You don't realize how many people you will impact by being real and showing how God rescues us time and time again when we fall back into Sin. Be encouraged! Every one of us fall short of the glory of God, but stay strong in knowing Jesus is our salvation, and all we are asked to do is run towards him. God bless you :)
This why God calls us to certain assignments because I have been checking for you and haven’t been seeing you posting. So when I seen you this morning I felt so much joy, because you have helped me more than you know. But hearing your testimony, I’m coming out the exact same thing God is so intentional.
One thing I realized on my walk and fully submitting my life to Christ is how the flesh will constantly war against the spirit also deliverance is a process I remember being confused at one point cause im like I’m doing everything right but was still having worldly desires then I realized long suffering is actually one of the fruits of the spirit it’s a whole process of ups & downs but can’t nothing separate us from the love of God🙏🏾
Amennn glory be to god thank u sister for this message it also helped me slot I keep falling back into sin and it was very similar it was weed even though my father already took my out of that sin I went back I would throw it away fit a few days then get the urge again but ik I can do it as long we get back up and keep trying that’s all that matters ❤️
Thank you so much for being so transparent. I’m in tears writing this because I’ve been feeling like I’ve been stuck in that middle ground too until today I finally felt like I’m back and then I see that you posted this. “The godly may trip seven times, but they will get up again.” Amen girl!!!!
Girl, I almost started crying knowing you cried. LOL. God is so good, so me seeing him continue to extend his goodness to my brothers and sisters who are struggling is a blessing I’m so HYPE. IM LIKE LET GOOO😤 God really loves us no matter what !? Like huhhh…. Okay bet 😗✌🏾 now that just makes me wanna be even better
Love, thank you for your vulnerability and your obedience to God ❤ This was truly encouraging and inspiring. I pray that God will sustain you and even if you do fall I pray that you will be inspired by your own video (that reflects the Word of God) and it will encourage you to keep going back home. Have a blessed and happy year🥳
My heart has been so heavy because I’m stuck in this EXACT situation. Jesus saved me in October and I fell back into my sin (smoking) shortly after and haven’t stopped. This video was such a beautiful reminder of His grace. I finally had a Bible study with a friend a few days ago at Barnes and Noble and I was searching for a Christian book but felt overwhelmed with the options and left with nothing. Now I don’t have to search because I feel Jesus speaking to me through you. I will be purchasing this book. May God continue to bless you and use you for His glory. Thank you so much sister ❤ I’m so happy you came back stronger.
He will never leave you nor forsake you. Keep pursuing the Lord and He will strengthen and sustain you.... He will get you through every trial and challenge just keep your eyes on Him no matter what comes your way. The enemy tried it and will always try to break us!!... we just have to remain steadfast in faith !! Glad you are back and renewed !
my friendddd!💕 so sooo proud of u girll. God is real & his strength is always made perfect in our weakness. He understands & knows we will fall but we must always get back up & remain seeking his unfathomable grace 💕 we all go through that. you are not alone.. I have the exact same experience when I fall back into my temptations.. it’s like I’ll pursue it but uncomfortable in going too deep. It’s literally the Holy Spirit & his grace in not letting up on us & its truly fascinating. ❤️ We’re all on our own journey, keep going. We love you!!
Wow...wow...wow!! Such profound message. All thanks to The Most High for delivering this message, at this time, and through you. I too struggled with falling back, repeatedly, into the sin of cannabis consumption. Each time, I felt the Holy Spirit urging me to put it down, throw it away, and just stop for good. The crazy thing is there was a point and time in my life where I truly felt that God and I would have the deepest of conversations while I was under the influence, a time where I felt I had the most revelation, but then about two years ago, God delivered me from it. In 2024 I began to consume again but each time I would, I felt different. Like you, somewhere stuck in the middle of not feeling completely comfortable in my sin or my salvation. Each time the only thing I could feel was the Holy Spirit speaking to me about the need to stop and that if I kept up with consuming, it would eventually lead to the death of me. I ended 2024 with getting high one last time in November. I bought the weed and immediately threw it away, and haven't purchased any since. Thank you for being a faithful servant and sharing this message 💕. I needed to hear and receive.
this resonated so much and im so thankful God gave you the courage to be so transparent on this topic, thank you for being so vulnerable!! this is going to help so many ppl girl u don’t even know🥺
I’m so happy to see you back! I got so excited seeing you pop up on my page ! I’ve been praying for you and checking to see if you were okay ! I’m so happy your back sissy ! ❤
Just know this made me so emotional when I read it, because the fact that you were praying for me, and I didn’t even know it is crazy. I genuinely assumed people just watch my videos, took what they could take and then went yk ? You’re a blessing. Thank you
@@LovelyLivingThroughChrist stop you are the absolute sweetest and deserve the world. Again, I’m so happy to hear that you fought the enemy and won with Jesus leading you through it. The light will always defeat the darkness. Keep doing what you do! P.S. listen to On time God by Woman Evolve Worship! I thought of you with that song 🫶🏼 much love 🤍
hi love! a couple of months back i thought of you and prayed for you because i never subscribed and supported you because i thought you were perfect. your content always uplifted me and gave me more understanding of how i can be joyful and give light to the world despite my imperfections. i hope your time away gave you more understanding of the impact you have on His Kingdom and a better love for yourself in Him regardless of your actions. i'm so happy you're back! God bless you.
