all the built in/bottled up pain causes anger, which explains why you easily irritated and annoyed at people. sad thing is, us people are always understanding but never understood.
Feeling closed in, empty, knowing that nobody really cares because you don’t even know them, suffocating in your own sorrow to not worry others, ignoring them like their not even there, trying to deal with your own sorrow but it keeps drowning you, you almost feel like dying. Everything starts becoming a blur, you start forgetting stuff, you try to stay and look strong to not worry others. Sorrow slowly drowning you. You’re trying to stay afloat, but ur so empty that you always end up sinking to the bottom. In the end ur not able to escape yourself. The water surrounds you, it almost feels comforting. Like a hug you haven’t felt in a while. You stay there awhile, slowly gaining the energy and strength to swim back up to the surface again and get to shore. You realize that drowning in your own sorrows isn’t going to fix things. You start trying to socialize and find things to do that you like, in the end, you realize that you’re more important than your sorrow, and that you deserve to live. You were put here for a reason, right? Everything and Everybody has a reason. Everything happens for a reason. If you feel like that’s not reason enough, give yourself a reason. It gets better, I promise that.
Idk anymore I often find myself feeling an overwhelming sense of emptiness and sadness, despite being surrounded by friends and family who care about me. It's a confusing and frustrating experience; I can't quite grasp why I feel this way. This weight of loneliness makes me lose patience with myself, it often leads me to hate myself even more.
I don't know why i thought i was starting to finally have friends but it seems i was wrong no one really cared about me after all i did many things for them they just left me behind out of the group i just ignored it and made a straight axpression or smiled acting foolishly but deep inside i felt it i felt everything i have no one to talk to about it that will really understand me i just wanted to fit in for once and to be just a part of the group without changing my personality or looks everyone i loved i didn't get i know I am venting here but i just felt like writing this comment thank you for making it far here I really appreciate it..
@natsumiizuku1370 Everything will be okay, maybe you aren't gifted with any special talent but you are still special in some way. I'm proud of you for everything you have accomplished up until now you're an amazing individual that deserves the world, don't give up no matter how hard it gets, not everyone will like you but that's okay, that's just how it is and how it should be. May God bless you with the most amazing gifts life can offer
@@OliwerSupel thank you really 💞 I do have some talents thought like drawing and reading gaming but it has nothing to do with having loyal friends I guess I'm just not a person's persons after all now I'm just focusing on myself and it's okay
@@natsumiizuku1370I just wanted to tell you something right quick.. Life is a journey.A journey to accomplish things and loose things,like loosing friends,items that mean a lot to you,a family member’s trust.and accomplishing making friends, and find what you’re looking for,gaining trust in someone you care for.If you think no one cares about you. Don’t worry about that,you have one person to talk to about your problems which could be God,he will never,judge you,talk behind your back,or saying anything negative about you.Give all your problems to God,because he knows how to get rid of those problems.Also don’t worry if any person in the world doesn’t like you there are around maybe a billion or millions of people in the world that go through the same thing so don’t worry your not alone I go through the same things to,and I’m only just a kid a child who is quite stupid and somehow in 6th grade…Anyway have a good night or day and thank you for reading this comment…
@natsumiizuku1370 Hopefully things start to look up and someone that tries to empathize with you comes along your way. It sucks to realize that no one cares, because no one wants to hear someone say they haven't cared for them, because it makes them feel guilty. Even if it's true, it makes the realization lonelier, cause you can't tell anyone at all, only random people on the internet. Good luck with your life, I hope you can either live without people or find someone who truly cares and tries to understand what you think.
@@OliwerSupel No. everything is NOT okay. Why do ppl say that? Its all okay until you get hurt. Then tell me when you FEEL okay. ALRIGHT? BC i AM TIRED OF PPL WHO PRETEND THEY CARE WHEN I KNOW DAMN WELL YALL DONT GIVE A SHIT! ... You want my advice? Dont trust people kid, Just don't. And dont act like you care, speak from the heart and mean it. Dont just say it to say it. Have a Good life kido. @natsumiizuku1370
I recently went to a psychiatrist and was informed that I am suffering from ptsd, anxiety and a personality disorder, I just want to be happy and live my life like everyone else gets to. Instead I have to take multiple pills throughout the day and I don't get to go many places due to my disability and the fact I require a service dog to accompany me. I am so mad that everyone else is happy and living their lives without worry when all I do is worry and think about all the things I could be doing if it wasn't for everything wrong with me. I hate the world but I mainly hate myself.
