I would choose medical euthanasia if i could achieve it in a way that would be free of stigma that would one day touch my daughter, free of pain that would burden my soul even more, and free of the fear of failure, for my greatest fear is to be left even worse off by failing suicide and waking up only half dead, now physically or mentally impaired for the rest of my natural life in a way that makes me a burden on those I love, and limits my ability to be self-sufficient. However, I can already see my perception changing. In the darkness and the silence of isolation the only thing that I could think was why am I suffering? How do I make it stop? And now, free as I am from the literal physical influences (people, environment and circumstance) that were causing me pain, I had been suffering from the mental and emotional impact left behind. Thusly, I continued to suffer, and languishing as I was in that place... Dying seemed the only way out. I felt condemned. I like to say that I'm making progress in centimeters and inches meanwhile hopelessness has a pole vault. Well, I've got one now too. There is another way out. Dying sure sounds easier, so I am not claiming to be free of this lazy and selfish thought. But before, I was not pursuing death out of cowardice and the fear of ending up only half dead and instead poisoning my body in the hopes that it would come for me on its own with no need for action from me beyond what I was already doing to cure my pains in the short term. Now, where there was only one single pin prick of light in the darkness that I was edging ever closer towards with every bowl of dope and slash on my wrists... A door opened up directly beneath me, where it has been all along. I needed only to see it. The light engulfs me, and initially seems blinding and leaves me feeling blind and wondering if I might have spent the rest of my life blind if I had not happened upon the thought to look in the one place I had never searched. But the more I get used to that light, the clearer things become. I now look at the world with new eyes, and my vision has not cleared entirely yet, not even close. Yet instead of crawling towards this pin prick of light so far in the distance where I hope there is goodness and happiness and healing, I must only surrender and allow myself to drop through that door, and since I have done so, healing embraced me so fast it astonished me. That is inarguably a benefit wishing for death never offered. Thanks again to you, and all who led me here.
@@JG-gx4er You are a lot braver and more ambitous than you probably think. 🙂 Good job watch that vid I linked. I fit perfectlly into that pattern she describes.
That’s how I interpret it. I mean common sense in a good way. Yes she does also delve deep as well. But the beauty of teals teaching is it’s her pointing out that sometimes we forget the basics. That’s very rare for a spiritual teacher in my opinion
Thank you. I am always replaying my past and like I try to force those that hurt me in my family to recognize what they have done to hurt me. But I need to move on . I love your videos
This describes exactly the situation with my mother. I know she really cares about me and does a lot for me. But when I was young, my father was depressed. My mother couldn't handle it and used me to vent her frustration about Dad. Her feeling was more important than mine then, at least it felt that way. I listened and tried to help. But I felt so bad for Dad that I talked about him like that. But I was so afraid I'd lose touch with Mom if I said I didn't like talking about Dad like that. I'm crying right now because it was tough. But I try to accept it and move on. I know that my parents wanted to do the best and that they did everything they could do. Thanks for this insight teal💛, you really help us.
Your story moves me because my life was similar as a child. My mom hated my dad for some reason (possibly for getting her pregnant?), and she was always mean to him and throwing things at him, etc., and she used me as a kind of a surrogate spouse. She would call him stupid (he wasn’t) and I always felt like I had to agree with her or she wouldn’t love me. He wasn’t around much and when he was, he completely ignored me and never talk to me or touched me or barely acknowledged my presence. I thought he hated me. Later in life (unfortunately after he had passed) my sister told me that when I was a baby and a toddler, my dad used to try to pick me up and my mom would yell at him and tell him to put me down. I never knew that or I may have tried harder to have a relationship with him. At first I thought my sister was wrong because she has Alzheimer’s, so I called two of my aunts and they verified what she said. Why did no one tell me? It’s so sad what goes on in families. People are so unconscious it’s just not funny. Sometimes it’s so difficult to forgive everyone, but then I see the things I’ve done when I was unconscious of my behavior and I know I didn’t do it on purpose, so I have to understand that they probably didn’t realize it either. I hope your father is still alive and you can reconnect with him somehow in a different way. Sending blessings your way. You can do it. 💕💕
@@whitebirchtarot , I'm so sorry you had to go through this. And that your father has sadly passed away. I don't know about you at the moment, but think it's powerful of us that we're trying to find solutions. despite the sad moments we had to go through. I really appreciate your response and I wish you all the best. I hope it all goes well in the future, but I'm really confident in that. This is how we all help each other forward ❤️
Yes, my Mom also uses me to vent. When I was younger, I tolerated it because I thought she just needed someone to talk to and I was the only one around. Now, however, I realize that this behavior is rlly detrimental to my mental health. I am not a therapist or a soundboard, I am a human being who is worth more than just being a vent recorder. I also felt that her feelings are worthier than mine, and she enforces this through her daily behavior. Now I'm recognizing I have a right to feel wut I need to feel, and no one can take that away from me. It is true, our parents are only doing the best they can, and I realize that. We need to acknowledge the pain and heal from it, and recognize that we are worthy of all of our wants and desires no matter what they said in the past. That is the only way forward.
Wow. I literally wrote "What now?" in my journal minutes before finding your video. This is exactly what I needed to hear today. Thank you...I mean I'm really stunned and grateful, big thank you.
Hi my story is similar lines, lost my childs custody and havent seen her since 4 years.A lot has to do majorly because of my frustration with my relationship with my father.As my wife and child left, I lost my work too and kept thinking of undoing the past always.Imagining what if I had said this or done this but it can't be undone.I miss my daughter and my ex doesn't let me meet her as she has a step father now.I am jobless now with bad relations with parents.Thank you , Teal, I am sure this will provide me some sense to move forward and it cant be undone.Thank you so much.
