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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 28 ก.ค. 2024
- Thank you for watching, everyone! I had to split this video because it was getting too long.. sorry if it's choppy- I had to edit out all of the sniffles and coughing lol. Don't forget to like and subscribe !
My website: www.stillbraxtonsmama.com
My IG: @Feli_urvana
Intro by Jonathan: @jrios_photography
Music by : www.bensound.com
I can still see the sadness in your eyes & hear it in your voice 💔 Sorry doesn’t help but I’m so so sorry & I hope healing & Grace come to you. 💕 *big hug*
I believe Braxton would enjoy sharing his stuff with his sibling. Keep it all and make sure to tell them their big brother loves sharing.
Your intro at the beach with Braxton's name in the sand is magical! I love it
You would make a phenomenal labor and delivery nurse and your experience gives you such a unique insight. ❤️
I recently came across your channel and your story. My heart hurts so much for you. You and your precious son, Braxton, have been in my thoughts and prayers. A friend who lost her baby had a special ornament made of this quote and I felt compelled to share it with you.
“I carried you for every second of your life. I will love you for every second of mine.”
Your strength is inspiring. Sharing your story is allowing so many people to know about, think about and pray for your little boy. A mothers love has no bounds. And Braxton is lucky to have you as his. May his sweet spirit and angel wings guide and protect you always. Love from Boston.
I put myself through nursing school by working the 11-7 shift as a student nurse/aide in the newborn nursery. Best job I ever had. Surrounded by cuddly new babies is very cathartic. You might consider working or volunteering in your local newborn nursery when you're in school.
You are so beautiful 😍 Inside & out. I could listen to you all day. Love your videos ❤️❤️ Wishing you comfort & stay strong beautiful
She’s a singer ! 💜
Ran into your videos by accident and i just wanted to send you the best energy and all the love in the world. Braxton is watching you from heaven. ❤️
God will keep granting you the serenity and the strength you need along with baby Braxton. I'm sure he is proud of you for sharing your story to so many people that go thru the same situation. Just like he is your angel, you're being an angel to all of the moms who have been thru the same pain and need to know they can keep going and be strong. God bless you always 😊
Just found your channel and I am in love 😭😭❤️❤️❤️ you seem so genuine and pure ! Can’t wait to see your channel grow
I love your channel and so glad I came across it. You are such an inspiration and are so beautiful! I went through a second trimester loss with our precious angel baby boy Carter. I felt so alone in my days of sorrow. It’s been so difficult and hard. But I have searched for other moms who have been through and understand the hardship and circumstances that come with loosing your sweet precious angel. I think you are so brave to tell your story. I admire your strength and compassion and transparency. I love watching your videos, they help me not feel alone and literally can relate to so much of how you feel and the things you have gone through. I can’t wait to see your channel grow. Your are so pure, and authentic. Your the best mom! And truly appreciate you sharing your story! Thank you for your inspiration. 💓
Aww.. Braxton is looking down from heaven with pride. Your such a strong lady to keep going forward in life like you are!
Thank you for your vulnerability! I’m so sorry you are going though all of the rawness that comes with loss.
After my miscarriage we noticed the lack of support for guys. I think it so important and valuable to bring awareness!! And for guys to know that they can grieve as well.
You are so amazing! I love getting to know you and hearing your story. Thank you so much for sharing your story as well as bringing awareness to stillbirths and how they are dealt with. I pray for your healing as well as your boyfriend’s. Both of you are great parents! Braxton would be so happy to have his mommy and daddy supporting each other. Much love for all of you!
I've been watching your old videos and just now I started the new ones, it's nice to see you happier and smiling more. It's such a big difference. I'm glad to see you're getting better.
Just found your channel today and I’ve already watched all your videos.
Your such a strong woman, I’m sure Braxton is super proud of his mommy.
Much love, you and yours will be in my prayers.❤️❤️❤️
I think you would be an amazing labor and delivery nurse!!! I love your thoughts on what you would suggest to other mothers who may be going through a loss. I recently lost my first son and the nurse who stayed by myside whispered in my ear and gave me the most incredible words of encouragement/advice. She let me know I was not alone at my darkest moment.
Just started watching you , and I’m sorry for your loss , you’re such a strong lady 💗 god bless you .
