@ perhaps. you know? funny story. i have a very vivid memory of one of the panic attacks i had. it was in band class in middle school, the setting where i first started to have panic attacks in the first place. when my father had dropped me off at school, he was fleet foxes’ self titled in the car. so for a very long time, i had a lot of difficulty hearing “white winter hymnal” without thinking about curling up in the fetal position in my band director’s office, at the feet of the one girl who bothered to check on me to see if i was ok. i wanted to weep into her arms, because no one understood that i felt like the world wasn’t real. i have really specific negative associations with a lot of music. like, so much music. but as i’ve recovered from my panic disorder over the years i’m slowly starting to recover my love for some stuff i previously thought tainted (i can listen to fairport convention and richard & linda thompson if i’m by myself and in a comfortable space). perhaps it’s time to dive more into fleet foxes
@@waitsbian wow, im really sorry you had to go through that, i remember i had a pretty good season before college without these types of things, and when i first came in to a presentation like, probably my first week, i had a horrible realization that i was nothing more but a role in a play in the middle of my sentence and it was physically painful to even be present for like, weeks. I was listening to a lot of Joanna, Vashti, Regina and Spinetta at the time and it helped me so much to make sense of things and relate and ground myself. I felt like i could be a part of the world back then, from that. Its pretty insane to think of the impact, negative or positive that music can really have in helping you kind of, attune, it's so innate to navigate being a person. Anyway, i'm super happy you're doing better and maybe even reclaiming certain things, like how amazing fairport convention is. And again, thank you for sharing and having such a cool cornet of the internet here for so many people.
always glad to hear a Andrew Bird song, good cover.
I get so hyped when I see you upload!! Cool singing!!!
God bless the youtube recommendations that show me this video while I was listening to Kendrick
feeling very flattered by the youtube algorithm right now
I don't think I've ever seen you look more soulful than in the thumbnail for this video. I wouldn't dare ask you to explain yourself. Good tune!
Oh wow, those vocals with that banjo. Mesmerizing cover
Amazing video! Loved every second of it, thank you for sharing. You seem like such a lovely soul. Hope you're well and that you keep on playing!
Love this! You can always do more Andrew Bird in my eyes.
its weird, but you just calmed me down from a huge panic attack, so thanks for being amazing sis this is gorgeous
i'm glad you've calmed down.. i used to struggle with panic attacks a lot. it does get better for real
@@waitsbian thank you bud, please keep making awesome music. Ever considered a fleet foxes cover?
@ perhaps. you know? funny story. i have a very vivid memory of one of the panic attacks i had. it was in band class in middle school, the setting where i first started to have panic attacks in the first place. when my father had dropped me off at school, he was fleet foxes’ self titled in the car. so for a very long time, i had a lot of difficulty hearing “white winter hymnal” without thinking about curling up in the fetal position in my band director’s office, at the feet of the one girl who bothered to check on me to see if i was ok. i wanted to weep into her arms, because no one understood that i felt like the world wasn’t real. i have really specific negative associations with a lot of music. like, so much music. but as i’ve recovered from my panic disorder over the years i’m slowly starting to recover my love for some stuff i previously thought tainted (i can listen to fairport convention and richard & linda thompson if i’m by myself and in a comfortable space). perhaps it’s time to dive more into fleet foxes
@@waitsbian wow, im really sorry you had to go through that, i remember i had a pretty good season before college without these types of things, and when i first came in to a presentation like, probably my first week, i had a horrible realization that i was nothing more but a role in a play in the middle of my sentence and it was physically painful to even be present for like, weeks. I was listening to a lot of Joanna, Vashti, Regina and Spinetta at the time and it helped me so much to make sense of things and relate and ground myself. I felt like i could be a part of the world back then, from that. Its pretty insane to think of the impact, negative or positive that music can really have in helping you kind of, attune, it's so innate to navigate being a person.
Anyway, i'm super happy you're doing better and maybe even reclaiming certain things, like how amazing fairport convention is. And again, thank you for sharing and having such a cool cornet of the internet here for so many people.
lovely cover! wonderful vocals :D