3ijx's last playlist before he passed away due to his tumor. ENJOY HIS LAST PLAYLIST HERE 👇👇👇❗️❗️❗️ th-cam.com/video/GwTBdwoKsYA/w-d-xo.htmlsi=DoeD508INlHw2eLM PLEASE COMMENT, SHARE TO FRIENDS & FAMILY, LIKE AND DONT FORGET TO SUBSCRIBE MUCH LOVE TO ALL YOU SUPPORTERS OUT THERE ❤❗️ Rest in Paradise 3ijx 🏝❤️🕊
i hate myself. (im lonely af, this was the worst summer ever, i didnt go out , i dont have friends, my family hates me , i lost my grandma , gf and my bsf.)
I wont say it all gets better in the end. Everything goes uphill or downhill, but i know that you arent hated by everyone you love, if anyone. Ive never met you in my life but i dont hate you. I know youve had a tough life but you can fix it.
My home is gone, and the one that provided my sense of safety is gone with it. Home doesn't exist anymore, but I always wander back to it when I'm blacked out drunk, it's the only place I want to be, even when I know, it doesn't exist anymore.
I wish I had my 2 babies, my cats I’ve had since I was a toddler I’m hoping I could work in a cattery with cats idk if I’m still allergic which is the main problem..
The owner to this TH-cam Channel has unfortunately passed away... For most of you wondering how this occured, @3ijx was diagnosed with a tumor, he was going strong for 3 months. Eventually it got worse day by day, he told me to write to you all before he passed on. Here are his words to all of you supporters out there. "I shall live on, dont forget about me. All of you keep your heads up and smile. Thank you so much for being by my side at all times, i appreciate everything you guys have done for me. Lets try make it to 10k before i pass on, i know we can do it!" Those where @3ijx's last words to all of you supporters. Unfortunately he did not make it to 10,000 Subscribers before he passed. But theres still time... Rest in Paradise @3ijx 🕊🏝❤️
I am still alive guys, i havent been uploading due to a tumor.. i am recovering hopefully i do survive all please do pray for me and bless me, it would mean alot. If i dont make it atleast ive achieved some things in life.. please do help me get to 10,000 subscribers, we are close guys i know yall can help a man out, please and thank you. More playlists once recovered. Much love ❤️
I’m a 14 year old boy from Japan. Today I had a fight with my single mom(my dad passed away when I was 9) and I know I’m the one at fault. She won’t forgive me and I don’t even blame her, but for some reason I can’t control my emotions. They always get out of control and I hurt my loved ones before I know it. I’m a totally normal boy at school with normal friends. I try to be more quiet than I naturally am to not hurt people, and I don’t for the most part ( though I sometimes lose control). I have probably the most important test I have ever had in my life next week and I’m studying my best. I’m good academically and everyone including myself has high expectations. But I’m not feeling it. I feel like the pressure and stress is gonna crush me. I usually love the expectation but I just can’t seem to get into the flow. I just wanted to vent a little. Maybe more than a little I guess haha. Best wishes to everyone. Love the ones you want to love. Don’t make the same mistake as me. Update : I was still on bad terms for a while, but I got my test results back and did pretty well. Even though we had a fight, my mom doesn’t hate me or anything, and because of me doing well on the test she forgave me. I never expected to get this many nice comments and it’s unbelievable. You don’t know how much you all have helped me in the past couple of months. Thank you so much.
Don’t worry man I’ve been in similar situations where I just lose control of my emotions, but in the end I pull through I know its hard and difficult to get through this but I know you will make it I believe in you
@@BoeingAH-64Apache-15 Emotions are really to control aren’t they? And because I find it hard to control those emotions, people call me immature. (They are not wrong but) We have to stay strong and get through it together 👊 Thanks so much for replying by the way
@@beatdrop4384 Ay man sorry to hear about your father, rip to him. hope your mother is doing good and you have also matured a bit, ik it's been 3 weeks since last comment but ppl grow every day, and also another tip to control your emotions is to think about how others feel by putting yourself in their place and then think about whether what you were going to do was the right thing or not. It may or may not help you control your emotions but ay any help is better than no help. Peace brotha
You don’t gotta thug nth out it’s just stages of life every1 goes through cuz and remember depression is just a phase of life you’ll grow out of it you’ll see a major difference pa I was all depressed n shi but I had to hide it now look im 13 all happy i get those depressed thoughts every once in a while but only when i dont feel like im getting loved or wtv its just all good its phases stick to the right path if you trust what im saying youll end up better dont listen to the people that tell you to do wrong things hang out with better people you’ll be considered boring and weird but you will end up better if you just dont wanna talk to no 1 even better you roll on your own and youll be better maybe even have a future i know there wasnt no point in this but remember I love you even if your a boy or girl we’re all brothers and sisters in a way god made us and you’ll always have a big brother looking down at you from heaven I love you man💯🫶🏽
I lost two friends recently. One died, one deeply betrayed me. I remember the friend I lost by bringing joy into the world, I forget the one who betrayed me because there is nothing to be gained.
im sorry for you man, i hope everything gets better for you. rest in peace to your friend whom you lost, i give you my condolences and i wish you well ❤
R.I.P [*] for your friend if that makes you happier i lost 2 friends too one forget about me and just got new friends second moved out of town and stopped talking to me
They didn't notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn’t notice you were tired They didn’t notice you were alone They didn’t notice how attentive you were They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are... They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let them take you down And you know they wasn’t good enough for you And that’s what make you stronger You aren’t ugly You aren’t mean You aren’t lazy You aren’t a failure You aren’t a mistake You are beautiful You are worth it You do deserve everything You are trying You are smart You do deserve to live
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! These are not my words but spread them and copy paste
To each and everyone one of you, don’t stop. Even if you feel like you should you’ve persevered and fought for your sake up until this very moment, life is not meaningful without suffering. Whether you believe it or not you have the strength to keep on going, no one can hold your head up any higher than you and with every second, minute, hours, days weeks and months maybe even years of your life you spend suffering, it will be given back to you in happiness and prosperity tenfold, and I can’t say I understand you or your problems since every experience if differs from person to person. But nonetheless you can’t stop, no matter what befalls you because every aching pain and every tear that is shed is also spent building up the very foundations of what you need to be happy, and to build your ideal self. Fight and live so that one day you will be given what is yours. You needn’t be strong now, but don’t forget to give yourself a break every now and then, every step forward still counts no matter how small, even if it’s as simple as taking an extra bite of food or taking an extra sip of water. That’s all I have to say but please, take care of yourselves. May God be with each and everyone of you.❤
This is exactly what everyone going through self-improvement needs to hear, exactly what everyone should know, remember, and use as motivation to keep grinding that 7-8 digit number on your bank account, to get the partner of your life, and most importantly, stay happy, and speak to god (or your religions divine figure)
@@RomberGGYTidk man sounds like a wierd cold for a ceiling. Personally would recommend Blue. Can't go wrong with a Blue ceiling. It's just very customizable overall and adds a lot of charm to the room.
Some of the people know that our life is hard. I can tell you why. Life is a really tough step. Every time you need to struggle to get something, then you have another problem to solve, then another one, and continuously you are solving problems in your life. For someone these problems are different: money, or maybe family, or social experiences, and other variations. But you need to know one thing, everybody are struggling, not only you. That’s why you need to beat it, break the 4th wall, run away from the problem, continue your journey to success. Don’t stay on the same chapter, I believe in you!
I just finished a workout with 1k jumping jacks and a lil bit of other stuff and listening to this while rinsing of has been the best experience I’ve ever had in the shower thanks for this amazing playlist
The feeling when you know you should have done something else, not just scroll TH-cam or play games.... the feeling of "I wasted my time on bullsheet... again..." The worst part of it is that you have an exam in just a few days, and you know nothing, yet you still can't force yourself to just freaking start learning....
And then I realized, I am just another young adult looking to find their own way. The fact we all have to come to realize; no longer a child. I look in my mirror and just see the reflection of what could be and yet, there is no desire. I am lost.
You aren't just 'another young adult', you're a person. You're own person. You have a life and you can still love it to the fullest, even if you aren't a kid anymore.
In life, nothing is perfect. We keep finding things wrong with our life and start getting jealous of other people, but the truth is, again, nothings perfect. That person who you think is pretier than you, probably got bullied for being ugly before. That person who is more popular than you, probably has a dark home life. The thing about ourselves, is that we know ourselves better than anyone else. But we dont know anyone else better than ourselves. So, if you ever feel down, think about your favorite memories. About the person you've become. Strive to become better than you are right now. Thats your purpose in life.