This is timely. I'm pushing against the past so much that I manifested a relationship which mirrors exactly my past and the same thing is happening again...I'm so disappointed and sad and angry about this, I feel out of control and I feel like the person who is waiting for the gate to open and it never happens, (like the one Teal mentioned in her video about depression). I'm walking away this time. I'm done. Thank you for the reminder.
Hi Anna. Your story is relatable to me about repeating the past and sorry to hear of your sadness. I’m in the middle of repeating a bit of patterns and trying to become more intimately connected with someone. I’m taking some of these moments to do what she said right in the middle of it today this morning to see what might be different but I can create or my weaknesses and blind spots are. That maybe the way I see the other person or situation is not 100% as it is but just how I perceive it in my mind map. This process is helping me take steps forward. I wish you well and all who are in the situation.
Omg, the timing of Teal’s videos in my life is just too much. I kept and kept obsessing on someone’s death for a good few days and why it had to happen and how everybody including the person that died massed up the entire situation. And what would i have done if i had been involved, but in the same time happy i wasn’t because it surely was a living hell. You are SO RIGHT! It doesn’t matter. She is gone. Me obsessing on on a situation i wasn’t even involved just because i feel how profoundly sad it was, is not going to help anyone. Most likely is just going to hurt me. Thank you, again (i don’t know how many times you’ll keep saving the day for me, but from the bottom of my heart, thank you). I love you.
Needed this. Brooding on the past feels like the only thing I know how to do. Everything that's happened in the last month has been so hard and I don't know how to move foreword yet.
This was needed not cause Myself relates to Logan in anyway but the fact that “constantly thinking what my highest power could have done differently for a better outcome in the future” mindset was there with me for a while n it lead me to more confusion. Now I have tried to accept all of me past self & past choices that “I” made thinking was the right choice that moment. Now that I have become more wiser & understand my self more it was my mindset that was weak because my belief system & things I knew always based off the negative emotions I felt. Now I try to be true to myself first & have a healthy belief system & that allows me to always see the right things to attract for that specific lifestyle. I hope to come back again to say “I’m my best & most highest self I could have wished for & present me meets all that I believed back then” ♥️
Thank you Teal! Rediscovering your work after a young lady I know I was in deep distress was asking to raise money to attend your completion work and so I helped her that’s how I discovered you. Some of your work has given me hope with real tools to make the best of the days I have left. I was raised Mormon and can relate to that as part of your history I felt so much shame.Throughout my life I’ve had such a difficult time connecting with people and especially a life partner but I so so want to now. I’m committed to doing the work and it is the hardest things I’ve ever done.
I did do that in 2021. I went through my life bit by bit. Imagining what I would have done if I acted on my highest excitement in times I was inspired but resisted in all areas of life and how things could have been and I really ‘felt it’. Was actually great as I found dormant parts of myself and emotions and I trust myself more now. Realised I can have what I want, not the specific things of the past but new specific things now that are just as good if not better. And that the way to deal with grief is to embody the behaviour and person I want to be now that will act on all my inspirations. In a nut shell I think grief is great because it allows me to become aware of a behaviour I can be grateful to embody now
Wow. I will be watching this a few times over for a few days I think. It's something I want to really get and move forward with. Thank you Teal Swan for posting this. Very needed. ❤️
I love you and have missed you teal, I’m an old school subscriber, I’m glad I’m finding myself and life path back to your, 6 year’s off heroin and cocain😕. I’m glad I’m still alive and am back here, congratulations on the new show and success, I knew it was just a matter of time and this is just the beginning!!
My heart was hurting thinking about what happened. But this video helped me. Its just about accepting things, what was and what COULDN'T be changed. And to move on with what I can
Teal, you just proved by that video that my angels are here FOR me. I am literally the person in that story, and am extremely overwhelmed with the timing, accuracy and TRUTH in that conceptual explanation of pushing against the past. This video is so perfect it feels it was made exclusively for me. Instant tears. Gratitude 💖
My little 1 year old brother was backed over by his mom (my stepmom) and I witnessed it as 11 year old. I was one of the last people told to keep an eye on him. I hear that my dad and stepmother just had an argument over who was taking which children to the store ( my dad was hungover on the couch at the time ). I will never forget how my little brother looked laid out on our own driveway dead with his head split open. True story.
100% agree. Teal Swan is telling many of our lived experiences right now. Many people do not understand why I talk about my own past - but she frames it perfectly here; there is immense value in it, and rather than forgetting my past, understanding it has made all the difference for me - and even shown me my future. Brilliantly put!
Awesome and no I’m not pushing against the past anymore. rehashing the past is a survival instinct actually which is why it is very hard to break but you absolutely must practice presence and learn how to step back and observe your feelings, your reactions to the world etc. without being those reactions. Kind of like watching the waves in the ocean without thoight or judgment rather than diving in the water and being pulled out by the rip current. If you can learn that and practice daily you begin to clear those programs from social conditioning and from awareness comes knowledge, then you can learn how to program your own subconscious mind to be free from re-creating your past into your presence and then future realities.
Waw, I feel like you've just recounted my life... The absent angry father who didn't wanted kids, the enabling cold mother, scapegoating, gaslighting, being torn between trying to be perfect but it never working (obviously) and embracing the bad one attitude and lifestyle. Thanks to a little discipline with your completion process, the rest of your work around building healthy relationships, ifs, and basic self care, I've been rearranging my life and I'm starting to appreciate it right now. So thank you for all that you do
A psychologist recently shared that his son died “from” opioid addiction. I couldn’t believe that he was completely oblivious to the fact that addiction is an attachment disorder; that he must have had a role in the wounds that contributed to the addiction; that addiction doesn’t happen to just anyone or randomly just because they took opioids. It’s the same as the parents that take their teenage daughter to see a psychologist or psychiatrist for eating disorder- as you mentioned in one video. I just couldn’t believe that he couldn’t see his part in it and how he completely believed that it was the “addiction” that was the issue.