been going thru the same love, key point is always cling to the lord and never feel like you can’t go back to him, thats what he wants. pride and the other side is what keeps us from god just keep getting up thats what makes us stronger. we must understand this might happen again and again but just focus on the now. now we have God
Pretty relatable honestly, I remember couple months back looking to see if you has posted but whether it be hills or valleys they are all important all used to Glorify GOD let’s continue to go back home regardless of how long it takes. We missed you welcome back 🤍
I’m so glad that you came back Love. There is no greater sin that God cannot forgive or wash us from. As you surrounded to Him, continue to allow him wash and cleanse you. Don’t dwell in self condemnation because that is what the enemy do to us. God bless you 💕
I am going through something similar fam, thanks for the uplifting word! 2 Peter 3:9 says, The LORD is not slow to fulfill His promises as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. God bless you sis, continue to seek God's kingdom first and God will take care of the rest.
I really admire your ability to be sooo vulnerable and authentic I genuinely believe God is definitely working and using you to touch many peoples hearts❤️😊
This is so relatable, I just experienced the exact same thing . Thank you for your transparency , this is love ❤ thank God for pulling us out of our mess
I NEEDED this video .. I fell back into sin and the way you’re explaining that you were torn in between going to sin or God is exactly where I am… 😢 thank you for giving me hope. Please keep making content.
“My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand.” John 10:27-28 the fact that you are torn just shows you hear his voice, you are his lil sheep baby and he’s gonna keep you, fight for you, and if you do get lost he will go to extreme lengths you could never imagine to bring you back home. Always. He’s is faithful when we are not, he says true love never fails, and his love for us is true, which means that his love for us will never fail.🩷
i know you don’t know me but i missed you so much. this video brought me to tears. keep being authentically real about following Jesus, it’s really impacting and that’s what drew me to your channel at first.
Oh wow I literally was thinking about your videos the other day and look at God. Sis I am so happy you coming back home.😊 You are not alone, time and time again I've been in this situation with lust. May God continues to bless you 🙏🏽
I commented on your TikTok!! I truly love your videos and your honesty. I stopped smoking weed too after 5 years and started watching your videos. this is so so so amazing that you felt gods faith in you, and you found your way back. YOU ARE SOOO LOVED OH MY GOSHH
not related I guess but wow you’re stunning, and your soul seems to be too, you sound so nice and soft spoken which amplifies everything 😩 first time watcher
Silent viewer here! When I first came across your Bible studies (a year ago) I fell back in love with Christ and i’m so beyond grateful that you’re being vulnerable and sharing your journey. Recently, i’ve been struggling with reading my Bible, talking to God and being a devoted follower. So seeing this notification has made an impact especially to me. Thank you for this :’)
I’m so glad it’s made an impact Natalie and God will continue to speak to you in many other ways, helping you to continue in bettering your relationship with him and your walk. Of course. And thank you for this ^^ !!
Ngl I hate falling back into deadly sin (worst feeling ever) like fornicating or drunkeness.. The only way to beat the attacks is to pray, constantly read our Bible & analyze every emotion we feel.
Literally, and it’s crazy because I genuinely believed that just because God saved me, he would never let me fall back into those types of sin again🤦🏾♀️ like I knew it was a possibility for me, but I just didn’t believe it. But he truly will 100% leave us in our sin if he has to so we can learn a lesson and see how detrimental it is to us and are mental health, physical health and emotional health, and then come pick us up
@ man I stopped smoking & drinking years ago. But would get caught up in lust & do something so distasteful. This why it’s important to be mindful of what we watch, listen to, etc. & we have to practice healthier habits on the daily including reading our Bibles everyday. Im like 3 months in since I last released & I can only give credit to God literally. With that being said lovely just stay focused man & immediately pick up on those fleshly desires.
@ wow, literally. I’m happy for you. That’s definitely a big milestone. Keep it up. And yes, that idle time will literally pull you right back into your sin because it’s almost like you feel like you have nothing better to do. Some things that I’ve been helping me are working out reading writing and trying to build better eating habits so I’ve been focusing on those things instead of smoking all day wasting my life AwAy🤦🏾♀️ but yes thank you !