Brother listen to me. This music will make you depressed. It may feel a cure but its poison. Listen and indulge yourself with less cynical and more positive music. It can basically be anything, as long as it isn't these sorts!! I had a small episode of depression and brother, I learned that one of the things that kept me there, in my sorry mood, was listening to music that made me think that way. It brought my mind to my loneliness.
the worst feeling is when you feel like things are getting better, then everything falls down and you discover that you’re back at rock bottom. update: it got worse, i cant even get out of bed, havent went to school for weeks and the only girl im capable of ever loving likes a new guy, and said she is not capable of loving me back anymore. update 2: slowly i am getting better, i have started to slowly return to school only going in for periods of time and not the whole day, going out and socialising, leaving my room, exercising, and started to be a bit more livelier, even if my spark i once had is barely there anymore i still make it work. i realised that the only person that can save me is me and that i must put the effort in myself. its going to be a long and slow process, not just for me, but for everyone out there who is healing. however, as long as youre putting the effort in, which is very hard i know due to mental health issues, you will be fine in the end. i have a long way to go, hopefully all will be okay. to everyone out there who is going through something like me, i wish you good luck. update 3 (12/6/24): i messed it all up again. the love of my life gave me another chance to start over. she loved me again. but i messed it all up. i messed it all up because of this stupid brain of mine. i wish i never thought the way i did, say the things i did, or be the way i am. it all got worse. i genuinely feel as though i am losing my mind. i still have no friends. summer is coming around, but im not excited in the slightest. i have contemplated ending it multiple times. it was all false hope, it got better, then it got even worse. i was so naive. update 4 (14/6/24): school has finished, exams are done. but im still so damn miserable. didnt feel a single ounce of happiness leaving that school. took no photos because i had no friends to take photos with, and just left, hearing the sounds of happy people. i dont like being in a happy environment, it just reminds me how miserable i am. i think i am going to end it all soon, i have no one to talk to, so i will leave this message here. i was doomed to never be happy in the end. thats just life i guess? oh well. update 5 (5/8/24): i am so lost. i dont know what to do with myself. i have no job, i haven’t applied to any colleges/further education and ive been rotting away the whole summer. i know, i might not be putting in enough effort. but i’m so damn tired man. i can’t do it anymore, it takes all my strength just to make it through a day. i cut for the first time recently, and i tried to drown myself again, reminiscent of how i tried when i was 9. i still have no friends really. it’s as though i am invisible. life feels empty. i’m starting to think im crazy or something. what do i do? i should’ve left this world that night. i should have left like how she left me, like how all my “friends” left me. the worst part is i can’t even be mad at them. i understand why they left me like that. i’m not a good person, im severely mentally unstable and my company isn’t to be wanted or needed, ive lost my spark completely. i’ve tried everything there is, cooking, reading, games, sports, but in the end, im still empty. it hurts. everyone used to tell me i was so talented. but the reality is that back then i worked so hard to keep up with the burden of being the only son. coming from a high achieving family. i burnt out so hard. i couldn’t do anything anymore. that was ultimately the root of my downfall. i’m now the disappointment of the family. man, looking back on the things i wrote. this whole year has been a cyclical structure, i was at my worst, thought i was improving, only to see myself back at my worst. it’s funny the way things work, right? i don’t know who’s hearing this, but i hope you’re doing better than me right now, a lot better. i wouldn’t wish this pain on anyone. p.s - she looked so pretty at prom. so close but out of my reach. she doesn’t want anything to do with me now. nothing a bottle of amaretto can’t solve though, right? haha.
I had an accident while doing parkour and at the beginning it looked like it wasn't that bad, in the end i got diagniosed with the worst fracture you can have on your leg. But with hard work i bounced back but i Will keep this large titanium piece in my foot and it will always remember me that you always feel invicible about something until it happens to you.
To anyone reading this, youre gonna make it. Trust me. So so many people have been in horrendous situations and mental states. But still, they struggled onwards, and lived a life they can be proud of, through sheer work and willpower. Pick up yourself up, and show your past self that it was wrong for almost giving up. Show the universe that out of neutron stars, gamma bursts, black holes and all that crap, the most powerful energy source that will ever exist is the indomitable human spirit.
This playlist snaps me back into reality, knowing how people come and go without a warning. Feeling the emptiness in your heart that you wished to never feel, that you never wanted to feel that cold sadness ever again. Knowing that your favorite people might not come back like they said they would.. Knowing that there's a day where everything will come to an end... But please do remember this, there is always a meaning, there is always something to fight for. There will be almost... almost all the time something will be waiting for you at the end once you succeed, something that you've been hoping for.. something that you've been praying for...
Warning: The end itself should "not" make us happy. You should already be grateful and satisfied along the way, because I can tell you from experience that if you think only "the" end will make you happy, believe me, it will lead you down an even worse path. Stay safe
I heard there are only three things that can cause us pain in this material world they are... 1. Other living entities ..eg..snak bite, wasp, eaten by shark! Ather humans even. 2. The environment/ natural occurrence eg..earthquakes, tsunamis..ect. 3. Our own minds in the form off mental stress!!!.
Take me back to late 2023. Prolly the best months I had in that particular year in my life. This the type of playlist I'd love listening to on and off.
Ontem eu acabei descobrindo que um grande amigo meu de infância faleceu, eu e ele perdemos contato a uns 3 ou 4 anos atrás, mas eu nunca esqueci dele. Vim descubri que ele faleceu alguns meses atrás, fiquei chocado quando descobri isso e triste ao mesmo tempo, pois a gente estávamos a anos sem se falar, e eu nao pude nem me despedir formalmente dele. Escrevo isso com tristeza mas ao mesmo tempo com esperança de que ele esteja em um lugar bem melhor que esse mundo velho. Obrigada meu amigo Walter, você sera eterno no meu coração ❤❤
reminds me of my "friends" who never took me seriously, were always toxic and unsupportive, made me reach to the point where i cant trust nobody and mentally messed up. Its always me who is lonely, nobody to comfort me or stand by my side when im sad.
I'm here to stand by your side. I would fight for you. Plenty others would fight for you. Those "friends" weren't worth anything in your life and you shouldn't let them bring you down.
Same I also lost all my friends not because of them being toxic or unsupportive but because of feuding and conflicts. And so for the last 4-5 years I’ve carried on that pain of never ending suffering and loneliness and also trust nothing or nobody.
This one’s for anyone who feels lost or alone. Remember, your life is yours to live. What others say can’t define you. Even if your family doesn’t always understand, you’re capable of amazing things. Pride comes from within, not from others. Think of people who’ve faced far greater challenges. Some have grown up without parents or homes. Be grateful for what you have, even if it’s not perfect. Your perspective is powerful. How you see the world can change everything.
Bro if you read this hope it got better for you. I am at that point atm i don't left my house for the last three days except one time to get more beer but i still got my mama and my family i can't even think of how hurt they would be but tomorrow is another day and can only be better than this day. Couldn't sleep last night even i was drinking the whole evening and day and if i sleep i sleep like 12 hours cause it's like the only moment you can escape reality.
“It's hard not to hate. People, things, institutions. When they break your spirit and take pleasure in watching you bleed... hate is the only feeling that makes sense.
@@epicvccgive yourself 5 years, if you still agree with social media then you're mentally sick. You would never say something like this to someone's face. In fact how bout we leak your info so you can feel Shame
im not depressed and im not lonely. im actually pretty happy and i have a couple friends. i listen to this so i can make up a fictional scenario and write it out.
my mother once told me to tell her everything... now i tell her nothing. The only thing that hears my thoughts are the walls i confide in within the safety of my room.
please read all of this.. I’ve noticed how lonely this generation is getting. And, even though I am only 14 I wanted to share some things. My comment most likely won’t receive any likes or even recognition, but I have to say this after seeing the many many depressing comments here. Just last year. I had severe depression. I couldn’t go outside or talk to anyone without feeling like a degenerate pig. I was fat, and just not good looking in any way. I was physically out of shape and had extreme social anxiety. I had just moved to a new city, which was extremely hard for me. This was during peak summer heat (August) and going outside was always very hot. I had a weak immune system and was constantly getting sick also. This made my mental state even worse.. Eventually, I had snapped, I saw hope and started working out a bunch. I started talking to new people, cut my hair, putting myself into tough social situations and talking very often to new people. This made me very confident, and combined with a low carb diet and lots of animal products. My body was looking way better. I’m still in this journey now, and I’m still struggling. I just don’t want people to commit suicide or do anything stupid like how I almost did. There is hope, that you have to see now.
Wait hold it the first half is exactly what’s happening to me. Idk about the depressed part but like fat, moving in august, 14, weak immune system, social anxiety, stopped talking to many people, and lastly having very hot summers cuz I’m in the Middle East 💀💀💀
Ay, gotta respect the grind man. Im goin thru basically the same thing cuz there was this girl i really liked and i wanted to ask her out but she had told me she was moving so I couldnt do anything. She was the only girl I had a very close relationship with. So i felt like trash and was depressed. I was fat. I had also lost kne of my bestfriends because they ended up being fake so J had to go thru that too. I started to workout and still am today.
Hey all, its Masons brother here. If you have seen the comment section in previous videos you would understand why i am commenting now. Mason died from a tumor recently and he was begging and pleading me to upload the rest of his playlists onto my channel if he didnt make it. In a months time i will be uploading aload of his playlists onto my channel as soon as possible, make sure to drop a sub and make sure them notifications are on so you get told when i have made a new video. Lets try making it to 1,000 subscribers, ive never had more than 10 subscribers in my life so every subscriber i get puts a smile on my face thank you, and much love ❤
👆👆👆 Make sure to Subscribe to this Channel as of from now this Channel will no longer be active. His videos will still be up on this Channel but I will not be checking comments from now on, Make sure to Subscribe to the main channel as of I am taking over for my dead brother. I manage this account if anybody is wondering, thank you for all the love and support throughout the whole week or two, I've read every single comment and I love you all dearly thank you for all the lovely comments, let's make my brothers dream come true by Subscribing to this Channel. His last wish was to get 10,000 Subscribers can we do it by the end of this month?
Im not depressed or alone just aint doing so well by default, but this playlist is awsome. And for everyone else in the comments whose storys I read, hope you guys(or girls) get better.
“100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.”
When the second song starts playing it gives the vibe when you’re the youngest sibling, alone, in the house that your older siblings left because they are adults and your parents are no longer here. You’re sitting at the family kitchen table with one miserable light on in the middle of the night in silence either being just dead inside or crying, or both.
this playlist makes me remember that i'm lonely, even with people around me, that i need to fucking listen to ASMR's to feel loved, but it is what it is
You going through something? Depression maybe? My dad gave me some advice, and I'd like to pass it down to you, write in a journal about how you feel, or draw pictures, you'll feel better, you wont be cured, but you wont feel like killing youself
I'm just a 12 year old boy, I mean that literally. I'm having a lot of problems these days, I've done things I regret, my relatives and idols are dying. Only two things keep me happy, my karate classes, and my friendships. I hope everything works out for me.
