The first time I heard this, I started sobbing uncontrollably. I still cry every time. THIS is exactly what it feels like, trauma...especially multiple traumas, where those scratches on the record making it completely unusable.
NF is one of the realest artist in the music industry, you can tell he puts his life into his songs and I relate to him on many levels, same with Peep, Juice, and X 🌹
This song is so comforting and gives me chills at the same time. He has a real beauty of a singing voice, indeed, which I feel like he holds back from us too often. I know, considering his work ethic, that NF has a lot more songs in his repertoire that he feels insecure about. Last year he released a similar song (demo) called "chasing" and I don't wanna give away too much of its story, because you'll find out soon enough. I loved your scratched vinyl reference by the way!
I always love how Nate is able to incorporate the Mansion instrumental with the violin. His songs are really something else. Whenever I feel super depressed and not happy with life I start playing his songs and it reminds me that I'm not alone.
i knew that this song was painful. so i ignored it for how long until to the point where it randomly played on my playlist. the moment the cello hits, i cried for the longest time just from the first verse. everything he sang relates to me nd i couldnt help it but play this song on repeat.. and i play it on repeat everytime i sleep.
I always think Nate, Trauma and Hate Myself are somewhat connected to each other in this order or has some link between them, which amazes me. In Nate he is saying to his little him that he is there when he need him, and in Trauma saying that you said you would be here for me but you aren't and I don't feel that way. In Hate Myself, it's almost like he is talking back to that saying I don't see you the way I should and how he is misunderstanding himself, and he wishes he could help himself but he can't because is so drowned with all of that self hatred. I could be wrong though
Good afternoon Tom, Yet another rendition of truly connoisseur music from NF. He's in his own lane. I think he is referencing "Joy" and "Freedom" when he says, "Why haven't you found me yet?" He references both of those emotions in many other songs asking to find them and to be introduced to them. This one is a heartfelt somber track that ended The Search Album.
One of the songs that really touches me along with Paralyzed, Chasing, and DRIFTING. This song really captures how it feels to be traumatized by something, in my case it was having my trust broken which made me close up and be cold to everyone even my family and true friends and to the point it led to self-hate and well being just pathetic. Which is why I agree on when you said about loving yourself or at least be able to open up and feel that it's okay to be vulnerable with people that you can trust. Anyway great video :DDD
I also forgot to point out about the whole God thing, I was in a church community before and I felt like nothing changed, and when I was broken, got no one to trust to I kept asking God why does it this keep happening or why is He not helping me yet.
He does have a very soothing voice. He may not have a huge range or anything like that, but like you said, Tom, it is very calm. This is one of my favorite songs of his because of the singing. The message is very significant as well. Great reaction! Much love ✌ ❤
Hey Tom. Great job on this and really all reactions. I found your channel about a month ago and I couldn't be more thankful for someone able to explain how I read songs and analyze how they make you feel. Its highly appreciated. Thank you
I have always thought that this song was a young Nate singing to now Nate. We had the opposite earlier in the song "Nate" on this album. Don't forget to react to NF Chasing before the Clouds mixtape.
Lol! Tom, I’ve not yet viewed this, but I think your facial expression and physical posture is communicating volumes! 😂. Will come back and watch. (Edit): As usual, a beautiful, thoughtful reaction. Compassionate. Just what I expected! Thanks for this one! And yes, I agree, Nate has a beautiful voice.
I doubt this comment will get enough traction for him to notice but there’s an album that saved my life that he has yet to cover “Painting of a Panic Attack” by frightened rabbit and the face the lead singer lost his life to suicide makes it so much harder
I think his perception in the chorus could either be referring to himself or God and that's not to say that God doesn't love him back but this is his perception and that's how I myself perceived it as someone who's always felt unworthy but maybe that's my own trauma speaking. ❤️
Personally, I don't have the self motivation in a manner of speaking to want to be alive. I feel that it is required of me to be alive. To be a conduit more or less for others. That I must survive for the benefit of more than just myself. Yet it still conflicts to this day with me internally to try and differentiate what I want to be my thoughts and those that should just come and go. It's also difficult to progress from the thought loops of when did I lose what I have lost rather than...try and find positive progress forward. Thanks for all your opinions and thoughts.