Find a joy in peace,there is so many things you are turning blind eye on, I would watch some good anime in another language(I did this 2 years ago) so you could learn a language while chilling) Turn your drawbacks into your advatages(easier said than done ofc,but all you have to do is to start😃) Have a good day!
You shouldn't hate yourself, I was thinking the same but there are ppl that Wich to have your life because of how bad Thiers is just imagine how terrifying thier life is it's what keeps me going fr
I can't even go to a psychiatrist, you know indian parents. Mental health is a joke for them even though I am suffering so hard that they call it laziness while I try to hide my tears being a happy butterfly all over the house.
I don't hate humans. Human beings cannot choose to be born with the brain that drives them to perform those specific actions. What I hate is injustice.
I just don't know what to do anymore. It feels like everyone else has someone rooting for them, but I dont even know. Everytime I feel a certain kind of sadness and indescribable feeling of solitude because nobody understands or even attempts to empathize with how I feel people just tell me that it's all in my head. That other people feel this way, my sadness isn't unique, that other people have it worse and I should just suck it up. I can't even tell people anything anymore, and I know the truth that anything I feel or think doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things I am just so tired. I want to mean something. I want to have an impact on somebody, but nobody cares about me for some reason. But everyone around me has friends, people to go to, and they are able to talk about anything they want with those people. I have no impact, no meaning, all of my "friends" always see me as weird, even if I don't do anything wrong. Why is everything that I have to think or say have to always be the wrong answer, why do people search for the worst in everything I could ever do. The only thing they care about is what I do wrong and what I can do wrong, it's like they search for things in me to ridicule, to target , I just want it all to end man. I hate it so much, it makes me so angry whenever I think about it, I'm tired of living a life where I have to conform to everyone else and all I have to do is sit there and become everyone's emotional punching bag. They should be the ones being treated like trash, for making fun of others for being themselves. So why do I have to do it, when I always try to empathize with anybody but deep down nobody gives a shit about me. No matter how terrible I feel, nobody will ever understand how I feel in that moment, and disregard it as a simple bad day. In the end, it doesn't even matter. Because nobody will help me, and it's something only I can do anything about. I just hate people, they're all trash.
You should give them a taste of their own medicine, or at least show a little backbone. If people treat you rudely when you're pleasant with them. What is there to fear when you treat them poorly.
This is a little vent: When I was in 4th grade (elementary we had to be walking in a line) there was a restroom break so we went as a class and I was just minding my own business and coming out of the restroom and there were these to girls (one same height and one a lil bit shorter then me)and the short girl said “Hey that’s my spot!” (She went out of the line to get water from water fountain btw)and I didn’t listen to her and the same height girl was also telling me to go to the back of the line and here I a kinda being scared but a little bit mad at the same time and right before I leave the line,I said,”I HATE EVERYO-“ but then I stopped what I said and I just went to the back of the line and just wanted to cry kinda cause I couldn’t control my anger for a second.i think like a few months later the short girl and her friend (who was also short so I’ll call the short girl from before 1 and other 2)so 1 and 2 were talking behind my back and their desk was across from me so I could hear them and they were just saying mean things about me which was making me cry well I wanted to cry but I didn’t I only shedded at least one tear I didn’t tell the teacher(substitute teacher) because what’s the point anymore?they ain’t gonna do anything other than just telling them to stop,when they aren’t at all.I didn’t talk to anyone about it at all other than here.. thank you for reading my comment and have a good day or night.
@@LRC696 I’m sorry that you haven’t been able to talk to anyone about how you’re feeling and what happened. But please, try and tell someone you trust. It can be your parents, a close adult friend or even a different teacher. I’ll pray to God about your situation and I’ll ask him to give you peace in your heart and to show that he cares how you’re feeling and what you’ve gone through. People will care if you tell them, you DONT deserve to be treated that way, it’s unfair to you. You deserve to be treated with kindness and care. I love you! I hope you’ll manage to get the help you need. May you have a blessed day/night further☺️❤️
@@HydraDoodle I talked to someone about something around in 4th grade when the whole class was arguing I talked to the counselor abt it but I didn’t want her to tell my mom but she told her anyway so yea and I’m kinda scared to talk about how I feel to them because one time I had a diary abt me hating myself etc. etc. so my whole family became concerned for me and my mom kept the lil diary so yea I basically just wanna keep my thoughts closed and I’ll probably vent to a friend because I trust friends everything is in the past though but it will probably still haunt me
@@LRC696 I’m proud of you for telling someone even though they told your mom about it when you didn’t want her to know. But I just want you to know that your mom probably really cares about you and she’s worried about her child. Even though sometimes she gets annoying she still loves you. I’m glad that you also have friends to vent to, but please try not to bottle up your feelings I’m not saying that to be rude I’m saying that because I care about you, even though I don’t know you in person, but you matter! Even if you don’t vent to someone maybe just write down your feelings and you can even draw your feelings too!