@@jennykelter9518 true but the complete oblivion to the fact that one doesn’t just get addicted to opiates and dies, for no reason, was still shocking to me. Consciousness needs to be raised, because of this very obliviousness
This video is so pertinent to me right now. 8 months ago I left a relationship with someone I thought was the one after 6 years of being together. I have dumpers remorse. There are things I would have done differently looking back and things I wish he had done differently, which I had tried to communicate to him at the time. For much of this time after the breakup, I beat myself up for my choice as if making a relationship work is exclusively my responsibility. All I can do now is learn as much as I can from the experience and move forward
Thank you. I had been pushing against the past majorly for the last 6 months and it had caused intense levels of anxiety. At some point I finally accepted where I am and decided to make the most of where I was right now and my anxiety is gone :)
There are studies that show that people who listen to heavy metal music are the most faithful, stable and with the most overall happieness with their lives. I can confirm that 😃
This is exactly what I needed to hear right now in my life. I am throwing the ores out of the boat snd I am going with the flow of the river. I see my sister with this white light surrounding her and she’s full of love and we r healing Teal Swan you are so amazing in the way you you explain things and very powerful delivery. I have self evaluated all my life cuz I didn’t want to be like them. Or cause the hurt they caused. I have along way to go but you make the challenge so much more easy going. Thank you for sharing with the world. We need you right now today sndl love u
This is a very helpful insight. This last year really felt like I was just running old turf, but I did it differently this time because of videos like this. I have remembered a lot of stuff that was good about my life all the way through. I can choose what to focus on. There were many situations in growing up and as I got older that were less than pleasant that I fought against but now realize that the energy can be used better to focus on what I am developing in my life now.
This is very timely for me. I’m so focused on what I did wrong, or what I should’ve done differently, that I can’t move ahead. I was the family scapegoat, but this concerns my marriage and my husband is gone now and I can’t change the things I didn’t do. I really don’t want to be here without him and I don’t have any idea what I want. But I think it will help my depression to stop spending all my energy blaming myself for not being able to do something I didn’t know how to do. It was a gift to me to find out how wounded I truly am, and I can deal with that and even with most of the people who hurt me as a child, but I am having great trouble forgiving myself for not being the woman my husband thought he was marrying. No matter how hard you try to not turn out like your mom, why is it that you always seem to? That’s the last thing I wanted. Thank you so much, Teal, for sharing this story and your wisdom. In the story, the man must’ve had a brother or sister if he had a niece, but they were never mentioned. It left me curious as to the kind of relationship he had with that person because his behavior and his dad‘s behavior caused the death of someone’s child. What a terrible tragedy. I feel for everyone involved. 💕 I hope everyone that watches this (including myself) is able to take your advice because it sounds like very good advice to me.
People who do you wrong or let you down, bin them, don't waste time or energy on them, find other people who will value you. It can be a brutal reality when you realise that those closest to you who should love and have your interests at heart, inspire and nurture you are actually those doing you the most damage the most harm who couldn't care less about you. Realise this quick and end it quick. Get out leave, never ever see them again. Good riddance! Make your own life, don't look back.
You also have to figure out how to show up better. If you had unappreciative people in your life, it is because you believe you are not worth being appreciated.
@@alexmorgan3435 um of course I have. And I see that I was in a state of desperation and willing to accept anyone into my life. I have to change that mentality. Good people don't just fall into your lap. You have to be willing to accept good people, you have to know you deserve good people. Otherwise, no matter how many times you get rid of shitty people, shitty people will replace them.
Teal, your words bring me such peace to my heart and soul. This message speaks to me on so many levels. I came across your videos today and I look forward to watching more 😊
So crazy how this video has to come to me 1 minute after the thought, 'Its hurting me to fantasize changing a certain part of the past and undo it altogether. Let me go on TH-cam to distract myself because I'm tired of the solution not coming to me'
I was curious about a new documentary series on Hulu, so I hit the play button, and while I'm not someone who struggles with depression or any mental health issues, what you touch on is the premise of Life which for many people equates to suffering and trials, and helping them heal.. I am so glad that you even aired the adversarial clips of people with something negative to say about your excellent choice to tap into this topic as a career, and are successful.... DARE I SAY WITHOUT A HARVARD DEGREE which is why their pissed off..... AND also because if all these people are healed, why would they be dependent on big pharma? #theycanKICKROCKS #AMAZINGWORKTEAL #IAPPLAUDYOU
Thanx for another source of wisdom Teal, i am a woman writing from France , at almost 50 i finally unraveled my past, it begins with understanding. A toxic family system, Narc mum and enabling father leaves a lot of scarves on the inside. I went no contact with both parents last year and dealing with all feelings which come along .i still speak to my younger brothers. I hope to do better with my 2 sons, but i also see the struggles and generational trauma in them, thats the hardest part. So my question is actually, though i am finally having peace in my life and i agree that we have to live with was has been, take it from here and focus on the future i have been advised to really seek therapy for these attachment and terrible mother wound, to be bettter in the now. I interprète your video a bit as if no therapy is necessary ?? That we have only to just release, but it feels not that simple. thanx have a good day every one
She's so beautiful, isn't she? Plus so wise! What would you do if you had family of origin members who've treated you like you did something unforgivable, something horrible, when you did absolutely nothing and when you try to get the answer to why they hate you so, you can't get any tangible answer?
As always reminding me of wisdom that comes to me from God, over coming my belief that my capacity to stay connected to God is limited because the world draws me away from God. More and more the world reflects my healing connection to real power within. This video is so proof of this!
"Neither push nor pull" I heard a talk from a Shaolin Master. The more you push against, it will eventually swing back into you. The more you pull at something, it will eventually blow up in your face and swing away. Neither push nor pull.
