My Last YouTube Video 😌 I cannot wait to really know you 🎉❤️

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  • My last youtube video. I love you, and I cannot wait to really know you. ❤️
    NEW EMAIL! Ahhh 😢🥰our.freedom.in.christ22@gmail.com
    My personal experience with catholicism:
    This is not a general statement about all catholics, it’s simply my own experience. I was taught that Jesus came to earth and died for me so that I have an opportunity to believe in Him, and an opportunity to be a good enough person to get to Heaven. I was taught that I had a big part to play in my salvation. Additionally, if you didn’t appear to be a good catholic girl, it was understood that people in the church would talk bad about you and look down on you. My teachers and the priests were trying to force us to be pure out of fear. It felt like a huge burden and responsibility from such a young age. By the time I got to high school, I didn’t feel like Jesus really did that much for me. I thought, “He died one time….and now everyday of my life (out of fear) I have to try so hard to follow the rules and not do what I thought at the time was all the cool and fun stuff….What I was taught about Jesus in school did not produce a heart of gratitude in the slightest.
    Eventually I got so tired of feeling judged by people that I thought, “This is all man made and I don’t care what people think of me, I’m going to do me, I’m out.” People….made me reject Christ.
    I still thought there was a God or a higher power. But, I didn’t feel God’s love in catholicism.
    Now, I live my life the way I do, not because I was shamed into it, not because I was forced into it or judged into it. I learned a little over a year ago, that I am not part of my salvation. What Christ did on the cross, and my belief in Him alone, not my good works, saved me. I have no way of earning my salvation. That produced a heart of immense gratitude. That’s how I started loving God. Out of that, comes the changes you have seen in me. Love, instead of fear.
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  • @93anagirl
    @93anagirl 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +117

    I don’t think I’m alone when I say that I didn’t subscribe to your channel because of the materialistic aspects of your videos but because of your personality and your sit down videos like these! I think people are seeking more authentic and meaningful content. TH-cam is changing. Have you ever thought of keeping your channel and just doing sit down/conversational videos like these or start a podcast? Like even with your husband? Of course only if that is something you would enjoy! Because I dont think people care for volgs much anymore, at least I don’t... if you don’t come back your presence will definitely be missed. Happy that you’ve found God and peace and wish you all the best!

  • @marypinto9427
    @marypinto9427 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +148

    It’s so sad to hear your comfort TH-camr has been miserable and unhappy doing this for so long 🙁 wish you the best, take care of yourself!

  • @carolbenson8963
    @carolbenson8963 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +439

    Alana we respect your privacy and decisions, but please don’t quit TH-cam ! You’ve brought so much light in the midst of darkness for many TH-cam subscribers. You’re rawness online also is so inspiring and reminds us that we’re all human and perfect the way we are

    • @milah6402
      @milah6402 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

      exactly! her videos helped me through some of the darkest times of my life, i truly think she's meant to spread her message through youtube

    • @KayleighDeRosier
      @KayleighDeRosier 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      I completely see where you are coming from! Her recent video have brought me so much joy. Seeing her truly come to a new life. However, we don't know we personally convictions to Christ. At this time we have to trust that she is being called into this new chapter with more personal relationships. Who knows one day she may return to TH-cam. But for now I would feel bad if she stayed around to only please followers when that is truly what shes trying to get away from. She is here to pursue God and his plan for her 🫶🏻

    • @alliediggs4758
      @alliediggs4758 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I have followed you for a while and you’re so inspiring! i love your positivity and seeing how you are building such a beautiful life and home. i’ve really enjoyed tuning into your journey. stick to being you, i love your new content. 💕 i never comment on things but i thought i’d let you know!

    • @sarah.j.777
      @sarah.j.777 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

      You're saying you respect her decisions yet you proceed to implore her against her decisions for your own needs. Stop imposing. If you truly respected her you'd express your gratitude for being with her during a phase of her life & wish her well going forward.

