In late december (december 23) my best friend and lover at the time passed away. I was the last person he ever called before he took his life. I tie his shirt around my belt loop and show him all the things he never got to see. Im happy to say i am seeing this band this saturday and will be bringing his shirt with me.
And that is the greatest thing. Because the music from that erra was fantastic. We got some solids still in 2019 but I will always remember the music from that erra.
@@mentaltelepathy24 Era*. Also, if you haven't already, I recommend Empty's new album, Hope and The Loss of it. It's got a very throwback feeling to it, a little Underoath-ish.
@@tommiewesley9479 you sure? the lyrics is about someone grieving over someone's suicide (that what I got outta this even if it's not based off real events
@@dylanparrott8347 It's based upon very real events, hence the "In memory of Natalie Margaret Garrett" at the end. She's the girl this song is about. I feel quite bad for Connie (lead singer).
The lead vocal sings with all of her emotions. She goes mental in this video. I know how it feels to see someone you really love most ain't next to you anymore
Connie is obviously a guy, not to disrespect him or anything. I think he's a great frontman in a Oliver sykes/mitch lucker-y kind of way (and I mean that as a huge compliment)
Spooking nope, I’m more of a realistic, scientific type of guy. Just cause he says he’s a girl, is simply not true. You seriously going to deny science? Sorry the burst your bubble, but he’s technically still a guy, and that’s never going to change.
This smells so good of 2005 emocore like from autumn to ashes in the beginning and then it's a depressive knocked loose. Best thing i've heard lately! Amazing work!
Check bands like Joshua Fit For Battle, Neil Perry, Pg.99, Majority Rule, Circle Takes The Square, Stop It!, A Day In Black and White, Welcome The Plague Year..... The late 90'/early 00's bands that inspired this. You'll be surprise how much it sounds like JFFB and Neil Perry specifically. Exactly what these guys were listening to.
September 2021 I lost the only person I've ever loved. This song has really helped me process my grief. It saddens me someone else had to go through what I have been through, but there is also comfort in knowing someone has felt the same thing as me. Connie and her music have changed my life to say the least. I remember screaming this song at the last sysc show I went to, the last performance I will see of this song. I don't think I don't think I will ever have another experience match what I felt that night. I'm so glad Connie and her music exits because I'm really not sure where I would be without either. Can't wait to see sysc again in December.
@@usefulcrackhead2485 the song is about her (connie) ex girlfriend who killed herself. her name was natalie. a lot of this album is about addiction, depression mental illness because of that occurrence.
on march 26th, 2024, i got a call from someone i haven’t talked to in a very long time. i was told that my best friend killed herself. and then the person hung up. i couldn’t go to her funeral. coincidentally, i was listening to this song before i got that phone call. i was listening to the entirety of this album for the first time. i like to believe that was the universe’s way of warning me what was about to happen. this song means so much to me.
This song made me think about my army buddy. We didn't talk as much, when we both went our separate ways out of the army. We lost more guys coming back from Iraq than we did while in country. He was one of them lost back here in the states. I'll miss ya, brother.
@@KevenCobblepot I know this is late but I think Kylie used them not out of fear but because THEY do not know Natalie’s gender, so “they” works as a unisex/genderless pronoun
"They said you looked so peaceful and I don’t know if I wish I could have seen you like that, no struggle, no pain, you’re unchained from this earth. " I hope anyone here can find peace in this life. Reach out to your homies or family. YOU ARE REALLY NOT ALONE.
Rest In Peace Natalie! This song pulls my heart strings so hard. Very inspirational and raw, even picturing one of my friends losing their battle fucking crushes me. Sending love and light to you and the families ❤️❤️
my grandpa passed away in the day after christmas due to cancer, only a few days before my own birthday at new years eve. the last time i saw him alive was the day before it just hits different when you're in the situation where the feelings expressed in the song match with your own experieces, i miss you gramps ❤
Commenting under my dad's account, but I found out today that my friend Jeremy committed suicide last night. Thank you for this song. Thank you so much.
