Did I Return to Christianity? | An Update
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 28 พ.ย. 2024
- It has been 8 months since my last video, and I wanted to share an update.
Please keep in mind that all everything I say here is my subjective opinion, and is intended to deconstruct fundamentalist/evangelical/conservative Christian ideologies from an ex christian perspective
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Also, if you haven't already, PLEASE checkout Project 2025 and how it would cripple our country!
It scares me to my core. They want to take freedom away from people just because they are "different" from their cultish beliefs.
@Reno_561 01 Holey Eternal Omnipresent Redemptive Greetingz cuzinz. I'm working on it
Scares the shit outta me! I have been warning everyone about it!
Already have. If is pure fascism. The wealthy and the religious are trying to set up a fascist state where they get to dictate how we all live. It is completely anti enlightenment. They go against the core principle of our founding documents. Between them, Trump and SCOTUS, we are in deep trouble.
@@xzcvzxvxcvz I'm Canadian, so I had to look it up. My gut reaction was, I guess you're getting another democrat then? If they want another verbally bumbling weirdo, maybe Kamala? Or just more of Biden?
Glad you are back! Whenever you are ready, i’d love to have you on as a guest! So much i would enjoy discussing with you in particular
Let’s Go!!!!
@@MindShift-Brandon Great idea Brandon, you’re wonderful as well!
THAT WOULD BE AWESOME
Do it!!!!
Hell yea Im totally hoping for that too!
"The Holy Spirit is telling me Kristi got her faith back!" No, sweetie; that's indigestion.
Glad you're doing well, friend, and taking care of yourself.
As someone who is queer and lives in a very Catholic and conservative country your videos help me to overcome the fear of being an atheist. I know how hard and mind-blowing I can be to deal with religious fanatics. Take the time that you need to recover Kristi ❤️
@@persephonestudy I am sorry they treated you this way. Please know that my God doesn't teach me to hate, quite the opposite. Take care and I hope they will stop bothering you. ❤️ Love; A religious fanatic.
I too am what you would call a religious fanatic. I offer you love and respect.
Believe what you want - more evidence usually leads to beliefs that are more resilient to attacks. Don't let the other commenters change your mind.
@@RyuBateson218 Don't hope! ACTIVELY do things that help to show your disagreeable peers that hate is not the way!
All that's needed for "evil" to persist is for good men and women to remain seated (inactive).
Stand up and be ACTIVE!!
@@RyuBateson218 I really hope you come to the light of reason one day.
I like to say that leaving Christianity is like learning the secret of a magic trick. Once you understand how it works, it can't fool you again.
You're confusing the church with Christianity.
@@jrtruth2426 no they're not.
@@EiferBrennan Then you know nothing about Christianity.
That’s a very good analogy.
@@jrtruth2426
I'm not confusing the two and I actually do know quite a bit about Christianity, including its history, major doctrines, and I'm very familiar with the Bible, especially the New Testament. You are not in a position to know what I do and do not know. Don't be arrogant.
Kristi, I hope you continue to make progress with your PTSD. I am a former Southern Baptist pastor, grad of Southern Seminary, left the denomination 2 years after MDiv graduation, transitioned to UMC and then Episcopal Church. After DMin work and post doc work at an Episcopal Seminary, I reached the same conclusions about Christianity that you have. Seeing your latest video, I could not agree with you more on the slide into a turn to false doctrine and apostasy. The Church as it stands today, could not be further from the teachings of Jesus, whom they adore as a god and use to further empower the patriarchy and grow in their racism, misogyny and abuse of “the least of these.” I hope your health and mental outlook allows you to continue to share your message. Be Strong!
@@PanhandleRunner that is true, the majority of Christians are hypocrites, but that doesn't mean that true Christians don't exist.
They don't understand that when you realize it's all human, you can't un-realize it.
Very well said.
I wouldn’t say that as there are too many agnostics and atheists that end up being Christian.
@@ianalan4367 A lot of agnostics and atheists were never Christians before they converted to Christianity. They convert to it as people who have limited knowledge of it. I'm talking about people like me who have deep experience with and knowledge of it, who come to realize it's all human. There is no way people like me can un-realize that, and Christians who presume otherwise don't understand and have not experienced that realization.
@@ianalan4367 most of the "ex-atheists" you see online were never an atheist to begin with. They pretend to be ex-atheist to get some extra points for their religion to convince other atheists 😂. It doesn't work obviously.