I think you would make an amazing labor & delivery nurse. You are a very strong woman and yet you have this sensitivity that is so caring and I'm sure that other mothers would find so much comfort in your knowledge as a mother who has experienced such a loss as you have. You are a wonderful mother it shows so clearly from how you love Braxton even though he can't be with you.
You are such a strong and beautiful mommy. Braxton is so lucky to have a mother like you. He will always be with you because you carry him in your heart where ever you go. Stay strong and be brave, you and Jonathan are not alone in this difficult time god is and has been with you every step of the way. Love you Braxton’s mommy and daddy. 💙
I just came across your Chanel and I cried so much with you I’m praying for you and your family I can’t imagine how hard this must be for you I don’t have any kids of my own but I can’t begin to imagine how it would have felt like going through what you did, your doing an amazing thing here on TH-cam telling your story I know it’s helping you through this and other mothers going through this and women over all like me I had really not much knowledge about still births and I’ve learned so much through you, I’m a nursing student too and i wish you nothing but the best♥️
I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing Braxton with your viewers. He’s beautiful.
I just want to hug you! I don’t know how I even came across your videos but I was just drawn to watch them. So so sorry for your loss. You are so strong! My heart has always been with L&D when I went into the medical field. Hoping to go back to school soon. Good luck on your nursing journey!!
I've had 2 babies, and let me tell you having a compassionate and understanding nurse is so important. I can see you making an amazing labor and delivery nurse, and the best part is being able to keep Braxton's memory alive, and Letting people know that they can get through this, and how to help them go through the process.
Oh my goodness. I really need to give you a hug and cry. Keep going, you are so strong. Keep going!
Much love, Amori💜
You are so strong and Braxton is very proud of everything you have accomplished when it comes to nursing. He knows he has a wonderful mommy and daddy and will always be your sweet little guardian angel ❤️
You’re very brave for having the courage to get on such a large platform and share your experiences with others. I know for awhile I wanted to share my story of my miscarriage because I had no one here for me and I knew a lot of people didn’t know how to be there. I wanted to give tips and advice on how I was getting through it alone and what those can do for others going through it but I let my fear stop me and my pain stop me from sharing. It’s amazing to see someone who probably feels like they’re nothing close to strong and could lose it a million times a day still coming on here to spread awareness and keep your baby’s memory living on. I pray for you and your husband. When I lost my baby I knew it wasn’t just me but my spouse as well and I wish others understood that it hurts them just as much. Sometimes the men suffer more silently because they feel they need to be strong for their significant other and that alone is just as brave. You both will be blessed abundantly with your next child or children. God has a plan for you and although I didn’t like the term “it happened for a reason” what I do know is you were given this journey by God for a greater reason than you could ever imagine and he’s going to work through you in this time and not only make you braver but more determined, more loving, and more empowering than you ever thought you could be. 💜
Nursing school is hard but amazing at the same time. I graduate in 41 days! You seem amazing and you will be an amazing nurse as well! Good luck to you! 💜
I admire your strength so much , watching you videos at night when my 2 month old girl is keeping me up always gives me more motivation to stay strong and try to be the best mother for her because I’m very fortunate to have her here , I’m sure you’ll meet your little angel one day and give him all the kisses he deserves ❤️
You are so strong! I could not imagine losing a baby. I have 5 kids n all pregnancies were scary just to think that can happen. But your baby is looking down at you n you will have a baby. Just remember everything happens for a reason but either way I know it's hard. Keep your head up you are strong. You are also pretty!Thanx for answering my question n thanx for being so strong n taking time to answer our questions. I'm sorry my question made you cry! 😕
Hi Love! Congrats on your channel, and thank you for sharing your story and information! I admire your strength and courage... so inspiring!
I love your videos ❤️ I can’t relate to your pain but I can only imagine. Every time I see you post I hurry up and watch.
I’m literally in tears.. I feel for you so much you are a hero super mom!!! Much love to you ❤️❤️❤️
Hi Felly. I wish I could come to you and give you and Jonathon a great big Mom hug. I have watched every one of your videos and I am watching you become stronger each and every day. I want to commend you for that. I know first hand it is not easy, but you are doing amazing. Your personal goal of being a labor and delivery nurse is absolutely perfect for you. You would be able to help every new mom in any situation. I pray that this dream comes true for you, but most importantly my wish for the both of you is to have a precious rainbow baby. You and Jonathan will know when the time is right. Sharing your feelings and emotions are the best things that you can do right now. Never, never apologize for shedding a tear as we are all shedding a tear with you. Great big hugs from "Grandma Elaine." XOXO
Your so strong 💪 I admire you just know he will always be there with you .. 💕 stay strong
You are so strong ❤ I am 32 weeks pregnant with a sweet baby boy and I can not imagine myself going through that!! I cried my eyes out when you said you had to leave him at some point 😔 honestly you are so brave for opening about this my respect...I love you so much and we all love you sweet baby boy too ❤❤
I’m glad you’re taking your experience and putting that into guiding your career path! You would make an AWESOME Labor and Delivery Nurse.