In March 2022, my previous best friend of 4 years and the first person I ever loved passed away, and in December I was admitted to a residential hospital because the loss was starting to hit me, on top of other things, I ended up meeting my current partner and the love of my life while I was there until February of this year, if I hadn't met them and if I hadn't been treated I don't think I would have made it to the new year Rest In Peace Natalie, and Connie thank you so much for sharing yours and her story🖤🖤🖤
I always go back to this song. Now it has deeper meaning for me. The lyrics encapsulate how I feel in a way I could never explain. Since this past December, I have felt more hopeless, more lost, more depressed, more suicidal. I relapsed and hurt myself twice. I relapsed again just yesterday. I'm sorry for your loss, Connie. I'm sorry that I wanted my end to come so soon as well. I feel selfish yet again.. someone please tell me it gets better. I just wish I were strong enough to do what needs to be done..
My wife, my love died several years ago. This song is pure raw pain. The lyrics are too real. I know it sounds trite but this song describes my pain and thoughts so accurately. I can barely see through the tears to text this. Chris I love and miss you still, I would burn the world to ash for one hour with you. Thank you for writing this
Man, If this band doesn't bring me back to my HS years (00-04) and the sick metalcore/hardcore that influenced me (Skycamefalling, Hopesfall, From Autumn to Ashes, From A Second Story Window, etc), my lyrics and all the bands I was in, IDK what does!
Damn reading those lyrics put tears in my eyes. I love how you can see all the pain and all the raw emotion this band put into the song. This is the epiphany of art. ♡
Had this randomly playing in the car having an episode again trying not to end things, calmed me down... I’m sorry you lost someone so precious Connie..
After watching your videos, I truly feel something that normally isn't provoked easily. I truly hope all of you progress in the dreams you aim for...good luck Spacecowboy...dream big
Heard of them about a year before they toured with knocked loose and when they played this live at the masquerade in ATL all of the anguish and despair shown in this song was shown all over again during the performance. Love the new stuff and hope i get to see y'all again live!
SYSP with IIDF are what fans from early 2000's emo music lovers needed. Their songs feel like if we are back in time when everything was harder but yet better. Connie's screams are something awesome and what give's me somehow a bit of energy to deal with live.
I was thinking even earlier like early 2000s from autumn to ashes or red roses for a blue lady, great combo emotional vocals/lyrics with brutal mosh I'm going to have to check out more of this band
"There are so many things I wish I could say in that moment Or the last time that we spoke When I was really the last voice that you heard on this Earth" man that hit fucking home dude my friend passed away and I was the last person to ever hear her and i understand your pain.
In late december (december 23) my best friend and lover at the time passed away. I was the last person he ever called before he took his life. I tie his shirt around my belt loop and show him all the things he never got to see. Im happy to say i am seeing this band this saturday and will be bringing his shirt with me.
hope youre doing good man. Was the show good?
@@wolfdragon4176 thank you homie I'm doin better. The show was fucking great.
@@killerzart6662 good to hear keep it up. And I hope to see them one day went to buy tickets for a festival they were in and it was sold out
@@killerzart6662 i know this is an old comment but i do the same with a pendant necklace with her ashes around my neck. I take her everywhere with me.
@@Rick-bc2ds aw that's so sweet :) I hope you're doing okay and I'm here if you need anyone I understand loss is very hard
This band makes music for the 2004-2007 metalcore scene lol I love it
David Lyon zao with a mix of underoath
And that is the greatest thing. Because the music from that erra was fantastic. We got some solids still in 2019 but I will always remember the music from that erra.
@@mentaltelepathy24 Era*.
Also, if you haven't already, I recommend Empty's new album, Hope and The Loss of it. It's got a very throwback feeling to it, a little Underoath-ish.