This!
I find your title hiarious!! People jumping to you 'going back to Jesus' just shows that they haven't been paying attention to your videos! Missed you and so glad to see you back!! 💜🩷💜
I discovered your channel just a day ago.... I have been alone with all these thoughts since I was a child. For the first time in 45 years I found in you a true person who speaks from my soul.
I have a trama bond with christianity. It took me 20 years to let it go. I sometimes still struggle with it, but I always rise above! Thanks for being you
I was a single mom when I got deeply involved in the fundamental Baptist church then Mennonite....nowadays I'm trying to be a decent human being
Religious leaders and politicians always try to recruit vulnerable, hurting people. Time and time again. I'm so glad you escaped the exploitation! Wishing you and yours the best!
The day I realized I had ADHD was the single most healing day of my life. The amount of guilt and shame and self-loathing I was able to shed is immeasurable. It is a process, and there are moments of anxiety along the way, but understanding the reason why you are the way you are and how to begin dealing with it can be an incredibly cathartic experience, and it warms my heart to hear that you went through that recently. ♥️
There really is SO much healing in recognizing and treating it.
I'm glad to know that you are alive, well, and taking care of yourself. I'm am also glad to know that you are facing your fears and coming to terms with yourself using reality-based means, rather than magical thinking.
She's OKAY! Whew! Welcome back!
You look much healthier.
You looked exhausted at the end of last year.
I'm happy for you!
I was SO tired. I'm feeling a lot better. Thank you so much for your support!
Happy to see you back! 🩵🫶🏻
Hi friend!!!
Hi Kristi, I just wanted to tell you that since February of this year I have been deconstructing my faith, and watching your videos was what made me feel a lot less fearful and alone in doing so. Even in your absence your channel helped me greatly in that process, so thank you for that! And welcome back to TH-cam!
@YaLikeJazz615
What denomination are you deconstructing from?
Thanks for updating us. Embrace the small moments in life and they will grow
Kristi! It's good to hear from you again.
I'm proud that you have taken time for yourself and bettering your quality of life!! I wish you the best always!
I was Dx with PTSD, anxiety, major depression and DPDR after i survived a really bad accident in my country.
Kristi, we have to keep going! prioritize yourself and your family :D stay safe!
I'm so glad you're OK. Many of us have been really worried. You were missed.
2 years ago you helped me deconstruct my faith.
Thank you so much and welcome back 😊 it's great to see you again and hear your voice again ❤
This gives me so much purpose 💗 thanks for being here.
I’m glad you’re back as another ADHDer with religious trauma. I absolutely understand the emotional regulation issues.
I grew up in a hardcore fundamentalist cult and went through many of the traumas you describe. Doing the work in therapy was a life saver. be well. Your page has been a... godsend to me.
I always get a kick out of people who are just sure the "Holy Spirit" is telling them something only to find out it was wrong and then watching the mental gymnastics performance that follows. Glad to see you back!
It gives me a chuckle too ;)
*Hi people. I'm a person who used to be an atheist. Now I believe Jesus Christ is God, and I believe he is my Lord and Savior.* I spent about 9 or 10 years as an atheist. But fortunately, God snapped me out of it. If anyone has any questions for me, I'll be glad to answer them as best I can over the next couple days. Have a blessed day. Jesus Christ is God.
@@LindseyDisney - Do you have evidence for your claim?
@@LindseyDisneyI am so happy for you. Did you spend 17 years being told you were an abomination? Years crying and screaming asking to not be gay? When you have and get no answer let me know. I would never want to ruin someone else's faith and I am glad you obviously are a chosen one and God loves you. Unfortunately he doesn't love us.
@@BenSolomonIM : You asked, _"Do you have evidence for your claim?"_ Evidence for the fact that God exists? Yes. My faith is my evidence. The Bible says in the book of Hebrews, in chapter 11, verse 1, *_"Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."_* That means my faith is substantive and is evidence of invisible things. There are a variety of things that are unseen including God, the angels, and demons.
My faith in God is a gift from God himself. In fact, I don't think any person can believe in God unless God himself has given them the grace and faith to believe in him. God is sort of a mystery, and the only way to know the truth is if God gives you the truth. Jesus Christ is absolute truth.
When it comes to other religions, some of them also believe in what they don't see, but it is not God whom they believe. The devil is a liar.
Anyway, I hope this answer helps. I'm a former atheist and now a Christian. Jesus Christ is the way, the truth, and the life. Jesus Christ is God. Jesus Christ is risen. Have a blessed day.