Happy you're back home once more, Love. I genuinely missed your posts! It was just yesterday that your testimony video popped up on homepage and look at you here posting once more. God bless you! I had the same experience in November and it fully engulfed me at the end of December. Maybe it was the New Year blues; the feeling of inadequacy and underachievement. But I kept pushing by the grace of God. Now I just have to keep on praying my rosary, reading the scriptures and leaning on Him thoroughly. 🥺❤️
Yes !! Keep doing that, no matter what you’re going through. I’m so grateful you’ve been able to keep in touch with him even through the struggle. My path definitely would have been a lot easier if I did that. So no matter what keep doing what you’re doing despite any judgement you may endure. I’m proud of you !! 🩷
I’m so happy you’re back!!! I was starting to wonder why I hadn’t seen posts from you! I hope you’re ok. Let Me know how I can pray for you! Your content means so much and makes an impact in this world. I hope you know how much God is using you to encourage people in the faith. Also this post was timely and I feel everything you said because I’ve been trying to express how I felt and you said everything I’ve been meaning to understand about my walk . Thank you and I’m sorry you were going through this in secret. Also the enemy sees the impact and anointing on your life through this platform and wants to stop that hence why the temptations are stronger
This is so kind, thank you so much. I am so glad you were able to get some revelation about your walk with God through this. I wasn’t exactly sure the impact the video would have or how well it’d be received I was running off the pure adrenaline of my faith LOL and God is good. But yes actually ? just to hold firm in my faith, and to not allow other influences to make me believe otherwise. Thank you. 💌 Is there anything I can pray for you about ?
I love you so much love you don't understand how much your videos especially this one has helped me! Please let God continue to work and speak through you
Omgosh🥹 I love you too and appreciate you and your encouragement. I’m so glad it was able to help you. I do plan on continuing to make videos, he truly has provided me a new sense of courage and strength to do this again, and just come back even stronger. 🤌🏾💌
I have literally went through this same situation I went back to smoking vapes stopped went back Stopped in the midst of it al God was changing my desires and I was allowing him to be my satisfaction
Saying "we don't pray enough," or "we don't study enough," etc is basing our salvation on our works. We aren't saved by works, and our salvation isn't kept by works. Be comforted my dear sister in this verse, "And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand." (John 10:28). Oh how faithful He is to cleanse us from all sin, and to make us clean. It's not how many times you fall, it's how many times you get up.
OMG, I'm so happy to see you again, Love! I swear to God I've been in similar situations for the last few months with the weed and the doubts about God but I think my belief system was shaken after God (or some ghost but I felt it like it was God) appeared to me and I was in prayer meditation and God said "Everything is going to be okay" but months after that I saw a lot of disasters in the world and all of these things weakened my belief system even more but I always talk to God even when I'm a little bit down and my attitude is weird but I see when I talk to him he somehow answers but lately I've been hearing the devil too.. he uses strange voices and concepts but sometimes he's so good at faking .. a few weeks ago,Jesus appeared on my sound speaker and his face was concerned and a little sad but I can't forget how I felt - so excited about and no it's not bc of weed! I can quit smoking so fast and have had breaks for months and years but in these dark times, disasters etc.i trynna stay sane but I definitely feel like I am surrendering the true natural fullness of God in me,but life is kind of a spiral and sometimes we fall back on our previous habits and conditioning to catch up and be stronger in the next chapters and it is like a test of our will. Stay strong 🙏 ❤
OMGOSHHHH LITERALLYYY. That was one of the main things that pulled me away from him when I started focusing on all of the bad terrible things in the world🤦🏾♀️ instead of just focusing on him and his goodness understanding that this is a spiritual battle between him and the enemy that has to play out due to certain spiritual laws that I’ve already been set in place. I’m so grateful that he was able to meet you in your secret place and give you that encouragement that you needed in that tough time. But exactly I’m so happy you’re already in a mindset to be able to see that even when you fall, it’s just a chance to get up and become even stronger !? Love that. You’re doing so amazing. Let’s keep going 🦾😤🩷
Hi Love 👋. Welcome back to TH-cam! You were sorely missed, and my prayer was that you were ok 🙏. The discipline of salvation is when you fall, make a mistake, and SIN, come back to God! The deception of our nature says, "Be embarrassed, you're irredeemable, God doesn't want you back because you failed, stay and enjoy your flesh!" God forbid! Love, because you accepted God's gift of salvation, freely wanting to leave your sinful life, and were doing Kingdom work with your TH-cam channel, Satan ISN'T going to let you go without a fight! Especially as long as you have breath in your body! That's why we can't live saved in our own strength, but by God's Holy Spirit! Point, blank, period! Like God says to His Prodigals, "Welcome home, we've missed you. Let's celebrate your return! We're going to do it BIG 🥳! And please give us an update on why you had to leave TH-cam last year. Specifically, your opportunity to go on a mission trip for God. Welcome back 😊
Hey sister, I’ve thought about your channel and am so glad to see you back! Please feel free to reach out if you ever need sisterly community in Christ. Praying for you sis!