  • @ElizabethSotiria
    @ElizabethSotiria 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +126

    Have the best life Alana 😭 🙏🏼
    You’ve always been one of my favs on TH-cam, back then, and especially in your latest era. You will be missed ❤

  • @celine_anne
    @celine_anne 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +270

    Create a website/ blog. That we can have virtual bible studys. Book readings ❤️❤️

    • @nittyarizza
      @nittyarizza 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I second this!!

    • @bethburton6397
      @bethburton6397 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      this would be amazing!

    • @randomgames5969
      @randomgames5969 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I agree

    • @KayleighDeRosier
      @KayleighDeRosier 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Omg virtual Bible studies would be sooo fun

  • @graceneidermann8670
    @graceneidermann8670 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +164

    The weight lifted off you in the recent photos after you turned to Christ is so apparent. I cried because the joy in those photos exudes God’s love and gives me hope for the deepening of my relationship with Christ. Thank you for posting this and sharing your journey. God Bless❤

  • @laurencarballo3528
    @laurencarballo3528 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +53

    It’s gonna be hard not seeing you on TH-cam your are the most real individual I’ve seen on this platform thank you for sharing your experiences and thoughts they meant a lot to all of us I look up to you god bless you and fulfill you with love take care Alana !!!♥️

  • @emm.381
    @emm.381 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    my heart is filled with joy!!!! God bless you in this new journey! I've been watching your videos before you came to Christ and I still remember the happiness that filled my heart when I first read your youtube title that you gave your life to Christ! So amazing to see you glow!! God bless you and your house!!

  • @brittanyzelazno
    @brittanyzelazno 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +36

    Actually cried watching this. So proud of you and so happy for you Alana! ❤

  • @susiem.2068
    @susiem.2068 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Thank you so much Alana for all these years of hard work and dedication. I've been following you for years at this point and it's incredible to see how your entire TH-cam journey is an incredible testimony of God's love, grace and power and I'm sure it's not the end. God is working wonders through you and it shows. I love you so much, thank you for the journey (even though I'm convinced it's not the final step of your ministry) ! You and your family take care and stick to God, may God bless you all.

  • @a_rose_foralestra
    @a_rose_foralestra 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I’m so happy and excited for you! Thank you for sharing about your life throughout the years on TH-cam. It was very encouraging and I resonate with your life experiences. It takes a lot of courage to talk truthfully and openly in public especially talking about Christ in a time where it’s not so popular or even discouraged. May God bless you for creating a community that’s safe and will be supporting women all around! I’m praying for you and wish you the best for your future endeavors 🩵 Thank you again for everything!

  • @precioush5825
    @precioush5825 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +23

    9:04 This bit hit deep. Wow! To spend a chunk of ones time pretending might be seem harmless initially but deep down, it takes a toll. I'm happy for you Alana. I'm also down for a group Bible study!!!

  • @pamelaponce7358
    @pamelaponce7358 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    YOU ARE SUUUUUUUCH A QUEEN!
    I am so happy for you and feel empathy for the path the past year’s have been on your soul. As a small community you’re persona has created, thank you for each video, and speaking for myself watching you depression journey as raw as you decided to share helped me to feel “normal”.
    May every path and decision you make take you to your most genuine self and make you happy, calm, loving and kind.
    p.s: even if you posted a video every year I would watch it ❤

  • @roxanna2770
    @roxanna2770 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    the dog sleeping on you is everything, aww! as someone who watched your channel back then and wished I was in your shoes and wondered if I should start a channel so you are so real for showing the cons. there are pros and cons to every career, including youtube. also, I am really happy you found real happiness and your heart is full

  • @rosecaruso6487
    @rosecaruso6487 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Your dog is an angel omg, I am not done with the video yet but it's so so sweet and beautiful to see him/her sleeping on you through this

  • @thembseries
    @thembseries 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    Seeing the smile on your face blossom as the time went by was truly emotional. I wish you nothing but the best on your next chapter and I know it will be great because you have our Lord guiding you ❤

  • @angelicajenna310
    @angelicajenna310 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +45

    All choked up 🥹 Your youth and livelihood came back! Your eyes are lit up with the love and life of Christ! All the Bible verse screen shots… bawling 😭🤍🕊️

