"We care about your education!" "It's ok to make mistakes!" "Don't be afraid to ask for help if you're confused!" but then they say: "Grades are all that matters." "Why didn't you get this question correct? it was an easy question." "I already explained that. You should have been paying attention." Teachers are such hypocrites...
@@bronzwillz4725 I get that. One time my class was preparing for a field trip and we were assigning seats. Everyone was trying to be next to their friends. My 'friend' (was a fake, manipulative bully) lied to pretend to be like me and said she said she had motion sickness too. My other friend, said: "She can't sit with us because she has motion sickness and needs to sit next to the window, but 'Some One' needs to sit next to the window too." That's all she said. That's all my friend said. Both me and her were kept after class and she got scolded on 'excluding her' to the point where my friend started to cry, and she even said that the fake friend had been bullying her. You wanna know what my teacher said? "I don't care. You were mean to her." Yeah, because saying that a kid had motion sickness is so much worse than bullying. (I'm no longer friends with the bully.)
I said i wanted to be part of a fantasy to my sister of a book and she said but what if you had to be like in a loop repeating it over and over when people read the book.I said im already on repeat every day school homework sleep eat im already in a loop as it is i would rather be in a book that has exciting adventures.
can we all collectively agree that online learning just made some of our grades go down because some of us actually find other things to do that we actually enjoy?
“They say mistakes should be made. But with those mistakes affecting grades and grades dictating your future, school really isn’t a safe place to fail.”
This hit me hard,they say this everyday but when i fail a class i get yelled at saying how I'm not like my brother,and that I'm stupid for having no motivation by my parents.
Literally, almost all of my teachers say shit like that, but when we actually make mistakes, we get bad grades and get yelled at by if not our teachers then our parents. School really isn't the place to learn new things and improve, but to get good grades and pass, and if you can't pass, you're a failure. It's so toxic and it fucks with kids mental health so much.
"I got detention cause i made that face nobody believed me that it's stuck that way" I relate to this on a whole other level, my friends and family always told me that my eyes were scary that whenever I looked at them they felt as if I hated them or that I was giving an attitude, I even got in trouble with my teachers alot because I "looked at her rudely" while she was scolding me, but that's just the way my face is, it's stuck that way.
@@Deeznutsin My caretaker's husband always asks why I make that face a lot, he doesn't really know that my face is just kinda, y'know, stuck like that :l Also because he's my least favorite family member Oh wait He's not in my family :l WeLp-
"A student talking back isn't someone being rude to you; they may be someone who knows something you don't understand, and something you refuse to understand." -Me just now
Grades in a nutshell about school: Pre k- what’s school? Kindergarten- ok whatever 1st grade- what? 2nd grade- I like elsa 3rd grade- this is getting annoying 4th grade- I hate this 5th grade- *no.* 6th grade- bruh kill me 7th grade- can I leave 8th grade- FUCK MY LIFE- 9th grade- I swear to god if- 10th grade- I hate everything 11th grade- hah it’s my last day here College- *THERES FUCKING MORE?*
8th was the worst for me until now. but i'm halfway through 9 now and it's on the same level of 'FUCKING SHIT' as 8, so i'm scared how this is gonna go on for me...
I used to be a pretty optimistic, and extroverted kid. Yes, I was loud I have to admit but I was a kid that's just how kids are. In kindergarten I skip into class with a smile on my face, nothing really changed until second grade where I had a teacher that just screamed at me, told my parents I had to go on meds, yknow the whole thing. It got to the point where I was clinging to the front door crying. My mom went to talk to the teacher that morning. She went easier on me after that but I was still terrified and didn't talk anymore. Fourth grade rolls around and I'm still that quiet kid, didnt really have any friends. When I did get a friend she was highly manipulative and bullied me for two years after that. In 6th grade she left and I was alone again. No one went up to me. I once heard someone go "she has her phone shes fine" in response to someone who was going to talk to me. Hell, In 8th grade one kid was sitting with me and some other friends and goes "I've never heard you talk before" Well damn you think theres a good reason for that huh? I'm not even gonna get into 9th grade that was just a trainwreck in itself but honestly people wonder why kids hate school so much. The system is bullshit and puts so much pressure on kids and teens and makes us become little zombies feeding us crap information that will never help us in the long run.
Aw, Im so sorry. Lonliness isnt a thing anyone should go through. If you wanna talk about stuff, feel free to reply to me. Your feelings and what you have to say is valid.
I have similar experience while I enrolled in a new school. I was usually the 'extroverted and joking around kid' and well I always got along with girls and even boys. I was always the kid in the class that would include everyone and not leave anyone out, even if I haven't talked with them. But well.. My new classmates roughly rejected me as a newbie. They didnt involve me anywhere, if I tried to talk to them they would reach the topics end and go do something else to avoid me or just stare at me in an awkward silence. Not saying anything. I could see that I was not needed, I was a bother. No one wanted to know me and I started to not want to know them too. I tried at the start, I really did. To talk, to get to know them, exchange hobbies or things like that. Nothing. Nothing worked. Time got by and I became a silent kid. Always alone, eating alone, drawing alone. They started picking on me, for the things I did. I knew that they didnt have anything better to do so I ignored them. But there's a certain point that you can do that. It started to get physical at one point. I was so done one time, they anyoned me so much by pushing my chair on purpose all the time and giggling after, that I toppled a whole desk on them. I can say they shut up for a while. I became quieter, I didn't laught, joke around or smile I seemed like a cold hearted person. At this point I could stab daggers at anyone and they would stay away so the bullying didnt last. But school was hard.. It was a torture everyday. If it wasn't for music and drawing I think I would have had severe depression. But oh well two years later, here I am. I am more silent, but still a cheerfull kid inside. I put my guard on people I dont know but I still can open up. I learned from those classmates to see what's really inside a persons heart, so I guess I have to thank them, even if theirs was damn filthy and disgusting. If anyone read this boring, rambling story of mine.. Thank you. I hope you get over what you are going through now and never give up! ♡
And if you try your best and someone still rejects you, it's their loss. You are not the problem. I understood this after a while. So stay strong and don't let them lose your way!
I remember thinking back then about how fun school and life was, I had so many friends and all the teachers loved me. I couldn't process the thought of self harm or suicide. It just seemed wrong. Harming yourself to stop pain? Ending life when there's so much in it? But now the fact that I thought it was weird back then surprises me. School makes me so stressed out. I hate school
Sometimes, I'm so low that I get the thought, " If I wanted to, I could just end it all. Right here, right now. " But I've been able to persuade myself not to. And I don't know if I can keep persuading myself anymore.
@@marshmallowsaremyrolemodel6406 I’m doing much better now, I’ve gotten help and am no longer having suicidal thoughts. I hope yo have an amazing life as well. :)
When i was a kid i was a straight A teachers pet and I didn’t understand when people said they hated school, i thought that they were just being dramatic, but now i get it. School doesn’t make me feel safe or excited to learn anymore, it just stresses me out because I can’t keep up, its too much pressure to succeed that i feel like just killing myself to get away from it. Thats not how schools are supposed to make you feel
I was my English teacher's pet at primary school, too. She sometimes made my classmates feel embarrassed, and in that moments I wanted to die. She also said that I'm so great. I know, I was the best in my class (and I'm still the best in my class) at English, but I felt so sorry about my classmates, I wanted to be like them. (But in other I loved those lessons because we had lots of fun) Okay, now the situation is quite worse, but I don't have to feel embarrassed so much time
I feel the exact same way but for all different reasons entirely. My school refuses to punish kids who threaten the life of another student. The girl who I thought was my best friend was actually a two-faced bitch who threatened to end my life because I was being "too happy" about the fact that my boyfriend had broken up with me to date her. In all actuality that ex was toxic constantly threatening his life and continued to do so after he had broken up with me. But it wasn't a cry for help, it was only ever to me and not anyone else. Not to his therapist. He was looking for attention. He even went far enough to stab his leg right next to me with an extremely sharp pencil. Now, I'm afraid of sharp pencils and being alone. Being alone with someone, being alone in the halls. She had caused me paranoia and more anxiety than I already have (I have an anxiety disorder, depression, and a sensory disorder) The fear of failing came from the fact I wanted to impress my adoptive parents. I don't want them to abandon me so I strive to impress them. It hurts my brain a lot because god forbid I ask a question about the topic. The girl who threatened me is still out there without punishment and it scares me. She knows my home address from endless sleepovers and parties. Hopefully I will feel safe in school soon
I feel you, even if I miss school because of the *thing*, in school I just feel so much pressure it can get suffocating from the expectations of others and the feeling of getting high grades matters for your future which it does but you get what I mean. I'm not saying school can't be fun I just don't like the pressure that comes the farther you come in your education.
watching this really made me think about how terrible everything about school was for me as an autistic person with ADHD and dyslexia. i've heard non disabled folk talk about their school experiences and wow, the system fucking sucks. i was bullied out of a school, and then the school i went to after that didn't give me credits for nearly four years of school so i had to switch to another school and was taking twice the amount of classes in one school year to make up for everything. did i mention i have multiple disabilities, most of which effect my learning and memory? yeah, safe to say that i am a completely different person after such intense stress and pressure. fuck the school system, it fails nearly everyone in it.
man you're litterally me! austistic with ADHD and Dyslexia, got bullied and stolen from teachers and people in my class, taking at least 2 hours of tutoring per day because my teachers didn't teach good or anything useful for 2 years. the only teacher that ''helped'' thought would be way easier for me to have good grades if she put 9 questions on each page test instead of 10 like everyone. most of my teachers didn't believe i had Dyslexia cause i was good at english even if it's hard for me to talk in any language (non native english speaker, i'm from Italy), didn't believe i had ADHD because i was calm and introvert and thought i was just faking it for attention, when i'd do ANYTHING if it ment i didn't have to be the center of attention, after 3 hour still i always zone out they think i'm doing it on purpose because i think i don't care about they're lesson, and sometimes send me out of the classroom to ''reflect on my actions'', didn't believe i had autism because i wan't ''acting autistic'' man i can't wait for the next school year
@@Tipsy_Turby tbh my parents kind of understand because my mom is a teacher and she understands the workload and the amount of exams they give us. And even if she wasnt a teacher i bet she’d still understand how i feel
I've been what you would call a "nerd" my whole life and I still hate school. I hate when people assume that I like school only because I have good grades. Being smart doesn't mean that you don't get stressed out before a test or forget about your homework. This system is broken, it puts too much pressure on students, doesn't care when they are being bullied and then it blames everything on video games and technology. Edit: Ok, this is now my favorite comment I've ever made on TH-cam. I love going through the replies and seeing that I'm not alone. If you also feel the same way, feel free to join the conversation. Have a nice day ;)
Finally, someone who talked about it, I really hate it when people assume that having straight A's means that you have your life figured out and that you have nothing to worry about.
@@n1vzee It's also really annoying when they get disappointed when you get a B like just because I'm usually an A student doesn't mean that I can't struggle.
I’m an A student for the most part and that’s all well and good but in order to be that I have to absolutely trash my mental health, like light it on fire and make sure it burns. I’ve always worked much slower than other students, and though I’m intelligent it takes me absolutely forever to complete assignments. During eLearning this year everyone I knew was finishing their work in 1 to 3 days every week but I was taking from 9 am to whatever time I got to sleep every day of every week to finish my assignments. Monday through Sunday and you know what? It was barely worse than normal school. I’ve never had free time, that didn’t change, but having my parents checking in constantly made me feel awful. I could be doing well with school stuff but if you ask me how I’m doing with schoolwork or say anything related to school my mood plummets. Even nowadays when school isn’t going on. The reminder of expectations just leaves this lingering memory of every mistake I’ve ever made.
@@carianawaters6425 Same, but I think that the reason why I work slower is that I'm a procrastinator, not only that but my attention span is low, I also get bored easily, and space out a lot.
Mother Mother-I love their music and this animation was just what I needed. I’ve been reading the comments and I’ve never felt more related to _in my life._ It’s an endeavor now, and I’m killing myself over academics, but I know every single of of you can make it to brighter skies. *We got this!* Believe in the me that believes in you ^^
honestly this is how my burnout feels. I used to love going to school and learning and was an AB honors kid up until 8th grade. 8th grade is when I seriously broke. My grades started slipping so my parents respect for me did too. I lost motivation to do any work and hid away in my room drawing which helped me keep any sanity that was left. It also didn't help that kids in school treated me like shit. Literally last year I started to dress more fashionable and started to be more confident and half the people who blatantly bullied me started to be nice like wtf. School used to be my escape now it's my 2nd prison. School has fucked up so many kids perception on real life. We won't be randomly tested in real life we won't have to carry text books for work. Many kids used to have fun with school now all it is is competion on who can get better grades. I'm glad I'm on my last year of high school because I'm taking a break for myself and my art business. No more school work no more grades. Just me and my art.
Ever just feel like you’ve given up trying at school? Like you don’t finish your homework, hand in assignments late and just overall starting to lose that care you had about not being a disappointment?
