Omg pile 2. I’ve been getting so frustrated with myself for a while now because I keep self sabotaging myself despite all the shadow work & growth I’ve had in the last year and half. Last night my guides told me that I only have one more thing to work through to free myself & finally take action. I asked them to please tell me what it is because I haven’t been able to figure it out on my own. This reading is giving me the answer and I can’t thank you enough❤️
Timely! Pile 2 was so accurate. Been on my own since 18, no margin for carelessness because nothing/no one to fall back on. Feel like I've been working hard with nothing tangible to show but I know for sure every experience has led me back/closer to myself. Maybe that should be enough. Thank you Queen.
Pile 3: I am listening as I am laying here with a hot pad on my stomach, worst cramps in a long time, and I know its because I have been processing so much from betrayl of my ex and his dismissal of me as well as almost our entire community of friends. Nobody stood up for me while he took full advantage of me being ill and got away with my house and so much I invested. A person who I held so much patience for (too much) for his mental health issues and literally saved his life more than once. Once I literally stopped him mid suicide attempt. And I loved him and our life so deeply it was all a part of my being. Its been over a year and I am still dealing with the trauma and grief of betrayl and abandonment of my whole community. This is especially hard now going on disability, daily functions are someetimes not even manageable, and having few people to help me when I thought these people (my ex even) would always be there. I keep writing a note to explain it all to everyone and it just keeps retraumatizing me and makes me get into a rant, then a rage. I am Libra , Scorpio cusp. If you wrong me its so hard for me not to snap it does scare even my own self. Not that I would hurt anyone, but I can really cut deep with truth or the way I see things. In a way it IS a gift because sometimes people don't or won't improve themselves without someone finally stating how hurtful thier own words, actions, or lack of action hurt others. I am moving on to a new life now, and slowly making new (and yes more resonate!) friends, but want badly to close this out without bringing old negative energies or hangups into my new life. It takes time, and a lot of inner work! Its been a long, hard and lonely road. To anyone else out there feeling misunderstood, I get you. I really do. 💙
oh my, so sad what happend to you. Im wishing you all the best on your journey and Im sure one day the right friends will appear in your life ❤️ Everything you wrote is very similar to my experience with an ex too and its so hard to come out of that pain. Its still very fresh for you since its only one year ago. Much strenght to you and I hope your stomach ache gets better soon too. Love and hugs to you fellow libra 🥰❤️
My heart went out to you just reading your story. Though our traumas are different I still understand the part of your journey where you feel isolated, in pain and not mattering to a lot of people because of your state. I hope that you find the strength to get through this healing bridge onto a much more peaceful and deserving relationship land. Hang in there with all your might. Sending you a virtual hug & positive energies
Pile 3- PERIODT SIS!! I needed to hear this. I’m a Taurus, and I am super loving and nurturing to my friends. But for the past few years I have been allowing people into my life that are so damn draining. And it causes me to have secret resentments towards my own friends. Obviously that is not healthy, so I have had to teach myself to cut people off and separate myself… sometimes without warning if the situation is that bad lmao 😅😂. But I always feel guilty & think “Oh, I hope they are not feeling bad… I don’t want them in my life but I was wrong to do that.” It keeps my in a perpetual state of guilt. This insight is great and is helping me to forgive myself 🙏🏾 🌞💛
Yes wow this is me as well. I basically cut off all of my friends, sometimes with guilt, and sometimes with a lot of regret of not doing it sooner, not truly speaking up but just cutting them off... Well i am learning. And those who deserve me will always get the best of me
Pile 1: I do pick up even the smallest energies. I’m practicing more with my psyche, and how to extend my consciousness to others and in diff realms. Thanks for confirming love 🥰 my coworker also told me she had seen someone or felt a very protective energy over me 👁
Wow, Pile 1 has me shook especially when you said that we were meant to be leaders. I've been hesitant to do exactly that, and you're right that when leaders don't lead, they feel triggered all the time. Just the feeling of being triggered is a sign that something is off or needs to be addressed.
Pile 3: Omg I'm eating spaghetti. I took my second bite when you said that. I am struggling finding my soul family because I've grown so much and no one relates to me. I'm slowly finding people who don't live in survival mode. The particular situation that triggered me is fairly dark and I won't post it here. However, I love you and your channel!!!! I wish I could give you a hug too!!!
Also yes, exactly!...#2...I got pregnant at 17...so true what u just said to me!! 💗 -What a beautiful message that what we think is a weakness is actually our strength. Think about how shocking it is to find out the truth of what things really mean and how our perception twists true reality from a much bigger picture on the otherside! Like for the longest time another girl I met later on in life had severe anxiety attacks and through her I learned something about "Us". She was not accepted by others and I shy'd away from being seen by others. We can torture ourselves by accident from our traumas. Both her and I were "different" and never felt accepted so we developed these phobias/fears. BUT...how weird is it to learn that the whole time u were feeling this way, hiding/hurting to learn that u were chosen to be different for a much bigger purpose. Its the "different" ones who have much bigger purposes here on earth and u r important! Think of yourself as special! Being tortured by others and ur thoughts to learn ur sooooo much more then u can see! It's all perception and your mind is so powerful...I saw the truth and was able to heal from my revelation through meeting her. I loved your message today. -Thank you! Love to Everyone 💗. I hope this message could touch someone here 💫
Halfway through the reading for pile 2, and let me just say THANK YOU so much for sharing your gift with us. The way you intertwine the cards with their projected meaning and your intuition… is just, I can barely put it into words. Your messages are channeled from a very very special and angelic place that only very few can get in contact with. I believe you’re amongst those very few people… You’re divinely sent. I can never thank you enough.
Pile 3: I love how you're readings appear at the right time!!! I was literally been focusing on my anger issues lately and I always thought getting angry at people who did me wrong is bad for my root chakra but you're telling me it's ok to be angry and being resentful about it is actually bad for root chakra is such a relief for me cause tbh I'm not mean and I'm mostly a relax person but some people just don't know anything about other people's boundaries and are mean for no goddamn reason and that boils my blood especially when they do that to my loved ones or to nice and weak people
Pile 3, I’m a very emotional and intuitive person so when people gaslight me despite my intuition and my intuition ends up being right, I experience such deep betrayal that it angers me heavily and this has been an ongoing cycle in my past few relationships. I’m moving on, but it wasn’t easy and I had to endure a lot of bs from people around me who didn’t know much about the situation to comment on it. I feel the negative energies around me and sometimes I can’t turn a blind eye to it, when I feel that evil eye I might unconsciously send some their way too. This was a very insightful and on point reading, thank you Roseology.🌹♥️ I have cut off many people who weren’t good for me and it’s as if they never existed. I’m a Libra Sun, Mercury and Venus, and Virgo Mars. I sometimes wonder if I’m crazy with my extreme reactions but then I realize how much I’ve been put through and how much worse others would react if they were in my situation.
Pile 1: so what I needed to hear at this time. It gives me confidence and relief that I was/am heading in the right direction. Not being so hard on myself, accepting what was and releasing it all. Thank you.
Pile 1 as well, yes, I totally feel that being hard on ourselves. Often my anxiety comes up as feeling overly guilty with nothing I did to attach that guilt too, and I’m very kind and a hard worker so people come to expect more and more from me and I feel guilty if I let anyone down. But I’m on a healing journey particularly with my root shakra area and a big part of that is developing and maintaining boundaries with others. Redefining what inner strength means to me, and learning self care and putting myself first. Sometimes when you’re gifted empathically and with psychic gifts or gifts to sense other beings on other plains, you come to expect too much of yourself because these gifts come with responsibilities, but just as I need to learn boundaries with work and my social life, I need to develop boundaries and protection with my psychic and empathic gifts. Roseology is totally helping me begin to learn that, including even reading advice in the comments. It’s interesting that especially over the last year I’ve felt an unconditional joy within myself that other peoples’ negativity hasn’t been able to take from me. It makes me appreciate my alone time where I feel content with the world. I feel like this unconditional joy was born and built from my own grief and trauma, so it’s definitely a strength and joy I built from pain inflicted on me physically and mentally/ emotionally. I have 100% been feeling more positive, productive, and less defensive and moody when I make myself creative and social justice related projects and when I become the leader in coordinating them. I’m glad for the encouragement about keeping on with my self care and physical healing journey. It’s interesting you say inflammation because I have always had very chronically high levels of inflammation and this has caused a lot of chronic pelvic pain and gastrointestinal pain that I’m trying to improve through dietary changes, trying to reduce substances like alcohol, as well as sugar, dairy, and other foods I know cause reactions for me. I’m also seeing a chiropractor and pelvic floor physio therapist and doing a lot of homework related to gentle stretches, meditation and breath work, and practicing regularly ending the day with 3 send outs of good energy to people, 3 things I’m grateful for that day, and 3 things I’m proud I did. I find this healing practice had helped me move forward and carry my unconditional joy. Take care and proud of my fellow pile 1s 💞
Pile 1 that was so spot on for me I actually had to sit down lol wow profound and cleared so much up, I get it now... Be the cause not the effect. Ty so much, great reader 💕
Pile 3: I was part of an organization in college that really tore me apart. An organization that was meant to empower women. I was targeted by majority of the people throughout my years in the organization. I took executive board positions even president with so much criticism and hatred towards me. People tried to revoke me from my positions and spread/still spreads lies. I felt so alone. The people I thought I trusted went against me and sided with the others. I really resonated with when you said "you are the king of cups but people keep bringing out that nine of swords energy with you". This is so true. They didn't give me a chance to even see my king of cups side. All they wanted to do was make assumptions. I am also outspoken and will speak up. It's true that I can be extreme when it comes to how I do things. I love extremely passionately and will fight for what I know is right. My intensity has startled people. I have always felt deep down it was a gift though. To be able to feel emotions so deeply. Not many people are tuned into their emotions. I realized alot of people turn away at my intensity because they don't want to have to face strong emotions within themselves. Most people just wanna be comfortable and not question anything....