@ we have to stay on guard at all times because he just wants to steal kill and destroy the lives of gods sheep and we have to constantly rebuke him in the name of Jesus . He died for every problem we face on a daily so we just have to cry out for his behalf to help us in whatever we are going through
I challenge everyone in the comments to try studying the Bible with Jehovah Witnesses. They r God’s appointed sheep. Our true spiritual family across the entire 🌎 Don’t let Satan fool you into believing the lies he’s made us out to be. Love yall
@ We move through love in which Jesus Christ instructed us to. You should have at least have 1 Bible study & actually apply your heart to what you’re learning. Even if you’re not a believer, you should give Jehovah a chance. He’s loves us dearly my friend trust me
@ think about how hollywood always has a church as the prominent figure as God’s true crowd. But ironically evb believes Jehovahs witnesses is a cult. Yet we strive true righteousness in Gods word by not celebrating holidays & not advocating for sin. In most cases the crowd that evb surfs to is normally the path to destruction. On the other hand, the oddball is typically the truth. We not even supposed to wear crosses (form of idolatry) but yet our evil government made us to believe it is righteous. lol how ironic is that
This is the process many many people go through. There is no perfect Christian. The fact u could not be comfortable in your sin is because the transformation work of Christ already began. Like you said his laws were written on ur heart. He claimed you to be his. Living is not easy and being a Christian has many many many challenges. U are alive and u have the opportunity to go back to God. It doesn't mean u will never fall. Your authenticity will mostly likely help someone. Keep ur focus on God even when u feel unworthy to even do so. 🫂
I am so glad you are okay and posted I have fell back into sin myself and had the same identity crisis currently recovering from it and it’s hard but we got this🤍 God has been putting you on my heart heavy and I have prayed for you so glad you are ok!! I needed to see this so much omg
Amen we got this because Gods got us, regardless of our plan, he has a plan, and he always has. “The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps” (Proverbs 16:9)🩷
Love, we are so happy to see you again :’ ) !! I’m usually a silent viewer but wanted to say that your vulnerability is a breath of fresh air. Recently I’ve struggled with the exact same feelings that you expressed, and I felt like I was a fake christian because because my life wasn’t rainbows and butterflies like other christians who had an online platform. They seemed to live with no struggle against their sin at all (in hindsight, it’s probably because they didn’t really share it online and that is totally fair). I wondered how they could live with ease and joy while I was struggling silently with ongoing sin, so I thought that it must be because Jesus loves me less than them. So I distanced myself from God and was stuck in shame for months. But it was people who shared their real ongoing struggles with sin that drew me back to God. Their vulnerability helped me realize that our righteousness does not depend on how spotless our lives are, but the grace of God alone. Thank you for being open to share your struggles, it is a huge encouragement and means more than you know. 🤍🤍 We missed you and we are so glad you are well 🤗
Wow, literally exactly. It’s crazy. How deceiving social media can be sometimes but also so positively impactful at the same time !? But right some people just aren’t called to share their struggles online, it’s definitely hard, and I wasn’t even sure if I was gonna do it to this extent at first until God gave me the strength to do so, which is why it took me so long LOL. I was RUNNINGGG away from this fr. But look at what he’s done with it. How beautiful ? He’s turned my weakness, my mistake, my struggle into a blessing for many. I am imperfect, but he is more than perfect and that’s all we need.🙌🏾🩷
The fact that you are able to decipher this journey so well shows the passion you have for God. God bless your soul!
A righteous man falls seven times but always gets back up. proverbs 24:16
You don't realize how many people you will impact by being real and showing how God rescues us time and time again when we fall back into Sin. Be encouraged! Every one of us fall short of the glory of God, but stay strong in knowing Jesus is our salvation, and all we are asked to do is run towards him. God bless you :)
Thankyou so much, This is what I needed to hear. Love you sister in Christ 💗
Thank you..
I’m going through this currently🤞🏽Praying God continues to reach after my heart.
Me too
I missed you sis😭😭😭😭❤️🥹
You were truly in my heart the past couple of weeks 🥹🥹 I’m glad God held you up
This why God calls us to certain assignments because I have been checking for you and haven’t been seeing you posting. So when I seen you this morning I felt so much joy, because you have helped me more than you know. But hearing your testimony, I’m coming out the exact same thing God is so intentional.
i’m am a silent watcher but i am so glad to see you back i love your channel sm! it has rlly helped me
Beautiful! Thank you sister in Christ 🫶🏾
One thing I realized on my walk and fully submitting my life to Christ is how the flesh will constantly war against the spirit also deliverance is a process I remember being confused at one point cause im like I’m doing everything right but was still having worldly desires then I realized long suffering is actually one of the fruits of the spirit it’s a whole process of ups & downs but can’t nothing separate us from the love of God🙏🏾
Amennn glory be to god thank u sister for this message it also helped me slot I keep falling back into sin and it was very similar it was weed even though my father already took my out of that sin I went back I would throw it away fit a few days then get the urge again but ik I can do it as long we get back up and keep trying that’s all that matters ❤️
Missed you! This resonated so much! So proud of you. You inspire all of us with your authenticity and vulnerability. Truly a gift 🫶🏾♥️
Thank you so much for being so transparent. I’m in tears writing this because I’ve been feeling like I’ve been stuck in that middle ground too until today I finally felt like I’m back and then I see that you posted this. “The godly may trip seven times, but they will get up again.” Amen girl!!!!