Dude, I’m just 14 and my life right now is extremely stressful, boring, and lonely so far the only thing that is keeping me happy is VRchat and fallout 76
Dont worry man, I mean its easy for me to say, but usually in nature everything evens out. Death is a part of life, without death you cant have life, so embrace what you can with the people you interact with, and keep moving forward. Keep it pushing man, one day at a time and dont forget to live a little. Stay safe :)
The only thing you can do is not waste time bc if you’re suffering its because of you no matter how you put it, though if you don’t give up and find somethings thats HEALTHY that you really like then go for it and i can’t explain much bc you would have to reach out more.
To anyone and everyone here that has either lost someone or just feels a deep sense of pain, you are not alone. Though it may always seem that way, someone out there is feeling something similar to you, even if not the exact same. You will find someone you relate with and enjoy all the time you have left with them and enjoy every second. I'm sorry for the things that happened to you, but you will get better. ❤
I know that but it's harder when you have psychological problems that I can't prove without help and everyone thinks that you are just idiot. At this moment I just don't fell anything I see the day's flash before my eyes and I can't keep up with them I can't accept reality because I can't wake up to it I might seem to be an hard working man and also a happy one but deep inside me I'm torn apart
@@MrSeby16… I think what OP meant to say was that you have legitimate and absolutely valid feelings, and the answer to someone who is struggling is not always just “do better,” or “make a change, it’s your fault.” I salute you for pushing through. That shows more strength than those who tell you that having feelings and problems is = to weakness.
It’s been 5 years since I died inside myself. It feels so awful walking in the city, watching all these people doing their own things. I really can’t find anything pleasant in this world anymore. I’m skipping eating because I don’t enjoy food anymore. Every morning I wake up wondering why even getting up from bed. Does it really matter to anyone? What difference does it make to the world? Is there even a point of doing what all these people out there are doing? I hate it. I hate people that tells me that I’m not trying hard enough. I hate when people are watching me strangely because I look dead and depressed all the time. And most importantly, I hate myself so much I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. This modern society making every aspect of life toxic and putting pressure on it. You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names. Too bad I got a chance to live in this sad time of this sad and rotten world. It is what it is I guess.
I can't do much from the internet, but i have a feeling that you may be alike me. I don't know why but i feel you, and if our situations are similar, i can help. With words, but i will know how to help you and maybe get you going.
Honestly brother I don't know the situation you are in rn but try to find something that might make you feel more alive A little change and also try to ignore what pepole are saying and what names they call you It might help because it helped myself to look happier but I'm still as dark inside as you are
You may be collapsing, but take a hold of yourself, stay conscious, and try to make the fall as euphoric as possible I mean idk much either i'm in the same place as you i think
Hey, hope you’re okay. I used to think similarly to you when I was still growing up. If you were a child recently, you probably haven’t figured it all out just yet either. You’ve still got some learning to do. I don’t mean to put you down, but people don’t come here to be happy, so what I really want you to know is that life isn’t as bad as I’m guessing you think it is.
just remember, here in this comment section and many others like it you have brothers, allies, friends, people who understand and care so don't be afraid of life observe it and enjoy it.
don’t give up on your dreams don’t stop at obstacles, keep going don’t focus on bad things of life don’t focus on bad things people say about you don’t do nothing, do something don’t say, “I never be able to do this”, you can do it at the end of the day, keep on trying.
I don't feel any sadness but the old me probably would, Ive move on from the past i may have regret of my past action but that's all from the past. i felt so free, its like time moved again
got another real playlist in storage waiting for you all. once i hit 10k it'll be published onto my channel. you do not want to miss out on this cool playlist its the best one yet!
Trapped in a endless cycle of Sin, i wish i was pure as God. But that will never be. For we are born sinners, and fall short of the glory of God. 😔 Sometimes i wanna remove myself from this Earth and go onto my Heavenly Father, but that would be a sin to do such a thing... I trust in my Lord God. Sometimes i just dont feel it, and i know thats the devil attacking. But i cant help but embrace the pain knowing im a sinner and will forever sin until i die and im set free of this Sin 😔 Like this comment if your not the only one feeling like this. 👑 We are all in this Together weither we like it or not ❤
Nobody will ever be as pure as god, and even if we fall short of our creator, he loves us dearly and never will betray us. :) He trusts in you, to not be guided towards sin and evil, Repent and ask for forgiveness, mercy and for self control.. Remember, if the devil keeps bothering you its good, since your doing the right thing. Dont fall into his temptation, and remain steady on the narrow pathway, you still have a chance. Take the right path, ask for mercy and forgiveness and you will be redeemed like how the others were.. Everybody is born a sinner, but we all will loose our embarrassing moments, pain and sins when He, welcomes you into his warm arms and kingdom. May god be with you. Edit: I was struggling like you, but now i have repent. (Im still struggling on lying its tough!! But you can do it!! and i can do it!
I feel you brother... I do too even with different beliefs☪️. Sometimes you just don't have anything but god.... But you have to always remember, god is with you all the time and tries to protect you all the time he can. It's ok to feel down. We all do at some point.
Its 12 am in the morning. Currently hitting Abs to just distract myself from loneliness. Gym is the only thing making sense now. I have nothing else to live for. Just need someone anyone but i know i will never have someone. I lived alone ill die alone. Thank u for reading this i just had to let it all out
I’m not depressed (anymore) but all I want to do now is help people who faced my challenges, if you are reading this and are not having the best of days, weeks, or months. Just know someone out there is rooting for you, it could be as little as that one bug you decided not to step on. One thing that really helped me get rid of sadness, was living my life to the fullest and making other people smile, all it takes is a hello and a smile from you (it doesn’t have to be a real smile)
just remember that when you truly lose everything you still gonna have yourself, be kind to youtself, your kid version doesn't wanna die, your old you is never gonna have a chance to be happy if you give up, youre just a kid that grew up too fast, dont be harsh on yourself youre gonna make the kid you cry, the world isnt kind, but you can be, one day we all gonna die but it doesnt have to be soon, stay strong i believe in you
Probably u dont understand the pain we go through and that person that is going to love us is going to find someone else to love and its going to keep going. life is just like a toy we left our behind.
i feel nothing, empty, a shell of my former self, its crazy how much can happen in a year, from your dad dying, your mom overdosing, your sister in rehab, find out your girl is cheating on you, best friend kills himself, feel alone, attempt to kill yourself, don't try it again instead try to live to your full potential but fail, constantly fail, go back to suicidal thoughts, find out your best friend was still alive and faked his death to get rid of you, and have zero feeling left, go numb, try your best not to go back to abusing drugs or alcohol, is successful but feel more empty, and plays games to forget the shitty life you lived. i am 17 i haven't lived the most righteous life, from taking out my anger on bullies, getting paid in the process, addicted to drugs at the age of 11, then alcohol at the age of 12, stopped last year, and i have a part time job while having to do school while living with my uncle who is the closest thing i have left to a dad, and yet, im still alive somehow, childhood was ripped from me, but im not giving up, or i will try, told myself "fuck therapy", and yeah. Trying out love again. Thought dropping this comment would help. Edit: She left.
Jezus christ. That's a roller coaster of a life. I can't (and when I say it I mean it) even imagine all the negative feelings you are fighting. If you make it out of there just know im proud of you
i used to sit and binge motivational content but i feel it only gave me a sense of achievement for a couple minutes then i was back to normal. i do well in school but i sacrifice my wellbeing to please others and i dont know how to stop it from happening. i dont trust any of the people i talk to, not even my parents at times, and i dont have anyone to label as friends because the people i call "friends" arent really my friends, i dont keep a conversation with them, i dont go out or talk, i hate meeting new people and i hate being the centre of attention. i am contantly fidgeting, struggling to concentrate, unable to sleep, cant find joy in anything other than being alone listening to music because its the only time i feel calm. my standards are always high, too high, but its what people expect from me and i constantly put in too much effort then tire myself out and crush my mental health. i dont know how to stop it, its like im not in control of myself I plaster a smile on my face everyday, then when i cant hold my smiles any longer i get told to smile more to help me, but if anything it worse. i dont think venting in a comment section will help me for a long time, but when i spill my thoughts out it clears my mind and gives me a sense of calming, like im talking to a real person. its like my mind and soul are contantly arguing over my thoughts and actions, but its not truly me making the decisions anymore im not subjected to bullying, or anything like that. its like im in the way of myself and i cant move, like im being pinned down onto a bed of nails, or theres a wall in front of the door to joy. i dont know what brought me to spill all of this out but its like a cleanser for my mind. i dont want to go on but any advice or whatnot would help ig 👍
It's hard but distance yourself from people that don't make you feel good if you can. You won't find the right people if you always hide yourself from people. Of course I totally understand that feeling, your feelings are valid. But don' forget that you should seek approval from yourself not others. Try to be mindful about all the good things you do and be proud of them. I wish you the best :)
It reminds me of the days at school of me just staying alone in my desk ( i stay alone cuz i have no friend to sit with ) in the breaks and doing nothing but listening to music with both earbuds in at full volume
I lost two friends recently. One died, one deeply betrayed me. I remember the friend I lost by bringing joy into the world, I forget the one who betrayed me because there is nothing to be gained.
@@BlogsRust Romans 8:18 The pain you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that is coming. stay strong Brother but remember that Jesus is always there for you. God bless you, Brother.