I actually thought highschool was gonna be fun, but noooo After the lockdown and isolating myself for 2 years, Ive barely got any friends (I only have like, 5 rn) and I suck at socializing, people won’t talk to me cause im too quiet, my grades been so shitty, and its still halfway in the quarter not to mention my anxiety,,,,it’s scary,, i always feel like puking when I go to school and had to pretend to be sick a week ago cause i couldn’t handle it ://
@@hahayuck2169 Highschool can be sometimes fun but for other days, It is puking, I can barely eat only for 10 minutes in our break and worse, My uniform keeps crouching up to my stomach to the point where i feel difficulty on eating, and one of my classmates had difficulty on breathing and it just happened today right now, and one of my 2 classmates we're sent home cause something happened to them
I really understand people who are in quarantine now and don't want go back to school. If I don't count a few weeks in September and a week in December before Christmas, we haven't been in school since March 2020 in our country. And I can say that when we teach online, I feel much more mentally stable than ever. It's true that teachers give us so many tasks that sometimes I spend more time doing those homeworks than I normally did at school, but for me this is still better than spending a few hours a day by driving to school in crowded trams, being stressed at school and going to bed until morning when I come back home (so I slept enough hours, but another day I felt like I slept for an hour). And the worst was the week in December, when I went to school from Monday to Friday, and it was horrible for me until I left school afternoon. I felt sick, I was cold even in my jacket I wanted to cry at times and all I wanted was to just go home. Honestly, I've never felt comfortable at school, I'm studying something I don't like very much, but I don't want to go to another school because I didn't even find out what I want to do, and I although I'm in a group at class, I still don't know what to tell them most of the time, so we talk mainly when they need something and I don't want to see them. But I've never felt worse in school than the week in December. So I really don't want to go to school anymore. And I feel I'm able to do a lot to archieve that. I don't have the slightest motivation to go there. I don't care if I'll feel the same way in school as in December or before quarantine, in both cases I experienced feelings there that I no longer want. It's clear to me that sooner or later we'll go to school again anyway, but I feel that I can't do it. I finally feel alive now, I'm happy. I never felt that way at school. I understand that others want to go back to school, because the lessons are better. But if I feel like this there, then this reason has no meaning to me, unfortunately. I don't blame the school or the teachers for all this, it's just my problem. This song is probably mainly about the education system and teachers, but even so, I feel in chains at school for this reason. And I know that others are experiencing even worse things at school and conversely, some people have hell at home and may at least relax a little at school. Cruel world. I wish you'll feel better
My mum asks me "where are my happy children?" Well you know what happened to them and thats because of school its a good thing my brother dropped out hey.. atleast he does what he wants and is actually free
Same. But I'm actually scared to fail school bc my brother was literally kicked out of the house bc he was very bad at it. Right now I'm failing bc of my VERY LOW mentality and haven't got proffesional help in a year.
School isn’t even about learning anymore, it’s about who can memorize the best, and recite it exactly how the teacher wants it.... and it destroys our will to live... and drive for learning...
I know right, I've learnt more from that TECHNOLOGY and VIDEO GAMES then school has ever taught me in such a smaller amount of time and when I actually have fun. Literally I learnt more english from reading webtoons then english class ever taught me. I have such a bad memory so when they FORCE you to learn things it just goes straight out the other ear then they expect me to do HOMEWORK!? Maybe if they made it somewhat fun and exciting and added each person's qualities and interests into learning but no. They just want us to be all exactly the same BUT THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN we are all our individual people and they can't try change that the school system is so outdated to many kids kill themselves because of it. Technology is the future and they can not change that...
@Shâdøw Gîrl Aw :< I'm really sorry. I haven't personally dealt with that, but I know it feels horrible. Please keep being you. There's no need to impress anyone.
My teachers: I know this is a stressful time but don’t worry we’ll get through this together Also them: *proceeds to give us 5 essays, 3 projects, and tell us to read 100 pages*
Man ikr 😕 I know regular school is 8 hours but there are a lot of breaks, and my teacher will have me on my laptop 6+ hours everyday. From 930am till late in the Erving and it’s extremely tiring. I am just now getting a fall break and all my mother is focused on is me getting ahead (aka me working the whole time) because I didn’t do work for a month due to not being able to. It took me at the point of crying for her to not just say I have to work all day on my break. And she called me dramatic, I wasn’t being dramatic just because I wasn’t in school for awhile before doesn’t mean I wasn’t stressed getting back. I had to mentally prepare for all the work dumped onto me. I only just recently settled into to being able to do all my work in a day without leftovers. And even that is stressful, I want to cry just thinking about doing work while I could have free time to have a much needed break. And my mom says I’ll only work a little everyday but I know she’ll want me on for hours because every other kid finishes early. But I’m not every other kid and I can’t focus for that long and I can’t do that. 😖 Sorry for the rant I’ve been a bit stressed and I’m writing this at 5am on a Friday morning so I still have work for today, and the day after, and so on.
School system: Sleep early! Also school: *gives 10000 homeworks* Its true, every like after vacation, when its the first day of school, we already got shit tons of homeworks already 🙄👋🏻
I know right, I've learnt more from that TECHNOLOGY and VIDEO GAMES then school has ever taught me in such a smaller amount of time and when I actually have fun. Literally I learnt more english from reading webtoons then english class ever taught me. I have such a bad memory so when they FORCE you to learn things it just goes straight out the other ear then they expect me to do HOMEWORK!? Maybe if they made it somewhat fun and exciting and added each person's qualities and interests into learning but no. They just want us to be all exactly the same BUT THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN we are all our individual people and they can't try change that the school system is so outdated to many kids kill themselves because of it. Technology is the future and they can not change that...
One word of advice for everyone graduating high-school. Do not. Rush into college. Take a gap year, travel, heck even just work somewhere. Take time to think where you want to go. Who you want to be. College will always be there. There is no rush guys. One step at a time.
in Russia there is no such possibility. right after high school you have a choice: either go straight to college after 9th grade, or study until 11th grade and go to university/institute. If you don't go anywhere at once, you will go for a fee, in most of any educational places, they cost more than the average class of people can afford.Even if you do well in the final exams, you have a chance that you will enter for free, but still this does not give a 100% chance of free admission.
College acceptance rates drop if you’re not a new graduate+ I don’t want to rush but I have no choice+ I can’t travel nor can I study abroad (1-I’m a girl 2- I would be under 18 when I graduate 3- there is no work if you’re under 18 where I live) I wish I could take a gap year but I can’t. I’m just gonna have to wing everything I guess
I left after freshmen year, finished it online, joined the army at 17. Looking back on it I realize I didnt have anything to worry about, and should have made more friends, but thats only compared to what Im going through now.
I have a month left of school holidays and my anxiety is already reminding me about this big test that counts for most of your grade (Let’s just say, I’m not in a great state of mind) -v-
It's so sad when you think about it. School is for people to get educated and live a better life in the future. Education isn't something bad and neither the process should be painful. While some kids are struggling and fighting for the chance to get a decent education others are suffering under stress and depression, wanting to quit school.
School: "We want kids to feel safe at home and here, and don't stress to much! Just make sure to keep check of all homeworks you have in each class and get them on time *T o m m o r o w* When we have essays or important test make sure study and try your best! Because if you fail will make you miserable and as your parents give you disappointment looks and some may even disown you! Life is just gonna get harder kids, Look at highschool! Make sure you get good sleep even though you have to get to school at 4 am. And if you have any problems make sure you talk with our school counselor who may or may not help you! and may give bad advice! (Not all of them are like this) We *L O V E* our students! *Welcome to school everyone!*
High school plan: Oh I can go to the counselor to get help to stop me from kms and doing sh High school: “your parents are notified if you have or want to do anything that might harm you” How about no?
I like how people say shit but don’t know shit school is for learning the teacher is suppose to make reading or writing or whatever fun do they No they make it like it’s major important, rarely teachers try to make it fun even if they do your going to have pressure.your smart get the hell off the comments study since you get good grades but the people that have grades that is passing and barely made it or even hate school I understand because your going to be in many situations good luck this is for the people who’s not getting all A’s or A’s and B’s I’m only good in math , I’m Advance but that don’t mean I’m the best just like Ilive_frogsongs school is a pain it used to be fun not anymore tbh I’m not going to collage I’m ether going to be a TH-camr or a businessman who makes mills signing out
“Back in school, back in chains” Fr tho 😭 It’s not a good place, it’s tiring and more focused on social stuff. If you seem unfavourable to a teacher, they’ll move you down, if a student doesn’t like you, it spreads around until even the teachers don’t like you. You’re restricted every second.
I used to always have straight A’s all throughout elementary and middle school. Back then I always enjoyed school and loved the idea of it. Now that I’m in highschool everything changed. My grades are dropping like flies. Since I got such good grades before my dad expects the best and only the best from me. My current grades are all Bs and Cs, this may not see like horrible grades, but in my Father’s eyes they are. If I get anything below an A he begins to yell at me. This really damaged my mental health.
Man... I really understand this, and it makes me so sad. I honestly used to love school so much, and I wasn't sure what about it made me like it. I think, now that I have some room to breathe and think about this, it was because it was so much different than my home life, and kind of acted like an escape. I loved my dad a whole lot. Still do, as difficult as it is. But I had to admit that he wasn't as good a person as he tried to be. While he never did any of that stuff you hear like battling addictions or something, he was a guy who didn't believe in mental illness, a bad thing for someone showing violent and sociopathic tendencies. He had a knack for gas lighting, or manipulation into guilt. Making people think that something he did was their fault. It made things a whole lot stressful, and even more so when grades started to be a serious thing. When I finally kinda broke one year (for some reason the teachers had it out for me though I never acted up or even swore for the matter) and a string of failing grades kicked in, I got the beating of my life. Bruises, and blood. Something that had never occurred. So, yeah, school was really Heccing stressful. Still is, unfortunately, for both my mistakes and his. Sorry, ignore the rant... what I meant to say was I understand, and I'm sorry that things felt like that. I really wish I could say it gets better, but the bitter truth is that sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes you just can't do the right thing in their eyes, that they never understand what makes you struggle, or even recognize the effort. I just hope that they can realize that you tried your best. It's a whole lot more than what I can say. ... Have a good day, stranger
i used to listen to this all last year religiously, and now hearing this going to in person make me feel SO nostalgic it hurts, and now i can finally relate to these lyrics and it bringing so much pain i cant even describe it
The peer pressure of "If you don't get this right, you're a disappointment." It's seriously such a fricked up system they have. Punishing kids for wanting to think out of the box. School isn't even necessary in my opinion. We were born and didn't have a choice. Capitalism has way too many flaws people over look. We were born as another human. I freaking hate school...
I know right, I've learnt more from that TECHNOLOGY and VIDEO GAMES then school has ever taught me in such a smaller amount of time and when I actually have fun. Literally I learnt more english from reading webtoons then english class ever taught me. I have such a bad memory so when they FORCE you to learn things it just goes straight out the other ear then they expect me to do HOMEWORK!? Maybe if they made it somewhat fun and exciting and added each person's qualities and interests into learning but no. They just want us to be all exactly the same BUT THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN we are all our individual people and they can't try change that the school system is so outdated to many kids kill themselves because of it. Technology is the future and they can not change that...
@@ratskullz_x The education system is very outdated, since it was explored a very long time ago. There are so many things that are old and they don't try to change it. I've gotten good grades in english because of cartoons and stuff like that. I can't believe that they still use outdate crap and not important things, like 1st aid and taxes. How am I gonna get a job by knowing how to make a pillow? I DON'T EVEN LIKE SOWING!
@@whyudoit4009 yes that is true..very true actually.. if I kept listening to my parents and teachers advice I would have been a dumb depressed kid who doesn't know a shit about society ...lol
It’s always “do you talk to your teachers like that?” No. Because if I did I’d get multiple detentions and an iscolation for 2 days. School is just the same day for years and years of your life, teaching mostly things you’ll never use in the future. I have uncontrollable anger now at my mum because of everything happening in life, I get scared when people look at me because I feel like they’re judging me from bullying, I’m scared to go outside with just a top on because I’m scared I’m too “fat” for the public. I am a bit chubby, yes, but I can’t help It, eating gives me something to do, I get bullied for it. But it’s always the same - you’re too fat, go on a diet, you’re too skinny, eat more, what are you doing?! You’re going to get obese! from eating a simple donut, I haven’t gone to a doctor but my dad calls be retarded for not going downstairs when his girlfriend who I hate is round and with her son, who I get along with, it isn’t my fault. It never has been. My mum always said “you were so happy when you were younger, why are you so horrible now, or, you’re a disappointment to everyone” from having a “bad day” which is every day. I’m scared to not talk to people because otherwise I’ll be asked “are you alright?” And I hate when people ask that because I don’t like talking about myself, I get how narcissistic this is, but I’m fed up of plastering this fake smile of my face to come home crying, and being yelled at for doing so, I’m fed up of life but I’m scared if I kill myself, it’ll make people sad, I might miss something that’ll make me happy again, things like that. The only time I’m happy is at home, but now I don’t feel safe there, nothing interests me anymore and I can’t take it, if you read this comment wow you must have a headache, I only wrote this so I can get it out but it’s made me feel worse now, oops holy shit I wrote this when I was 12 I'm 13 now I didn't expect this to get likes, but I'm surprised at how many people are suffering in the same/slightly different situation as me I don't have those suicidal thoughts anymore, I have one friend in person that keeps me happy I hope everyone who replied earlier is better now, thank you everyone :)
I laughed the whole time I was reading this because I have gone through exactly the same thing ! I felt like reading something I wrote myself it's ... Recomforting ... Thank you
Things will get better I promise you. P r o m i s e. You need lows to have highs and killing yourself is just moving the struggle to someone else. Please stay around. Also if you can, reach out to people (be safe about it obviously) and don't care about what other people say about you. You're beautiful and stunning. Even though you may feel ugly or anything negative, there's always gonna be a person who thinks you're amazing. Keep your head up champ. You'rE AMAZINGGGG
I was chubby when until 8th grade, if you eat cuz your bored that's fine cuz I still do, but I workout now. If you workout you wont get as fat and its something else too do. unless you don't like it then fuck lol. other then being chubby I cant relate to anything, Id like say some helpful words but I dunno, good luck with life lol
My mom keeps telling me ''Do you talk to ur teachers like that?'' when I accidentally say something in a rude way, she still does, but does she know that I'd rather not have a long talk with the principal and ending up getting a detention or an iso(lation)? no + I finished reading the paragraph now, it's like I kind of relate to most of this, I'm don't wear clothes that reveal my body hairs because it makes me uncomfortable, Last time I did, someone commented on it and made fun of me for it and more kids bring up the topic for like 5 months to the point I snapped. When I don't smile, my mom assumes I'm sad when it's just my normal expression, she tells me ''do you really need ur laptop, PC and phones to be happy? make some friends'' YES, YES I DO, I don't wanna interact with people face to face, I'm not happy out of my room, I'm happier here, the internet both impacted and ruined me, I don't know which one it leaned too, and saying ''Make some friends'' I'd rather stay alone, there are rarely people who like me, or who fit with me, or who I fit with, why should I make friends when I can't trust anyone? or when I know we will drift apart, and friendships temporary. She points out that my body is thin a lot and that I should eat more, does she know it's hard to gain weight like this? same with everyone else, it's hard to gain weight, and when I do gain weight, people will make fun of me for it, I hate having to worry about how society thinks of me, where people need to be basically the same and liked by everyone to be loved, I hate it, fucking hate it. And I don't like talking to people about my problems either, people say it makes me better, IT MAKES ME WORSE, I don't wanna bring it up, don't wanna sound rude, but I just don't, don't you think it's better for me if I don't talk about it? either way, I am going to be called an ''attention seeker'' if I open up about my problems to my friends or to anyone, they don't and won't help me, people will make fun of anyone if they aren't to their standards. I didn't expect me to write this much- oh well
school doesn't teach us things, it teaches us to memorize I wanna learn stuff i'm really gonna need, like how to do taxes, how to get a job, how to cook/ clean, do laundry, paying debt, how to make a resume, how to buy a house, how to calculate your yearly income and how much you should be getting, I mean the list goes on...
