Wow Pile2: Made me almost cry. To anyone else’s who resonated with pile 2 I’m sending your virtual hugs. Your are more than anyone’s opinion of you, even thoughts it maybe hard to believe.❤️🤗🤗🤗
Back again on May 22, 2023. 2 years later. It's so crazy to listen to this message again right now. You were so spot on Hazel, that you shouted out my Sun, moon, rising, and North and South node signs during this reading. I've transformed so much since I saw this on March 23, 2021. Thank you, Hazel. Your gifts really helped me see so many things that needed to be removed from my life.
#2 "...wanting to push away your purpose because it means having to confront the criticism that you're afraid of getting once again..." I had to pause after that 😔
It was bc you knew EXACTLY who roseology was talking about but it’s painful and feels like you might make the wrong choice. It’ll be alright :) Much love to yall From LA🤍
agree, much love and strenght to all of you/us pile 4🌻 im trying to cut ties w an abusive family, that talks a heavy feeling of guilt in me and subconscious fear. i cut them off for 80% but this false guilt makes me feel horrible for ‘hurting’ them in sted of helping even if it’s at my own cost. id like to ask for some prayers for more strength and courage to finally found once and for all completely close and heal this tie(s)🙏🏾❤️
Thank you. Same to you. Asé 🕊️. For me it was definitely an interesting selection because I feel that the world card for me, has been playing effect right now. Like everything that she's stated FOR ME has happened already and it's like I'm finally getting my closure.
Pile 2 - bullied for years, it's been 29 years since it first started and I've been working on it to heal from it. I have to put myself out there for my business and when I do I get bullied for the same reasons I got bullied for back then. Definitely more healing to still do, but I refuse to hide away like I keep doing any more. I have a message to share and people to help, I don't do that whilst hiding. Thank you
PILE 2: • Need of a proper closing from the past • You had to face your trauma alone but you’re enough alone to heal • Need to shallow the perspective of success that your family has on you • Be the bad you • Stop caring for what people think of you • Strzat your inner child healing • Defend yourself • Entertainment industry • Service business • Revisit and rewrite what hurt you in the past • You don’t have to be what they want you to be • You’re affecting and bewitching people with your energy • You’re powerful but you don’t see it • Aquarius/sag/Leo/cap energy • What you’re getting picked on about is what you’re good at • Spirituality • Be confident be you • Find peace with your trauma
Pile #1...we are your air sign nomads. Always being guided toward finding “something”. While our whole purpose, for some of us, is to just travel and meet new people. Staying stationary too long is death to our souls.
You've made a perfect point. Can't agree more. Yes, my problem is, that I am too stationary(again)at the moment. I know I want to travel all the time. Seing and exploring NEW and DIFFERENT😍, while still having place(es)to come back to.
#2 I feel bullied my entire life, by my family, strangers, schoolmates, toxic friends and love interests, it’s extremely hard for me to trust people, to believe that someone would me unconditionally
Pile 3: YOU HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD! I am an Aquarius. I live in fear of the unknown when it comes to the future. I have had so much fall through and I come from a “lack mentality” because no emotional support system. I do pull out of things early because I don’t have patience and I feel like I’ve always had to fight for everything or I’m waiting on disappointment to knock me down again. You brought up some really good work questions for me. What am I fearing? Where is this coming from? Why I don’t feel like it’s deserving for me to have? ONCE AGAIN SELF WORTH ISSUES! 😩 only when I think I’m getting clearer in my challenges, I find myself right back at the root of “SELF WORTH”... thank you for opening my eyes even MORE! 💕
I'm pile 3 Aquarius too, and I've ended friendships because I've had fears of being disappointed and I've had issues with my self worth too. I'm thinking of trying to open up to people I've recently become friends with. So far they've been supportive of whatever way they can be. Definitely found out who actually understands me 🙌🏻 Even after feeling uneasy I'm forcing myself to do things and that has definitely started to help little by little 💖
I feel you - fear of judgement, rejection and people pleasing isn’t your true nature. I would say you will feel the anxiety ease once you take steps to work through the trauma and take control back into your. You know the real you, deep down. The one that suppressed and hides. It takes a lot of daily hard work but it’s so worth it. Feel safe to Be you and be free
Pile 2, oof. I'm terrified of people because I'm still afraid everyone is going to treat me like my abusive family did. It's a big issue these days, too, because I've been trying to claim my power and identity more, and it's been attracting people to me. I didn't expect making friends to feel so frightening! Other tarot readings have told me to simply socialize more, and I'll eventually learn that no one is going to hurt me like I've already been hurt. Makes sense, but feels horrifying.
You'll get there eventually, if you've gone through harder things you'll go through that❤️ Hope you get the hang of it, hoping for you to heal and feel better soon💕💕
I’m fixing to turn 49. I woke up two years ago. I was grossly abused mentally, emotionally and physically. I’m going to win and so will you. What you went through has meaning, baby. Use your voice to make sure that this never happens to anyone again. Make it your own. It has value and so do you. Your family is HERE.
OMG, always nail on the head with Pile 2!! Parents died a year apart when I was 6 & 7. Lived with a half sister who was 20 yrs older, never met until about 2 weeks before my mom died. Half sister VERY abusive physically and mentally..her other kids treated much different. Most of my life have wanted to be psychic medium, but have the fears you were talking of and alot of self doubt about if I even could..but MANY readings are saying now is the time! Think I'm pretty much over any of half sisters crap. (she passed recently) I just know everyone has their own paths to follow. 🥰🥰🥰
Pile 3- the reason why I constantly have fears of failure and overthink a lot is because whenever I was positive about something or I looked at something with such positivity it always got crushed or someone else crushed it. Every single time even with tiny things. I try being positive but it always gets crushed and Im always back to square one. So Im over taking risks and tests I think I got tested WAY too much at this point its just crippling lmao
Pile 3: 🥺🥺🥺 I grew up with my family going through countless food banks, homeless shelters, and evictions and hungry nights. I dream of big things but I am extremely analytical to the point where I rarely take risks. Thank you for this insight and confidence 🙏🏽
Pile 2- wow. Like wow. That one got me crying. In a good way. I seriously needed that. I’ve wanted to act and create films my whole life but when I was a kid I was made to feel like a freak for being so weird. I started a TH-cam channel when I was 12 and the kids at school found it and humiliated me and all my friends. I deleted it. I’m 26 now and I’ve been dreaming of acting, creating content and starting a TH-cam channel for years but the fear has been eating me alive. I know it’s this bullying thing. I’m so scared it will happen again but worse. I feel my inner child feeling so heard by your words. I really want to nurture her now and show her that it’s going to be okay. Thankyou so much. You have no idea how much you have helped me 💜💜💜
Pile 2 made me cry. I'm working on healing my inner self and low self-esteem. Practice guided meditation for inner child healing. Please don't give up on your dreams. Sending you virtual hugs from India.
Pile 2 was intense for me. Thank you so much for being open and listening like you do and being so emotionally available to feel the pain and be able to support us with such conviction and compassion! Thank you for honoring who we are and encouraging who we can become.
39:06 you didn’t have to come for me like 😭😂 no but seriously i spotted this video and immediately felt drawn to it! glad I did because i was spiraling and this gave a sense of hope for my future!