I feel like I was emotionally a family pet for a long time. Assumed and treated like I have had no perspective of my own that may differ completely from everyone else. No one ever asked. No one cared. People assumed and usually incorrectly often. Folks were not interested in me enough for me to be a scapegoat, that was my stepsisters job. This is very difficult. I split on myself, life and others often. I struggle with gloominess when it would seem like Im a lucky person. Lucky but very alone. Now Im in my late 40’s. Still live with my family in a set up that does allow for privacy. i have never lived with anyone, no children. I am releasing some dreams and trying to replace them with new ones but this is very hard. Its hard to feel like Im starting from scratch still and forever. I guess Im not, but these lenses and mindsets can be a challenge to clip on authentically. I still fall into despair and feel a lot of guilt and shame about that. Ive been watching Abraham Hicks and feel like I fail often in the “feeling good” department. I know its because I try too hard. I always have, tried just way too hard.
As the Logan in this story, just realised that I've always accepted being seen as wrong and needing to be the one that has to change because I wasn't what others wanted and approved of. Responsibility was never taken by the adults whom I knew as parents because I was taught they were perfect and religion was used to back this up. Currently unpacking a lot.
Thank you Teal for your content, awareness is not easy but I'd rather that than denial.
The same. They use religion or even culture to justify what they do
You’re so right; awareness does hurt, but I agree with you that denial is so, so much worse. Good luck to you. 💕
I feel deeply everything that was said. I was just listening to this creator th-cam.com/video/1j50OveOQcs/w-d-xo.html talking about awareness, mindfulness and acceptance and next thing I know Teal is talking about it too. I’m so grateful for these synchronicities, as they are helping me accept and love all parts of myself, even the hard ones to accept 💗
I'm on the same road :) wishing you all the best!
I am in the same club. Oh man. I am glad I mad some changes in my life. Thanks to teal and the univers
I can honestly say she is 100% true. I experienced this October 15 , 2007 9;50am i had sepsis and was physically dying. I had lost my 4 year old daughter to CANCER in 2002 and the 5 long years that followed were nothing short of Horrendous and SOUL BREAKING . All I begged GOD for every minute since her last breath was to bring me back my baby ! Bring my Daughter HOME!!! I was literally DYING physically and mostly SPIRTUALLY until that incredible morning that Saved MY LIFE . October 15, 2007 9:50 am on the bathroom floor with me Screaming through my halls of my house for God to bring me back my Daughter . Until all of a sudden this ALL KNOWING hit me ... SHE IS HOME! SHE IS HOME! OMG MY BABY IS HOME!!!!! Then the air shifted light breezy and I heard Audibly in my right ear a male voice say... JENNIFER you can LIVE OR DIE BUT YOU CAN NOT DO BOTH! I immediately said I Want to live!!!!! My LIFE HAS BEEN FOREVER CHANGED ! Mystically and Spiritually and Supernaturally. I STOPPED PUSHING AGAINST THE PAST!!!! Way to go TEAL!!!!!
Teal... I'm Logan of my family.
Now I finally feel understood and spoken for. Also the ugly truth I've been trying to avoid, explained... Somehow I feel at peace but very sad, grieving.
Thank you Teal, this is exactly what I needed to hear... maybe not what I wanted but thank you for giving me my power back when I felt helpless as ever and thinking of going back to drugs. I won't. I'll make things right for myself.
There are a lot of logans, me too 😂😂😂
Your Awesome
Please make the necessary steps and LEAVE THOSE people and imagine the freedom you could have :)
Hope you've made progress with this and that your life is better.
This is everything I need right now. Thank you, Teal.
Me too.🙏
Until just a few weeks ago when I started listening to you I was suicidal and had been for more than half of my life. December 2020, I had a surprise baby after only 7 weeks to prepare for her arrival (and she was a week overdue!) While sick with covid, which killed my mom shortly after. This brought things to a critical mass in my relationship with her father whom I love very much, we had another domestic violence incident and while I can't say that I was at fault in this case I have been in the past and recognize now that I was the primary abuser in our relationship. The guilt, the loss, the isolation, the self-doubt all of it fed this sense of self-hatred that I've had for so long that I didn't even want to try to see a way out anymore and then I started listening to you and now. It feels almost like waking up from a dream where you were waking up from a dream. I thought that I was awake. I see now how much of me is still colored in my jaded and distorted perception. There are no words to thank you with appropriately. I even doubted you because I was waiting always waiting for you to try and sell me something at the end of all this. But as someone who has seen light where most are blind before, I recognize and identify with the desperate urge to enlighten others and relieve them of this pain. That doesn't mean what you're doing is easy. So I don't know if hearing this will be at all gratifying for you cuz I'm sure people thank you all the time and I'm sure people doubt you all the time. I want you to know that I even in my jaded and distorted perception saw you heard you doubted you continue to listen and saw clear that my doubts were baseless and my resistance came from arrogance and my sick minds unwillingness to relinquish control over me. Thank you. I pray that you wake each morning and go to sleep each night with a light, unburdened soul as I have felt I do now. I like to say that I found a lot of my truth I found God in The silence of isolation and a lot of what you're saying came to me inherently in that silence but your search for enlightenment and the resulting depth of your understanding has benefited me profoundly. I love you for that. Thank you.
I am touched by your story. I see people like you (and me) as being the ambitious types. We took on a lot of challenges at a spiritual level. Spiritual contracts, that challenge us relentlessly until we break. Since you are new to Teal, you should be aware that her relationship with suicide is a bit different than you might expect from a spiritual teacher. She has taken a lot of heat for it, and even recanted a fair amount of what she has said, but honestly, I agree with her in her original thesis. That we are spiritual creatures based in the spiritual world, and this 3D experience is somewhat a dream. And its ok to wake up from the dream. As in... truly ok. I am not encouraging you to do one thing or another. But if you are looking for someone to ground you in this reality, Teal probably isnt the best choice.
