The Letter That Will Never Be Sent: An Apology To An Ex. || Spoken Word Poetry
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 2 ก.พ. 2020
- I went deep for this one. It's not something I'm used to as far as editing but it was definitely my favorite to edit and film. I tried to leave it as uncut as possible. Enjoy this one guys.. more is coming. Happy 2020!!
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Instrumental I used above.
I DON'T OWN ANYTHING BUT MY POEM AND MY VOICE. - บันเทิง
Most people say they don’t wish this kind of pain on even their worst enemy but... I always wish he feels the pain too...
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In my opinion I don't want anyone to feel that pain. I've felt it before and It was one of the worst times of my life.. I'm not taking away whatever she did or their situation at the time. It's just that pain I know personally, I don't want anyone too feel that way.
Jian Lei Zheng yea true
I Believe ok I will
I know how that feels... but at least the end of the he day it would hurt yoy
the facts that there’s stains & crossed out mistakes on the paper makes it even sadder
I had tears coming out.
This couldn’t be more accurate for what I am going through right now. Beautiful words. Much love ❤️
Same😭
S Cls I hope things get better for you! ❤️
@@celesteanderson3080 thank you
if you all cheated then u dont deserve redemption.. falling face first on someone elses d*^* is not justifiable for any of your gaslighting "he didnt give me enough attention"... funny thing is if he gave u all the attention and love, youll then say hes smuthering u where u would then plan your girls night to the club and proceed to cheat on the man u so call love. stay single and let your 30s show you your looks will fade and you suddenly now want to mature and find mr right... pathetic.
Ancient Assyrian Calm down!!! I for one did NOT cheat thank you very much. Perhaps some of us just found certain parts of this relatable etc. Hope you chill out and have a good day.
I can feel the incredible amount of pain in her voice no one should have to feel that pain.. I just want to give everyone who is a sad a hug. I want everyone to remember that
You're beautiful
You're smart
You're amazing
You're kind
You're talented
You're loved
Regardless about what anyone says about you beauty comes from the inside not the outside and even if you don't feel that way now just keep hanging in there someone will eventually come you're way and love you for you and see you for who you are I won't lie it may take time but the best things come in time.
Sorry for the long message and terrible grammar I hope everyone is having a good year now and from years to come.
@ gina mcentire you are a kind soul who understands the pain of others.may god bless you 🙏
Keep your hair on
We belong together
How can I make it up to you?
I was just so frustrated
I've watched this several times at 2am. This is exactly what I wanted to say to my beloved one. Sorry, I wanted to save myself, but I ended up drowning. If only I could turn back time, I would definitely hold us a little longer. I would rather be killed by you, by our toxic stories, than by myself. I still love you, Binnie. And I always.
Funny fact it's 2 am in Kenya and I am watching this video for the first time 😂
...if my pain brings happiness to him, that's all that matters!
If love is real enough to know you can always give a proposal in the way of explaining your love for a person who knows her worth. Because you never know what if she's feels same exact way
If you want to give love to a woman who knows her worth im sure all she needs is a proposal .. because what if she been betrayed all her life by men who broke her heart broke promises
You write so beautifully ..
thank you!
Oh Thank You
Thank you so much for your kind words
@@SkyeLove you are VERY talented! I consider your poems to be "Instant classics"
I'm literally crying listening to the poem and the piano music :'(
Exactly what I'm going thru rn.. if only she knew..
im going through it now, i still love him, ive loved him 2.5 yrs, i found out 2weeks ago he felt the same we dated for a week than he dumped me on our one week ani, he wont even talk it out with me he still has feelings for me i can tell, but im hurting he hurt me when he promised he wouldnt hurt me, he wont answer my texts, it just hurts, am i a bad person for being kinda happy hes hurting. i am sad hes hurting, hes hurting cuz he hurt me
@@michellecrowder6374 my meant to be soulmate of 4 years.. became a stranger just like that. After incidents of on and off. I just had to end it one day because i felt it was getttin to toxicty. and she wasn't feeling the same. or as maybe it was me that was feeling weak and pushed her away due to my depression. I know this out of context but we have to go through pain to learn from them and grow from them. You both might be hurting for now. But trust me.. it might be for the better. Take the pain as a lesson learned. and Move on and don't guilt trip yourself anymore because of you thinking of hurting him. I can only say this from my own experience. Its only been a year and im still thinking of her. sadly its not the same for her. so what more can you do? but to just live your life and moved on either whose right or wrong.