If you’re like me and you chose 3, and you’re feeling frustrated because no matter how many times you go against the fear you seem to fall back and retreat and it’s instinctual and it feels so hard and impossible to really beat it... I hope you can get some encouragement. I hope we can. Soon. I see you and I know how hard you’re fighting. Life won’t always feel like such a fight. I don’t care if it’s felt like a fight your entire life up until now, there’s still hope for a completely different outcome. Believe it. Hold on to it. And one thing I’ll say as a tarot reader myself and a clairvoyant who felt called to study more about Christ and get closer to Christ, is that surrender is so important. Give up your will to God. It’s through that “weakness” that you find your strength. Fear tells us we have to control everything. We can let go of our fear by giving it to him. This isn’t a criticism of Roseology (love her!) but for me what was missing in the new age is this idea of something greater than the self. It was all about self (and yes, self as God, or being part of the universe, which we are, but it’s more than that) and it left me feeling more troubled sometimes. Like it was only telling half the story. So I offer you this, just try to give up those fears to God. You don’t have to do this alone. It’s okay to be scared. You are only human. We are only human. And were in this together 💗
Wow..... you pretty much described exactly what I'm going thru rn to a T including the Christ part...... when I read that part it gave me chills...... amazing..... and gives me such hope. Thank you for sharing your experience, know that you r DEFINITELY not alone. May the Highest Power Bless us and bring us out of the struggle and lead us to a place of everlasting peace and joy. 🙏💚 Amen.
pile 2: i didn't realize i had internalized a lot of the bullying i experienced at school. i went to a catholic all-girls pwi and have a very african name. the moment i enrolled in kindergarten there i was the black (literally 1 of 3 black girls) sheep. to cope, i cut myself off from all emotions (except for anger). now, i'm going after my childhood dream to be a singer after shrugging off my family and close friends' support for soooo long because i had felt so disconnected and invisible for so long. if i'm being honest, i thrive off of attention and i know i'm on the right path. see yall when i get my grammy in 2025 ✨
Pile 2 is so accurate even the spirits touching me & grabbing my arms at night since I'm a child. This accuracy made me cried I had a hard time realising you felt it
@Emma Bringuela the method that worked best for me was to put salt in front of the doors & windows & use fumigation like burning palo santo or sage in each room. It quiets them down for some weeks
Sending love out to all💕 this was a heavy reading. Pile 2s let’s have a group hug🤗 For me in my youth I was abused by my father first then after he passed away my brother took the role of abuse and my mother continues to try to silence me and make me accept it. I’ve noticed a lot of us have a block in our throat chakra. I pray we all receive healing we need to move out of this suffering and step into peace and safety🙏💙💙💙
To every abused and bullied person out there,do no be silent it will eat your life up like mold on bread, know that there are many of us ,it's not our faults for others sins....I think it becomes worse when it comes from your own family,Sing Dance Write Act do what is in your heart,if you happen not to succeed it will not be from lack of trying,don't let them hold you back don't let them win,much peace and hugs ,sunshine to all of you.😇😤💕🌻🌺👼🌹🌄
@@susancrounse9921 Very true! Please speak up if you are being abused. I know it can be frightening, but whats more frightening is to not leave; picture who you will be in five years after deciding to staying in the abusive/toxic situation. You become a shell of yourself and constantly go back and forth on wether or not you should leave. You can walk away, you can choose a better life for yourself. Trust me once you leave you will look back and wishing you left sooner🤗
"I was obsessed. I spent 80% of my time talking about roseology and the remaining 20% I hoped someone would talk about it, just so I could talk some more."
The people who get the most hate are the ones who shine their light the best. People always do things for a reason it’s always rooted in jealousy or lacking mindset. So what I think Meg is that you’re something no one has ever seen before! I wish you the best!!! ☺️💘
Pile 2, I cried throughout the whole reading. I don’t like my voice because I got picked on about it so much throughout my childhood. Whenever I sing I’m just like yuck lmfaoooo, other people love it.
Pile 2, I was shocked when you mentioned bullying, because I've been a victim of bullying since middle school going into highschool, i've had a girl message me telling me I was and ugly and deserved to die, I've been physically abused by my bullies too, I am slightly autistic and have a hard time communicating leading me to getting bullied and rumours spread about me that were false but no one ever came to ask if it was true or not, it has haunted me to this day
Pile 3 you're right I'm always one foot in and one foot out because of fear, I end up stepping back instead of going all the way in. Time for change, I can go all in even if it will fail
Pile 2. Spot on. I’ve been a single mom with 2 autistic children for the past 19 years, the opposite of family support, highly sensitive that was made to be the scapegoat of the family from early on.. I’m tortured everyday knowing my 2 kids will have no one to love them or support them after I’m gone. I’m 59 and feel 70, the chronic stress has been debilitating despite all my efforts to heal and be strong. The loneliness is deafening.
Pile 1 .....Sis........ I asked my archangels for clarity today. An I'm in tears... Because everything is true. I have anxiety because of a big debt. That I inherited from my dad. An it's basically survival mode. I'm manifesting my financial freedom. I know I can do this. People always come to me for advice..... I read tarot... I'm a writer. But my gifts and talent are on hold because of my in environment and religious beliefs of my family. However I'm grateful for the lessons I learn because.... I was a girl yesterday and I am a woman today. Thank you so so much. Ps:.......I'm a Capricorn sun. My twin flame is a Scorpio. An he told me in a dream. That he is coming.... So I'm not suprised the love message came through. Blessing to you beautiful soul. ❤️
@@just_another_account8089 thank you thank you thank you... For the motivation and inspiration. I'll be reading this... When in doubt... May the universe be kind to you as you are to me. 😘😘😘
Namaste, I picked # 2 Thank you for reminding me that I AM valuable. No one, except my children, have ever loved me unconditionally. My bullies were my own mother and brother. Even though my mind understands they were abusive and Wrong, my heart still feels the pain. Thank you for sharing your time and gifts. In Love n Light, Lisa
Pile 3: Capricorn here. You are so damn right when you said that “you fear failing and focus on what could go wrong”. I do have a side hustle of writing and singing. I even have an account that is anonymous because that's how I want it to be and seeing my followers not increasing and decreasing instead makes me give writing a second thought. But I always stick to the first thought of "keep writing". I do have these traits. I'm very doubtful and all but I'm trying to overcome them. I will succeed in this and will open my heart chakra and am working on my communication skills right now. P.S. I've been an introvert for all these years because I knew no one will understand me and my point of view. I'm trying my level best to overcome all such things and be fearless. I'm taking failures positivily. I'm facing my fears and will surely overcome each of them one day.
been through a lot. fear of rejection not getting a job, relationship not working out. get back up but, if I fail I retreat back into my shell. I want to be successful with ideas but, lack of confidence. so keep quiet about it thinking it won't succed
@@sharonbridgeman6 I too have almost the same scenario. Failed exams, failed relationships, failed attempts of being someone else because that's what my mother wishes me to be, she just said to me you are nothing but Zero. So, I too have the almost same scenario where I too can't believe in me and lack self-confidence and try to find my worth according to what others think of me. So, am changing this whole scenario and allowing them to say whatever they wish to and actually agreeing to what they said for not getting into an argument. But I now know that no one else can decide my worth but me so I don't take them seriously.
Yes pile 2 kinda triggered me because of me being bullied, extremely as a child by a group of people and also abused sexually and physically as a young adult. But I learned over the years how to transmute that trauma into magic. I have to say growing up in poverty stricken areas makes it worse and I swear I had too many suicide attempts to count but I’m here today.❤️ Thank you so much for this reading.
so is it just me or did i cry as the only one? im a pile 2 and this women just told my whole past of being bullied and that i love to sing an act but im to scared to show it to people. maybe i just have to go crazy and step out of my comfort zone.
Pile 2, yeah this really made me cry. I was vulnerable to bullies, started when I was very young. And was also in an abusive relationship as a teenager.
Pile 3: All of your readings are amazing. But this one, this one hit HOME. I just began to have these realizations in the past few months (about needing a break, encouragement to follow through with my weird ideas, etc.) and last night I FINALLY started to realize that thing holding me back in life is my fear and paranoia. WOW. Focus on the positive. Focus on how things can go good. Damn. THANK YOU!
#2: bullying as a teenager...kids at church, of all places. Libra sun, Aquarius rising/NN & Leo south node. I wasn’t the only one who got bullied - one guy attempted suicide and went into therapy. At the time, I could see the main guy was passing on what his dad was giving him, but I thought I’ve worked through this already....I now know I perfectly mirror people’s shortcomings back to them - what a superpower to have!?!
Pile 3 so on point. My childhood was quite abundant but as an adult I stop myself constantly and continuously on my business ideas and ventures. Gemini sun Virgo Moon Scorpio Rising. Always in my own way.
I am a therapist and every time I face a challenge I come here to this channel. It helped me with business, soul path and spirit guides. Thank you for doing your work in the world.
