fr i’m so sick of it sometimes - i get hope and then i hear or read something and it all falls down. it sounds so depressing but i wish the earth would finish soon? or that we would come so so close to dying out that maybe we could start over idk it sounds so bad
When i was 7, i dreamed of how i wanna be a teenager, but here i am crying,having panick attacks,stress of schools, depression, just wish i could go back in time where everything was okay
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
My friend died like 1 month ago from coronavirus He was kind, always relaxed and he was my best friend Now it's 1am here and I can't stop crying and reminding all the good moments I'm bisex and i liked him for so much but i didn't has the time or the opportunity to tell him... the last time i saw him was at his home then... i didn't never ever saw him again
I’m so so sorry for your loss. I know I’m seeing this a month later and I know we are strangers but you seem like such a caring person. You have gone through so much and you are so so strong. I know it’s hard but trust me things will get better. I wish you all the best, stay strong ❤️
i am so incredibly sorry for your loss. i know it's hard. makes me sad knowing that everyone in this comment section has their own battles and i have my own too. i love you stranger and stay strong for me, a stranger writing this at 3 am wishing nothing but the best for you. may he rest in peace and just remember to live life as if he's still with us.
I am sorry for your loss, I have been hit by covid and declared positive about three weeks ago, now i am cured, the result was last week and it was negative, but it seems like your friend didn't make it, he's in a better place now, surely.
i love you and you’re gonna be okay. be strong like she taught you to be. you got this. your emotions are valid. she’s not really gone, just resting with god. make her proud baby
i miss having nights where i didn't cry. i miss being genuinely happy and i miss being in love. i miss the person i was in love with, the person i am still in love with. i miss thinking that they loved me, even tho they never did. i miss feeling like i was worth it.
Yes to everything you said. That’s so valid. To feel that. Listening to these songs can help so much with dealing with those emotions in a healthy way, with a good cry. I empathize with you, I mean, I’m right with you. We’re strangers yet have so much in common. If you’re here today, you can be here for tomorrow. ❤️❤️❤️ Cry and keep strong.
hi, there. i don’t know you and you don’t know me either. i know you’ve been hurting. you are very strong. how’d i know? see, you’re reading my comment right now. i love you. please know you’re worth it. you’re beautiful. inside and out. see you later. :3 Edit: i am thankful for the likes, i hope my words will make you feel better :3
Try to remember your childhood dreams, your aims, your ambitions. Search for nostalgic moment, series, movies... Anything that reminds you of a time you once had a porpuse of living. Hope it helps
My grandma died last 2 weeks ago. She was so beautiful. You'll never get tired of looking at her and listen to her stories. How I wish I could see her smile once again and listen to her stories. I love her so much.
You ever get so sad for no reason? you ever feel like there’s nothing left for you? you realize that your losing all your friends, failing school, losing all the confidence you’ve had, and not being able to find someone that you can give your love to. when your lying in bed at night starring at the ceiling realizing that you could just end it all and not have to go through anything your feeling right now but you don’t bc you don’t wanna hurt the people close to you..
Sara Glaser I feel this way but I know that I have worth somewhere somehow and I know even though I don't know you I care for you and love you. I hope you realize you matter :) because you do.
Lyrics : Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry You don't know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions Oh, let's go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on a science apart Nobody said it was easy It's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh, take me back to the start I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling the puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are Nobody said it was easy Oh, it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Ah ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
one of my moms favorite songs. she lived well, god I miss that woman. She fought cancer for 13 years but she finally let go & told everyone that it was her time to go. i’m 15 right now & im learning to be stronger everyday💛 omg lmaoo I am 16 1/5 right now, i appreciate every one of you that replied & liked. thank you! :) still listen to this song like crazy. I’ve accepted that she’s gone but that doesn’t mean I’m sad. much love
I’m so sorry, my grandmother passed because of cancer a while ago and it was really hard. I know the pain you must be feeling, it will get better. Remeber all the things she loved and got to experience in her time on earth.
Kayleigh Wyndham same situation as my cousin it was a hard time for him to process what happened and continue to be strong. Hope your doing well brotha 🙏
There will come a time where everything will make sense. (edit) just try again and again until it kills the old you. And maybe just maybe you'll find what's worth living for again.
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!! NeedGod.net th-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/w-d-xo.html Jesuscares.com th-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html th-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/w-d-xo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†--!!!!
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!! NeedGod.net th-cam.com/video/XyNseXdd260/w-d-xo.html Jesuscares.com th-cam.com/play/PLIB6yPRxh47S75U6zAX10GPfygnbBoRIw.html th-cam.com/video/b5Ogh7IDgxo/w-d-xo.html I love you so much, and God loves you infinitely more enough to die for you†--!!!
A violinist was playing this song in the subway station 4 years ago. The love of my life forced me to dance it. I didn't know at the time that I would only want to dance with her for the rest of my life. I miss her so much. This song hurts but heals at the same time because I feel blessed for sharing those beautiful moments we lived together. Please enjoy and don't be afraid to dance with whoever is next to you before they leave.
I'm sure you've heard this and you're sick of hearing it, but the pain DOES end. There will be someone who loves you more than anything in the world if there isn't someone already. You might know them now, you might not, but that's the fun in continuing to move forward, you get to see your own life play out and experience your own "plot twists". Life gets messy, I cant deny that, but think about all the good times in life. Think of when you make someone smile or laugh, or you do that yourself, if you feel like no one cares, you're wrong cuz I do and so many other people do. You're amazing, hang in there!
Come up to meet you, Tell you I’m sorry You don’t know how lovely you are I had to find you Tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets And ask me your questions Oh let’s go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on the science apart Nobody said it was easy It’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be this hard Oh take me back to the start I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling your puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart Tell me you love me Come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are Nobody said it was easy Oh it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start
I think this quarantine is giving normally happy people a little glimpse into the life of us clinically depressed people. Like, seriously... people are experiencing loneliness and social withdrawals and it’s making them feel sad and drained and they’ve never experienced it before. Meanwhile, we’re sitting over here looking at them feeling how we normally feel. Drained, lonely, and sad. Does that even make sense? This coronavirus problem is so wackkk and mentally draining.