I feel this so much. It’s so hard to be there for everyone else when nobody is ever there for you. When you can’t even be there for yourself because all you can give you’ve already given to others. Or had taken from you by others. Find that person that’s there for you. Someone will be. I promise they’re out there.
so I love myself and I think I deserve love and all but I have given up on life. just because you deserve something does not mean you'll get it. it is what it is. nothing more, nothing less.
I think Tommee profitt produced this track, but holy what an impactful production, so much built up emotions purely through those beautiful orchestral instruments. One of my favorite beats on the album!
Yessiirrr Im still learning english with this beautiful hip hop culture and your reactions are 100% beautiful to me hahaha don't forget to Keep doing Suicideboys reactions 👀👌🏻🕵🏻
Hey, I just discovered your channel so sorry if you've already done this but can you react to hollywood undead? They have some really great emotional and discussion worthy songs which include but not limited too The loss (My favorite, its short but its inspired by one of the band members' brother committing suicide Bullet (Just a song about suicide, has an upbeat tune but dark lyrics as a person would put on a fake smile but be depressed) Coming back down (This one is about death, and how a loved one wants to see them again i don't know if its about suicide or not) circles (I am pretty sure its about one of the members where they broke up with their gf and she died a month later) sing (just beautiful lyrics about hope for the future) theres much more but those are good starter ones imo, if you manage to read this, thanks!
Can you please do "Never See Me Again" by Kanye. It's allegedly an audio suicide note following the Taylor Swift incident while he was coping with his mother's death.
YOU SHOULD LET FANS SUBMIT LIKE DEPRESSED/DEEP TIKTOKS UNTIL YOU HAVE A WHOLE LIST AND MAKE VIDEOS OF THAT reacting to tiktoks is very great content and people love it Also you should change the face in your thumbnails to like a somewhat exaggerated face like shocked or something maybe hands begore your mouth etc It increases clickrate
nice reaction but NF is talking to god in this song not to himself.. he is religious but in his eyes (this album) he think he "Lost" they way and love of God
If you're open for suggestions I would recomend you react to some of the songs from upcomming album by Florence+The Machine. A great starting point would be "Free" since it's relatively straight forward but has plenty for you to comment on.
Can we get this man more interesting artists to react to than NF??? Don't get me wrong, NF isn't completely garbage or anything, but he comes off very derivative of 90's lyrical hip hop, and lacks a lot of GENUINELY thought provoking, and new ideas in his lyrics. Is NF just the only person y'all recommend, or is Reaction Therapy addicted? Just wish he would branch out more. Also think it'd be a lot better for his popularity. A psychotherapist needs better content to dissect than nf lyrics, and in return would get more fans and buzz if he starts listening to OTHER artists. Let's get some lupe in here, or ab soul, or mf doom, or aesop rock. This shit's just getting kind of stale. Sad and edgy rippity rap isn't really the heart of incredible thought provoking hip hop.
I'm guessing you haven't paid attention to most of this dudes songs. No thought provoking content? That's a good joke. NF is one of the best lyricists, if not the best of our time. We are sorry that he shows the mental health side of life and what we all go through..... wait, I'm not sorry. Like mentioned, go find another channel if you need to. Tom is a therapist, so NF is a perfect candidate for this channel. Byeeeee
The first time I heard this, I started sobbing uncontrollably. I still cry every time. THIS is exactly what it feels like, trauma...especially multiple traumas, where those scratches on the record making it completely unusable.