Girl, I almost started crying knowing you cried. LOL. God is so good, so me seeing him continue to extend his goodness to my brothers and sisters who are struggling is a blessing I’m so HYPE. IM LIKE LET GOOO😤 God really loves us no matter what !? Like huhhh…. Okay bet 😗✌🏾 now that just makes me wanna be even better
Love, thank you for your vulnerability and your obedience to God ❤ This was truly encouraging and inspiring. I pray that God will sustain you and even if you do fall I pray that you will be inspired by your own video (that reflects the Word of God) and it will encourage you to keep going back home. Have a blessed and happy year🥳
I was starting to get worried but I know God got you 😊
Thank you for this !! Needed to hear it
Hey love
It's good to have you back again ❤
God will work in us to will and do his good pleasure 🌷💕💕
My heart has been so heavy because I’m stuck in this EXACT situation. Jesus saved me in October and I fell back into my sin (smoking) shortly after and haven’t stopped. This video was such a beautiful reminder of His grace.
I finally had a Bible study with a friend a few days ago at Barnes and Noble and I was searching for a Christian book but felt overwhelmed with the options and left with nothing. Now I don’t have to search because I feel Jesus speaking to me through you. I will be purchasing this book. May God continue to bless you and use you for His glory. Thank you so much sister ❤ I’m so happy you came back stronger.
He will never leave you nor forsake you. Keep pursuing the Lord and He will strengthen and sustain you.... He will get you through every trial and challenge just keep your eyes on Him no matter what comes your way. The enemy tried it and will always try to break us!!... we just have to remain steadfast in faith !! Glad you are back and renewed !
Jesus says "he loves you"❤
my friendddd!💕 so sooo proud of u girll. God is real & his strength is always made perfect in our weakness. He understands & knows we will fall but we must always get back up & remain seeking his unfathomable grace 💕 we all go through that. you are not alone.. I have the exact same experience when I fall back into my temptations.. it’s like I’ll pursue it but uncomfortable in going too deep. It’s literally the Holy Spirit & his grace in not letting up on us & its truly fascinating. ❤️ We’re all on our own journey, keep going. We love you!!
I was literally thinking about you,
. I was blessed recently by your bible study series. I know you’re on Gods mind. May God revive your faith.
Wow...wow...wow!! Such profound message. All thanks to The Most High for delivering this message, at this time, and through you. I too struggled with falling back, repeatedly, into the sin of cannabis consumption. Each time, I felt the Holy Spirit urging me to put it down, throw it away, and just stop for good. The crazy thing is there was a point and time in my life where I truly felt that God and I would have the deepest of conversations while I was under the influence, a time where I felt I had the most revelation, but then about two years ago, God delivered me from it. In 2024 I began to consume again but each time I would, I felt different. Like you, somewhere stuck in the middle of not feeling completely comfortable in my sin or my salvation. Each time the only thing I could feel was the Holy Spirit speaking to me about the need to stop and that if I kept up with consuming, it would eventually lead to the death of me. I ended 2024 with getting high one last time in November. I bought the weed and immediately threw it away, and haven't purchased any since. Thank you for being a faithful servant and sharing this message 💕. I needed to hear and receive.
this resonated so much and im so thankful God gave you the courage to be so transparent on this topic, thank you for being so vulnerable!! this is going to help so many ppl girl u don’t even know🥺
welcome back, we missed you!! ❤️🥹
I’m so happy to see you back! I got so excited seeing you pop up on my page ! I’ve been praying for you and checking to see if you were okay ! I’m so happy your back sissy ! ❤
I had a feeling something was wrong and prayed you were doing alright. We missed you! Glad to have you back and home in Jesus’ loving arms ❤
Just know this made me so emotional when I read it, because the fact that you were praying for me, and I didn’t even know it is crazy. I genuinely assumed people just watch my videos, took what they could take and then went yk ? You’re a blessing. Thank you
@@LovelyLivingThroughChrist stop you are the absolute sweetest and deserve the world. Again, I’m so happy to hear that you fought the enemy and won with Jesus leading you through it. The light will always defeat the darkness. Keep doing what you do! P.S. listen to On time God by Woman Evolve Worship! I thought of you with that song 🫶🏼 much love 🤍
hi love! a couple of months back i thought of you and prayed for you because i never subscribed and supported you because i thought you were perfect. your content always uplifted me and gave me more understanding of how i can be joyful and give light to the world despite my imperfections. i hope your time away gave you more understanding of the impact you have on His Kingdom and a better love for yourself in Him regardless of your actions. i'm so happy you're back! God bless you.