For whoever is here and for the future people that will see this here......there are many people around you that loves you and give what you ever wanted but you just don't realize it and even if you dont have no one you still have yourself and you need to give that love to yourself learn to forgive yourself and then forgive others life is short to be sad, live it and be happy, make friends, make your life better:) I support you and I hope for better lives I love you all and I hope you reach goals ❤️❤️
I hate when i talk like this but i feel so ugly when i see another person prettier than me and now i see many ppl like that i just cry and cry about everything ihate my life fr
@@Ronniecoleman044 np bro i started to be the best version of me after i wrote this comment thank god i broke up with all my toxic friends :) Love u bro thank u fr❤️
Don’t you realize that being attracted to yourself is an illness. Ofc you think you’re ugly it’s because youre not attracted to yourself. That’s normal
If you feel like you can't take it anymore and want to give up thinking that it was all for nothing, keep going guys. I believe in each of you that you will succeed
To the stranger I will never see in my life. Waking up In the morning is more valuable than everything in this world combined, don’t throw it away like it’s nothing, and know there might not be a tomorrow, so if you have something you wanna do, or someone you wanna get to know.. do it, time is valuable, get some rest and wake up knowing life is great, although it may be unfair sometimes giving up is never an option, I’m gonna carry on my day, goodbye stranger…
Fake news (I don't fear the climate scam but I do that nuclear bomb, we both are fearful anxious individuals and I find solace in that. Whether you think I'm dumb or I to you, let's appreciate both us humans in anxious times.)
Tho we don’t got long till the raptures coming in 2023 you can feel it but all the climate change stuff is fake but if the earth is warming around parts in someway that can lead to an ice age.
People say that this generation is horrible, often stating the following phrase: Bad times make strong men Strong men make good times Good times make weak men Weak men make bad times What they don’t understand is that in this large world these times are mixed up and happen at the same time
@@CeilingFanE76 i totally understand, if the world was simple everybody would live the same life but just thinking about the complexity of it just makes u shiver
When it happened I lost a piece of me , that piece was my heart, I gave it to you and you ignored it. You ignored me . Because of you . I cry and I can’t stop. When I lost you , I lost myself . I couldn’t think. I couldn’t focus . I put too much of myself towards you. And you made it feel like I fell off a cliff
I can’t do this anymore, I fell into depression last year when I was 12 years old, I were traumatized by my dad multiple times, I feel alone, no one understands me, I am suffering depression and anxiety, started taking pills from doctor, antidepressants like aratox, pills for schizophrenia and more, I can’t get out it’s been a year and when I get out for a lil bit I fell to depression again in a while that’s 5x worse, can’t do this anymore, tried so many times su1c1d3, still after all the trauma i am dealing with I can’t be truly happy, I force it when i’m with my friends even if it doesn’t look alike, check on your friends, age doesn’t matter, in fact nothing matter, everyone can fell into those horrible things, I hope that who is reading this and suffering will get better soon.
@@idiot-yw5oq stfu this guys life is terible and you just say womp womp you might think its funny, but im so scared everyday i might lose my sister everyday from deppresion. so its not just womp womp
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3ijx's last playlist before he passed away due to his tumor.
ENJOY HIS LAST PLAYLIST HERE 👇👇👇❗️❗️❗️
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PLEASE COMMENT, SHARE TO FRIENDS & FAMILY, LIKE AND DONT FORGET TO SUBSCRIBE MUCH LOVE TO ALL YOU SUPPORTERS OUT THERE ❤❗️
Rest in Paradise 3ijx 🏝❤️🕊
I will now show my love and support by liking the video, subscribing and sharing it with family and friends ❤
Hope your okay
Rest In peace🕊️ You're one to remember❤️
Rip
Rest in peace
i hate myself. (im lonely af, this was the worst summer ever, i didnt go out , i dont have friends, my family hates me , i lost my grandma , gf and my bsf.)
I wont say it all gets better in the end. Everything goes uphill or downhill, but i know that you arent hated by everyone you love, if anyone. Ive never met you in my life but i dont hate you. I know youve had a tough life but you can fix it.
:/
@@Some_Aussie_Guyвозможно не может
Every thing this guy said happened to me
It is what it is
“Worst feeling is being in your house and still feel like you want to go home”
This is what I feel
Sucks to feel homesick for a place im not even sure exists
That's a deep cut frfr
My home is gone, and the one that provided my sense of safety is gone with it. Home doesn't exist anymore, but I always wander back to it when I'm blacked out drunk, it's the only place I want to be, even when I know, it doesn't exist anymore.
@@карась-ь8рHyperborea?
It's an endless loop, as I try to improve every day worse I sink into my own mind.
real
Real
u sure u guys are getting worse? isnt it only your mind tricking you into feeling bad?
@@s-ts-4348Yes, he is sure for god sake.
real
I lost my battle with cancer, take care friends. It makes me a little happy that the song I hear is as good as the last one...
Later loser
I don't know what to say. First, are you still here?
Rest easy brother, you will be missed
I’m sorry
Nie ma po co żyć ani po co umierać, co przyjdzie to będzie, ważne że spróbowałeś. Trzymaj się tam 😞💪
its 4 am rn, and practically thinking about my life, then my cat approaches and meows and tries to hug me, like a being sent by god.
it's literally 4am rn and my cat is doing that with me, wth.
I think he was sent by God for you to not suicide
I wish I had my 2 babies, my cats I’ve had since I was a toddler I’m hoping I could work in a cattery with cats idk if I’m still allergic which is the main problem..
Pet ownership is immoral. Why is the cat not with it's family?
@@edeliteedelite1961Braindead take
The owner to this TH-cam Channel has unfortunately passed away...
For most of you wondering how this occured, @3ijx was diagnosed with a tumor, he was going strong for 3 months. Eventually it got worse day by day, he told me to write to you all before he passed on. Here are his words to all of you supporters out there.
"I shall live on, dont forget about me. All of you keep your heads up and smile. Thank you so much for being by my side at all times, i appreciate everything you guys have done for me. Lets try make it to 10k before i pass on, i know we can do it!"
Those where @3ijx's last words to all of you supporters. Unfortunately he did not make it to 10,000 Subscribers before he passed. But theres still time...
Rest in Paradise @3ijx 🕊🏝❤️
Rip 🙏 🪦 😢❤😭🕊
o7
I'll still listen to this and remember the person he was 🫡 May he be given a healthy body in heaven.
Rest in peace
Rip😢
Reminds me of how lonely I feel even in a room full of people.
bro he has 6m subs @@wersab5960
@@wersab5960 damn
@@wersab5960he isn't
bro your going in a slideshow
@@somethingcatchy595 wdym
“One apple fell, and the whole world knew the meaning of gravity. But millions of bodies fell, and yet nobody knows the meaning of humanity“
Real shit, who'd you get that from?
@Deadmanwalking-rg5wj who cares where it's from. It's deep cuz it's true.
anyone else just wanna fall asleep from a dream thats amazing and never wake up, just to realize your actually dead?
yeah.
I am praying for that day (yk that dream of having a happy family with the woman you love)
Yep
here i am
@AsherBeHappy @FishingBros-mn6is Why dream it when you can make it true?
@@FishingBros-mn6is im never loved fr
The amount of people, feeling awful, is outrageous.
it’s is, but it’s true. and it truly does hurt so much.
fr welcome to this world
Welcome to reality
terribly depressing
Generation is fucked up. So much toxicity and abuse
I am still alive guys, i havent been uploading due to a tumor.. i am recovering hopefully i do survive all please do pray for me and bless me, it would mean alot. If i dont make it atleast ive achieved some things in life.. please do help me get to 10,000 subscribers, we are close guys i know yall can help a man out, please and thank you. More playlists once recovered. Much love ❤️
I subscribed hope I helped
ty for all this videos bro
God bless you ❤
God be with u brother
❤️
I’m a 14 year old boy from Japan. Today I had a fight with my single mom(my dad passed away when I was 9) and I know I’m the one at fault. She won’t forgive me and I don’t even blame her, but for some reason I can’t control my emotions. They always get out of control and I hurt my loved ones before I know it. I’m a totally normal boy at school with normal friends. I try to be more quiet than I naturally am to not hurt people, and I don’t for the most part ( though I sometimes lose control). I have probably the most important test I have ever had in my life next week and I’m studying my best. I’m good academically and everyone including myself has high expectations. But I’m not feeling it. I feel like the pressure and stress is gonna crush me. I usually love the expectation but I just can’t seem to get into the flow. I just wanted to vent a little. Maybe more than a little I guess haha. Best wishes to everyone. Love the ones you want to love. Don’t make the same mistake as me.
Update : I was still on bad terms for a while, but I got my test results back and did pretty well. Even though we had a fight, my mom doesn’t hate me or anything, and because of me doing well on the test she forgave me. I never expected to get this many nice comments and it’s unbelievable. You don’t know how much you all have helped me in the past couple of months. Thank you so much.
I liked my own comment
Don’t worry man
I’ve been in similar situations where I just lose control of my emotions, but in the end I pull through
I know its hard and difficult to get through this but I know you will make it
I believe in you
@@BoeingAH-64Apache-15 Emotions are really to control aren’t they?
And because I find it hard to control those emotions, people call me immature. (They are not wrong but)
We have to stay strong and get through it together 👊
Thanks so much for replying by the way
@@beatdrop4384 Ay man sorry to hear about your father, rip to him. hope your mother is doing good and you have also matured a bit, ik it's been 3 weeks since last comment but ppl grow every day, and also another tip to control your emotions is to think about how others feel by putting yourself in their place and then think about whether what you were going to do was the right thing or not. It may or may not help you control your emotions but ay any help is better than no help. Peace brotha
Keep going bro
getting harder and harder to thug it out fr
Lofes hard but im harder in the mornigs
real bro
@@aargrebornYeah because getting outta bed has got to be the second hardest thing in the morning
You don’t gotta thug nth out it’s just stages of life every1 goes through cuz and remember depression is just a phase of life you’ll grow out of it you’ll see a major difference pa I was all depressed n shi but I had to hide it now look im 13 all happy i get those depressed thoughts every once in a while but only when i dont feel like im getting loved or wtv its just all good its phases stick to the right path if you trust what im saying youll end up better dont listen to the people that tell you to do wrong things hang out with better people you’ll be considered boring and weird but you will end up better if you just dont wanna talk to no 1 even better you roll on your own and youll be better maybe even have a future i know there wasnt no point in this but remember I love you even if your a boy or girl we’re all brothers and sisters in a way god made us and you’ll always have a big brother looking down at you from heaven I love you man💯🫶🏽
its been months better be going well
I lost two friends recently. One died, one deeply betrayed me. I remember the friend I lost by bringing joy into the world, I forget the one who betrayed me because there is nothing to be gained.
