Bless your heart. May The Divine continue to cover and protect you. Your energy has to be clear and focused, and your heart has to be pure to do such precise work. I know it is not always easy, but you are really helping people. Wishing you Blessings and Abundance 💗 🌟💫Asè Namaste AMEN💫🌟 💗💞💗💞💗💞💗💞💗💞💗
@@dee-tx5jd When You Have everyone around you telling you how wrong you are in everything You do,Think or act , You Will Be Sure That Every Little Thing You Do Is Wrong .. And The Thought Of You Might Being Right Will Be Erased From Your Mind Until A Surprise Come To You Through Someone Else That Nothing was Wrong With You.
@@justr3276 I totally get that. My whole life everybody treated me like I'm nothing and I could never achieve anything. That's why I say, this is your problem right there. We should realize, that we don't need any form of outside validation.
Roseology is this amazing hybrid of a counselor, healer and a tarot reader. I always leave her readings feeling raw and exposed and uplifted at the same time. Thank you so much for sharing your gift with us 🌻
That's a perfect description of what it should be. Many TH-cam readers appear to stop growing spiritually when the $ starts so they're less concerned about the healing aspect. Sad but seemingly true.
This right here has to be the truest statement I’ve see all day. This woman is holding it down as spiritual being, purpose fullfiller, loving guide, and she soooo fucking transparent. Transparency is key. It’s been times I’ve literally been in the bed crying to God or even angry with God looking for some clarity and later I’ll find my self getting on here to she just posted within or literally right after ending those sessions with God. A lot of readers niche of leaving you feelin empty or scared especially when your not using it right. But this lady nahh she’s good, shit she’s great.
@@wildthangthajack she is unadulterated magic no ifs ands or buts. I think it comes from her being a Earth Sun so her communication style is so upfront and straightforward it's like being at the doctor. Like shes saying this needs to be fixed and this is how we fix it. Love her so so much.
Pile 4! Seeking approval...I'm crying my eyes out, now...First, unwanted child... begging for love from parental figures, parenting my parents, both of them...and not having children of my own just to stop the vicious circle...
Me too. I really wanted a child a one point but now m scared to be a mother even though I've read more parenting books than both my parents.. We're doing okay nd it's gonna get better nd then even better.👍🌠☀️
Pile ones where you at? I ran away from home my senior year of high school, grew up fast, judgemental family and recently found my spiritual side. I love astrology and tarot. Sag sun and moon, Virgo rising!
I chose pile 1 too and love astrology since little! Recently been dabbling into tarot as well. Parents are strict Christian. I didn't run away. But always been the weirdo in the fam. My sun in 12th house most probably contribute to that 😂
Pile 3 here:This litterly made me cry because inside I knew what you said was true, I had been limiting myself of what I can or can't do. All of doubts of others had just been on my mind for so long now. I had always known I've been doubting myself for so long now. I guess I just needed someone to tell me. I always was told to just expect the unexpected, but all this time I had been doubtful of it even happening in the first place. So, I just tried and tried to make it work, being so obsessed with it when I was just supposed to let it go. Thank you
Pile 5, I'm in tears. Born in Cuba, the communist crap island. Sometimes, we didn't have what are considered essentials in America. My dad did everything to hi e is good every day, that was our only essential. My mom made us clothes, sometimes we didn't have nice shoes. My dad then did everything to come to the US. I will accomplish all I want, because I will never fail and I will never stop
Off the bat, “Your third eye may be trying to force itself open, you be having trouble sleeping or really vivid dreams .” *Me, watching this at 3:40am and not being able to sleep for months👁👄👁
Omg, Pile 3 hit me like a ton of bricks. Healing with success, effort, and recognition is SO true. Personally, I think my Third Eye is open, but it's TRUE that I've been having headaches and feeling strange pressure in my head. And just the other day, I was literally thinking that doubt is what has caused me to waste so much time.
Pile 2 hit me SO hard. When I was younger, I was really emotive, energetic, and happy. I remember whenever I’d genuinely smile from within, ppl would ask me why I’m smiling that wide, just stop. Then after I became exactly the way they wanted me too, I remember going to a guidance counselor after a really tough week and her saying “there’s a really deep sadness in your eyes”. From that day forward, I held onto my highest truth and tried my hardest to embrace that child who felt like she wasn’t allowed smile. Thank you so much!
Pile 2 here. Man I just have to thank you for the message. It resonated deeply. When you said “nothing was ever wrong with you “ I cried. I cannot begin to tell you the horror stories about my days in school. I was misdiagnosed with a learning disability that I didn’t have basically from a cultural misunderstanding. The family and I are mixed. The teachers I had didn’t understand. I was always a kid who danced to her own drum in a way regardless. I always felt misunderstood. So this was a wonderful message to receive. Thank you 🙏
Pile 4 this message was specifically for me. I have toxic parents and I have suffered from eating disorder....I would go on to eat food just to eat my feelings of pain and in the times of void and depression I won't eat anything. It has been very tough journey for me. But I hope and pray for my healing and everyone else who are suffering from situations like these❤ Thank you soo much for this msg...this was something which I was not acknowledging. But this has helped me alot❤
Pile 1. I just wrote in my journal on Saturday that I could feel my magic coming back. I’ve been doing a lot of inner child work recently. You are so connected. Sometimes I feel like you are giving me a personal reading. 99% of this hit home. Thank you.
Pile 4: my parents were always focused on my juvenile delinquent brothers. I got the right grades and completed college and never got the same type of support as my siblings. This hit hard. I stopped calling them mom and dad a decade ago.
I picked pile 2. I got bullied as a kid and I developed depression/anxiety when I was 8 or 9 years old I hated school for the most part because I got bullied. I would say that totally affected my behavior and my north node is in Sagittarius also I have had a learner disability since I was a kid. I am currently working on healing my inner child
Pile 3 ✨🙏 I never really look at myself for long periods of time and I was just looking at my reflection for a good while and then I heard "find a mirror and get comfortable". ❤️
#4. This was definitely hard to hear, as I've struggled with perfectionism and poor self-image all my life. I grew up in an emotionally and physically abusive family of fundamentalist Christians who instilled in me a very real fear of difference. My dad has given me a hard time about my weight since I was a child, even when I was at a healthy weight. I have forgiven the physical abuse, but I still haven't forgiven them for emotionally stunting me. I still have a lot of anger toward my upbringing, and my abandonment issues still haunt me.
Sister, you hit this on the head in so many ways! Pile 4. Due to the circumstances of my birth, I didn't bond with my mother. She was advised to let me cry as an infant, and that set up lifelong depression. She had an eating disorder and groomed my sister into obsessive dieting. Because I was neglected, I learned to ignore hunger and ended up borderline anorexic. She was a narcissist that disapproved of everything about me. I remember the day I realized I was "older" than my mother emotionally. She lived with me for the last four years of her life, and I found so much healing and closure in caring for her, difficult as it was. I came to understand how badly traumatized she was as a child and was able to find compassion and forgiveness. You said, "I'm just blown away..." I am too. Thank you.
And there's more! I do work with Isis. I have her on my altar. The lack of mothering sent me straight into the arms of the Goddess. This reading was a straight up bullseye.
I picked pile 3 but my 3rd eye is super open as a seer /clairvoyant I have a lot of visions and dreams that come true . You are so accurate about people blocking and telling me I can’t do my music when I’ve been singing since a kid and my mom sabotaged me and I did believe I wasn’t talented until I stopped sabotaging myself. Now I’m a photographer and working on my music again. I’m walking in alignment as I heal my inner child and past life trauma . I’m an air sign Libra sun Aquarius midheaven and Mercury in scorpio,I do have some doubts but I’m working through my blockages and breaking more chains ....as a Nichiren Buddhist chanting/manifesting ,changing my karma .You’re so gifted I’m a reader too, I’ve been on my quest /journey most my life but I had my kundalini awakening in 2016 when I moved cross country and following my purpose and getting out my own way. I had to move away from the naysayers and find my own way. I work with isis/Auset she guides me in spirit!
wow I also took pile 3 and I am too a libra sun, mercury scorpio and have aqua midheaven!! 😍 So cool you are going after what you love. Your comment gives me strength. I am too into the creative field (graphicdesign, art, fotography and now 3d animation). Your comment makes me feel like Im not alone. Thank you for sharing!!! 💖💖💖💖💖
@@gastalini wow we are in sync soul sister 🥰✨🌌 you are not alone and we have a divine mission that’s unique to the world. Co creators making something out of nothing you got this Goddess keep shining your light ✨🙏🏽
Here pile 2... For me, no illness, no medication nor therapy, I was vibrant Leo rising, but bullying (from other kids and basically even teachers who blamed me) changed me into this anxious and depressed mess, afraid to come out of my cave. Thanks for your insight, it really helps me address my inner child issues
Pile 3 and my therapist was literally just telling me today to take small steps and achieve small goals first because each small accomplishment builds confidence.
