I have pseudo memories of things that did not happen that I only remember in order to cover up obvious amnesia from extended switching. Like the other day I was like “Mom do you remember when I was 13 and you took me to the hospital for a mental health assessment and I ran away in the parking lot and walked 30 miles and came home late at night? How come you never took me back to finish up and get me evaluated? She was like “what the F are you talking about; I never took you to any psychological anything except ADHD until you were 14.”
That was powerful Max (I know Max has now integrated but I think that needed to be said) I also think that Max was not only powerful but brave, articulate and so beautifully brutally honest. Thank you! ✌❤
@@magesystem Hi Charlie I don't usually leave msgs but you really are doing an amazing job and you were, you are, so relatable I just wanted you to know that what you're doing is making a difference. For that we thank you ✌❤
@@magesystem You are so welcome Charlie! Sometimes things just need to be said, othertimes they need to be heard. I'm so glad that you heard. Again keep up the amazing work ✌❤
I listened to it like a movie, very interesting with visualization! Maybe inappropriate question, but Im really wondering if you wants like look for your family and figure out what happened to you?
Hey. thanks for listening. so, generally i am aware that none of that was real and none of it matters. sometimes me and L joke that i do actually have a family out there, or that L’s really the alter in my head. i have thought about, like, what if within our head, i went back to my home town in the inner world and found them. it’s an interesting thought, and maybe it’s possible. i don’t know what i’d say to my family. probably sorry. - max
Thanks for opening up. Must of felt awkward describing at times as u stated, but thank you for letting us know. This wasn't an easy talk, but we understand n get you now.
Thank you guys (i assume you’re a system), it’s kinda nice to get it out there in some way, esp when people in your life aren’t going to get it because it didn’t really happen - max
Thank you for sharing!!🤟 ⭐You are lucky cause you have a great mom. Keep talking to us whenever you feel like. You have a very special way to explain your life. Hugs to all. ❤💙💜💚 🌊🌊🌊🌞🐶⭐
We believe that the memories that our alters have are metaphysical in nature we believe we live in a multi-verse and consciousness is a crazy thing
That’s really beautiful, it really can feel such a way that I wonder if that’s true. - Ginger
I have pseudo memories of things that did not happen that I only remember in order to cover up obvious amnesia from extended switching. Like the other day I was like “Mom do you remember when I was 13 and you took me to the hospital for a mental health assessment and I ran away in the parking lot and walked 30 miles and came home late at night? How come you never took me back to finish up and get me evaluated? She was like “what the F are you talking about; I never took you to any psychological anything except ADHD until you were 14.”
that’s interesting, i’ve never seen anyone talk about that before. i suppose i had something similar to that as a kid. - L
That was powerful Max (I know Max has now integrated but I think that needed to be said) I also think that Max was not only powerful but brave, articulate and so beautifully brutally honest. Thank you! ✌❤
Thank you so much ! That really means a lot to me. i don’t think of myself as very articulate lol. - Charlie
@@magesystem Hi Charlie I don't usually leave msgs but you really are doing an amazing job and you were, you are, so relatable I just wanted you to know that what you're doing is making a difference. For that we thank you ✌❤
@@kierstymiller6305 Wow that kind of makes me emotional. Thank you very very very much 💜 - charlie
@@magesystem You are so welcome Charlie! Sometimes things just need to be said, othertimes they need to be heard. I'm so glad that you heard. Again keep up the amazing work ✌❤
I listened to it like a movie, very interesting with visualization! Maybe inappropriate question, but Im really wondering if you wants like look for your family and figure out what happened to you?
Hey. thanks for listening. so, generally i am aware that none of that was real and none of it matters. sometimes me and L joke that i do actually have a family out there, or that L’s really the alter in my head.
i have thought about, like, what if within our head, i went back to my home town in the inner world and found them. it’s an interesting thought, and maybe it’s possible. i don’t know what i’d say to my family. probably sorry. - max
thank you for sharing your story. i hope you're doing well now, max
Thanks man - max
Thanks for opening up. Must of felt awkward describing at times as u stated, but thank you for letting us know. This wasn't an easy talk, but we understand n get you now.
Thank you guys (i assume you’re a system), it’s kinda nice to get it out there in some way, esp when people in your life aren’t going to get it because it didn’t really happen - max
Thank you for sharing!!🤟
⭐You are lucky cause you have a great mom. Keep talking to us whenever you feel like.
You have a very special way to explain your life. Hugs to all. ❤💙💜💚
🌊🌊🌊🌞🐶⭐
thanks! - max
So it goes...
Max were you the host at one point in time?
hello, there’s a chance i was for a couple months at most when i was first created but i really don’t know. just curious, why do you ask?
@@magesystem your story and memories are very precise