So impactful and real!!!!😊👍
NF is one of the realest artist in the music industry, you can tell he puts his life into his songs and I relate to him on many levels, same with Peep, Juice, and X 🌹
*realest
All legends die in the making... I prefer NF to stay alive... all my other heroes have died :/
Mgk da realest too
Peep, Juice and X sucked compared to NF
@@linkinfool that’s kinda fax
This song is so comforting and gives me chills at the same time. He has a real beauty of a singing voice, indeed, which I feel like he holds back from us too often. I know, considering his work ethic, that NF has a lot more songs in his repertoire that he feels insecure about. Last year he released a similar song (demo) called "chasing" and I don't wanna give away too much of its story, because you'll find out soon enough.
I loved your scratched vinyl reference by the way!
Thanks Mike!😊👍
This is one of the most tragically beautiful songs I've ever heard
I always love how Nate is able to incorporate the Mansion instrumental with the violin. His songs are really something else. Whenever I feel super depressed and not happy with life I start playing his songs and it reminds me that I'm not alone.
This song holds a special place in my heart ❤️
i knew that this song was painful. so i ignored it for how long until to the point where it randomly played on my playlist. the moment the cello hits, i cried for the longest time just from the first verse. everything he sang relates to me nd i couldnt help it but play this song on repeat.. and i play it on repeat everytime i sleep.
I was waiting for this one. I can’t count how many times I cried alone in my car listening to this. ;
Hope you're doing okay man
I always think Nate, Trauma and Hate Myself are somewhat connected to each other in this order or has some link between them, which amazes me. In Nate he is saying to his little him that he is there when he need him, and in Trauma saying that you said you would be here for me but you aren't and I don't feel that way. In Hate Myself, it's almost like he is talking back to that saying I don't see you the way I should and how he is misunderstanding himself, and he wishes he could help himself but he can't because is so drowned with all of that self hatred. I could be wrong though
first time I heard this I couldn't stop crying, this song is a world in itself!
Good afternoon Tom,
Yet another rendition of truly connoisseur music from NF. He's in his own lane. I think he is referencing "Joy" and "Freedom" when he says, "Why haven't you found me yet?" He references both of those emotions in many other songs asking to find them and to be introduced to them. This one is a heartfelt somber track that ended The Search Album.
Amen! Thanks DJ😊
I think he was referring to Hope
2:15 It’s like a scratch on a CD or PlayStation game for those my age. Great analogy brother.
One of the songs that really touches me along with Paralyzed, Chasing, and DRIFTING. This song really captures how it feels to be traumatized by something, in my case it was having my trust broken which made me close up and be cold to everyone even my family and true friends and to the point it led to self-hate and well being just pathetic. Which is why I agree on when you said about loving yourself or at least be able to open up and feel that it's okay to be vulnerable with people that you can trust. Anyway great video :DDD
I also forgot to point out about the whole God thing, I was in a church community before and I felt like nothing changed, and when I was broken, got no one to trust to I kept asking God why does it this keep happening or why is He not helping me yet.
He does have a very soothing voice. He may not have a huge range or anything like that, but like you said, Tom, it is very calm. This is one of my favorite songs of his because of the singing. The message is very significant as well. Great reaction! Much love ✌ ❤
I recommended this on the live stream earlier today . Sorry I missed this 5 months ago!
Hey Tom. Great job on this and really all reactions. I found your channel about a month ago and I couldn't be more thankful for someone able to explain how I read songs and analyze how they make you feel. Its highly appreciated. Thank you
Thank you so much Levi! Really appreciate your support 😊👍
I have always thought that this song was a young Nate singing to now Nate. We had the opposite earlier in the song "Nate" on this album. Don't forget to react to NF Chasing before the Clouds mixtape.
I can’t really cry anymore. But this song breaks me down.
I need you in my life the stuff you say in this song relates to me sooo much 😪
Well done Tom! This journey just gets better and better 🥃🤘🏻
This one is just simply profound!!!!
This song describes wut I have been through every time I hear this song I start crying
Beautiful in tears now
Lol! Tom, I’ve not yet viewed this, but I think your facial expression and physical posture is communicating volumes! 😂. Will come back and watch.