OMG Pile #1 was everything! When I picked this pile I literally thought of everything that came up during the reading. Goosebumps. So spot on. I always connected to the mystical and witch movies were my thing. Praying to the moon goddess on my roof at 10 years old during a full moon and trying to connect to my grandfather who passed while forcing my cousins to mediate holding hands in a circle. I’ve been waiting for my powers ever since my first witch movie. And now I understand the vastness of my power and why I had to wait to develop it fully. I am my ancestors and they are me. Blessed be 🙏🏻♥️✨ Thank you Rose!
*ps my aunt was a dark witch. Her black magic destroyed my family and made my parents miserable. She owned a toy store and would gift us toys. My sister and I dreamt that our toys would try to kill us and no one believed us in our dreams. We were literally terrified. Slept with a blanket over our heads in 100 degree weather with no AC. Oh and there was a demon / devil like entity that lived in the kitchen at night. Fun times! My mom had it rough and taught us how to protect ourselves at a young age from evil. So yes.. this pile was perfect lol 😝
pile 4, god yeah. mom emotionally neglected me when my father died and I became bulimic and started acting out emotionally. as a kid I had to beg for attention too, every creative venture I did never mattered. dad was an alcoholic and my mother never wanted to be a mom,and didn't do anything with me. and now my mom is very regretful and wants to be close. it's hard
I cannot stop crying lmao I picked pile 2... Since I was like 5 or 6 I went to a therapist (untill like 8)... My mom is still super strict and inflexible. And I am a sag moon I don't remember how I was when I was a kid, I learnt to always look for my mom approval and let me tell you, that's IMPOSSIBLE. I feel trapped still and I'm 26 almost 27... And yeah everybody asks me "what about your drawings? Are you drawing?" And I start to cry... When I was young I used to draw a lot, but one day I picked up ALL OF MY DRAWINGS and throw it away, saying that I had to be a serious adult. This resonated so much I literally can't stop crying. Thank you so much!
Pile 3- it was my dad when he was alive that got mad I said I can’t do something. He was mad I was talking like that...not believing in me. I just accomplished something huge and I’m very good thinking of him now😭😭. I stopped saying I’m broke!!
WOAH Pile 3😳 I am actually having headaches every day for a week now, been struggling with sleep for the last few yrs, & this March is when I started practicing Lucid Dreaming
And I remember even younger than that, my mother read that coffee calmed hyper kids, and she forced me to drink coffee, which for a lot of kids would have been maybe fun, but it was actually pretty traumatizing for me
Pile 1: I always come to her videos knowing I’m going to be called out in every way possible, but I’m shocked every single time. I almost teared up because this was exactly my childhood. I always felt like I was an outsider to my family, I didn’t grow up with the same mindsets, I believed in things they didn’t etc etc.
I hope things are coming together for you now. I just listened today and I feel the exact same. It all resonated so much. And strangely my name is the start of yours! Take care x
Pile 4: literally just told my mom “how i treat you is a direct reflection in how you treated me in my childhood.” I try to distance myself & stay as disconnected from her as possible. I think it’s hard for her to fathom that i don’t need her when really she’s installed that into me since birth. If i didn’t live with her i swear we’d never speak again. It has now come to a point where she seeks for ways to speak to me. I wasn’t aware before about her narcissism & it disgusts me
I feel your pain. I watched Bojack horseman's mom ND thought my God that's how I got my issues but then they aired ND episode with her back story nd I understand, I don't think what happened with my growth is fair but what happened to my mom was not fair either when we look at it objectively. I have blocked her but just wanted to bring this perspective to you as it helped me heal further. You've got this👍🌠☀️
Pile 4 here too! I relate to your comment so much. My mother is the same. I have diagnosed her as a narcissist because otherwise I can’t make her make sense in my head. She is so much spiritually younger than me and often acts very low vibrational and mean towards me fx by taking revenge on me in various ways throughout my childhood. I remember one very clear instance as a teen, where I had absent-mindedly borrowed her slippers, and she then bought me a pair for Christmas and then put them on and walked around in them in front of me so I could “taste my own medicine”. I remember being hurt by this and retreating to my room to write her a letter about how that hurt my feelings and a mother shouldn’t make a daughter “taste her own medicine. When we argue she will always go after me and call me ugly names and adjectives, where I will try to use non-hurtful language while staring up for myself and own limits, and not sink down to name calling. So that’s basically our dynamic. Fortunately I’ve moved out and now live with my boyfriend, I’m 19 and I like to think I can be my own parent, but I sometimes really miss a mom in my life.
Pile 1: Ive always been attracted to magic and my christian Jamaican parents hated the movies and books I would read. My mom threw away my harry potter books and starwars toys (gifts from my friends parents). I recently did genetic testing and the tribes I came from in central africa are known for their magical practices in their country. Thanks for the full circle moment 💚💛
Wow! Pile 1 totally resonated with me. I’ve always felt like the black sheet in my family and knew I had gifts as a child. Major chills when you said you saw 10:10 on the clock because I see that time on a regular basis and for a time period saw it daily, sometimes even twice a day. Thank you! 💕🙏🏼
Pile 1: actually my family is VERY connected with witchcraft and shamantic meditations. Even my grandfather's brother killed his wife, commit suicide, and his mother burned bibles claming he was possessed. My stepmothers practiced black magic, and my grandmother did shamantic meditations and still goes to spiritual retreats. She even studied parapsychology and with exorcists. My mother is kinda the same but denied her gifts as she got older.. and since I was child(I'm virgo, with a prominent leo venus, life path 5, chiron in scorpio, and bisexual)i practice/been interested all of the above to a certain extent and much more(from astrology to astral traveling, crystal gazing, etc). And yes,I was told everything was wrong(even my sexuality) as I grew up and even ran away from home(bc even if my mother is like my grandma, she used to be very religious..even getting me into catholic schools) So yeah, it really resonated all, thank u!!
Pile 3: When you said "Did you have anyone telling you can be whatever you want to be" I cried.... I've never felt this connected to a reading. There's so much I wanna do in life but being surrounded by family who always tell me to follow the "normal" path, that my dreams are too good to be real destroys my confidence everytime. But I've promised myself not to give up without a good fight either. It's just I hoped atleast someone would be my support but I guess it's true that "you're your own savior". Hoping the Universe will make our dreams come true one day. Have a good day everyone. Lot's of love 💜
WOW..I picked pile 4 and it was spot on...I felt like you were describing my childhood. Not only was it spot on but I also predicted ...before you said it, that you were going to talk about ED. My inner child is always working on forgiveness.
Chose number 4. My jaw literally dropped when that “you are wanted” card jumped out. Last night (before this reading was posted) I was journaling and crying and kept writing “I just want to be wanted. I want to feel like I am chosen.” And that card came out... wow. Thank you 🙏 💜
This is impressive #2 I'm autistic I got therapy since I was really young. I did try medication but I was no longer myself so I went of it. Bullied by teachers and always thought I wasn't clever and a sag rising
i just wanted to say you don't need therapy or treatment for being autistic, it's not a disease or a disorder. don't ever feel like you have to change who you are to fit the mold of this society, you were born to be different. don't ever go back to that, just move forward. ❤️ and i am very sorry for everything you've experienced because people were too small minded.
@@weiirdOzdotFU Very well said 👏👏 people are always narrow minded they can't accept a person who's different from their crew it's their problem and has nothing to do with Specially gifted person like her and my son they are special creation of God who are here for a special purpose
Number 2 is so spot on! I was so nudged to do things that I used to do instead of doing the things I am told to do as a child. I felt at peace, I feel so whole again. Being a child that sees things in color to being taught to see the world black and white is so unnerving. This system really needs to change. Thank you for this wonderful reading
"Do not hate weakness" gave me full body chills. I've been working on this for years, and hearing your words today was the divine confirmation I needed. Thank you, you're a gift to us all Roseology
#1 😲 I did runaway from home when I was younger and I did grow up very fast. My parents were traditional and they did plan my life out. Gift was passed down from my grandmother. You slayed this reading Rose 💯 Tysm 💞 I still watch marvel and dc movies. I never missed a episode of "charmed" I still feel like the black sheep I don't fit in anywhere. 💞
Pile 4......I watched my mother go on dates with different guys as a toddler and young kid. When she married the abuser who directed it towards me I was pushed to the side. When my brother was born he was the golden child. He had a better version of my mom than I did. I'm 29 in a couple weeks and I'm just learning how to love myself. I'm just now learning that its okay. That I'm worthy of it. Thank-you so much for this!!