Im going through this as well brother, i know how you feel
@@shantcheetah feel better bro,. the best is yet to come
Kevin Le i really hope so brother, i just want her to be happy in life, but i keep missing her everyday
The “I worry about you a lot” line and the ones after got me.. damn I guess I still care about you and how you’re doing..
Same because I'm worried about my friend Lauren Hampton.
This is so amazing.. your voice is so amazing, and your poems.
I felt the tear drops through the screen . We all had one of those before
You know I have seen a hundred of videos but nothing wasn't relatable as it was it, even I was crying while watching this, it touched me so deeply, I Never comment on any videos but this made me do it, I really loved it, man. Very beautifully written ❣️💞
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Love hurt I know.
Do checkout my poems you will be able to relate to them.
Sometimes I'm feeling like am I really not a person anymore for not being able to feel anything inside
Not even a tear drop getting out of my eyes, couldn't feel anything inside but just empty as hell.
Where no feelings are being generated no cry no smiles no tears no nothing
Or maybe I'm. Just becoming unemotional everyday?
Understood I am worthless
But wish her to be happy wherever she is being.
And people that had gone away from me.
To get happy life to them as I still think of each and everyone
Mostly her whom I got love forever which might never be Enough for her.
Sometimes love is all about pain..when u love u have to prepare yourself for pain also.. i lost myself long time ago since she left me with a broken pieces. I was so devastated by the thought that she is gone
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Forever one love 🕊 £ I may not show it yet I'm just not a 3 person lover so forever ill stay single til death do us part. Was waiting for my chance to get a proposal buh it wasn't ever seen that I deserved one I guess
Thats one thing I always numbed the pain since my best friend who i fell for was moving forward with a love he deserved I felt so broken I couldn't ever imagine me having to tell him I broke more and more each and every day 💔
@@almamorecho6631 it seems like a person should not be imperfect in order to be loved, should not do any wrong or mistakes even unexpectedly to get loved. But here most of thr people lie, somehow fall in traps of absurdities in society , because of pressure or other reasons a person can't describe and fall into mazes and does sins or mistakes even when he/she dont have any intentions to do wrong. That's how everything falls apart.
This literally had me in tears because of how accurate it is and I honestly want to say every single one of those words to him, but I know it would just make things worse and squeeze citrus into the wound. And my friends say to get over him, but I adored him from day one and I just don't know how to "Let it go". Hurts to feel this way and everytime I tried talking to him again I walk away because even if I did do that, the spark won't be there anymore and the awkward silence will kill me worse than seeing the break up message he sent me because of the whole social distancing and him never being available to call.
You've earned a new subscriber, and I really do hope things get better for you in the future. ❤️
This is a part of life. Love hurts sometimes and other times its just not enough when your betrayed.
Love for the unknown
Wish I could get a letter like this even just admitting we where both wrong and move on to the next step of proving pure love to someone and fixing us
I'm crying right now 😭
Omg, is this for real, I could not imagine a more painful voice than this, and also the tear drops rolling down from her face on the letter.
Wow! That was beautifully sad. Keep writing. 💜
This was me three years ago...
But he forgot me...
He forgot me...
And he broke my heart...
Now he doesn’t even love his current girlfriend anymore.
He loves a woman. A taken woman.
And to Nate...I’m sorry. I should’ve told you when we were young...but I never did...and I had to break my own heart every day to fall out of love with you. Three YEARS I loved you...and not a day went by that I didn’t feel the pain of your rejection.
Three years I loved you...I doubt she has. I doubt you even were friends with me when I started loving you. You were my first love, Nate.
But that ended a year ago.
You had your chance.
But I’m still sorry.
WOW
Don't
Oh dear armyy! I hope you found your happinesss now and one day you will find someone who loves you for who you are!^^ keep fighting!♥️
God damn, I can feel your pain resoante through me. Keep It up honey, this Is gorgeous.
Welcome back love your work big thumbs up
I'm triggered, I'm pressed, I'm hurt
this was the saddest most relatable thing i’ve ever watched, especially at this point in my life rn.
I know because I cried and I was also thinking about my friend Lauren Hampton
OMG, This is so hard breaking and makes me cry.
My dear, I know how you feel about that.. I was so sad when my ex leave me for the past 6 years... Then on this faithful day I came across a video on TH-cam there was this friend of mine that drop a message on my email, and she explained perfectly well to me that there is this great powerful man that can help me with my situation.. Then for that moment I was doubting her but I was having these mind set let me try if it is going to work for me know then and I message him on his WhatsApp number
Know and behold the man told me that I should give him only three days that my ex is going to come back to me.. On that faithful day my ex text me on first place I was so very excited and now my ex is with me now i am so great full to him.