pile 3: i am recuperating from a cold. i was miffed with my mom the entire day today because she should have taken my side but she didn't. i am feeling isolated because of this. the amount of effort i give in for people is a lot and i don't get the same sense of effort back ever. yes there is a pattern that i am unable to break that is affecting my sense of security. people in that pattern change but pattern doesn't. I am still going through the reading. But I had to write this . You are so on point. Edit: finished it. Thank you for the message at the end of video 😭❤️
Pile 3. Thank you so much. I didnt realize all of this effected my root chakra so much. I feel abused and misstreated by pretty much everyone in my life. I cut all my friends off, which i am super proud of because it was very necessary, but i also sometimes feel angry with myself for not speaking up sooner, for allowing them to walk all over me in the first place, that i was too kind, but i am learning. And reminding myself that they are at fault and not me. And that final note, thank you! It all makes sense why i had to go through that, because i am meant for great things and i needed to learn what kind of people deserve me and who dont. Thank you, blessings 🌟
pile 3, i said out loud that my color card would be dark purple. Im also a life path 8 and keep seeing 888. Youre very synced in with my energy today haha
Pile 3: I have a saying that I use when I'm getting upset. "Don't wake up the Dragon Lady". In my scariest moments I have blacked out. That doesn't happen often at all, but I have physically hurt people in the black outs. Thankfully it takes a lot to get me there. I've only blacked out 3 times in my entire life thankfully.
I know that blacking out feeling, not good at all and can get super dangerous. Im happy you dont experience that so often. Im pile 3 too and really totally feel what you wrote. Big hug to you my fellow dragon ❤️ (I am red cosmic dragon in mayan tzolkin)
@@gastalini Thank you! I would say the last it happened was 14 years ago. I woke up with two grown men trying to hold me down. Needless to say I will always make sure to monitor it. That won't stop me from feeling all of the feelings though. 😉If we are talking dragons, I have a liking to the black medieval type myself. Bonus points if they are accented in wine red. Even more bonus points if they have fae-esc attributes. You know, complicated. lol
Yup. I’ve been there too. It’s like, who was that? A whole other person comes to the forefront. I think an important goal in our journey is understanding our triggers and remaining grounded through it. Good luck to you 🙏🏽
While I FULLY understand, I just wanted to say, I've been on a Fleetwood Mac marathon, and I recommend you go throw on Gold Dust Woman...dragon woman 😉😘
Pile 2 💯 this reading was amazing and so spot on. I’m a single mom and I have no room for mistakes. All the weight is on my shoulders and I have no help so every decision feels like it’s do or die. There’s no room for me to screw up because the survival, health, and happiness of my family depends on it. There’s never a break or a time to breath out. But I’m literally used to this type of life because I had to parent my own mother ever since I was a toddler because she was an alcoholic.
"Whatever it is that we struggle with in life is usually because it's a strength. And the reason that we struggle with our strengths on the front end is so we can start to learn to respect the power of that gift or skill that we have." ✨
I don't like the concept of revenge, I rarely get angry and struggle to express it in the times I am, and as a result it's been internalized. Hearing that the feelings I have, how hurt I am, are justified is unnatural to me, and yet this is exactly what I need to hear. Thank you so much.
Blessings to you. My journey has been about learning to embrace anger as protective, fully feel it and express it in a way that is empowering and safe. Best wishes for your journey.
Pile 3. You told me what no one did, but which I always felt instictively. Yes my family has gangstalked me whole life and I have been through not only mental but physical assaults for years and decades, friends , lovers, collegues, neighbours all have betrayed me. So now I get angry only if someone pokes me constantly. And I think how should i control my anger, but know in my heart that it is justified. My inner nature and my primary nature is Queen of cups only, but when sorrounded by enemies who are after you, yu got to pick up your sword. I want to be out of this enrgy and be my queen of cups self again with my soul tribe and my desired kind of people around me.Salutes to you for the bold and uuncoventional reading.
Wow pile 2 in detoxing from subliminals as I became addicted to changing my appearance through subliminals and I damaged my hearing and eyesight so I have been reiki healing!!! I have been healing my root chakra intuitively this weekend and you released this. It's to do with my low self esteem aswell my solar plexus is put of balance
Yes I'm fighting for autonomy. I went in holiday this year and then the next month my mum and boyfriend wanted to go on holiday with me because I had so much fun
For me the chariot in reverse represents the fact that I feel very stuck in life at the moment. I can see my life path but I'm not entirely sure how to take the lead in my own life. Like you say due to low self esteem I've often struggled to actually take the necessary steps towards my own healing journey especially as I spent the last half of the year or longer practicing radical acceptance and letting go so not I'm being called to take action towards my family and home (cancerian energy) because I've spent the last half a year putting all my masculine energy into my business and I have ended up becoming really burnt out from the use of subliminals and musical drugs(DMT frequencies) aswell which has left my processing system really messed up
OMG! Pile #1,,, So resonated! It gave me the chills. So many things...Aries-I like to be the leader but the swords and controlling the mind was so intense. When I was younger, I started getting panic attacks & had major anxiety. My psychologist said to me, "If you don't get control of your mind-it will control you!" That comment was like a slap in the face-it changed my life! Wow! You're readings are so spiritually amazing! Thank you so much for your time and energy!
Girl you snapped with pile 3. I literally have cried so much because of how “mean” and enraged I can get in response to other people. Even thought I know, if they didn’t start nothing it wouldn’t be nothing- I still feel so bad because I have one of the sharpest tongues and energies of anyone I know. I cut off almost everyone in my family & have few friends because of this.
Pile 2 was spot on for me. Especially the part about not having been able to be a child and be carefree and also the thing about being too old. I feel like I wasn't able to live the way a child should have, exploring the world and making mistakes to learn from. I recently found out I'm a highly sensitive person, which explains so much about how I lived my life and I was simply too scared to make mistakes as a child, because I feared the backlash. Also people taught me that mistakes are bad, so I was constantly vigilant and scared and didn't try as much as I should have. Now I'm almost 34 years old, unemployed and too scared to get out into the world, because it completely overwhelms me and also doesn't agree with my world views. I often wish I could be a child again, but even when I play video games or do other things that are considered childish, I get told off and that I should grow up. It really hurts to be stuck in that emotional place and have no one who gets it, just people who criticize me for the things I've done or things I didn't do that I should have. I'm always being told that at my age, I should be a certain way, for example have a job, dress a certain way, be independent, etc.. I'm so sick and tired of being told how to live my life, even my doctor tells me that I should find a job. It's really getting out of hand and I'm learning how to block out the chatter and just listen to myself now. I guess that's where the personal power comes in, because I'm only relying on myself and my own feelings and opinions now, ignoring everyone else as best I can. Oh, also, the disconnect and detoxification resonates, as well. I've recently started a digital detox, because I did not feel good consuming so much (useless) information, I was completely oversaturated with it. So I've mostly stopped watching TH-cam videos, except for when I actually want to look something up and I'm also realizing that I've been subtly comparing myself with the people on here and that always made me feel behind in life. I realized that my life is just different, I'm going a different way, maybe even much slower than most, but that's okay.
Oh man. Woo buddy. Okay okay okay. Pile 3 Aquarius sun and moon, Cancer rising. 1000% accurate with my emotions and my reactions. Also Hella connect to Bast and Sekhmet. I shut down because I'm fearful of my wrath because when I'm mad I am TERRIFYING. And I was told I was over reacting to a very triggering situation. I am working on accepting myself even at my worst. I needed this reading. So effin much. Thank you!