"Faith is art. Believing is an art. it takes deconditioning our mind before we can believe in the reality that we don't have access to yet." I claim Pile 3! Love and utmost gratitude! Abundant blessings 🌈 ✨ 🦄 🧚🏿 💜 "Fear, doubt, and anxiety is okay, as long as you don't let it stop you." I would love to see a New Age Dictionary called "Words of Power"
Me too, it is 60 % accurate still brought back unpleasant doubts again. I started to heal when I went by to my favorite hobby as a child that I stop becz..well . You've got this☀️🌠👍
Pile 4: my mom worked countless hours to provide for my entire family and my step dad was an alcoholic. I grew up very fast because it was my role to take care of my bb sister. Way more f'ed up details but I won't get into it.. There is a lot that I repressed from my childhood but this pretty much snapped me out of that negative feedback loop. Thank you so much for being you.
I have a friend that just went through medical school while taking care of his little siblings and I really feel for you. It sucks having to be the adult and not getting a childhood. But if it feels good at all, I have a ton of respect for you for being there for her when your mom couldn’t
Pile 4: I love you and all that you do. God literally speaks through you. Your the only person who channels my life 100%. Thank you for your messages. 💕
Piles 3 and 2, and I'm speechless. For weeks I've now been getting the message in readings that my third eye would open soon and I've never been told positive things in my childhood or youth. My father was very oppressive, lots of violence and abuse, and I can't remember that I ever felt joy of living. And another message I've had in the past few weeks was "What gives you joy?", and I just can't answer that question. I definitely feel very dead inside, and I dread going inside. But I guess I have to go back to the point in time where I was "broken", and I absolutely dread it! But there is no other way! Thank you so much, Roseology. Your videos are always very helpful and uplifting!
#4 My mother (now passed away) told me in my 50's she "never wanted me, the only reason I was around because of my father", whom was an acholic. This reading was incredible!! (Very difficult to do the wonderful suggestions) BUT THANK YOU 💞
Pile 4: 1:10:34 Yes, my mother would talk about my weight all the time. I was left alone a lot. I have received this message from you before that my mother has a lot regret. She has departed but I have forgiven her. My father is now the chaser but I don’t do it on purpose. I feel this is why I haven’t had any children of my own but I so LONG for my OWN family now‼️ Healing: Being better that my parents were to me. Don’t hate weakness.
My mother always told me she was perfect before she got pregnant with my sister and me. She definitely has an eating disorder. My sis and I luckily don't have one. But people often blamed me for being to skinny. Actually I always liked me quite much. Then I found out skinny is not bad. It's even "ideal" in a way for most people. That totally changed my mind. Body shaming works in both directions.
Pile 1 this message was spot on the entire time I was just saying yes yes YES! For my entire life I’ve always wanted to use my wonderful gifts of art and writing. But people around me always told me that art wouldn’t really get me anywhere except for a cardboard box underneath a bridge. But now I know the reason why that happened because with my art I am meant to make a home not only story. a home for those that are just like me people That were never validated who had never had anyone tell them that what they truly want is a good thing that can help people.
Pile 1 and Pile 4 for me. More gravitated towards Pile 4 more than Pile 1. Sometimes, I root for the superhero though. Pile 4 parents were good. Attended events etc. Helped with homework and study times. But had emotions abuse at times. Especially with the father figure. Both readings were good.
Pile 4 here and this spoke to be sooo deeply. I’m still working on healing an ED that’s been around since childhood. I’ve actually been told by a couple energy healers this past month that I should be focusing on forgiveness so I’ve been doing that almost daily now. I do work with Isis too! But the fact that you mentioned being here to parent my parents rings so true and I have been the chaser pretty much all my life. I’ve had to chase things and I accepted things that weren’t good for me since I didn’t feel like I was worthy of love. This is something I’ve been working through a lot lately and I was definitely called to listen to this video for a reason. Thank you for this! 🙏🏻❤️
Wow... #2. I know i was a younger happier child. ❤️ The ☀ & 💦 , my happy spots. Various things contributed to a hidden spot, self preservation. Strict family life. Interferring or manipulative agendas. Grew up fast to escape drama, kin obligations that drag ny spirit down. You mention defence that i engaged with at 1 time. The older i get i go back to stuff that makes me 😊. Been doing work on my inner archetypes to check in are they ok, obviously more work.
2,4. Naturally, I call my parents by their first name and people often look shocked and now I know why. I've been feeling like a parent my entire life. It's nice to hear what I was struggling with explained in a healthy way and given options to continue to make healthier choices. This was such good synch for me as I started my journey with Thoth two years ago. Thank you so much, I've been listening and always enjoy how you're able to deliver messages to the collective in a gentle way. The love is felt and returned.
Pile 4... yeah. Hella resonated. My parents are still married but they went through issues we witnessed. I work with Isis & Goddess in all her forms. Thank you for the message 🙏🏽❤
This reading got to my recommendation three times through two of my accounts and I've always picked the same pile (pile 4). The message never gets old.
Pile 5. The message brought tears. I felt so emotional. It brought back memories of the challenging and difficult life my mum had. The sacrifices she had to face to survive. I'm sending LOVE to my late dearest mother as well as to my inner child in me. Thank you. 🕊️🦄🧿👼🦋💓
Pile 4... first of all... the number of messages you get from 1, 2 cards! Then how they align EXACTLY with the oracle cards. I spent years trying to "make up for being a bad child" but I now realize for sure it was my mother's obsession with relationships that drove us apart. I came to this reading heartbroken and frustrated from fighting with my mom and needed this reading. Also prehnite is one of my favorite healing stone. Your gift and fluidity is incredible and undeniable! Love and blessings xxoo
"My childlike creativity, purity, and honesty Is honestly being crowded by these grown thoughts" - Kanye West I'm aware that it's my self doubt that is keeping me back. But I'm going to change that. Thank you
Pile 4. This reading blew my mind . I never met my father and was raised by my step dad. But we've never really had a good bond. I have looked for attention and love in all the wrong places. This really hit home. Doing my best to be the parent I wish I had❤
Pile 1: wow the accuracy of this reading was unreal. I am literally in counselling at this moment for all these issues. My counsellor has picked up on all of this. I am a commitment phobe, I am very guilty of making myself smaller for others due to a very suffocating upbringing and high expectations placed on me from young. I have only recently become aware of how much this has all affected me. I am learning to find myself and trust my intuition, inner voice and dreams. It’s a long and hard at sometimes lonely journey. Just want to thank you for this reading xx
Pile 4: and although this was necessary it hurts soooooo bad cause it’s so true, and I don’t know how to heal childhood trauma cause I’m still going through it in ALL my relationships with people. Not just spousal relationships either 😔😔😔😔 I’m tired mentally and spiritually..
There are many ways to heal your inner child. It varies per individual. There are meditations on TH-cam, you can journal, start loving your self, mirror work is amazing
Pile 4 - I've taken care of my mum since I was about 6. I had problems with eating as part of control and was an overacheiver in school, mostly because I always wanted her to know that I was doing exactly what she wanted and expected. I've recently come to realise I was still putting her emotional needs and stability over my own life journey despite her ailments being physical. I realised that while I'm happy to do physical things where she can't, I now understand how much emotional responsibility she was putting on me. And you're absolutely right, now she feels like she has a lot to make up for and is chasing the connection with me. But I've forgiven her, I completely understand and accept why she was the way she was, and I'm now able to help her look at these things and work them out for herself. And now she's finally met someone who can love her in all the ways she always deserved. And our relationship grows stronger and stronger every day ❤️❤️❤️ LOVE YOU, MAMA!!
I was pile 4... Parents were all that and worse... Good news is that I've done hard work on myself...I am a professional... collage graduate...I am a mother of 2 now...
Pile 1 "deep seeded conditioning... pulling up the roots" wow I feel that. I literally dreamt last night about pulling weeds/plants roots and all out of the soles of my feet. Super super weird. The whole reading has resonated with me. Thank you 💗
I picked Pile 2 and 4. Emotional neglect from my parents and being sent to an isolated boarding school made me extremely depressed and pessimistic. Even today I still blame them for what they have done to me. The meanings of "father" and "mother" are very vague to me. No love involved.