Damn... 💔
im sorry for you man, i hope everything gets better for you. rest in peace to your friend whom you lost, i give you my condolences and i wish you well ❤
copy and paste much plus dont care stop venting in a comment section
R.I.P [*] for your friend
if that makes you happier i lost 2 friends too one forget about me and just got new friends second moved out of town and stopped talking to me
@@kxyuki Shut up man. Give people a chance here. Maybe they were the only two friends they had.
They didn't notice you were crying
They didn't notice you were sad
They didn’t notice you were tired
They didn’t notice you were alone
They didn’t notice how attentive you were
They didn’t notice how sweet you actually are...
They didn’t notice how you actually try to make others smile
They did notice you failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all your mistakes
They did notice all you flaws
They did notice that you weren’t good enough for them.
But you stayed strong
You kept going on
You never gave up on hope
You never let them take you down
And you know they wasn’t good enough for you
And that’s what make you stronger
You aren’t ugly
You aren’t mean
You aren’t lazy
You aren’t a failure
You aren’t a mistake
You are beautiful
You are worth it
You do deserve everything
You are trying
You are smart
You do deserve to live
I needed that
Real
thank you.
Thanks...
U made me cry
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
These are not my words but spread them and copy paste
To each and everyone one of you, don’t stop. Even if you feel like you should you’ve persevered and fought for your sake up until this very moment, life is not meaningful without suffering. Whether you believe it or not you have the strength to keep on going, no one can hold your head up any higher than you and with every second, minute, hours, days weeks and months maybe even years of your life you spend suffering, it will be given back to you in happiness and prosperity tenfold, and I can’t say I understand you or your problems since every experience if differs from person to person. But nonetheless you can’t stop, no matter what befalls you because every aching pain and every tear that is shed is also spent building up the very foundations of what you need to be happy, and to build your ideal self. Fight and live so that one day you will be given what is yours. You needn’t be strong now, but don’t forget to give yourself a break every now and then, every step forward still counts no matter how small, even if it’s as simple as taking an extra bite of food or taking an extra sip of water. That’s all I have to say but please, take care of yourselves. May God be with each and everyone of you.❤
Ty. Thank you for those kind words ❤️
This is exactly what everyone going through self-improvement needs to hear, exactly what everyone should know, remember, and use as motivation to keep grinding that 7-8 digit number on your bank account, to get the partner of your life, and most importantly, stay happy, and speak to god (or your religions divine figure)
My celling could use some red paint...
I didn't have the mental strength to read that. But im pretty sure it's positive and motivational so Mhm.
You're a real one for that ma man
@@RomberGGYTidk man sounds like a wierd cold for a ceiling. Personally would recommend Blue.
Can't go wrong with a Blue ceiling.
It's just very customizable overall and adds a lot of charm to the room.
Some of the people know that our life is hard. I can tell you why. Life is a really tough step. Every time you need to struggle to get something, then you have another problem to solve, then another one, and continuously you are solving problems in your life. For someone these problems are different: money, or maybe family, or social experiences, and other variations. But you need to know one thing, everybody are struggling, not only you. That’s why you need to beat it, break the 4th wall, run away from the problem, continue your journey to success. Don’t stay on the same chapter, I believe in you!
I just finished a workout with 1k jumping jacks and a lil bit of other stuff and listening to this while rinsing of has been the best experience I’ve ever had in the shower thanks for this amazing playlist
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The feeling when you know you should have done something else, not just scroll TH-cam or play games.... the feeling of "I wasted my time on bullsheet... again..."
The worst part of it is that you have an exam in just a few days, and you know nothing, yet you still can't force yourself to just freaking start learning....
I know how is it 😢
im the exact same mate, I care about the exams so much but just cannot be bothered to revise them
Real
This is so real man I recently got hit with a huge wave of laziness after months of being productive
I know, i know how that shi feels.
And then I realized, I am just another young adult looking to find their own way. The fact we all have to come to realize; no longer a child. I look in my mirror and just see the reflection of what could be and yet, there is no desire. I am lost.
You aren't just 'another young adult', you're a person. You're own person. You have a life and you can still love it to the fullest, even if you aren't a kid anymore.
This playlist hit different when your in class, tired, don’t want to exist, and just get to relax
i love listening this on lessons when im stressed because of stupid things
In life, nothing is perfect. We keep finding things wrong with our life and start getting jealous of other people, but the truth is, again, nothings perfect. That person who you think is pretier than you, probably got bullied for being ugly before. That person who is more popular than you, probably has a dark home life. The thing about ourselves, is that we know ourselves better than anyone else. But we dont know anyone else better than ourselves. So, if you ever feel down, think about your favorite memories. About the person you've become. Strive to become better than you are right now. Thats your purpose in life.
Man this is a real example that shows that music can be a cure for bad mood as well as it makes it easier to think about yout life
Brother listen to me. This music will make you depressed. It may feel a cure but its poison. Listen and indulge yourself with less cynical and more positive music. It can basically be anything, as long as it isn't these sorts!! I had a small episode of depression and brother, I learned that one of the things that kept me there, in my sorry mood, was listening to music that made me think that way. It brought my mind to my loneliness.
If u are getting advice from someone named GoofyManMF u should rethink life choices
the worst feeling is when you feel like things are getting better, then everything falls down and you discover that you’re back at rock bottom.
update: it got worse, i cant even get out of bed, havent went to school for weeks and the only girl im capable of ever loving likes a new guy, and said she is not capable of loving me back anymore.
update 2: slowly i am getting better, i have started to slowly return to school only going in for periods of time and not the whole day, going out and socialising, leaving my room, exercising, and started to be a bit more livelier, even if my spark i once had is barely there anymore i still make it work. i realised that the only person that can save me is me and that i must put the effort in myself. its going to be a long and slow process, not just for me, but for everyone out there who is healing. however, as long as youre putting the effort in, which is very hard i know due to mental health issues, you will be fine in the end. i have a long way to go, hopefully all will be okay. to everyone out there who is going through something like me, i wish you good luck.
update 3 (12/6/24): i messed it all up again. the love of my life gave me another chance to start over. she loved me again. but i messed it all up. i messed it all up because of this stupid brain of mine. i wish i never thought the way i did, say the things i did, or be the way i am. it all got worse. i genuinely feel as though i am losing my mind. i still have no friends. summer is coming around, but im not excited in the slightest. i have contemplated ending it multiple times. it was all false hope, it got better, then it got even worse. i was so naive.
update 4 (14/6/24): school has finished, exams are done. but im still so damn miserable. didnt feel a single ounce of happiness leaving that school. took no photos because i had no friends to take photos with, and just left, hearing the sounds of happy people. i dont like being in a happy environment, it just reminds me how miserable i am. i think i am going to end it all soon, i have no one to talk to, so i will leave this message here. i was doomed to never be happy in the end. thats just life i guess? oh well.
update 5 (5/8/24): i am so lost. i dont know what to do with myself. i have no job, i haven’t applied to any colleges/further education and ive been rotting away the whole summer. i know, i might not be putting in enough effort. but i’m so damn tired man. i can’t do it anymore, it takes all my strength just to make it through a day. i cut for the first time recently, and i tried to drown myself again, reminiscent of how i tried when i was 9. i still have no friends really. it’s as though i am invisible. life feels empty. i’m starting to think im crazy or something. what do i do? i should’ve left this world that night. i should have left like how she left me, like how all my “friends” left me. the worst part is i can’t even be mad at them. i understand why they left me like that. i’m not a good person, im severely mentally unstable and my company isn’t to be wanted or needed, ive lost my spark completely. i’ve tried everything there is, cooking, reading, games, sports, but in the end, im still empty. it hurts. everyone used to tell me i was so talented. but the reality is that back then i worked so hard to keep up with the burden of being the only son. coming from a high achieving family. i burnt out so hard. i couldn’t do anything anymore. that was ultimately the root of my downfall. i’m now the disappointment of the family.
man, looking back on the things i wrote. this whole year has been a cyclical structure, i was at my worst, thought i was improving, only to see myself back at my worst. it’s funny the way things work, right? i don’t know who’s hearing this, but i hope you’re doing better than me right now, a lot better. i wouldn’t wish this pain on anyone.
p.s - she looked so pretty at prom. so close but out of my reach. she doesn’t want anything to do with me now. nothing a bottle of amaretto can’t solve though, right? haha.
I had an accident while doing parkour and at the beginning it looked like it wasn't that bad, in the end i got diagniosed with the worst fracture you can have on your leg. But with hard work i bounced back but i Will keep this large titanium piece in my foot and it will always remember me that you always feel invicible about something until it happens to you.
real
most relatable comment i've seen in a minute
SHUT THE HELL UP. NOW LAY ON THE FLOOR AND GIVE ME 26 PUSH UPS!
I wish I had someone to talk to
Os comentários são de partir o coração, espero que vcs consigam encontrar a luz nessa vasta escuridão
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The comments are heartbreaking, I hope you can find the light in this vast darkness@@defragmj5916
Up
Up.
É foda mano...
To anyone reading this, youre gonna make it. Trust me. So so many people have been in horrendous situations and mental states. But still, they struggled onwards, and lived a life they can be proud of, through sheer work and willpower. Pick up yourself up, and show your past self that it was wrong for almost giving up. Show the universe that out of neutron stars, gamma bursts, black holes and all that crap, the most powerful energy source that will ever exist is the indomitable human spirit.