Bruh like, I understand like you need to learn history, geography, basic english and maths, but who tf needs chemistry ? Kids should be learning things that they need in the future not some shit like what will happen if you mix helium with CO2
I understand why I need some things, like English, and Basic math. History seems useless to me, I'm never gonna use it. BUT WHY THE FUCK WOULD I GRAPH A LINE IN DAILY LIFE! I *REALLY, REALLY* HATE ALGEBRA.
Used to be the "good influence" the kid everyone should look up to. Used to get all A's, go to honors classes, put in advanced programs. Now I barely go to any of my classes and have gone an entire semester all F's
School teaches you oddly specific stuff, like if Billy had had 5 apples and ate 2 how many would he have. Like, *bold* of you to assume I would meet someone named Billy
I've seen some people commenting about school so I'm going to too. So they say school is a safe environment where kids go to learn and get a good education. That's not what is now. Now it's where they put pressure on you to be good and stress for you to be perfect and act good and get good grades or you get in trouble, when that's not what their suppose to do. Their suppose to teach us math, history, science, reading, and English or if you want art, German, Spanish, ect. Their not supposed to put pressure on us to succeed, they just have to teach us subjects that are supposed to help us when we get older but they can't even do that. And they say they help kids with depression, anxiety, ADHD, ect get help but they don't. They just tell us to do this and that and put pressure and stress on us.
I know right, I've learnt more from that TECHNOLOGY and VIDEO GAMES then school has ever taught me in such a smaller amount of time and when I actually have fun. Literally I learnt more english from reading webtoons then english class ever taught me. I have such a bad memory so when they FORCE you to learn things it just goes straight out the other ear then they expect me to do HOMEWORK!? Maybe if they made it somewhat fun and exciting and added each person's qualities and interests into learning but no. They just want us to be all exactly the same BUT THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN we are all our individual people and they can't try change that the school system is so outdated to many kids kill themselves because of it. Technology is the future and they can not change that...
True,my school has a therapist and when I told her about my problems she said something like “Oh stop lying! Your a A+ student! You perfect,you don’t have any problems :)” like I’m coming to you to talk about my problems and you say I’m lying?
@@salmanelahi001 oh boy, same Even if I'm still in elementary God, in six months of Quarantine I learned better English than 4 YEARS of school I even learned more about history and geography again in 6 months of Quarantine than 4 years I start thinking I might just give up when I have the chance to.
Schools: "We care about our students mental health!!" Also Schools: Get to class at 5 am so you can take these 5 tests that will determine the rest of your future. If someone is bullying you, oh well, just ignore it
School has made me so emotional over the years,I can’t handle it when teachers scream at me,so I try to be the ‘sweet,A+ student (aka a white bread) now I’m at the point where I want to say something that makes me sad and I don’t wanna cry but then I burst out crying and nobody cares.Our school has a therapist I went to her once and she said “Oh your overrating,making things up and being dramatic,your a perfect student! You don’t have any problems.”
"nobody believed me that its stuck that way" same with me I just get comments like "stop looking at me that way" I cant choose how I look Just destroys our will to live
I hate school, they are like: “Ask for help when you’re confused!” “It’s okay if you make mistakes!” “We care for your education!” When they actually mean: “I’ve taught you this, why haven’t you been listening?” “Why did you get this wrong? It was an easy question” “Your grade is all that matters”
When I was younger i followed all the rules and played by the game. Didn't talk back to teachers, did what they asked me, displayed wanted attributes. What did this earn me? Certificates, many of them. Back then I was proud, but now... I feel like I'm just being pet over my head with them telling me "good little robot, you followed all the rules. Just like we wanted you to". Of course the situation is much more complicated and is based on what I felt how the people around me reacted, and that school isn't 100% bad (some would care to argue and that's fine), it's just going about this wrong. Using techniques and rules that haven't been changed since school started, and the fact that most schools are no longer public services and just businesses to make profit from.
yeah. same. the system is fucked up. adults just don't understand that we can't be kids anymore. i hate it because adults are like 'all you ever do is sit inside', 'go outside and do something'. but i can't just go outside because of homework. i get like 1 hour of homework in each class. so in total that's like 5-6 hours of homework. and those same adults are the ones who give us all that work. I'm just so tired. i wanna give up and run away. sorry for ranting
This. This comment. Out of the countless stories expressed in this comment section, this one hit home the hardest. I know exactly how it's like, because I'm going through it right now. (Get ready to read an very unwell-written essay) Years ago, the perfect little kid. Good grades, mentally sane, surpressed freedoms. My parents were proud to have their child be on the "right track" for a "better future." I was a machine, sold in mint condition. Later on, the machine grew weary of the slav- I mean- school system. It was in need of repair, in need of help. The gears needed oiling, words needed repainting, wires needed replacements. And the mechanics didn't read the manual. It was booring and complicated af, so they tried improvising using what they knew. Every minute spent "fixing" the machine was another minute the machine wasn't fixed. And since the machine needed fixing from age, well, as the minutes pass, it's condition gets worse and worse. If you read this, I don't know why you did, but thank you for doing so. Unfortunately, there hasn't been a happy ending. Not yet anyways. Hopefully. Have a good day/night/whatever, my dear reader.
As a well-known student for being good in classes and being smart, I kinda agree to this whole video. I’m South Korean, which is literally HELL for every student. This is how I live shortened: School, after school classes (academies), homework and studying for next test and sleep. So I end up not having enough time to catch up with a healthy sleep time. It’s not only yesterday that I slept for 2 hours. But welp, that’s life.
As someone who’s lived through extreme bullying (mostly verbal but also physical) as someone who now suffers from ptsd and as someone who has a panic attack at basically walking into the doors of a high school; I can say this song hits a very personal cord for me. I’m recovering now and managing the anxiety, depression, and partial seizures that plagued me for nearly three years after everything. Most of it is a blur and sometimes I can’t remember months of time from back then until something happens and, somehow, those old painful memories are jogged and everything comes flooding back in again. It’s hard for me to even face a school environment (I was forced to go to a new school for about three years and everything was so overwhelming that i’d just go to the bathroom and not come out. I’d make up any excuse just to get my mom to pick me up and sometimes i’d just cry.) so i’m going to do homeschooling from now on. I’m 18 years old this year and, thanks to my counselor noticing my behavior, i’m no longer suicidal. I’m seeing a counselor and regulating my mood and anxiety with stabilizers as well as being put on an antidepressant that can help to treat or get rid of my partial seizures. In the end I found a way to love myself as I am no matter what, even if no one else likes me, at least I know that I love myself and i’m not willing to let myself be hurt anymore because, when you love someone, you work your hardest to keep them safe. If you’re going through anything similar just know you aren’t alone and that you are worth so much more. All my life I was told I was worthless and I realize now the only thing that matters is how I see myself. And I don’t want to reinforce those judgmental and irrational comments other people threw at me just to make me feel bad. I’ve found my own purpose in life, I love myself more than anyone I know, i’m still a selfless person and with all my heart I know I always try my best to help the people I love. For anyone out there who can’t forgive themselves or who feel you aren’t worthy know for now that I forgive you because anything you did or said in those times was necessary. You deserve a chance to live a happy and normal life just like everyone else does and I hope that eventually you can find it in your own heart to love yourself the way you love others. Sorry this is long, just a very personal experience that I wanted to share.
I'm Korean I am not good at English but I used English because I wanted to communicate with Koruma's viewers ♡ That's what Korean society is like. I'm not very talented. Therefore I'm the only one who can answer 오늘도 Koruma님의 영상은 빛이납니다♡ (Interpretation:Today, the video of koruma is shining again♡)
I want to be an artist when I get older and school has been taking everything away from me, I want to be so many things I want to be an animator at Disney Pixar, a manga artist, video game artist, poet, writer, illustrator, author and many many more. I never have the time to draw or do anything because my school overwhelms me with work, and for me if I can’t do my art then I don’t see the point in my life, my art is my life, I feel like my school is putting chains and locks onto my brain and not letting me think creatively. I feel like school just wants me to be what they want me to be, they try fitting us in boxes but life just doesn’t work like that. I was actually going to kill myself because of stress and anxiety, also doesn’t help that I have social anxiety and a lot of toxic kids in my school make fun of me. Quarantine saved me, I finally escaped and I am able to do my art, yeah there’s online school but that’s a million times better than going to school (in my opinion). I was able to reflect a lot, and listen, school isn’t for everyone, don’t think your stupid because you suck at math or science or whatever you have so many wonderful amazing qualities. You can get through this, I’m here for you.
I'm going through the same thing as you I don't understand why people around me say they miss school.It's hell for me School gives me anxiety and I struggle to have friends.When I was a freshman people looked at me like I was a freak and I got bullied too... It stresses me out!! 😭.My school system kinda makes me depressed.I really love making art and that's the only thing I'm good at.I want to have a job thats art related but somehow I can't take that subject (bc of the class I'm in and also theres no teacher that can teach me art).so now I don't know what to do or what I want to be.I have accounting ,economy and additional mathematics classes which really makes me feel down most of the time.I do not enjoy learning those subjects.I dropped add math bc It was too much for me.I watch youtube a LOT to forget about the things that's happening to me.Sorry if this is long I just wanted to let it out :/ But, We'll get through this someday :,)
you're not alone, all of you. the school gives me anxiety, and i don't like most of the people that there are. i graduate this year THANK GOD, and well i feel lot better than before the lockdown. i don't know if the University will be worst but i hope not. if you all think about kill yourselves, don't do it. this is just the beginning, and i'm sure that there will come better moments. i wish the best for all of you, and i also wish strong and will
I doodle in class and just take notes and cram and yes school is very stressful so I try to get through it by just doing work and just trying to not fail so I can get into a good college for art
School made my emotions get so numb, I use to have loads of friends and smile everyday until I realized " I shouldn't be learning this when will I use this? " even a kid asked when will we use this and the teacher didn't have a response My friends then changed and left me alone or just became plain toxic so u left them, everybody then venting to me and the pain carried on my shoulders and school didn't help. I became very tired and stressed as my parents started yelling at me about school and almost gave me a panic attack once, I even cut myself once and nobody was there to comfort me or just hug me, so I just cry every time, I once almost lost my voice due to how much I was crying Then my online friends leave me and the yelling became so bad that I don't even have an emotion and my parents even have to ask me to say something or show and emotion. I hide my body as I hate it, I don't talk at all, my teachers yell at me for not turning on my camera and don't think " maybe she has body issues and thinks people will call her things or judge her, I should check on her " no they just yell and yell. Art class was my only escape until school ruined that with their stupid lessons ( yeah I'll just copy you and not make original art and learn nothing ) just fuck school honestly
I first saw this animation several years ago, and I just came back to it. I’m graduating in 2023. I hate school but I’m sobbing because it’s all that I have known
To everyone who is suffering in school: hold on you guys! Life actually gets much better when you're done with school. Im 23y.o. after huge trauma at school causing bipolar disorder to thrive. Right now Im living my own rules, my own job, feeling much better as If I were never sic. Stay strong!
@Flaffici øus do you really have to go to collage? High school yeah its a thing that needs to be went through, but I dont thing university is essential these days.
That is why we need to change school, we can’t just say, it will be over soon anymore, children are getting nightmares and mental issues that will not go away easily
none of us should have had to be _traumatized_ by this in the first place, seriosuly. theres so many people coming out so much worse, you and i included. ive been fantasizing about the day im out of this shithole. one more year to go, i have to keep telling myself, but i dont think that has to be something people have to be telling themselves. this shouldnt have to be a bad experience, it should be education about _life_ and how to deal with this shit, not "sit still, stop talking, pay attention more! who cares if you have anxiety? have you tried a stress ball??" (seriously, went to a school counsellor about a genuine DAILY panic attack in my classes and she asked me if ive tried a stress ball. for panic attacks.) i wish there was more guidance. people say there is but there really _isnt_ if you arent going to follow the path everyone wants you to take. idk man, i just want to be happy. i have no idea what im gonna fucking do after high school because really my plan, my biggest _dream_ in life is to just be _happy_ and satisfied. i have to wait to get out of here until then. its hell having to wait just to be happy, but in the society that we were born in i guess i have to.
Haha my parents just don't care they sleep all day and wake up for like 3 hours to make food a day or go to sleep straight after or at like 7am just before I wake up at 8am or at 6am just before I wake up at 7am for school, I tell them something and they just push it away and moan about having to do things parents should do. Half of the time they don't even wake up and I have to make myself food. I'm only thirteen this has been happening since I turned 7, my sister has been taking care of me while my parents slept my whole life, but now my sister is in university so now I have nobody to care about me and my other second oldest sister is always asleep at her boyfriends. I could literally be overdosing or killing myself right now and they'd still be asleep or I could be taking drugs or smoking and my mum literally doesn't care. Whenever my teachers HARDLY EVER call my family that I am good they're always asleep. I am the best student in my class but just because I am quiet and shy the teachers don't care. Sometimes I have even thought of trying to kill myself just to get my parents attention but i'm not sure they'd even care then. This is because my sister get's all the attention because she gets depressed and tries to kill herself sometimes. Also my house is absolutely a mess and my back garden has grass about 3-2 metres high and nettles everywhere I wanna go out but I can't, I have been wanting my mum to cut it for 8+ years and she's been saying she will but she doesn't. My family is lazy and they don't care at all
@@ratskullz_x damn man, i hope you're still alright. If your situation is real, that is so fucked up. Don't end it even how messy things are, you still have a chance on getting out of that hellhole. Finish school (even how annoying it is), leave and never look back. Do whatever the hell you want, just distract yourself with anything you like (like anime and stuff), I wish you well.