Pile 1: wooooo! This was so on point ✨ My soul thanks you for relating my experiences and activating me to that next level of understanding. Many thanks to you Queen ✨🙏🏾💫❤️
Chose the 1st pile and spot on. I was mildly anxious due to a quick comment made offhandedly by a coworker. It didn’t offend me and I let it roll off the shoulder with ease but it did stay in my mind and I had to decide whether or not I should bring it up again. What you said about being good at convincing the self for pile 1 resonates because it’s about how you receive information and use it to your benefit. Even if that information is someone’s personal perception of you. It’s not necessarily true that you are the way someone else see’s you, but there’s likely reasons you’re being perceived that way. Fun stuff. Empowering, even.
Pile 2 hit sooo hard. Especially the age part and being insecure about where I'm at in my life. I'm not even 20 yet but I've always been surrounded by older people and seeing them have their businesses, or be confident in themselves, or be comfortable with their creative expression, it all makes me so insecure and feel weighed down. Right now I feel like I know my purpose but I don't know how I'm going to start fulfilling it... I feel like I need to grow up in all aspects early so I can accomplish as many things as I can in this lifetime, so I can help as many people as possible. Slacking off or making a mistakes seems to me like a waste of time so yes I do get pressured by the thought that I always have to make the right decisions. And whenever I f up, even at just the simple things like reading something wrongly, I feel like shame devours me. This reading is really helpful. And wow you mentioned the 4th house- I'm a 4th house stellium. 🥺 Also, Archangel Raphael. Just last night I called upon him for help. You're always so accuraaate omg. Thank you for addressing all that, I feel seen and acknowledged. I feel so much better now.
Pile 3!!! And YYYYEEESSS!!! Sekhmet!! I scare myself. I haven’t always been this way, but as I have grown older…. I do not suffer fools gladly. I do not yell and get loud. I get very quiet and deadly. People become “dead to me” once I am pushed to a certain point, and there is no coming back for me once I have been pushed that far. Scorpio Rising, Mercury, Mars, Venus, Juno and Ceres with Sag Sun and Aqua Moon. 😬
Roseology, I can't express the amount of gratitude I have for you. Pile 3 resonated tremendously...I am bawling. I feel heartbroken and exhausted from this cyclical experience. Yet I am encouraged. Thank you so much.
Pile 1. Wow! Amazing, resonates. I listened a few times over. I'm a 29 degree Cap sun. You've helped me see some things about myself. What a gift you've given me from your amazing gifts! Thank you!💖
That’s the blessing of all of us being connected, we can sense what others may need! You guys do that for me all the time and it’s incredibly healing 💛💛
Pile2: been noticing pangs in my solar plexus chakra anytime I feel my power is being tested which has been a lot here recently. I have also been feeling more trapped and less free. The craving for freedom and being able to make my own decisions is definitely strong. I’ve been on my own since 18 and been working since I was 15. My fourth house is in Scorpio, I am a Leo rising. I also have Pluto in my 4th house in Scorpio
Before I even clicked on your video, I literally just finished crying my eyes out and writing in my journal everything you just mentioned, 5+ pages of me trying to work on and dissect my shadow self. You are extremely connected to source. Everything you said was spot on like you were reading my mind. This was my confirmation. Like you were even spot on with gold being my color. You are so gifted and blessed. Thank you so much. 🌻🍯💛
I was just thinking today about how I shouldn't judge the people that I'm angry at and also how I have always known that I have a deep rage that I don't like and I'm very afraid of because it's not nice when it come out and I really don't want people to try me😂😂
Pile 2. Accurate. In tropical my Venus is in Virgo but in vedic my sun is in Virgo. Had a traumatic childhood, had to parent my mother, had my son at 19.
Je👏🏽sus👏🏽 where do I begin. Pile 3. The accuracy. Down to the minor cold I’m dealing with. 🤯🤯 I cried like a baby when you said that I’m not wrong or don’t have to feel guilty for defending or protecting myself. I don’t even have words. And I literally just purchased a black obsidian carving of Sekhmet on her throne. The warrior goddesses have been calling me to stand in my power and be proud of myself for doing so. I can carve out the life I want. OmGeeeeeeee thank you so much!
Pile 3 Cancer Sun life path 8. This one was extremely accurate. I'm glad to know that it's a reason to the isolation. Emotional depth is definitely a gift!
Pile 3: girl yes! All of this. 🥺 the warm/cold personality, the family, purging survivor mode people. Libra moon, Pisces rising I swear I say on every read I wish we were friends 😭😂😂
I'm Grateful for this reading. I recently visited where I lived for over 30 years. I reconnected with some women whom I haden't spoken to in years, this year. The theme of the trip was to "Let Go" from the time I got off of the plane. I was initially there for my Suns dad's funeral. I realized that these women kept trying to trigger me, but God had me Centered. So I recognized them for who they were "survival mode women" and "Let them Go" too. For the first time ever, I chose me. Aries 3/23.
#2. Felt 3 a bit too but stuck to 2 .. I've been trying for the past year to heal.but still perform in my life and it's been super hard. Taking everything that isn't working out and detoxing,yeah. Trying to go to the basics and stick to something. 😍 I feel like the journey will pay off. I'm learning to be confident even when I'm afraid and feel like an adult child.. that lingering fear of meaninglessness is real ugh. Trying to believe I can create my life and that's good enough. Thank you!
Pile 2: it is my first time commenting on your video, bc I usually don’t comment. But this. This was for me: I did a Chakra Meditation before I saw this video and I knew instantly there are some messages for me and my soul. Everything you said was accurate. I alway felt powerless in life. My voice, my body, everything felt like I had no energy and no lifeforce. You are right, I did in life so many mistakes that I don’t longer allowed myself to do anything „wrong“. My sun is in the 4th house also. I moved this year 4 times. Really. Just because I don’t know where to be. I‘m a Leo with a lifepath number 5. I can’t be at one place. So I Must learn to be at Home in my skin. I know when I finally start to love myself and to trust myself, to trust in my power that I have, that we all have…We will change our outer world. The love we seek in everyone and everywhere is in us. We bring home to places! We change the world, but first we have to accept our power. Thank you ❤️
Pile 1: I pick up energies like the world's most absorbant sponge. It felt like at the beginning of my journey I was better at picking up my own emotions than I am now, but I realized it was bc I was picking up others' energy SO MUCH. All my pile 1s, PLEASE form an energy shield around yourself every morning and set the intention to block out any negative energy that isn't yours. It was bc of this that I realized I was holding onto a lot of anxiety that wasn't entirely even mine.
Pile 3: It’s been on my mind that I’ve made it so easy for people to disrespect me. Definitely isolating myself & shutting my emotions off to remain sane.
Pile 2 this year at 53 has been the first time I have truly learned to love myself and open my sacral chakra but my guides have still informed me I need to work with my root. So bang on about a lot, I just started my own project and it is slow starting and all my old self doubt keeps creeping up. My internal battle is real between what I know is true and the old voices. Thank you 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Pile 1 & 3. Extremely fortunate to have found this channel. The amount of wisdom and guidance in these messages never fail. What I love about tarot is even when no one in your life is saying the words you need to hear the most, the messages from our guides can be that support. When you have access to that support then you really are never truly alone. And what a honor it is to be guided by your most loving spiritual team. Thank you to Roseology for being that channel ❤
Pile 1 here: I am a Psychic-Empath-Starseed and you picked up on my abilities to communicate outside of this realm/galaxy etc., which is so cool!! It's all just confirmation of what I already know. I also resonate with the message about a strong guide or entity on my side and actually felt it the other day while on a solo hike. I kept turning around because I felt like I had an 'army at my back', it just felt like a huge, protective, energetic presence following closely behind me. You touched on so many things that resonate! I am coming into my power of influence also and learning to project my energy and answer the call of leadership, like you mentioned.
I don't even know what to say at this point. How are your readings always so top tier?! Thank you for what you bring to this platform. Sending light, love and blessings your way, you deserve it all!!
Pile 2 - first, fun fact, I'm a Virgo sun and moon with cancer rising. And you got it right, I had to grow up fast and be the kid no one had to worry about. I could not screw up, experiment, be reckless. wou called me out so bad my tailbone is hurting. LOL
I’m a Taurus that chose pile 3. You were right in every sentence got me wiping. Came back home from a walk while listening , and it was 111 on the ovens clock. Thank you for helping figure out my situation. And yes I eat lots of pasta and comforting food in these days of loneliness. Thank you again for this reading
Pile 1: I really do make decisions based on my heart, I do need to hold boundaries. I do feel a lot of energies, and I do go into the battle of if I am making a right choice. Now I am starting to stand by my decisions.