So great to see another creator on here talk about the importance of stepping away to focus on yourself - these social platforms have a way of pressuring people to push themselves beyond healthy limits (to keep up with producing, promoting, engaging, etc).
Your channel is a favorite of mine and just happy to see you checking in ✊
Your voice is so unique and so necessary in the ex-christian-TH-cam space. I'm so glad to see you back. From a fellow former-evangelical with ADHD, I'm so proud of you for taking care of yourself and continuing to speak your truth. Welcome back.
Welcome back. I kept looking for you, and now here you are! 🎉❤
I agree, what’s going on in our country right now is definitely scary.
I look forward to hearing more from you.
Kristi, you are such a brave and intelligent person! As a 55 year old former evangelical and war veteran who has experienced abuse and trauma on so many levels that I don't even care to talk about; you are one of the most beautiful people I have ever seen on TH-cam or anywhere else. I am so happy to see you again. I have learned so much from you. Thank you so much for what you do. Love you.
I think your clarity in deconstructing beliefs is impressive and important,
A conversation between you and Alex O’conner would be awesome !
So good to see you back on here ❤️ I've definitely missed your perspective. If this ever gets overwhelming again, we will all understand if gou need a mental break. We are always here waiting on you!
I'm so happy to see you, and I'm glad you were able to take the time you needed to be well. I appreciate all the excellent work you do, and I'll be here whenever you're ready to keep it going 💜
The religious trauma community is huge and through social media they finally have a community get together. Before the internet, they were usually socially isolated, both by necessity and self care, and by design of the oppressive religious majority at the time. Glad you’re still here sharing.
Jesus is the Prince of Peace. You just need to trust him. The flesh is weak but the spirit is willing.
I was recently realizing I hadn't seen anything from you for a while, and I was hoping you didn't have any health problems. But thinking you went back to Christianity never once crossed my mind, lol! Take care of yourself, that's the most important thing in life you can do.
Even though I'm Canadian, Project 2025 is scary, movements like that have history of not staying in one country. It isn't some fringe thing, it is part of the Heritage foundation which has been pushing conservative judges for 40 years, I think they see the righting on the wall that if they don't take over soon they will get pushed asside. I recently found out about Aphantasia, being a way that my mind works, I've been thinking on how it had affected my eventual leaving Christianity.
You don't owe us anything, but speaking for myself, I enjoy your content. I think it's important.
From the deeply Red and Christian State of Nebraska here. Just wanted to say thank you so much for coming back. Your videos and work have been instrumental in my deconstruction process and I’ve showed countless people here your work in helping with their own journey. Can’t wait to see your content in the future.
Your channel has really helped me sooo much! deconstucting , in a common sense way. Bringing up logical reasons for evey topic you discussed. I no longer feel like I am going to burn for eternity and you know how freeing that feeling is. So please take care of yourself! My husband has ADD and I understand what you are going through, sounds like you are on the right track with self care. Sending you love hugs and good vibes the world needs amazing people like you ❤
So glad to see you back, Kristi! I have missed your content.
It's been about 15 years since I left Christianity and I still have ptsd/trauma as a result of it that I still struggle with. Not so much trouble accepting what I believe, but more so how it affects the relationship dynamics with my family and friends. And it has taken even longer for me to fully explore how it affects my political views, I was on the path down towards the extreme alt-right, even years after I deconstructed. The aftermath of the 2020 election was a wake up call for me and now I'm horrified by what is going on in the alt-right.
Good for you, Kristi! Take care of you. We need to normalize walking away from TH-cam as neither good nor bad, and just a thing
Hi Kristi, you’re having a positive impact here in Australia. Thanks!
You have been missed! It’s good to see you back!!
Glad to have you back. Thanks for having the courage to share your experiences. The main thing is that you take care of yourself and do what you need to do. You are the voice of reason in a sea of lies and misinformation. 🥰
Just imagine, last night before falling asleep I was thinking about you and your channel and thought I should check your updates. And now I open TH-cam and see this video on my feed!
I'm so glad you are back! I also grew up Southern Baptist and deconstructed over the last couple of years. Your content is so relatable and I've learned so much from you and your delivery method. Thanks for being you and for sharing with us as you feel like it.