They make music for your health ;)
@@Cognitoman I fucking love Zao
This made me tear up. Probably the most pain I've ever seen conveyed through a song. I hope y'all are doing okay.
Clicked for the Cowboy Bebop reference, stayed for the music.
... you're gonna carry that weight
Me too
yep
same, "shot"
Same here
literally have tears in my eyes, my sister just passed away in august and man this really hits me hard.
Stay strong, brother. Family is forever.
Love you, Justin. ❤
R.I.P.
i love you justin
Sorry for your sister's loss bro
Lyrics gave me chills, there's so much raw emotion in this song
No there isnt
@@tommiewesley9479 you sure? the lyrics is about someone grieving over someone's suicide (that what I got outta this even if it's not based off real events
@@dylanparrott8347 It's based upon very real events, hence the "In memory of Natalie Margaret Garrett" at the end. She's the girl this song is about. I feel quite bad for Connie (lead singer).
@@tommiewesley9479 if you can’t feel the emotion then you’re most likely a sociopath 🤷🏻♀️ lol
It's about her ex who committed suicide while they were together, I'd hope theres emotion
The lead vocal sings with all of her emotions. She goes mental in this video. I know how it feels to see someone you really love most ain't next to you anymore
@@botany1629she's trans LGBT today calls them as her now
Connie is obviously a guy, not to disrespect him or anything. I think he's a great frontman in a Oliver sykes/mitch lucker-y kind of way (and I mean that as a huge compliment)
@@nappyisanegatgrabingeatred7173 she's a girl, she's openly trans lol
@@kurlzdagodbeats3589 gender identity and biological gender are two completely different things lol. The lead singer is a woman
Spooking nope, I’m more of a realistic, scientific type of guy. Just cause he says he’s a girl, is simply not true. You seriously going to deny science? Sorry the burst your bubble, but he’s technically still a guy, and that’s never going to change.
This reminds me of ''Behind Me Lies Another Fallen Soldier'' by As I Lay Dying
This smells so good of 2005 emocore like from autumn to ashes in the beginning and then it's a depressive knocked loose. Best thing i've heard lately! Amazing work!
It totally does sound like one of the tracks off of from autumn to ashes first album!
Yes!! Was going to say the same thing
Check bands like Joshua Fit For Battle, Neil Perry, Pg.99, Majority Rule, Circle Takes The Square, Stop It!, A Day In Black and White, Welcome The Plague Year.....
The late 90'/early 00's bands that inspired this.
You'll be surprise how much it sounds like JFFB and Neil Perry specifically.
Exactly what these guys were listening to.
Knocked loose ain’t got shit on SYSC
I was literally thinking this exact thing before I took a look at the comments.
September 2021 I lost the only person I've ever loved. This song has really helped me process my grief. It saddens me someone else had to go through what I have been through, but there is also comfort in knowing someone has felt the same thing as me. Connie and her music have changed my life to say the least. I remember screaming this song at the last sysc show I went to, the last performance I will see of this song. I don't think I don't think I will ever have another experience match what I felt that night. I'm so glad Connie and her music exits because I'm really not sure where I would be without either. Can't wait to see sysc again in December.
Rest in Peace Natalie.
I love the departure from more tongue-in- cheek lyrics into something deeper. So full of genuine anguish.
Who is natalie?
M
@@usefulcrackhead2485 the song is about her (connie) ex girlfriend who killed herself. her name was natalie. a lot of this album is about addiction, depression mental illness because of that occurrence.
on march 26th, 2024, i got a call from someone i haven’t talked to in a very long time.
i was told that my best friend killed herself. and then the person hung up.
i couldn’t go to her funeral.
coincidentally, i was listening to this song before i got that phone call.
i was listening to the entirety of this album for the first time.
i like to believe that was the universe’s way of warning me what was about to happen.
this song means so much to me.
yeah this song. it hits so different, im in tears. Im sorry for your loss Connie.
So moving, it gave me actual goosebumps
this is like ENVY from Japan. SO much emotion. I love this!
