Missing your old self | My Honest transition Journey | FTM

Welcome back to my channel!
In today’s video, I’m diving into a topic that often goes unspoken in the trans community: grieving your old self.
When I began my transition from female to male, I found that no one really talked about the emotional journey of letting go of your past identity. This silence can make people who are early in their transition feel isolated and question their own validity.
So I wanted to share my experience in hope that some people will feel less alone and understand their doubts better.
00:00 Introduction
00:35 Grief of my old self
01:12 Feminine part of me
01:56 Make up/Women's fashion
02:40 Leaving the WLW community
03:08 Outro
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[@ellioterickson4326]

Thank you for this. It’s important to allow yourself to feel these emotions and I believe it’s a major part of the process with transitioning because we’re letting go what we are familiar with and going towards the unknown. Thank you for sharing this 🙏🏽

[@4gvs]

THANK you so much for this. i'm pre t and this is one of the BIGGEST issues, if not THE issue that goes around my mind and kind of "holds me back" (not really, but i'm observing it you know what i mean?) anyways, ty for this, i'll start my own channel someday soon and i'll adress this as well :).

[@Maxuner]

im so happy you make this content.
it comforts me, cause im feeling exactly the same- about make up, fashion, about not being lesbian anymore and being straight.
especially seeing that youre truly happy with your transition despite all the doubts is really motivating me!

[@blonderover]

Yes

[@noahnr1007]

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[@ktcaZ-fs-bv7gv]

Dude This styled like how we grew up is Not Cool !
Why is your generation just Cosplaying everything how we grew up !