Pile 4: 😭wow my parents lost us to addition. After years of chasing my mom after she got us back 7 years later. I spent most my childhood running to try and save her from her inner brokenness in attempt to open her eyes to heal. To feel I was more important than the drug and need to escape. Trauma started at age 4 being shoot at running from her bf. That I view as evil. My loss of security and my empath senses had to form so young, I don’t remember a time I was able to think like a child. The worry for others. Then my sister fell to the addiction. I felt like I was trying to stand still in the middle of a tornado. Thank you 🙏 bless you
Pile 4. Accurate from the get-go with unhealthy parent relationship (alcoholic and workaholic father) and ongoing struggles with e.d. and body dysmorphia. I am baffled by how accurate this reading is the more you go on. Wow. I was also drawn to pile 3 and it was spot on as well.
Holy shit...pile 5 felt like a personal reading. Legit my great grandparents escaped slavery in the south...I grew up with a lot of anxiety and chaos after my parents split, but they both sacrificed so much so that I would have a better if. I have been in survival mode the majority of my life. It’s just in the last year that I’ve been in a place where I can slow down and heal this imprinting from my ancestors. It’s so hard to spoil myself because for so long I’ve just barely been getting by. But I’m slowly getting used to taking sweet care of myself and getting out of the hustling mentality. Thank so you much for this message! PS I want so badly to give back to my family and I know they won’t want it lol
Pile 4, and it blows my mind, too. I try to let go of my childhood and anxiety to not be seen or not be wanted until today. I also never wanted kids until I started to work with my inner child. I didn't speak to my parents since 2020 and started therapy to let go of my past. I know that I have to make peace with my childhood, to let go my judgement and anger towards them and let go of my sorrow about what I was not given when I was a child and what nobody will bring back to me, because it's the past. Maybe now it's finally time to move on, forgive them and me to continue with this patterns in all my relationships for so many years. Deep in my heart I know that I'm enough and don't need others to mirror that.Thank you for this powerful message! Definitely synchronicity. :) I always really feel connected during your readings. Thanks for this channel, Rose!
I also was in physically and sexually and narcissistically abusive relationships and marriages. Yes marriages. I’m twice divorced. The sweetness of it all is that I found another Gemini. One in their good energy. And yes I call my Dad Rick
🧡I am speechless 😳 pile 4 has me walking around my room in circles all I can say is holy shit in disbelief. I used this past moon to remove & OMG! I’ve been working with this exact thing but looking at it from a different angle, I literally just had the biggest release. Thank you so much I hope you feel the warmth from my heart today my 3 daughters & I thank you. And I pray the inner child in all of us gets the healing we need✨🧡
Pile 3 team here. This made so much sense to me!!! I literally manifested $100 withing 3 hours through the simple shifting of my perspective of my powers n gifts to bring in my dreams into my reality here on this Earth!! I loved this reading and I love you so much as well Roseology🥰🥰🥰
I picked pile 4 and I def have been dealing with multiple types of ED. You also hit the nail on the head with both my parents, calling both of them by their first names and having them both neglect all 3 of their children and feeling the need to chase what I want. I have made it my goal as a parent to be better then my parents and heal the generational trauma they perpetuated. I’m nearing the end of my Saturn return, during this time I have been learning to forgive them without any apologies on their end. The hardest thing I have had to do is learn to forgive people who didn’t think they did anything wrong. It has also been the most freeing thing I have ever experienced. For the first time in 29 years I am truly happy and feel at piece with my childhood. This whole reading felt so personal ❤️. Thank you .
Pile 2. Yes. I'm still healing this side of me that feels supressed. I used to be a very creative person, very funny, very innovative and it's not that I'm not now, but I have been so controlled and dominated, that I've become a fake person, always being the good girl, the perfect person everyone admires, but I feel like people don't see me for who I am. And when I show the real me, nobody understands me and in fact they're afraid of that change and try to control me again. So I get rebellious and act out, but I'm not fully satisfied. Not fully out there. It makes me sad not being in touch with that side of me.
It’s so crazy that you said “my mind impacts my hands” because I’m a palm reader and I know especially that the lines on our palms are connected to our thoughts and they tell the story of the inner child vs the grown adult
Pile 1: I used to dream of the future and I would tell my mother that God shows me things before they happen. Unfortunately, she is a very conservative Christian and told me that was evil. You really just told me my whole life 😅. Thank you Rose, sending lots of love 💕
Pile 4. This was so spot on. All of it. I didn't realize any of this until a few years ago. It was so normal for me that I thought it was normal to parent your own parents. I know that sounds odd, but it's just how it was for me. I love my parents deeply but they did fail me in many ways. I chose to remember that they did the best they could with what they knew. They did love me and showed it as well, but I did not get the attention a child needs. Thanks for this message.
Pile 4 it resonates a lot.🙃 My G! Everything you says is true. I always asked for their attention and because of that I learned to stand on my own. I tried to pleased them thru studying hard and get a better good grades for them to notice me. I became so perfectionist in everything. But anyways I am healing RN and trying to understand them...they're still my parents and so there are no reason not to forgive them🧡 thank you so much for this reading🖤🥺.
I love you guys! 💥⭐️💛
~Timestamps~
Intro & disclaimers: @0:00
Meditation: @3:10
(Clairvoyant) Pile selection: @5:00
(Clairaudient) Pile selection: @6:55
Pile 1: @8:45
Pile 2: @27:33
Pile 3: @49:14
Pile 4: @1:10:34
Pile 5: @1:28:20
Thank you 😊
Was. Going to hit pile 3 but hit pile 2 and it fit me!!
Bless your heart. May The Divine continue to cover and protect you. Your energy has to be clear and focused, and your heart has to be pure to do such precise work. I know it is not always easy, but you are really helping people. Wishing you Blessings and Abundance 💗
🌟💫Asè Namaste AMEN💫🌟
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hey what about shadow self
Dearest Rose, Video Requests - 1. Crystals 2. Essential oils 3. Shadow work 4. More sound baths pls plssss .. love & light to u 🇮🇳
''If something is not possible it's because the person meant to do it has not been born yet.'' Wow! 🙏🙏 Thank you for this ❤️
Don't that need a tshirt?!😀
@@TiffTALKS22 Yesss ☺️
loved this sentence so much.... and again it is incredible how she is on point with her readings, just love it
Pile 3 too 🙏
Yaaas amazing
" *There was nothing ever wrong with you* "
Thank you .
You need somebody else to tell you? That's right there is your problem.
@@dee-tx5jd When You Have everyone around you telling you how wrong you are in everything You do,Think or act , You Will Be Sure That Every Little Thing You Do Is Wrong .. And The Thought Of You Might Being Right Will Be Erased From Your Mind Until A Surprise Come To You Through Someone Else That Nothing was Wrong With You.
@@justr3276 I totally get that. My whole life everybody treated me like I'm nothing and I could never achieve anything. That's why I say, this is your problem right there. We should realize, that we don't need any form of outside validation.
@@dee-tx5jd true
Roseology is this amazing hybrid of a counselor, healer and a tarot reader. I always leave her readings feeling raw and exposed and uplifted at the same time. Thank you so much for sharing your gift with us 🌻
That's a perfect description of what it should be. Many TH-cam readers appear to stop growing spiritually when the $ starts so they're less concerned about the healing aspect. Sad but seemingly true.
That's exactly how I've been seeing tarot readers too! As therapists😊 Especially Roseology
This right here has to be the truest statement I’ve see all day. This woman is holding it down as spiritual being, purpose fullfiller, loving guide, and she soooo fucking transparent. Transparency is key. It’s been times I’ve literally been in the bed crying to God or even angry with God looking for some clarity and later I’ll find my self getting on here to she just posted within or literally right after ending those sessions with God. A lot of readers niche of leaving you feelin empty or scared especially when your not using it right. But this lady nahh she’s good, shit she’s great.
@@wildthangthajack she is unadulterated magic no ifs ands or buts. I think it comes from her being a Earth Sun so her communication style is so upfront and straightforward it's like being at the doctor. Like shes saying this needs to be fixed and this is how we fix it. Love her so so much.
I just found her. I'm so glad. She's been a guide I'm needing these days. Thank you @roseology. You are a God sent 🙏🏽
Pile 4! Seeking approval...I'm crying my eyes out, now...First, unwanted child... begging for love from parental figures, parenting my parents, both of them...and not having children of my own just to stop the vicious circle...