Me too, I'm always punished when I'm late to class ( i wake at 4:00 or 3:00 then going to school at exact at 5:30,at 6:00 school starts, at 4:00 it's soo dark and scary, Many student at my country kidnapped.)I'm always late and punished by standing outside the classroom till the subject is done. Most of my teachers are strict, I'm slow-learner and always shouted by them. I hate REALLY hate strict teachers.
Ernie Mae Malle you have a TERRIBLE education system. seriously, wtf??? is school a punishment facility or an education facility? why would you make your student miss a subject as a punishment? why would you get mad if they don’t understand? if everyone understands then send them home, no need for school. honestly schools like yours should burn.
rewatching this the night before my first day of senior year it feels almost cathartic lmao especially since Mother Mother is what pulled me though 5th-8th grade and helped me survive excited to break my chains like this character did 💪😭
yeah...im kinda depress too and sad. i lost my talent at art and i have derealization when i was grade 4 and i almost suicide 13 times. but yeah i wish world is better.
I’m currently in primary and hate it here and I’m considered the one of smartest. Everyone says when I go to secondary it’s going to be amazing but on the internet secondary is absolute hell. I have no clue what to think and is not going to bother hoping for the best because I know I’m going to be disappointed
School needs to know that they are actually hurting some students mentally. For some people school can be literally hell. Not just saying that as a joke. But because they are actually suffering from stress or something else.
Have had MULTIPLE breakdowns in school due to so many personal problems and it seems all the school's look a blind eye to it all. All they really care about is there reputation and money. It's all really twisted and makes me feel sick.
exactly. i have social anxiety disorder and its so hard to be around other people without having an anxiety attack. my highschool does nothing about it. dont talk/participate = lose points. guess what my grades are like.
@@_animatorchara_ Yup. It's so hard to be there. It feels so sufficating. I had my fair share of breakdowns as well, they chose to let me be bullied and just move my seat in class instead of actually changing my class. It feels like I'm stuck at the end of a bottomless pit, desperately trying to claw my way out.
@@ComedyCre I agree with you. It's so hard to be there. It feels so intimidating especially when people only seem to care about social status and stuff. It also feels so hard to just even find enough energy in me to make it through a single class to listen and take notes.
I can't believe I have to wake up early to go learn some stuff that wouldn't even help in my life as an adult and I will end up forgetting it the moment I step out of class.
My teachers were like, “But I assure you! you’ll DEFINITELY use this when you’re older!” Like bitch wtf? Im an artist, wtf was I learning math shit abt?
Us kids can’t do much And we can’t escape Like me I can’t escape my mean family And we literally do the same thing everyday Go to school come home Go to sleep Wake up then repeat
and then when we get sleepy its all gaming that did it to us they say,they pressure us to not make mistakes that they made you try to doghe but cant becuase its hard and they blame you for stuff they do accadently
I’m sure that’s how teachers, and adults in general felt back then, but over time when they got graduated and got a job they realized it’s the same thing. So they just accept it and want to drag us down with them, so we could be the exact same when we’re older.
Haha my parents just don't care they sleep all day and wake up for like 3 hours to make food a day or go to sleep straight after or at like 7am just before I wake up at 8am or at 6am just before I wake up at 7am for school, I tell them something and they just push it away and moan about having to do things parents should do. Half of the time they don't even wake up and I have to make myself food. I'm only thirteen this has been happening since I turned 7, my sister has been taking care of me while my parents slept my whole life, but now my sister is in university so now I have nobody to care about me and my other second oldest sister is always asleep at her boyfriends. I could literally be overdosing or killing myself right now and they'd still be asleep or I could be taking drugs or smoking and my mum literally doesn't care. Whenever my teachers HARDLY EVER call my family that I am good they're always asleep. I am the best student in my class but just because I am quiet and shy the teachers don't care. Sometimes I have even thought of trying to kill myself just to get my parents attention but i'm not sure they'd even care then. This is because my sister get's all the attention because she gets depressed and tries to kill herself sometimes. Also my house is absolutely a mess and my back garden has grass about 3-2 metres high and nettles everywhere I wanna go out but I can't, I have been wanting my mum to cut it for 8+ years and she's been saying she will but she doesn't. My family is lazy and they don't care at all.
@@ratskullz_x you should go see a therapist and force your parents to come along, too I swear there’s much re to life than having to work. The meaning of life is to have fun, cuz you only have one!
The fact that children are forced to spend their first 18 years of life, their formative years, doing the same thing over and over again on repeat is insane
I just tried to explain not even 10 minutes ago to my mom that I'm doing hella big anxiety crisis every morning before school and she was just like "Okah, go this afternoon then" *I was like uuh man, do you think it solves my sChOoL pHoBiA??*
Oh my gosh. I think people need to make a schoolphobia a thing. I don't even know why but I get anxiety of anything that reminds me of school. I'm normal when it's summer time since I know I don't have to suffer and I know I'm safe... I would even forget I even have anxiety when that happens but when school starts, fear would just rush into me like an amnesiac person in movies who bumps their head and memories or information will suddenly flows in their head. In the past I even had a fear of seeing the sun because morning represents going to school for me that's why I prefer to stay awake at night because the night sky helps me calm down. Well I don't really have that much fear now since I'm currently not attending school cause I'm too lazy to enroll for college... Though I still have panic attacks from time to time thanks to my sister who have online class, just hearing the voices of her teachers makes me lose my shit. I would always scream and slap my face when fear comes in but after feeling that pain I'll be back to normal and just watch youtube so I won't notice her online classes anymore. Sometimes I just wish my memories would disappear so I would be okay and start anew with good memories... But at the same time I also like my current personality (no matter how shitty it is) so losing a memory could also be a bad thing. I've never been bullied though I think I just hated school and the pressure it gives me. Also I have a very good memory when I was a kid, I'm not anymore but still the bad memories that my kid self has obtained was still stuck in my head and from time to time they resurface when I experience something that reminds me of those memories.
School can be fun and a great help to us, it depends on how you do it, it depends on the person not the school itself, the school just wants us to learn and help us stay active on our surroundings, school is life, do you think going out in the school it means that you're done with the hardships!? No your life continue and you will fail a lot eventually, but ur gonna take that failure as an advantage to grow yourself, there's no life without a hardships, everyone has a problem everyone can feel miserable, but it's up to you how to handle it, don't blame on things that doesn't have to do anything with you. You're just running away.
@@phersianaheavenlyianagabri8119 I mean it can also depend on the school as well. Your school could be great, and the teachers are all amazing, and they motivate you! But other schools may not have that. But you can still go to a great school and not enjoy it, I’m just saying the type of school is a factor!
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if you were a "pleasure to have in class" in elementary school, congratulations, you're depressed now
Well you are correct
Uh oh, I'm still in elementary school
And this is what I am called as by teachers..
Is something bad gonna happen-
@@emmaMEALS
I don't think I wanna be a nice student anymore-
@@emmaMEALS *I shall try*
I used to be such a happy kid... what the fuck happened
"We care about your education!"
"It's ok to make mistakes!"
"Don't be afraid to ask for help if you're confused!"
but then they say:
"Grades are all that matters."
"Why didn't you get this question correct? it was an easy question."
"I already explained that. You should have been paying attention."
Teachers are such hypocrites...
True
This is why I’m afraid to ask questions
@@bronzwillz4725 I get that. One time my class was preparing for a field trip and we were assigning seats. Everyone was trying to be next to their friends. My 'friend' (was a fake, manipulative bully) lied to pretend to be like me and said she said she had motion sickness too. My other friend, said: "She can't sit with us because she has motion sickness and needs to sit next to the window, but 'Some One' needs to sit next to the window too." That's all she said. That's all my friend said. Both me and her were kept after class and she got scolded on 'excluding her' to the point where my friend started to cry, and she even said that the fake friend had been bullying her. You wanna know what my teacher said?
"I don't care. You were mean to her."
Yeah, because saying that a kid had motion sickness is so much worse than bullying.
(I'm no longer friends with the bully.)
@@callay5581 same
@@bronzwillz4725 I bet ur teacher had some mental problems or is a complete psychopath.
*It feels like we’re living our days on repeat.*
I said i wanted to be part of a fantasy to my sister of a book and she said but what if you had to be like in a loop repeating it over and over when people read the book.I said im already on repeat every day school homework sleep eat im already in a loop as it is i would rather be in a book that has exciting adventures.
@@regina8623 Same
well I kinda am not,hahahaha I live everyday differently
Wait till you get a job, then you'll be living your days on repeat for 40+ years.. but hey you get paid, so thats a little better
Days on repeat months on repeat year on repeat
can we all collectively agree that online learning just made some of our grades go down because some of us actually find other things to do that we actually enjoy?
EXACTLY
I just cheat idrc anymore-
@@strawberrymilk6666 same lmao
@@imsorryforarguingbut4555 ayee **finger guns**
You're not supposed to enjoy school though ;; it's just to strengthen the nation by creating a baseline of education
“They say mistakes should be made. But with those mistakes affecting grades and grades dictating your future, school really isn’t a safe place to fail.”
wow, yep!
This hit me hard,they say this everyday but when i fail a class i get yelled at saying how I'm not like my brother,and that I'm stupid for having no motivation by my parents.
@@mritten i hope your alright! D:
''why don't you just listen to the teach-'' 💥💥💥🔫
Literally, almost all of my teachers say shit like that, but when we actually make mistakes, we get bad grades and get yelled at by if not our teachers then our parents.
School really isn't the place to learn new things and improve, but to get good grades and pass, and if you can't pass, you're a failure. It's so toxic and it fucks with kids mental health so much.
When I first discovered animation memes, I didn’t understand what the “meme” part meant. Because I was like
**this isn’t funny. This is not a meme**
Bruh same
Same XD
brruh
I still don't know what is it.
@@dunopo33 same ahha
"I got detention cause i made that face
nobody believed me that it's stuck that way"
I relate to this on a whole other level, my friends and family always told me that my eyes were scary that whenever I looked at them they felt as if I hated them or that I was giving an attitude, I even got in trouble with my teachers alot because I "looked at her rudely" while she was scolding me, but that's just the way my face is, it's stuck that way.
Oml same I get in trouble with my family a lot because of my tone of voice and my resting bitch face
@@Deeznutsin my younger sisters friends told her im scary cuz of my resting bitch face
@@Deeznutsin My caretaker's husband always asks why I make that face a lot, he doesn't really know that my face is just kinda, y'know, stuck like that :l
Also because he's my least favorite family member
Oh wait
He's not in my family :l
WeLp-
If that happens, just say it's my face and me, no one should care about how you look lol.
SAME
"A student talking back isn't someone being rude to you; they may be someone who knows something you don't understand, and something you refuse to understand."
-Me just now
xD
Wait wow
It's just the truth isn't it? Talking back to elders is considered rude.
Grades in a nutshell about school:
Pre k- what’s school?
Kindergarten- ok whatever
1st grade- what?
2nd grade- I like elsa
3rd grade- this is getting annoying
4th grade- I hate this
5th grade- *no.*
6th grade- bruh kill me
7th grade- can I leave
8th grade- FUCK MY LIFE-
9th grade- I swear to god if-
10th grade- I hate everything
11th grade- hah it’s my last day here
College- *THERES FUCKING MORE?*
I'm going into 7th grade in less than a week and ngl this is way too accurate
Work: route A - Okay... I'm done with this, or route B - eh, could be worse
8th was the worst for me until now. but i'm halfway through 9 now and it's on the same level of 'FUCKING SHIT' as 8, so i'm scared how this is gonna go on for me...
this is accurate.
You guys get to stop at 11th?
I got 12, and then University. ;-;
I used to be a pretty optimistic, and extroverted kid. Yes, I was loud I have to admit but I was a kid that's just how kids are.
In kindergarten I skip into class with a smile on my face, nothing really changed until second grade where I had a teacher that just screamed at me, told my parents I had to go on meds, yknow the whole thing. It got to the point where I was clinging to the front door crying. My mom went to talk to the teacher that morning. She went easier on me after that but I was still terrified and didn't talk anymore.
Fourth grade rolls around and I'm still that quiet kid, didnt really have any friends. When I did get a friend she was highly manipulative and bullied me for two years after that. In 6th grade she left and I was alone again. No one went up to me.
I once heard someone go "she has her phone shes fine" in response to someone who was going to talk to me.
Hell, In 8th grade one kid was sitting with me and some other friends and goes "I've never heard you talk before"
Well damn you think theres a good reason for that huh?
I'm not even gonna get into 9th grade that was just a trainwreck in itself but honestly people wonder why kids hate school so much. The system is bullshit and puts so much pressure on kids and teens and makes us become little zombies feeding us crap information that will never help us in the long run.
Aw, Im so sorry. Lonliness isnt a thing anyone should go through. If you wanna talk about stuff, feel free to reply to me. Your feelings and what you have to say is valid.