  • @alessandrarosas5054
    @alessandrarosas5054 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +55

    Awe 🥺 I hope whatever journey you start is wonderfully blessed for you ❤️ thank you for keeping the channel up for us to still be able to rewatch! And watch your growth ❤️ and thank you for still providing us way to still keep in touch with you! ❤️ love you immensely Godspeed 🙏🏼

  • @CookieFridays
    @CookieFridays 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    It makes me sad to know you won't post videos anymore, but based on how you explained your feelings toward TH-cam, it seems like the best decision for your peace of mind. It's the way that I wouldn't even be cut out to be an influencer, because it's not for me and I guess it's not for you anymore either. I still follow you on Instagram if you'll continue over there. Thanks for the videos up until now, and best of luck for your future~

  • @plantsbeautylove
    @plantsbeautylove 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    You’re truly living your life for you and for god.. I respect your choice❤ so happy for you.

  • @fpo192
    @fpo192 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    It takes so much courage to close a chapter of familiarity, even when it’s harming your soul. Stepping into the unknown is terrifying but it’s called a leap of faith for a reason. Thank you for your vulnerability and how you set an example for all of us to follow our heart. I’m so excited for you to uncover all of the joys and gifts and blessings that are waiting for you!

  • @silvanadiliberto293
    @silvanadiliberto293 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I’ve been watching your videos since I was 15 and now I’m almost 23. How time flies! I hope you have a good life and thank you for all your videos and life advice you’ve given over the years. :)

  • @kylalombardi9000
    @kylalombardi9000 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Alana, girl! I’m sitting here sobbing! This is such a beautiful testament showing just what our Father can do! 💛 You can truly see that you are full of His peace and His everlasting love that radiates from you now. Praising Him along side you, sweet Sister! I pray that if we are found worthy to enter into His New Kingdom, we are able to meet. So much love to you and Tim. Keep shining His light! 🫶🏽

  • @jaitara3781
    @jaitara3781 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Definitely shed a tear or two 😭wish the best for you Alana it was so beautiful watching you grow and find God♥

  • @maggiejlarsen
    @maggiejlarsen 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    So excited for whatever journey you find yourself on ❤️

  • @baylievanwinkle8713
    @baylievanwinkle8713 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +98

    while i completely understand not wanting to do youtube, PLEASE consider doing vlogs every now and then? i come to watch you for your vibe and lifestyle

    • @nittyarizza
      @nittyarizza 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

      I second this!! I’m not even into Christian content but I’ll watch it cause of her

    • @isaura-22
      @isaura-22 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      even just doing short 7 min videos every now and then isnt so bad! people want to see the lives of Christian people

  • @MissJenMichelleXX
    @MissJenMichelleXX 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This resonated deeply with me. As someone who similarly relies on social media, the way I look, and being someone I’m not for money, I’ve always felt like there was more. I don’t care about hustle culture. I love music that has meaning. I love not caring about how I look. But I have to for my job. I’ve dabbled in going to church here and there, and I’ve had Christian friends. The happiness and confidence those people have is deep and fulfilling. I can see that myself. It’s just so scary changing your life.

  • @JulieBarresi
    @JulieBarresi 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I’m so happy to have witnessed your journey and can say I’ll truly miss seeing your videos. Best of luck in whatever is next for you ❤

  • @kueenash531
    @kueenash531 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    God bless you, Alana 🙏 I'm so excited for you, for this new chapter :) May you always follow your heart❤ You are so loved!

  • @heathermagee
    @heathermagee 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Ugly crying throughout this. Youve got me through a lot of tough times. Definitely one of my comfort youtubers. So glad you found such a deep happiness- good luck and best wishes in all of your future endeavors! Sending so much love!