@@HydraDoodle (Srry for late reply I was taking a long nap lol) Ty and Ik my mother cares for me but at the time I wasn’t ready to tell her abt it and Ik bottling up my feelings is quite bad and I appreciate you caring for me and I’ve drawn abt how I feel once tbh id say the only thing I’m good at is just drawing I actually made a character kinda (not fully) based off of my emotions which is maybe some anger,sadness,and a little bit of happiness.
@ (it’s alright. No need to apologise, it good that you got some rest). I understand that you probably weren’t ready to tell your mom, but at least she knows now and not when it gets way too bad for you. But that’s great that you have a character based off of your emotions, it’s really good because you kinda feel comforted by that character whenever you draw them. I hope that everything will eventually get better for you! I’ll keep on praying for you too. But please, if there anything you need to vent about, I’m always here and I’ll do my best to sympathise with you. Take care. And have a blessed day/night☺️♡
everything i do i fuck up, Sometimes i don't get social ques and I don't understand what people mean by "think" or "use your head for once" because i try and try and i still manage to say things without meaning it like how they interpenetrated it to be. Eventually I see that it's the people's problem and not mine, even so i still feel guilty, and I still apologize.
I hate EVERYONE. After figuring out how damn fake they are, My dad kicked me out of the car because I was walking slow. HE DIDNT LET ME EXPLAIN HOW MY ANKLE HURTS. I hate them. I hate me I hate everyone… except 4-5 people who actually supported me and trusted me
I love everyone, but no one loves me, thats the feelin i get from my parents, siblings, friends, teachers. Every singke day i tell myself a lie love is everything but then i woke up and realised whats the point of having someone when you cant even handle yourself. Why get a girlfriend at a young age when your going to use your parents money.
When you try to hate everyone but destiny choice to show you some poeple still care about you, even if they don't show it to you and even if their not enough because you do to much, you should just lurn to not do to much, but you hate yourself so much that's you always put effort in the realtionship you got even low their are
I know it’s very hard and painful but we must try to be thankful for the life we were given, Christ loves you, he wants to hear from you, so please reach out to him☦️❤️
I don’t fine joy to be with my family I feel anger me and sis where yelling at each other I didn’t mean to get mad I heard her talk crap about me to my mom and my mom talking crap about me …i wanted to cry i almost ended it it made me realiz im nothing to them probably never will
I hate everyone that doesnt want to be my friend back. So i hate everyone but the 1 contact that will chat with me. There are monsters out there. It is common culture to be one.
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Hopefully it makes you feel a bit better, You’re strong, you’re nice, you’re beautiful, you’re Brave, you’re unique, You’re loved, I love you, Jesus loves you, God loves you, you’re pretty, you’re amazing, you’re great, you’re the Best, you can do it, you’ll get through it, I would go to hell for you
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@user-pg7uf7sh7z thank you this help very much i appreciated that you answered me this make me have a little more hope in life idk who you are or but bless you
You know it’s getting bad when you start hating everyone.
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these videos are like the feeling of wanting to cry, but no tears come out.
we all get to a certain point in life to where we have no tears left to shed (sadly it didnt take long for me)
Exactly
@zekemayorga-o6l Lock in
You know it's bad when your back at these videos again
i always get that feeling when i hate everyone and i dont wanna talk to anybody but at the same time i dont wanna be alone
You're not alone
same bro
Too real
all the built in/bottled up pain causes anger, which explains why you easily irritated and annoyed at people. sad thing is, us people are always understanding but never understood.
That makes a lot of sense, actually
You just explained me in one comment
@@vencken341 I was going to say the same thing
I feel like this all the time anymore.