Me too. I really wanted a child a one point but now m scared to be a mother even though I've read more parenting books than both my parents..
We're doing okay nd it's gonna get better nd then even better.👍🌠☀️
I cried my eyes out too
I hear ya✊🙏❤️my mother. My dad knew and favoured me🙏
Pile ones where you at? I ran away from home my senior year of high school, grew up fast, judgemental family and recently found my spiritual side. I love astrology and tarot. Sag sun and moon, Virgo rising!
Started Tarot 😁
im a virgo sun and a sag rising, was kicked out at 15 and forced to grow up fast, my dads family threw me out with the trash as a kid
I chose pile 1 too and love astrology since little! Recently been dabbling into tarot as well. Parents are strict Christian. I didn't run away. But always been the weirdo in the fam. My sun in 12th house most probably contribute to that 😂
Same! But i was pile 3
@@marciaguereca8261 i was also pile 3
Pile 3 here:This litterly made me cry because inside I knew what you said was true, I had been limiting myself of what I can or can't do. All of doubts of others had just been on my mind for so long now.
I had always known I've been doubting myself for so long now. I guess I just needed someone to tell me.
I always was told to just expect the unexpected, but all this time I had been doubtful of it even happening in the first place.
So, I just tried and tried to make it work, being so obsessed with it when I was just supposed to let it go.
Thank you
Pile 5, I'm in tears. Born in Cuba, the communist crap island. Sometimes, we didn't have what are considered essentials in America. My dad did everything to hi e is good every day, that was our only essential. My mom made us clothes, sometimes we didn't have nice shoes.
My dad then did everything to come to the US. I will accomplish all I want, because I will never fail and I will never stop
Same here. Although my country is Russia.
my mom emigrated from Cuba w her family. sending you love ❤️
I am also Cuban!!! Came to the usa at 16! Yasss sister! Get your dreams come true! 💜
Off the bat, “Your third eye may be trying to force itself open, you be having trouble sleeping or really vivid dreams .” *Me, watching this at 3:40am and not being able to sleep for months👁👄👁
05:50 am 😂 me too, pile 3.
Omg, Pile 3 hit me like a ton of bricks. Healing with success, effort, and recognition is SO true.
Personally, I think my Third Eye is open, but it's TRUE that I've been having headaches and feeling strange pressure in my head. And just the other day, I was literally thinking that doubt is what has caused me to waste so much time.
SAME
Yeah
Pile 2 hit me SO hard. When I was younger, I was really emotive, energetic, and happy. I remember whenever I’d genuinely smile from within, ppl would ask me why I’m smiling that wide, just stop. Then after I became exactly the way they wanted me too, I remember going to a guidance counselor after a really tough week and her saying “there’s a really deep sadness in your eyes”. From that day forward, I held onto my highest truth and tried my hardest to embrace that child who felt like she wasn’t allowed smile. Thank you so much!
I can relate so much with this comment. I hope you will be healing from this 🙏✨️💖
Pile 4: I had a lot of siblings so they were always busy. I feel like my parents didn’t even know me😫 Definitely still don’t
Sme
My parents were always working and I was the second youngest of 5 kids. My childhood was pretty sad, I had too much responsibility at a young age.
7th child 😥
I can relate 😭
2nd child outta 8🤣✌
Pile 2 here. Man I just have to thank you for the message. It resonated deeply. When you said “nothing was ever wrong with you “ I cried. I cannot begin to tell you the horror stories about my days in school. I was misdiagnosed with a learning disability that I didn’t have basically from a cultural misunderstanding. The family and I are mixed. The teachers I had didn’t understand. I was always a kid who danced to her own drum in a way regardless. I always felt misunderstood. So this was a wonderful message to receive. Thank you 🙏
Pile 4 this message was specifically for me. I have toxic parents and I have suffered from eating disorder....I would go on to eat food just to eat my feelings of pain and in the times of void and depression I won't eat anything. It has been very tough journey for me. But I hope and pray for my healing and everyone else who are suffering from situations like these❤
Thank you soo much for this msg...this was something which I was not acknowledging. But this has helped me alot❤
Felt this smh
❤️ I picked pile 4 aswell..it was all so accurate..sending lots of love and healing. Xx
I hope you find peace 🤍
You should heal your root chakra😉🔻
@@aquariuser6406 🙏🏽❤️
Pile 1. I just wrote in my journal on Saturday that I could feel my magic coming back. I’ve been doing a lot of inner child work recently. You are so connected. Sometimes I feel like you are giving me a personal reading. 99% of this hit home. Thank you.
Pile 4: my parents were always focused on my juvenile delinquent brothers. I got the right grades and completed college and never got the same type of support as my siblings. This hit hard. I stopped calling them mom and dad a decade ago.
I'm sorry that this happened to you, I know how it is, my sister was totally out of the rules, and all their support was for her
@@carolinecarol7223 virtual hugs to you
Same...❤️
Sad
Me too. I feel you.
I picked pile 2. I got bullied as a kid and I developed depression/anxiety when I was 8 or 9 years old I hated school for the most part because I got bullied. I would say that totally affected my behavior and my north node is in Sagittarius also I have had a learner disability since I was a kid. I am currently working on healing my inner child
Lots of love to you. I wish you well on your journey
Pile 3- dang thats deep.Your calling me out. My parents were those "i can't" ppl. I had/have to retrained myself
Pile 3 ✨🙏
I never really look at myself for long periods of time and I was just looking at my reflection for a good while and then I heard "find a mirror and get comfortable". ❤️
#4. This was definitely hard to hear, as I've struggled with perfectionism and poor self-image all my life. I grew up in an emotionally and physically abusive family of fundamentalist Christians who instilled in me a very real fear of difference. My dad has given me a hard time about my weight since I was a child, even when I was at a healthy weight. I have forgiven the physical abuse, but I still haven't forgiven them for emotionally stunting me. I still have a lot of anger toward my upbringing, and my abandonment issues still haunt me.
felt this
no one deserves to go through that and you are so valid bigger things await for you
Sister, you hit this on the head in so many ways! Pile 4. Due to the circumstances of my birth, I didn't bond with my mother. She was advised to let me cry as an infant, and that set up lifelong depression. She had an eating disorder and groomed my sister into obsessive dieting. Because I was neglected, I learned to ignore hunger and ended up borderline anorexic. She was a narcissist that disapproved of everything about me. I remember the day I realized I was "older" than my mother emotionally. She lived with me for the last four years of her life, and I found so much healing and closure in caring for her, difficult as it was. I came to understand how badly traumatized she was as a child and was able to find compassion and forgiveness. You said, "I'm just blown away..." I am too. Thank you.
And there's more! I do work with Isis. I have her on my altar. The lack of mothering sent me straight into the arms of the Goddess. This reading was a straight up bullseye.
I picked pile 3 but my 3rd eye is super open as a seer /clairvoyant I have a lot of visions and dreams that come true . You are so accurate about people blocking and telling me I can’t do my music when I’ve been singing since a kid and my mom sabotaged me and I did believe I wasn’t talented until I stopped sabotaging myself. Now I’m a photographer and working on my music again. I’m walking in alignment as I heal my inner child and past life trauma .
I’m an air sign Libra sun Aquarius midheaven and Mercury in scorpio,I do have some doubts but I’m working through my blockages and breaking more chains ....as a Nichiren Buddhist chanting/manifesting ,changing my karma .You’re so gifted I’m a reader too, I’ve been on my quest /journey most my life but I had my kundalini awakening in 2016 when I moved cross country and following my purpose and getting out my own way. I had to move away from the naysayers and find my own way. I work with isis/Auset she guides me in spirit!
wow I also took pile 3 and I am too a libra sun, mercury scorpio and have aqua midheaven!! 😍 So cool you are going after what you love. Your comment gives me strength. I am too into the creative field (graphicdesign, art, fotography and now 3d animation). Your comment makes me feel like Im not alone. Thank you for sharing!!! 💖💖💖💖💖
@@gastalini wow we are in sync soul sister 🥰✨🌌 you are not alone and we have a divine mission that’s unique to the world. Co creators making something out of nothing you got this Goddess keep shining your light ✨🙏🏽
Here pile 2... For me, no illness, no medication nor therapy, I was vibrant Leo rising, but bullying (from other kids and basically even teachers who blamed me) changed me into this anxious and depressed mess, afraid to come out of my cave. Thanks for your insight, it really helps me address my inner child issues
Pile 3 and my therapist was literally just telling me today to take small steps and achieve small goals first because each small accomplishment builds confidence.