omg! i can't explain how i feel about this and all your videos so far your so strong you really are god bless you always..
Your story popped up in my feed and all I can say is my heart breaks for you. You are so strong and you are just as much a mama as the rest of us ❤️
I cannot wait until you have your rainbow baby to see the glow of motherhood on your face! You deserve it
braxton loves you and is so proud of you. ❤️
Ugh. Sorry you had to go through that at school. But you were very brave for doing that! Great video, watching you I get to think about my baby girl and think of all the Mamas thinking on our little ones and wishing we could be holding them right now.
Bless you heart❤️ you are such a strong beautiful woman. Thanks for being so brave and sharing your journey!! You are truly an inspiration. 🙏🏼 for you and your boyfriend.
I know the sadness you feel is so so so huge, but I hope that you take comfort in knowing how much your videos are helping others. You have no idea how meaningful they are. Thank you.
I just love watching your videos!!! I went through something similar and I can relate to your pain. Keep making these videos, I feel like they help other moms heal. Take care. Hugs!!!
I love that you are saving all of Braxton's stuff and I love how you will be adding his future sibling's name by his name❤️❤️❤️. It breaks my heart what happened and what you are going through. Chin up beautiful your beautiful Braxton is by your side❤️❤️❤️
I love you and your videos . God bless you ! I'm so glad you posted again
You are so brave!!!! Came across your channel...maybe for a reason. I've been crying while watching and knowing your story. God had other plans for me and being a mother was not. 🙏🙏🙏 I see and hear your pain...even though I didn't experience your pain...in a way...I feel it as well. My thoughts and prayers!!! Eres una mujer super fuerte! ~Marisol, Riverside, CA
I loved your answer about going to Thailand and seeing a baby elephant ❤️
I recently had my son almost 2 months ago and I’m a first time mom. This was literally my biggest fear my whole pregnancy I’d scroll past videos like this or scroll past pictures of stillbirths because I had a paranoia of loosing him I could never relax. I just want to let you know you’re SO strong & not alone you got this mama ❤️
NEVER feel embarrassed or ashamed to cry, you have been through pain so unbelievably horrific that there is no words and a pain that most people will never ever experience. You of all people and mothers like you have more right to cry then anyone on this earth, there is nothing more painful ( and that’s not even close to a strong enough word) then to lose a child. This life is so short and the only solice there is , is that at the end of it he will be in your arms again forever. Bless you and your family, you are all in my prayers xx
My heart goes out to you may god bless you always and forever I couldn’t imagine the pain of loosing my kids, i will pray for you and precious Braxton
Hope you find the peace you heart needs through our lords amazing grace.
I think you would be an amazing labor and delivery nurse 🥰
Your so strong and sorry for your loss❤️ and love your phone case💙... Love from
New York😊
Thanks for sharing this, I love your plan about being a nurse suporting other moms at delivery, specially the ones that need extra empathy. I whish I could do somenthing like that... You're strong girl, and crying helps a lot. I lost my first baby at 39 weeks, I feel so identified with you.
You’re such a strong momma ♥️
My heart hurts I can still see the sadness in your eyes
but thank you for this video!! I got to know you a little better !
You would be an amazing labor and delivery nurse, but I’m sure what ever career path you choose you will be great at it.Thank you for sharing your story i hope it helps you with the grieving process.May god bless you and your boyfriend today tomorrow and what ever yr future holds.Thank you for being so strong continue to do what you do 💕💓
Hey girl☺️you hang in there!! And chin up! I know you’ve been struggling through to move on but I know it’s not something you can just forget♥️♥️😘love your videos
I just want to reach in and just Hug you
You’re absolutely so beautiful and strong.
Only the lord knows why he gave you this battle to fight but you will come out victorious and a strong role model.