  • @lightdove7
    @lightdove7 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    Girl😭🥹, I've been following you since 2019. Never missed a video. And I'm so happy for your new journey. I have really found you inspiring with what you have recently shared. It made me reflect on the changes I am willing to make to draw closer to God. I pray you continue to be an inspiration to other people in your life. Thank for creating this channel, for choosing what's best and brings peace. I was crying throughout the video and I send blessings. Lots of love 🥰🤗😭 from South Africa 🇿🇦

  • @rhiannondl210
    @rhiannondl210 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Seeing you evolve and become your authentic self is truly inspiring! Seeing you grow and find such happiness makes me so so happy for you! Your videos have felt like a message to me lately to work on my relationship with God and when you brought up the email I almost cried. While I don’t think I’m ready to have all my questions answered, it truly means so much that you’ve created a space where people can feel comfortable asking questions they may be too scared to ask other people or aren’t sure how to find answers on their own. Thank you for all you’ve shared over the years. Wishing you nothing but more happiness in the future! ❤

  • @paigegoodger
    @paigegoodger 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you for everything Alana! Equally happy for you and sad we won’t get to see any more of your amazing content. Sending you lots of love ❤

  • @momentswithrussell
    @momentswithrussell 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    That's sooooo authentic and that what's making you so unique,very glad you realised that and you are a better version of yourself 🤍thank you for sharing honesty

  • @heyitsquiche
    @heyitsquiche 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Congratulations on this new chapter in your life. I pray that you continue to let God guide you, that you continue to lean on Him, and that the desires of your heart align with His. Sending you love in Christ, and may our good Lord continue to bless you and your family. ❤

  • @carolina_zafra
    @carolina_zafra 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    what a beautiful journey I have witnessed, I don’t remember why or how I found your channel many years ago but I started to consume your content being a Christian myself. It's been beautiful to watch the transformation that Jesus produced in your life, what a perfect reminder for me of the power of God! thank you for sharing with us❤🙏

  • @angelinaavocado6162
    @angelinaavocado6162 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Wow, Alana, I am truly blown away. Thank you for sharing your incredible journey.

  • @chandranading408
    @chandranading408 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Your true supporters will love you no matter what girl❤ I will miss watching your videos but I’m so happy for what the future has in store for you and your family!

  • @kelseysullivan3931
    @kelseysullivan3931 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Gosh I'm so happy for you. I first subscribed years ago and stopped watching when I stopped identifying with the content, in the last few years I started again and the last while I've been so excited to see the journey you've been on. It's been inspiring. Do what makes you happy ❤ and thank you for sharing this!

  • @sammykellyshow
    @sammykellyshow 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You have the most beautiful testimony Alana! You need to keep spreading it around no matter what you are doing. I was a believer before I started watching your videos years ago and your coming to faith story has truly spoke to me.

  • @Tennessee_wildflower
    @Tennessee_wildflower 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You cuddling your sleeping dog is the sweetest thing
    Been following you since the injections/med spa days since I went to the same spot - but I gotta say this era of Alana is my favorite. You have grown, matured and you're more beautiful and radiant now than ever!

  • @LUVBUG24K
    @LUVBUG24K 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This video was so beautiful, I am sending you all the love with this new endeavor ❤ you’re amazing

  • @fluflepower123
    @fluflepower123 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Alana you will be missed! I loved your videos and esp the ones about mental health - seeing someone be so open and honest about it while also showing there is hope to recover and the exact steps you made to recover is so inspirational to me, and encouraged me to try DBT to !
    One question though are you going to be posting still on other platforms like instagram/tiktok? or is it a step back from everything?
    take care Alana x

  • @everydaybeans
    @everydaybeans 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    been following you for so many years. So happy for you that you found God, bless you always Alana

  • @LindaRosem
    @LindaRosem 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Wow, I was not prepared for the tears of joy I felt watching you share and the transformation in you! When I first started watching you years ago I remember sharing how much joy knowing God could bring and how I wanted that for you and prayed for you as I commented it (it’s been years so I don’t remember much else about it haha), so it literally is like a dream come true to witness this. Thank you for sharing, and I’m going to continue cheering you on even if I can’t see the journey 🤎🥹🥰🙏🏾🥳😍💕

  • @junemarieweaver974
    @junemarieweaver974 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Wow, Alana! I’ve watched you evolve into a Christian and it’s been beautiful. Because of that evolution, and bc it’s been so inspiring to see an actual loving relationship between you and your husband, you became my favorite TH-camr! I believe in God as well and I congratulate you on how He has pushed your growth. ❤