Pile 2! My boyfriend died in Oct. and it was the most traumatic thing ive ever been through, ontop of yes a step parent always putting me down as a child. My self esteem has always been low. Very accurate reading !
Pile 3: I legit cried when she started talking about failing in front of people. I just quit my job because my personal life was exposed to everyone and I’ve had to deal with constant judgment from everyone at every corner. On top of that, it came from someone I trusted. Geez lol
Pile 2: it's so hard. I've always been different and bullied, accused of 'trying' to be different. At home oldest child in single family home so grew up fast and not allowed to just be a kid. Always felt I needed to be something for someone else. So much backlash when I decided in my 30's to be me for me and refused to sit in the corner ppl designated for me. Everyone wanted to tell me how to dress, wear my hair, "you'd be so beautiful if you lost weight" etc. All that. Also you are right Rose 🙃: I'm a freelance content creator/ writer and did well for clients. Really want to develop my own work even my own platform. Terrified of failing and being judged but I'm getting there. Thank you for this reading 💛
Pile 2, yeah. Started when I was 5, got worse when my father died, and it’s still going on. Sad how common bullying is. You’re spot on about all of it. (As usual 💕🙏). A few of the same people still doing it, but also new ones, seems like a lot of “walk-in’s” too. Seeking assistance about all of it has had spotty results over the years, as few and far between have turned out to be genuine. I asked an old classmate why people bully me so much, and why she did it. She said “You had so much going for you. That’s what you’re supposed to do to people like that.” So apparently a whole lot of people were taught that it’s not only okay, but it’s a “strategy”... to bully, undermine, hate, sabotage, exclude, or abuse a person who they think has something more than they have. Regardless of reality, or basic morality. Even if it’s obvious that the person is suffering, it doesn’t matter, all that matters is beating them down to make sure they don’t or can’t have anything more than you. Whatever that might be. (And even if it’s just in your head that they have “more” because of their skin color, looks, grades, family, whatever). It doesn’t matter who they are to you either, or that they’ve only ever been decent to you. Polar opposite of basic civility, never mind self respect. It’s no wonder everything is so screwed up in this world. Thank you for all you do Rose 🌹🙏
Arm grabbing, a lot of us bully targets were punished for standing up for ourselves by the bullying adults around us as well, and that happened with abuse and assault too.
😢Totally started crying when Roseology said she would pray for us, praying that no one else holds us back from our dreams. The world needs our unique shine. 🙏 thank you I appreciate and accept your prayer and I amplify it’s energy🦋
Pile 2 - I have an 8th house Leo north node and I relate so heavily to this pile. When you said remove the label of you will never amount to anything I actually cried because that’s something my father said to me growing up. I am so grateful for your channel and videos you’re really helping me find my inner strength. ❤️
My father is my bully too. North node in Leo 7th house. This is the journey I’m on now, started in the summer of 2020. My father is out of my life now, I’m not accepting his bullying any more.
Pile 2! It was utter abuse. All from family members. You’re right it’s been hidden for all of my life. No one outside of them knows. No one was ever around or wanted to hear.
Pile 1: I wanted to get out of this environment ....I am some fresh air....a lot of expectations ....I want to study psychology but my mother is a single mother and she said that psychology can't get you success....and now I overthink it and my passion for life seem to be off... I am trying to get out of this .... could be also due to my environment.. it's really draining
I would do research into psychology. I've always heard they make good money. But, trust me, a job is a lot easier to work if you enjoy it and you're passionate about it!
Pile 2 - I was SHOOK when you mentioned bullying. I was heavily bullied throughout my career and I can't seem to move on nor do I know how to.... AND I am a Leo SUN. Girl, you are sooooo on point every time! This reading was so needed. Thank you for always coming through
Pile 4 listening to you while I do my freelance work on the internet and obsess over the failed relationship with my child's father lol... you are the best
Group 1 here, which is resonating (Gemini rising ✔️, psychology/counseling as a profession ✔️) and then about half way in … the new moon in libra comes up…. On the freakin day that I’m watching it which IS the new moon in libra - like, literally TODAY!😲😵🤩 oh my GOD!
Pile 4: But why did you explain my situation LITERALLY to a T? I didn’t know rewatching your videos would provide so much clarity a year later. Incredible. You are a Gift of Guidance!
lol saw the title, thought "should i even click this? i already know it's my fear of failure....." anyway, i clicked and i'm a pile 3 so thanks for driving the point home 😅 you really do have such a talent for reaffirming the things that i know deep down! i truly appreciate the support you provide and i'm excited to be able to back your patreon!
Pile 2.... i felt this deeply, you touched my soul. This one resonated sooo much.... I was bullied, I was downgraded my whole childhood because I was different, it created so many fears. I am aquarius sun, scorpio rising, with the moon in pices, so I am not surprised by people having prejudice and bulling me for feeling and empathizing with everything... I am still working on all this trauma, I wated 10 years to open the Pandora's box, it was too painfull... I decided to become psychologist and a therapist and after getting my masters degree and working with clients, I was ready to focus on my inner child. She was so shy when she told me that she doesn't want to be a therapist, all I ever wanted was to work in entertainment, content creator... Honestly, it took me around 6 monthers to admit to myself that I want to try, to give myself a chance, and it took all of the courage I could summon to say my wish ouloud fot the first time... The inner child led me to this reading... thank you again Roseology, thank you for confirming what my being was trying to tell me. Thank you for translating it. Thank you for making this video. You touched my heart and I will never forget this reading.... I really needed to hear this
#2 i was abused by my babysitter, bullied by my siblings and school mates. Everything was always my fault according to my parents. At a certain point you just stop defending yourself. Leo ascendant and north node.
#3. I have huge trust issues because of a narcissist parent and the other neglecting me emotionally in order to tend to the narc's needs. This message is actually really affirming. I'm finally letting go of the fear of failure professionally. The challenge will be with relationships.
Pile 4 all I can say is wow. Spot on. 😫 I moved out of my parents house with my cousin and she’s really shown her true colors. I do all the work. I’m ready for this tower moment. I know I will be able to handle it with grace and make it through this so I can get my energy and my spark back and thrive more than I ever have before.
Jesus Pile 3!!!! During this Aries season all of my traumas have been brought up to the surface with no remorse, forced to sit in the storm. Yet I’m realizing i am in the eye of the storm, I’m protected. So while it feels like everything is out of control I’m safe and secure. My hobby is tarot, astrology and i love creating TH-cam videos. I always stop and start stop and start. Not this time around. I’m waiting and sticking it out.
OMG!! #2 so spot on, was bullied into adulthood, treated different to my siblings by my mum, my dad drunk and was very verbally abusive then died of his alcohol abuse, still it messed with my head when my dad died in his early 50's. Been through my fair share of abuse, someone once grabbed me so hard the fingerprints were visibly seen on my arm afterwards. Have had to deal with haters all my life. Have so many dreams I would like to realise but afraid to go online or become a public person as I am so sick and tired of haters. I have isolated myself for the last few years, just cannot hack it anymore. I know I have many talents, but like I said, it hurts being under critique all the time. Never had any support from home, been lonely all my life so yes, built walls around myself to cope. It is hard to undo all the trauma and BS. This reading is so good, yup, triggered like nothing else right now, so much coming flooding back into my mind, but yes, need to find a way forward. Wish I did have a bit more support though as it is difficult to do all on my own without anyone else's appreciation. Thank you. x
Pile 2: you nailed it. Used to get bullied at school and my mother used to say you’re being weak and not to take it on. She was/is also one of my bullies. I always felt incredibly alone. It still hurts when people are critical of me. So you’re right. I also have a Leo moon. I’m Aquarius sun too. Weird. For years I used to wonder why I was the target. Now I understand. It really was jealousy. People would say that to me but I never believed it. I’ve really found my voice since I turned 30 and let’s just say like people tell me now, “the giant/monster has emerged...”
Pile 2- this is so amazingly accurate. I use to get picked on in elementary school and high school and I never realized how guarded I was because it was a normal thing.
pile 3: virgo moon and 12h gemini lol always on point it never fails to amaze me. "you're mixing new opportunities with old results" that's insane because I didn't realize that that's exactly what I was doing!