I wish you the best possible outcome with your trials. I know you are under a shitload of pressure. I too have been stared down by the black dog, and so far, Im still making my choice to see this life through. See it to the end. Trust the process, even if it sucks and sucks some more. Whatever you decide to do, I am personally convinced that you are making the right choice. All choices, all decisions, are the right decision. It is my belief that you will experience the most growth and get the most out of this universe, by staying here as long as you can. This is where the action is. Take care. Love from denmark.
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@@Ben_D. I am actually a big supporter of the right to die. If I would choose medical euthanasia if i could achieve it in a way that would be free of stigma that would one day touch my daughter, free of pain that would burden my soul even more, and free of the fear of failure, for my greatest fear is to be left even worse off by failing suicide and waking up only half dead, now physically or mentally impaired for the rest of my natural life in a way that makes me a burden on those I love, and limits my ability to be self-sufficient.
However, I can already see my perception changing. In the darkness and the silence of isolation the only thing that I could think was why am I suffering? How do I make it stop? And now, free as I am from the literal physical influences (people, environment and circumstance) that were causing me pain, I had been suffering from the mental and emotional impact left behind. Thusly, I continued to suffer, and languishing as I was in that place... Dying seemed the only way out. I felt condemned. I like to say that I'm making progress in centimeters and inches meanwhile hopelessness has a pole vault. Well, I've got one now too. There is another way out. Dying sure sounds easier, so I am not claiming to be free of this lazy and selfish thought. But before, I was not pursuing death out of cowardice and the fear of ending up only half dead and instead poisoning my body in the hopes that it would come for me on its own with no need for action from me beyond what I was already doing to cure my pains in the short term. Now, where there was only one single pin prick of light in the darkness that I was edging ever closer towards with every bowl of dope and slash on my wrists... A door opened up directly beneath me, where it has been all along. I needed only to see it. The light engulfs me, and initially seems blinding and leaves me feeling blind and wondering if I might have spent the rest of my life blind if I had not happened upon the thought to look in the one place I had never searched. But the more I get used to that light, the clearer things become. I now look at the world with new eyes, and my vision has not cleared entirely yet, not even close. Yet instead of crawling towards this pin prick of light so far in the distance where I hope there is goodness and happiness and healing, I must only surrender and allow myself to drop through that door, and since I have done so, healing embraced me so fast it astonished me. That is inarguably a benefit wishing for death never offered. Thanks again to you, and all who led me here.
@@JG-gx4er You are a lot braver and more ambitous than you probably think.
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Good job
watch that vid I linked. I fit perfectlly into that pattern she describes.
Wow. Thank you for sharing your impactful story.
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That’s why it is called the present
Thanks rafiki
I don’t think people realize, Teal simply preaches common sense. Which is lost in todays world.
I feel she's deeper than "common sence" if it was so common there wouldn't be so many messed up people.
It's not "common sense" lol. You clearly haven't been in any such situation.
That’s how I interpret it. I mean common sense in a good way. Yes she does also delve deep as well. But the beauty of teals teaching is it’s her pointing out that sometimes we forget the basics. That’s very rare for a spiritual teacher in my opinion
Yes, exactly.
@@leonking9953 true, that’s one reason I love teal for what she teaches
Thank you.
I am always replaying my past and like I try to force those that hurt me in my family to recognize what they have done to hurt me. But I need to move on .
I love your videos
Me too.
I’m definitely in the “now what” stage of my life. It’s scary but hopeful. I hope hope this video reaches who it needs to.
Me, too. I feel lost. Here’s hoping something good comes through for the both of us and for everyone else watching this. 💕
This describes exactly the situation with my mother. I know she really cares about me and does a lot for me. But when I was young, my father was depressed. My mother couldn't handle it and used me to vent her frustration about Dad. Her feeling was more important than mine then, at least it felt that way. I listened and tried to help. But I felt so bad for Dad that I talked about him like that. But I was so afraid I'd lose touch with Mom if I said I didn't like talking about Dad like that. I'm crying right now because it was tough. But I try to accept it and move on. I know that my parents wanted to do the best and that they did everything they could do. Thanks for this insight teal💛, you really help us.
Your story moves me because my life was similar as a child. My mom hated my dad for some reason (possibly for getting her pregnant?), and she was always mean to him and throwing things at him, etc., and she used me as a kind of a surrogate spouse. She would call him stupid (he wasn’t) and I always felt like I had to agree with her or she wouldn’t love me. He wasn’t around much and when he was, he completely ignored me and never talk to me or touched me or barely acknowledged my presence. I thought he hated me. Later in life (unfortunately after he had passed) my sister told me that when I was a baby and a toddler, my dad used to try to pick me up and my mom would yell at him and tell him to put me down. I never knew that or I may have tried harder to have a relationship with him. At first I thought my sister was wrong because she has Alzheimer’s, so I called two of my aunts and they verified what she said. Why did no one tell me? It’s so sad what goes on in families. People are so unconscious it’s just not funny. Sometimes it’s so difficult to forgive everyone, but then I see the things I’ve done when I was unconscious of my behavior and I know I didn’t do it on purpose, so I have to understand that they probably didn’t realize it either. I hope your father is still alive and you can reconnect with him somehow in a different way. Sending blessings your way. You can do it. 💕💕
@@whitebirchtarot , I'm so sorry you had to go through this. And that your father has sadly passed away. I don't know about you at the moment, but think it's powerful of us that we're trying to find solutions. despite the sad moments we had to go through. I really appreciate your response and I wish you all the best. I hope it all goes well in the future, but I'm really confident in that. This is how we all help each other forward ❤️
Yes, my Mom also uses me to vent. When I was younger, I tolerated it because I thought she just needed someone to talk to and I was the only one around. Now, however, I realize that this behavior is rlly detrimental to my mental health. I am not a therapist or a soundboard, I am a human being who is worth more than just being a vent recorder.