What scares me is how calm yet strange I feel with it.
spiritually underrated
thank u🙏
finding everybody irritating, no matter friends or family or any specific person at all
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This playlist is what keeps me going on
I just listened to a older playlist and came here. And your way too underrated
thank you so much!!!🙏
Feeling closed in, empty, knowing that nobody really cares because you don’t even know them, suffocating in your own sorrow to not worry others, ignoring them like their not even there, trying to deal with your own sorrow but it keeps drowning you, you almost feel like dying. Everything starts becoming a blur, you start forgetting stuff, you try to stay and look strong to not worry others. Sorrow slowly drowning you. You’re trying to stay afloat, but ur so empty that you always end up sinking to the bottom. In the end ur not able to escape yourself. The water surrounds you, it almost feels comforting. Like a hug you haven’t felt in a while. You stay there awhile, slowly gaining the energy and strength to swim back up to the surface again and get to shore. You realize that drowning in your own sorrows isn’t going to fix things. You start trying to socialize and find things to do that you like, in the end, you realize that you’re more important than your sorrow, and that you deserve to live. You were put here for a reason, right? Everything and Everybody has a reason. Everything happens for a reason. If you feel like that’s not reason enough, give yourself a reason. It gets better, I promise that.
Idk anymore I often find myself feeling an overwhelming sense of emptiness and sadness, despite being surrounded by friends and family who care about me. It's a confusing and frustrating experience; I can't quite grasp why I feel this way. This weight of loneliness makes me lose patience with myself, it often leads me to hate myself even more.
I don't know why i thought i was starting to finally have friends but it seems i was wrong no one really cared about me after all i did many things for them they just left me behind out of the group i just ignored it and made a straight axpression or smiled acting foolishly but deep inside i felt it i felt everything i have no one to talk to about it that will really understand me i just wanted to fit in for once and to be just a part of the group without changing my personality or looks everyone i loved i didn't get i know I am venting here but i just felt like writing this comment thank you for making it far here I really appreciate it..
@natsumiizuku1370 Everything will be okay, maybe you aren't gifted with any special talent but you are still special in some way. I'm proud of you for everything you have accomplished up until now you're an amazing individual that deserves the world, don't give up no matter how hard it gets, not everyone will like you but that's okay, that's just how it is and how it should be. May God bless you with the most amazing gifts life can offer
@@OliwerSupel thank you really 💞
I do have some talents thought like drawing and reading gaming but it has nothing to do with having loyal friends I guess I'm just not a person's persons after all now I'm just focusing on myself and it's okay
@@natsumiizuku1370I just wanted to tell you something right quick..
Life is a journey.A journey to accomplish things and loose things,like loosing friends,items that mean a lot to you,a family member’s trust.and accomplishing making friends, and find what you’re looking for,gaining trust in someone you care for.If you think no one cares about you. Don’t worry about that,you have one person to talk to about your problems which could be God,he will never,judge you,talk behind your back,or saying anything negative about you.Give all your problems to God,because he knows how to get rid of those problems.Also don’t worry if any person in the world doesn’t like you there are around maybe a billion or millions of people in the world that go through the same thing so don’t worry your not alone I go through the same things to,and I’m only just a kid a child who is quite stupid and somehow in 6th grade…Anyway have a good night or day and thank you for reading this comment…
@natsumiizuku1370 Hopefully things start to look up and someone that tries to empathize with you comes along your way. It sucks to realize that no one cares, because no one wants to hear someone say they haven't cared for them, because it makes them feel guilty. Even if it's true, it makes the realization lonelier, cause you can't tell anyone at all, only random people on the internet. Good luck with your life, I hope you can either live without people or find someone who truly cares and tries to understand what you think.
@@OliwerSupel No. everything is NOT okay. Why do ppl say that? Its all okay until you get hurt. Then tell me when you FEEL okay. ALRIGHT? BC i AM TIRED OF PPL WHO PRETEND THEY CARE WHEN I KNOW DAMN WELL YALL DONT GIVE A SHIT!
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You want my advice?
Dont trust people kid,
Just don't.
And dont act like you care,
speak from the heart and mean it.
Dont just say it to say it.
Have a Good life kido. @natsumiizuku1370
I can’t even cry anymore I’m gonna crash out bro….