I remember, many years ago, I was that one long-haired, blonde, little girl with flushy cheeks and a crooked but bright smile. I'd always show my true self to others. I remember in kindergarten I had a girl best friend. She was weird, fun and cute, just like me. I didn't have any other friends, but she'd always be by my side. I was so happy. In elementary school we were sorted into two different groups and where I live we don't really switch classrooms for different subjects, so we were always separated. We started growing apart. It hurt, but at the time I couldn't fully understand it. I started making friends with a girl who used to come to my little town during the summer, since her parents owned a house here that they would come to when they were on vacation. We had similar interests and we used to have lots of fun together, playing hide and seek and such games during the warm summer evenings. I'd call her my best friend. Even though I've never been a fan of hot weather, I'd look forward to the summer because of her. But years passed, she slowly got bored of me and started to hangout with new friends. It got to a point where we didn't speak to or see each other anymore. That hurt too, and I really missed her, but I was still happy, just a bit down-hearted. Then I started to pass more and more time with a classmate of mine: she was a very pretty girl with hazel eyes and dark hair, which I used to say was black, but she'd always correct me, she used to say it was "dark brown". Often I'd just call it black to get her attention and laugh about it later. We were really really close. I'd call her my best friend, and we were for years. But she never made me feel like I was good enough. She was a ballerina and I was never good at dancing, she had many friends while I was still the black sheep, she was perfect while I was just different. Time flew by again and she probably got bored of me, even though I don't know the real reasons why she left me behind. We haven't spoken in what feels like forever, I just wish her a happy birthday every year. Losing her was a huge hit for my young heart to take and it left a scar that will never fade, but I got through it. It was around the time when I cut my long hair, and the blonde color faded into brown. When I started middle school I got to know a boy. It was a really hard time in my life and I really started getting depressed there. He was truly the best. He had really long hair, just like a girl. He loved video games, anime and horror stories. We'd chat every evening about our interests, like pokemon games. We quickly got very close and I called him my best friend. He made me happy. Actually he was also my very first love, but he never knew. Just like with everyone else, we fell apart. He started hanging out with toxic people and I saw the fun, unique, bright boy I so much loved, slowly lose his sparkle. I felt so helpless. I wished I could've done things differently, but I now know that it was just the way it should've been. From there it all started going even more downhill. High school was, and is a nightmare. Professors are completely indifferent to the student's difficulties, they pretend more and more from us and have completely childish and unprofessional behaviors which I will not go through, and that nobody cares enough to address or fix. My classmates are toxic and, as always, I don't have friends in my class. It's an extremely negative place that honestly makes me want to kill myself. Also my parents always scream at me, guilt trip and insult me, and I don't understand what I do so wrong to make them do so. I've always been and am a very good, obedient child but nothing is ever enough. I feel pressured into being perfect under every single aspect. I even wear braces to straighten my teeth and my smile doesn't feel the same anymore. I really want to make my parents happy and proud but it makes me so angry that I constantly have to please everyone's expectations of me while I don't feel free, or happy, or understood. So I started repressing anger, being apathetic, when I was the most empathic and sensible person. I'm always there for everyone but others only hurt me, so I distanced myself. Everyday, especially during the pandemic, I read negative news everywhere, which doesn't help since it affects my mood a lot. Every day I'm more mentally and physically tired of being afraid, distressed, anxious, of hating myself and others. I put an emotional wall between me and the world just to protect myself. The only time I ever feel genuinely happy is when I escape reality through art, especially music. I'm getting used to not really being happy anymore and I feel like I've let down the child I was. I just wish I could tell her that I love her and that I'm sorry but that I'm so proud of her and we'll get thorough it all and be free one day. I now have some good friends, a best friend and even a healthy relationship with my boyfriend, whom I love very much. It's not all bad. But I still don't really feel happy, or free, or understood. I don't think I ever will.
This may sound crazy, especially coming from somekne with this name and pfp, but I feel you. I never really had the change of growing up as my biological dad was, and still is, abusive. He used to abuse me, my sister and my mom, Both emotionally and mentally. Simply because of the fact thatvwe were woman and" thus weaker than him" Knifes, choking, trying to drown me, forcing me to eat and often pushing it in my mouth when I didn't (it doesn't sound like abuse but it actually is) and one time he even almost killed me. My trauma stops me from knowing exactly what happened in the kitchen that night, but I remember going to the hospital. I couldn't scream or cry, my throat and face hurt too much. When we finally came in the hospital I remember the friendly nurse telling me everything is okay while helping me to the first help care? And plugging all sorts of liquids to me. I was treated for Malaria? But it was clear I was choked as I had choking signals Anyways when I finally left the hospital after three weeks I had to eat pills that I didn't like (who could blame me, I was 6) and my dad had enough of it so you van guess the rest Anyways after three years of abuse my mom literally ran away and used all of her money to get tickets to my, now home, country and all of my siblings were sick When we arrived to my country we couldn't even speak the language, only English and French because no one used Dutch in Cameroon My grandparents helped my mom and picked her up, feeding us and taking us to the doctor After a few months I had to go back to school because that is necessary, my language barrier stopped me from interacting with other kids and they eventually stopped hanging out with me because I wasn't "cool" I eventually found a friend and we played like kids we were, she was the first one to actually interact with me and become my friend Eventually my classes broke up and we stopped talking, she was my guardian angel and when she wasn't there anymore the bullies could do what they wanted They started bullying me, it was really annoying and I couldn't sleep anymore because of this I stopped talking with everyone and put a wall between me and my siblings and mom, everytime we had a parent day at school Everyone's parents could come except mine
My mom had to work all day and week to get enough money in to feed us, and even then it wasn't enough I even started crying on school because of this and told my teacher my parents were just busy Someday my mom broke down and we had to move out for about a year She randomly started crying and we had to be removed from my mom for over a year, as kid this is of course devastating Eventually my mom got better and we could go back I didn't really have friends during my school period and started to build up a wall, emotionally and physically, and stopped talking during school or any public appearance, some of my newer classmates thought I was mute and started bullying me for that Of course I had "friends" but they weren't really there Anyways, after I passed my first school I went to high school and tried to make a fresh start Not realizing that the kids of my new school were even more toxic than the first ones Anyways bla bla bla a lot of more therapy shit Long story shot, I finally found a girlfriend online and we started "dating" promising each other that we would one day meet up When that day finally arrived I finally saw the face of my girlfriend who I talked to so long, it was truly her and we both cried Now I am happy again but I just feel like I missed a lot in my life, my childhood, my supposed to be funny school life and everything else kind of Don't mind me using you, a randok person on the internet, as a therapy session
Same. But i think for me it's bcuz i mostly don't feel anything except anger and i don't want to be angry. So sadness it is, i dob't enjoy it but atleast i'm feeling something :)
i wish i could feel like a normal person. im sick of fighting myself, im sick of constantly thinking im crazy, im sick of thinking i’m not good enough. i can’t anymore. i just can’t.
hey hey listen to me, your more than good enough. always remember that. don’t let something or someone tell u different. ik it’s hard but u gotta keep fighting. it’s gonna get better . probably not now but sooner or later. plus i might not know what ur going through but keep fighting please. and sorry i’m late. but i hope you read this.
i would constantly see my brother listening to this song for years growing up, and i didnt understand why he liked it so much until i grew up. I love this song
I imagine this playing as a lone astronaut floats in space running low on oxygen, he watches as the earth fades and his life reflects before him, all the things he took for granted, everything he wished he did... irrelevant. This was the end of his journey and as the last of his oxygen was used he muttered “ Apollo 18, it doesn’t look good for me, I think this is the end... I’m sorry.. signing out” his tank hit empty, and he had a miraculous smile and was ready to final see his wife again
When I was a Kid I've always wanted to grow up, and do things I want. Now that I'm all grown up I wanna just go back to my childhood and be a kid again, where I wouldn't understand things and won't worry about it, and where Everything was so Easy. And also I hope you're okay :)
@@Bigdikkk3000 it isnt bad, per se. but hey, you only live once. live your youth days to your best, while you still can. enjoy life, enjoy its processes, the family, the friends. dont take them for granted. stay safe, God bless you.