(Edit):
As usual, a beautiful, thoughtful reaction. Compassionate. Just what I expected! Thanks for this one! And yes, I agree, Nate has a beautiful voice.
😊👍
Loved it!
I doubt this comment will get enough traction for him to notice but there’s an album that saved my life that he has yet to cover “Painting of a Panic Attack” by frightened rabbit and the face the lead singer lost his life to suicide makes it so much harder
I think his perception in the chorus could either be referring to himself or God and that's not to say that God doesn't love him back but this is his perception and that's how I myself perceived it as someone who's always felt unworthy but maybe that's my own trauma speaking. ❤️
Man, I love me some PSYCHO therapist reactions!
Lol jk, I love you Tom. i always appreciate a genuine person enjoying what they love.
Thank you Jon!😊👍
Personally, I don't have the self motivation in a manner of speaking to want to be alive.
I feel that it is required of me to be alive. To be a conduit more or less for others. That I must survive for the benefit of more than just myself. Yet it still conflicts to this day with me internally to try and differentiate what I want to be my thoughts and those that should just come and go.
It's also difficult to progress from the thought loops of when did I lose what I have lost rather than...try and find positive progress forward.
Thanks for all your opinions and thoughts.
Thank you for sharing this😊👍
Yeah I understand I feel like I got a foggy cloud in head and I get lost in my thoughts
I feel this so much. It’s so hard to be there for everyone else when nobody is ever there for you. When you can’t even be there for yourself because all you can give you’ve already given to others. Or had taken from you by others. Find that person that’s there for you. Someone will be. I promise they’re out there.
so I love myself and I think I deserve love and all but I have given up on life. just because you deserve something does not mean you'll get it. it is what it is. nothing more, nothing less.
I'm backkk, and no I don't have a request yet soo enjoy my new comforting comments 'love the videos Tom'
Thanks so much!😁😁😁
I like the patrion website name in the corner and all the other platforms your on!
Thanks so much😊👍
Phora- Sinner part 3… life changing
He has a good song like this, their under his full name "Nate Feuerstein - Beautiful Addiction". Great song
YES! He is talking about himself!!
I think Tommee profitt produced this track, but holy what an impactful production, so much built up emotions purely through those beautiful orchestral instruments. One of my favorite beats on the album!
Inner peace- juice wrld
Ayy I'm still here. The search easily the best album of NF.
I wish you were my therapist and just talk about songs that help me to prevent suicide
You want an actual really crazy song? Immortal Technique - Dance with the Devil.
and honestly everything by him is amazing
It’s on Patreon 😊👍
Please react to If you Want Love from NF.
Im here to watch my favourite reaction channel... now, shhhhh, let me listen❤️
Thank you!!!😊👍
Day 8 “Pray 4 Shakewell” album or “The Foil & The Damage Done” on the album
you need listern/react to buzzy bone - nobody can stop me now.
it's deep.
i like your videos before seeing them.
Yessiirrr Im still learning english with this beautiful hip hop culture and your reactions are 100% beautiful to me hahaha don't forget to Keep doing Suicideboys reactions 👀👌🏻🕵🏻
Hey, I just discovered your channel so sorry if you've already done this but can you react to hollywood undead? They have some really great emotional and discussion worthy songs which include but not limited too
The loss (My favorite, its short but its inspired by one of the band members' brother committing suicide
Bullet (Just a song about suicide, has an upbeat tune but dark lyrics as a person would put on a fake smile but be depressed)
Coming back down (This one is about death, and how a loved one wants to see them again i don't know if its about suicide or not)
circles (I am pretty sure its about one of the members where they broke up with their gf and she died a month later)
sing (just beautiful lyrics about hope for the future)
theres much more but those are good starter ones imo, if you manage to read this, thanks!