Pile 3 58:06 I am tired of being tested because I have been tested enough. Correct, I’ll jump ship in a minute which is causing me to struggle. I never heard it put in that way. My intuition will not scare me. Focus on what could go right instead of what could go wrong. 4th house in Virgo 5th house Uranus in Scorpio 8th house in Aquarius 9th house in Aquarius 12th house Venus in Gemini Pile 4: 1:23:00
Pile #2 definitely hit home for me. I am deep in the process of re-writing my narrative and learning to share myself with the world. I’ve trained myself to believe not everyone deserves the best that I have to offer but it’s been lowkey holding me back from the life I really want.
Pile 4: Getting a divorce and I keep trying to keep things cordial and friendly. Omg! The rescue part. Man.... I keep hearing that someone is blocking my growth. And it keeps coming up as him. Balsamic Moon has come up 3 times in 24 hours for me. I have been trying to break a few chains. Get comfortable with myself solo. Plan a vacation 3 times. So much confirmation
wow. I picked pile 2. My past trauma deals with an older family member doing very not good things to me when I was a child and the hand on the arm thing really drove that home. I had to deal with it alone bc my family was dealing with other "bigger" things so I learned to just internalize all of my problems and hope that throwing them in a shallow grave would be enough. I definitely dealt with insecurities that I think in a way I bullied myself for having and it resulted in a lot of things I still have to live with today. Also dealt with other people telling me that I'm too much or not enough or just that everything about me was just wrong. I just recently started making moves towards a career that I've wanted for a really long time and it's slow going but this really made me want to keep going forward on my path. I'm a Sagittarius with libra rising and north node Leo. thank you for delivering a much needed message!
2, "Too emotional" were the exact words. Yes, pretty much every reading I look at the reader will have her battery die or be apologising for the background noise or her throat will close up or she will suddenly be unable to get her words out. This is not a coincidence. This reading was profound, thank you xx
No 1 and 2 - always procrastinate and take on others energy. Logical and realistic person that partner sees as unemotional. breaking free from others control, being unique and no more fear of being seen. My true self is an energy healer and counsellor so no1 & 2 fit perfectly.
I choose pile 2 and it is correct that in my past my parents and people at school always bullied and abused me for my entire childhood. I have done a lot of healing but not yet had some closure but I will work on that! Thank you for another beautiful and informative reading!
pile 2. i dont know how in the hell this was so completely accurate. I’ve been so scared to really do all i can in with my dream of playing basketball due to not thinking i was good enough or had enough talent because my coach from previous years said so. Was also cursed at and had a lot of things said and when you said that this person or people believe you can take it just clicked for me because that’s EXACTLY why he said and did all he did. Made me have an outlook on myself that im not good enough for anything basketball wise and just myself in general. You have really made it all click and i cannot thank you enough! You have a god given talent for this stuff. I pray and hope the best for you and will be coming back soon🙏🏽
You are reading my soul 🙏🏻 Pile 3. My heart chakra is definitely closed off, but I don't know why, like what specifically triggered it or how to work past it to trust others. I grew up with nothing, like hardly enough food to eat and now I've been struggling with anorexia for almost 20 years, and that's just one example. I've refused to continue with this lack mentality that my parents are trapped in, that you are where you'll always be, and like you said, it's not a matter of low self worth, but I'm so frozen by fear. The fear of failing, the fear of succeeding, the fear of others judging me. I was always top of my class, taking the most complicated honors and AP classes (because that's what my parents mandated), and I fear that all these expectations my classmates and teachers had for me to succeed are just going to be let down because now I'm a stay-at-home-mom that dreams of writing novels and selling paintings-- and I'm GOOD at them, but they're just not "elite." I'm smart, so not becoming a doctor or a physicist makes me feel like an utter failure. I'm passionate about those things, too, but I've never been allowed to choose for myself, so when I finally had to make a choice, I basically shot myself in the foot by freezing up and not working on anything. I want to help the world; I want to heal the world. I know my writing and art can do that, but I won't even give myself the chance because I know it doesn't meet the expectations of others. I really need to process why doing my passion is a failure in my eyes because it's not fair to myself and I'm tired of treating myself like trash when I know I was meant to change the world. It's 👏🏻 my 👏🏻 fricken 👏🏻 time. 👏🏻 💚💚💚💚
Wow Pile2: Made me almost cry. To anyone else’s who resonated with pile 2 I’m sending your virtual hugs. Your are more than anyone’s opinion of you, even thoughts it maybe hard to believe.❤️🤗🤗🤗
Sending healing prayers back 🙏
🥰🙏🏽✨Thank you the breakthrough is coming I feel it.
Sending you love right back..I cried and know. I’m so close to releasing past pain.
Almost... I cried a lot. Hugs to all down to the depths of your pain💔❤️🙏🏻
Yeah,me too Lots of love
Pile 3
“lack mentality” , definitely me. I'm just used to everything falling apart and staying positive can be a struggle.
You who's reading this, I love you. You are a beautiful soul 👑❤️
I love you guys! 💛💛
@@Roseology I love u too beautiful human 👑
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@@beletristabennett6910 🌼❤️👑🌻
@@thenightstalker1216 😉👑💖🌟💐😙✌
“You want your life to change, but YOU don’t want to change.” Whew, read me.
Roseology and Stargirl are the most gifted tarot readers. Loved this reading. So spot on and in depth as usual. Thank you.
I completely agree❤️ they're so accurate..
Exactly 🌈💜✨
👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
Facts 🥳
Indeed💗✨
Back again on May 22, 2023. 2 years later. It's so crazy to listen to this message again right now. You were so spot on Hazel, that you shouted out my Sun, moon, rising, and North and South node signs during this reading. I've transformed so much since I saw this on March 23, 2021. Thank you, Hazel. Your gifts really helped me see so many things that needed to be removed from my life.
#2 "...wanting to push away your purpose because it means having to confront the criticism that you're afraid of getting once again..." I had to pause after that 😔
Totally relate
The fear of actually owning your greatness!!! 💖
Total relate 💞
I cried when she said that
Pile 4. Endings bring new beginnings. Everyone is not meant to travel with you on your spiritual journey. Spiritual growth requires separation.
Pile #4 - this was so painful to hear. If you chose this pile also, I’m sending you lots of love in this time ❤️
Right back @ you ! 🤎😔
It was bc you knew EXACTLY who roseology was talking about but it’s painful and feels like you might make the wrong choice. It’ll be alright :)
Much love to yall From LA🤍
agree, much love and strenght to all of you/us pile 4🌻 im trying to cut ties w an abusive family, that talks a heavy feeling of guilt in me and subconscious fear. i cut them off for 80% but this false guilt makes me feel horrible for ‘hurting’ them in sted of helping even if it’s at my own cost. id like to ask for some prayers for more strength and courage to finally found once and for all completely close and heal this tie(s)🙏🏾❤️
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Thank you. Same to you. Asé 🕊️.
For me it was definitely an interesting selection because I feel that the world card for me, has been playing effect right now. Like everything that she's stated FOR ME has happened already and it's like I'm finally getting my closure.
Pile 2 - bullied for years, it's been 29 years since it first started and I've been working on it to heal from it. I have to put myself out there for my business and when I do I get bullied for the same reasons I got bullied for back then. Definitely more healing to still do, but I refuse to hide away like I keep doing any more. I have a message to share and people to help, I don't do that whilst hiding. Thank you
Pile 2: You cannot imagine how accurate this reading was. THANK YOU
This is so true about pile 2
same here
YES 🙏🏽💛✨
Can’t wait to see what we produce once we are fully in our power. Good luck to us all!
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PILE 2:
• Need of a proper closing from the past
• You had to face your trauma alone but you’re enough alone to heal
• Need to shallow the perspective of success that your family has on you
• Be the bad you
• Stop caring for what people think of you
• Strzat your inner child healing
• Defend yourself
• Entertainment industry
• Service business
• Revisit and rewrite what hurt you in the past
• You don’t have to be what they want you to be
• You’re affecting and bewitching people with your energy
• You’re powerful but you don’t see it
• Aquarius/sag/Leo/cap energy
• What you’re getting picked on about is what you’re good at
• Spirituality
• Be confident be you
• Find peace with your trauma
Pile 4: "You need to focus on discipline"
My ADHD ass: ...okay, I'll try
Same 😂
Bruh💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀
😆 I know how you feel..