been going thru the same love, key point is always cling to the lord and never feel like you can’t go back to him, thats what he wants. pride and the other side is what keeps us from god just keep getting up thats what makes us stronger. we must understand this might happen again and again but just focus on the now. now we have God
Pretty relatable honestly, I remember couple months back looking to see if you has posted but whether it be hills or valleys they are all important all used to Glorify GOD let’s continue to go back home regardless of how long it takes. We missed you welcome back 🤍
I’m so glad that you came back Love. There is no greater sin that God cannot forgive or wash us from. As you surrounded to Him, continue to allow him wash and cleanse you. Don’t dwell in self condemnation because that is what the enemy do to us. God bless you 💕
I struggle with falling in sin all the time... your not alone. We are made righteous through the works of Christ alone not by our works.🙏🏽
I am going through something similar fam, thanks for the uplifting word! 2 Peter 3:9 says, The LORD is not slow to fulfill His promises as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. God bless you sis, continue to seek God's kingdom first and God will take care of the rest.
I really admire your ability to be sooo vulnerable and authentic I genuinely believe God is definitely working and using you to touch many peoples hearts❤️😊
It is great to see you back, and that message was powerful! Thank you, and may God continue to bless and encourage you always!!! 💕💕
Welcome back love thank you for your transparency🦋
Amen. God bless you Love. You got this Sis good to see you again 🧡💯💪🏼🫡
This is so relatable, I just experienced the exact same thing . Thank you for your transparency , this is love ❤ thank God for pulling us out of our mess
I NEEDED this video .. I fell back into sin and the way you’re explaining that you were torn in between going to sin or God is exactly where I am… 😢 thank you for giving me hope. Please keep making content.
“My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand.” John 10:27-28 the fact that you are torn just shows you hear his voice, you are his lil sheep baby and he’s gonna keep you, fight for you, and if you do get lost he will go to extreme lengths you could never imagine to bring you back home. Always. He’s is faithful when we are not, he says true love never fails, and his love for us is true, which means that his love for us will never fail.🩷
@ thank you so much! ❤️🥹
Your vulnerability >>> thank you for sharing this. So proud of you for getting back up, we ALL fall short! ❤
i know you don’t know me but i missed you so much. this video brought me to tears. keep being authentically real about following Jesus, it’s really impacting and that’s what drew me to your channel at first.
Silent watcher here as well. So glad you see you back.
GOD IS AMAZING AMEN🙏
Oh wow I literally was thinking about your videos the other day and look at God. Sis I am so happy you coming back home.😊 You are not alone, time and time again I've been in this situation with lust. May God continues to bless you 🙏🏽
So glad to see that you are back sister💗
YOUR BACK !!❤
Thank you for sharing your story.
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Missed ya! Thank you for your realness!
I commented on your TikTok!! I truly love your videos and your honesty. I stopped smoking weed too after 5 years and started watching your videos. this is so so so amazing that you felt gods faith in you, and you found your way back. YOU ARE SOOO LOVED OH MY GOSHH
Welcome back hunny, we missed you. ❤
Pray for me, as I also am praying for you
There she is!!
not related I guess but wow you’re stunning, and your soul seems to be too, you sound so nice and soft spoken which amplifies everything 😩
first time watcher
Welcome back, sis' 🤍
So glad to see you back sister! The Lord loves you and has always had you in his hands. He still uses us even in our darkest hours. love you girl ❤️
SHES BACKKKK
Silent viewer here! When I first came across your Bible studies (a year ago) I fell back in love with Christ and i’m so beyond grateful that you’re being vulnerable and sharing your journey. Recently, i’ve been struggling with reading my Bible, talking to God and being a devoted follower. So seeing this notification has made an impact especially to me. Thank you for this :’)
I’m so glad it’s made an impact Natalie and God will continue to speak to you in many other ways, helping you to continue in bettering your relationship with him and your walk. Of course. And thank you for this ^^ !!
Ngl I hate falling back into deadly sin (worst feeling ever) like fornicating or drunkeness.. The only way to beat the attacks is to pray, constantly read our Bible & analyze every emotion we feel.
Literally, and it’s crazy because I genuinely believed that just because God saved me, he would never let me fall back into those types of sin again🤦🏾♀️ like I knew it was a possibility for me, but I just didn’t believe it. But he truly will 100% leave us in our sin if he has to so we can learn a lesson and see how detrimental it is to us and are mental health, physical health and emotional health, and then come pick us up
@ man I stopped smoking & drinking years ago. But would get caught up in lust & do something so distasteful. This why it’s important to be mindful of what we watch, listen to, etc. & we have to practice healthier habits on the daily including reading our Bibles everyday. Im like 3 months in since I last released & I can only give credit to God literally. With that being said lovely just stay focused man & immediately pick up on those fleshly desires.