  • @gabyfalcon3492
    @gabyfalcon3492 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    online bible study❤I have been watching like four or five ywars ago and I was always looking forward for your videos. Now, I am ao happy to see you happy. The reason why I watch was because of your personality, regardless what you posted. I always enjoyed your vids. It so wonderful to see your layback life and having a relationship with God. Thank you Alana! I loved your wedding dress😍🥹. I was also going to say the end brought me to tears. I will definitely be miss you😔

  • @7BillionReasons
    @7BillionReasons 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I loved this video the most out of all of your videos. It made me feel at peace. I hope we are both surrounded by people who help us feel that daily 🥰

  • @kylalombardi9000
    @kylalombardi9000 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Such a beautiful way to end your TH-cam career! Giving all the glory to our King! You are a beautiful soul, Alana! Blessings to you. Thank you for sharing your journey with us all. 💛

  • @hadisf.3314
    @hadisf.3314 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I wish you all the best in life and for your relationship with God. I feel your subscribers have grown with you. Your journey has been inspiring to watch. All the best from Germany!

  • @brontekent1078
    @brontekent1078 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sending so much love all the way from New Zealand ❤️ I’ve been with you from the very start, the way you have radiated like an angel since you begun your relationship with God … it’s just beautiful to see you being so…you. I wish you all the best beautiful woman ❤️ xxx

  • @jacklyngaynor3817
    @jacklyngaynor3817 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    My sister in Christ, thank you for sharing your journey💓 I can’t wait to see you in heaven one day!

  • @oliviam0314
    @oliviam0314 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Nooo please don’t quit TH-cam!!!! Your videos make me so happy. I love watching you grow & explore life so much 🩷

  • @reya3002
    @reya3002 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    thank you for being a light and so boldly standing for Christ

  • @jackelinnevazquez6798
    @jackelinnevazquez6798 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    As the oldest of 5, You were a great “big sister” figure for me with good advice and your personality was what made me like you and feel comfortable. Happy to see you happy! Thank you

  • @elizabethmarie8293
    @elizabethmarie8293 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I cried. I love the joy and happiness, the freeness Christ has brought to you. ❤ I would love to join into a zoom Bible study!

  • @sophiem2109
    @sophiem2109 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Maybe a podcast? Where you answer questions or react on stories from your audience… somwhere you could connect through bible stories also😌🙏

  • @mjl934
    @mjl934 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    What a beautiful journey 😢, God bless you Alana may the Lord continue you to guide you all the rest of your days 🙏 ❤️

  • @EyesForYou21
    @EyesForYou21 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So happy for you! Your transformation is incredible and a testament to God’s goodness. God bless you ❤❤

  • @heavyrural
    @heavyrural 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Just wanted to let you know that your videos about Jesus and god were a big part of my saving. If you had never posted those idk if I would be where I am right now. I’m sure god would have got me there eventually but your videos are what got the ball rolling and got me thinking about the idea of god and now I can happily say that god is a part of my life and I’ve never been more grateful. He saved me. Your videos saved me. Thank you

  • @marikekok1602
    @marikekok1602 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Thank you for all your content over the years i could relate to every season. So proud of how far you have come. I will miss you and all your videos. I've been a longterm subscriber and learned a lot form your content. May you be blessed in this new season. Lots of love xx
    In Afrikaans we say " laat dit met jou goed gaan op die pad voorentoe" which means : Let it go well with you( good luck) on your way forward" 🇿🇦

  • @in-joovink5106
    @in-joovink5106 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You look so happy! I wish you the best with your loved ones ❤

  • @haniarais7175
    @haniarais7175 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you for this i was about to start my social media journey, thanks for sharing your experience ❤❤❤❤

  • @lilianaodierno412
    @lilianaodierno412 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I have committed on your videos periodically throughout the years but I really hope you are able to see this one. I am so grateful for finding your channel which has brought me joy and comfort throughout highschool and college. I have always been catholic but have had ups and downs with it as I’ve struggled with my anxiety and depression, but similar to you this past year something clicked with my relationship with God and I feel blessed to have witnessed your growth in your self love and love for God. You have genuinely been such an inspiration for me in how I want to live my life. I pray that you continue to go through life in Gods light. Thank you for EVERYTHING you have done in being an inspiration and a true role model ❤️