@Kristi, I hope that you are feeling better. Your well-being means a lot to me. 😘❤️🔥👍
Thank you for talking about mental health and the importance of taking care of yourself; not everyone has someone in their life advocating for that. You are an inspiration for us all and your content has helped me so much. Peace and love all the way from the Faroe Islands 🇫🇴✌🏼
I really appreciate you saying, "No, God isn't talking to you." This is something Christians really need to learn. They too often use this as an excuse for hateful behavior and need to understand that those are just their thoughts, not God speaking to them.
Yes, as a Christian there will come a day when people will be ashamed for making such claims
“And it shall come to pass, that when any shall yet prophesy, then his father and his mother that begat him shall say unto him, Thou shalt not live; for thou speakest lies in the name of the LORD: and his father and his mother that begat him shall thrust him through when he prophesieth. And it shall come to pass in that day, that the prophets shall be ashamed every one of his vision, when he hath prophesied; neither shall they wear a rough garment to deceive:”
Zechariah 13:3-4 KJV
We Christians often act hatefully toward people of other religions or no religions, don't we? It's such a shame because Jesus taught that we must love our enemies but often we don't obey that particular teaching.
@@PolymorphicPenguin I wouldn't call those people Christians.
@@PolymorphicPenguin why have enemies ? They are just people with differing opinions.
I'm so glad that you're back, Kristi. Missed you and your refreshing honesty. You have my respect.
Awesome, you and Mindshift are great and glad to see you back
I'm glad to see you back Kristi.
I fully understand the how a "break" can stretch itself out for an undetermined amount of time; I've had a few myself.
Keep up the good work and I'm looking forward to your future content.
Girl ... as a queer escapee of a non-denominational Christian church some 20 years ago (still working on that trauma), I can't explain to you how helpful your content has been to me. You are truly a godsend out here doing the good Lord's work. 😉😆
Right? We dont all have to let the King James history book (Bible) mess with the 21st century growth! We are in an Awakening with so many gifted People! (((Hugs)))
Glad to see you are back. I had just discovered and was really enjoying your channel when you left. Life can knock the wind out of you sometimes. It's good to have someone with similar views you can look forward to hearing from. Take care of yourself. 👍
Dear Kristi,
So glad you're back and getting better.
Your health always come first - so if you need to stand back from the endless line of angry religious nuts, please do.
There is indeed no hate like christian love.
Kind regards :)
When I saw the title to your video? I'm like hell no she didn't return to Christianity she's just been busy.
🤣
For every negative message you get, remember that there are 1000s of us who silently appreciate you, we have your back.
@TheHolyHandGrenade763 Yes like lemmings you all follow each other blindly into the vacuum of atheistic nothingness, which eventually leads to the darkness and despair and destruction in the pits of hell forever.
@@aletadale8701 Better to live in the peace and truth of what can be proven than to live in fear a hell that can't be proven.
@MachFiveFalcon Yes I do live in the truth of what can be proven and to this end I don't have fear of going to hell.
@@aletadale8701 Show me evidence that anything you said is true and I will gladly believe. Otherwise you are just another religous fanatic whose mouth is writing checks that your brain can't cash.
@@aletadale8701 says the fucking lemming.
Glad you are back! Looking forward to watching :)
You're so amazing & intelligent & have helped me more than u know in navigating, questioning, validating & deconstructing from religion. I'm glad u took the time for urself too. Thank u for all that u r & do! 🖤
Hey Kristi, former christian and SBC pastor's son. Regardless of how polished your content is, I sincerely appreciate your videos. Living in the south as an apostate can be difficult and lonely, so I'm very happy to see you post content. I've had my fair share of MH issues as well, people like you and other apostate creators on YT have helped me to find community. Thank you for what you do and please keep it up!
Thanks for the update and the honesty. It's important to take whatever time you need for your personal happiness. Pulling for you!
Welcome back Kristi. Love your channel. Thanks for the wonderful update. Just be well and live your best life ever.🥰
I appreciate you. I appreciate that you decided to take a well-deserved break. Glad to hear your voice again.
You're back! You were one of the first creators I found when deconstructing this time last year. You were a huge influence on my journey out of Christianity and I just wanted to thank you! I binged all of your youtube videos and despite not having tiktok, you are the only person I've gone to that god forsaken (pun intended) platform to watch haha! Anyway, I'm happy to hear things are going well. Take whatever time you need, we'll be here to support you with each new upload.
Take care of yourself! Loved the clickbait, and I agree that your voice matters, the diversity in style is important, and your presentation is unique and powerful. Thanks for your effort, best wishes!