When everything changes around you but you still stay the same.
Hmm
Real.
Happening to me right now.
real
Real.
Damn bro, that's crazy, you should do methamphetamine
This playlist snaps me back into reality, knowing how people come and go without a warning. Feeling the emptiness in your heart that you wished to never feel, that you never wanted to feel that cold sadness ever again. Knowing that your favorite people might not come back like they said they would.. Knowing that there's a day where everything will come to an end... But please do remember this, there is always a meaning, there is always something to fight for. There will be almost... almost all the time something will be waiting for you at the end once you succeed, something that you've been hoping for.. something that you've been praying for...
Warning: The end itself should "not" make us happy. You should already be grateful and satisfied along the way, because I can tell you from experience that if you think only "the" end will make you happy, believe me, it will lead you down an even worse path. Stay safe
Wise Words which i heard:
“There are two pains.
1, The Pain of Regret.
2, The Pain of Discipline.”
I live by this.
I heard there are only three things that can cause us pain in this material world they are...
1. Other living entities ..eg..snak bite, wasp, eaten by shark! Ather humans even.
2. The environment/ natural occurrence eg..earthquakes, tsunamis..ect.
3. Our own minds in the form off mental stress!!!.
Pain of taking a dump as well?
That can be included in natural occurrence@@jaypolas4136
@@jaypolas4136real as well
Take me back to late 2023. Prolly the best months I had in that particular year in my life. This the type of playlist I'd love listening to on and off.
Same. 2023 was the best year of my life. Then in 2024 my girlfriend killed herself. I just wish I could see her again.
@@Actual_Sir_Pentiousi feel you bro. I was in that same position.
@@realasheb sucks, ain’t it?
@@Actual_Sir_Pentious yea it does. She was my everything
@@realasheb same. Shit happens. But we all wish it didn’t.
Ontem eu acabei descobrindo que um grande amigo meu de infância faleceu, eu e ele perdemos contato a uns 3 ou 4 anos atrás, mas eu nunca esqueci dele. Vim descubri que ele faleceu alguns meses atrás, fiquei chocado quando descobri isso e triste ao mesmo tempo, pois a gente estávamos a anos sem se falar, e eu nao pude nem me despedir formalmente dele. Escrevo isso com tristeza mas ao mesmo tempo com esperança de que ele esteja em um lugar bem melhor que esse mundo velho. Obrigada meu amigo Walter, você sera eterno no meu coração ❤❤
😔 😢
Been thuggin it out since day 1
My man still going strong
Same here 😔
reminds me of my "friends" who never took me seriously, were always toxic and unsupportive, made me reach to the point where i cant trust nobody and mentally messed up. Its always me who is lonely, nobody to comfort me or stand by my side when im sad.
Facts and real
I'm here to stand by your side. I would fight for you. Plenty others would fight for you. Those "friends" weren't worth anything in your life and you shouldn't let them bring you down.
I learned something at a young age *the people you trust are the ones that hurt you the most*
@@UnknownNotFound630thats a real fact though...
Same I also lost all my friends not because of them being toxic or unsupportive but because of feuding and conflicts. And so for the last 4-5 years I’ve carried on that pain of never ending suffering and loneliness and also trust nothing or nobody.
This one’s for anyone who feels lost or alone.
Remember, your life is yours to live. What others say can’t define you. Even if your family doesn’t always understand, you’re capable of amazing things. Pride comes from within, not from others.
Think of people who’ve faced far greater challenges. Some have grown up without parents or homes. Be grateful for what you have, even if it’s not perfect. Your perspective is powerful. How you see the world can change everything.
MY MENTAL HEALTH IS AT ITS LOWEST 🗣🔥🔥🔥
go to gym
Go to gym
Go to Jim
Bro if you read this hope it got better for you. I am at that point atm i don't left my house for the last three days except one time to get more beer but i still got my mama and my family i can't even think of how hurt they would be but tomorrow is another day and can only be better than this day. Couldn't sleep last night even i was drinking the whole evening and day and if i sleep i sleep like 12 hours cause it's like the only moment you can escape reality.
@@Pawn_Stars_Lover nah not even gym can help that bro speaking from experience
“It's hard not to hate. People, things, institutions. When they break your spirit and take pleasure in watching you bleed... hate is the only feeling that makes sense.
you helped me realized why I feel that way alot , thank you.
Maybe that's why I hate them so much
Deep words.
into the slideshow
@@epicvccgive yourself 5 years, if you still agree with social media then you're mentally sick. You would never say something like this to someone's face. In fact how bout we leak your info so you can feel Shame
im not depressed and im not lonely. im actually pretty happy and i have a couple friends. i listen to this so i can make up a fictional scenario and write it out.
Relatable 😂
praying on your downfall bro
You don’t belong here leave and never return the darkness will consume any thing in its presence
@@backwoodtone7973 no, he doesnt belong here lmao what are you yapping abt
screw you guys@@emkata1364
my mother once told me to tell her everything... now i tell her nothing. The only thing that hears my thoughts are the walls i confide in within the safety of my room.
L Bozo could never be me
@@Yuta_imu this is CRAZY AF
I wish you the best! And I understand how it feels to shutting yourself, you're not alone :)
The feeling of crawling out of your bedroom window and onto the rooftop is just...crazy
finally, a comment that's actually accurate and not some vent that sounds like it came straight out of an anime
@@DisJointFever930concordo plenamente
@@TiagoJanaino-zu1qd gracias
See you in heaven, comrade
“The loneliness came back… worse than I can remember.”
LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
bro 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀@@lukkacx9888
Good 🐱👤🐱👤✔✔
@@lukkacx9888it sure is funny to u ..:) won't be funny when ur feeling like shit , right? So don't make it worse for him thx.😐
@@TheSogga 😐
please read all of this..
I’ve noticed how lonely this generation is getting. And, even though I am only 14 I wanted to share some things. My comment most likely won’t receive any likes or even recognition, but I have to say this after seeing the many many depressing comments here.
Just last year. I had severe depression. I couldn’t go outside or talk to anyone without feeling like a degenerate pig. I was fat, and just not good looking in any way. I was physically out of shape and had extreme social anxiety. I had just moved to a new city, which was extremely hard for me. This was during peak summer heat (August) and going outside was always very hot. I had a weak immune system and was constantly getting sick also. This made my mental state even worse.. Eventually, I had snapped, I saw hope and started working out a bunch. I started talking to new people, cut my hair, putting myself into tough social situations and talking very often to new people. This made me very confident, and combined with a low carb diet and lots of animal products. My body was looking way better. I’m still in this journey now, and I’m still struggling. I just don’t want people to commit suicide or do anything stupid like how I almost did. There is hope, that you have to see now.
This is an example of a person who took action.
I felt like this too glad I got better. Much love from Malta
Wait hold it the first half is exactly what’s happening to me. Idk about the depressed part but like fat, moving in august, 14, weak immune system, social anxiety, stopped talking to many people, and lastly having very hot summers cuz I’m in the Middle East 💀💀💀
Ay, gotta respect the grind man. Im goin thru basically the same thing cuz there was this girl i really liked and i wanted to ask her out but she had told me she was moving so I couldnt do anything. She was the only girl I had a very close relationship with. So i felt like trash and was depressed. I was fat. I had also lost kne of my bestfriends because they ended up being fake so J had to go thru that too. I started to workout and still am today.
I ain't reading althat
@@xrj461 real
Hey all, its Masons brother here. If you have seen the comment section in previous videos you would understand why i am commenting now. Mason died from a tumor recently and he was begging and pleading me to upload the rest of his playlists onto my channel if he didnt make it. In a months time i will be uploading aload of his playlists onto my channel as soon as possible, make sure to drop a sub and make sure them notifications are on so you get told when i have made a new video. Lets try making it to 1,000 subscribers, ive never had more than 10 subscribers in my life so every subscriber i get puts a smile on my face thank you, and much love ❤
👆👆👆 Make sure to Subscribe to this Channel as of from now this Channel will no longer be active. His videos will still be up on this Channel but I will not be checking comments from now on, Make sure to Subscribe to the main channel as of I am taking over for my dead brother. I manage this account if anybody is wondering, thank you for all the love and support throughout the whole week or two, I've read every single comment and I love you all dearly thank you for all the lovely comments, let's make my brothers dream come true by Subscribing to this Channel. His last wish was to get 10,000 Subscribers can we do it by the end of this month?
I dropped a sub, hope it helps out in the future man! 2nd Subscriber 🙋🏽♂️
I also Subscribed, hope it does help you out man. Rest in Peace to your brother also 🙏 he's looking down at you smiling 😃 your doing him proud 👏❤
I hit the Subscribe button on your main channel mate, hope it helps ❤
Long Live Mason ❤❗️❗️
Im not depressed or alone just aint doing so well by default, but this playlist is awsome.
And for everyone else in the comments whose storys I read, hope you guys(or girls) get better.
Do some Pushups!!
@@maikelekermann3961who's gonna carry the boats
@@maikelekermann3961 bruh
real.
“100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your Favorite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone like you.
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.”
Wow
love the effort all tho i am propably still gona kms or get killed while doying smth like walking across the street in a close future
w
thanks
86 wants me to kill myself more🙏🙏
my grandad died yesterday and this relaxes and remembers the good times with him
Skill issue
@@DinosaurForthefirsttime Clown
When the second song starts playing it gives the vibe when you’re the youngest sibling, alone, in the house that your older siblings left because they are adults and your parents are no longer here. You’re sitting at the family kitchen table with one miserable light on in the middle of the night in silence either being just dead inside or crying, or both.
This literally makes me feel a nostalgia of 2017-2016, i miss good times.