This song, this band, this video, this comment section. Everything makes me cry and is just perfect in every single way. This has saved my life and whenever I've been at the lowest points in my life, I've found myself at this spot of solace. Letting your emotions out completely is such a cathartic and beautiful experience, it makes my heart beat so fast and gives me a new appreciation for everything, even if for a while. Reading everyone's stories in the comment section makes me so emotional and always make my trips to this video tear-inducing and melancholy but it connects me with them on an astronomical level. Could never get the words out to be grateful for each and every one of you and your existence, even if we're strangers. Whatever it is you're facing, it will all get better. You may feel like nothing matters or the world is just filled with despair, it's not that way and doesn't have to be. I may not know you, but remember I'm here for you. Go out and look at the Moon right now, I'm looking at it too. I'm with you, good luck.
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!! 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i’m ready to here this song once again, my dog and i were listening to this i was holding him gently, telling him it’s going to be fine that he’ll survive parvo. After that we went to the vet When the evening came, the doctor called and told us he’s dead. Rest well, my seby. I love you
One of Coldplays best and most tragic. Reminds me of good ol' 2002 when I was starting college and met an amazing girl who was the first to accept me as I really am. It meant alot to me. Sadly she strung me along a while and dumped me for someone else without warning. It tore me up. So did college and this song and Coldplays Rush of Blood To The Head album. Those were dark days then, but compared to the hopeless shitshow nowadays, I want them back and do it better. Thanx Coldplay & Chris Martin for making beautiful music that speaks to my thoughts and emotions.
I just want to feel love at this point. I want to know what it feels like to be loved and to love. I want to wake up every morning hoping there’s a text from them, hoping they said good morning. At the end I don’t care if I’m broken or made it out feeling alive I just want to feel something, I want to feel hurt or alive not empty.
I wish one day my parents will acknowledge that mental health exists. I hope my friends will understand my insecurities. I hope the world knows that I can be tired too. I may have mistakes and failures but that doesnt mean I will never succeed:( I just wanna have genuine happiness, like is it too much to ask? The world is that cruel huh.
you will have genuine happiness. just stay strong for a while, keep on pushing and you'll be fine. just because the present is kinda suckish doesnt mean that it will be suckish forever. as long as you keep going, happiness will come :)
@Robloox • 42 years ago The reason some of these people are down, it’s because they have experienced the true side of the world, they know how fucked up it is by going deeper. The world is like an iceberg, you can only see the half of it, the deeper you’ll see, the scary it is.
This song is so simple, yet so deep. It's almost like you're falling in an endless pit, never knowing where the end is; you just keep on falling. I sung this for my leavers assembly, it brings back so many memories
I've been loving this band for as long as I can remember, my uncle died almost 2 months ago he was so beautiful, I loved him so much, he was such a talented individual, sharing his love with everybody he met, his awesome martial arts skills, his hella funny stories, so much more can be said. I love him so much, and I'll miss him. I love you uncle Adam.
@@wdwatermelon6501 i do!! thank you for asking. still miss him but not as much and I've accepted that he was a great person, and he's in an even better place than here. :)
I remember when I went to the club , it had been 6 months after a break up that destroyed me . I still loved him. That's when I saw him - across the room. With another girl. Suddenly all the memories , feelings and pain came right back to me . Seeing him with another girl made me realise that I was not over him like I thought I was. I went into the bathroom and cried for what was atleast 2 hours. Literally just crying my eyes out in the bathroom stall and didn't come out. Then I booked a taxi home at about 4am and didn't leave my house for a month . Fyi - I'm still in love with him. This hurts so much . I just don't know what to do. Everything reminds me of him and no matter what I do , I can't get over him.
As time passes by you’ll be less hurt. Time will heal you. Keep yourself busy to distract yourself from overthinking. Once you find another guy you’ll get over him.
Emily Pesina i dont know if it’s okay cause it’s always the same and never gets better. I think a lot but i never say it out because people only laugh at you and talks behind your back just because you’re not like all the others around and you’re too much negative. I dont think anyone has ever say that to me and really mean it. Maybe you dont really mean it just like any others before but still thank you.
Even if you're not insensitive to say that, you can still say it on a whim, i fear that a lot and don't know how to bear it, I've said so many wrong things that'd hurt others or my reputation
This has to be the best lyrically written song on the planet. I miss the days when things were so simple and we understood nothing, and had to worry about nothing in the world
Me and my siblings sang this at my sisters funeral. She was only 31 and died from a sudden brain aneurysm in 2017. She was the ultimate Aunty. The ultimate human. Even climbed to the top of Mt Everest. Man, the way she loved Coldplay. The way she loved a lot of the untouched songs of the world. It was an honour to sing this for her.
there’s this really beautiful quote that sums everything up, ‘i think that’s what makes us so strong, fighting when there’s nothing left to fight for, fighting for ourselves.’ you deserve this, you deserve to look back one day and smile at how far you’ve come, how strong you’ve been, you can do this :)
I want to go back to the times where i didnt care about my insecurities,was confident, didn't mind the body shamers, always smiled and laughed, now i dont even know who i am anymore
i used to play this video on loop when i was at my lowest. if there is one thing i can promise anyone that is watching, it's that life will become beautiful again. maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but hang on to that "one day." because i promise it's coming. sooner or later you'll find yourself in my position, wishing you could tell other people what you so desperately needed to hear. hang on, it's worth it.
I remember when I used to listen to songs like this and not even think anything of it and now you just absorb every single word like a dagger to the heart but you can't stop and it just hurts so damn much. Feels like this pain will never end but it will just gotta keep going. If your not making your own life better your wasting your time
It made me think of my dead cat that lived with us when I was a baby, I'm 14 and he's gone. Take me back to the start just made me thing of the fun times we had :)
Slowed songs always cured my anxiety and depression but i still cry at night , crying while praying to God , i hope yall doing fine i know life is hard but we'll get thru this
my grandpa passed away 3 weeks ago… he was the father I never had, he was my friend and companion. I miss him like crazy… life was already hard, but now I am just sleep walking, wishing I could just sleep forever and not wake up ever again
I miss the year I discovered this song. I miss the person I was back then. I was only 10, I was still happy and carefree...Now I’m anxious, hurting, so damn tired and I wish I could just go back to simpler times like this.
Venho aqui todo dia pra ouvir e ter nostalgia dos tempos que eu tinha minha tia (que eu considerava como uma mãe pra mim)... Grandes momentos em que o mundo para mim era repleto de alegria e cor 😢
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comment any requests you guys have!
ps: only songs that don't have a slowed version on youtube yet. 👇
So if you lonely
Odio Que Te Amo-Sleith
DMB - The Stone
Fly away lilwaterbed
@@MOHDHAZIQ-vh8kq Yes please ! Instant Crush - Daftpunk ❤️
i’m crying reading these comments. it’s so horrible that people feel like this. i’m so sorry.
❤️
Same
im cry rn :))
Dont feel sorry, its not your fault we feel this way.
It’s not your fault we’re sick.
This world is really exhausting I’m so tired of it
It's not the world but the society I think...