You can text him on his WhatsApp
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Wow!!! This is mind blowing!!! The pain is so surreal!!
I could help but just have tears running down my face while this was being written... I hope you know your loved ❤️
Wow!! You ate an amazing poet. I'm in tears
I can feel the pain in her voice . I feel so sad for her
Wow just wow! It's almost like I am in my exes mind...i intend she reaches out and sees I still care... I'm a grown ass man and this brought tears in my eyes! You are truly talented.
What a beautiful poem and I love the emotion it brought out in me this touched my heart so much. I used to be in love with my middle school girlfriend although we were only kids it felt so real we were together the whole 8th grade year. We spend mornings together, classes together, lunch together, after school and even sometimes on the weekends we would hang out. We were so in love with each other. It was so pure but then the school year ended and my parents decided to move 60 miles away because of my dads job. I never got to say goodbye because it happened so fast during the summer and back then there was no Facebook to communicate all I had was her phone number. She went to high school and so did I. We would talk on the phone every other day then it was once a week then just small text and then we eventually stopped talking. I felt that I was losing her. Then one day broke my phone and lost complete contact with her. Fast forward 10 years later I find her on Facebook she is now married with a beautiful daughter. And now I regret not writing down her phone number safe. I feel that my life is not complete without her 😔
I admired how you wrote, it totally reflects my current situation. How i wish it didn't happened, but I was late to realize that you gave me my happiest days. Now you're with someone else all I really wish he'll put a smile in your face. I wanted to win you back, but it was late.
this is amazing i love your videos! they're amazing!
Love you from the bottom of my heart 💓!! You know exactly how to Express out the feelings of others who are depressed 😊😊😊😊!
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Love hurt I know.
Do checkout my poems you will be able to relate to them.
This is the most accurate thing at this point of my life. I wish nobody had to go through this pain but this happens at some point in your life and we wish it didn’t but it does and as much as we try we can’t change it😔😩
My dear, I know how you feel about that.. I was so sad when my ex leave me for the past 6 years... Then on this faithful day I came across a video on TH-cam there was this friend of mine that drop a message on my email, and she explained perfectly well to me that there is this great powerful man that can help me with my situation.. Then for that moment I was doubting her but I was having these mind set let me try if it is going to work for me know then and I message him on his WhatsApp number
Know and behold the man told me that I should give him only three days that my ex is going to come back to me.. On that faithful day my ex text me on first place I was so very excited and now my ex is with me now i am so great full to him.
You can text him on his WhatsApp
+2349058821669
Sending you power to fight 💪 loved your poetry! :)
I love your poetry! For every dark night there is a brighter day!
This makes me want to sob but like bravo girl
😖 omg that's so heartbreaking
It's really heart touching... I can't imagine this pain...but I can feel as I too loved and still love someone
I was just waiting for your video :’(
I was listened to all ur voice mail videos when me and him
Broke up and that was nearly a year ago and until this day I still miss . And today I listened to those again and I just let those tears fall down my cheek ..
Congratulations on 51k 🎉 keep it going
i want to know who hurt a beautiful soul like you.🤧
When the tears hit the paper... that one hit home
"I think I still need you, so prove me wrong if I don't" 🖤
My bested al gues
My dear people. Be strong, please! I was going through this and I know its hard but please, dont give up! I can promise you will be okay more than ever. Just be safe.
It's like someone said whats in my heart for 2 years!
I'm a poet yey I love poetry it is a heart beat for life challenges we all face keep it up
I love all your spoken word poetry stuff. And this one is such a punch to the gut as I know how it feels. 😔
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Love hurt I know.
Do checkout my poems you will be able to relate to them.
This is very touchy and i can relate to it.
Everything will be okay and you have to be brave♡♡
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I needed this. Thank you, like really, thank you.
This is amazing❤️
This hit hard😓 if only the situation I was in at the time was different. Months later I still feel myself crushed and nothing is the same anymore.
This was a beautiful piece💯
I cried lessening to this because this so relatable.
Ik this feeling I loved someone so much her mom is what broke us apart I lost feeling
made me cried , how EMOTIONAL it was girl!!!!!!!!😢❤️😢
I'm literally crying, why does love hurt so bad ?😭 💔
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Love hurt I know.
Do checkout my poems you will be able to relate to them.