I sympathize so much with you, cause I lost my first son 5 years ago, it was the worst and best day of my life, obviously was the worst day cause I Lost my baby and the best day cause I met him, what I like to think sometimes Even tho it's hard is... That I didn't lose a son, but earn an angel... I hope God gives you the strength that you need, until the day that you'll get to see Braxton again. Lots of love... Xx
Your so beautiful, sweet, and more powerful then you know. You can do this and we are here to listen step by step. You are never alone 💖
You are so brave! Keep going Braxton's mommy
You answered my question in this video and it was a very good answer thank you!
You are so incredibly strong. I'm inspired and moved. God bless you
You’re so strong! Keep your head high always
I just found out your channel and my heart goes out to you..I truly cannot imagine going through what you had to go through and you are such an inspiration.i admire your strength and your words.i lost a baby at 16 week of pregnancy and it was so painful even after years I keep thinking about my baby boy and how would he look like .I had my rainbow baby almost 2 years ago and now I am pregnant again and so scared of this happening again and something going wrong. I think I would be in a very dark place cause I am so weak and I really think you are such an amazing women for having the strength to talk about it and raise awareness and just share something so personal and painful.thank you from the bottom of my heart..please keep hoping, staying positive and I hope you will have your rainbow baby very very soon because you deserve it more than anyone i know..you are such a beautiful mama!!!! Braxton will always watch you from above and love you no matter what ...lots of kisses and hugs to you from Greece 😘
I am so sorry for your loss. You are very brave to talk about it publicly. I experienced 2 miscarriages many years ago. One was almost into my 2nd trimester and I can understand a little of your grief. I’m sure full term is worse. I pray for Braxton and you and your boyfriend and the families 💕💕
the best nurses for this area of nursing and for dealing with the pain in OB is someone who has been there. you know what those women need in that moment and you will change another grieving moms life with simple gestures that you knew would have helped you.
You are one amazing young Lady❤️ I so admire your strength and sharing your story!!! I’m so sorry this has happened to you doll!!! I am praying for you Felly.. Have you ever thought of making a blanket with Braxton’s clothes ?
I’m really glad that you and your boyfriend are there for each other. You’re right that everyone seems to forget that fathers also lose their child just like mothers. Just continue to be there for each other and communicate.
It’s hard, and it doesn’t get easier unfortunately. You just learn to live with the pain.
But I believe that Braxton’s spirt will always be with you guys and that wherever he is, he’s watching over yall. Stay strong momma.
God and Braxton are with you always 💙
Im so sorry for your loss but bravo for being so strong. I was just talking to my sister about this subject a few days ago. I suffered a few miscarriages and had two tough labors. In hospitals their is not one person who can educate first time moms or moms with loss of what comes next. The hardest thing is walking out of the hospital with no baby and their are no services to help the hospital offers.it really sucks.
After losing my sec live pregnancy i couldn't cope and it was so hard going back to work and facing people and i have a dr assistant at a medical office and having to explain what happen. I hope you can find the help you need to vent and always keep your thoughts. Im grateful for people like you because you never forget or replace a child.
I do admit having my rainbow baby keep me busy afterwards but its not the same. I think you should look for a support group before trying for a rainbow baby.i wish i knew you in life to tell you all i can that might help you.
Good luck and thank you for sharing.
Praying for you always.❤️ You’re so beautiful and strong.
You are such a sweet girl! Im so so sorry for your heartache. I ordered your "mama to an angel shirt", its beautiful and you card was so nice💌 I cannot totally relate because your baby was full term and i cant even imagine how you felt and feel. But just a little about me, I lost my baby at 15 wks his name is logan. He was perfect and so so tiny and my heart aches everyday too. My husband and i have struggled with infertility and we've gone down the road of IVF and have three angel babies(2 early miscarriages) and my logan. I never know whether or not people take early pregnancy loss serious and what your take is on this but know that you story and videos help me a lot to cope! Thank you.
I’m so glad I found your channel. I was 26 weeks and just lost our baby girl a few days ago. It’s the hardest saddest thing me and my husband have experienced together. I am so thankful for the cuddle time we had with our sleeping baby. But I know what you mean by the color changing by the hour on your baby. So sad
Sending so much love and so many positive vibes your way ❤️❤️❤️
Just came across your videos... So sorry for your loss... Crying with you. Praying for you
God I cry every video you have. I wish I could say something in this comment to make everything better and heal your pain but I know that I cannot. Just know people are sending you love, no matter how alone you feel.