OMG Pile #1 was everything! When I picked this pile I literally thought of everything that came up during the reading. Goosebumps. So spot on. I always connected to the mystical and witch movies were my thing. Praying to the moon goddess on my roof at 10 years old during a full moon and trying to connect to my grandfather who passed while forcing my cousins to mediate holding hands in a circle. I’ve been waiting for my powers ever since my first witch movie. And now I understand the vastness of my power and why I had to wait to develop it fully. I am my ancestors and they are me. Blessed be 🙏🏻♥️✨ Thank you Rose!
*ps my aunt was a dark witch. Her black magic destroyed my family and made my parents miserable. She owned a toy store and would gift us toys. My sister and I dreamt that our toys would try to kill us and no one believed us in our dreams. We were literally terrified. Slept with a blanket over our heads in 100 degree weather with no AC. Oh and there was a demon / devil like entity that lived in the kitchen at night. Fun times! My mom had it rough and taught us how to protect ourselves at a young age from evil.
So yes.. this pile was perfect lol 😝
pile 4, god yeah. mom emotionally neglected me when my father died and I became bulimic and started acting out emotionally. as a kid I had to beg for attention too, every creative venture I did never mattered. dad was an alcoholic and my mother never wanted to be a mom,and didn't do anything with me. and now my mom is very regretful and wants to be close. it's hard
Yoooo felt this smh. We got this ❤
Brother you ain't alone. Keep going, you'll figure this out. ❤️
I feel this!!! We can never discount how much of a negative effect neglect can have on us as kids.
Pile 1!!!! I KNEW IT!!! 😨😱😱
Thank you for so much clarity!!! 🖤🖤
I cannot stop crying lmao
I picked pile 2... Since I was like 5 or 6 I went to a therapist (untill like 8)... My mom is still super strict and inflexible. And I am a sag moon
I don't remember how I was when I was a kid, I learnt to always look for my mom approval and let me tell you, that's IMPOSSIBLE. I feel trapped still and I'm 26 almost 27... And yeah everybody asks me "what about your drawings? Are you drawing?" And I start to cry... When I was young I used to draw a lot, but one day I picked up ALL OF MY DRAWINGS and throw it away, saying that I had to be a serious adult.
This resonated so much I literally can't stop crying. Thank you so much!
Pile 3- it was my dad when he was alive that got mad I said I can’t do something. He was mad I was talking like that...not believing in me. I just accomplished something huge and I’m very good thinking of him now😭😭. I stopped saying I’m broke!!
WOAH Pile 3😳 I am actually having headaches every day for a week now, been struggling with sleep for the last few yrs, & this March is when I started practicing Lucid Dreaming
Put your finger on your third eye and hold it there. It helps me. Good luck☺️
@@melaniemansfield3319 thanks for the tip!💜
As a clairaudient person, I really appreciate the inclusion of the audio ques
Pile 2, diagnosed ADHD in the 5th grade and put on riddalin, which I hated. Just got rediagnosed and I'm trying Adderall now at 34.
Sagittarius sun in the 9th house, between Saturn and Uranus. I have so much sag energy. Aries rising. Mercury is also in sag (8th house)
How you get all that from one card tho :o. And you know, I was never the same after a year on riddalin...
And I remember even younger than that, my mother read that coffee calmed hyper kids, and she forced me to drink coffee, which for a lot of kids would have been maybe fun, but it was actually pretty traumatizing for me
Pile 1: I always come to her videos knowing I’m going to be called out in every way possible, but I’m shocked every single time. I almost teared up because this was exactly my childhood. I always felt like I was an outsider to my family, I didn’t grow up with the same mindsets, I believed in things they didn’t etc etc.
Same. I hope youve found a way to be yourself now 💛💚🧡And btw i almost named my eldest child Kerrianna ha very pretty name :)
I hope things are coming together for you now. I just listened today and I feel the exact same. It all resonated so much. And strangely my name is the start of yours! Take care x
same all is well brother…
Pile 4: literally just told my mom “how i treat you is a direct reflection in how you treated me in my childhood.” I try to distance myself & stay as disconnected from her as possible. I think it’s hard for her to fathom that i don’t need her when really she’s installed that into me since birth. If i didn’t live with her i swear we’d never speak again. It has now come to a point where she seeks for ways to speak to me. I wasn’t aware before about her narcissism & it disgusts me
I feel your pain. I watched Bojack horseman's mom ND thought my God that's how I got my issues but then they aired ND episode with her back story nd I understand, I don't think what happened with my growth is fair but what happened to my mom was not fair either when we look at it objectively. I have blocked her but just wanted to bring this perspective to you as it helped me heal further. You've got this👍🌠☀️
@@missy9279 i loooooooove bojack omg🥺 it’s my comfort show
Pile 4 here too! I relate to your comment so much. My mother is the same. I have diagnosed her as a narcissist because otherwise I can’t make her make sense in my head. She is so much spiritually younger than me and often acts very low vibrational and mean towards me fx by taking revenge on me in various ways throughout my childhood. I remember one very clear instance as a teen, where I had absent-mindedly borrowed her slippers, and she then bought me a pair for Christmas and then put them on and walked around in them in front of me so I could “taste my own medicine”. I remember being hurt by this and retreating to my room to write her a letter about how that hurt my feelings and a mother shouldn’t make a daughter “taste her own medicine. When we argue she will always go after me and call me ugly names and adjectives, where I will try to use non-hurtful language while staring up for myself and own limits, and not sink down to name calling. So that’s basically our dynamic. Fortunately I’ve moved out and now live with my boyfriend, I’m 19 and I like to think I can be my own parent, but I sometimes really miss a mom in my life.
Pile 1: Ive always been attracted to magic and my christian Jamaican parents hated the movies and books I would read. My mom threw away my harry potter books and starwars toys (gifts from my friends parents). I recently did genetic testing and the tribes I came from in central africa are known for their magical practices in their country. Thanks for the full circle moment 💚💛
Wow! Pile 1 totally resonated with me. I’ve always felt like the black sheet in my family and knew I had gifts as a child. Major chills when you said you saw 10:10 on the clock because I see that time on a regular basis and for a time period saw it daily, sometimes even twice a day. Thank you! 💕🙏🏼
Pile 1: actually my family is VERY connected with witchcraft and shamantic meditations. Even my grandfather's brother killed his wife, commit suicide, and his mother burned bibles claming he was possessed. My stepmothers practiced black magic, and my grandmother did shamantic meditations and still goes to spiritual retreats. She even studied parapsychology and with exorcists. My mother is kinda the same but denied her gifts as she got older.. and since I was child(I'm virgo, with a prominent leo venus, life path 5, chiron in scorpio, and bisexual)i practice/been interested all of the above to a certain extent and much more(from astrology to astral traveling, crystal gazing, etc). And yes,I was told everything was wrong(even my sexuality) as I grew up and even ran away from home(bc even if my mother is like my grandma, she used to be very religious..even getting me into catholic schools) So yeah, it really resonated all, thank u!!
Wishing you peace🏞, health💃🕺, healing🧖♀️🧖♂️, love💜 & security 🛡in your life. 🙋♀️from Australia 🐨
Thank you for another soulful reading 💖💖💖
Pile 3: When you said "Did you have anyone telling you can be whatever you want to be" I cried.... I've never felt this connected to a reading. There's so much I wanna do in life but being surrounded by family who always tell me to follow the "normal" path, that my dreams are too good to be real destroys my confidence everytime. But I've promised myself not to give up without a good fight either. It's just I hoped atleast someone would be my support but I guess it's true that "you're your own savior". Hoping the Universe will make our dreams come true one day. Have a good day everyone. Lot's of love 💜
The universe is already working on making our dreams come true, they’re coming ! 😊
Pile #1 !!! Came on this reading and it was so destined! Thank you for being you! 🖤🤎
WOW..I picked pile 4 and it was spot on...I felt like you were describing my childhood. Not only was it spot on but I also predicted ...before you said it, that you were going to talk about ED. My inner child is always working on forgiveness.
What is ED?
Chose number 4. My jaw literally dropped when that “you are wanted” card jumped out. Last night (before this reading was posted) I was journaling and crying and kept writing “I just want to be wanted. I want to feel like I am chosen.” And that card came out... wow. Thank you 🙏 💜
This is impressive #2 I'm autistic I got therapy since I was really young. I did try medication but I was no longer myself so I went of it. Bullied by teachers and always thought I wasn't clever and a sag rising
i just wanted to say you don't need therapy or treatment for being autistic, it's not a disease or a disorder. don't ever feel like you have to change who you are to fit the mold of this society, you were born to be different. don't ever go back to that, just move forward. ❤️ and i am very sorry for everything you've experienced because people were too small minded.