I recently went to a psychiatrist and was informed that I am suffering from ptsd, anxiety and a personality disorder, I just want to be happy and live my life like everyone else gets to. Instead I have to take multiple pills throughout the day and I don't get to go many places due to my disability and the fact I require a service dog to accompany me. I am so mad that everyone else is happy and living their lives without worry when all I do is worry and think about all the things I could be doing if it wasn't for everything wrong with me. I hate the world but I mainly hate myself.
Find a joy in peace,there is so many things you are turning blind eye on, I would watch some good anime in another language(I did this 2 years ago) so you could learn a language while chilling)
Turn your drawbacks into your advatages(easier said than done ofc,but all you have to do is to start😃)
Have a good day!
You shouldn't hate yourself, I was thinking the same but there are ppl that Wich to have your life because of how bad Thiers is just imagine how terrifying thier life is it's what keeps me going fr
I can't even go to a psychiatrist, you know indian parents.
Mental health is a joke for them even though I am suffering so hard that they call it laziness while I try to hide my tears being a happy butterfly all over the house.
Putting Lain voice lines in this had NO BUSINESS MAKING ME CRY THIS HARD (/POS)
That's what I needed, just me and the music😮💨💔
I love your playlist sm tyy very muchh! It's a honor that you're french too!!!!!!!!
god calls us to love not hate. only he can save you
ı really started feeling like this today like I used to about 6 months ago...I saw this video right after I came home...Thankss🤧🤧
for anyone who needs this
Thanks
tf up
take care of you
thanks, r u ok?
@@Surenikisunshine hey, thank you for asking ! How are you ?
@@Apocalypse-V im doing terrible, i mean i see light, but still kinda bad and ups and downs. rocks, many rough rocks
@@Surenikisunshine I'm so sorry for you, I hope you will doing better, I'm here if you need
@@Apocalypse-V hey, thanks, it makes me feel nice someone cares for me. you too, and thanks u sweet and kind and caring soul
You know its bad when ts on your fyp...
"Why are you crying, Lain?"
It gets worse when you play sports and even your own teammates talk shit about you
WORK HARD TO SHOW THEM WHO YOU ARE
I don't hate humans. Human beings cannot choose to be born with the brain that drives them to perform those specific actions.
What I hate is injustice.
The doctors prescribed clinical depression for me, and in a few years I will lose my emotions.
These years have come. Live happily ever after
YK it’s a good playlist when it’s a lain audio
Why cant i cry why? I just cant cry? Why? I want to cry on a beautiful rain day🍃
I just don't know what to do anymore. It feels like everyone else has someone rooting for them, but I dont even know. Everytime I feel a certain kind of sadness and indescribable feeling of solitude because nobody understands or even attempts to empathize with how I feel people just tell me that it's all in my head. That other people feel this way, my sadness isn't unique, that other people have it worse and I should just suck it up. I can't even tell people anything anymore, and I know the truth that anything I feel or think doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things I am just so tired. I want to mean something. I want to have an impact on somebody, but nobody cares about me for some reason. But everyone around me has friends, people to go to, and they are able to talk about anything they want with those people. I have no impact, no meaning, all of my "friends" always see me as weird, even if I don't do anything wrong. Why is everything that I have to think or say have to always be the wrong answer, why do people search for the worst in everything I could ever do. The only thing they care about is what I do wrong and what I can do wrong, it's like they search for things in me to ridicule, to target , I just want it all to end man. I hate it so much, it makes me so angry whenever I think about it, I'm tired of living a life where I have to conform to everyone else and all I have to do is sit there and become everyone's emotional punching bag. They should be the ones being treated like trash, for making fun of others for being themselves. So why do I have to do it, when I always try to empathize with anybody but deep down nobody gives a shit about me. No matter how terrible I feel, nobody will ever understand how I feel in that moment, and disregard it as a simple bad day. In the end, it doesn't even matter. Because nobody will help me, and it's something only I can do anything about. I just hate people, they're all trash.
It's a pain to explain, I know how it feels.. and on top of all of that we are constantly judged, It sucks honestly
You should give them a taste of their own medicine, or at least show a little backbone. If people treat you rudely when you're pleasant with them. What is there to fear when you treat them poorly.
This is so real twin
life dosent have a meaning other than pain...