This song made me think about my army buddy. We didn't talk as much, when we both went our separate ways out of the army. We lost more guys coming back from Iraq than we did while in country. He was one of them lost back here in the states. I'll miss ya, brother.
So beautiful. Made me cry for Natalie and I never knew them. I hope the grieving gets easier for Connie and everyone affected by Natalie’s death 💓
I like how you say them, as if you're afraid to call Natalie a girl
@@KevenCobblepot I know this is late but I think Kylie used them not out of fear but because THEY do not know Natalie’s gender, so “they” works as a unisex/genderless pronoun
The beginning reminds me of A year from now by Across Five Aprils. This is super powerful. Can't wait for the Palladium show in Mass.
Exactly what I thought too
Yep me2
it reminds me of them and old underoath.
Also, behind me lies another fallen soldier
I got more of a Drop Dead, Gorgeous vibe for a second. The melody in the background almost sounds like a slowed down Knife Vs Face Round 1
"They said you looked so peaceful and I don’t know if I wish I could have seen you like that, no struggle, no pain, you’re unchained from this earth. "
I hope anyone here can find peace in this life. Reach out to your homies or family.
YOU ARE REALLY NOT ALONE.
The beginning has a huge “a year from now” by across five April’s feel. I loven
Fuckkk across five April’s meets mortal treason
this song is so powerfull, bring so much emotions to the surface.
i love this band.
cheers from Brazil.
Nunca tinha ouvido falar desses caras. Tô impressionado.
@@hiimlure eu amo essa banda já faz um tempo.
Confere os albuns anteriores, são muito bons
that riff at 2:20. such early 2000s vibes i love it.
Got them 00's Zao vibes, but in a new way. Can't wait to see them live.
Most definitely.
They're so good live
Ew
Glad I’m not the only person that thought that
Was thinking the same thing
That melody and screams go crazy.
Most underrated band in existence
Damn, those screams. Haven't a scream like that in a while.
Literally skramz bands since the 90's
Zao?
Holy Sing the Sorrow AFI Vibe. Gave me chills. Much love.
Please do a song with Davey Havok.
December 18th my grandmother took her own life. This song has meant the world to me.
My dad died 2 years ago and this hits really hard
This band definitely kicks ass bringing back that Zao Underoath meets From Autumn to Ashes type sound great job
Rest In Peace Natalie! This song pulls my heart strings so hard. Very inspirational and raw, even picturing one of my friends losing their battle fucking crushes me. Sending love and light to you and the families ❤️❤️
my grandpa passed away in the day after christmas due to cancer, only a few days before my own birthday at new years eve. the last time i saw him alive was the day before
it just hits different when you're in the situation where the feelings expressed in the song match with your own experieces, i miss you gramps ❤
Definite Norma Jean + drop dead gorgeous vibes happening here
idk about norma jean bur definitely Misery Signals + DDG
i would say josh scogin era norma jean is closer relevant to their first album release
You did her some justice. This is one of the more amazing songs I’ve ever heard
last part of this song reminds me a lot of converge - a single tear from 2:25 onwards and this is great
Yes, obviously sysc is one of that convergecore bands
SlashpLOder kurt ballou produced this record.
2:00 for the full build up
YESSS!
Literally thought the same!
Love converge 🤘🏽🖤
This is my favorite song off the album
This is my favorite song in general
@@liamziegler2258 I can somewhat agree with that.
Dissertation of an idle voice is my favorite. It's short but it hits all the right spots
Commenting under my dad's account, but I found out today that my friend Jeremy committed suicide last night. Thank you for this song. Thank you so much.
Thane Johnson sorry man, I’ve been through the same with family and people I knew from school.