I also felt that her feelings are worthier than mine, and she enforces this through her daily behavior. Now I'm recognizing I have a right to feel wut I need to feel, and no one can take that away from me.
It is true, our parents are only doing the best they can, and I realize that. We need to acknowledge the pain and heal from it, and recognize that we are worthy of all of our wants and desires no matter what they said in the past. That is the only way forward.
Wow. I literally wrote "What now?" in my journal minutes before finding your video. This is exactly what I needed to hear today. Thank you...I mean I'm really stunned and grateful, big thank you.
Hi my story is similar lines, lost my childs custody and havent seen her since 4 years.A lot has to do majorly because of my frustration with my relationship with my father.As my wife and child left, I lost my work too and kept thinking of undoing the past always.Imagining what if I had said this or done this but it can't be undone.I miss my daughter and my ex doesn't let me meet her as she has a step father now.I am jobless now with bad relations with parents.Thank you , Teal, I am sure this will provide me some sense to move forward and it cant be undone.Thank you so much.
Teal always comes through when I need her
This is timely. I'm pushing against the past so much that I manifested a relationship which mirrors exactly my past and the same thing is happening again...I'm so disappointed and sad and angry about this, I feel out of control and I feel like the person who is waiting for the gate to open and it never happens, (like the one Teal mentioned in her video about depression). I'm walking away this time. I'm done. Thank you for the reminder.
Hi Anna. Your story is relatable to me about repeating the past and sorry to hear of your sadness. I’m in the middle of repeating a bit of patterns and trying to become more intimately connected with someone. I’m taking some of these moments to do what she said right in the middle of it today this morning to see what might be different but I can create or my weaknesses and blind spots are. That maybe the way I see the other person or situation is not 100% as it is but just how I perceive it in my mind map. This process is helping me take steps forward. I wish you well and all who are in the situation.
Omg, the timing of Teal’s videos in my life is just too much. I kept and kept obsessing on someone’s death for a good few days and why it had to happen and how everybody including the person that died massed up the entire situation. And what would i have done if i had been involved, but in the same time happy i wasn’t because it surely was a living hell. You are SO RIGHT! It doesn’t matter. She is gone. Me obsessing on on a situation i wasn’t even involved just because i feel how profoundly sad it was, is not going to help anyone. Most likely is just going to hurt me.
Thank you, again (i don’t know how many times you’ll keep saving the day for me, but from the bottom of my heart, thank you). I love you.
Needed this. Brooding on the past feels like the only thing I know how to do. Everything that's happened in the last month has been so hard and I don't know how to move foreword yet.
This was needed not cause Myself relates to Logan in anyway but the fact that “constantly thinking what my highest power could have done differently for a better outcome in the future” mindset was there with me for a while n it lead me to more confusion. Now I have tried to accept all of me past self & past choices that “I” made thinking was the right choice that moment.
Now that I have become more wiser & understand my self more it was my mindset that was weak because my belief system & things I knew always based off the negative emotions I felt. Now I try to be true to myself first & have a healthy belief system & that allows me to always see the right things to attract for that specific lifestyle. I hope to come back again to say “I’m my best & most highest self I could have wished for & present me meets all that I believed back then” ♥️
Thank you God I need this after ❤️ I lost my fertility, ovaries, periods and hair to ovarian cancer recurrence.
The timing of this video is almost uncanny… This issue just surfaced in me yesterday. Thank you Teal and team💜🕊
Thank you Teal! Rediscovering your work after a young lady I know I was in deep distress was asking to raise money to attend your completion work and so I helped her that’s how I discovered you. Some of your work has given me hope with real tools to make the best of the days I have left. I was raised Mormon and can relate to that as part of your history I felt so much shame.Throughout my life I’ve had such a difficult time connecting with people and especially a life partner but I so so want to now. I’m committed to doing the work and it is the hardest things I’ve ever done.
I did do that in 2021. I went through my life bit by bit. Imagining what I would have done if I acted on my highest excitement in times I was inspired but resisted in all areas of life and how things could have been and I really ‘felt it’. Was actually great as I found dormant parts of myself and emotions and I trust myself more now. Realised I can have what I want, not the specific things of the past but new specific things now that are just as good if not better. And that the way to deal with grief is to embody the behaviour and person I want to be now that will act on all my inspirations.
In a nut shell I think grief is great because it allows me to become aware of a behaviour I can be grateful to embody now
I get a college worth of knowledge just being seeing ur videos teal. Stay blessed and light everything up
Wow. I will be watching this a few times over for a few days I think. It's something I want to really get and move forward with. Thank you Teal Swan for posting this. Very needed. ❤️
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a complete healing process in a single video
This was exactly what I had been struggling with! Thank you so much 😞💪🏾
I love you and have missed you teal, I’m an old school subscriber, I’m glad I’m finding myself and life path back to your, 6 year’s off heroin and cocain😕. I’m glad I’m still alive and am back here, congratulations on the new show and success, I knew it was just a matter of time and this is just the beginning!!
My heart was hurting thinking about what happened. But this video helped me. Its just about accepting things, what was and what COULDN'T be changed. And to move on with what I can
Incase You'd Rather Read About It Instead: tealswan.com/resources/articles/pushing-against-the-past/
Teal, you just proved by that video that my angels are here FOR me. I am literally the person in that story, and am extremely overwhelmed with the timing, accuracy and TRUTH in that conceptual explanation of pushing against the past. This video is so perfect it feels it was made exclusively for me. Instant tears. Gratitude 💖
My little 1 year old brother was backed over by his mom (my stepmom) and I witnessed it as 11 year old. I was one of the last people told to keep an eye on him. I hear that my dad and stepmother just had an argument over who was taking which children to the store ( my dad was hungover on the couch at the time ). I will never forget how my little brother looked laid out on our own driveway dead with his head split open. True story.