Yes all the Fake People
@Leah Elliott I fucking wish for that. I fucking hate living dude
school is draining me is so stressful
fr i’m so sick of it sometimes - i get hope and then i hear or read something and it all falls down. it sounds so depressing but i wish the earth would finish soon? or that we would come so so close to dying out that maybe we could start over idk it sounds so bad
When i was 7, i dreamed of how i wanna be a teenager, but here i am crying,having panick attacks,stress of schools, depression, just wish i could go back in time where everything was okay
Same
Yes school life is beautiful ❤️ life
same.. :(
Yeah that's so true ......I just wanna go back where everything was ok
same .
I”m not afraid of death, I’m just scared that I’m gonna die before get to experience true happines in life.
Same.
YUP thank you.... this this is it....
same mate
Me too
me to
Me: *crying at 3:00am*
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LMFAO I FEEL U
lmao
HAHAHAHAHAHA
IDK WHY IM LAUGHING SO HARDDD
Loool, cracked me up XD
I hope one day I fall in love with being alive
You will
@@urdaddy8801 I agree :) ❤️
Me too
Currently, same
Same.. we’ll get through this ❤️
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
i love you literally you have made my day
You have saved my life. Thank you.
Thank you
this is amazing!
I needed this
My friend died like 1 month ago from coronavirus
He was kind, always relaxed and he was my best friend
Now it's 1am here and I can't stop crying and reminding all the good moments
I'm bisex and i liked him for so much but i didn't has the time or the opportunity to tell him... the last time i saw him was at his home then... i didn't never ever saw him again
I’m so so sorry for your loss. I know I’m seeing this a month later and I know we are strangers but you seem like such a caring person. You have gone through so much and you are so so strong. I know it’s hard but trust me things will get better. I wish you all the best, stay strong ❤️
i am so incredibly sorry for your loss. i know it's hard. makes me sad knowing that everyone in this comment section has their own battles and i have my own too. i love you stranger and stay strong for me, a stranger writing this at 3 am wishing nothing but the best for you. may he rest in peace and just remember to live life as if he's still with us.
I am sorry for your loss, I have been hit by covid and declared positive about three weeks ago, now i am cured, the result was last week and it was negative, but it seems like your friend didn't make it, he's in a better place now, surely.
rip bro...
im sorry for your loss
i know how it feels to lose a friend
🤧
my mom died about 12 hours ago, and now I'm here sitting in my bathroom uncontrollably crying
I’m soooo sorry 🥺😭
Rip😭😭😭ily❤️❤️🥺
i love you and you’re gonna be okay. be strong like she taught you to be. you got this. your emotions are valid. she’s not really gone, just resting with god. make her proud baby
i really appreciate that support from you, guys😭 it makes me cry, like you don’t know me, i don’t know you, BUT you support me anyway
live your life out to the fullest for her, you've got this. it'll be hard but we have your back we love you :'D
Me: *sees this knowing it’s a sad song*
My Brain: *lets listen*
Me: *but I don’t want to be sad tod-*
My brain: *I SAID WE SAD TODAY*
Me: *same*
I feel this. 😥😂
wait who's Brian?
@@DriveLikeYourKids O.o
• Ryleigh • I meant to say my brain 😳
out of all the people that left, i miss myself the most. she was so happy.
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bro :(
:(
i'm literally crying in the restroom stall at work, on new year's eve... i'm so exhausted i just want to go home but home isn't even home ...
I'm here for you
if you want someone to talk to, we are here.
you are your own home i love u
you're not alone im tired with my toxic manager and co-worker hates me too. I just wanted to leave as soon as possible..
Help is on the way ♥️ I love you
i miss having nights where i didn't cry. i miss being genuinely happy and i miss being in love. i miss the person i was in love with, the person i am still in love with. i miss thinking that they loved me, even tho they never did. i miss feeling like i was worth it.
Yes to everything you said. That’s so valid. To feel that. Listening to these songs can help so much with dealing with those emotions in a healthy way, with a good cry. I empathize with you, I mean, I’m right with you. We’re strangers yet have so much in common. If you’re here today, you can be here for tomorrow. ❤️❤️❤️ Cry and keep strong.
what's sad is you can be in love and in a relationship and still be fighting sadness
you are worth it, no matter what
Sweetheart you jus need to remember that life is meant for you to develop jus hold on tight is all I can say
but you are worth it
hi, there.
i don’t know you and you don’t know me either. i know you’ve been hurting. you are very strong. how’d i know? see, you’re reading my comment right now. i love you. please know you’re worth it. you’re beautiful. inside and out. see you later. :3
Edit: i am thankful for the likes, i hope my words will make you feel better :3
you're a great person... hope you sleeped well and good day for ya
The slowed song community is definitely the most caring
thank you!! have a great day
aww you too (〃ω〃)
Ur amazing
True sadness is when there’s no reason to be sad. No cure. Nothing to fix. You simply can’t feel happiness. No purpose.
Try to remember your childhood dreams, your aims, your ambitions. Search for nostalgic moment, series, movies... Anything that reminds you of a time you once had a porpuse of living. Hope it helps
@@PoderDoRato thank u
@@kuroneko9167 you're welcome! :)
@@PoderDoRato jokes on you, i cant remember any part of my childhood
I have too much reasons to be sad and now I really don't know why I exist
My grandma died last 2 weeks ago. She was so beautiful. You'll never get tired of looking at her and listen to her stories. How I wish I could see her smile once again and listen to her stories. I love her so much.
Me too I miss her she passed right before my lil brothers birthday.
Lost mine a few years back. It gets better bro. She is in a better place. One day you will hear her stories again
You ever get so sad for no reason? you ever feel like there’s nothing left for you? you realize that your losing all your friends, failing school, losing all the confidence you’ve had, and not being able to find someone that you can give your love to. when your lying in bed at night starring at the ceiling realizing that you could just end it all and not have to go through anything your feeling right now but you don’t bc you don’t wanna hurt the people close to you..
so relatable..
Mee last night 😔
i’ve had that for months now idek
we’re all in the depression boat
Sara Glaser I feel this way but I know that I have worth somewhere somehow and I know even though I don't know you I care for you and love you. I hope you realize you matter :) because you do.
all these comments: "i miss my old school with my other friends"
me: "i miss being alive"
"what does the feeling of being alive??"
we all died in 2012, every year after is just our empty shells wandering the void, trying to find purpose
I miss feeling alive
pray to God, he has a plan for you if you follow him.
i dont even remember how being alive felt or how the happy me existed
"I'm not even living at this point. I'm just surviving."
Same bub :/
You are not alone bestie
Same bestie, same...
Lyrics :
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ah ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
Oh ooh, ooh ooh ooh ooh
P
Thanks
Thx:)
Thank youuu
Yo bro lost my dad recently just sang this for him using your lyrics you shared here thanks
one of my moms favorite songs. she lived well, god I miss that woman. She fought cancer for 13 years but she finally let go & told everyone that it was her time to go. i’m 15 right now & im learning to be stronger everyday💛
omg lmaoo I am 16 1/5 right now, i appreciate every one of you that replied & liked. thank you! :) still listen to this song like crazy. I’ve accepted that she’s gone but that doesn’t mean I’m sad. much love
Kayleigh Wyndham hope your doing okay💛
My condolence.
dhdhshdh dujdjdjdj I’m trying🥺
I’m so sorry, my grandmother passed because of cancer a while ago and it was really hard. I know the pain you must be feeling, it will get better. Remeber all the things she loved and got to experience in her time on earth.