@ wow, literally. I’m happy for you. That’s definitely a big milestone. Keep it up. And yes, that idle time will literally pull you right back into your sin because it’s almost like you feel like you have nothing better to do. Some things that I’ve been helping me are working out reading writing and trying to build better eating habits so I’ve been focusing on those things instead of smoking all day wasting my life AwAy🤦🏾♀️ but yes thank you !
i was thinking about you so heavy, i checked your channel a few times in your absence. thank you for your transparency and welcome back Love🩷🎀
Happy you're back home once more, Love. I genuinely missed your posts! It was just yesterday that your testimony video popped up on homepage and look at you here posting once more. God bless you!
I had the same experience in November and it fully engulfed me at the end of December. Maybe it was the New Year blues; the feeling of inadequacy and underachievement. But I kept pushing by the grace of God. Now I just have to keep on praying my rosary, reading the scriptures and leaning on Him thoroughly. 🥺❤️
Yes !! Keep doing that, no matter what you’re going through. I’m so grateful you’ve been able to keep in touch with him even through the struggle. My path definitely would have been a lot easier if I did that. So no matter what keep doing what you’re doing despite any judgement you may endure. I’m proud of you !! 🩷
I’m so happy you’re back!!! I was starting to wonder why I hadn’t seen posts from you! I hope you’re ok. Let
Me know how I can pray for you! Your content means so much and makes an impact in this world. I hope you know how much God is using you to encourage people in the faith. Also this post was timely and I feel everything you said because I’ve been trying to express how I felt and you said everything I’ve been meaning to understand about my walk . Thank you and I’m sorry you were going through this in secret. Also the enemy sees the impact and anointing on your life through this platform and wants to stop that hence why the temptations are stronger
This is so kind, thank you so much. I am so glad you were able to get some revelation about your walk with God through this. I wasn’t exactly sure the impact the video would have or how well it’d be received I was running off the pure adrenaline of my faith LOL and God is good. But yes actually ? just to hold firm in my faith, and to not allow other influences to make me believe otherwise. Thank you. 💌 Is there anything I can pray for you about ?
LLTC❤💎
Good to see you back !
Good to see you! ❤
Stay encouraged and keep holding on ❤. God got you.
I love you so much love you don't understand how much your videos especially this one has helped me! Please let God continue to work and speak through you
Omgosh🥹 I love you too and appreciate you and your encouragement. I’m so glad it was able to help you. I do plan on continuing to make videos, he truly has provided me a new sense of courage and strength to do this again, and just come back even stronger. 🤌🏾💌
I have literally went through this same situation I went back to smoking vapes stopped went back
Stopped in the midst of it al God was changing my desires and I was allowing him to be my satisfaction
Literally, it’s like you don’t realize till he practically snatches the vape out of your hand himself and throws it away HAHAH
Today is the day to REPENT for TOMORROW'S NOT GUARANTEED.
Saying "we don't pray enough," or "we don't study enough," etc is basing our salvation on our works. We aren't saved by works, and our salvation isn't kept by works. Be comforted my dear sister in this verse, "And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand." (John 10:28). Oh how faithful He is to cleanse us from all sin, and to make us clean. It's not how many times you fall, it's how many times you get up.
OMG, I'm so happy to see you again, Love! I swear to God I've been in similar situations for the last few months with the weed and the doubts about God but I think my belief system was shaken after God (or some ghost but I felt it like it was God) appeared to me and I was in prayer meditation and God said "Everything is going to be okay" but months after that I saw a lot of disasters in the world and all of these things weakened my belief system even more but I always talk to God even when I'm a little bit down and my attitude is weird but I see when I talk to him he somehow answers but lately I've been hearing the devil too.. he uses strange voices and concepts but sometimes he's so good at faking .. a few weeks ago,Jesus appeared on my sound speaker and his face was concerned and a little sad but I can't forget how I felt - so excited about and no it's not bc of weed! I can quit smoking so fast and have had breaks for months and years but in these dark times, disasters etc.i trynna stay sane but I definitely feel like I am surrendering the true natural fullness of God in me,but life is kind of a spiral and sometimes we fall back on our previous habits and conditioning to catch up and be stronger in the next chapters and it is like a test of our will. Stay strong 🙏 ❤
OMGOSHHHH LITERALLYYY. That was one of the main things that pulled me away from him when I started focusing on all of the bad terrible things in the world🤦🏾♀️ instead of just focusing on him and his goodness understanding that this is a spiritual battle between him and the enemy that has to play out due to certain spiritual laws that I’ve already been set in place. I’m so grateful that he was able to meet you in your secret place and give you that encouragement that you needed in that tough time. But exactly I’m so happy you’re already in a mindset to be able to see that even when you fall, it’s just a chance to get up and become even stronger !? Love that. You’re doing so amazing. Let’s keep going 🦾😤🩷
your ding good keep asking wisdom and true understand step by step ill not hard to reach if you have any Questions!