That's really nice to hear, thank you for your support!
Glad to see you back and that you're doing well.
Your voice is very important. There are not many atheist women on youtube at all. You're giving a voice to many people by sharing your own story and your perspective. And your style is very unique. You come across as very knowledgable and smart.
I agree! I think her perceptive is very personable but also fits into an unoccupied niche on atheist TH-cam.
Thank you so much for coming back and not going back. Thank you for being honest with your life. It really makes a difference to those that needed.❤
What a weird assumption for people to make. Glad that your back. You were releasing videos when I needed them the most. Thanks for everything, and glad you're OK!
Unlike Jesus, you came back! My day is better now, thank you!
This comment made MY day better 🤣
Took longer than 3 days tho
@@chlorophyllphile But less then 2000 years.
@@Jesuslordoflords-y4m, in front of who? The character created by Rome?
Expand your awareness. Listen to a few hundred interviews with people who have had Near Death Experiences, it will destroy the fantasy that is built by religions (all of them).
@@Jesuslordoflords-y4m lol. Delusional.
So grateful to hear from an atheist woman who is so warm and kind. Subscribed.
Thank you so much for taking time out for yourself! We all need it, and your content will be better for it.
Thank you for coming back to the channel as well. You have a whole lot to offer! Every piece of your content has been enormously helpful for me, and you still stand as my favorite TH-camr even after all the time away! ❤ Love you lots! Cheering you on! And thank you for saying all this.
I’m so happy that ur back!! When I was Christian I used to argue in ur comment sections on TikTok and when I started deconstructing u had stopped making content😅
Omg! I love this 😄 welcome to freedom! I'm so happy you're carving out your own path.
@@jezebelvibes thank you!!🫶🫶🫶
So glad you are doing well! Found your channel while you were on hiatus, looking forward to seeing what you do in the future.
Also, so glad you are prioritizing your mental health and personal life.
Thank you for coming back! You were extremely helpful in my deconversion. Be well!
We missed you!! I think what you are doing is very difficult, and I know it must be a dreadful strain. You are a brilliant heathen.
😊🥰
HOORAY, KRISTI! So glad to see you back, in whatever capacity is right for you. More than that, I’m happy that you are well. 😁
As for the click-baity title, I love it!
Also, welcome to the ADHDers Club! I was diagnosed at age 33 (20 years ago), and oh my, that + medication were life-changing for the better. I hope they are as powerful for you, too.
Great to see you on here again!! Mental health comes first, you don't owe anyone online anything if it is getting in the way of that, you are a wonderful example to follow!! as someone else ex Christian who also was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult, sooo many things finally made sense for me in light of all the particular ways I just couldn't "fit" in with my Christian family and friends growing up. Being unable to control the volume and speed of my voice, sharing things that were deemed inappropriate without realizing it, never having the motivation to study my Bible and blaming myself for it, emotional outbursts, extreme highs and lows based on how close to god I felt that day, and how all of these things caused me to truly hate myself and blame myself for so many years. It all makes sense now and I'm so much more free even just knowing there is a name for how I've always felt and been. And the Meds help too haha
Welcome back! We missed you.
I’m sorry the hate comments suck. I think your channel is incredible.
Thanks! Glad you're working on your healing!
thank you so much!
Thanks for the update Kristi! I have missed your videos but mostly I wanted to know that you were ok. I'm glad you are taking good care of yourself, for you and your real fans that is job 1. I'm looking forward to hearing what you have to say. Welcome back to the weirdness, that is TH-cam!
I like your attitude towards life. Well done!
I’m just now seeing your video. I appreciate you and your perspectives. You have helped me more than you know. I have been an atheist for about 8 and a half years or so. I just came out with my family members. Christians think they’re persecuted? Not even. What you do is bravery. What you do is awesome. I too suffer from ADHD, and I am probably autistic, although I’m having a hard time getting diagnosed. You are a huge inspiration to me. I’m glad you’re back. Thank you.
The best thing this morning opening TH-cam, was seeing Kristi is back!
Welcome back goddess heathen , we missed you. I’m glad you fine and doing well. Thank you for sharing and happy 4th July.
This is your journey. I am glad that you took however much time you felt. A lot of us here are in the same boat with religious trauma. Yes, we love what you do. It helps us process too but you do you. We are proud of you!
I used to be traumatized too till I realized I did it to myself. Jesus never expects anything from us but to just believe in Him.