Oooh, Pile 2 already. Yes, definitely have a problem with self-discipline and it is largely due to my self-image. My parents were very strict on how I could look, act, think, etc. So much so that even though my Mom was aware of my success in my career's early development, she forced me to go to college. And she still continues to do this to this day. So for the past few months I've been trying to reset my spirit and strip away everything about me that I feel is connected to how other people see me. So much so, that I'm even considering cosmetic surgery and changing my name. I've never looked the way I wanted to, and I mean this not on a "I don't look like girls on tv" kind of way (ok maybe a little, DAMN) but more so "I look too much like the thing that has caused me trauma" kind of way. And I have a really low self-esteem, so it's hard for me to trust anything I start doing and finish it. -I've been getting Chariot in reverse quite a lot, lol - I was saying TODAY that I like getting lost in my work because I like the idea of falling apart in something i love, even if it doesn't exactly go how I want it to-but only if I see tangible results -I'm named after Oshun, and gold is a major color for her. I've always prefered gold-colored items. The big golden rock you are imagining me having is my Citrine that I adore! -'ive been working longer than most people I know, at least in my fields. I have had to spend most of my money on helping me and my family survive (especially as of lately), so many of my insecurities from my work stem from the fact that I wasn't able to provide myself with the resources needed to strengthen my skills. -I have been STRUGGLING with keeping a solid job because I get burnt out too easily. But I feel guilty about taking time off from work because there's an understanding that we need to get by. -My age is a HUGE thing for me. Not because social media has this idea of having a perfect life by 25 (fine yall got me, DAMN), but because since I was a child , I have KNOWN that I was supposed to be very known for my work, even from the time I was a teenager. But alas, life, lol. Now that I'm at 24 I'm letting myself take a break before jumping back in, but this break does have an energy surrounding it of being disappointed of not making enough noise in time due to lack of support or even just confidence. -I have a love/hate relationship with where I am right now, because on one hand, I know that I need to build myself back up before pushing forward in my career path, but because of timing, I'm so afraid of not doing anything, including working a regular job to help pay rent. Buuut I'm fucking exhausted and I am having a spiritual upgrade, so I'm hermiting myself. -I literally don't know how to let go of grudges in a healthy way. How do you forgive someone but make sure they don't hurt you again? Especially if it is someone you care for?
Ah, exactly what I need. I think I need less communication from above, and more from below! I have been working out so much lately, literally hours every day for a week or so now. On and off throughout the day. What's going on? Thanks! (Edit: and it's so nice to know there will be more chakra messages coming!
I know what you mean! It took me nearly two months to get it together because my crown was wayyyy overactive. When you regularly exercise your spiritual gifts that much activity to the crown can compromise your health and with my personal life going off the deep end I had to take a lot of time to really ground. Happy grounding love and thanks so much for watching 💛💛💛
Pile 3 & you got me over here crying… I was just scratching the surface of this “hurtful situation” on Friday … I bookmarked it cause I know if was gonna be hard to tackle on my own.. thank God for my therapist.. she gonna get a earful, better have the Kleenex ready
Pile 2 - you are always exactly what I need. No other reader picks up on what you can channel about me. I am so thankful for the comfort, guidance, and reassurance that you consistently provide me. I can’t wait until your schedule allows private readings! Once again, thank you 🙏✨🙌
Pile 1: yes, I am told by others that I have many angels, powerful angels. Oh and literally today, I said to myself that I was the Queen of Swords- I never know how to rest. And I am born on a cusp and I believe in cusp energy.
The timing of this message was perfect. I had all the experiences of number 3. I feel better now for standing up for myself and I am a life path 8. My family has put many swords in my heart. I am lonely and sad. I scream in desperation for the light at the end of the tunnel to appear.
Pile 3. I'm Libra sun, Aquarius moon/rising, I'm lifepath number 8 and I've seen 88, 888 and 8888 quite a lot in the past few weeks. Highly resonating reading. I definitely still cannot understand what some people who I trusted very much did to me. Thank you!
Pile 2 this on point. I was feeling bad about my age. Like I feel it has taken me a while to be more connected to myself and to find my true purpose. And yes I do need to let go of comparing myself to others.. Thank you for this message 💗 much needed. Also I think I will be moving alot.
Pile 1 - Wow! I got the chills a couple of times because it resonated so much to me. Surrendering and changing my mindset to joy has seriously been a lesson I’ve been learning for a while. Thank you so much for the confirmation I’m on the right path! 🙏✨💗
#2 wow! I'm on a journey right now where I dove into this with a plan and instead it's now no rules. I'm homeless and traveling and taking such a scary and amazing chance. My "weakness" well as I listened to this reading Poseidon decided to charge me up from the golden sands and his trident. I have an idea about something that I have faith will get me in a place of freedom. If anyone wants to follow my journey pleas feel free to check it out as this is a woo child m type of journey for 40+. Thank you roseology!! Sooo sooo much💗💗💗🦄
Pile 2 and 3. I am a Libra rising with my sun in Leo in the 10th house opposite my Aquarius Saturn in the 4th (placidus). I am in my Saturn return. I finally understood this past Sunday what my purpose is: to be me. Meaning to shine (Leo) and to Love (Libra + my moon is in my 7th house). So when you said "You are the answer to all your questions" it was just confirmation. Some people will be burned by my light others will be illuminated and I am accepting it now. I am going back home to myself. Sending everyone infinite Love and Light 💜
Pile 3. You listed off most of major placements (cancer sun/rising, libra moon, Taurus Lilith, Aquarius Jupiter, mars Gemini). I just asked my guides what I needed to do for my root chakra earlier today. Felt like a paid personal reading and I’m shook. Thank you guides for bringing me to this video and thank you for posting. 🙏🏽
Picked #3, This message deeply resonated with me down to the home made spaghetti and during a recent past life regression "Sekhmet" energy surfaced as a lion (eating people) but also connected to the throat chakra. Suppression of feelings is a family generational curse, it's now hugely being released which has made for extremely challenging interactions and ( severing of toxic relationships.) This work is very painful it feels chaotic; (foreign), messy but of paramount importantance. I'm grateful for the gift of hope in your message. This traveler looks forward to an unfolding of lush, captivatingly beautiful scenery and the comradery and warmth of genuinely trustworthy loving souls. Many blessings to you and to all.💜☮️
I love love love all your readings!!!! Your accuracy freaks me out in the best way! I always “warn “ people about my “anger issues.” It runs in my family, so vicious! Ugh … I have trained myself to never show anger after I had my daughter in fear of seriously hurting someone or getting in more trouble. Luckily I have learned to control it but some days are still real struggles to not smash people in the face! Lol. I love that you bring up the very valid point that I am so loving and loyal … just don’t fuck me over lol! Thank you for that! Also my daughter says, she said a bad word mama, I said yep she’s kinda like mama and just says what she feels! You’re the best! Keep doing awesome shit rosology ❤️❤️❤️
Pile #1 exactly what I was thinking about these days… your messages totally resonated. As you always say, your readings are for confirmation and I surely received mine today❤️ love you, keep putting out amazing work like this one. I feel so connected to your channel
Pile 3 here and yes I feel with the more readings and personality I see and feel come through with you we are kindred spirits. I resonated with lots of what you talked about with this pile. Thank you as always for these wonderful insights and messages. Much love to you ❤️❤️
The best definition I've ever heard about forgiveness: Forgiving is about giving up hope for a different past.
Amen! Love it. What a way to look at it! So true! 💯
My soul felt that!🙏🙏🙏🙌🙌🙌
Wow … I don’t know which pile that came from, but wow. That’s profound
Mutual feelings. Heard this on Oprah but I think it goes way back
💖💖💖 definitely
I'm seriously about to make a 'Roseology pick a card' reflection journal, because all of these videos make too much damn sense.
I love that!! 😃
Do it!
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Omg pile 2. I’ve been getting so frustrated with myself for a while now because I keep self sabotaging myself despite all the shadow work & growth I’ve had in the last year and half.
Last night my guides told me that I only have one more thing to work through to free myself & finally take action. I asked them to please tell me what it is because I haven’t been able to figure it out on my own. This reading is giving me the answer and I can’t thank you enough❤️
Timely! Pile 2 was so accurate. Been on my own since 18, no margin for carelessness because nothing/no one to fall back on. Feel like I've been working hard with nothing tangible to show but I know for sure every experience has led me back/closer to myself. Maybe that should be enough. Thank you Queen.
You're not alone! Right there with you! At the end of the day all we need is OURSELVES. Keep striving to be your best self!❤
Here.
I here with you too. 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾
Pile 3: I am listening as I am laying here with a hot pad on my stomach, worst cramps in a long time, and I know its because I have been processing so much from betrayl of my ex and his dismissal of me as well as almost our entire community of friends. Nobody stood up for me while he took full advantage of me being ill and got away with my house and so much I invested. A person who I held so much patience for (too much) for his mental health issues and literally saved his life more than once. Once I literally stopped him mid suicide attempt. And I loved him and our life so deeply it was all a part of my being. Its been over a year and I am still dealing with the trauma and grief of betrayl and abandonment of my whole community. This is especially hard now going on disability, daily functions are someetimes not even manageable, and having few people to help me when I thought these people (my ex even) would always be there. I keep writing a note to explain it all to everyone and it just keeps retraumatizing me and makes me get into a rant, then a rage. I am Libra , Scorpio cusp. If you wrong me its so hard for me not to snap it does scare even my own self. Not that I would hurt anyone, but I can really cut deep with truth or the way I see things. In a way it IS a gift because sometimes people don't or won't improve themselves without someone finally stating how hurtful thier own words, actions, or lack of action hurt others. I am moving on to a new life now, and slowly making new (and yes more resonate!) friends, but want badly to close this out without bringing old negative energies or hangups into my new life. It takes time, and a lot of inner work! Its been a long, hard and lonely road. To anyone else out there feeling misunderstood, I get you. I really do. 💙
oh my, so sad what happend to you. Im wishing you all the best on your journey and Im sure one day the right friends will appear in your life ❤️ Everything you wrote is very similar to my experience with an ex too and its so hard to come out of that pain. Its still very fresh for you since its only one year ago.