You are honestly so gorgeous! Love you so much! :)
I would most definitely recommend tandem counseling when you guys do end up having that rainbow baby. Especially, throughout the pregnancy, labor, delivery & 4th trimester when there will be an incredible amount of triggers that you both will need help getting through.
So much love and so many prayers for you 💕
I Came across your videos by accident but I have to say I feel like you really have touched my heart with your story, Braxton has touched my heart in fact your whole little family matters to me now on a personal level even though we are complete strangers. and I hope you’re doing well.
I’ve had close to a dozen miscarriages in my life and I have one son who will be 13 in June. I’m 31 years old and want to have one more baby but I cannot imagine the pain you must have felt/feel from having to give birth knowing that your baby would never get to come home with you ...that would be... I don’t know .. I don’t have the words to express what that would be like... You are so very strong , and you are beautiful inside and out... love and light to you (and to your rainbow baby! I’ve just noticed your most recent uploaded video)
💔 your angel is in heaven now, happy & protected always! God needed him more, but know this hun, you will be ok. 🙏🏻 Praying for you & your bf. I’m a rainbow baby myself. My mom had me 2 years after losing her son who was stillborn. With me she was constantly worried and holding her tummy to make sure she felt me & thar caused a lot of stress on me in the womb. I was born a premi because of that, but thank God I was a healthy baby & God kept me alive. I wish you nothing but happiness & in time you will heal. Braxton will always be your angel in your heart, but the hurt will go away. xo All my best!
ahh you answered my question:))) Keep up the good work with your videos ❣
You’re so strong love, Your son will always be in your heart. You carried him in your womb for 9 months, and he was the only one who has ever been closest to your heart and he knew you loved him. You’ll have a rainbow baby when the time is right for your and your husband, and of course it will be different, but you’ll feel the happiness in your heart. Braxton will always be there. 💙 👼🏽
Your gonna be a great nurse! Thanks for your videos. Emmy from Belgium. 😚
aw! you're so sweet and pretty💓
Aaa that's cute if you give the furnuture to your new baby IT would be braxtons special way of taking Care of his little Brother or sister and than you can tell your new baby that his/her big Brother gave that to her/him so they grow up knowing they have a big Brother and Braxton Will always be a part of the families life and conversatie somehow i think its a good choice to keep IT for a new baby :)
I love your channel! 💟 Sending prayers to you and your family. 💟
You're so beautiful. Braxton would be very proud of you. I'm praying for you. God bless you.
You would be an amazing labor and delivery nurse!
I’m sorry to hear about Braxton. I hope you became a RN in labor and delivery.
You’re so pretty!! Also thanks for sharing
Bless your sweet heart? Im so so sorry for yours & your husbands loss. Its heartbreaking. I just joined your channel. Keep your head up sweet momma ? Prayers 🙏
God bless!! Love all your videos! Stay strong gorgeous!
I absolutely love elephants! I did an elephant theme for my daughter and got a tattoo of an elephant for her as well. I want to see elephants up close so bad! Also, another fun fact is I used to research Japan so much when I was in high school and I as well wanna go to Japan one day to visit! ❤️❤️
Also know that you’ve become so strong each time I watch one of your videos! Much love momma. ❤️❤️
I had a miscarriage prior to my daughter and I felt the exact same way. All I wanted to do was try again because I felt like that’s the only thing that would help me feel better. They say some women want to wait and heal and others want to begin trying again right away. I immediately began trying again after my miscarriage.
I could never talk about my kids to anyone back then everything was hush hush..I'm glad that you can share your feelings with so many going through that pain too...l can feel your pain in each video..l went through the same thing alone..no one would ask me how l was feeling..l too quit my job for the same reason you did..
Sending you a hug I'm sorry for your loss
Hi just wanted to say hang in there and we r here to go through your journey of figuring out your new everyday. As a nurse u made me realize I should b more helpful in ways I didn’t know how. You don’t read in books how to be compassionate and caring but when it comes to life and death I would generally feel like u said in another video “ I wanted the nurse to get out of my face becuz she gave me the worse news of my life” witch is understandable so I assumed family in mourning wouldn’t want to b bothered with healthcare professionals specially after they couldn’t do the very thing we strive for is saving lives.
I’m so sorry for your loss❤️❤️
We love u Braxton mommy❤