dear first love.. || spoken word
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 29 ก.ย. 2024
- this is what heartbreak sounds like.
i don't own this music or the song.
just my poem and voice.
link here: • Billie Eilish - When T...
thank you for all of your love, support. and time.
you all mean the world to me.
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he was the right one, but at the wrong time 💔.
Stephanie Torres thee is no wrong timing .. if it’s true love it will make it through anything ..
Cadence Newton mine jus couldn’t take it anymore 💔.
That sentence was so simple but meant so much 😭
Big gay
Same, 6 months later some things just dont get better I still miss him every day and I always will 💔
wish i had the courage to send this to my first ex boyfriend
Same 😢
When you meet the one you are meant to be with. It’ll be. My boyfriend and I broke up, and I never could have thought that we would be together again. But I guess faith put us back together ... if you are ging through a really hard break up.. just move on. And if it is meant to be it’ll be. Just let the universe do the work. If the love is pure it will come back to you
You know what's the saddest part. It is when your first love never even knew that you existed.
My first love promised me many of things,broke them. Committed to something he couldn’t stay committed to. Broke my heart and left me for someone who hurt him before.
right onell stay accepting all ur flaws
but wrong onell never good for u even u give them ur best
To my second love, you are so perfect. It kills me that I cant be with you. I dont understand why I let myself fall for you. You and I can never truly be together. But in the Hope's that one day you realize I'm right here, I allow myself to love you.
dear first love ,
i love you more than anyone or anything. i’ve known you since we was two. you were my first kiss. the first boy i held hands w. my first boyfriend. my first everything. i literally love you so much. i really want you to come back. i miss you. seeing you everyday w one of my close friends, hurts. bad. she treats you like shit. and you’re literally my world. everything i do is for you. so why not me? you used to call me “your sweet sweet lexi” and “bugeyes” and “protecter” . you made me feel so safe. you made me feel loved. i love you so much my heart physically hurts from it. you’re so happy tho, so i am not gonna fuck et all up. but, just know, nobody knows you the way that ik you and your family. nobody else knows your dad is in jail. nobody else knows your mom is struggling to pay bills. nobody else knows your baby sister cries every night because she misses your dad. only me. and i kept all your secrets. no one knows any of them. you will never truly know how many nights i have spent crying over you. but that’s otay, because i love you.
~ forever and always ~ 🥺❤️
love, your sweet sweet lexi
1 Month ago me an my ex broke up... I loved her and I still do and I was scared every time she was going out because last year a guy tried to get her while we where together... she told me to not be afraid but I couldn’t :/ I tried and all that stuff and I told my self that I was the only one she wanted and the same day she broke up with me... we were together for 1 year and she’s going out everyday and every night and it hurts...
She’s always with some boys and I know these guys only wanna use her and not love her...
I know she’s not gonna see this but.
I still love her and I will always love her! She’s beautiful and so sweet...
Bye.
Saw I'm sorry that happened to you I just went through a break up last month and they told me they never actually thought I was pretty and I was heart broken after that but I will never forget the memories I had with that person and you shouldn't either! But I have moved on and found someone new❤
I recommend you to a man who can help you manifest whatever and who ever you want to manifest within two-days.....♥️♥️♥️
He was the person who helped me manifest back my ex three days ago with out delay 💯💯
Whatsapp him for help..
This is my story...
It's not a human its a horse and I love him so much I would die for him and I never want another horse. He lights up not only my day but my life. He doesn't judge, he's kind...
I know one day I will have to give him up and sell him on. But I don't think I can do that. I honestly don't. All I want to say is. I love you to the moon and back Prancer❤️
I just cried because I have a first love but he lied to so we had to break up but it still hurts😔😔💔
my first love? when i was 7 years old my parents told me to be careful in strangers. One day while i was walking someone talk to me he said "hi little girl" i was so scared that time, because he is smoking he looks like bad guy. So i run to go home and tell it to my parents. Next day I saw him again he said "why did you run I'm not going to do something bad" i said "but my parents told me not talk in strangers!" he just laugh that time. Then he asked me if how old I am I said 7 I asked him too "how about you?" he said "I'm 17" im shocked "o-okay i-im gonna go" he said goodbye to me. After that day we always talk and I know alot of things about him. His family is poor. When I was 12 years old he confess his feelings to me. He likes me. I like him too. We're on relationship. He is 22 that time. But one day while I was in the mall his mother called me. He got accident while driving his car. I don't know what to do. My parents don't know our relationship. That's sucks. I cried when I heard it. I cried every night. I cried for a month. I can't eat that much. I can't tell to my parents what really happen. That guy. I missed him so much. He's too kind to left me. I love him so bad. Now it's been 1 year that he left me. I feel okay right now. Even it's still hurt a little. I damn love him.