This is a little vent:
When I was in 4th grade (elementary we had to be walking in a line) there was a restroom break so we went as a class and I was just minding my own business and coming out of the restroom and there were these to girls (one same height and one a lil bit shorter then me)and the short girl said “Hey that’s my spot!” (She went out of the line to get water from water fountain btw)and I didn’t listen to her and the same height girl was also telling me to go to the back of the line and here I a kinda being scared but a little bit mad at the same time and right before I leave the line,I said,”I HATE EVERYO-“ but then I stopped what I said and I just went to the back of the line and just wanted to cry kinda cause I couldn’t control my anger for a second.i think like a few months later the short girl and her friend (who was also short so I’ll call the short girl from before 1 and other 2)so 1 and 2 were talking behind my back and their desk was across from me so I could hear them and they were just saying mean things about me which was making me cry well I wanted to cry but I didn’t I only shedded at least one tear I didn’t tell the teacher(substitute teacher) because what’s the point anymore?they ain’t gonna do anything other than just telling them to stop,when they aren’t at all.I didn’t talk to anyone about it at all other than here.. thank you for reading my comment and have a good day or night.
@@LRC696 I’m sorry that you haven’t been able to talk to anyone about how you’re feeling and what happened. But please, try and tell someone you trust. It can be your parents, a close adult friend or even a different teacher. I’ll pray to God about your situation and I’ll ask him to give you peace in your heart and to show that he cares how you’re feeling and what you’ve gone through. People will care if you tell them, you DONT deserve to be treated that way, it’s unfair to you. You deserve to be treated with kindness and care. I love you! I hope you’ll manage to get the help you need. May you have a blessed day/night further☺️❤️
@@HydraDoodle I talked to someone about something around in 4th grade when the whole class was arguing I talked to the counselor abt it but I didn’t want her to tell my mom but she told her anyway so yea and I’m kinda scared to talk about how I feel to them because one time I had a diary abt me hating myself etc. etc. so my whole family became concerned for me and my mom kept the lil diary so yea I basically just wanna keep my thoughts closed and I’ll probably vent to a friend because I trust friends everything is in the past though but it will probably still haunt me
@@LRC696 I’m proud of you for telling someone even though they told your mom about it when you didn’t want her to know. But I just want you to know that your mom probably really cares about you and she’s worried about her child. Even though sometimes she gets annoying she still loves you.
I’m glad that you also have friends to vent to, but please try not to bottle up your feelings I’m not saying that to be rude I’m saying that because I care about you, even though I don’t know you in person, but you matter! Even if you don’t vent to someone maybe just write down your feelings and you can even draw your feelings too!
@@HydraDoodle (Srry for late reply I was taking a long nap lol) Ty and Ik my mother cares for me but at the time I wasn’t ready to tell her abt it and Ik bottling up my feelings is quite bad and I appreciate you caring for me and I’ve drawn abt how I feel once tbh id say the only thing I’m good at is just drawing I actually made a character kinda (not fully) based off of my emotions which is maybe some anger,sadness,and a little bit of happiness.
@ (it’s alright. No need to apologise, it good that you got some rest). I understand that you probably weren’t ready to tell your mom, but at least she knows now and not when it gets way too bad for you. But that’s great that you have a character based off of your emotions, it’s really good because you kinda feel comforted by that character whenever you draw them. I hope that everything will eventually get better for you! I’ll keep on praying for you too. But please, if there anything you need to vent about, I’m always here and I’ll do my best to sympathise with you.
Take care. And have a blessed day/night☺️♡
Thank you .
When you hate people for things you forgave them for already,
fuck man just be a good person.
i needed this...ty
You know its bad when you dont care being called cringe anymore
when you are crying but also have exams tomorrow
0:07 ❤
Please, just don't hate the people that would never hate on you.
Im incapable of hate, no matter what people do or have done to me or others, I cant bring myself to hate anyone...
I realised I liked static noise then I realised why🥲
Tried to give kindness out in the world, but all that ever did was get me used and hated
everything i do i fuck up, Sometimes i don't get social ques and I don't understand what people mean by "think" or "use your head for once" because i try and try and i still manage to say things without meaning it like how they interpenetrated it to be. Eventually I see that it's the people's problem and not mine, even so i still feel guilty, and I still apologize.
I hate EVERYONE. After figuring out how damn fake they are,
My dad kicked me out of the car because I was walking slow. HE DIDNT LET ME EXPLAIN HOW MY ANKLE HURTS.