Kayleigh Wyndham same situation as my cousin it was a hard time for him to process what happened and continue to be strong. Hope your doing well brotha 🙏
There will come a time where everything will make sense.
(edit) just try again and again until it kills the old you. And maybe just maybe you'll find what's worth living for again.
jesse stoehr ;((((
This hit hard
I hope so man:/
Heaven bro
Unfortunately not 😞
“Where’s my happy daughter gone, we miss her” I miss her too but she isn’t coming back 😞
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!!
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I used to be so happy back then. I don’t understand what’s wrong with me these years... just don’t feel the same 😔
this song hurts so much. Think about having someone who made you feel worth it for the first time and then they're gone.
I saw your comment and just wanted to leave this message because I genuinely care about you!! Commenting because I remember on the verge of suicide but I’ve found the only source of help and I want you to get the help you need!! Society says "if you don't act like this or look like this you are lower”, Jesus shows "all the broken, lost, depressed, hurt, outcast, bullied, come to me and I will give you rest for your souls” People will tell you “you are fine” no... you are broken and lost and you need help from the only one that can literally do anything. Maybe you are feeling just numb and hopeless, just dead inside (spiritually dead), just a walking breathing corpse, what’s the point? There is only 1 person who can help you, and you don’t have to try to earn His love, you can come to Him in all your mess, and this person knows the worst about you yet loved you the most to die for you, His name, Jesus. He offers to make you new, you can have a new beginning, a new heart, 2 Corinthians 5:17 "Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” I’ve been saved and changed and I want you to be, and yeah I admit before I was a Christian I hated God and religion, didn’t care I was stealing cars and bikes, self brutalizing, beating people up, and so on….. yet God saved me and changed me and I just am going through the comments and I want you to give up trying to do this yourself, give up running away from God and run to God, its a free gift!! ✞ The best news ever is contained in this message. You are valuable, you aren’t an accident, obviously nothing created everything, you are wonderfully made by God, and He cares for you. I want to tell you the best news you’ll ever hear but there is bad news, bare with me. You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! I recommend reading the Bible, the Bible is God’s word, was written by 40+ authors in a span of 1500+ years with 66 books in 3 continents remaining consistent throughout it all fulfilling 2500+ prophecies backed up with 25000+ archaeological evidence, contains more manuscripts and data recorded in history with 57000+ manuscripts, more than any other work of antiquity even with over 2.6 million pages of texts. This is true my friends, trust in Jesus today! “We have more evidence for Jesus than we have for almost anybody from his time period.” Scholarly fact. I recommend you read the Gospel of John! Jesus calls you to go to Him! Matthew 11:28-30 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. If you have not forgiven someone, please forgive them as Jesus offers to forgive you despite our rebellion, not forgiving can bring forth bitterness, so forgive, and let go! Luke 19:10 For the Son of man is come to seek and to save that which was lost. My instagram is @redeemedthroughChrist if you ever need someone to contact, no I don’t need you to follow me, just send a message!! My advice would be, stay away from depressing music, this society is corrupt and its bad influences can negatively impact your mindset. Focus on the blessing, how we have food, life, breath, friends come and go, but if you are in Christ, He will never leave nor forsake you! Church for Reformed Churches near you area and try joining a community group as well! Coming to Christ is the end of your old self, and a new beginning. Even through the hardest times we have hope in Him, and our sin separates and hides us from God, but through Jesus we can be reconciled!!!
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The Spirited Away background plus coldplay, best combo ever😭😭😭
Sadly we won't be able to see part 2 of it
I love spirited away!
feel lost
@@ruby4330 same!
"oh take me back to the start." that hit me..
i read that as it played in the song, i like the small things in life :)
same
same here
i wish i could
Me scrolling down to this as soon as it hits 👁💧👄💧👁
When I was a kid, I thought I wouldn't cry anymore when I grow up.
not at how my eyes are not tearing up but my heart does.
"Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be this hard."
I really felt that.
😭😭💔
yah i felt that too
😞
The worst part is I'm getting use to not being happy anymore...
●︿●
you explained my life currently
welcome to life - Red Forman
Idk what it’s like to be happy anymore
Feel ya, am just in silent mode
A violinist was playing this song in the subway station 4 years ago. The love of my life forced me to dance it. I didn't know at the time that I would only want to dance with her for the rest of my life. I miss her so much. This song hurts but heals at the same time because I feel blessed for sharing those beautiful moments we lived together. Please enjoy and don't be afraid to dance with whoever is next to you before they leave.
the pain never ends. they will never love you the way you want them too, i’m just so tired, of faking a smile.
I'm sure you've heard this and you're sick of hearing it, but the pain DOES end. There will be someone who loves you more than anything in the world if there isn't someone already. You might know them now, you might not, but that's the fun in continuing to move forward, you get to see your own life play out and experience your own "plot twists". Life gets messy, I cant deny that, but think about all the good times in life. Think of when you make someone smile or laugh, or you do that yourself, if you feel like no one cares, you're wrong cuz I do and so many other people do. You're amazing, hang in there!
@@savannahjensen4525 I’m honestly just tired at this point. The good doesn’t outweigh the bad. I just want to give up but I can’t.
I feel the same way 😪
me too 😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔
I'm just so tired of surviving
stay strong!
Kasey x same like I just can’t be bothered anymore
@@lotte5320 But your doing so so well!! I'm proud of you I know you can keep going on your future is brighter lovely I promise 💛
try creative
Kasey x thank you so much🥺
Come up to meet you,
Tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let’s go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on the science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Thx
thank u
Make me cry
coldplay is one of only a few bands/artists that are universally liked by all cultures around the world 🥲
One of the best songs ever written IMO! It’s so lyrically deep! 🥺
@Robo I completely agree. Words cannot describe what I feel every time I hear this song.
I feel like I am missing people I don’t even know lmao. So we all depressed?
In some ways...
Yes, I think you are right
100% correct
u r correct 😬😬😬😬
I think this quarantine is giving normally happy people a little glimpse into the life of us clinically depressed people. Like, seriously... people are experiencing loneliness and social withdrawals and it’s making them feel sad and drained and they’ve never experienced it before. Meanwhile, we’re sitting over here looking at them feeling how we normally feel. Drained, lonely, and sad. Does that even make sense? This coronavirus problem is so wackkk and mentally draining.
Bruh everyone in the Comments Need A Hug
frr :/.
Yes
yeaa
[ *sending a virtual hug* ] :)
I really need a hug. Really badly
We just don't realize that everything is changing slowly.