I have similar experience while I enrolled in a new school. I was usually the 'extroverted and joking around kid' and well I always got along with girls and even boys. I was always the kid in the class that would include everyone and not leave anyone out, even if I haven't talked with them. But well.. My new classmates roughly rejected me as a newbie. They didnt involve me anywhere, if I tried to talk to them they would reach the topics end and go do something else to avoid me or just stare at me in an awkward silence. Not saying anything. I could see that I was not needed, I was a bother. No one wanted to know me and I started to not want to know them too. I tried at the start, I really did. To talk, to get to know them, exchange hobbies or things like that. Nothing. Nothing worked. Time got by and I became a silent kid. Always alone, eating alone, drawing alone. They started picking on me, for the things I did. I knew that they didnt have anything better to do so I ignored them. But there's a certain point that you can do that. It started to get physical at one point. I was so done one time, they anyoned me so much by pushing my chair on purpose all the time and giggling after, that I toppled a whole desk on them. I can say they shut up for a while. I became quieter, I didn't laught, joke around or smile I seemed like a cold hearted person. At this point I could stab daggers at anyone and they would stay away so the bullying didnt last. But school was hard.. It was a torture everyday. If it wasn't for music and drawing I think I would have had severe depression. But oh well two years later, here I am. I am more silent, but still a cheerfull kid inside. I put my guard on people I dont know but I still can open up. I learned from those classmates to see what's really inside a persons heart, so I guess I have to thank them, even if theirs was damn filthy and disgusting. If anyone read this boring, rambling story of mine.. Thank you. I hope you get over what you are going through now and never give up! ♡
And if you try your best and someone still rejects you, it's their loss. You are not the problem. I understood this after a while. So stay strong and don't let them lose your way!
PREACH
That “teacher” needs to have her teaching license revoked.
I remember thinking back then about how fun school and life was, I had so many friends and all the teachers loved me. I couldn't process the thought of self harm or suicide. It just seemed wrong. Harming yourself to stop pain? Ending life when there's so much in it? But now the fact that I thought it was weird back then surprises me. School makes me so stressed out. I hate school
Sometimes, I'm so low that I get the thought, " If I wanted to, I could just end it all. Right here, right now. " But I've been able to persuade myself not to. And I don't know if I can keep persuading myself anymore.
@@Tipsy_Turby i always say if I do it i might miss out on something good tomorrow
@@musclemommyenjoyer Hm, I’ve never thought of it like that. Thanks, I shall live another day,
I hope you will too ❤️
@@Tipsy_Turby I hope you live a good life (:
@@marshmallowsaremyrolemodel6406 I’m doing much better now, I’ve gotten help and am no longer having suicidal thoughts. I hope yo have an amazing life as well. :)
this song represents me completely, i've lost count of the people who develop anxiety because of school
how tf can you develop anxiety because of school? xD
@@lullol3815 bullying,teachers,burnout,etc
As soon as middle school hit, i started experiencing my first panic attacks, even if i didn’t know what they were.
@@lullol3815 I did- because of school and all the stress i had back then, it start even at elementary school.
When i was a kid i was a straight A teachers pet and I didn’t understand when people said they hated school, i thought that they were just being dramatic, but now i get it. School doesn’t make me feel safe or excited to learn anymore, it just stresses me out because I can’t keep up, its too much pressure to succeed that i feel like just killing myself to get away from it. Thats not how schools are supposed to make you feel
It's gonna get worse as tech advances and we have to keep up with new learning materials
Back then school was fun for me too but as I got older things got more stressful, ughhh
I was my English teacher's pet at primary school, too. She sometimes made my classmates feel embarrassed, and in that moments I wanted to die. She also said that I'm so great. I know, I was the best in my class (and I'm still the best in my class) at English, but I felt so sorry about my classmates, I wanted to be like them. (But in other I loved those lessons because we had lots of fun)
Okay, now the situation is quite worse, but I don't have to feel embarrassed so much time
I feel the exact same way but for all different reasons entirely. My school refuses to punish kids who threaten the life of another student. The girl who I thought was my best friend was actually a two-faced bitch who threatened to end my life because I was being "too happy" about the fact that my boyfriend had broken up with me to date her. In all actuality that ex was toxic constantly threatening his life and continued to do so after he had broken up with me. But it wasn't a cry for help, it was only ever to me and not anyone else. Not to his therapist. He was looking for attention. He even went far enough to stab his leg right next to me with an extremely sharp pencil. Now, I'm afraid of sharp pencils and being alone. Being alone with someone, being alone in the halls. She had caused me paranoia and more anxiety than I already have (I have an anxiety disorder, depression, and a sensory disorder) The fear of failing came from the fact I wanted to impress my adoptive parents. I don't want them to abandon me so I strive to impress them. It hurts my brain a lot because god forbid I ask a question about the topic. The girl who threatened me is still out there without punishment and it scares me. She knows my home address from endless sleepovers and parties. Hopefully I will feel safe in school soon
I feel you, even if I miss school because of the *thing*, in school I just feel so much pressure it can get suffocating from the expectations of others and the feeling of getting high grades matters for your future which it does but you get what I mean. I'm not saying school can't be fun I just don't like the pressure that comes the farther you come in your education.
Wake up, go to school, sleep and repeat that for 17 years, that is the definition of school.
Highschool is 18 years here
Ok, this is unrelated, but I hecking love your username and pfp-
and do your homework
actually thats not just school, thats life
Sleep=homework
watching this really made me think about how terrible everything about school was for me as an autistic person with ADHD and dyslexia. i've heard non disabled folk talk about their school experiences and wow, the system fucking sucks.
i was bullied out of a school, and then the school i went to after that didn't give me credits for nearly four years of school so i had to switch to another school and was taking twice the amount of classes in one school year to make up for everything. did i mention i have multiple disabilities, most of which effect my learning and memory? yeah, safe to say that i am a completely different person after such intense stress and pressure.
fuck the school system, it fails nearly everyone in it.
@@maven9323Need to get checked
man you're litterally me!
austistic with ADHD and Dyslexia, got bullied and stolen from teachers and people in my class, taking at least 2 hours of tutoring per day because my teachers didn't teach good or anything useful for 2 years. the only teacher that ''helped'' thought would be way easier for me to have good grades if she put 9 questions on each page test instead of 10 like everyone. most of my teachers didn't believe i had Dyslexia cause i was good at english even if it's hard for me to talk in any language (non native english speaker, i'm from Italy), didn't believe i had ADHD because i was calm and introvert and thought i was just faking it for attention, when i'd do ANYTHING if it ment i didn't have to be the center of attention, after 3 hour still i always zone out they think i'm doing it on purpose because i think i don't care about they're lesson, and sometimes send me out of the classroom to ''reflect on my actions'', didn't believe i had autism because i wan't ''acting autistic''
man i can't wait for the next school year
I understand.. I have dyslexia, autism and selective mutism, school ain't easy. I'm going back today after 5 months of not being in.
not everyone is disabled.
there are special ed/resource classes for a reason
"Its okay to make mistakes!"
Then how come every time we make mistakes it gets worse?
Honestly this is so true. It’s not about learning anymore it’s about surviving
Why don't are parents understand, why don't our teachers understand, mean while their kid kills them self, wow, and now you care? Now you understand?
YES
YEES!
@@Tipsy_Turby tbh my parents kind of understand because my mom is a teacher and she understands the workload and the amount of exams they give us. And even if she wasnt a teacher i bet she’d still understand how i feel
@@Tipsy_Turby And then there are the school campaigns to avoid suicides
I've been what you would call a "nerd" my whole life and I still hate school. I hate when people assume that I like school only because I have good grades. Being smart doesn't mean that you don't get stressed out before a test or forget about your homework. This system is broken, it puts too much pressure on students, doesn't care when they are being bullied and then it blames everything on video games and technology.
Edit: Ok, this is now my favorite comment I've ever made on TH-cam. I love going through the replies and seeing that I'm not alone. If you also feel the same way, feel free to join the conversation. Have a nice day ;)
Finally, someone who talked about it, I really hate it when people assume that having straight A's means that you have your life figured out and that you have nothing to worry about.
@@emdiestears I KNOW RIGHT!!!
@@n1vzee It's also really annoying when they get disappointed when you get a B like just because I'm usually an A student doesn't mean that I can't struggle.
I’m an A student for the most part and that’s all well and good but in order to be that I have to absolutely trash my mental health, like light it on fire and make sure it burns. I’ve always worked much slower than other students, and though I’m intelligent it takes me absolutely forever to complete assignments. During eLearning this year everyone I knew was finishing their work in 1 to 3 days every week but I was taking from 9 am to whatever time I got to sleep every day of every week to finish my assignments. Monday through Sunday and you know what? It was barely worse than normal school. I’ve never had free time, that didn’t change, but having my parents checking in constantly made me feel awful. I could be doing well with school stuff but if you ask me how I’m doing with schoolwork or say anything related to school my mood plummets. Even nowadays when school isn’t going on. The reminder of expectations just leaves this lingering memory of every mistake I’ve ever made.
@@carianawaters6425 Same, but I think that the reason why I work slower is that I'm a procrastinator, not only that but my attention span is low, I also get bored easily, and space out a lot.
Mother Mother-I love their music and this animation was just what I needed.
I’ve been reading the comments and I’ve never felt more related to _in my life._ It’s an endeavor now, and I’m killing myself over academics, but I know every single of of you can make it to brighter skies. *We got this!*
Believe in the me that believes in you ^^
honestly this is how my burnout feels. I used to love going to school and learning and was an AB honors kid up until 8th grade. 8th grade is when I seriously broke. My grades started slipping so my parents respect for me did too. I lost motivation to do any work and hid away in my room drawing which helped me keep any sanity that was left. It also didn't help that kids in school treated me like shit. Literally last year I started to dress more fashionable and started to be more confident and half the people who blatantly bullied me started to be nice like wtf. School used to be my escape now it's my 2nd prison. School has fucked up so many kids perception on real life. We won't be randomly tested in real life we won't have to carry text books for work. Many kids used to have fun with school now all it is is competion on who can get better grades. I'm glad I'm on my last year of high school because I'm taking a break for myself and my art business. No more school work no more grades. Just me and my art.
I hate it when they teach us stupid things that we didn’t really need to know
IKR like oml
Exactly! They just wanna make our days longer.
you mean all day every day?
Pois é, a gente poderia esta aprendendo a consertar um carro, mas ao invés disso a gente aprende fórmula de baskara
Well for u but not for me
Ever just feel like you’ve given up trying at school? Like you don’t finish your homework, hand in assignments late and just overall starting to lose that care you had about not being a disappointment?
Yeah, I am late most of the time
Yeah I am late passer. The deadline of the homework is on January 15 and now it’s January 21. But eh I would care.
I already have, I still do my assignment but I do them last minute and if I'm a day late it's just meh for me
I feel like a mistake when I think abt this
yeah, my grades have gone to shit and i only do my homework if i really have to
I learnt more about history, myths and cultures from Overly Sarcastic Productions on TH-cam than I ever did from school
it is truely crazy how much stress and mental issues school causes for kids especially high schoolers
I just started high school, And it felt really stressing for some reason cause when i got home, I feel so tired and i don't have any energy to eat
me too :( . It was just one day and I have enough.
I actually thought highschool was gonna be fun, but noooo
After the lockdown and isolating myself for 2 years, Ive barely got any friends (I only have like, 5 rn) and I suck at socializing, people won’t talk to me cause im too quiet, my grades been so shitty, and its still halfway in the quarter
not to mention my anxiety,,,,it’s scary,, i always feel like puking when I go to school and had to pretend to be sick a week ago cause i couldn’t handle it ://
@@hahayuck2169 Highschool can be sometimes fun but for other days, It is puking, I can barely eat only for 10 minutes in our break and worse, My uniform keeps crouching up to my stomach to the point where i feel difficulty on eating, and one of my classmates had difficulty on breathing and it just happened today right now, and one of my 2 classmates we're sent home cause something happened to them
Bro I’m in fucking middle school rn if highschool is worse I literally won’t survive
Love the artstyle. I never heard of this song, so I wasn't expected the line "Back in school, Back in chains". That hit me right in the guts bruh
Ah,we meet again.
@@kiryuluvr2781 Hello there, Izza.
Stan Mother Mother (the band) it has the best lyrics!!
If you like this song, you should listen to others Mother Mother songs, they're a pretty good band but very underrated:^(
This is Argus when I read your comment it said that but it’s sooooo true
*Back in school*
*Back in chains*
*Back in my cage*
*Back in depression*
*Back in anxiety*
yep pretty much
Me Evreyday.
Preeety much
@Pokiuyero what are you talking about? Are you ok?
@@DCCXXV Uh... i commented this because the song lyrics in the video are that. And everyone can relate to school giving them anxiety or depression...
I really understand people who are in quarantine now and don't want go back to school.
If I don't count a few weeks in September and a week in December before Christmas, we haven't been in school since March 2020 in our country. And I can say that when we teach online, I feel much more mentally stable than ever. It's true that teachers give us so many tasks that sometimes I spend more time doing those homeworks than I normally did at school, but for me this is still better than spending a few hours a day by driving to school in crowded trams, being stressed at school and going to bed until morning when I come back home (so I slept enough hours, but another day I felt like I slept for an hour). And the worst was the week in December, when I went to school from Monday to Friday, and it was horrible for me until I left school afternoon. I felt sick, I was cold even in my jacket I wanted to cry at times and all I wanted was to just go home.
Honestly, I've never felt comfortable at school, I'm studying something I don't like very much, but I don't want to go to another school because I didn't even find out what I want to do, and I although I'm in a group at class, I still don't know what to tell them most of the time, so we talk mainly when they need something and I don't want to see them. But I've never felt worse in school than the week in December.
So I really don't want to go to school anymore. And I feel I'm able to do a lot to archieve that. I don't have the slightest motivation to go there. I don't care if I'll feel the same way in school as in December or before quarantine, in both cases I experienced feelings there that I no longer want. It's clear to me that sooner or later we'll go to school again anyway, but I feel that I can't do it. I finally feel alive now, I'm happy. I never felt that way at school.
I understand that others want to go back to school, because the lessons are better. But if I feel like this there, then this reason has no meaning to me, unfortunately.
I don't blame the school or the teachers for all this, it's just my problem. This song is probably mainly about the education system and teachers, but even so, I feel in chains at school for this reason.
And I know that others are experiencing even worse things at school and conversely, some people have hell at home and may at least relax a little at school. Cruel world. I wish you'll feel better
My mum asks me "where are my happy children?" Well you know what happened to them and thats because of school its a good thing my brother dropped out hey.. atleast he does what he wants and is actually free
Same. But I'm actually scared to fail school bc my brother was literally kicked out of the house bc he was very bad at it. Right now I'm failing bc of my VERY LOW mentality and haven't got proffesional help in a year.