That's a label meditation can help you transcend it...im dealing with it too 💙💙💙
Same 😩
Pile 2. You hit the nail on the head. I'm only halfway through but I'm feeling SO called out right now lol
Pile #1...we are your air sign nomads. Always being guided toward finding “something”. While our whole purpose, for some of us, is to just travel and meet new people. Staying stationary too long is death to our souls.
You've made a perfect point. Can't agree more. Yes, my problem is, that I am too stationary(again)at the moment. I know I want to travel all the time. Seing and exploring NEW and DIFFERENT😍, while still having place(es)to come back to.
True.. true
I agree but My big 3 are cancer,Pisces and Taurus....might be the Taurus
@@witsch.witsch9378 that sounds wonderful
@@ashleythompson2928 I’m a Taurus sun Pisces moon cancer rising, I chose one as well 💀
#2 I feel bullied my entire life, by my family, strangers, schoolmates, toxic friends and love interests, it’s extremely hard for me to trust people, to believe that someone would me unconditionally
Pile 3: YOU HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD! I am an Aquarius. I live in fear of the unknown when it comes to the future. I have had so much fall through and I come from a “lack mentality” because no emotional support system. I do pull out of things early because I don’t have patience and I feel like I’ve always had to fight for everything or I’m waiting on disappointment to knock me down again. You brought up some really good work questions for me. What am I fearing? Where is this coming from? Why I don’t feel like it’s deserving for me to have? ONCE AGAIN SELF WORTH ISSUES! 😩 only when I think I’m getting clearer in my challenges, I find myself right back at the root of “SELF WORTH”... thank you for opening my eyes even MORE! 💕
I’m a pile 3 Aquarius too 🦋
Same here
I’m an Aquarius as well and choose pile 3. 💜💜💜
I can relate💯. Sending you much love💕💖.You got this🙏🏾🙌🏾
I'm pile 3 Aquarius too, and I've ended friendships because I've had fears of being disappointed and I've had issues with my self worth too. I'm thinking of trying to open up to people I've recently become friends with. So far they've been supportive of whatever way they can be. Definitely found out who actually understands me 🙌🏻 Even after feeling uneasy I'm forcing myself to do things and that has definitely started to help little by little 💖
I was brutally bullied badly by teachers and students. I have anxiety and depression . Self harmed myself twice . I can relate to 2 pile so much
I feel you - fear of judgement, rejection and people pleasing isn’t your true nature. I would say you will feel the anxiety ease once you take steps to work through the trauma and take control back into your. You know the real you, deep down. The one that suppressed and hides. It takes a lot of daily hard work but it’s so worth it. Feel safe to Be you and be free
wish you the best .... i feel you
Pile 2, oof. I'm terrified of people because I'm still afraid everyone is going to treat me like my abusive family did. It's a big issue these days, too, because I've been trying to claim my power and identity more, and it's been attracting people to me. I didn't expect making friends to feel so frightening! Other tarot readings have told me to simply socialize more, and I'll eventually learn that no one is going to hurt me like I've already been hurt. Makes sense, but feels horrifying.
sending you loving strength.
"no one is going to hurt me like I've already been hurt" Thank you so much for using that sentence and putting it out here!
You'll get there eventually, if you've gone through harder things you'll go through that❤️ Hope you get the hang of it, hoping for you to heal and feel better soon💕💕
I’m fixing to turn 49. I woke up two years ago. I was grossly abused mentally, emotionally and physically.
I’m going to win and so will you. What you went through has meaning, baby. Use your voice to make sure that this never happens to anyone again. Make it your own. It has value and so do you.
Your family is HERE.
It's hard to leave the house
OMG, always nail on the head with Pile 2!! Parents died a year apart when I was 6 & 7. Lived with a half sister who was 20 yrs older, never met until about 2 weeks before my mom died. Half sister VERY abusive physically and mentally..her other kids treated much different. Most of my life have wanted to be psychic medium, but have the fears you were talking of and alot of self doubt about if I even could..but MANY readings are saying now is the time! Think I'm pretty much over any of half sisters crap. (she passed recently) I just know everyone has their own paths to follow. 🥰🥰🥰
Pile 3- the reason why I constantly have fears of failure and overthink a lot is because whenever I was positive about something or I looked at something with such positivity it always got crushed or someone else crushed it. Every single time even with tiny things. I try being positive but it always gets crushed and Im always back to square one. So Im over taking risks and tests I think I got tested WAY too much at this point its just crippling lmao
Wow you just explained my entire life. Now I don’t even try anymore to do anything cause always gets crushed. I am too tired.
Pile 3: 🥺🥺🥺 I grew up with my family going through countless food banks, homeless shelters, and evictions and hungry nights. I dream of big things but I am extremely analytical to the point where I rarely take risks. Thank you for this insight and confidence 🙏🏽
Pile 2- wow. Like wow. That one got me crying. In a good way. I seriously needed that. I’ve wanted to act and create films my whole life but when I was a kid I was made to feel like a freak for being so weird. I started a TH-cam channel when I was 12 and the kids at school found it and humiliated me and all my friends. I deleted it. I’m 26 now and I’ve been dreaming of acting, creating content and starting a TH-cam channel for years but the fear has been eating me alive. I know it’s this bullying thing. I’m so scared it will happen again but worse. I feel my inner child feeling so heard by your words. I really want to nurture her now and show her that it’s going to be okay. Thankyou so much. You have no idea how much you have helped me 💜💜💜
SAME :(
Pile 2 made me cry. I'm working on healing my inner self and low self-esteem. Practice guided meditation for inner child healing. Please don't give up on your dreams. Sending you virtual hugs from India.
Pile 2 was intense for me. Thank you so much for being open and listening like you do and being so emotionally available to feel the pain and be able to support us with such conviction and compassion! Thank you for honoring who we are and encouraging who we can become.
39:06 you didn’t have to come for me like 😭😂 no but seriously i spotted this video and immediately felt drawn to it! glad I did because i was spiraling and this gave a sense of hope for my future!
If you’re like me and you chose 3, and you’re feeling frustrated because no matter how many times you go against the fear you seem to fall back and retreat and it’s instinctual and it feels so hard and impossible to really beat it... I hope you can get some encouragement. I hope we can. Soon. I see you and I know how hard you’re fighting. Life won’t always feel like such a fight. I don’t care if it’s felt like a fight your entire life up until now, there’s still hope for a completely different outcome. Believe it. Hold on to it.
And one thing I’ll say as a tarot reader myself and a clairvoyant who felt called to study more about Christ and get closer to Christ, is that surrender is so important. Give up your will to God. It’s through that “weakness” that you find your strength. Fear tells us we have to control everything. We can let go of our fear by giving it to him. This isn’t a criticism of Roseology (love her!) but for me what was missing in the new age is this idea of something greater than the self. It was all about self (and yes, self as God, or being part of the universe, which we are, but it’s more than that) and it left me feeling more troubled sometimes. Like it was only telling half the story.
So I offer you this, just try to give up those fears to God. You don’t have to do this alone. It’s okay to be scared. You are only human. We are only human. And were in this together 💗
Wow..... you pretty much described exactly what I'm going thru rn to a T including the Christ part...... when I read that part it gave me chills...... amazing..... and gives me such hope. Thank you for sharing your experience, know that you r DEFINITELY not alone. May the Highest Power Bless us and bring us out of the struggle and lead us to a place of everlasting peace and joy. 🙏💚 Amen.
pile 2: i didn't realize i had internalized a lot of the bullying i experienced at school. i went to a catholic all-girls pwi and have a very african name. the moment i enrolled in kindergarten there i was the black (literally 1 of 3 black girls) sheep. to cope, i cut myself off from all emotions (except for anger). now, i'm going after my childhood dream to be a singer after shrugging off my family and close friends' support for soooo long because i had felt so disconnected and invisible for so long. if i'm being honest, i thrive off of attention and i know i'm on the right path. see yall when i get my grammy in 2025 ✨
wishing you so much wellness and love! cant wait to see it!! ❤️❤️❤️
Pile 2 is so accurate even the spirits touching me & grabbing my arms at night since I'm a child. This accuracy made me cried I had a hard time realising you felt it
@Emma Bringuela the method that worked best for me was to put salt in front of the doors & windows & use fumigation like burning palo santo or sage in each room. It quiets them down for some weeks
same
Pile 1: Mental rabbit holes of not feeling good enough or absorbing from other people. Spot on!