I remember, many years ago, I was that one long-haired, blonde, little girl with flushy cheeks and a crooked but bright smile. I'd always show my true self to others. I remember in kindergarten I had a girl best friend. She was weird, fun and cute, just like me. I didn't have any other friends, but she'd always be by my side. I was so happy. In elementary school we were sorted into two different groups and where I live we don't really switch classrooms for different subjects, so we were always separated. We started growing apart. It hurt, but at the time I couldn't fully understand it. I started making friends with a girl who used to come to my little town during the summer, since her parents owned a house here that they would come to when they were on vacation. We had similar interests and we used to have lots of fun together, playing hide and seek and such games during the warm summer evenings. I'd call her my best friend. Even though I've never been a fan of hot weather, I'd look forward to the summer because of her. But years passed, she slowly got bored of me and started to hangout with new friends. It got to a point where we didn't speak to or see each other anymore. That hurt too, and I really missed her, but I was still happy, just a bit down-hearted. Then I started to pass more and more time with a classmate of mine: she was a very pretty girl with hazel eyes and dark hair, which I used to say was black, but she'd always correct me, she used to say it was "dark brown". Often I'd just call it black to get her attention and laugh about it later. We were really really close. I'd call her my best friend, and we were for years. But she never made me feel like I was good enough. She was a ballerina and I was never good at dancing, she had many friends while I was still the black sheep, she was perfect while I was just different. Time flew by again and she probably got bored of me, even though I don't know the real reasons why she left me behind. We haven't spoken in what feels like forever, I just wish her a happy birthday every year. Losing her was a huge hit for my young heart to take and it left a scar that will never fade, but I got through it. It was around the time when I cut my long hair, and the blonde color faded into brown. When I started middle school I got to know a boy. It was a really hard time in my life and I really started getting depressed there. He was truly the best. He had really long hair, just like a girl. He loved video games, anime and horror stories. We'd chat every evening about our interests, like pokemon games. We quickly got very close and I called him my best friend. He made me happy. Actually he was also my very first love, but he never knew. Just like with everyone else, we fell apart. He started hanging out with toxic people and I saw the fun, unique, bright boy I so much loved, slowly lose his sparkle. I felt so helpless. I wished I could've done things differently, but I now know that it was just the way it should've been. From there it all started going even more downhill. High school was, and is a nightmare. Professors are completely indifferent to the student's difficulties, they pretend more and more from us and have completely childish and unprofessional behaviors which I will not go through, and that nobody cares enough to address or fix. My classmates are toxic and, as always, I don't have friends in my class. It's an extremely negative place that honestly makes me want to kill myself. Also my parents always scream at me, guilt trip and insult me, and I don't understand what I do so wrong to make them do so. I've always been and am a very good, obedient child but nothing is ever enough. I feel pressured into being perfect under every single aspect. I even wear braces to straighten my teeth and my smile doesn't feel the same anymore. I really want to make my parents happy and proud but it makes me so angry that I constantly have to please everyone's expectations of me while I don't feel free, or happy, or understood. So I started repressing anger, being apathetic, when I was the most empathic and sensible person. I'm always there for everyone but others only hurt me, so I distanced myself. Everyday, especially during the pandemic, I read negative news everywhere, which doesn't help since it affects my mood a lot. Every day I'm more mentally and physically tired of being afraid, distressed, anxious, of hating myself and others. I put an emotional wall between me and the world just to protect myself. The only time I ever feel genuinely happy is when I escape reality through art, especially music. I'm getting used to not really being happy anymore and I feel like I've let down the child I was. I just wish I could tell her that I love her and that I'm sorry but that I'm so proud of her and we'll get thorough it all and be free one day. I now have some good friends, a best friend and even a healthy relationship with my boyfriend, whom I love very much. It's not all bad. But I still don't really feel happy, or free, or understood. I don't think I ever will.
This may sound crazy, especially coming from somekne with this name and pfp, but I feel you.
I never really had the change of growing up as my biological dad was, and still is, abusive.
He used to abuse me, my sister and my mom, Both emotionally and mentally.
Simply because of the fact thatvwe were woman and" thus weaker than him"
Knifes, choking, trying to drown me, forcing me to eat and often pushing it in my mouth when I didn't (it doesn't sound like abuse but it actually is) and one time he even almost killed me.
My trauma stops me from knowing exactly what happened in the kitchen that night, but I remember going to the hospital. I couldn't scream or cry, my throat and face hurt too much. When we finally came in the hospital I remember the friendly nurse telling me everything is okay while helping me to the first help care? And plugging all sorts of liquids to me.
I was treated for Malaria? But it was clear I was choked as I had choking signals
Anyways when I finally left the hospital after three weeks I had to eat pills that I didn't like (who could blame me, I was 6) and my dad had enough of it so you van guess the rest
Anyways after three years of abuse my mom literally ran away and used all of her money to get tickets to my, now home, country and all of my siblings were sick
When we arrived to my country we couldn't even speak the language, only English and French because no one used Dutch in Cameroon
My grandparents helped my mom and picked her up, feeding us and taking us to the doctor
After a few months I had to go back to school because that is necessary, my language barrier stopped me from interacting with other kids and they eventually stopped hanging out with me because I wasn't "cool"
I eventually found a friend and we played like kids we were, she was the first one to actually interact with me and become my friend
Eventually my classes broke up and we stopped talking, she was my guardian angel and when she wasn't there anymore the bullies could do what they wanted
They started bullying me, it was really annoying and I couldn't sleep anymore
because of this I stopped talking with everyone and put a wall between me and my siblings and mom, everytime we had a parent day at school Everyone's parents could come except mine
My mom had to work all day and week to get enough money in to feed us, and even then it wasn't enough
I even started crying on school because of this and told my teacher my parents were just busy
Someday my mom broke down and we had to move out for about a year
She randomly started crying and we had to be removed from my mom for over a year, as kid this is of course devastating
Eventually my mom got better and we could go back
I didn't really have friends during my school period and started to build up a wall, emotionally and physically, and stopped talking during school or any public appearance, some of my newer classmates thought I was mute and started bullying me for that
Of course I had "friends" but they weren't really there
Anyways, after I passed my first school I went to high school and tried to make a fresh start
Not realizing that the kids of my new school were even more toxic than the first ones
Anyways bla bla bla a lot of more therapy shit
Long story shot, I finally found a girlfriend online and we started "dating" promising each other that we would one day meet up
When that day finally arrived I finally saw the face of my girlfriend who I talked to so long, it was truly her and we both cried
Now I am happy again but I just feel like I missed a lot in my life, my childhood, my supposed to be funny school life and everything else kind of
Don't mind me using you, a randok person on the internet, as a therapy session
I really used someone who doesn't even know me as a free therapist :/
Choose, End it or continue it.
im searching for a reason to be sad, its like my feelings or reasons arent valid enough.
Olivia same
felt.
Same. But i think for me it's bcuz i mostly don't feel anything except anger and i don't want to be angry. So sadness it is, i dob't enjoy it but atleast i'm feeling something :)
this hit me hard coz i dont want to sound like an angsty teen pretending to be depressed to be trendy
they are. trust me
i wish i could feel like a normal person. im sick of fighting myself, im sick of constantly thinking im crazy, im sick of thinking i’m not good enough. i can’t anymore. i just can’t.
hey hey listen to me, your more than good enough. always remember that. don’t let something or someone tell u different. ik it’s hard but u gotta keep fighting. it’s gonna get better . probably not now but sooner or later. plus i might not know what ur going through but keep fighting please. and sorry i’m late. but i hope you read this.