My older brother is in 11° grade and still up but very depresed and I'm in 6°grade and I want to die :|
School isn’t even about learning anymore, it’s about who can memorize the best, and recite it exactly how the teacher wants it.... and it destroys our will to live... and drive for learning...
I know right, I've learnt more from that TECHNOLOGY and VIDEO GAMES then school has ever taught me in such a smaller amount of time and when I actually have fun. Literally I learnt more english from reading webtoons then english class ever taught me. I have such a bad memory so when they FORCE you to learn things it just goes straight out the other ear then they expect me to do HOMEWORK!? Maybe if they made it somewhat fun and exciting and added each person's qualities and interests into learning but no. They just want us to be all exactly the same BUT THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN we are all our individual people and they can't try change that the school system is so outdated to many kids kill themselves because of it. Technology is the future and they can not change that...
@Shâdøw Gîrl Aw :< I'm really sorry. I haven't personally dealt with that, but I know it feels horrible. Please keep being you. There's no need to impress anyone.
Please stop they are trying your best but sorry if teachers are hurting you all its just that teachers are pretty stressed out
@@Lemonjuice424 Yeah, I get that. But many students are still very pressured and stressed as well.
@@Lemonjuice424 explanation =/= excuse
My teachers: I know this is a stressful time but don’t worry we’ll get through this together
Also them: *proceeds to give us 5 essays, 3 projects, and tell us to read 100 pages*
IKR ISTG
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA THIS IS SO PAINFULLY RELATABLE REE-
It’s not really the teachers fault, but it’s still frustrating
@@faenene true blame it on the school system for it
Man ikr 😕 I know regular school is 8 hours but there are a lot of breaks, and my teacher will have me on my laptop 6+ hours everyday. From 930am till late in the Erving and it’s extremely tiring. I am just now getting a fall break and all my mother is focused on is me getting ahead (aka me working the whole time) because I didn’t do work for a month due to not being able to. It took me at the point of crying for her to not just say I have to work all day on my break. And she called me dramatic, I wasn’t being dramatic just because I wasn’t in school for awhile before doesn’t mean I wasn’t stressed getting back. I had to mentally prepare for all the work dumped onto me. I only just recently settled into to being able to do all my work in a day without leftovers. And even that is stressful, I want to cry just thinking about doing work while I could have free time to have a much needed break. And my mom says I’ll only work a little everyday but I know she’ll want me on for hours because every other kid finishes early. But I’m not every other kid and I can’t focus for that long and I can’t do that. 😖
Sorry for the rant I’ve been a bit stressed and I’m writing this at 5am on a Friday morning so I still have work for today, and the day after, and so on.
As a homeschooler, I’ve never experienced this but, School does not seem as if it’s about learning anymore. It seems more pressuring than anything.
Wow, this song is pretty relatable. Ive been abused at school many times and ive also been bullied too.
don't worry, it might not seem good, but you'll make it out❤️
@@Tipsy_Turby
If he doesn’t die. 🤔🙄😐
I probably will.
@@VinVin_31 wait wha-
Are you okay?
School system: Sleep early!
Also school: *gives 10000 homeworks*
Its true, every like after vacation, when its the first day of school, we already got shit tons of homeworks already 🙄👋🏻
Ikr
Ikr? Usually I have to decide between six hours of sleep and doing all my homework
I know right, I've learnt more from that TECHNOLOGY and VIDEO GAMES then school has ever taught me in such a smaller amount of time and when I actually have fun. Literally I learnt more english from reading webtoons then english class ever taught me. I have such a bad memory so when they FORCE you to learn things it just goes straight out the other ear then they expect me to do HOMEWORK!? Maybe if they made it somewhat fun and exciting and added each person's qualities and interests into learning but no. They just want us to be all exactly the same BUT THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN we are all our individual people and they can't try change that the school system is so outdated to many kids kill themselves because of it. Technology is the future and they can not change that...
fr
Oh same-
My mom: "Sweetie, tomorrow you have to go to school"
Me:
no u
Only if it was that easy
No its good if your mom was a teacher and you're a neet
Me:Back in school,back in place back in chains back in my CAGE EEE
turns out I have home school now, not online tho
:me wishpering FU### B### okie mother
Походу это уже традиция у меня перед началом учёбы пересматривать этот шедевр
Жиза
Тоже
One word of advice for everyone graduating high-school. Do not. Rush into college. Take a gap year, travel, heck even just work somewhere. Take time to think where you want to go. Who you want to be. College will always be there. There is no rush guys. One step at a time.
thank you :)
in Russia there is no such possibility. right after high school you have a choice: either go straight to college after 9th grade, or study until 11th grade and go to university/institute. If you don't go anywhere at once, you will go for a fee, in most of any educational places, they cost more than the average class of people can afford.Even if you do well in the final exams, you have a chance that you will enter for free, but still this does not give a 100% chance of free admission.
College acceptance rates drop if you’re not a new graduate+ I don’t want to rush but I have no choice+ I can’t travel nor can I study abroad (1-I’m a girl 2- I would be under 18 when I graduate 3- there is no work if you’re under 18 where I live)
I wish I could take a gap year but I can’t. I’m just gonna have to wing everything I guess
March: I wanna go back to school
Now: id rather get hit by a bus
id always have rather the bus lmao
Ikr
"Back in school, back in chains"
*Perfect description of how I feel about school*
Me too
And i have to go back to school tomorrow
Imagine how i feel
I left after freshmen year, finished it online, joined the army at 17. Looking back on it I realize I didnt have anything to worry about, and should have made more friends, but thats only compared to what Im going through now.
I have a month left of school holidays and my anxiety is already reminding me about this big test that counts for most of your grade
(Let’s just say, I’m not in a great state of mind) -v-
Same bruh!
DarkKnights back in jail
Sometimes it feels like school took your childhood away
FR 😭
It's so sad when you think about it. School is for people to get educated and live a better life in the future. Education isn't something bad and neither the process should be painful. While some kids are struggling and fighting for the chance to get a decent education others are suffering under stress and depression, wanting to quit school.
School: "We want kids to feel safe at home and here, and don't stress to much! Just make sure to keep check of all homeworks you have in each class and get them on time *T o m m o r o w* When we have essays or important test make sure study and try your best! Because if you fail will make you miserable and as your parents give you disappointment looks and some may even disown you! Life is just gonna get harder kids, Look at highschool! Make sure you get good sleep even though you have to get to school at 4 am. And if you have any problems make sure you talk with our school counselor who may or may not help you! and may give bad advice! (Not all of them are like this) We *L O V E* our students! *Welcome to school everyone!*
God this is so true and i hate it.
Shit fuck hell no
This is honestly the most accurate portration of school i have ever seen! I still don't know why i like going to school.
High school plan: Oh I can go to the counselor to get help to stop me from kms and doing sh
High school: “your parents are notified if you have or want to do anything that might harm you”
How about no?
If I don’t get my target grade I have to re do it.
Back in school means...
Getting bullied,depression,liking a boy/girl which you know someday will break your heart
Damn you didn't say one thing about learning or homework. Wth are you even going to school for??
Kamilia Warda I know it’s also about learning everyone knows that and I go to school to learn so can you just stop getting angry damn
Uh no only if your smart
I like how people say shit but don’t know shit school is for learning the teacher is suppose to make reading or writing or whatever fun do they No they make it like it’s major important, rarely teachers try to make it fun even if they do your going to have pressure.your smart get the hell off the comments study since you get good grades but the people that have grades that is passing and barely made it or even hate school I understand because your going to be in many situations good luck this is for the people who’s not getting all A’s or A’s and B’s I’m only good in math , I’m Advance but that don’t mean I’m the best just like Ilive_frogsongs school is a pain it used to be fun not anymore tbh I’m not going to collage I’m ether going to be a TH-camr or a businessman who makes mills signing out
@@relaxingrain3698 you're acting like they'd get help from saying shit lmao
my grades dropped bc i have no reason to even go there anymore, i'm just too tired to wake up every morning 6-7am
“Back in school, back in chains”
Fr tho 😭
It’s not a good place, it’s tiring and more focused on social stuff. If you seem unfavourable to a teacher, they’ll move you down, if a student doesn’t like you, it spreads around until even the teachers don’t like you. You’re restricted every second.
I used to always have straight A’s all throughout elementary and middle school. Back then I always enjoyed school and loved the idea of it. Now that I’m in highschool everything changed. My grades are dropping like flies. Since I got such good grades before my dad expects the best and only the best from me. My current grades are all Bs and Cs, this may not see like horrible grades, but in my Father’s eyes they are. If I get anything below an A he begins to yell at me. This really damaged my mental health.
Im so sorry but I have to ask,, u asian?
CrystalCreator i- no wtf I’m white
Man... I really understand this, and it makes me so sad. I honestly used to love school so much, and I wasn't sure what about it made me like it. I think, now that I have some room to breathe and think about this, it was because it was so much different than my home life, and kind of acted like an escape. I loved my dad a whole lot. Still do, as difficult as it is. But I had to admit that he wasn't as good a person as he tried to be. While he never did any of that stuff you hear like battling addictions or something, he was a guy who didn't believe in mental illness, a bad thing for someone showing violent and sociopathic tendencies. He had a knack for gas lighting, or manipulation into guilt. Making people think that something he did was their fault. It made things a whole lot stressful, and even more so when grades started to be a serious thing. When I finally kinda broke one year (for some reason the teachers had it out for me though I never acted up or even swore for the matter) and a string of failing grades kicked in, I got the beating of my life. Bruises, and blood. Something that had never occurred. So, yeah, school was really Heccing stressful. Still is, unfortunately, for both my mistakes and his. Sorry, ignore the rant... what I meant to say was I understand, and I'm sorry that things felt like that. I really wish I could say it gets better, but the bitter truth is that sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes you just can't do the right thing in their eyes, that they never understand what makes you struggle, or even recognize the effort. I just hope that they can realize that you tried your best. It's a whole lot more than what I can say.
...
Have a good day, stranger
Also, sorry. This comment caught my eye with the reply about being Asian. I kinda died >w
@@moonhall OmG reLatAblE i gOT grOunDed fOr a MonTh bEcuAse I goT a C
My teacher:soo?taya?can you sing us about school?
Me: *sings this song*
Edit:WHEN DID I WRITE THIS!?
i just wanna know the reaction of the teacher lfmao
did you ACTUALLY do that? 0-0
@@bored4life580 probably not
@@mikasa9167 eh, prolly right
This song fits perfectly with school.
i used to listen to this all last year religiously, and now hearing this going to in person make me feel SO nostalgic it hurts, and now i can finally relate to these lyrics and it bringing so much pain i cant even describe it
с одной стороны сидишь, думаешь - преувеличивают, а затем вспоминаешь, что около половины (трети) твоей жизни - это примерно это же или даже хуже
Anyone else get anxiety thinking about going back to school?
Yep :‘)
Yes :’)
Y A S
@xDarkweenZ same
Absolutely.
The peer pressure of "If you don't get this right, you're a disappointment." It's seriously such a fricked up system they have. Punishing kids for wanting to think out of the box. School isn't even necessary in my opinion. We were born and didn't have a choice. Capitalism has way too many flaws people over look. We were born as another human. I freaking hate school...
I know right, I've learnt more from that TECHNOLOGY and VIDEO GAMES then school has ever taught me in such a smaller amount of time and when I actually have fun. Literally I learnt more english from reading webtoons then english class ever taught me. I have such a bad memory so when they FORCE you to learn things it just goes straight out the other ear then they expect me to do HOMEWORK!? Maybe if they made it somewhat fun and exciting and added each person's qualities and interests into learning but no. They just want us to be all exactly the same BUT THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN we are all our individual people and they can't try change that the school system is so outdated to many kids kill themselves because of it. Technology is the future and they can not change that...
@@ratskullz_x The education system is very outdated, since it was explored a very long time ago. There are so many things that are old and they don't try to change it. I've gotten good grades in english because of cartoons and stuff like that. I can't believe that they still use outdate crap and not important things, like 1st aid and taxes. How am I gonna get a job by knowing how to make a pillow? I DON'T EVEN LIKE SOWING!
School is important but the system is fricked up and needs improving
@@aryadeepak8239 But you could honestly learn morr from the internet now.