  • @christineparkinson2029
    @christineparkinson2029 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are an inspiration!! As someone who is the same age as you, I completely understand having to conform to certain standards etc, even when it comes to music or what I watch or read or wear…and watching you over the years (but especially this past year) has really resonated with me and I appreciate you letting me in this far. You have a beautiful family, a beautiful soul and I wish you nothing but the best ♥️ if we see you again, it will be counted as a great blessing ♥️ love from me in the UK ♥️

  • @Ve_Melo
    @Ve_Melo 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Thank you Alana. You have inspired me in so many ways. I wish you all the best now and forever. Looking forward to meeting you a little more. ❤

  • @kiasfishies
    @kiasfishies 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Loved your response to your friend soooo much 🥰 truly the Holy Spirit guiding you, you did it boldly, thank you!

  • @michelleleuch
    @michelleleuch 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I cried watching this!!! This is so beautiful. Best of luck in your future endeavors

  • @jozefinangelique
    @jozefinangelique 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    this is so incredibly beautiful. i love how similar our spiritual journeys have been, yet so different with different "religions". i love you and take care. i'm so happy that another human being found this much peace and happiness

  • @DaniKlyvs
    @DaniKlyvs 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Crying. Jesus is so good! 😭♥️
    Im SO happy that you found Jesus and he changed your life completely! Thankful to being able to see change in your life. That’s an amazing testimony! I’ve followed you years …to now see that ending makes wanna scream shouts of joy! What a joy we have in Jesus! ♥️🙌🏽 hallelujah! Enjoy life with Jesus ♥️

  • @user-xb9yb6jv6c
    @user-xb9yb6jv6c 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You got baptiseddd! I’m crying of happiness. I love you so much. God bless you!🥺❤️

  • @liliabelle3089
    @liliabelle3089 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am bawling my eyes out. Thank you for sharing your testimony, it’s so powerful. Thank you thank you, sister in Christ ❤

  • @ashleyberardi1139
    @ashleyberardi1139 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It makes me so emotional to see you so happy I wish I find my inner peace and happiness soon

  • @omg_itssandra9121
    @omg_itssandra9121 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Awww Alana! It’s been a pleasure watching you all these years. Thank you for your time and I’m so happy to see how happy and fulfilled you’ve become! Wish you the best

  • @savannahdaniel204
    @savannahdaniel204 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

    Alan you have me crying listening to you. I have been struggling so much and I've constantly thought about getting into church and things but I'm scared because my husband really is not in to doing that and he doesn't really want that lifestyle and I'm scared to do it alone with my kids, but I think, listening to your testimony, makes me cry and wonder what it would be, if I did do the uncomfortable thing.

    • @megwillmadeit
      @megwillmadeit 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      I started doing it alone with my daughter, it has been amazing. I wish you the best and God welcomes all❤

    • @megwillmadeit
      @megwillmadeit 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Also been tough at times too i won’t lie! But the overwhelming peace & knowledge of who God is has been so worth it.

    • @savannahdaniel204
      @savannahdaniel204 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@megwillmadeit I worry if I don't start getting my 3 1/2 and two-year-old in it that always look for love and others like I always have and I'm also scared that if I go alone or lose my husband..

    • @susiem.2068
      @susiem.2068 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Hello ! I've started to go to Church by myself in 2020 and guess what ? It's 2024 my entire family is going to church now. They have seen how much God worked trough me and changed me for the better and they joined in. It may seem scary, isolating and a little embarassing at first but the benefits outweigh the initial discomfort so much ! Plus at this point, you have absolutely nothing to lose, only things to gain. Worst case scenario, you don't like the denomination around you and you try going to another Church. You can even try to learn about the Bible online first so you can feel more knowledgeable and confident at first. Take care, God bless you and your family. Love you, have a nice day !