Much strenght to you and I hope your stomach ache gets better soon too. Love and hugs to you fellow libra 🥰❤️
I get you too, I really do. 💜 Similar reality right now.
@@gastalini thank you so much ❤
Thank youuuu and i send u strength on your journey
My heart went out to you just reading your story. Though our traumas are different I still understand the part of your journey where you feel isolated, in pain and not mattering to a lot of people because of your state. I hope that you find the strength to get through this healing bridge onto a much more peaceful and deserving relationship land. Hang in there with all your might. Sending you a virtual hug & positive energies
Pile 3. Can't even articulate how timely this was, or how much I needed to hear it. Thank you!
Pile 3- PERIODT SIS!! I needed to hear this. I’m a Taurus, and I am super loving and nurturing to my friends. But for the past few years I have been allowing people into my life that are so damn draining. And it causes me to have secret resentments towards my own friends. Obviously that is not healthy, so I have had to teach myself to cut people off and separate myself… sometimes without warning if the situation is that bad lmao 😅😂. But I always feel guilty & think “Oh, I hope they are not feeling bad… I don’t want them in my life but I was wrong to do that.” It keeps my in a perpetual state of guilt. This insight is great and is helping me to forgive myself 🙏🏾 🌞💛
Yes wow this is me as well. I basically cut off all of my friends, sometimes with guilt, and sometimes with a lot of regret of not doing it sooner, not truly speaking up but just cutting them off... Well i am learning. And those who deserve me will always get the best of me
Pile 1: I do pick up even the smallest energies. I’m practicing more with my psyche, and how to extend my consciousness to others and in diff realms. Thanks for confirming love 🥰 my coworker also told me she had seen someone or felt a very protective energy over me 👁
Lovely. 🌙💫🌈
Wow, Pile 1 has me shook especially when you said that we were meant to be leaders. I've been hesitant to do exactly that, and you're right that when leaders don't lead, they feel triggered all the time. Just the feeling of being triggered is a sign that something is off or needs to be addressed.
Pile 3: Omg I'm eating spaghetti. I took my second bite when you said that. I am struggling finding my soul family because I've grown so much and no one relates to me. I'm slowly finding people who don't live in survival mode. The particular situation that triggered me is fairly dark and I won't post it here. However, I love you and your channel!!!! I wish I could give you a hug too!!!
Also yes, exactly!...#2...I got pregnant at 17...so true what u just said to me!! 💗 -What a beautiful message that what we think is a weakness is actually our strength. Think about how shocking it is to find out the truth of what things really mean and how our perception twists true reality from a much bigger picture on the otherside! Like for the longest time another girl I met later on in life had severe anxiety attacks and through her I learned something about "Us". She was not accepted by others and I shy'd away from being seen by others. We can torture ourselves by accident from our traumas. Both her and I were "different" and never felt accepted so we developed these phobias/fears. BUT...how weird is it to learn that the whole time u were feeling this way, hiding/hurting to learn that u were chosen to be different for a much bigger purpose. Its the "different" ones who have much bigger purposes here on earth and u r important! Think of yourself as special! Being tortured by others and ur thoughts to learn ur sooooo much more then u can see! It's all perception and your mind is so powerful...I saw the truth and was able to heal from my revelation through meeting her. I loved your message today. -Thank you! Love to Everyone 💗. I hope this message could touch someone here 💫
Halfway through the reading for pile 2, and let me just say THANK YOU so much for sharing your gift with us. The way you intertwine the cards with their projected meaning and your intuition… is just, I can barely put it into words. Your messages are channeled from a very very special and angelic place that only very few can get in contact with. I believe you’re amongst those very few people… You’re divinely sent. I can never thank you enough.
Pile 3: I love how you're readings appear at the right time!!!
I was literally been focusing on my anger issues lately and I always thought getting angry at people who did me wrong is bad for my root chakra but you're telling me it's ok to be angry and being resentful about it is actually bad for root chakra is such a relief for me cause tbh I'm not mean and I'm mostly a relax person but some people just don't know anything about other people's boundaries and are mean for no goddamn reason and that boils my blood especially when they do that to my loved ones or to nice and weak people
Pile 3, I’m a very emotional and intuitive person so when people gaslight me despite my intuition and my intuition ends up being right, I experience such deep betrayal that it angers me heavily and this has been an ongoing cycle in my past few relationships. I’m moving on, but it wasn’t easy and I had to endure a lot of bs from people around me who didn’t know much about the situation to comment on it. I feel the negative energies around me and sometimes I can’t turn a blind eye to it, when I feel that evil eye I might unconsciously send some their way too. This was a very insightful and on point reading, thank you Roseology.🌹♥️ I have cut off many people who weren’t good for me and it’s as if they never existed. I’m a Libra Sun, Mercury and Venus, and Virgo Mars. I sometimes wonder if I’m crazy with my extreme reactions but then I realize how much I’ve been put through and how much worse others would react if they were in my situation.
Pile 1: so what I needed to hear at this time. It gives me confidence and relief that I was/am heading in the right direction. Not being so hard on myself, accepting what was and releasing it all. Thank you.
Pile 1 as well, yes, I totally feel that being hard on ourselves. Often my anxiety comes up as feeling overly guilty with nothing I did to attach that guilt too, and I’m very kind and a hard worker so people come to expect more and more from me and I feel guilty if I let anyone down. But I’m on a healing journey particularly with my root shakra area and a big part of that is developing and maintaining boundaries with others. Redefining what inner strength means to me, and learning self care and putting myself first. Sometimes when you’re gifted empathically and with psychic gifts or gifts to sense other beings on other plains, you come to expect too much of yourself because these gifts come with responsibilities, but just as I need to learn boundaries with work and my social life, I need to develop boundaries and protection with my psychic and empathic gifts. Roseology is totally helping me begin to learn that, including even reading advice in the comments. It’s interesting that especially over the last year I’ve felt an unconditional joy within myself that other peoples’ negativity hasn’t been able to take from me. It makes me appreciate my alone time where I feel content with the world. I feel like this unconditional joy was born and built from my own grief and trauma, so it’s definitely a strength and joy I built from pain inflicted on me physically and mentally/ emotionally. I have 100% been feeling more positive, productive, and less defensive and moody when I make myself creative and social justice related projects and when I become the leader in coordinating them. I’m glad for the encouragement about keeping on with my self care and physical healing journey. It’s interesting you say inflammation because I have always had very chronically high levels of inflammation and this has caused a lot of chronic pelvic pain and gastrointestinal pain that I’m trying to improve through dietary changes, trying to reduce substances like alcohol, as well as sugar, dairy, and other foods I know cause reactions for me. I’m also seeing a chiropractor and pelvic floor physio therapist and doing a lot of homework related to gentle stretches, meditation and breath work, and practicing regularly ending the day with 3 send outs of good energy to people, 3 things I’m grateful for that day, and 3 things I’m proud I did. I find this healing practice had helped me move forward and carry my unconditional joy. Take care and proud of my fellow pile 1s 💞
Pile 1 that was so spot on for me I actually had to sit down lol wow profound and cleared so much up, I get it now... Be the cause not the effect. Ty so much, great reader 💕
Pile 3: I was part of an organization in college that really tore me apart. An organization that was meant to empower women. I was targeted by majority of the people throughout my years in the organization. I took executive board positions even president with so much criticism and hatred towards me. People tried to revoke me from my positions and spread/still spreads lies. I felt so alone. The people I thought I trusted went against me and sided with the others. I really resonated with when you said "you are the king of cups but people keep bringing out that nine of swords energy with you". This is so true. They didn't give me a chance to even see my king of cups side. All they wanted to do was make assumptions. I am also outspoken and will speak up. It's true that I can be extreme when it comes to how I do things. I love extremely passionately and will fight for what I know is right. My intensity has startled people. I have always felt deep down it was a gift though. To be able to feel emotions so deeply. Not many people are tuned into their emotions. I realized alot of people turn away at my intensity because they don't want to have to face strong emotions within themselves. Most people just wanna be comfortable and not question anything....