Life in general before 2019-2020 was the best
@@Dreadlockkhow do i go back to feeling like that again?
this playlist makes me remember that i'm lonely, even with people around me, that i need to fucking listen to ASMR's to feel loved, but it is what it is
we are two
Por alguna chance hablas español?
@@limoerokkk
Yeah this is relatable
Somewhat relatable
This playlist triggers all the bad emotions but it makes me feel light inside
You going through something? Depression maybe? My dad gave me some advice, and I'd like to pass it down to you, write in a journal about how you feel, or draw pictures, you'll feel better, you wont be cured, but you wont feel like killing youself
@@The-Holy-Devil
nice but im not taking advice from anyone with devil in their name
@@noname91784 just using a variation of my xbox name
@@noname91784real..
I'm just a 12 year old boy, I mean that literally. I'm having a lot of problems these days, I've done things I regret, my relatives and idols are dying. Only two things keep me happy, my karate classes, and my friendships. I hope everything works out for me.
Dude, I’m just 14 and my life right now is extremely stressful, boring, and lonely so far the only thing that is keeping me happy is VRchat and fallout 76
@@Gonzo11c419 oh
Dont worry man, I mean its easy for me to say, but usually in nature everything evens out. Death is a part of life, without death you cant have life, so embrace what you can with the people you interact with, and keep moving forward. Keep it pushing man, one day at a time and dont forget to live a little. Stay safe :)
Dont rely upon friendships, they go away sooner than expected
It will get better, I wish you the best :)
Damn it feels like everybody is going through the same shit, not sure if it makes me feel better or worse…
The only thing you can do is not waste time bc if you’re suffering its because of you no matter how you put it, though if you don’t give up and find somethings thats HEALTHY that you really like then go for it and i can’t explain much bc you would have to reach out more.
I dunno but it makes me feel like I'm not alone, which is something.
Your loved brah keep pushing
real.
stay up king
To anyone and everyone here that has either lost someone or just feels a deep sense of pain, you are not alone. Though it may always seem that way, someone out there is feeling something similar to you, even if not the exact same. You will find someone you relate with and enjoy all the time you have left with them and enjoy every second. I'm sorry for the things that happened to you, but you will get better. ❤
I know that but it's harder when you have psychological problems that I can't prove without help and everyone thinks that you are just idiot.
At this moment I just don't fell anything
I see the day's flash before my eyes and I can't keep up with them
I can't accept reality because I can't wake up to it
I might seem to be an hard working man and also a happy one but deep inside me I'm torn apart
@@MrSeby16 yeah me too man dont use excuses to avoid change, everyone can become better you just don't want to try
@@MrSeby16… I think what OP meant to say was that you have legitimate and absolutely valid feelings, and the answer to someone who is struggling is not always just “do better,” or “make a change, it’s your fault.”
I salute you for pushing through. That shows more strength than those who tell you that having feelings and problems is = to weakness.
@@echo_animates Thanks
It’s been 5 years since I died inside myself. It feels so awful walking in the city, watching all these people doing their own things. I really can’t find anything pleasant in this world anymore. I’m skipping eating because I don’t enjoy food anymore. Every morning I wake up wondering why even getting up from bed. Does it really matter to anyone? What difference does it make to the world? Is there even a point of doing what all these people out there are doing? I hate it. I hate people that tells me that I’m not trying hard enough. I hate when people are watching me strangely because I look dead and depressed all the time. And most importantly, I hate myself so much I can’t even look in the mirror anymore. This modern society making every aspect of life toxic and putting pressure on it. You either fit in or you be kicked out and called names. Too bad I got a chance to live in this sad time of this sad and rotten world. It is what it is I guess.
smoke weed
I can't do much from the internet, but i have a feeling that you may be alike me. I don't know why but i feel you, and if our situations are similar, i can help. With words, but i will know how to help you and maybe get you going.
Try with god.
Honestly brother I don't know the situation you are in rn but try to find something that might make you feel more alive
A little change and also try to ignore what pepole are saying and what names they call you
It might help because it helped myself to look happier but I'm still as dark inside as you are
You may be collapsing, but take a hold of yourself, stay conscious, and try to make the fall as euphoric as possible
I mean idk much either i'm in the same place as you i think
Growing up is realizing what life is
Hey, hope you’re okay. I used to think similarly to you when I was still growing up. If you were a child recently, you probably haven’t figured it all out just yet either. You’ve still got some learning to do. I don’t mean to put you down, but people don’t come here to be happy, so what I really want you to know is that life isn’t as bad as I’m guessing you think it is.
This playlist describes what sleeping in 3am feels like..
just remember, here in this comment section and many others like it you have brothers, allies, friends, people who understand and care so don't be afraid of life observe it and enjoy it.
All hated me and left me crying
don’t give up on your dreams
don’t stop at obstacles, keep going
don’t focus on bad things of life
don’t focus on bad things people say about you
don’t do nothing, do something
don’t say, “I never be able to do this”, you can do it
at the end of the day, keep on trying.
never.
give.
up.
You don't know how important your comment is to me. May god bless you
@@songohan_abla thank you.
You know shit's real when this comes up on ur page.
These songs don't give me the sad feeling of being alone. but the positive, thoughtful being alone
I don't feel any sadness but the old me probably would, Ive move on from the past i may have regret of my past action but that's all from the past. i felt so free, its like time moved again
I dont want to wake up tomorrow
it’s all good man don’t feel down
I fell you my friend 😢
Me too bro,when is it gonna end?
"just thug it out they say"... man this shit is unbearable bruh
hope u're cruising now and that u feel at least a tad better.
@@dongzhuo2176 on gang that’s what everyone says
got another real playlist in storage waiting for you all. once i hit 10k it'll be published onto my channel. you do not want to miss out on this cool playlist its the best one yet!
Bro, you're from south africa?
@@SuperNaturalBeatsovuvweweweenyetwenyeyeowibwimosas?
You just have to wait
go to gym👍
Real
sadness is described in many ways, making it darker and darker
This playlist was so good i could feeling coming inside me
🗿
What?
🗿
..Rephrase?
@@Cabbage9503 literally
Trapped in a endless cycle of Sin, i wish i was pure as God. But that will never be.
For we are born sinners, and fall short of the glory of God. 😔
Sometimes i wanna remove myself from this Earth and go onto my Heavenly Father, but that would be a sin to do such a thing...
I trust in my Lord God. Sometimes i just dont feel it, and i know thats the devil attacking. But i cant help but embrace the pain knowing im a sinner and will forever sin until i die and im set free of this Sin 😔
Like this comment if your not the only one feeling like this. 👑
We are all in this Together weither we like it or not ❤
Nobody will ever be as pure as god, and even if we fall short of our creator, he loves us dearly and never will betray us. :) He trusts in you, to not be guided towards sin and evil, Repent and ask for forgiveness, mercy and for self control.. Remember, if the devil keeps bothering you its good, since your doing the right thing. Dont fall into his temptation, and remain steady on the narrow pathway, you still have a chance. Take the right path, ask for mercy and forgiveness and you will be redeemed like how the others were.. Everybody is born a sinner, but we all will loose our embarrassing moments, pain and sins when He, welcomes you into his warm arms and kingdom. May god be with you.
Edit: I was struggling like you, but now i have repent. (Im still struggling on lying its tough!! But you can do it!! and i can do it!
Amen I feel the same way
I feel you brother... I do too even with different beliefs☪️.
Sometimes you just don't have anything but god....
But you have to always remember, god is with you all the time and tries to protect you all the time he can.
It's ok to feel down.
We all do at some point.
That is so damn right bro i fw you! God bless yall
Same
Its 12 am in the morning. Currently hitting Abs to just distract myself from loneliness.
Gym is the only thing making sense now. I have nothing else to live for. Just need someone anyone but i know i will never have someone. I lived alone ill die alone. Thank u for reading this i just had to let it all out
I’m not depressed (anymore) but all I want to do now is help people who faced my challenges, if you are reading this and are not having the best of days, weeks, or months. Just know someone out there is rooting for you, it could be as little as that one bug you decided not to step on. One thing that really helped me get rid of sadness, was living my life to the fullest and making other people smile, all it takes is a hello and a smile from you (it doesn’t have to be a real smile)
just remember that when you truly lose everything you still gonna have yourself, be kind to youtself, your kid version doesn't wanna die, your old you is never gonna have a chance to be happy if you give up, youre just a kid that grew up too fast, dont be harsh on yourself youre gonna make the kid you cry, the world isnt kind, but you can be, one day we all gonna die but it doesnt have to be soon, stay strong i believe in you
thank you for this.
اتذكر مدى شعوري بالوحدة، حتى في غرفة مليئة بالناس.
your not cold copying the other guys comment😭🙏
Guys, at the end of the day, its night. Days go by an eventually there's gonna be someone who'll truly love you for who you are.
one day
“Eventually”
Probably u dont understand the pain we go through and that person that is going to love us is going to find someone else to love and its going to keep going. life is just like a toy we left our behind.
Only my parents
Nothing lasts forever
Se sentir sozinho ao lado das pessoas que você tanto ama é algo indescritível.
The worst thing about betrayal, Is that its not an enemy who does it to you...
Fuck. That sucks a LOT
This
I learned that a long time ago
i feel nothing, empty, a shell of my former self, its crazy how much can happen in a year, from your dad dying, your mom overdosing, your sister in rehab, find out your girl is cheating on you, best friend kills himself, feel alone, attempt to kill yourself, don't try it again instead try to live to your full potential but fail, constantly fail, go back to suicidal thoughts, find out your best friend was still alive and faked his death to get rid of you, and have zero feeling left, go numb, try your best not to go back to abusing drugs or alcohol, is successful but feel more empty, and plays games to forget the shitty life you lived.
i am 17 i haven't lived the most righteous life, from taking out my anger on bullies, getting paid in the process, addicted to drugs at the age of 11, then alcohol at the age of 12, stopped last year, and i have a part time job while having to do school while living with my uncle who is the closest thing i have left to a dad, and yet, im still alive somehow, childhood was ripped from me, but im not giving up, or i will try, told myself "fuck therapy", and yeah. Trying out love again.