Sending love out to all💕 this was a heavy reading. Pile 2s let’s have a group hug🤗
For me in my youth I was abused by my father first then after he passed away my brother took the role of abuse and my mother continues to try to silence me and make me accept it. I’ve noticed a lot of us have a block in our throat chakra. I pray we all receive healing we need to move out of this suffering and step into peace and safety🙏💙💙💙
To every abused and bullied person out there,do no be silent it will eat your life up like mold on bread, know that there are many of us ,it's not our faults for others sins....I think it becomes worse when it comes from your own family,Sing Dance Write Act do what is in your heart,if you happen not to succeed it will not be from lack of trying,don't let them hold you back don't let them win,much peace and hugs ,sunshine to all of you.😇😤💕🌻🌺👼🌹🌄
@@susancrounse9921 Very true! Please speak up if you are being abused. I know it can be frightening, but whats more frightening is to not leave; picture who you will be in five years after deciding to staying in the abusive/toxic situation. You become a shell of yourself and constantly go back and forth on wether or not you should leave. You can walk away, you can choose a better life for yourself. Trust me once you leave you will look back and wishing you left sooner🤗
I hear you! Same situation here with my narcissistic mother
"I was obsessed. I spent 80% of my time talking about roseology and the remaining 20% I hoped someone would talk about it, just so I could talk some more."
Pile one: You may struggle with indecisiveness
me; a Libra: yes
Sameeeee
Pile 2
I have been shamed for even breathing. It has gotten so bad that I don't even post on social media. So hello, here's my voice!
... and your voice is beautiful!!
@@crystalrobinson4626 thank you
i’m so sorry meg :( you deserve to take up space and feel loved and supported!!
@@user-qm3gi2km1k thank you that means a lot.
The people who get the most hate are the ones who shine their light the best. People always do things for a reason it’s always rooted in jealousy or lacking mindset. So what I think Meg is that you’re something no one has ever seen before! I wish you the best!!! ☺️💘
Pile 2, I cried throughout the whole reading. I don’t like my voice because I got picked on about it so much throughout my childhood. Whenever I sing I’m just like yuck lmfaoooo, other people love it.
Pile 2, I was shocked when you mentioned bullying, because I've been a victim of bullying since middle school going into highschool, i've had a girl message me telling me I was and ugly and deserved to die, I've been physically abused by my bullies too, I am slightly autistic and have a hard time communicating leading me to getting bullied and rumours spread about me that were false but no one ever came to ask if it was true or not, it has haunted me to this day
Pile 3 you're right
I'm always one foot in and one foot out because of fear, I end up stepping back instead of going all the way in.
Time for change, I can go all in even if it will fail
Pile 2. Spot on. I’ve been a single mom with 2 autistic children for the past 19 years, the opposite of family support, highly sensitive that was made to be the scapegoat of the family from early on.. I’m tortured everyday knowing my 2 kids will have no one to love them or support them after I’m gone. I’m 59 and feel 70, the chronic stress has been debilitating despite all my efforts to heal and be strong. The loneliness is deafening.
40:37 "No one deserves to see themselves through the eyes of cruelty because it is not a true definition of you." 🖤
Pile 1
.....Sis........ I asked my archangels for clarity today. An I'm in tears... Because everything is true. I have anxiety because of a big debt. That I inherited from my dad. An it's basically survival mode. I'm manifesting my financial freedom. I know I can do this. People always come to me for advice..... I read tarot... I'm a writer. But my gifts and talent are on hold because of my in environment and religious beliefs of my family. However I'm grateful for the lessons I learn because.... I was a girl yesterday and I am a woman today. Thank you so so much.
Ps:.......I'm a Capricorn sun.
My twin flame is a Scorpio. An he told me in a dream. That he is coming.... So I'm not suprised the love message came through. Blessing to you beautiful soul. ❤️
Pile 1 and I'm into writing as well. Best of luck on your financial journey, you got this! 💪
@@just_another_account8089 thank you thank you thank you... For the motivation and inspiration. I'll be reading this... When in doubt... May the universe be kind to you as you are to me. 😘😘😘
Namaste,
I picked # 2
Thank you for reminding me that I AM valuable.
No one, except my children, have ever loved me unconditionally.
My bullies were my own mother and brother.
Even though my mind understands they were abusive and Wrong, my heart still feels the pain.
Thank you for sharing your time and gifts.
In Love n Light,
Lisa
Pile 3: Capricorn here. You are so damn right when you said that “you fear failing and focus on what could go wrong”. I do have a side hustle of writing and singing. I even have an account that is anonymous because that's how I want it to be and seeing my followers not increasing and decreasing instead makes me give writing a second thought. But I always stick to the first thought of "keep writing". I do have these traits. I'm very doubtful and all but I'm trying to overcome them. I will succeed in this and will open my heart chakra and am working on my communication skills right now.
P.S. I've been an introvert for all these years because I knew no one will understand me and my point of view. I'm trying my level best to overcome all such things and be fearless. I'm taking failures positivily. I'm facing my fears and will surely overcome each of them one day.
been through a lot. fear of rejection not getting a job, relationship not working out. get back up but, if I fail I retreat back into my shell. I want to be successful with ideas but, lack of confidence. so keep quiet about it thinking it won't succed
@@sharonbridgeman6 I too have almost the same scenario. Failed exams, failed relationships, failed attempts of being someone else because that's what my mother wishes me to be, she just said to me you are nothing but Zero. So, I too have the almost same scenario where I too can't believe in me and lack self-confidence and try to find my worth according to what others think of me. So, am changing this whole scenario and allowing them to say whatever they wish to and actually agreeing to what they said for not getting into an argument. But I now know that no one else can decide my worth but me so I don't take them seriously.
Pile 2.. when the bully is your own mother. 😅 yes. Different from my brothers. Right on! Mmmnnnnn..
My bullies were my own mother and brother. Sad when its the ones who Should love n nurture but instead tear down.
Love n Light
@@kaleidoscopeintuition2581 Same here, My first bully was my brother.
Oh my I feel you... Same here. Sending love your way.... 🥺💜❤
Me too
Right...
Yes pile 2 kinda triggered me because of me being bullied, extremely as a child by a group of people and also abused sexually and physically as a young adult. But I learned over the years how to transmute that trauma into magic. I have to say growing up in poverty stricken areas makes it worse and I swear I had too many suicide attempts to count but I’m here today.❤️ Thank you so much for this reading.
pile 3 - i feel roasted in a good way 🥲🥲🥲
so is it just me or did i cry as the only one? im a pile 2 and this women just told my whole past of being bullied and that i love to sing an act but im to scared to show it to people. maybe i just have to go crazy and step out of my comfort zone.
I think when you grow old, you’ll be thinking how silly it is to be afraid. I know it is easier said than done, but this is what I remind myself ♥︎
Same
Do it, things tend to be scary when they’ll make the most positive impact.
I cried too, you aren’t alone.
No way !!!! Me too!!!! Also, girl you can do it!!!!
Pile 2, yeah this really made me cry. I was vulnerable to bullies, started when I was very young. And was also in an abusive relationship as a teenager.
Pile 3: All of your readings are amazing. But this one, this one hit HOME. I just began to have these realizations in the past few months (about needing a break, encouragement to follow through with my weird ideas, etc.) and last night I FINALLY started to realize that thing holding me back in life is my fear and paranoia. WOW. Focus on the positive. Focus on how things can go good. Damn. THANK YOU!