    • @beautyandbrainz
      @beautyandbrainz 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      You can do it! :) I’ve been going alone to a nondenominational Christian church. It can be frightening at first, but find a church that suits you. Your children will appreciate it as they get older and they understand and develop their own relationship with Christ. Read them books for their age about Jesus. Churches offer programs/groups for kids & adults. You have more to gain than to lose. With time hopefully your husband will be intrigued and inclined to go. Don’t let fear stop you from building a beautiful relationship with God and getting to know him :)

  • @3assal007
    @3assal007 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love love love your growth I’ve been following you for years and I just love your self growth it’s inspiring 🤍🤍🤍🤍

  • @_vikie09
    @_vikie09 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Amazing video . I been here with you since you first started . Love you Alana. You have grown into a wonderful person. And God bless you on your new chapter of life❣️❣️❣️

  • @Nashbash4397
    @Nashbash4397 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Im so happy for you, Alana. You genuinely look so happy and content with your life and it's so beautiful to see ❤️. I wish you so much happiness and love in whatever you do and wherever your life takes you.

  • @giamiranda8838
    @giamiranda8838 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are so so beautiful!!!! This made me cry!!!! I’m going to miss watching you 😢😢❤❤❤ wishing you the best of the best❤❤

  • @charlottemarie4037
    @charlottemarie4037 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So. Emotional. What a beautiful testimony. Thank you for taking us along this journey with you from start to finish. You are one of the only TH-camrs I never miss an upload with & have loved for years. I selfishly wish you didn’t have to go, but know you will be deeply missed. I wish you the most beautiful life. Hopefully you’ll share bits and pieces of where you go and the beautiful things you’ll do on Instagram, but if you don’t, that’s okay too. May God bless you and your family today & always 🙏🤍

  • @sophiedsilva9590
    @sophiedsilva9590 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for sharing your life with us for so long. Growing up with you has been so special. The transformation in your life once learning about Christ is undeniable, and I am so happy to witness the happiness you are now encountering after knowing and feeling God's love. Sending lots of love and prayers your way. So grateful for you Alana, you have helped me and countless others more than you will ever know

  • @wishofpurple
    @wishofpurple 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    How wonderful God is. He has taken you into His care now. What an amazing blessing. I feel like you guys can also be an amazing influence on TH-cam for so many people who are unhappy and searching for the true meaning to why they are here. It can be a great tool for sharing the gospel without distracting you from your walk with Christ. No matter where someone is in their life, we all need to be reminded or introduced, or uplifted be God. Please reconsider using TH-cam as one of your platforms for sharing the gospel. God bless you and your family. ❤

  • @soyvaniajm
    @soyvaniajm 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for your honesty and for all the videos you posted. I was really enjoying your new path and content, it is something that I can really relate, real life, building a home with Jesus hand involved. I hope you consider still posting organic and real (non-filtered) life, because we all need good references in social media. 💕💕

  • @KC-si9kf
    @KC-si9kf 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I am going to miss your videos! Thank you for sharing your life with us! 🥲

  • @lunamaybe8038
    @lunamaybe8038 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    this feels so incredible genuine. At first I thought your channel changes were strange because it didnt fit with the view i had of you from the past years, but now I understand.
    I wish you the best! if you ever feel like making a lil video again, id be happy to see it, if not its okay as well. But do what makes you happy and healthy!

  • @izabellkrystal
    @izabellkrystal 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

    It brings tears to my eyes to see just how much light our lord has brought to your life through his love! I’m am so extremely happy for you and I wish you all the best💘🙏

  • @madelinerose444
    @madelinerose444 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I’ve been following you since the beginning! It’s so crazy to see how much you’ve changed and grown, and all that you’ve accomplished through the years! I’m so happy for you!🥲 God bless!❤

  • @leannehale1869
    @leannehale1869 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    You deserve the peace you have found. Wishing you all the best Alana. You have come so far ❤

  • @melodylira749
    @melodylira749 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This made me tear up🥺I’m so happy for you and what you are choosing to do is the best for yourself especially when you asked God for answers. I’m going to miss watching your videos. You inspired a bunch of women. I can see how much you have changed and became pure in the heart when you started being a follower of Jesus. This video was so beautiful. Thank you❤️and God bless you and your husband