@@whyudoit4009 yes that is true..very true actually.. if I kept listening to my parents and teachers advice I would have been a dumb depressed kid who doesn't know a shit about society ...lol
Lets talk about the art for a moment... Its beautiful. End of conversation
The feeling of school man first you love IT then you hate it
It’s always “do you talk to your teachers like that?” No. Because if I did I’d get multiple detentions and an iscolation for 2 days. School is just the same day for years and years of your life, teaching mostly things you’ll never use in the future. I have uncontrollable anger now at my mum because of everything happening in life, I get scared when people look at me because I feel like they’re judging me from bullying, I’m scared to go outside with just a top on because I’m scared I’m too “fat” for the public. I am a bit chubby, yes, but I can’t help It, eating gives me something to do, I get bullied for it. But it’s always the same - you’re too fat, go on a diet, you’re too skinny, eat more, what are you doing?! You’re going to get obese! from eating a simple donut, I haven’t gone to a doctor but my dad calls be retarded for not going downstairs when his girlfriend who I hate is round and with her son, who I get along with, it isn’t my fault. It never has been. My mum always said “you were so happy when you were younger, why are you so horrible now, or, you’re a disappointment to everyone” from having a “bad day” which is every day. I’m scared to not talk to people because otherwise I’ll be asked “are you alright?” And I hate when people ask that because I don’t like talking about myself, I get how narcissistic this is, but I’m fed up of plastering this fake smile of my face to come home crying, and being yelled at for doing so, I’m fed up of life but I’m scared if I kill myself, it’ll make people sad, I might miss something that’ll make me happy again, things like that. The only time I’m happy is at home, but now I don’t feel safe there, nothing interests me anymore and I can’t take it, if you read this comment wow you must have a headache, I only wrote this so I can get it out but it’s made me feel worse now, oops
holy shit I wrote this when I was 12 I'm 13 now
I didn't expect this to get likes, but I'm surprised at how many people are suffering in the same/slightly different situation as me
I don't have those suicidal thoughts anymore, I have one friend in person that keeps me happy
I hope everyone who replied earlier is better now, thank you everyone :)
You are not alone
I laughed the whole time I was reading this because I have gone through exactly the same thing ! I felt like reading something I wrote myself it's ... Recomforting ... Thank you
Things will get better I promise you. P r o m i s e. You need lows to have highs and killing yourself is just moving the struggle to someone else. Please stay around. Also if you can, reach out to people (be safe about it obviously) and don't care about what other people say about you. You're beautiful and stunning. Even though you may feel ugly or anything negative, there's always gonna be a person who thinks you're amazing. Keep your head up champ. You'rE AMAZINGGGG
I was chubby when until 8th grade, if you eat cuz your bored that's fine cuz I still do, but I workout now. If you workout you wont get as fat and its something else too do. unless you don't like it then fuck lol. other then being chubby I cant relate to anything, Id like say some helpful words but I dunno, good luck with life lol
My mom keeps telling me ''Do you talk to ur teachers like that?'' when I accidentally say something in a rude way, she still does, but does she know that I'd rather not have a long talk with the principal and ending up getting a detention or an iso(lation)? no
+ I finished reading the paragraph now, it's like I kind of relate to most of this, I'm don't wear clothes that reveal my body hairs because it makes me uncomfortable, Last time I did, someone commented on it and made fun of me for it and more kids bring up the topic for like 5 months to the point I snapped. When I don't smile, my mom assumes I'm sad when it's just my normal expression, she tells me ''do you really need ur laptop, PC and phones to be happy? make some friends'' YES, YES I DO, I don't wanna interact with people face to face, I'm not happy out of my room, I'm happier here, the internet both impacted and ruined me, I don't know which one it leaned too, and saying ''Make some friends'' I'd rather stay alone, there are rarely people who like me, or who fit with me, or who I fit with, why should I make friends when I can't trust anyone? or when I know we will drift apart, and friendships temporary. She points out that my body is thin a lot and that I should eat more, does she know it's hard to gain weight like this? same with everyone else, it's hard to gain weight, and when I do gain weight, people will make fun of me for it, I hate having to worry about how society thinks of me, where people need to be basically the same and liked by everyone to be loved, I hate it, fucking hate it. And I don't like talking to people about my problems either, people say it makes me better, IT MAKES ME WORSE, I don't wanna bring it up, don't wanna sound rude, but I just don't, don't you think it's better for me if I don't talk about it? either way, I am going to be called an ''attention seeker'' if I open up about my problems to my friends or to anyone, they don't and won't help me, people will make fun of anyone if they aren't to their standards.
I didn't expect me to write this much- oh well
school doesn't teach us things, it teaches us to memorize I wanna learn stuff i'm really gonna need, like how to do taxes, how to get a job, how to cook/ clean, do laundry, paying debt, how to make a resume, how to buy a house, how to calculate your yearly income and how much you should be getting, I mean the list goes on...
Bruh like, I understand like you need to learn history, geography, basic english and maths, but who tf needs chemistry ? Kids should be learning things that they need in the future not some shit like what will happen if you mix helium with CO2
@@nyanyazai RIGHT?! When am I ever going to need to find out if a rock is igneous or not
@@nyanyazai yes
Istg that’s so true, who tf needs algebra in the future.
I understand why I need some things, like English, and Basic math. History seems useless to me, I'm never gonna use it. BUT WHY THE FUCK WOULD I GRAPH A LINE IN DAILY LIFE! I *REALLY, REALLY* HATE ALGEBRA.
Used to be the "good influence" the kid everyone should look up to. Used to get all A's, go to honors classes, put in advanced programs. Now I barely go to any of my classes and have gone an entire semester all F's
School teaches you oddly specific stuff, like if Billy had had 5 apples and ate 2 how many would he have. Like, *bold* of you to assume I would meet someone named Billy
I've seen some people commenting about school so I'm going to too. So they say school is a safe environment where kids go to learn and get a good education. That's not what is now. Now it's where they put pressure on you to be good and stress for you to be perfect and act good and get good grades or you get in trouble, when that's not what their suppose to do. Their suppose to teach us math, history, science, reading, and English or if you want art, German, Spanish, ect. Their not supposed to put pressure on us to succeed, they just have to teach us subjects that are supposed to help us when we get older but they can't even do that. And they say they help kids with depression, anxiety, ADHD, ect get help but they don't. They just tell us to do this and that and put pressure and stress on us.
I know right, I've learnt more from that TECHNOLOGY and VIDEO GAMES then school has ever taught me in such a smaller amount of time and when I actually have fun. Literally I learnt more english from reading webtoons then english class ever taught me. I have such a bad memory so when they FORCE you to learn things it just goes straight out the other ear then they expect me to do HOMEWORK!? Maybe if they made it somewhat fun and exciting and added each person's qualities and interests into learning but no. They just want us to be all exactly the same BUT THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN we are all our individual people and they can't try change that the school system is so outdated to many kids kill themselves because of it. Technology is the future and they can not change that...
I feel like sometimes they care more about grades than actual learning or health
True,my school has a therapist and when I told her about my problems she said something like “Oh stop lying! Your a A+ student! You perfect,you don’t have any problems :)” like I’m coming to you to talk about my problems and you say I’m lying?
Videogames and Technology has taught me more quicker than school ever did
@@salmanelahi001 oh boy, same
Even if I'm still in elementary God, in six months of Quarantine I learned better English than 4 YEARS of school
I even learned more about history and geography again in 6 months of Quarantine than 4 years
I start thinking I might just give up when I have the chance to.
It's official-
*_I'm gay for your character._*
K.
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The character is a female just so you know. (If your a female then what you said is correct)
Kit-kat.
K.
It's different once you're in college. Now you learn shit that you'll actually apply to your future career. I'm 3 years in.... it sucks.
Schools: "We care about our students mental health!!"
Also Schools: Get to class at 5 am so you can take these 5 tests that will determine the rest of your future. If someone is bullying you, oh well, just ignore it
Honestly, this song kinda makes me wanna cry...
Yeah, me too. It makes me feel all weird and sad because of how true it is.
Alister Spirits yeah.
I did cry
Every thing about me is CRINGE WORTHY why
Same..but thanks to Corona we don't need to go to school
All people: WE MISS SCHOOOOL
Me: no im not, im happy to rest
I used to miss school in the summertime, but that was because I had friends then. I miss them 😞
Idk If you’re being serious with this one but um almost everyone hates school.
The only reason I liked school was because of my friends now I don't even care anymore
SAME 😩🤚
I MISS SCHOOL NOW
This is a masterpiece for one persons. This is the reality for others...
Me: Can I leave...
Teacher: No
Me: Ok
Teacher: *leaves classroom*
Me: What if I jump out of the window...
School has made me so emotional over the years,I can’t handle it when teachers scream at me,so I try to be the ‘sweet,A+ student (aka a white bread) now I’m at the point where I want to say something that makes me sad and I don’t wanna cry but then I burst out crying and nobody cares.Our school has a therapist I went to her once and she said “Oh your overrating,making things up and being dramatic,your a perfect student! You don’t have any problems.”
same,
Btw Ik it’s been months but by “therapist” do you mean a counselor?
@@Tipsy_Turby no it’s a therapist
Ohhhhh okay
I wish we had a therapist too, even though I'm sure I would end up like you atleast I wouldn't have 2+ hours long panic attacks at school
Oh I seen this on another video:
If school isn’t to sleep
Then why is home for studying
"nobody believed me that its stuck that way"
same with me
I just get comments like "stop looking at me that way"
I cant choose how I look
Just destroys our will to live
I hate school, they are like:
“Ask for help when you’re confused!”
“It’s okay if you make mistakes!”
“We care for your education!”
When they actually mean:
“I’ve taught you this, why haven’t you been listening?”
“Why did you get this wrong? It was an easy question”
“Your grade is all that matters”
When I was younger i followed all the rules and played by the game. Didn't talk back to teachers, did what they asked me, displayed wanted attributes. What did this earn me? Certificates, many of them. Back then I was proud, but now... I feel like I'm just being pet over my head with them telling me "good little robot, you followed all the rules. Just like we wanted you to". Of course the situation is much more complicated and is based on what I felt how the people around me reacted, and that school isn't 100% bad (some would care to argue and that's fine), it's just going about this wrong. Using techniques and rules that haven't been changed since school started, and the fact that most schools are no longer public services and just businesses to make profit from.
yeah. same. the system is fucked up. adults just don't understand that we can't be kids anymore. i hate it because adults are like 'all you ever do is sit inside', 'go outside and do something'. but i can't just go outside because of homework. i get like 1 hour of homework in each class. so in total that's like 5-6 hours of homework. and those same adults are the ones who give us all that work. I'm just so tired. i wanna give up and run away.
sorry for ranting
My school is good but IM just lazy
Yeah I really feel like a robot tho 😔🔫
This. This comment. Out of the countless stories expressed in this comment section, this one hit home the hardest.
I know exactly how it's like, because I'm going through it right now. (Get ready to read an very unwell-written essay)
Years ago, the perfect little kid. Good grades, mentally sane, surpressed freedoms. My parents were proud to have their child be on the "right track" for a "better future." I was a machine, sold in mint condition.
Later on, the machine grew weary of the slav- I mean- school system. It was in need of repair, in need of help. The gears needed oiling, words needed repainting, wires needed replacements.
And the mechanics didn't read the manual. It was booring and complicated af, so they tried improvising using what they knew.
Every minute spent "fixing" the machine was another minute the machine wasn't fixed. And since the machine needed fixing from age, well, as the minutes pass, it's condition gets worse and worse.
If you read this, I don't know why you did, but thank you for doing so. Unfortunately, there hasn't been a happy ending. Not yet anyways. Hopefully.
Have a good day/night/whatever, my dear reader.
Why is this exactly like me lol
good thing I'm not going to school for the rest of the year, thanks corona.
Don't worry hell come after quartine
Nah in turkey we still have to go to school 😭💔
Getting held back😭😭😭😭
Nai's Thxghts that sucks for you, do better next time fam. Idk what to tell you.
*zoom meetings*
Not me coming back to watch this every year when the school year starts
As a well-known student for being good in classes and being smart, I kinda agree to this whole video. I’m South Korean, which is literally HELL for every student. This is how I live shortened: School, after school classes (academies), homework and studying for next test and sleep. So I end up not having enough time to catch up with a healthy sleep time. It’s not only yesterday that I slept for 2 hours. But welp, that’s life.
As someone who’s lived through extreme bullying (mostly verbal but also physical) as someone who now suffers from ptsd and as someone who has a panic attack at basically walking into the doors of a high school; I can say this song hits a very personal cord for me.
I’m recovering now and managing the anxiety, depression, and partial seizures that plagued me for nearly three years after everything. Most of it is a blur and sometimes I can’t remember months of time from back then until something happens and, somehow, those old painful memories are jogged and everything comes flooding back in again. It’s hard for me to even face a school environment (I was forced to go to a new school for about three years and everything was so overwhelming that i’d just go to the bathroom and not come out. I’d make up any excuse just to get my mom to pick me up and sometimes i’d just cry.) so i’m going to do homeschooling from now on. I’m 18 years old this year and, thanks to my counselor noticing my behavior, i’m no longer suicidal. I’m seeing a counselor and regulating my mood and anxiety with stabilizers as well as being put on an antidepressant that can help to treat or get rid of my partial seizures.
In the end I found a way to love myself as I am no matter what, even if no one else likes me, at least I know that I love myself and i’m not willing to let myself be hurt anymore because, when you love someone, you work your hardest to keep them safe.
If you’re going through anything similar just know you aren’t alone and that you are worth so much more. All my life I was told I was worthless and I realize now the only thing that matters is how I see myself. And I don’t want to reinforce those judgmental and irrational comments other people threw at me just to make me feel bad. I’ve found my own purpose in life, I love myself more than anyone I know, i’m still a selfless person and with all my heart I know I always try my best to help the people I love. For anyone out there who can’t forgive themselves or who feel you aren’t worthy know for now that I forgive you because anything you did or said in those times was necessary. You deserve a chance to live a happy and normal life just like everyone else does and I hope that eventually you can find it in your own heart to love yourself the way you love others.
Sorry this is long, just a very personal experience that I wanted to share.
This is what school can do to someone.
thank you so much for making this comment, you are amazing ❤️
Thank you sm for sharing this comment, it makes me happy reading it :)
1 more thing, who ever reading this rn stay safe
& teachers r like "just ignore it!"
This is so true. I hope your ok :)
I'm Korean I am not good at English but I used English because I wanted to communicate with Koruma's viewers ♡
That's what Korean society is like. I'm not very talented. Therefore I'm the only one who can answer 오늘도 Koruma님의 영상은 빛이납니다♡
(Interpretation:Today, the video of koruma is shining again♡)
@@choohh 안녕하세요, 어떻게 지내세요?
Thank you for trying to communicate with us!
@ッEd1ts Jésus hasard the answer of everything
Ня. А я русская
@@august_nettle this is a korean zone dude-
Tomorrow is time for me to return to my cages
rewatching it since its back to school
The dislikes are form principals.
Lol :)
kinda reminds me of a story where this one principle use to hate school and became one when he grew :P
No they are from illiterate people who cant distinguish between like an dislike....
Kinda like "form"
Zanieka Ztudios he became a school?-
I think they are people who love school(or not)
I want to be an artist when I get older and school has been taking everything away from me, I want to be so many things I want to be an animator at Disney Pixar, a manga artist, video game artist, poet, writer, illustrator, author and many many more. I never have the time to draw or do anything because my school overwhelms me with work, and for me if I can’t do my art then I don’t see the point in my life, my art is my life, I feel like my school is putting chains and locks onto my brain and not letting me think creatively. I feel like school just wants me to be what they want me to be, they try fitting us in boxes but life just doesn’t work like that. I was actually going to kill myself because of stress and anxiety, also doesn’t help that I have social anxiety and a lot of toxic kids in my school make fun of me. Quarantine saved me, I finally escaped and I am able to do my art, yeah there’s online school but that’s a million times better than going to school (in my opinion). I was able to reflect a lot, and listen, school isn’t for everyone, don’t think your stupid because you suck at math or science or whatever you have so many wonderful amazing qualities. You can get through this, I’m here for you.