#2: bullying as a teenager...kids at church, of all places. Libra sun, Aquarius rising/NN & Leo south node. I wasn’t the only one who got bullied - one guy attempted suicide and went into therapy. At the time, I could see the main guy was passing on what his dad was giving him, but I thought I’ve worked through this already....I now know I perfectly mirror people’s shortcomings back to them - what a superpower to have!?!
Pile 2 and this literally changed my life. I was free of the bullshit a week later.
Pile 3 so on point. My childhood was quite abundant but as an adult I stop myself constantly and continuously on my business ideas and ventures. Gemini sun Virgo Moon Scorpio Rising. Always in my own way.
I’m pile 3 too and I do the same thing.
Same
@@willedpower3291 We have to try and change our perspective. It's so hard but we must push past the voices in our head. 🌟
@@krissy9505 We have to just push past the voices in our head. 🌟
That’s my goal. To picture and manifest positivity.
I am a therapist and every time I face a challenge I come here to this channel. It helped me with business, soul path and spirit guides. Thank you for doing your work in the world.
Pile 2! My boyfriend died in Oct. and it was the most traumatic thing ive ever been through, ontop of yes a step parent always putting me down as a child. My self esteem has always been low. Very accurate reading !
People can't get to me. People can't stop me. Thank you for the reading 😇
Pile 2... I'm a musician! I'll be back to this video when I'm famous. Thank you for this beautiful reading.
YES MA’AM
Holy cow! Pile 4 just changed my life. 🙏🏼 It was so accurate that I’m pretty sure you just accidentally gave me a private reading. 🤯
Pile 3: I legit cried when she started talking about failing in front of people. I just quit my job because my personal life was exposed to everyone and I’ve had to deal with constant judgment from everyone at every corner. On top of that, it came from someone I trusted. Geez lol
Pile 3 I have prematurely pulled myself out of every good opportunity I have ever had since I graduated high school and it’s killing me slowly
Pile 2: it's so hard. I've always been different and bullied, accused of 'trying' to be different. At home oldest child in single family home so grew up fast and not allowed to just be a kid. Always felt I needed to be something for someone else. So much backlash when I decided in my 30's to be me for me and refused to sit in the corner ppl designated for me. Everyone wanted to tell me how to dress, wear my hair, "you'd be so beautiful if you lost weight" etc. All that.
Also you are right Rose 🙃: I'm a freelance content creator/ writer and did well for clients. Really want to develop my own work even my own platform. Terrified of failing and being judged but I'm getting there. Thank you for this reading 💛
Pile 2, yeah. Started when I was 5, got worse when my father died, and it’s still going on. Sad how common bullying is. You’re spot on about all of it. (As usual 💕🙏). A few of the same people still doing it, but also new ones, seems like a lot of “walk-in’s” too. Seeking assistance about all of it has had spotty results over the years, as few and far between have turned out to be genuine.
I asked an old classmate why people bully me so much, and why she did it. She said “You had so much going for you. That’s what you’re supposed to do to people like that.”
So apparently a whole lot of people were taught that it’s not only okay, but it’s a “strategy”... to bully, undermine, hate, sabotage, exclude, or abuse a person who they think has something more than they have. Regardless of reality, or basic morality. Even if it’s obvious that the person is suffering, it doesn’t matter, all that matters is beating them down to make sure they don’t or can’t have anything more than you. Whatever that might be. (And even if it’s just in your head that they have “more” because of their skin color, looks, grades, family, whatever). It doesn’t matter who they are to you either, or that they’ve only ever been decent to you.
Polar opposite of basic civility, never mind self respect. It’s no wonder everything is so screwed up in this world.
Thank you for all you do Rose 🌹🙏
Arm grabbing, a lot of us bully targets were punished for standing up for ourselves by the bullying adults around us as well, and that happened with abuse and assault too.
There's nothing else i needed more rn than this
Thanks so much for watching love! Sending you a big virtual hug 💛💛🙏🙏
@@Roseology are you a gemini rising?
💚😍Yes😍💚
@@Roseology have a great day!! 🥺🤍🤍🤍
@@ao1920 I believe Hazel is a Leo rising. She has Leo in her chart for sure.
Not me picking Pile 3 and being a Virgo Sun and Scorpio Moon 💀 This was spot on. Thank you. 💜
😢Totally started crying when Roseology said she would pray for us, praying that no one else holds us back from our dreams. The world needs our unique shine. 🙏 thank you I appreciate and accept your prayer and I amplify it’s energy🦋
Pile 2: Thank you for reminding me how brightly I shine. ❤️☀️
#leolife #watchandsee 🤩
Pile 2 - I have an 8th house Leo north node and I relate so heavily to this pile. When you said remove the label of you will never amount to anything I actually cried because that’s something my father said to me growing up. I am so grateful for your channel and videos you’re really helping me find my inner strength. ❤️
I have North node (rahu) in Pisces 8th house. 😎
Idk why I shared that omg sorry
My father is my bully too. North node in Leo 7th house. This is the journey I’m on now, started in the summer of 2020. My father is out of my life now, I’m not accepting his bullying any more.
Pile 2. In tears right now
Pile 2 🤯🤯🤯 mind blown you are on point! Thank you ❤ I wish to heal.
Pile 2! It was utter abuse. All from family members. You’re right it’s been hidden for all of my life. No one outside of them knows. No one was ever around or wanted to hear.
Pile 1: I wanted to get out of this environment ....I am some fresh air....a lot of expectations ....I want to study psychology but my mother is a single mother and she said that psychology can't get you success....and now I overthink it and my passion for life seem to be off... I am trying to get out of this .... could be also due to my environment.. it's really draining
I would do research into psychology. I've always heard they make good money. But, trust me, a job is a lot easier to work if you enjoy it and you're passionate about it!
@@just_another_account8089 thank you very much 😊😊 ...
Pile 2, everithing is TRUE... the bullying, being afraid to be vulnerable with my dreams, the many layers... THANK YOU!
Pile 2 - I was SHOOK when you mentioned bullying. I was heavily bullied throughout my career and I can't seem to move on nor do I know how to.... AND I am a Leo SUN. Girl, you are sooooo on point every time! This reading was so needed. Thank you for always coming through
Pile 4 listening to you while I do my freelance work on the internet and obsess over the failed relationship with my child's father lol... you are the best
People get threatened by Leo’s: me a Leo rising 💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️💁🏻♀️
Aquarius energy in your chart: me an Aquarius sun😉✌🏻
Group 1 here, which is resonating (Gemini rising ✔️, psychology/counseling as a profession ✔️) and then about half way in … the new moon in libra comes up…. On the freakin day that I’m watching it which IS the new moon in libra - like, literally TODAY!😲😵🤩 oh my GOD!
Pile 2: I’m literally crying
Pile 4:
But why did you explain my situation LITERALLY to a T?
I didn’t know rewatching your videos would provide so much clarity a year later.
Incredible. You are a Gift of Guidance!
lol saw the title, thought "should i even click this? i already know it's my fear of failure....." anyway, i clicked and i'm a pile 3 so thanks for driving the point home 😅 you really do have such a talent for reaffirming the things that i know deep down! i truly appreciate the support you provide and i'm excited to be able to back your patreon!
Pile 2.... i felt this deeply, you touched my soul. This one resonated sooo much.... I was bullied, I was downgraded my whole childhood because I was different, it created so many fears. I am aquarius sun, scorpio rising, with the moon in pices, so I am not surprised by people having prejudice and bulling me for feeling and empathizing with everything... I am still working on all this trauma, I wated 10 years to open the Pandora's box, it was too painfull... I decided to become psychologist and a therapist and after getting my masters degree and working with clients, I was ready to focus on my inner child. She was so shy when she told me that she doesn't want to be a therapist, all I ever wanted was to work in entertainment, content creator... Honestly, it took me around 6 monthers to admit to myself that I want to try, to give myself a chance, and it took all of the courage I could summon to say my wish ouloud fot the first time... The inner child led me to this reading... thank you again Roseology, thank you for confirming what my being was trying to tell me. Thank you for translating it. Thank you for making this video. You touched my heart and I will never forget this reading.... I really needed to hear this
#2 i was abused by my babysitter, bullied by my siblings and school mates. Everything was always my fault according to my parents. At a certain point you just stop defending yourself.