Reading everyone’s comments and crying! Please know you are not alone in this world and you deserve true happiness! ❤️❤️
i would constantly see my brother listening to this song for years growing up, and i didnt understand why he liked it so much until i grew up. I love this song
I imagine this playing as a lone astronaut floats in space running low on oxygen, he watches as the earth fades and his life reflects before him, all the things he took for granted, everything he wished he did... irrelevant. This was the end of his journey and as the last of his oxygen was used he muttered “ Apollo 18, it doesn’t look good for me, I think this is the end... I’m sorry.. signing out” his tank hit empty, and he had a miraculous smile and was ready to final see his wife again
jesus bro
my god
Man, that hits deep...
Like a wattpad stories...
who.hurt.you.this.much.
When I was a Kid I've always wanted to grow up, and do things I want.
Now that I'm all grown up I wanna just go back to my childhood and be a kid again, where I wouldn't understand things and won't worry about it, and where Everything was so Easy.
And also I hope you're okay :)
That was too specific, is everything okay?
thank you perry the platypus
i'm 11 and i get this, is that bad.....
@@Bigdikkk3000 it isnt bad, per se. but hey, you only live once. live your youth days to your best, while you still can. enjoy life, enjoy its processes, the family, the friends. dont take them for granted. stay safe, God bless you.
@@jlow9834 Tysm! I definitely needed that and god bless you too.
I miss her so much. Mourning the loss of someone who’s still alive is such a different and unique kind of pain.
This song, this band, this video, this comment section. Everything makes me cry and is just perfect in every single way. This has saved my life and whenever I've been at the lowest points in my life, I've found myself at this spot of solace. Letting your emotions out completely is such a cathartic and beautiful experience, it makes my heart beat so fast and gives me a new appreciation for everything, even if for a while. Reading everyone's stories in the comment section makes me so emotional and always make my trips to this video tear-inducing and melancholy but it connects me with them on an astronomical level. Could never get the words out to be grateful for each and every one of you and your existence, even if we're strangers. Whatever it is you're facing, it will all get better. You may feel like nothing matters or the world is just filled with despair, it's not that way and doesn't have to be. I may not know you, but remember I'm here for you. Go out and look at the Moon right now, I'm looking at it too. I'm with you, good luck.
'You know what they say about good times?'
'Good times never last'
Yup
❤️
“tell me you love me, come back and haunt me” this line always gets me .
To all the people hurting..I'm sending a big warm hug. Your feelings are valid. I love you all. You all will be fine.🥺🤗💕
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You and I, we broke God’s laws, whether you have have lied or stolen, said a bad word, hated someone, looked with lust, blasphemed (saying OMG), so on. A just judge is going to punish guilty criminals for their crimes Since God's standard is perfection and we have done wrong, we aren't deserving of reward but punishment. That place of punishment is called hell and is somewhere you want to avoid at all costs. But lets say you get a speeding fine, 500$ for speeding, you’d be guilty, no amount of doing good things can help you, but if someone pays your fine for you nothing remains left for you to take. In the same way, if someone perfect takes your Hell punishment for you and gives you their perfect record, how much remains left for you to pay? None, but who would be willing to take your Hell punishment for you? God in His love despite our hatred toward Him, the same God who gave us life, breath and functioning organs, made a way for sinners to be forgiven without violating justice. He took on flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. He lived the sinless life we failed to live, and then that Son of God offered Himself on the cross as a sacrifice for sin. Jesus died to take the Hell punishment for our sins, was buried, then rose from the dead! Turn to God today through believing what Jesus did for you. John 3:16 “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” We are not saved from our sins because the Romans beat up Jesus and killed Him! We are saved from our sins because when He was on the tree all of your sin was imputed to Him, and all the full force of God’s wrath of His holy hatred against you and your crimes, and me, and my crimes, that as a Holy God He must pour out. He poured out on His own Son! Trust alone in Him today, and tell others about the Good news of how they can be saved through Jesus as well!! 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Will I though?
i’m ready to here this song once again, my dog and i were listening to this i was holding him gently, telling him it’s going to be fine that he’ll survive parvo. After that we went to the vet
When the evening came, the doctor called and told us he’s dead.
Rest well, my seby. I love you
R.I.P ❤️
I miss being able to smile freely
I'm so tired of all things.
Same lmao, im slowly giving up
Hitting rock bottom hurts a lot more than you'd think
Life is the same for everyone boys, we all die in the end, everyone dies in the end
@@Whstdueh That's why we need to live our live the best way we can. EVERYTHING will be fine. No one knows what is going to happen tomorrow.
It's ok, have a rest. You are stronger than you think
One of Coldplays best and most tragic. Reminds me of good ol' 2002 when I was starting college and met an amazing girl who was the first to accept me as I really am. It meant alot to me. Sadly she strung me along a while and dumped me for someone else without warning. It tore me up. So did college and this song and Coldplays Rush of Blood To The Head album. Those were dark days then, but compared to the hopeless shitshow nowadays, I want them back and do it better. Thanx Coldplay & Chris Martin for making beautiful music that speaks to my thoughts and emotions.
Im going through it right now bro, im just ... lost .....
Anyone missing the sad fuxked life😢😢😢😂😂😂😅😅😅😅
I just want to feel love at this point. I want to know what it feels like to be loved and to love. I want to wake up every morning hoping there’s a text from them, hoping they said good morning. At the end I don’t care if I’m broken or made it out feeling alive I just want to feel something, I want to feel hurt or alive not empty.
Well said, feeling empty feels like a waste of one’s soul, it shouldn’t be this way.. hope u find what ur heart desires
don’t take life to serious, no one makes it out alive
I wish one day my parents will acknowledge that mental health exists. I hope my friends will understand my insecurities. I hope the world knows that I can be tired too. I may have mistakes and failures but that doesnt mean I will never succeed:( I just wanna have genuine happiness, like is it too much to ask? The world is that cruel huh.
*”just get over it it’s not that hard”*
you will have genuine happiness. just stay strong for a while, keep on pushing and you'll be fine. just because the present is kinda suckish doesnt mean that it will be suckish forever. as long as you keep going, happiness will come :)
@Robloox • 42 years ago ...
I feel you
@Robloox • 42 years ago The reason some of these people are down, it’s because they have experienced the true side of the world, they know how fucked up it is by going deeper. The world is like an iceberg, you can only see the half of it, the deeper you’ll see, the scary it is.
This song is so simple, yet so deep. It's almost like you're falling in an endless pit, never knowing where the end is; you just keep on falling. I sung this for my leavers assembly, it brings back so many memories
Sad thing's I am missing some one who don't give a fuxk about me 😥😥😥😭😭😭😭
I've been loving this band for as long as I can remember, my uncle died almost 2 months ago
he was so beautiful, I loved him so much, he was such a talented individual, sharing his love with everybody he met, his awesome martial arts skills, his hella funny stories, so much more can be said. I love him so much, and I'll miss him.
I love you uncle Adam.
hey there! I hope your'e feeling better now. we're here for you
@@wdwatermelon6501 i do!! thank you for asking. still miss him but not as much and I've accepted that he was a great person, and he's in an even better place than here. :)
@@zoeytrent115 :D i love you man!