Thanks so much for sharing Evan! I appreciate that recommendation and insight😊👍
Loved sending this to Nate! I’ll play it with him July 18th, 2023 in Milwaukee!
Can you please do "Never See Me Again" by Kanye. It's allegedly an audio suicide note following the Taylor Swift incident while he was coping with his mother's death.
Wow!!!😳😳😳
I would love to hear your take on The Strays by Sleeping with Sirens.
React to xxxtentacion - carry on
please react to Breathe by NF
You should react to: Jordan by Complete
please check out handlebars by flobots too
React to The Heart part 5 by Kendrick Lamar
THIS
React to Lil Uzi Vert Demon High
Can you react Suicidal by Ynw Melly with or without juice
Great job
please react to achilles come down
We need some reactions from The Weekend..... Always so dark, vulnerable but Sonically pleasing.
I would love to see you do suicidal thoughts by iamjakehill
you have to react to where does your spirit go ots a song by the kid laroi about juice world
FIRST!! LETS GO!
react to “xxxtentacion - king”
Hey have you ever reacted to “Blame it on me “ by Post Malone? I think that would be an awesome reaction video
😊👍
YOU SHOULD LET FANS SUBMIT LIKE DEPRESSED/DEEP TIKTOKS UNTIL YOU HAVE A WHOLE LIST AND MAKE VIDEOS OF THAT
reacting to tiktoks is very great content and people love it
Also you should change the face in your thumbnails to like a somewhat exaggerated face like shocked or something maybe hands begore your mouth etc
It increases clickrate
Did you miss Nate from this album?
Not sure, I don’t think so?
@@ReactionTherapyOfficial it should have been after my stress and before Time but I didn’t see it.
👋hey can you react to Yungeen Ace - “Life of Sin.” Love the content❤️
React to his song hate myself
Can you react to Complete - Jordan?
nice reaction but NF is talking to god in this song not to himself.. he is religious but in his eyes (this album) he think he "Lost" they way and love of God
If you're open for suggestions I would recomend you react to some of the songs from upcomming album by Florence+The Machine. A great starting point would be "Free" since it's relatively straight forward but has plenty for you to comment on.
please react to the album taboo by denzel curry please i know it’s a little older but i think you’ll appreciate the story and meaning
Can you react to Kendrick Lamar song called, " blacker the berry" it's a very powerful song that makes you think and he talking about culture
Heyyy! Hyd I want you to check out juice world's desire! The song is so great! I am pretty sure you would love it! Please check it out
don't you think NFs voice in general sounds a little similar to Justin Bieber's?
Not really, but I can see where you’re coming from, Bieber sounds higher pitched to me
Can we get this man more interesting artists to react to than NF??? Don't get me wrong, NF isn't completely garbage or anything, but he comes off very derivative of 90's lyrical hip hop, and lacks a lot of GENUINELY thought provoking, and new ideas in his lyrics. Is NF just the only person y'all recommend, or is Reaction Therapy addicted? Just wish he would branch out more. Also think it'd be a lot better for his popularity. A psychotherapist needs better content to dissect than nf lyrics, and in return would get more fans and buzz if he starts listening to OTHER artists. Let's get some lupe in here, or ab soul, or mf doom, or aesop rock. This shit's just getting kind of stale. Sad and edgy rippity rap isn't really the heart of incredible thought provoking hip hop.
In your opinion. If it’s not for you than just move on to a different channel. Thanks for stopping by!
I'm guessing you haven't paid attention to most of this dudes songs. No thought provoking content? That's a good joke. NF is one of the best lyricists, if not the best of our time. We are sorry that he shows the mental health side of life and what we all go through..... wait, I'm not sorry. Like mentioned, go find another channel if you need to. Tom is a therapist, so NF is a perfect candidate for this channel. Byeeeee
Wow! You certainly have not gone through Nfs catalog lol
“I’ll accept advice if it’s not presented ignorantly” the irony of an NF lyric being SO fitting to this comment. Lol