Omg pile 3 really hit the spot! Constantly questioning about my reaction - making me feeling guilty to feel what i feel..
pile 3: i am recuperating from a cold. i was miffed with my mom the entire day today because she should have taken my side but she didn't. i am feeling isolated because of this. the amount of effort i give in for people is a lot and i don't get the same sense of effort back ever. yes there is a pattern that i am unable to break that is affecting my sense of security. people in that pattern change but pattern doesn't. I am still going through the reading. But I had to write this . You are so on point.
Edit: finished it. Thank you for the message at the end of video 😭❤️
Pile 3. Thank you so much. I didnt realize all of this effected my root chakra so much. I feel abused and misstreated by pretty much everyone in my life. I cut all my friends off, which i am super proud of because it was very necessary, but i also sometimes feel angry with myself for not speaking up sooner, for allowing them to walk all over me in the first place, that i was too kind, but i am learning. And reminding myself that they are at fault and not me.
And that final note, thank you! It all makes sense why i had to go through that, because i am meant for great things and i needed to learn what kind of people deserve me and who dont.
Thank you, blessings 🌟
pile 3, i said out loud that my color card would be dark purple. Im also a life path 8 and keep seeing 888. Youre very synced in with my energy today haha
Pile 3: I have a saying that I use when I'm getting upset. "Don't wake up the Dragon Lady". In my scariest moments I have blacked out. That doesn't happen often at all, but I have physically hurt people in the black outs. Thankfully it takes a lot to get me there. I've only blacked out 3 times in my entire life thankfully.
I know that blacking out feeling, not good at all and can get super dangerous. Im happy you dont experience that so often. Im pile 3 too and really totally feel what you wrote. Big hug to you my fellow dragon ❤️ (I am red cosmic dragon in mayan tzolkin)
@@gastalini Thank you! I would say the last it happened was 14 years ago. I woke up with two grown men trying to hold me down. Needless to say I will always make sure to monitor it. That won't stop me from feeling all of the feelings though. 😉If we are talking dragons, I have a liking to the black medieval type myself. Bonus points if they are accented in wine red. Even more bonus points if they have fae-esc attributes. You know, complicated. lol
Yup. I’ve been there too. It’s like, who was that? A whole other person comes to the forefront. I think an important goal in our journey is understanding our triggers and remaining grounded through it. Good luck to you 🙏🏽
While I FULLY understand, I just wanted to say, I've been on a Fleetwood Mac marathon, and I recommend you go throw on Gold Dust Woman...dragon woman 😉😘
Pile 2 💯 this reading was amazing and so spot on. I’m a single mom and I have no room for mistakes. All the weight is on my shoulders and I have no help so every decision feels like it’s do or die. There’s no room for me to screw up because the survival, health, and happiness of my family depends on it. There’s never a break or a time to breath out. But I’m literally used to this type of life because I had to parent my own mother ever since I was a toddler because she was an alcoholic.
You’re doing a great job ❤️
"Whatever it is that we struggle with in life is usually because it's a strength. And the reason that we struggle with our strengths on the front end is so we can start to learn to respect the power of that gift or skill that we have."
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“You are the answer to every question that you hold” this has answered so many questions already!!! 🔥
I don't like the concept of revenge, I rarely get angry and struggle to express it in the times I am, and as a result it's been internalized. Hearing that the feelings I have, how hurt I am, are justified is unnatural to me, and yet this is exactly what I need to hear.
Thank you so much.
Blessings to you. My journey has been about learning to embrace anger as protective, fully feel it and express it in a way that is empowering and safe. Best wishes for your journey.
@@tinabramley6515 Thank you so much! I wish the same for you.
Pile 3. You told me what no one did, but which I always felt instictively. Yes my family has gangstalked me whole life and I have been through not only mental but physical assaults for years and decades, friends , lovers, collegues, neighbours all have betrayed me. So now I get angry only if someone pokes me constantly. And I think how should i control my anger, but know in my heart that it is justified. My inner nature and my primary nature is Queen of cups only, but when sorrounded by enemies who are after you, yu got to pick up your sword.
I want to be out of this enrgy and be my queen of cups self again with my soul tribe and my desired kind of people around me.Salutes to you for the bold and uuncoventional reading.
Wow pile 2 in detoxing from subliminals as I became addicted to changing my appearance through subliminals and I damaged my hearing and eyesight so I have been reiki healing!!! I have been healing my root chakra intuitively this weekend and you released this. It's to do with my low self esteem aswell my solar plexus is put of balance
Yes I'm fighting for autonomy. I went in holiday this year and then the next month my mum and boyfriend wanted to go on holiday with me because I had so much fun
Yeah had my first baby at 19
For me the chariot in reverse represents the fact that I feel very stuck in life at the moment. I can see my life path but I'm not entirely sure how to take the lead in my own life. Like you say due to low self esteem I've often struggled to actually take the necessary steps towards my own healing journey especially as I spent the last half of the year or longer practicing radical acceptance and letting go so not I'm being called to take action towards my family and home (cancerian energy) because I've spent the last half a year putting all my masculine energy into my business and I have ended up becoming really burnt out from the use of subliminals and musical drugs(DMT frequencies) aswell which has left my processing system really messed up
OMG! Pile #1,,, So resonated! It gave me the chills. So many things...Aries-I like to be the leader but the swords and controlling the mind was so intense. When I was younger, I started getting panic attacks & had major anxiety. My psychologist said to me, "If you don't get control of your mind-it will control you!" That comment was like a slap in the face-it changed my life! Wow! You're readings are so spiritually amazing! Thank you so much for your time and energy!
pile 2: this was insanely spot on. This hit so very deep on so many levels. I truly needed to hear this. thank you
Girl you snapped with pile 3.
I literally have cried so much because of how “mean” and enraged I can get in response to other people. Even thought I know, if they didn’t start nothing it wouldn’t be nothing- I still feel so bad because I have one of the sharpest tongues and energies of anyone I know.
I cut off almost everyone in my family & have few friends because of this.
Pile 2 was spot on for me. Especially the part about not having been able to be a child and be carefree and also the thing about being too old. I feel like I wasn't able to live the way a child should have, exploring the world and making mistakes to learn from. I recently found out I'm a highly sensitive person, which explains so much about how I lived my life and I was simply too scared to make mistakes as a child, because I feared the backlash. Also people taught me that mistakes are bad, so I was constantly vigilant and scared and didn't try as much as I should have. Now I'm almost 34 years old, unemployed and too scared to get out into the world, because it completely overwhelms me and also doesn't agree with my world views. I often wish I could be a child again, but even when I play video games or do other things that are considered childish, I get told off and that I should grow up. It really hurts to be stuck in that emotional place and have no one who gets it, just people who criticize me for the things I've done or things I didn't do that I should have. I'm always being told that at my age, I should be a certain way, for example have a job, dress a certain way, be independent, etc.. I'm so sick and tired of being told how to live my life, even my doctor tells me that I should find a job. It's really getting out of hand and I'm learning how to block out the chatter and just listen to myself now. I guess that's where the personal power comes in, because I'm only relying on myself and my own feelings and opinions now, ignoring everyone else as best I can.
Oh, also, the disconnect and detoxification resonates, as well. I've recently started a digital detox, because I did not feel good consuming so much (useless) information, I was completely oversaturated with it. So I've mostly stopped watching TH-cam videos, except for when I actually want to look something up and I'm also realizing that I've been subtly comparing myself with the people on here and that always made me feel behind in life. I realized that my life is just different, I'm going a different way, maybe even much slower than most, but that's okay.
Oh man. Woo buddy. Okay okay okay.
Pile 3
Aquarius sun and moon, Cancer rising. 1000% accurate with my emotions and my reactions. Also Hella connect to Bast and Sekhmet. I shut down because I'm fearful of my wrath because when I'm mad I am TERRIFYING. And I was told I was over reacting to a very triggering situation. I am working on accepting myself even at my worst. I needed this reading. So effin much. Thank you!
Pile 3: I feel that connection too. I really appreciate you and I'm always manifesting good things for you
Pile 1: wooooo! This was so on point ✨ My soul thanks you for relating my experiences and activating me to that next level of understanding. Many thanks to you Queen ✨🙏🏾💫❤️
"you may struggle to find a reason why youre here, you ARE the reason" I am shooooooookkkkk
Chose the 1st pile and spot on. I was mildly anxious due to a quick comment made offhandedly by a coworker. It didn’t offend me and I let it roll off the shoulder with ease but it did stay in my mind and I had to decide whether or not I should bring it up again. What you said about being good at convincing the self for pile 1 resonates because it’s about how you receive information and use it to your benefit. Even if that information is someone’s personal perception of you. It’s not necessarily true that you are the way someone else see’s you, but there’s likely reasons you’re being perceived that way. Fun stuff. Empowering, even.