Weill, I am glad to see you back. The truth needs told.
Jezebel Vibes still vibing strong! 🎉🎉
All the love!
She's right if you haven't seen anything about project 2025 PLEASE go look at it. It's like the freaking handmaid's tale! So glad you're back Kristi! 🥳
@@factoryreject8438 Some (progressives like David Pakman, other atheists like Owen Morgan) have been talking about it for about 9 months. Unfortunately, Democrats waited until recently to address it because they thought people wouldn't pay attention to it until about this time.
Gotta leave it to alt-right conspiracy theorist types to concoct one of the most dangerous actual conspiracies our nation has faced in a long time.
Project 2025 along with the SCOTUS's recent gift of full presidential immunity = full on dictatorship for the next Republican POTUS (I won't say the T word because I can't stand to type his name). We can still stop it with our votes but this is our only chance.
@@MachFiveFalcon She seems to have disappeared already.
Oh ok good. So then tell me whats the evidence the bible isn't historically true!
I’m so thrilled to see you’re back! I’ve wanted to reach out just to wish you well but I didn’t want you to feel compelled to return earlier than you were ready for to offer an explanation. I thought of you often though and assumed you were taking care of yourself working thru something in a healthy way. Wishing you well on your continued journey and always prioritize yourself over us. Your sister in nonbelief ❤️✌🏾
1. Welcome back Kristi! Hope your health gets better in time. TH-cam watchers can wait, your health matters more.
2. Religious trauma is notoriously under-mentioned by society, I think mainly because a lot of atheists suffer in silence, while talking about it openly to others may worsen past traumatic experiences. Anyone showing vulnerability in the face of past trauma is a sign of strength, not weakness.
It's good to see you back, we miss you.
So sweet
Welcome back, impressed that you seem to be taking good care of yourself, put out product when you can, we'll be here!
I’m so glad you’re back Kristi! You have been instrumental in my faith journey. I was born and bread in the Christian church but have questioned for many years. It really is a journey stepping away. Thank you for helping me!
It's great to see you back,,You were surely missed Kristi!!
Thanks for keeping us in the loop. I'm a 72yo man who watches you "religiously" and really appreciates the honesty. Like you, I tried so hard to believe the unbelievable, then through reading the actual Bible from cover to cover realized how absurd it was. The God depicted in the Old Testament was a psychopathic predator who tortured his most faithful adherents. The New Testament tried to reinvent this deity without success. Religion is failing on every level, and credulity is killing humanity. "To empathize with a psychopath is to negate the self," per the series "Mindhunters." The psychosis gripping our country right now needs wonderful young people like you to save those of us who want to preserve some form of sanity. If you decide to retire from the public spotlight for the sake of your mental health, please do so without regret. More will be revealed. Gratitude is its own reward.
"The God depicted in the Old Testament was a psychopathic predator who tortured his most faithful adherents." - no kidding! Take the case of Uzzah in 2 Samuel Chapter 6 verses 6-7: all Uzzah did was touch the Ark of the Covenant when he was involved in carrying it. The Ark was tipping over, so Uzzah did the right thing - he kept the Ark from tipping over, and God immediately chose to "smite" Uzzah! 😲What was Uzzah - or anybody helping to transport the Ark - supposed to do? Just let it tip over and fall to the ground? I mean SERIOUSLY god - WTF? What a total "Richard" god is. "God is slow to anger" (Psalm 103 verse 8) yeah right! 🙄
As a 68 yo ADHD CPTSD female who deconstructed...I get it!!!❤❤
AMEN to the OT Psycho Yahweh!
@@discontinuedmodel232 Amen...Yahweh is certainly a murderous psycho!
Welcome back Kristi! I'm glad to hear you were taking care of yourself. ADHD solidarity!
Hi Kristi -- so glad to hear that you are working on you. Please know that everyone (literally everyone) has some sort of mental health concerns to deal with. I am older than you are, and have been stuggling with the stigma of being athiest in a society that is predominantly Christian for a very long time (before you were born.) Your channel has helped me very much, and I have the deepest respect for you.
What very kind and considered words.
Kristi, it's so great to see you back, you gloriously unrepentant heathen! Wishing you health and strength as you take the best care of yourself. We'll all be happy to see any new content, but don't put pressure on yourself. Healing takes a lot of time and effort. Again, super happy to see a new video, and looking forward to what the future holds!
Thank you so so much! It means a lot!