So far, it seems like Teal's message is one of awareness and acceptance.
100% agree. Teal Swan is telling many of our lived experiences right now. Many people do not understand why I talk about my own past - but she frames it perfectly here; there is immense value in it, and rather than forgetting my past, understanding it has made all the difference for me - and even shown me my future. Brilliantly put!
Awesome and no I’m not pushing against the past anymore. rehashing the past is a survival instinct actually which is why it is very hard to break but you absolutely must practice presence and learn how to step back and observe your feelings, your reactions to the world etc. without being those reactions. Kind of like watching the waves in the ocean without thoight or judgment rather than diving in the water and being pulled out by the rip current.
If you can learn that and practice daily you begin to clear those programs from social conditioning and from awareness comes knowledge, then you can learn how to program your own subconscious mind to be free from re-creating your past into your presence and then future realities.
Waw, I feel like you've just recounted my life... The absent angry father who didn't wanted kids, the enabling cold mother, scapegoating, gaslighting, being torn between trying to be perfect but it never working (obviously) and embracing the bad one attitude and lifestyle.
Thanks to a little discipline with your completion process, the rest of your work around building healthy relationships, ifs, and basic self care, I've been rearranging my life and I'm starting to appreciate it right now.
So thank you for all that you do
Accepting what was and what is and what I want and need to be.
Thank you for this video ❤️🙏
A psychologist recently shared that his son died “from” opioid addiction.
I couldn’t believe that he was completely oblivious to the fact that addiction is an attachment disorder; that he must have had a role in the wounds that contributed to the addiction; that addiction doesn’t happen to just anyone or randomly just because they took opioids.
It’s the same as the parents that take their teenage daughter to see a psychologist or psychiatrist for eating disorder- as you mentioned in one video.
I just couldn’t believe that he couldn’t see his part in it and how he completely believed that it was the “addiction” that was the issue.
An attachment disorder can happen from one parent and not the other.
@@jennykelter9518 true but the complete oblivion to the fact that one doesn’t just get addicted to opiates and dies, for no reason, was still shocking to me. Consciousness needs to be raised, because of this very obliviousness
SPS - sh!t parent syndrome
Your power makes me expirience awe. eternal gratitude. thanks.
Another Logan right here. How many of us? The gift of trauma is that now we have a chance to understand and slowly move on and get on, right now.
Thank you Teal, for just existing.
Same as all who resented. What a ride it’s been and still going ... ❤️🪃...
Now it’s time for leap of faith 🙏.
This video is so pertinent to me right now. 8 months ago I left a relationship with someone I thought was the one after 6 years of being together. I have dumpers remorse. There are things I would have done differently looking back and things I wish he had done differently, which I had tried to communicate to him at the time. For much of this time after the breakup, I beat myself up for my choice as if making a relationship work is exclusively my responsibility. All I can do now is learn as much as I can from the experience and move forward
Thank you. I had been pushing against the past majorly for the last 6 months and it had caused intense levels of anxiety. At some point I finally accepted where I am and decided to make the most of where I was right now and my anxiety is gone :)
You are the greatest! your videos show up exactly when I need them and are right on with all of my issues thank you so much
Teal always releases the video I need right on time 🙏🏽💫
There are studies that show that people who listen to heavy metal music are the most faithful, stable and with the most overall happieness with their lives. I can confirm that 😃
This is exactly what I needed to hear right now in my life. I am throwing the ores out of the boat snd I am going with the flow of the river. I see my sister with this white light surrounding her and she’s full of love and we r healing Teal Swan you are so amazing in the way you you explain things and very powerful delivery. I have self evaluated all my life cuz I didn’t want to be like them. Or cause the hurt they caused. I have along way to go but you make the challenge so much more easy going. Thank you for sharing with the world. We need you right now today sndl love u
This is a very helpful insight. This last year really felt like I was just running old turf, but I did it differently this time because of videos like this. I have remembered a lot of stuff that was good about my life all the way through. I can choose what to focus on. There were many situations in growing up and as I got older that were less than pleasant that I fought against but now realize that the energy can be used better to focus on what I am developing in my life now.
I’m thankful for you Teal
this was exactly what i needed to hear now. i was in a "Logan moment" in my life so thank you!
Thank you Teal 🙏♥️
This is very timely for me. I’m so focused on what I did wrong, or what I should’ve done differently, that I can’t move ahead. I was the family scapegoat, but this concerns my marriage and my husband is gone now and I can’t change the things I didn’t do. I really don’t want to be here without him and I don’t have any idea what I want. But I think it will help my depression to stop spending all my energy blaming myself for not being able to do something I didn’t know how to do. It was a gift to me to find out how wounded I truly am, and I can deal with that and even with most of the people who hurt me as a child, but I am having great trouble forgiving myself for not being the woman my husband thought he was marrying. No matter how hard you try to not turn out like your mom, why is it that you always seem to? That’s the last thing I wanted. Thank you so much, Teal, for sharing this story and your wisdom. In the story, the man must’ve had a brother or sister if he had a niece, but they were never mentioned. It left me curious as to the kind of relationship he had with that person because his behavior and his dad‘s behavior caused the death of someone’s child. What a terrible tragedy. I feel for everyone involved. 💕 I hope everyone that watches this (including myself) is able to take your advice because it sounds like very good advice to me.
You are a breath of fresh air. Thank you.
Thank you, so so much!!! Thinking of so many clients of mine to share this video with them!!! You are a perl in my life!!! Love from Santiago, Chile
Pearl.
the best vid so far in 7 years. Thanks!