Leo ascendant and north node.
#3. I have huge trust issues because of a narcissist parent and the other neglecting me emotionally in order to tend to the narc's needs.
This message is actually really affirming. I'm finally letting go of the fear of failure professionally. The challenge will be with relationships.
Pile 4 all I can say is wow. Spot on. 😫 I moved out of my parents house with my cousin and she’s really shown her true colors. I do all the work. I’m ready for this tower moment. I know I will be able to handle it with grace and make it through this so I can get my energy and my spark back and thrive more than I ever have before.
Jesus Pile 3!!!! During this Aries season all of my traumas have been brought up to the surface with no remorse, forced to sit in the storm. Yet I’m realizing i am in the eye of the storm, I’m protected. So while it feels like everything is out of control I’m safe and secure. My hobby is tarot, astrology and i love creating TH-cam videos. I always stop and start stop and start. Not this time around. I’m waiting and sticking it out.
Pile 2, True to the point! Needing to hear right now. Nothing gonna burn me down.
OMG!! #2 so spot on, was bullied into adulthood, treated different to my siblings by my mum, my dad drunk and was very verbally abusive then died of his alcohol abuse, still it messed with my head when my dad died in his early 50's. Been through my fair share of abuse, someone once grabbed me so hard the fingerprints were visibly seen on my arm afterwards. Have had to deal with haters all my life. Have so many dreams I would like to realise but afraid to go online or become a public person as I am so sick and tired of haters. I have isolated myself for the last few years, just cannot hack it anymore. I know I have many talents, but like I said, it hurts being under critique all the time. Never had any support from home, been lonely all my life so yes, built walls around myself to cope. It is hard to undo all the trauma and BS. This reading is so good, yup, triggered like nothing else right now, so much coming flooding back into my mind, but yes, need to find a way forward. Wish I did have a bit more support though as it is difficult to do all on my own without anyone else's appreciation. Thank you. x
Pile 2: you nailed it. Used to get bullied at school and my mother used to say you’re being weak and not to take it on. She was/is also one of my bullies. I always felt incredibly alone. It still hurts when people are critical of me. So you’re right. I also have a Leo moon. I’m Aquarius sun too. Weird. For years I used to wonder why I was the target. Now I understand. It really was jealousy. People would say that to me but I never believed it. I’ve really found my voice since I turned 30 and let’s just say like people tell me now, “the giant/monster has emerged...”
Pile 2- this is so amazingly accurate. I use to get picked on in elementary school and high school and I never realized how guarded I was because it was a normal thing.
Pile#2 AND OMG!!! There was almost NOTHING that didn't resonate!!!❤❤❤❤ Rocking w/Roseology 4LIFE!!!!
pile 3: virgo moon and 12h gemini lol always on point it never fails to amaze me. "you're mixing new opportunities with old results" that's insane because I didn't realize that that's exactly what I was doing!
I was apart of pile 2, and the nail was hit on the head!!!!
Pile 3 58:06
I am tired of being tested because I have been tested enough. Correct, I’ll jump ship in a minute which is causing me to struggle. I never heard it put in that way. My intuition will not scare me. Focus on what could go right instead of what could go wrong.
4th house in Virgo
5th house Uranus in Scorpio
8th house in Aquarius
9th house in Aquarius
12th house Venus in Gemini
Pile 4: 1:23:00
Pile 2: Leo/Sun and rising. Thank you, baby. I needed that after a lifetime of abuse.
You are a gift.
Pile #2 definitely hit home for me. I am deep in the process of re-writing my narrative and learning to share myself with the world. I’ve trained myself to believe not everyone deserves the best that I have to offer but it’s been lowkey holding me back from the life I really want.
Oh boy pile 2 is beyond accurate! It was a toxic work situation that I battled alone!
Pile 4: Getting a divorce and I keep trying to keep things cordial and friendly. Omg! The rescue part. Man.... I keep hearing that someone is blocking my growth. And it keeps coming up as him. Balsamic Moon has come up 3 times in 24 hours for me. I have been trying to break a few chains. Get comfortable with myself solo. Plan a vacation 3 times. So much confirmation
wow. I picked pile 2. My past trauma deals with an older family member doing very not good things to me when I was a child and the hand on the arm thing really drove that home. I had to deal with it alone bc my family was dealing with other "bigger" things so I learned to just internalize all of my problems and hope that throwing them in a shallow grave would be enough. I definitely dealt with insecurities that I think in a way I bullied myself for having and it resulted in a lot of things I still have to live with today. Also dealt with other people telling me that I'm too much or not enough or just that everything about me was just wrong. I just recently started making moves towards a career that I've wanted for a really long time and it's slow going but this really made me want to keep going forward on my path. I'm a Sagittarius with libra rising and north node Leo. thank you for delivering a much needed message!
46:00 pile 2, she said Leo, sag and libra energy LMAO. I’m a sag sun, Leo moon, and libra rising
Same, except w/ a Libra sun & I picked pile 2 :D so craycray
S Libra rising,leo sun and sag moon here 😁
Leo South Node, Sag Sun, Libra moon. This shit is crazy
No way me too! Hello twin ❤️i picked pile 4.
Leo cusp, Libra Rising!
2, "Too emotional" were the exact words. Yes, pretty much every reading I look at the reader will have her battery die or be apologising for the background noise or her throat will close up or she will suddenly be unable to get her words out. This is not a coincidence. This reading was profound, thank you xx
I have been thinking of getting a counselor, and after hearing pile 2, I made an appt! Thank you!
No 1 and 2 - always procrastinate and take on others energy. Logical and realistic person that partner sees as unemotional. breaking free from others control, being unique and no more fear of being seen. My true self is an energy healer and counsellor so no1 & 2 fit perfectly.
I choose pile 2 and it is correct that in my past my parents and people at school always bullied and abused me for my entire childhood. I have done a lot of healing but not yet had some closure but I will work on that! Thank you for another beautiful and informative reading!
i also have this pile ! how do you heal?
pile 2. i dont know how in the hell this was so completely accurate. I’ve been so scared to really do all i can in with my dream of playing basketball due to not thinking i was good enough or had enough talent because my coach from previous years said so. Was also cursed at and had a lot of things said and when you said that this person or people believe you can take it just clicked for me because that’s EXACTLY why he said and did all he did. Made me have an outlook on myself that im not good enough for anything basketball wise and just myself in general. You have really made it all click and i cannot thank you enough! You have a god given talent for this stuff. I pray and hope the best for you and will be coming back soon🙏🏽
You are reading my soul 🙏🏻 Pile 3. My heart chakra is definitely closed off, but I don't know why, like what specifically triggered it or how to work past it to trust others. I grew up with nothing, like hardly enough food to eat and now I've been struggling with anorexia for almost 20 years, and that's just one example. I've refused to continue with this lack mentality that my parents are trapped in, that you are where you'll always be, and like you said, it's not a matter of low self worth, but I'm so frozen by fear. The fear of failing, the fear of succeeding, the fear of others judging me. I was always top of my class, taking the most complicated honors and AP classes (because that's what my parents mandated), and I fear that all these expectations my classmates and teachers had for me to succeed are just going to be let down because now I'm a stay-at-home-mom that dreams of writing novels and selling paintings-- and I'm GOOD at them, but they're just not "elite." I'm smart, so not becoming a doctor or a physicist makes me feel like an utter failure. I'm passionate about those things, too, but I've never been allowed to choose for myself, so when I finally had to make a choice, I basically shot myself in the foot by freezing up and not working on anything. I want to help the world; I want to heal the world. I know my writing and art can do that, but I won't even give myself the chance because I know it doesn't meet the expectations of others. I really need to process why doing my passion is a failure in my eyes because it's not fair to myself and I'm tired of treating myself like trash when I know I was meant to change the world. It's 👏🏻 my 👏🏻 fricken 👏🏻 time. 👏🏻 💚💚💚💚