In March 2022, my previous best friend of 4 years and the first person I ever loved passed away, and in December I was admitted to a residential hospital because the loss was starting to hit me, on top of other things, I ended up meeting my current partner and the love of my life while I was there until February of this year, if I hadn't met them and if I hadn't been treated I don't think I would have made it to the new year
Rest In Peace Natalie, and Connie thank you so much for sharing yours and her story🖤🖤🖤
Connie is so relatable, I also want to break wine bottles on my head, drown myself in a bath, lie down in a corner and scream :)
Made me remember Society's Finest. Miss those dudes.
Spoken word sounds like "A Cold Winners Morning."
This is art, men.
Why this is not the popular music?
This is really good
🥺🖤
Everyone makes this music. How is it unique
because screaming is satanic and scary to pop culture
@@TheZacharyMartinShow Where did he say unique?
They are so cool and chill , so glad I was able to go to one of their shows and eat at whataburger with them !
I can see the pain in her face. This is beautiful in every aspect
A warning to everyone listening to this. Don’t do it while you just lost a close friend and drunk. You will be sobbing hysterically.
Seriously 😭☠️
I haven’t lost anyone lately nor am I drunk but I’m still crying my eyes out
I always go back to this song. Now it has deeper meaning for me. The lyrics encapsulate how I feel in a way I could never explain. Since this past December, I have felt more hopeless, more lost, more depressed, more suicidal. I relapsed and hurt myself twice. I relapsed again just yesterday. I'm sorry for your loss, Connie. I'm sorry that I wanted my end to come so soon as well. I feel selfish yet again.. someone please tell me it gets better. I just wish I were strong enough to do what needs to be done..
This song is tragic yet beautiful...
The Bled and Underoath vibes. 😍
This is perfect. The lyrics, the vibe, the music video, everything is spot on
chills... all chills. this is prime cut right here.
“In the end I can't accept that I'm still here and you are not” 💔
My wife, my love died several years ago. This song is pure raw pain. The lyrics are too real. I know it sounds trite but this song describes my pain and thoughts so accurately. I can barely see through the tears to text this. Chris I love and miss you still, I would burn the world to ash for one hour with you. Thank you for writing this
The correlation between Underoath's Alone in December And SeeYouSpaceCowboy's Late December.
Bro thought the same thing..
I just posted.....great minds my fellow old schoolers
Dude me too !!! It sounds like underoath with a mix of and zao
Especially from 2:53 up to the end of this track. 🍺🍺
Yeap, Zao vocals on an old Underoath instrumental. I dig it.
Lyrics made the song even better, one of the best bands out there right now. Can’t wait to see where they go
Glad to see some folks remember who Poison The Well are and how good they were.
You mean the legends themselves ? The boys are the reason why so many bands we love today are a thing.
@@maxwelld23 I meant this band is biting off their style pretty hard. My mistake if I made it seem like the commenters had a feeling of nostalgia.
TaterTotTasteTester oh I know I was mentioning the fact that you mentioned PSTW. Seriously underrated and not enough people talk about them.
Listen to Joshua Fit For Battle. These dudes? were more underground in those days.
This sounds EXACTLY like the last JFFB record in like 2003 or 2004.
Man, If this band doesn't bring me back to my HS years (00-04) and the sick metalcore/hardcore that influenced me (Skycamefalling, Hopesfall, From Autumn to Ashes, From A Second Story Window, etc), my lyrics and all the bands I was in, IDK what does!
Damn reading those lyrics put tears in my eyes. I love how you can see all the pain and all the raw emotion this band put into the song. This is the epiphany of art. ♡
Had this randomly playing in the car having an episode again trying not to end things, calmed me down...
I’m sorry you lost someone so precious Connie..
This is so throwback.... this is for the folks who were on Purevolume back in the day.. 🔥🔥🔥
listened to this easily over a thousand times and it still make me sob by the end every time
i hope theyre in that house by the beach
decided to take a listen since i’ll be seeing them in htx with knocked loose. good stuff
Maritza Urbina saw them two weeks ago god such a sick performance
Jealous
They were 100% worth seeing live. 🤙🏻
The intro sounds like the one part in “The Hardest Part” by Being As An Ocean
After watching your videos, I truly feel something that normally isn't provoked easily. I truly hope all of you progress in the dreams you aim for...good luck Spacecowboy...dream big
My jeans are tightening every single minute i listen to this song. Haha.