Pile 2 hit sooo hard. Especially the age part and being insecure about where I'm at in my life. I'm not even 20 yet but I've always been surrounded by older people and seeing them have their businesses, or be confident in themselves, or be comfortable with their creative expression, it all makes me so insecure and feel weighed down. Right now I feel like I know my purpose but I don't know how I'm going to start fulfilling it... I feel like I need to grow up in all aspects early so I can accomplish as many things as I can in this lifetime, so I can help as many people as possible. Slacking off or making a mistakes seems to me like a waste of time so yes I do get pressured by the thought that I always have to make the right decisions. And whenever I f up, even at just the simple things like reading something wrongly, I feel like shame devours me. This reading is really helpful. And wow you mentioned the 4th house- I'm a 4th house stellium. 🥺 Also, Archangel Raphael. Just last night I called upon him for help. You're always so accuraaate omg.
Thank you for addressing all that, I feel seen and acknowledged. I feel so much better now.
The fact that you LITERALLY PERFECTLY summed up my life....
Pile 3!!! And YYYYEEESSS!!! Sekhmet!! I scare myself. I haven’t always been this way, but as I have grown older…. I do not suffer fools gladly. I do not yell and get loud. I get very quiet and deadly. People become “dead to me” once I am pushed to a certain point, and there is no coming back for me once I have been pushed that far. Scorpio Rising, Mercury, Mars, Venus, Juno and Ceres with Sag Sun and Aqua Moon. 😬
Roseology, I can't express the amount of gratitude I have for you. Pile 3 resonated tremendously...I am bawling. I feel heartbroken and exhausted from this cyclical experience. Yet I am encouraged. Thank you so much.
Pile 1. Wow! Amazing, resonates. I listened a few times over. I'm a 29 degree Cap sun. You've helped me see some things about myself. What a gift you've given me from your amazing gifts! Thank you!💖
Of course! I’m a Leo rising with the Sun in Cancer, my 12th house. Talk about a life journey battling with my own power and authority 🥲🥲
Swear I thought what’s going on with my root chakra and this came up. Talk about divine timing. Thank you for being the channel we all need. 💜
That’s the blessing of all of us being connected, we can sense what others may need! You guys do that for me all the time and it’s incredibly healing 💛💛
@@Roseology love that it’s reciprocated. Pile 2 couldn’t be more spot on.
Pile2: been noticing pangs in my solar plexus chakra anytime I feel my power is being tested which has been a lot here recently. I have also been feeling more trapped and less free. The craving for freedom and being able to make my own decisions is definitely strong. I’ve been on my own since 18 and been working since I was 15. My fourth house is in Scorpio, I am a Leo rising. I also have Pluto in my 4th house in Scorpio
Plie 3
OMG I love so much 😻💕
That was a special one, very much resonated to a point the accuracy got almost spooky but in a good way 💃
Roseology!!! You’re the smartest reader on here. Feel so blessed I just found this channel. You’re incredible! ♥️
Hey there, it's me, the person who intuitively chose pile 3 because they have a cold.
You spoke completely from my heart. Thank you 💖✨
Before I even clicked on your video, I literally just finished crying my eyes out and writing in my journal everything you just mentioned, 5+ pages of me trying to work on and dissect my shadow self. You are extremely connected to source. Everything you said was spot on like you were reading my mind. This was my confirmation. Like you were even spot on with gold being my color. You are so gifted and blessed. Thank you so much. 🌻🍯💛
I was just thinking today about how I shouldn't judge the people that I'm angry at and also how I have always known that I have a deep rage that I don't like and I'm very afraid of because it's not nice when it come out and I really don't want people to try me😂😂
UUUGHHHH YAAASSSS biiissssh. the queen is here 👑
Pile 2. Capricorn stellium in 3rd house. Cap moon definitely didn't get space to fuck up and had abusive repercussions. Spot on. Thank you!
i just love how diverse her readings are - always coming through with what we need and not always what we want
Pile 2. Accurate. In tropical my Venus is in Virgo but in vedic my sun is in Virgo. Had a traumatic childhood, had to parent my mother, had my son at 19.
Je👏🏽sus👏🏽 where do I begin. Pile 3. The accuracy. Down to the minor cold I’m dealing with. 🤯🤯 I cried like a baby when you said that I’m not wrong or don’t have to feel guilty for defending or protecting myself. I don’t even have words. And I literally just purchased a black obsidian carving of Sekhmet on her throne. The warrior goddesses have been calling me to stand in my power and be proud of myself for doing so. I can carve out the life I want. OmGeeeeeeee thank you so much!
OMG! Pile 1 was so on point for me. Would appreciate any recommendations on how to protect myself from picking others emotions
Pile 3 Cancer Sun life path 8. This one was extremely accurate. I'm glad to know that it's a reason to the isolation. Emotional depth is definitely a gift!
Pile 3: girl yes! All of this. 🥺 the warm/cold personality, the family, purging survivor mode people. Libra moon, Pisces rising
I swear I say on every read I wish we were friends 😭😂😂
I'm Grateful for this reading. I recently visited where I lived for over 30 years. I reconnected with some women whom I haden't spoken to in years, this year. The theme of the trip was to "Let Go" from the time I got off of the plane. I was initially there for my Suns dad's funeral. I realized that these women kept trying to trigger me, but God had me Centered. So I recognized them for who they were "survival mode women" and "Let them Go" too. For the first time ever, I chose me. Aries 3/23.
#2. Felt 3 a bit too but stuck to 2
.. I've been trying for the past year to heal.but still perform in my life and it's been super hard. Taking everything that isn't working out and detoxing,yeah. Trying to go to the basics and stick to something. 😍 I feel like the journey will pay off. I'm learning to be confident even when I'm afraid and feel like an adult child.. that lingering fear of meaninglessness is real ugh. Trying to believe I can create my life and that's good enough. Thank you!
Pile 2: it is my first time commenting on your video, bc I usually don’t comment. But this. This was for me: I did a Chakra Meditation before I saw this video and I knew instantly there are some messages for me and my soul. Everything you said was accurate.
I alway felt powerless in life. My voice, my body, everything felt like I had no energy and no lifeforce. You are right, I did in life so many mistakes that I don’t longer allowed myself to do anything „wrong“.
My sun is in the 4th house also.
I moved this year 4 times. Really.
Just because I don’t know where to be.
I‘m a Leo with a lifepath number 5.
I can’t be at one place. So I Must learn to be at Home in my skin.
I know when I finally start to love myself and to trust myself, to trust in my power that I have, that we all have…We will change our outer world. The love we seek in everyone and everywhere is in us. We bring home to places! We change the world, but first we have to accept our power.
Thank you ❤️
Pile 3 I am pisces sun scorpio moon 🙈 still watching but already relating to this reading 😹 thank you 💜
Wow #2 so true, I never ever had the chance or being allowed to make mistake. All, home, purpose, amazing........BRAVO. You hit the center. Thank you.
Pile 1: I pick up energies like the world's most absorbant sponge. It felt like at the beginning of my journey I was better at picking up my own emotions than I am now, but I realized it was bc I was picking up others' energy SO MUCH. All my pile 1s, PLEASE form an energy shield around yourself every morning and set the intention to block out any negative energy that isn't yours. It was bc of this that I realized I was holding onto a lot of anxiety that wasn't entirely even mine.
Pile 3- didn't resonate at first & then BAM... it hit spot on. Def a message for me.
Pile 2. You are speaking to my life right now. Everything you said penetrated my soul.
Pile 2: super accurate. Deff fighting for/and embracing my autonomy ❤️Thank you!
Pile 3: It’s been on my mind that I’ve made it so easy for people to disrespect me. Definitely isolating myself & shutting my emotions off to remain sane.
Girl, seriously, you know me. Gosh... every single time your reading gets me exactly where my feeling is. Crazy
Then you say you feel like we're kindred spirits! Yes girl, I'm telling you! It's so on the nose omg
GIRL YES IM EATING WTF LMAP STOOOP 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Hi, its me, Im pile 2. Pyrite is around my neck. Grateful for you!
Pile 2 this year at 53 has been the first time I have truly learned to love myself and open my sacral chakra but my guides have still informed me I need to work with my root. So bang on about a lot, I just started my own project and it is slow starting and all my old self doubt keeps creeping up. My internal battle is real between what I know is true and the old voices. Thank you 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Pile 1 & 3. Extremely fortunate to have found this channel. The amount of wisdom and guidance in these messages never fail. What I love about tarot is even when no one in your life is saying the words you need to hear the most, the messages from our guides can be that support. When you have access to that support then you really are never truly alone. And what a honor it is to be guided by your most loving spiritual team. Thank you to Roseology for being that channel ❤
Pile 1 here: I am a Psychic-Empath-Starseed and you picked up on my abilities to communicate outside of this realm/galaxy etc., which is so cool!! It's all just confirmation of what I already know. I also resonate with the message about a strong guide or entity on my side and actually felt it the other day while on a solo hike. I kept turning around because I felt like I had an 'army at my back', it just felt like a huge, protective, energetic presence following closely behind me.
You touched on so many things that resonate! I am coming into my power of influence also and learning to project my energy and answer the call of leadership, like you mentioned.