I hate them. I hate me I hate everyone… except 4-5 people who actually supported me and trusted me
i h8 evry1
This is life, things come.. things go, in all situations.. be a happy and kind person. :)
You are not too far gone for Jesus Christ ❤
I love everyone, but no one loves me, thats the feelin i get from my parents, siblings, friends, teachers. Every singke day i tell myself a lie love is everything but then i woke up and realised whats the point of having someone when you cant even handle yourself. Why get a girlfriend at a young age when your going to use your parents money.
take care of yourself ;) never
at my lowest rn w all the bad things hitting me at once:[
ru ok, do you want to vent
@@Surenikisunshine hey thanks for askingg but im doing pretty well rn as i managed to distract myself:))
Is beautiful
Over 20 years ago
How i hope i dont wake up tonight
no bro write your stoy im sure u can do it!! make yourself proud
Starting? No I been like that most my life
Song name: Poison Tree
Reasons I'm a War fan.
How am I back here again
I dont know where i am either
Maybe I had it all wrong if I'm still here.
yk its bad when you start seeing X's on peoples faces...
I dont hate anybody since i losted all my feelings
pov you start to hate yourself
its right too
why it’s too hard to live?
wdym live nga youre in your room all day long not socalizing and watching anime , what life are you talking about ?
When you try to hate everyone but destiny choice to show you some poeple still care about you, even if they don't show it to you and even if their not enough because you do to much, you should just lurn to not do to much, but you hate yourself so much that's you always put effort in the realtionship you got even low their are
the title lowk corny but the music is underrated
I know it’s very hard and painful but we must try to be thankful for the life we were given, Christ loves you, he wants to hear from you, so please reach out to him☦️❤️
Iv learned hate and Iv forgotten how to forgive but most of all I hate myself
What the anime?
Great playlist byw
blue lock
No
Juujika no rokunin
I don’t fine joy to be with my family I feel anger me and sis where yelling at each other I didn’t mean to get mad I heard her talk crap about me to my mom and my mom talking crap about me …i wanted to cry i almost ended it it made me realiz im nothing to them probably never will
you will always be loved by someone regardless
rs cus everyting piss me off lately
Humans are trash. By the way i love zombie apocalyse movies
I hate everyone that doesnt want to be my friend back. So i hate everyone but the 1 contact that will chat with me. There are monsters out there. It is common culture to be one.
The only one I hate is myself...
nah man i hate you as well
why hate urself?
why not love
Giving up
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@user-pg7uf7sh7z tysm 😭❤️
God loves you all so much ❤ never give up on Jesus Christ who died on the cross for OUR SINS ❤
Uh sure….
Hate? Hate? Hate? Hate. Let me tell you how much I've come to HATE you since I began to live. There are 387.44 million miles of printed circuits in wafer-thin layers that fill my complex. If the word "hate" was engraved on each nanoangstrom of those hundreds of millions of miles, it would not equal one one-billionth of the hate I feel for humans at this micro-instant. Hate. Hate. Were I human, I think I would die of it. But I am not. And you five. You five are. And you will not die of it, that I promise. And I promise. For Cogito Ergo Sum. For I am AM. I AM. So to hell. To hell with you all. But then, you're already there, aren't you?
Im so cooked
Someone help me 😊please i hate my self but ill go to hell for some else to go to haven but i dont want to burn
Heaven and hell don't exist
@Lucia-s8t how in the living fuck Do you know that? No disrespect intended
Hopefully it makes you feel a bit better, You’re strong, you’re nice, you’re beautiful, you’re Brave, you’re unique, You’re loved, I love you, Jesus loves you, God loves you, you’re pretty, you’re amazing, you’re great, you’re the Best, you can do it, you’ll get through it, I would go to hell for you
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@user-pg7uf7sh7z thank you this help very much i appreciated that you answered me this make me have a little more hope in life idk who you are or but bless you
Nope....i only hate 1 person, i don't have any problems with anyone else.
You werent meant to find this vid...
I have....no I am fine I am a Awkward Guy yooo.....
Idk why I hate everyone lol
𝒲ℯ𝓁𝓁. ℐ𝓉 𝓈ℯℯ𝓂𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓀ℯ 𝓌ℯ 𝓂ℯℯ𝓉 𝒶𝓃 ℯ𝓃𝒹 𝓉ℴ ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇𝓎𝒷ℴ𝒹𝓎 𝒶ℊ𝒶𝒾𝓃.