I remember when I went to the club , it had been 6 months after a break up that destroyed me . I still loved him.
That's when I saw him - across the room. With another girl.
Suddenly all the memories , feelings and pain came right back to me . Seeing him with another girl made me realise that I was not over him like I thought I was.
I went into the bathroom and cried for what was atleast 2 hours. Literally just crying my eyes out in the bathroom stall and didn't come out.
Then I booked a taxi home at about 4am and didn't leave my house for a month .
Fyi - I'm still in love with him. This hurts so much . I just don't know what to do. Everything reminds me of him and no matter what I do , I can't get over him.
As time passes by you’ll be less hurt. Time will heal you. Keep yourself busy to distract yourself from overthinking. Once you find another guy you’ll get over him.
You are sooo strong :)))) I hope you will be fine. Just remember, world still love u
Nothing seems right.. just wanna sleep and never wake up die in the sleep.
No you dont sweetie, please be kind to yourself ❤️❤️ people care about you.
Is been two months... are you doing okay? I’m proud of you for being so strong, I love you.
peppermint tea yes i do. Im just so tired nobody cares. It’s a cold world no matter where you are.
Emily Pesina i dont know if it’s okay cause it’s always the same and never gets better. I think a lot but i never say it out because people only laugh at you and talks behind your back just because you’re not like all the others around and you’re too much negative. I dont think anyone has ever say that to me and really mean it. Maybe you dont really mean it just like any others before but still thank you.
me too
I listened to over 40 slowed songs when she left me. This was the one that made the tears flow
Cry because it's over, and smile because it happened.
"dont be so dramatic."
How can someone not be sad after everyone u ever loved left u ):
Too relatable
true Bro
nice pfp
@@poisonstrategy 😏
Even if you're not insensitive to say that, you can still say it on a whim, i fear that a lot and don't know how to bear it, I've said so many wrong things that'd hurt others or my reputation
I came here for three reasons
1. Spirited away scene
2. Cold play
3. I love anything slowed
This has to be the best lyrically written song on the planet. I miss the days when things were so simple and we understood nothing, and had to worry about nothing in the world
Me and my siblings sang this at my sisters funeral. She was only 31 and died from a sudden brain aneurysm in 2017. She was the ultimate Aunty. The ultimate human. Even climbed to the top of Mt Everest. Man, the way she loved Coldplay. The way she loved a lot of the untouched songs of the world. It was an honour to sing this for her.
that’s awful i’m so sorry u have to deal with that
Y'all realize how nobody asks ' why aren't you smiling?' they always ask ' why are you smiling? '
Because seeing someone happy, for oddly no reason, has become even more rare than finding diamonds in your wallet
i just wanna give up , i’m tired of fighting to stay alive everyday.
you can do this. you are loved.
there’s this really beautiful quote that sums everything up, ‘i think that’s what makes us so strong, fighting when there’s nothing left to fight for, fighting for ourselves.’ you deserve this, you deserve to look back one day and smile at how far you’ve come, how strong you’ve been, you can do this :)
Plz don't I know you can do it
hey no, dont give up, things will get better soon i promise. i believe in you
im not even alive lol
I want to go back to the times where i didnt care about my insecurities,was confident, didn't mind the body shamers, always smiled and laughed, now i dont even know who i am anymore
When he said "Nobody said it was easy"- I felt this
When you're feeling fine and TH-cam tries to get you to come back to the dark side
I miss when everything was simpler.
i used to play this video on loop when i was at my lowest. if there is one thing i can promise anyone that is watching, it's that life will become beautiful again. maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but hang on to that "one day." because i promise it's coming. sooner or later you'll find yourself in my position, wishing you could tell other people what you so desperately needed to hear. hang on, it's worth it.
It’s been like this for 10 years for me now what?
I remember when I used to listen to songs like this and not even think anything of it and now you just absorb every single word like a dagger to the heart but you can't stop and it just hurts so damn much. Feels like this pain will never end but it will just gotta keep going. If your not making your own life better your wasting your time
i'm so in love, but i'll never be good enough for him...
aw shit thats deeeep
It be like that sometimes though
Things just went from sad to horrific...
That happens
Are u okay? If you need someone to talk to I’m here
“No-one ever said it would be this hard, oh take me back to the start” THAT HIT ME LIKE A TRAIN
dude ikr
It made me think of my dead cat that lived with us when I was a baby, I'm 14 and he's gone. Take me back to the start just made me thing of the fun times we had :)
This song really hits hard, especially slowed down.. wow
i put this song on whilst i was doing my homework, and all i’ve accomplished is staring at a blank piece of paper contemplating everything
im tired of missing you.
I'm tired of missing him.. wishing he would come back.
Tired of hoping that you will come back.
Slowed songs always cured my anxiety and depression but i still cry at night , crying while praying to God , i hope yall doing fine i know life is hard but we'll get thru this
Yeah we’ll get thru this ❤️
Yep praying
my grandpa passed away 3 weeks ago… he was the father I never had, he was my friend and companion. I miss him like crazy… life was already hard, but now I am just sleep walking, wishing I could just sleep forever and not wake up ever again
I hope everyone will get strength and courage to face their hardest times in the life ❤✨
to anyone reading this who is struggling, down, sad
things will get better. things will work out eventually. you got this.
thank u alot
@@sssssssssnakes you got this, I believe in you! 💖
Omg teume?
I just want to go back when everything was okay
I'm want go back, childhood days, bcuz all is fine and happiness is always
i thought i lost this song forever.
finding something that was forgotten gives such an odd cold but warm feeling. ):)
No one told me living had to be so hard.
why am I working hard for a future I can't have🙂
Belive is the first step D:
ganbatte
belif self, then u can acive ur dream
Believe in yourself, you'll eventually make it in this cruel world.
you can have it if u believe in yourself & keep going until u reached ur point where u think you made it
this mAkes me cry every time it’s just makes me wanna go up Nd hug my parents 💔
Happy Easter kermit
Seeking The Truth is one of the important part of human life.
all time fav 🥺
i can just see all the people i miss. their faces replay in my head, i miss you. im sorry.
I miss the year I discovered this song. I miss the person I was back then. I was only 10, I was still happy and carefree...Now I’m anxious, hurting, so damn tired and I wish I could just go back to simpler times like this.
you speak right outta my soul, i wish you only the best in life.
I was like 12. I miss it.
This is my legit fav song.. ackk i love it❤️❤️
ESSA MÚSICA ME TRÁS UMA VIBE TÃO...
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NUNCA DESISTA DOS SEUS SONHOS!
I miss my old school .. I miss being happy and having friends 😔
abby_brant it’ll be okay ❤️
All of my old friends stopped talking to me and I don't even know why. I miss them but they don't miss me. What did I do to deserve this?
@@strangerthings2506 Same.They hate me :(
i have more enemies than friends...
@@nexogames4819 me too
stay alive my friends, it's gonna be okey i promise you
I know what
Im struggling. Im trying
Venho aqui todo dia pra ouvir e ter nostalgia dos tempos que eu tinha minha tia (que eu considerava como uma mãe pra mim)... Grandes momentos em que o mundo para mim era repleto de alegria e cor 😢