Even me I'm a saggitarius ♐ rising and my son is autistic
@@weiirdOzdotFU Very well said 👏👏 people are always narrow minded they can't accept a person who's different from their crew it's their problem and has nothing to do with Specially gifted person like her and my son they are special creation of God who are here for a special purpose
Pile 4 hit me and shook me to my core !!!! Everything you said made me face past hurts and trauma with both my parents !!! Wow!!!!
Comic books and japanese anime was my escape into the supernatural world, in magic and supernatural abilities.
Same here! :D
same!
Same
Number 2 is so spot on! I was so nudged to do things that I used to do instead of doing the things I am told to do as a child. I felt at peace, I feel so whole again. Being a child that sees things in color to being taught to see the world black and white is so unnerving. This system really needs to change. Thank you for this wonderful reading
The words “don’t hate weakness…” that is what i was thinking all the time. I’m in tears...
"Do not hate weakness" gave me full body chills. I've been working on this for years, and hearing your words today was the divine confirmation I needed. Thank you, you're a gift to us all Roseology
#1 😲 I did runaway from home when I was younger and I did grow up very fast. My parents were traditional and they did plan my life out. Gift was passed down from my grandmother. You slayed this reading Rose 💯 Tysm 💞
I still watch marvel and dc movies. I never missed a episode of "charmed"
I still feel like the black sheep I don't fit in anywhere. 💞
Pile 4......I watched my mother go on dates with different guys as a toddler and young kid. When she married the abuser who directed it towards me I was pushed to the side. When my brother was born he was the golden child. He had a better version of my mom than I did. I'm 29 in a couple weeks and I'm just learning how to love myself. I'm just now learning that its okay. That I'm worthy of it. Thank-you so much for this!!
"Faith is art. Believing is an art. it takes deconditioning our mind before we can believe in the reality that we don't have access to yet."
I claim Pile 3! Love and utmost gratitude! Abundant blessings 🌈 ✨ 🦄 🧚🏿 💜
"Fear, doubt, and anxiety is okay, as long as you don't let it stop you."
I would love to see a New Age Dictionary called "Words of Power"
So do I! I claim it as well. So be it🕊️🎉💫
Beautiful,I love the way u think 💜
Pile 3 I cried so much after watching it. I've been really struggling with the doubts, Thank you dear ❤️ love you
Me too, it is 60 % accurate still brought back unpleasant doubts again.
I started to heal when I went by to my favorite hobby as a child that I stop becz..well . You've got this☀️🌠👍
Pile 4: my mom worked countless hours to provide for my entire family and my step dad was an alcoholic. I grew up very fast because it was my role to take care of my bb sister. Way more f'ed up details but I won't get into it.. There is a lot that I repressed from my childhood but this pretty much snapped me out of that negative feedback loop. Thank you so much for being you.
I have a friend that just went through medical school while taking care of his little siblings and I really feel for you. It sucks having to be the adult and not getting a childhood. But if it feels good at all, I have a ton of respect for you for being there for her when your mom couldn’t
@@lwebster7100 thank you so much :]
Pile 4: I love you and all that you do. God literally speaks through you. Your the only person who channels my life 100%. Thank you for your messages. 💕
Piles 3 and 2, and I'm speechless. For weeks I've now been getting the message in readings that my third eye would open soon and I've never been told positive things in my childhood or youth. My father was very oppressive, lots of violence and abuse, and I can't remember that I ever felt joy of living. And another message I've had in the past few weeks was "What gives you joy?", and I just can't answer that question. I definitely feel very dead inside, and I dread going inside. But I guess I have to go back to the point in time where I was "broken", and I absolutely dread it! But there is no other way! Thank you so much, Roseology. Your videos are always very helpful and uplifting!
#4 My mother (now passed away) told me in my 50's she "never wanted me, the only reason I was around because of my father", whom was an acholic. This reading was incredible!! (Very difficult to do the wonderful suggestions) BUT THANK YOU 💞
Pile 4: 1:10:34
Yes, my mother would talk about my weight all the time. I was left alone a lot. I have received this message from you before that my mother has a lot regret. She has departed but I have forgiven her. My father is now the chaser but I don’t do it on purpose.
I feel this is why I haven’t had any children of my own but I so LONG for my OWN family now‼️
Healing: Being better that my parents were to me. Don’t hate weakness.
My mother always told me she was perfect before she got pregnant with my sister and me. She definitely has an eating disorder. My sis and I luckily don't have one. But people often blamed me for being to skinny. Actually I always liked me quite much. Then I found out skinny is not bad. It's even "ideal" in a way for most people. That totally changed my mind. Body shaming works in both directions.
It’s such a gift to be “seen” and understood even though you don’t know us. Thank you & bless you ♥️
Pile 1 this message was spot on the entire time I was just saying yes yes YES!
For my entire life I’ve always wanted to use my wonderful gifts of art and writing. But people around me always told me that art wouldn’t really get me anywhere except for a cardboard box underneath a bridge. But now I know the reason why that happened because with my art I am meant to make a home not only story. a home for those that are just like me people That were never validated who had never had anyone tell them that what they truly want is a good thing that can help people.
Pile 4....everything you say fits soooo perfectly! I love you, thank you for everything you do!
Pile 4. It is like you saw my whole life from the start. I'm in tears.
Pile 1 and Pile 4 for me. More gravitated towards Pile 4 more than Pile 1. Sometimes, I root for the superhero though. Pile 4 parents were good. Attended events etc. Helped with homework and study times. But had emotions abuse at times. Especially with the father figure. Both readings were good.
Pile 4 here and this spoke to be sooo deeply. I’m still working on healing an ED that’s been around since childhood. I’ve actually been told by a couple energy healers this past month that I should be focusing on forgiveness so I’ve been doing that almost daily now. I do work with Isis too! But the fact that you mentioned being here to parent my parents rings so true and I have been the chaser pretty much all my life. I’ve had to chase things and I accepted things that weren’t good for me since I didn’t feel like I was worthy of love. This is something I’ve been working through a lot lately and I was definitely called to listen to this video for a reason. Thank you for this! 🙏🏻❤️
Wow... #2.
I know i was a younger happier child. ❤️ The ☀ & 💦 , my happy spots. Various things contributed to a hidden spot, self preservation. Strict family life. Interferring or manipulative agendas. Grew up fast to escape drama, kin obligations that drag ny spirit down. You mention defence that i engaged with at 1 time. The older i get i go back to stuff that makes me 😊. Been doing work on my inner archetypes to check in are they ok, obviously more work.
2,4. Naturally, I call my parents by their first name and people often look shocked and now I know why. I've been feeling like a parent my entire life. It's nice to hear what I was struggling with explained in a healthy way and given options to continue to make healthier choices. This was such good synch for me as I started my journey with Thoth two years ago. Thank you so much, I've been listening and always enjoy how you're able to deliver messages to the collective in a gentle way. The love is felt and returned.
Been trying to heal my inner child 😊 perfect timing ♥️✨
Pile 5 spot on 😳
Pile 4... yeah. Hella resonated. My parents are still married but they went through issues we witnessed. I work with Isis & Goddess in all her forms. Thank you for the message 🙏🏽❤
This reading got to my recommendation three times through two of my accounts and I've always picked the same pile (pile 4). The message never gets old.
Pile 5. The message brought tears. I felt so emotional. It brought back memories of the challenging and difficult life my mum had. The sacrifices she had to face to survive. I'm sending LOVE to my late dearest mother as well as to my inner child in me. Thank you. 🕊️🦄🧿👼🦋💓
i picked pile 2 and when you said "theres nothing wrong with you" i nearly burst into tears
Pile 4... first of all... the number of messages you get from 1, 2 cards! Then how they align EXACTLY with the oracle cards.
I spent years trying to "make up for being a bad child" but I now realize for sure it was my mother's obsession with relationships that drove us apart. I came to this reading heartbroken and frustrated from fighting with my mom and needed this reading. Also prehnite is one of my favorite healing stone. Your gift and fluidity is incredible and undeniable! Love and blessings xxoo
Pile 4. Appreantly, I got the wrong attention from people. And I was a major people pleaser.
4- I feel so called out. But this is validation for my entire existence.