  • @yandrelavilesmartinez3286
    @yandrelavilesmartinez3286 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You're unbelievable! I'm so happy for you. I stumbled on your channel about 3 years ago, looking for info on laser hair removal. I found you to be amazing, but I wasn't into the lavish and luxurious image as much, so I'd only watch once in a blue moon, the more serious videos. I often found a human I can relate to in'em; even if our problems were very different.
    Now you're not portraying rich, but you're actually rich in the ways that matter, you're wiser happier and focused. Wow! I'm genuinely inspired by you. Farewell, and thank you for sharing so much of your life with us. That has a high cost that not many people notice. I personally, found a lot of value in it. Now onto a new chapter! All the best! 😊

  • @tori_lahr
    @tori_lahr 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    girl you did not need to make me cry like this on my birthday!! I am so happy for you Alana and I know that this is what is right for you. I have watched your videos since the home health aid days and grew with your content. I remember being so worried for you when you were in the depths of your depression, and I am so happy that you found true happiness in Christ. I was raised Christian and have been one my whole life, and it is true that God is the only thing that fulfills. I'm praying for you and your journey ahead.

  • @bethventuresx8283
    @bethventuresx8283 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for everything youve ever done for us on this channel, from the more earthly things to the godly love youve allowed us to know through you. Its always sad when a chapter ends, but i just know theres something greater waiting for you..knowing that, personally, is enough for me. As long as youre happy and at peace. Sending you and Tim so much love! Excited to know you ❤

  • @precioush5825
    @precioush5825 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    33:17 I definitely cried at the end. To see the growth, the steady transition to the Alana that now operates from a place of victory through Jesus. I am sad we won't be getting content here on TH-cam but, I'm so elated that you found Christ. God bless and strengthen you!!!

  • @lu.i.1795
    @lu.i.1795 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I genuinely love your message in this video❤❤❤

  • @ika849
    @ika849 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    As a Muslim and I been following you for years now it’s been very delightful knowing you and we were similar in many ways I got my cosmetic procedures we cared about looks and about money I worked all day thinking money was my salvation and did change how my god made me physically (which in Islam is prohibited because the way you look is god’s beautiful creation and it never can better ) and also my obsession about money never made happy yes I was better off than many people around me and I got what I want but end of day I was alone tired and unhappy, but that all changed lately I’m focusing on my happiness and my daily prayers and my own nutrition and exercising and taking care of my body and skin and I never felt better yes I’m 30 but better late than never and I’m so happy and more religious than ever and I understand many things in Islam now spiritually not only as sayings .. and I’m so happy for you to find god yourself and in Islam we do believe Christians which is a “people of the book “ one of Abrahamic religions that if they live an honest and righteous and believe in god they will go to heaven (which is up to gods judgment for all of us ) I hope you live a happy life Alana

  • @KelseeJoS
    @KelseeJoS 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    An online bible study sounds great! I would be interested. Wish you the best on this next chapter of life. Loved watching you all these years! ❤

  • @everildis
    @everildis 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    you were a BIG reason i started streaming. i have enjoyed your videos for YEARS. i wish you the best in this new stage of your life!

  • @melb0803
    @melb0803 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are a wise young lady and I think it's great that you want to help people more personally/individually, but please know that you do already inspire and help others through your videos. Sharing your thoughts, insights, hobbies, etc. can fill voids we have in our real lives and relationships and help us to figure out who we are or who we want to be.

  • @CeydaYarasir
    @CeydaYarasir 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for sharing your life with us over the years, may god always be in your heart x

  • @nittyarizza
    @nittyarizza 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Dear Alana,
    Your video has brought tears to my eyes. Seeing the joy bloom within you after keeping up with you after all these years makes me so happy. Of course we will miss you, but if you ever decide to return I’m sure many of us would welcome you back with open arms. Please let us know how we can keep up with you to see how you’re doing. I wish you all the best and thank you for being a “friend” to so many of us when we needed it!