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I'm going through the same thing as you
I don't understand why people around me say they miss school.It's hell for me School gives me anxiety and I struggle to have friends.When I was a freshman people looked at me like I was a freak and I got bullied too... It stresses me out!! 😭.My school system kinda makes me depressed.I really love making art and that's the only thing I'm good at.I want to have a job thats art related but somehow I can't take that subject (bc of the class I'm in and also theres no teacher that can teach me art).so now I don't know what to do or what I want to be.I have accounting ,economy and additional mathematics classes which really makes me feel down most of the time.I do not enjoy learning those subjects.I dropped add math bc It was too much for me.I watch youtube a LOT to forget about the things that's happening to me.Sorry if this is long I just wanted to let it out :/ But, We'll get through this someday :,)
you're not alone, all of you. the school gives me anxiety, and i don't like most of the people that there are. i graduate this year THANK GOD, and well i feel lot better than before the lockdown. i don't know if the University will be worst but i hope not. if you all think about kill yourselves, don't do it. this is just the beginning, and i'm sure that there will come better moments. i wish the best for all of you, and i also wish strong and will
I have social anxiety too, quarantine is such a break I dont want it to end, next year my only friend is leaving :/
I doodle in class and just take notes and cram and yes school is very stressful so I try to get through it by just doing work and just trying to not fail so I can get into a good college for art
School made my emotions get so numb, I use to have loads of friends and smile everyday until I realized " I shouldn't be learning this when will I use this? " even a kid asked when will we use this and the teacher didn't have a response
My friends then changed and left me alone or just became plain toxic so u left them, everybody then venting to me and the pain carried on my shoulders and school didn't help. I became very tired and stressed as my parents started yelling at me about school and almost gave me a panic attack once, I even cut myself once and nobody was there to comfort me or just hug me, so I just cry every time, I once almost lost my voice due to how much I was crying
Then my online friends leave me and the yelling became so bad that I don't even have an emotion and my parents even have to ask me to say something or show and emotion. I hide my body as I hate it, I don't talk at all, my teachers yell at me for not turning on my camera and don't think " maybe she has body issues and thinks people will call her things or judge her, I should check on her " no they just yell and yell. Art class was my only escape until school ruined that with their stupid lessons ( yeah I'll just copy you and not make original art and learn nothing ) just fuck school honestly
This got recommended at the perfect time
Yo same
ikr
School system: Aight, Imma pretend I didn't see that.
LOL I'M BOUT TO PLAY THIS ON MY SCHOOL ACCOUNT SO MY PRINCIPAL CAN SEE THIS
WISH ME LUCK LMAO-
@@Charlie_Airhart Holy WHAT?!! Bestie, you better give me an update
@@pancakelover156 Lol I don't think they noticed XD
@@Charlie_Airhart THE COURAGE U HAVE WHAT 😨 I COULD LITERALLY NEVER
@@sorathesilly XDDDDDDDDDD
one time in middle school this kid jumped the fence and bolted,
we all thought he was crazy
.....now.......not so much,
*Wheezing noises* I feel you.
Lmao
i wanna do that, not sure where i'd go tho, bc my house is really far from school-
I'm just like that kid lol
Dude my friend got detention for building a literal fucking tunnel out of school in the playground
I first saw this animation several years ago, and I just came back to it. I’m graduating in 2023. I hate school but I’m sobbing because it’s all that I have known
I'm homeschooled and I feel this way. I just get up, do work, then go to bed. No human interactions, no friends. Boring boring life
To everyone who is suffering in school: hold on you guys! Life actually gets much better when you're done with school.
Im 23y.o. after huge trauma at school causing bipolar disorder to thrive. Right now Im living my own rules, my own job, feeling much better as If I were never sic. Stay strong!
Thank you. I needed that
@Flaffici øus do you really have to go to collage? High school yeah its a thing that needs to be went through, but I dont thing university is essential these days.
Thank you!
That is why we need to change school, we can’t just say, it will be over soon anymore, children are getting nightmares and mental issues that will not go away easily
none of us should have had to be _traumatized_ by this in the first place, seriosuly. theres so many people coming out so much worse, you and i included. ive been fantasizing about the day im out of this shithole. one more year to go, i have to keep telling myself, but i dont think that has to be something people have to be telling themselves. this shouldnt have to be a bad experience, it should be education about _life_ and how to deal with this shit, not "sit still, stop talking, pay attention more! who cares if you have anxiety? have you tried a stress ball??" (seriously, went to a school counsellor about a genuine DAILY panic attack in my classes and she asked me if ive tried a stress ball. for panic attacks.)
i wish there was more guidance. people say there is but there really _isnt_ if you arent going to follow the path everyone wants you to take. idk man, i just want to be happy. i have no idea what im gonna fucking do after high school because really my plan, my biggest _dream_ in life is to just be _happy_ and satisfied. i have to wait to get out of here until then. its hell having to wait just to be happy, but in the society that we were born in i guess i have to.
This is old and a cringe comment pls I just graduated 💀
Haha my parents just don't care they sleep all day and wake up for like 3 hours to make food a day or go to sleep straight after or at like 7am just before I wake up at 8am or at 6am just before I wake up at 7am for school, I tell them something and they just push it away and moan about having to do things parents should do. Half of the time they don't even wake up and I have to make myself food. I'm only thirteen this has been happening since I turned 7, my sister has been taking care of me while my parents slept my whole life, but now my sister is in university so now I have nobody to care about me and my other second oldest sister is always asleep at her boyfriends. I could literally be overdosing or killing myself right now and they'd still be asleep or I could be taking drugs or smoking and my mum literally doesn't care. Whenever my teachers HARDLY EVER call my family that I am good they're always asleep. I am the best student in my class but just because I am quiet and shy the teachers don't care.
Sometimes I have even thought of trying to kill myself just to get my parents attention but i'm not sure they'd even care then. This is because my sister get's all the attention because she gets depressed and tries to kill herself sometimes.
Also my house is absolutely a mess and my back garden has grass about 3-2 metres high and nettles everywhere I wanna go out but I can't, I have been wanting my mum to cut it for 8+ years and she's been saying she will but she doesn't. My family is lazy and they don't care at all
@@ratskullz_x Dam your family is seriously messed up
@@ratskullz_x damn man, i hope you're still alright. If your situation is real, that is so fucked up. Don't end it even how messy things are, you still have a chance on getting out of that hellhole. Finish school (even how annoying it is), leave and never look back. Do whatever the hell you want, just distract yourself with anything you like (like anime and stuff), I wish you well.
Me too, I'm always punished when I'm late to class ( i wake at 4:00 or 3:00 then going to school at exact at 5:30,at 6:00 school starts, at 4:00 it's soo dark and scary, Many student at my country kidnapped.)I'm always late and punished by standing outside the classroom till the subject is done. Most of my teachers are strict, I'm slow-learner and always shouted by them. I hate REALLY hate strict teachers.
Ernie Mae Malle you have a TERRIBLE education system. seriously, wtf??? is school a punishment facility or an education facility? why would you make your student miss a subject as a punishment? why would you get mad if they don’t understand? if everyone understands then send them home, no need for school. honestly schools like yours should burn.
rewatching this the night before my first day of senior year
it feels almost cathartic lmao especially since Mother Mother is what pulled me though 5th-8th grade and helped me survive
excited to break my chains like this character did 💪😭
yeah...im kinda depress too and sad. i lost my talent at art and i have derealization when i was grade 4 and i almost suicide 13 times. but yeah i wish world is better.
I’m currently in primary and hate it here and I’m considered the one of smartest. Everyone says when I go to secondary it’s going to be amazing but on the internet secondary is absolute hell. I have no clue what to think and is not going to bother hoping for the best because I know I’m going to be disappointed
School needs to know that they are actually hurting some students mentally. For some people school can be literally hell. Not just saying that as a joke. But because they are actually suffering from stress or something else.
So trueeeee
Have had MULTIPLE breakdowns in school due to so many personal problems and it seems all the school's look a blind eye to it all. All they really care about is there reputation and money. It's all really twisted and makes me feel sick.
exactly. i have social anxiety disorder and its so hard to be around other people without having an anxiety attack. my highschool does nothing about it. dont talk/participate = lose points. guess what my grades are like.
@@_animatorchara_ Yup. It's so hard to be there. It feels so sufficating. I had my fair share of breakdowns as well, they chose to let me be bullied and just move my seat in class instead of actually changing my class. It feels like I'm stuck at the end of a bottomless pit, desperately trying to claw my way out.
@@ComedyCre I agree with you. It's so hard to be there. It feels so intimidating especially when people only seem to care about social status and stuff. It also feels so hard to just even find enough energy in me to make it through a single class to listen and take notes.
I can't believe I have to wake up early to go learn some stuff that wouldn't even help in my life as an adult and I will end up forgetting it the moment I step out of class.
Such a waste of time I learn more in a day of watching youtube or reading manga and stuff than being in school for a whole week or month no joke.
@@ratskullz_x yeah I agree
honestly it kinda pisses me off a bit
My teachers were like, “But I assure you! you’ll DEFINITELY use this when you’re older!”
Like bitch wtf? Im an artist, wtf was I learning math shit abt?
Wait till they find out abt the Japanese school system
If only I could send this to my parents lmao
school is going to be the reason why i'll die one day
Us kids can’t do much
And we can’t escape
Like me
I can’t escape my mean family
And we literally do the same thing everyday
Go to school come home Go to sleep
Wake up then repeat
i see why some students like to rebel
and then when we get sleepy its all gaming that did it to us they say,they pressure us to not make mistakes that they made you try to doghe but cant becuase its hard and they blame you for stuff they do accadently
I’m sure that’s how teachers, and adults in general felt back then, but over time when they got graduated and got a job they realized it’s the same thing. So they just accept it and want to drag us down with them, so we could be the exact same when we’re older.
Haha my parents just don't care they sleep all day and wake up for like 3 hours to make food a day or go to sleep straight after or at like 7am just before I wake up at 8am or at 6am just before I wake up at 7am for school, I tell them something and they just push it away and moan about having to do things parents should do. Half of the time they don't even wake up and I have to make myself food. I'm only thirteen this has been happening since I turned 7, my sister has been taking care of me while my parents slept my whole life, but now my sister is in university so now I have nobody to care about me and my other second oldest sister is always asleep at her boyfriends. I could literally be overdosing or killing myself right now and they'd still be asleep or I could be taking drugs or smoking and my mum literally doesn't care. Whenever my teachers HARDLY EVER call my family that I am good they're always asleep. I am the best student in my class but just because I am quiet and shy the teachers don't care.
Sometimes I have even thought of trying to kill myself just to get my parents attention but i'm not sure they'd even care then. This is because my sister get's all the attention because she gets depressed and tries to kill herself sometimes.
Also my house is absolutely a mess and my back garden has grass about 3-2 metres high and nettles everywhere I wanna go out but I can't, I have been wanting my mum to cut it for 8+ years and she's been saying she will but she doesn't. My family is lazy and they don't care at all.
@@ratskullz_x you should go see a therapist and force your parents to come along, too I swear there’s much re to life than having to work. The meaning of life is to have fun, cuz you only have one!
You wanna see something scary?
*The title of the video looks like a warning.*
Omigahd
urusai!
*woke*
*LMAO*
oh hell nah
oml i forgot about this and only remembered the cage scene,
and now im back here!
The fact that children are forced to spend their first 18 years of life, their formative years, doing the same thing over and over again on repeat is insane
I just tried to explain not even 10 minutes ago to my mom that I'm doing hella big anxiety crisis every morning before school and she was just like "Okah, go this afternoon then"
*I was like uuh man, do you think it solves my sChOoL pHoBiA??*
sleep in class like a cool kid
Oof :
Oh my gosh. I think people need to make a schoolphobia a thing. I don't even know why but I get anxiety of anything that reminds me of school. I'm normal when it's summer time since I know I don't have to suffer and I know I'm safe... I would even forget I even have anxiety when that happens but when school starts, fear would just rush into me like an amnesiac person in movies who bumps their head and memories or information will suddenly flows in their head.
In the past I even had a fear of seeing the sun because morning represents going to school for me that's why I prefer to stay awake at night because the night sky helps me calm down. Well I don't really have that much fear now since I'm currently not attending school cause I'm too lazy to enroll for college... Though I still have panic attacks from time to time thanks to my sister who have online class, just hearing the voices of her teachers makes me lose my shit. I would always scream and slap my face when fear comes in but after feeling that pain I'll be back to normal and just watch youtube so I won't notice her online classes anymore.
Sometimes I just wish my memories would disappear so I would be okay and start anew with good memories... But at the same time I also like my current personality (no matter how shitty it is) so losing a memory could also be a bad thing.
I've never been bullied though I think I just hated school and the pressure it gives me. Also I have a very good memory when I was a kid, I'm not anymore but still the bad memories that my kid self has obtained was still stuck in my head and from time to time they resurface when I experience something that reminds me of those memories.
this meme proves that school is toxic.
Yes.
We all hate really really hate school
School can be fun and a great help to us, it depends on how you do it, it depends on the person not the school itself, the school just wants us to learn and help us stay active on our surroundings, school is life, do you think going out in the school it means that you're done with the hardships!? No your life continue and you will fail a lot eventually, but ur gonna take that failure as an advantage to grow yourself, there's no life without a hardships, everyone has a problem everyone can feel miserable, but it's up to you how to handle it, don't blame on things that doesn't have to do anything with you. You're just running away.
@@phersianaheavenlyianagabri8119 I mean it can also depend on the school as well. Your school could be great, and the teachers are all amazing, and they motivate you!
But other schools may not have that. But you can still go to a great school and not enjoy it, I’m just saying the type of school is a factor!
@@isabella-jq4cp well, school is about learning and stuff and it's up to you to cope up with it.
It’s a honor to be here 4 days before this video becomes 2 years old.
It’s Sunday I gotta go back to school.