Same
"My childlike creativity, purity, and honesty
Is honestly being crowded by these grown thoughts" - Kanye West
I'm aware that it's my self doubt that is keeping me back. But I'm going to change that. Thank you
Pile 4. This reading blew my mind . I never met my father and was raised by my step dad. But we've never really had a good bond. I have looked for attention and love in all the wrong places. This really hit home. Doing my best to be the parent I wish I had❤
Pile 1: wow the accuracy of this reading was unreal. I am literally in counselling at this moment for all these issues. My counsellor has picked up on all of this. I am a commitment phobe, I am very guilty of making myself smaller for others due to a very suffocating upbringing and high expectations placed on me from young. I have only recently become aware of how much this has all affected me. I am learning to find myself and trust my intuition, inner voice and dreams. It’s a long and hard at sometimes lonely journey. Just want to thank you for this reading xx
Pile 4: and although this was necessary it hurts soooooo bad cause it’s so true, and I don’t know how to heal childhood trauma cause I’m still going through it in ALL my relationships with people. Not just spousal relationships either 😔😔😔😔 I’m tired mentally and spiritually..
I really don't know how to console you. Better trust yourself...❤️
There are many ways to heal your inner child. It varies per individual. There are meditations on TH-cam, you can journal, start loving your self, mirror work is amazing
@@imonlynb trust me I’ve tried it all. And although they may be working. Healing is a process it could take months it could take years. We’re human.
@@kiemaLove I agree with you good faith ! You will continue to heal! Rooting for you!
Pile 4 - I've taken care of my mum since I was about 6. I had problems with eating as part of control and was an overacheiver in school, mostly because I always wanted her to know that I was doing exactly what she wanted and expected. I've recently come to realise I was still putting her emotional needs and stability over my own life journey despite her ailments being physical. I realised that while I'm happy to do physical things where she can't, I now understand how much emotional responsibility she was putting on me. And you're absolutely right, now she feels like she has a lot to make up for and is chasing the connection with me. But I've forgiven her, I completely understand and accept why she was the way she was, and I'm now able to help her look at these things and work them out for herself. And now she's finally met someone who can love her in all the ways she always deserved. And our relationship grows stronger and stronger every day ❤️❤️❤️
LOVE YOU, MAMA!!
I was pile 4... Parents were all that and worse... Good news is that I've done hard work on myself...I am a professional... collage graduate...I am a mother of 2 now...
Pile 1 "deep seeded conditioning... pulling up the roots" wow I feel that. I literally dreamt last night about pulling weeds/plants roots and all out of the soles of my feet. Super super weird. The whole reading has resonated with me. Thank you 💗
I picked Pile 2 and 4.
Emotional neglect from my parents and being sent to an isolated boarding school made me extremely depressed and pessimistic. Even today I still blame them for what they have done to me. The meanings of "father" and "mother" are very vague to me. No love involved.
Pile 4: 😭wow my parents lost us to addition. After years of chasing my mom after she got us back 7 years later. I spent most my childhood running to try and save her from her inner brokenness in attempt to open her eyes to heal. To feel I was more important than the drug and need to escape. Trauma started at age 4 being shoot at running from her bf. That I view as evil. My loss of security and my empath senses had to form so young, I don’t remember a time I was able to think like a child. The worry for others. Then my sister fell to the addiction. I felt like I was trying to stand still in the middle of a tornado. Thank you 🙏 bless you
Pile 4- chiron in the 4th in Sagittarius. I definitely experienced a lot of what she spoke of. She couldn’t be more right. Very accurate.
Pile 3 .. awesome read .. soo accurate.. and very insightful.. thank you Roseology💕💜💕
Pile 4. Accurate from the get-go with unhealthy parent relationship (alcoholic and workaholic father) and ongoing struggles with e.d. and body dysmorphia. I am baffled by how accurate this reading is the more you go on. Wow. I was also drawn to pile 3 and it was spot on as well.
Pile# 1! WOW I’m in tears with this message. It wouldn’t have made sense if I watched it when it was uploaded. Today it meant Everything 💜
Holy shit...pile 5 felt like a personal reading. Legit my great grandparents escaped slavery in the south...I grew up with a lot of anxiety and chaos after my parents split, but they both sacrificed so much so that I would have a better if. I have been in survival mode the majority of my life. It’s just in the last year that I’ve been in a place where I can slow down and heal this imprinting from my ancestors. It’s so hard to spoil myself because for so long I’ve just barely been getting by. But I’m slowly getting used to taking sweet care of myself and getting out of the hustling mentality. Thank so you much for this message! PS I want so badly to give back to my family and I know they won’t want it lol
Pile 4, and it blows my mind, too. I try to let go of my childhood and anxiety to not be seen or not be wanted until today. I also never wanted kids until I started to work with my inner child. I didn't speak to my parents since 2020 and started therapy to let go of my past. I know that I have to make peace with my childhood, to let go my judgement and anger towards them and let go of my sorrow about what I was not given when I was a child and what nobody will bring back to me, because it's the past. Maybe now it's finally time to move on, forgive them and me to continue with this patterns in all my relationships for so many years. Deep in my heart I know that I'm enough and don't need others to mirror that.Thank you for this powerful message! Definitely synchronicity. :) I always really feel connected during your readings. Thanks for this channel, Rose!
I also was in physically and sexually and narcissistically abusive relationships and marriages. Yes marriages. I’m twice divorced. The sweetness of it all is that I found another Gemini. One in their good energy. And yes I call my Dad Rick
🧡I am speechless 😳 pile 4 has me walking around my room in circles all I can say is holy shit in disbelief. I used this past moon to remove & OMG! I’ve been working with this exact thing but looking at it from a different angle, I literally just had the biggest release. Thank you so much I hope you feel the warmth from my heart today my 3 daughters & I thank you. And I pray the inner child in all of us gets the healing we need✨🧡
Pile 3 team here. This made so much sense to me!!! I literally manifested $100 withing 3 hours through the simple shifting of my perspective of my powers n gifts to bring in my dreams into my reality here on this Earth!! I loved this reading and I love you so much as well Roseology🥰🥰🥰
I picked pile 4 and I def have been dealing with multiple types of ED. You also hit the nail on the head with both my parents, calling both of them by their first names and having them both neglect all 3 of their children and feeling the need to chase what I want.
I have made it my goal as a parent to be better then my parents and heal the generational trauma they perpetuated. I’m nearing the end of my Saturn return, during this time I have been learning to forgive them without any apologies on their end.
The hardest thing I have had to do is learn to forgive people who didn’t think they did anything wrong. It has also been the most freeing thing I have ever experienced. For the first time in 29 years I am truly happy and feel at piece with my childhood.
This whole reading felt so personal ❤️. Thank you .
My ego wants to say "nahh my parents weren't THAT negative." Lol but yeah. Lol
What pile?
I feel ya girl
This 😂
Me too!!!
You not lying lmao
I love how you casually address currently taboo topics ❤
How did you know I was trying to talk to my inner child? Wow
Pile 2. Yes. I'm still healing this side of me that feels supressed. I used to be a very creative person, very funny, very innovative and it's not that I'm not now, but I have been so controlled and dominated, that I've become a fake person, always being the good girl, the perfect person everyone admires, but I feel like people don't see me for who I am. And when I show the real me, nobody understands me and in fact they're afraid of that change and try to control me again. So I get rebellious and act out, but I'm not fully satisfied. Not fully out there. It makes me sad not being in touch with that side of me.
Nothing hits my soul harder than your readings. So gifted.
It’s so crazy that you said “my mind impacts my hands” because I’m a palm reader and I know especially that the lines on our palms are connected to our thoughts and they tell the story of the inner child vs the grown adult
Pile 1: I used to dream of the future and I would tell my mother that God shows me things before they happen. Unfortunately, she is a very conservative Christian and told me that was evil. You really just told me my whole life 😅. Thank you Rose, sending lots of love 💕
Pile 4. This was so spot on. All of it. I didn't realize any of this until a few years ago. It was so normal for me that I thought it was normal to parent your own parents. I know that sounds odd, but it's just how it was for me. I love my parents deeply but they did fail me in many ways. I chose to remember that they did the best they could with what they knew. They did love me and showed it as well, but I did not get the attention a child needs. Thanks for this message.
Pile 4 it resonates a lot.🙃 My G! Everything you says is true. I always asked for their attention and because of that I learned to stand on my own. I tried to pleased them thru studying hard and get a better good grades for them to notice me. I became so perfectionist in everything. But anyways I am healing RN and trying to understand them...they're still my parents and so there are no reason not to forgive them🧡 thank you so much for this reading🖤🥺.
Definitely the same 😔🥺