Saw you last time you were in Grand Rapids, cant miss you guys in Detroit. You guys will forever be remarkable. 🖤
First time listening and I had to listen to it twice! Very good song
Yeah this is the golden era of MySpace screemo... Revival type shit. I'm digging it.
the ghost of flowers taped to pens coming back for connie with this one lmao
Ending is beautiful! 👶💀
It's like their music traveled into the future from 2007!
best breakdown
straight up best track since Flowerstapedtopens.
Wow... love this sound!!!
HOLY CRAP. I uh missed out on hearing this band till now. Mark me down as interested!
Heard of them about a year before they toured with knocked loose and when they played this live at the masquerade in ATL all of the anguish and despair shown in this song was shown all over again during the performance. Love the new stuff and hope i get to see y'all again live!
I knew this music style as "Underoath´s extreme emo phase". I love this guys.
I GET TO SEE THEM NEXT WEEK !!
Abandoned building: CHECK
Girl drinking : CHECK
Emo vocals: CHECK
This is 2000s emo core and it slaps
thats a guy lmao
@@craigkekw Nah fam, Connie ain't a dude.
Trans I think
KC Hayes trans = guy that wants to be a girl or the other way around. Yes it’s a dude
@@wadewilliams3046 the vocalists Facebook says she/her
SYSP with IIDF are what fans from early 2000's emo music lovers needed. Their songs feel like if we are back in time when everything was harder but yet better. Connie's screams are something awesome and what give's me somehow a bit of energy to deal with live.
So different but so good, they really outdid themselves with this album!
Every best bit from all my fav songs in the past 20 years.... this album is perfect!
Dear reader.
Your life matters.
Be proud and happy. You've heard it 100 times but there is light always at the end of the tunnel.
Love Kaizen 🤘🏽
first song I’ve ever heard from sysc and I’m no where near disappointed. Thank you
Good to see 2006 is still alive and well.
I love how it punches you with sadness and anger
This song still makes me cry
Is this 2008 post hardcore? I love it lol
I was thinking even earlier like early 2000s from autumn to ashes or red roses for a blue lady, great combo emotional vocals/lyrics with brutal mosh I'm going to have to check out more of this band
Yeah I would say guitar and stuff is more 08ish but vocals for sure early 00s
AFI sing the sollow/decemberunderground my friends
More like a throwback to 2002 - 2005. By 2008 metalcore/post-hardcore was pretty much ruined by the "scene" aesthetic and Myspace culture
old school screamo vibes! love it
I thought this kinda music died it's been hard to find newer bands that's as amazing as this I love it and needs more 🌡️🔥 🤯
Being around for this and The Thespian makes me happy I didn't take my own life. Can't wait to see and hopefully meet these folks
this band can do no wrong in my eyes
I get mad touché amoré vibes from the beginning
"There are so many things I wish I could say in that moment
Or the last time that we spoke
When I was really the last voice that you heard on this Earth" man that hit fucking home dude my friend passed away and I was the last person to ever hear her and i understand your pain.
Cries of the Past, anyone?
mad love, both ways.
stoked to find fresh nostalgia
SeeYouDropDeadGorgeous
I have never heard of this band, but man does this kick ass! The vibe and voice of the song is just amazing. It really sets you up.
How can they make a song called Stop Calling Us Screamo and then drop this song hot damn
it's called metalcore bay-bee.
This song is so good. The sound is fresh enough I think to be classified as something different.
.... you need to listen to more early 2000's heavy stuff my guy. none of this is a new sound but it is solid.
definitely the best record in this year. so damn familiar to underoath. sound gorgeous. thank you so much 🖤
It remember me the time I was searching hits on myspace.
Brilliant