first! but also, i think no matter what it's worth it to just put 100% of effort into whatever you're doing. even if it's not fulfilling or not your "purpose", you'll take away much more from putting 100% into something that's ok versus just 50% into something that's ok and another 50% to wasting away.
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first!
but also, i think no matter what it's worth it to just put 100% of effort into whatever you're doing. even if it's not fulfilling or not your "purpose", you'll take away much more from putting 100% into something that's ok versus just 50% into something that's ok and another 50% to wasting away.