I don't even know what to say at this point. How are your readings always so top tier?! Thank you for what you bring to this platform. Sending light, love and blessings your way, you deserve it all!!
Pile 3 - You always spot on 🤌
Pile 1: Aquarius-Pieces cusp. Thanks for the reading! Inspires me to get back to my tarot cards and sink into exploration into my psychic abilities.
Pile 2, and I have felt that way my whole life. It's a lot of pressure and it's constant. ♋
Pile 2 - first, fun fact, I'm a Virgo sun and moon with cancer rising. And you got it right, I had to grow up fast and be the kid no one had to worry about. I could not screw up, experiment, be reckless. wou called me out so bad my tailbone is hurting. LOL
I’m a Taurus that chose pile 3. You were right in every sentence got me wiping. Came back home from a walk while listening , and it was 111 on the ovens clock. Thank you for helping figure out my situation. And yes I eat lots of pasta and comforting food in these days of loneliness. Thank you again for this reading
My lower back’s been hurting, love it that your message came through ❤️
Pile 1: I really do make decisions based on my heart, I do need to hold boundaries. I do feel a lot of energies, and I do go into the battle of if I am making a right choice. Now I am starting to stand by my decisions.
Oooh, Pile 2 already.
Yes, definitely have a problem with self-discipline and it is largely due to my self-image. My parents were very strict on how I could look, act, think, etc. So much so that even though my Mom was aware of my success in my career's early development, she forced me to go to college. And she still continues to do this to this day. So for the past few months I've been trying to reset my spirit and strip away everything about me that I feel is connected to how other people see me. So much so, that I'm even considering cosmetic surgery and changing my name. I've never looked the way I wanted to, and I mean this not on a "I don't look like girls on tv" kind of way (ok maybe a little, DAMN) but more so "I look too much like the thing that has caused me trauma" kind of way. And I have a really low self-esteem, so it's hard for me to trust anything I start doing and finish it.
-I've been getting Chariot in reverse quite a lot, lol
- I was saying TODAY that I like getting lost in my work because I like the idea of falling apart in something i love, even if it doesn't exactly go how I want it to-but only if I see tangible results
-I'm named after Oshun, and gold is a major color for her. I've always prefered gold-colored items. The big golden rock you are imagining me having is my Citrine that I adore!
-'ive been working longer than most people I know, at least in my fields. I have had to spend most of my money on helping me and my family survive (especially as of lately), so many of my insecurities from my work stem from the fact that I wasn't able to provide myself with the resources needed to strengthen my skills.
-I have been STRUGGLING with keeping a solid job because I get burnt out too easily. But I feel guilty about taking time off from work because there's an understanding that we need to get by.
-My age is a HUGE thing for me. Not because social media has this idea of having a perfect life by 25 (fine yall got me, DAMN), but because since I was a child , I have KNOWN that I was supposed to be very known for my work, even from the time I was a teenager. But alas, life, lol. Now that I'm at 24 I'm letting myself take a break before jumping back in, but this break does have an energy surrounding it of being disappointed of not making enough noise in time due to lack of support or even just confidence.
-I have a love/hate relationship with where I am right now, because on one hand, I know that I need to build myself back up before pushing forward in my career path, but because of timing, I'm so afraid of not doing anything, including working a regular job to help pay rent. Buuut I'm fucking exhausted and I am having a spiritual upgrade, so I'm hermiting myself.
-I literally don't know how to let go of grudges in a healthy way. How do you forgive someone but make sure they don't hurt you again? Especially if it is someone you care for?
Im also 24 and I feel your situation so much. I'm also considering cosmetic surgery.
Pile 2 is spot on. lol. It hit heavy but it's true.
Ah, exactly what I need.
I think I need less communication from above, and more from below! I have been working out so much lately, literally hours every day for a week or so now. On and off throughout the day. What's going on?
Thanks!
(Edit: and it's so nice to know there will be more chakra messages coming!
I know what you mean! It took me nearly two months to get it together because my crown was wayyyy overactive. When you regularly exercise your spiritual gifts that much activity to the crown can compromise your health and with my personal life going off the deep end I had to take a lot of time to really ground. Happy grounding love and thanks so much for watching 💛💛💛
Pile 3 & you got me over here crying… I was just scratching the surface of this “hurtful situation” on Friday … I bookmarked it cause I know if was gonna be hard to tackle on my own.. thank God for my therapist.. she gonna get a earful, better have the Kleenex ready
Pile 2 was so aligned with me. I knew on some level and needed to hear it as an affirmation. Thank you so much.
Pile 2 - you are always exactly what I need. No other reader picks up on what you can channel about me. I am so thankful for the comfort, guidance, and reassurance that you consistently provide me. I can’t wait until your schedule allows private readings!
Once again, thank you 🙏✨🙌
Pile 1: yes, I am told by others that I have many angels, powerful angels. Oh and literally today, I said to myself that I was the Queen of Swords- I never know how to rest. And I am born on a cusp and I believe in cusp energy.
The timing of this message was perfect. I had all the experiences of number 3. I feel better now for standing up for myself and I am a life path 8. My family has put many swords in my heart. I am lonely and sad. I scream in desperation for the light at the end of the tunnel to appear.
Pile 3. I'm Libra sun, Aquarius moon/rising, I'm lifepath number 8 and I've seen 88, 888 and 8888 quite a lot in the past few weeks. Highly resonating reading. I definitely still cannot understand what some people who I trusted very much did to me. Thank you!
What a great beginning of a day♥️
Pile 2 this on point. I was feeling bad about my age. Like I feel it has taken me a while to be more connected to myself and to find my true purpose. And yes I do need to let go of comparing myself to others.. Thank you for this message 💗 much needed. Also I think I will be moving alot.
Pile 1 - Wow! I got the chills a couple of times because it resonated so much to me. Surrendering and changing my mindset to joy has seriously been a lesson I’ve been learning for a while. Thank you so much for the confirmation I’m on the right path! 🙏✨💗
#2 wow! I'm on a journey right now where I dove into this with a plan and instead it's now no rules. I'm homeless and traveling and taking such a scary and amazing chance. My "weakness" well as I listened to this reading Poseidon decided to charge me up from the golden sands and his trident. I have an idea about something that I have faith will get me in a place of freedom. If anyone wants to follow my journey pleas feel free to check it out as this is a woo child m type of journey for 40+. Thank you roseology!! Sooo sooo much💗💗💗🦄
Comfort food - a bowl of oatmeal and the clock was 11:11 🤗 pile 3 definitely spot on.
Pile 2 and 3. I am a Libra rising with my sun in Leo in the 10th house opposite my Aquarius Saturn in the 4th (placidus). I am in my Saturn return.
I finally understood this past Sunday what my purpose is: to be me. Meaning to shine (Leo) and to Love (Libra + my moon is in my 7th house). So when you said "You are the answer to all your questions" it was just confirmation.
Some people will be burned by my light others will be illuminated and I am accepting it now.
I am going back home to myself.
Sending everyone infinite Love and Light 💜
Pile 3. You listed off most of major placements (cancer sun/rising, libra moon, Taurus Lilith, Aquarius Jupiter, mars Gemini). I just asked my guides what I needed to do for my root chakra earlier today. Felt like a paid personal reading and I’m shook. Thank you guides for bringing me to this video and thank you for posting. 🙏🏽
Picked #3, This message deeply resonated with me down to the home made spaghetti and during a recent past life regression "Sekhmet" energy surfaced as a lion (eating people) but also connected to the throat chakra. Suppression of feelings is a family generational curse, it's now hugely being released which has made for extremely challenging interactions and ( severing of toxic relationships.) This work is very painful it feels chaotic; (foreign), messy but of paramount importantance. I'm grateful for the gift of hope in your message. This traveler looks forward to an unfolding of lush, captivatingly beautiful scenery and the comradery and warmth of genuinely trustworthy loving souls. Many blessings to you and to all.💜☮️
I love love love all your readings!!!! Your accuracy freaks me out in the best way! I always “warn “ people about my “anger issues.” It runs in my family, so vicious! Ugh … I have trained myself to never show anger after I had my daughter in fear of seriously hurting someone or getting in more trouble. Luckily I have learned to control it but some days are still real struggles to not smash people in the face! Lol. I love that you bring up the very valid point that I am so loving and loyal … just don’t fuck me over lol! Thank you for that! Also my daughter says, she said a bad word mama, I said yep she’s kinda like mama and just says what she feels! You’re the best! Keep doing awesome shit rosology ❤️❤️❤️
Pile #1 exactly what I was thinking about these days… your messages totally resonated. As you always say, your readings are for confirmation and I surely received mine today❤️ love you, keep putting out amazing work like this one. I feel so connected to your channel
Pile 3 here and yes I feel with the more readings and personality I see and feel come through with you we are kindred spirits. I resonated with lots of what you talked about with this pile. Thank you as always for these wonderful insights and messages. Much love to you ❤️❤️