INCREDIBLE!! you read my mind every time! How do you always send the videos on the themes I'm struggling with?? I LOVE YOU! 💜
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If you fail to learn from the past you are destined to repeat your mistakes of the past.
Hindsight is a wonderful thing.
Great video as always!
Love the new ending!
Powerful and true 💎
People who do you wrong or let you down, bin them, don't waste time or energy on them, find other people who will value you. It can be a brutal reality when you realise that those closest to you who should love and have your interests at heart, inspire and nurture you are actually those doing you the most damage the most harm who couldn't care less about you. Realise this quick and end it quick. Get out leave, never ever see them again. Good riddance! Make your own life, don't look back.
You also have to figure out how to show up better. If you had unappreciative people in your life, it is because you believe you are not worth being appreciated.
@@dapper_slapper4093 What a load of rubbish. Have you ever been taken advantage of or been used? Maybe you weren't aware or chose not to see this?
@@alexmorgan3435 um of course I have. And I see that I was in a state of desperation and willing to accept anyone into my life. I have to change that mentality. Good people don't just fall into your lap. You have to be willing to accept good people, you have to know you deserve good people. Otherwise, no matter how many times you get rid of shitty people, shitty people will replace them.
Congratulations on new Hulu show I been following you for years
Thank you, Teal!
The timing of this...much needed ty
Wow, this resonates so much.. Teal you are the sweetest women who is trying to help❤
Teal, your words bring me such peace to my heart and soul. This message speaks to me on so many levels. I came across your videos today and I look forward to watching more 😊
Thank you for being do clear and bright.
Thank you Teal
Cannot agree more. Thank you ❤❤❤
This was a rough one, but needed 🙏
So crazy how this video has to come to me 1 minute after the thought, 'Its hurting me to fantasize changing a certain part of the past and undo it altogether. Let me go on TH-cam to distract myself because I'm tired of the solution not coming to me'
I think the problem is rather how or even why to live on after your whole live has been fucked up and now all your left with is pain and self hate
Only difficult if one decides its difficult one can also decide its easy✨😊🙏🏻
Choosing the path of least resistance...
Incredibly empowering. Thank you💙
I needed this for a long time
I was curious about a new documentary series on Hulu, so I hit the play button, and while I'm not someone who struggles with depression or any mental health issues, what you touch on is the premise of Life which for many people equates to suffering and trials, and helping them heal.. I am so glad that you even aired the adversarial clips of people with something negative to say about your excellent choice to tap into this topic as a career, and are successful.... DARE I SAY WITHOUT A HARVARD DEGREE which is why their pissed off..... AND also because if all these people are healed, why would they be dependent on big pharma? #theycanKICKROCKS #AMAZINGWORKTEAL #IAPPLAUDYOU
Perfect timing teal, thank you always!
Thank you. I sent this do my son🙏🙏🙏☮️💪💕
Thanx for another source of wisdom Teal, i am a woman writing from France , at almost 50 i finally unraveled my past, it begins with understanding. A toxic family system, Narc mum and enabling father leaves a lot of scarves on the inside. I went no contact with both parents last year and dealing with all feelings which come along .i still speak to my younger brothers. I hope to do better with my 2 sons, but i also see the struggles and generational trauma in them, thats the hardest part. So my question is actually, though i am finally having peace in my life and i agree that we have to live with was has been, take it from here and focus on the future i have been advised to really seek therapy for these attachment and terrible mother wound, to be bettter in the now. I interprète your video a bit as if no therapy is necessary ?? That we have only to just release, but it feels not that simple. thanx have a good day every one
You have helped me with this and in so many ways, Thank-you Teal x
This is a nice video, very down-to-earth. Thank you!
Thank you so much Teal 🙏❤️🦋
I was literally thinking about needing help with this lately.
She's so beautiful, isn't she? Plus so wise! What would you do if you had family of origin members who've treated you like you did something unforgivable, something horrible, when you did absolutely nothing and when you try to get the answer to why they hate you so, you can't get any tangible answer?
Thank you so much I needed this!
I really needed this today.. of course I look you up minutes from the posting of the video.
Glad I found her at age 21 n not 30 +
Same and yet I think it's too old
It’s like you follow me around and then make the videos I need to see
❤️Yes, thank you Teal.
Perfect, much needed, thank you 🙏🏼💖🙏🏼
Wow! Just wow! So much truth!
Thank you
As always reminding me of wisdom that comes to me from God, over coming my belief that my capacity to stay connected to God is limited because the world draws me away from God. More and more the world reflects my healing connection to real power within. This video is so proof of this!
"Neither push nor pull" I heard a talk from a Shaolin Master. The more you push against, it will eventually swing back into you. The more you pull at something, it will eventually blow up in your face and swing away. Neither push nor pull.
thank you 🙏🏽
Thank you teacher. 👍
I feel like I was emotionally a family pet for a long time. Assumed and treated like I have had no perspective of my own that may differ completely from everyone else. No one ever asked. No one cared. People assumed and usually incorrectly often. Folks were not interested in me enough for me to be a scapegoat, that was my stepsisters job.
This is very difficult. I split on myself, life and others often. I struggle with gloominess when it would seem like Im a lucky person. Lucky but very alone. Now Im in my late 40’s. Still live with my family in a set up that does allow for privacy. i have never lived with anyone, no children. I am releasing some dreams and trying to replace them with new ones but this is very hard. Its hard to feel like Im starting from scratch still and forever. I guess Im not, but these lenses and mindsets can be a challenge to clip on authentically. I still fall into despair and feel a lot of guilt and shame about that. Ive been watching Abraham Hicks and feel like I fail often in the “feeling good” department. I know its because I try too hard. I always have, tried just way too hard.
Nice resolutions. 👍🙏🏻
Thank . You.
Hey Teal I saw your HULU show - congrats!!
Thank you! 🙂