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Its been a long time ❤😊
Hi Love 👋. Welcome back to TH-cam! You were sorely missed, and my prayer was that you were ok 🙏. The discipline of salvation is when you fall, make a mistake, and SIN, come back to God! The deception of our nature says, "Be embarrassed, you're irredeemable, God doesn't want you back because you failed, stay and enjoy your flesh!" God forbid! Love, because you accepted God's gift of salvation, freely wanting to leave your sinful life, and were doing Kingdom work with your TH-cam channel, Satan ISN'T going to let you go without a fight! Especially as long as you have breath in your body! That's why we can't live saved in our own strength, but by God's Holy Spirit! Point, blank, period! Like God says to His Prodigals, "Welcome home, we've missed you. Let's celebrate your return! We're going to do it BIG 🥳! And please give us an update on why you had to leave TH-cam last year. Specifically, your opportunity to go on a mission trip for God. Welcome back 😊
Hey sister, I’ve thought about your channel and am so glad to see you back! Please feel free to reach out if you ever need sisterly community in Christ. Praying for you sis!
I think the devil is trying to impart us from the body of christ
Every single day sadly
@ we have to stay on guard at all times because he just wants to steal kill and destroy the lives of gods sheep and we have to constantly rebuke him in the name of Jesus . He died for every problem we face on a daily so we just have to cry out for his behalf to help us in whatever we are going through
hi, will you continue genesis
Missed you. God bless your 2025. Christ forgave his abusers and still called Judas to serve him. He will never depart from you.❤
I challenge everyone in the comments to try studying the Bible with Jehovah Witnesses. They r God’s appointed sheep. Our true spiritual family across the entire 🌎 Don’t let Satan fool you into believing the lies he’s made us out to be. Love yall
@ We move through love in which Jesus Christ instructed us to. You should have at least have 1 Bible study & actually apply your heart to what you’re learning. Even if you’re not a believer, you should give Jehovah a chance. He’s loves us dearly my friend trust me
@ think about how hollywood always has a church as the prominent figure as God’s true crowd. But ironically evb believes Jehovahs witnesses is a cult. Yet we strive true righteousness in Gods word by not celebrating holidays & not advocating for sin. In most cases the crowd that evb surfs to is normally the path to destruction. On the other hand, the oddball is typically the truth. We not even supposed to wear crosses (form of idolatry) but yet our evil government made us to believe it is righteous. lol how ironic is that
This is the process many many people go through. There is no perfect Christian. The fact u could not be comfortable in your sin is because the transformation work of Christ already began. Like you said his laws were written on ur heart. He claimed you to be his. Living is not easy and being a Christian has many many many challenges. U are alive and u have the opportunity to go back to God. It doesn't mean u will never fall. Your authenticity will mostly likely help someone. Keep ur focus on God even when u feel unworthy to even do so. 🫂
I am so glad you are okay and posted I have fell back into sin myself and had the same identity crisis currently recovering from it and it’s hard but we got this🤍 God has been putting you on my heart heavy and I have prayed for you so glad you are ok!! I needed to see this so much omg
Amen we got this because Gods got us, regardless of our plan, he has a plan, and he always has. “The heart of man plans his way, but the Lord establishes his steps” (Proverbs 16:9)🩷
Love, we are so happy to see you again :’ ) !! I’m usually a silent viewer but wanted to say that your vulnerability is a breath of fresh air. Recently I’ve struggled with the exact same feelings that you expressed, and I felt like I was a fake christian because because my life wasn’t rainbows and butterflies like other christians who had an online platform. They seemed to live with no struggle against their sin at all (in hindsight, it’s probably because they didn’t really share it online and that is totally fair). I wondered how they could live with ease and joy while I was struggling silently with ongoing sin, so I thought that it must be because Jesus loves me less than them. So I distanced myself from God and was stuck in shame for months. But it was people who shared their real ongoing struggles with sin that drew me back to God. Their vulnerability helped me realize that our righteousness does not depend on how spotless our lives are, but the grace of God alone. Thank you for being open to share your struggles, it is a huge encouragement and means more than you know. 🤍🤍
We missed you and we are so glad you are well 🤗
Wow, literally exactly. It’s crazy. How deceiving social media can be sometimes but also so positively impactful at the same time !? But right some people just aren’t called to share their struggles online, it’s definitely hard, and I wasn’t even sure if I was gonna do it to this extent at first until God gave me the strength to do so, which is why it took me so long LOL. I was RUNNINGGG away from this fr. But look at what he’s done with it. How beautiful ? He’s turned my weakness, my mistake, my struggle into a blessing for many. I am imperfect, but he is more than perfect and that’s all we need.🙌🏾🩷
Thank you for sharing this I have had similar struggles but with lust/sexual sin! much love🩷