Thought dropping this comment would help.
Edit: She left.
Real.
real
Jezus christ. That's a roller coaster of a life. I can't (and when I say it I mean it) even imagine all the negative feelings you are fighting. If you make it out of there just know im proud of you
I was playing Minecraft on my 360 at 11
try trespassing, or rock climbing, helped me
I would ask someone to help me, but I got no one to ask. The soul crushing feeling gets to me every day, while I am at home.
I care about you.
Well that's what the internet is for, the boys will talk to you. We're all here for you bro💪
Look, sleep enough, learn as much as possible, come up with a way to make money and you will be fine.
Help yourself out, sometimes you gotta do it yourself
we can be friends
i used to sit and binge motivational content but i feel it only gave me a sense of achievement for a couple minutes then i was back to normal.
i do well in school but i sacrifice my wellbeing to please others and i dont know how to stop it from happening.
i dont trust any of the people i talk to, not even my parents at times, and i dont have anyone to label as friends because the people i call "friends" arent really my friends, i dont keep a conversation with them, i dont go out or talk, i hate meeting new people and i hate being the centre of attention.
i am contantly fidgeting, struggling to concentrate, unable to sleep, cant find joy in anything other than being alone listening to music because its the only time i feel calm.
my standards are always high, too high, but its what people expect from me and i constantly put in too much effort then tire myself out and crush my mental health. i dont know how to stop it, its like im not in control of myself
I plaster a smile on my face everyday, then when i cant hold my smiles any longer i get told to smile more to help me, but if anything it worse.
i dont think venting in a comment section will help me for a long time, but when i spill my thoughts out it clears my mind and gives me a sense of calming, like im talking to a real person.
its like my mind and soul are contantly arguing over my thoughts and actions, but its not truly me making the decisions anymore
im not subjected to bullying, or anything like that. its like im in the way of myself and i cant move, like im being pinned down onto a bed of nails, or theres a wall in front of the door to joy.
i dont know what brought me to spill all of this out but its like a cleanser for my mind.
i dont want to go on but any advice or whatnot would help ig 👍
It's hard but distance yourself from people that don't make you feel good if you can. You won't find the right people if you always hide yourself from people. Of course I totally understand that feeling, your feelings are valid.
But don' forget that you should seek approval from yourself not others. Try to be mindful about all the good things you do and be proud of them.
I wish you the best :)
This give me the motivation to play my old Minecraft worlds
go on your dogs are waiting
WE REVISITING THE BETTER TIMES WITH THIS ONE🔥🔥🔥🔥
Thomas Edison. “Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time.”
I should be sleeping, but I always find myself listening to playlist like these till its light outside.
somehow, sad songs hugs your sadness and makes you enjoy it, even though still hurts.
It reminds me of the days at school of me just staying alone in my desk ( i stay alone cuz i have no friend to sit with ) in the breaks and doing nothing but listening to music with both earbuds in at full volume
im p.d
Liar
i dont have real friends in school i am getting bullied i am alone most of the time
@@sinkabr0 I know , the 2000 generation is messed up rlly bad , everyone lies like it's for life and death
Quando estava fazia exatamente a msm coisa
Life is too short to be this painful.
Life is too short to be happy
Life... is Roblox.
@@Liuzielxdbased
@@Liuzielxd💀
I ATE THIS PLAYLIST UP AND IT TASTED AMAZING
WTH?
I lost two friends recently. One died, one deeply betrayed me. I remember the friend I lost by bringing joy into the world, I forget the one who betrayed me because there is nothing to be gained.
@@BlogsRust stop spamming that buster, no one fucking cares!!!!!
@@BlogsRustok
@@BlogsRust Romans 8:18 The pain you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that is coming. stay strong Brother but remember that Jesus is always there for you. God bless you, Brother.
"i wish i could live without you but you're a part of me"
hits hard knowing what happened to the creator.
only person in this world who really cares about you, is you. no ones coming, you have to be your savior. never forget that.
nah i dont
Christ is coming for you, brother. And I'm here too. We're all going to make it.
@@MarcoRangosI hope so brother if not I hope the Lord takes my mother sister baby brother older brother and grandpa
The first song reminds me of when i was driving at night with my friend's sadly though those were past memories🙁
glad to be the one who changed it from 74k to 75k
For whoever is here and for the future people that will see this here......there are many people around you that loves you and give what you ever wanted but you just don't realize it and even if you dont have no one you still have yourself and you need to give that love to yourself learn to forgive yourself and then forgive others life is short to be sad, live it and be happy, make friends, make your life better:) I support you and I hope for better lives I love you all and I hope you reach goals ❤️❤️
Same thing every single day, lonely empty stressful. I hope this time I don't wake up tomorrow.
I hope you do. Everyone wants you to. Even though I don't know you, everyones life is worth it. It'll get better.
Relatable
I hate when i talk like this but i feel so ugly when i see another person prettier than me and now i see many ppl like that i just cry and cry about everything ihate my life fr
Bro don't compare yourself with others, compare yourself with your yesterday self. Comparisons will destroy you, focus on improving yourself every day
@@Ronniecoleman044 np bro i started to be the best version of me after i wrote this comment thank god i broke up with all my toxic friends :)
Love u bro thank u fr❤️
@@RawanAhmedio That's awesome bro, I'm glad you're on the right track. Keep going
Don’t you realize that being attracted to yourself is an illness. Ofc you think you’re ugly it’s because youre not attracted to yourself. That’s normal
If you feel like you can't take it anymore and want to give up thinking that it was all for nothing, keep going guys. I believe in each of you that you will succeed
Exactly!!! Idk why this comment don’t got no likes
@@ElRaton-g4eSo bro
voices will never stop
voices stopped :OOO
good for you :)
I hope so. They are the only ones who is listening to me.
They understand me. They are my only True friends.
@@suhmu1475 not even voices want to talk to me ;(
@@F0ltox oh-
The loneliness doesn’t get and better. You just learn to live with it.
Yup I can agree
To the stranger I will never see in my life. Waking up In the morning is more valuable than everything in this world combined, don’t throw it away like it’s nothing, and know there might not be a tomorrow, so if you have something you wanna do, or someone you wanna get to know.. do it, time is valuable, get some rest and wake up knowing life is great, although it may be unfair sometimes giving up is never an option, I’m gonna carry on my day, goodbye stranger…
damn bro
This advice is so simple yet true. Giving up isnt the answer. Struggle through the bad experiences and rejoice/relax at good times.
You are not alone
You are not weak
You are not invisible
You are not unloved
You matter
You deserve all the good things in your life
we had 12 years to save the planet now less than a year
Fake news (I don't fear the climate scam but I do that nuclear bomb, we both are fearful anxious individuals and I find solace in that. Whether you think I'm dumb or I to you, let's appreciate both us humans in anxious times.)
Every time you bust into a sock, you technically have committed a mass genocide
@@CeilingFanE76bhahahahah
Shut up stupid liberal
Tho we don’t got long till the raptures coming in 2023 you can feel it but all the climate change stuff is fake but if the earth is warming around parts in someway that can lead to an ice age.
The voices are all ways with me so I’m never alone 😊
Real.
That's a good one
Not when the voices are tormenting...
You know that you're are not the voices of your head so don't reply for them it will keep until you die that is not good thing
People say that this generation is horrible, often stating the following phrase:
Bad times make strong men
Strong men make good times
Good times make weak men
Weak men make bad times
What they don’t understand is that in this large world these times are mixed up and happen at the same time
@@acenoxiriley if I understood what you trying to say I’d probably agree,
but when the weak men make bad times the cycle goes on again thats how life is
@@raijin69420 you understand what I said, but very simply, I’m trying to bring across the fact that our world is more complex than that
@@CeilingFanE76 i totally understand, if the world was simple everybody would live the same life but just thinking about the complexity of it just makes u shiver
@@raijin69420 I have an evangelion pfp, I think about everything in a very complicated manner, simplicity is boring and unsatisfying
When it happened I lost a piece of me , that piece was my heart, I gave it to you and you ignored it. You ignored me . Because of you . I cry and I can’t stop. When I lost you , I lost myself . I couldn’t think. I couldn’t focus . I put too much of myself towards you. And you made it feel like I fell off a cliff
real
epicccc
.. this reminds me of one of my childhood friends.
I would not want to talk about it.
I fell from my 50km cliff in my mind...
I can’t do this anymore, I fell into depression last year when I was 12 years old, I were traumatized by my dad multiple times, I feel alone, no one understands me, I am suffering depression and anxiety, started taking pills from doctor, antidepressants like aratox, pills for schizophrenia and more, I can’t get out it’s been a year and when I get out for a lil bit I fell to depression again in a while that’s 5x worse, can’t do this anymore, tried so many times su1c1d3, still after all the trauma i am dealing with I can’t be truly happy, I force it when i’m with my friends even if it doesn’t look alike, check on your friends, age doesn’t matter, in fact nothing matter, everyone can fell into those horrible things, I hope that who is reading this and suffering will get better soon.
womp womp fo cry to your dad lmao
@@idiot-yw5oq stfu this guys life is terible and you just say womp womp you might think its funny, but im so scared everyday i might lose my sister everyday from deppresion. so its not just womp womp
i really hope you get better bro keep fighting💜
lil bro accualy said womp womp it aint funny anymore bro it s 2024 i bet u say yap too
@@waffolwafol keep yippity yapping womp womp in ohio skibidi toliet 3am napoleon real😎😎😎💀💀💀