It just does because I had 3 loves and I cried alot when love hurts.
Bhoom bhoom
i feel this more than i think i should it pains me to hear that someone else feels the same as me
This is so beautiful omg
This is what im feeling now😑really sad to being crazy for someone
This hit me in so many ways because I relate to this but with so many different exs
Great love notes hope you get to feeling better
This is a masterpiece
My girl broke me so badly that I now hate myself. I know I should move on but I feel numb. My eyes are dry still my heart cries.
:((( felt
Same here bro,mine's cheated 6+ times.She sent this to me,so I am watching it and crying
Nine threw me away like I was trash man
very emotional!!...very touching and a true heartfelt message!! in reading some of the comments I noticed a lot of woman said that they truly felt the pain in her voice as she was reading the message and they added"No one should ever have to go through that much pain. I can hear it in her voice, and the words that she was trying to put on paper"..... and yes, i'll see it right now. I'm probably that guy on the other end of the letter..... you could truly feel her pain... even though she was probably an actor reading the message. It was very heartfelt, and you could tell by the comments it touched peoples heart!!.... but have you ever stopped and thought about the betrayal, gut, wrenching agony, anguish, heart breaking pain, the guy must've went through!!! I know there's pain on both sides and heartbreak effects both parties!! it's been two years for me and I can still feel the 10 swords in my back like it was yesterday...... my heart felt like it was pumping out blood internally, going to every part of my body, but not through the veins and arteries!!! for months and months of sleepless nights, tears, gosting, and loneliness .....I hung on!! because I do believe in true love ....I do believe in unconditional love, and mostly, I believe God can change lives!!! PS..... did she really have to put that little zinger in there about never fighting for her? Because I can speak as a guy...... she had no idea how much I fought for her ....and for us!!
Your handwriting is beautiful Skye
She feels like that after month and a half . I still feel this after a year and a half
This is exactly me, I was the one who broke up first because I wanted to save myself but i guess i just dig myself up to the ground and become more sad and broken.
It's so beautiful .
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Love hurt I know.
Do checkout my poems you will be able to relate to them.
This is so moving, I wish I could send you a letter but I just can't muster that courage because am not sure you would even read it and instead tear it🥵,,, yeah I know it's over but I still love you,, I know I made a mistake but trust me; you are the one who pushed me to it! I just wanna say thank you and glad that I tried though I wish I could hold on a little longer, sad that that chance is negligible. I miss you and still do love you Sylas.😘
Goosebumps indeed😶 dude buckup I'm feeling sry for you
The voice cracking, Whoa! 💔
This is so sad. U have a Beautiful handwriting
Wow i love it..Its relating with my present situation..
Love this idea
This made me cry😭
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Love hurt I know.
Do checkout my poems you will be able to relate to them.
Everything said in this video is just ripped from my head :(
Wow your words are beautiful
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Love hurt I know.
Do checkout my poems you will be able to relate to them.
I almost wrote the same letter. I thought about it and deleted the app. We were in a long distance relationship, waiting to meet after the world went back to normal.Then we had an argument. I refused to compromise my boundaries . I left it up to you and you left. Later I discovered by accident that you never existed. You were a scammer who stole someone’s identity, I was mad at a picture of you and you weren’t even real. I have cried more tears in the last week than in my entire life.It will take a while to erase those feelings . I am 73 years old and thought my dreams had come true. What does that say about me. It will never be a man that makes me cry again .
Pam darling I envy ur strength
Life is full of surprises
Age factor isn't issue
Anyways enjoy your journey 👍
This made me cry
Love this 💜💜
Wow, that pierce through my heart
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Much love for u dood. 17 months.
why am I still here?
I write this letter every day Jamie.
Most terrifying situation that we had in our lives ..life goes on..😭
I love you. I wish I could give each and every one of you’s a big hug and take away all of your pain.
Please don't go! I need you .You make me so happy.
this makes me cry.
Strong 🙏👸🏾✨
This is how I felt and still somewhat feel I plan on showing my ex who is my friend again this video when we meet up to hang out in person
My heart shook and reminded the sleepless nights where I cried and cried but couldn't make a sound coz I use to sleep with my mom and that was even harder 💔
This is totally off topic but I love that you listen to 5sos
YES !!!! THEY ARE MY FAVES
im 15 and this will definetely stick in mind the next time a guy asks me out. like, hell naw i dont wanna suffer!
Skye that's the most beautiful thing I have ever heard
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I'm crying right now.
This is true love ❤️