Hannah Akemi nice
When your first lover was your guy best friend 😔
I felt that💔😔
I know how it feel 💔
@@aaliyahdavis517 😭
I can't relate more... Mine was one.. My first ever guy best friend but dumb me i feel for him nd eventually our ending was bad coz we ended up coz of his frnds hatred towards me nd them blackmailing him that if we won't end they'll reveal our relationship in front of my family nd i was too young just a 6th or 7th grader he was 7yrs elder to me but he was my comfort when i felt low tho in long distance but we were too close to each other heart we could hear the words which we never really spoke to each other💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I know how you feel 😢🥺💔😭
My first love moved 6 whole states away. We kept in touch until one day I got a call from his dad telling me that he had passed away. Its been 6 whole year and he still has a big piece of my heart. I just wised I said goodbye. 💔😭
Kaci Casteel I’m sorry for your loss💯💕
Kaci Casteel awww bless u x
I just started crying.
I'm sorry. Please stay strong honey
@@layth2485 same
Anyone else thinks that she sounds like Billie Eilish?
No. Just me? Ok
Hailey Amos thank u sm
OMG I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONE WHO THOUGHT THIS
Yup
well kinda
to an extent, kinda
I see all of your stories you all are commenting on this video, and I appreciate it. I read most of them, the ones that I can see. My comments are a safe place for everyone to share! Thank you all for the crazy amount of support you all give. I love you all!
Aww thanks for this!
My first love died 2 years ago 😭😭 I miss him everyday
You now that he is in heaven looking and carring about you , he see and i now that he is grateful for all the love that you a beautiful, intelligent , grate , cute person gift to he ❤️ he always is gonna be there in your beautiful heard , with a big smile ❤️🥰
@@juana6461 thanks I just wish I could talk to him or see him one last time tell him how much he meant to me and how much i love him.
Same 5 years ago.
Awwww sorry for his loss :(
I'm sorry love‼️💜
“But I wish you’d understand how much pain it is to have to watch someone else you love...love someone else... just...like...*snap* that.”
💔💔
Sorry.
Omg the piano in background got me 🥺☺️
I can feel that💔💔
Bs
here’s my story...
When I was 11 I made a twitter, found this boy, we connected, yet I was so so young but it lasted 4 years, we had a connection. An emotional connection, I was there for him, he was there for me. From day in and out we spoke everyday, from what we did, what we ate, how we slept, how we feel, all that. Of course years go by and we catch feelings, but of course distance is an issue. He found someone in his town, fell in love with her, but we still talked. He told me he couldn’t let these 4 years go just because he has her. Long story short she broke his heart. I was there to bring him back together. I always liked him, so badly to where I decided to be homeschooled just so I can talk to him all day, all night. Soon I realized this isn’t just a crush, you love him, it was hard to take in because I was sooo young but how am I suppose to feel when someone has just been there for me? I’ve been there for him, I’ve put him back together, and he’s done the same. I later find out that she didn’t break his heart, he broke hers because he was in love with me, but he didn’t accept it because of the distance of course. It was that love that just made me incredibly happy. If my day was to go bad I’d just say “I have him at the end of the day, it’s okay” and there I go, hop onto my phone and just chat with him. This year he vanished, I don’t know what happen to him. I still check the app where we use to communicate. It’s been 8 months, I don’t know how I’ve done it. I cry, a lot. I feel so so alone without him. But whatever happen to him or wherever he is, I hope he’s okay. I pray for him all the time, every night. I hope he’s still alive and has found someone. I hope all his emotional pain has somehow gone away, I hope he’s found someone to talk to when he feels like leaving this world, I hope he finds someone who’s able to deal with his crazy mood swings, I hope he’s happy. I hope he’s alive...
(if anyone reads this and asks if he has social media, no, he doesn’t)
Update (if anyone cares): i’m doing better. I still get those urges to check the app where we use to talk, but i do know that if i do it will lead me to false hope and i’ll hurt myself all over again. as for my love life, i met someone, we’ve been together for 6 months. i’m so happy but i still am hurt. i have fears more than ever. i fear getting hurt again, i fear giving someone my all and getting left, but i have to understand that he isn’t my ex and that he’s different, as of now my life is great. i’m great. i’ll update if anything else happens. to those who’ve gone through this, i’m so sorry. time does heal.
(Update: (if anyone still cares) it’s now been 8 months with my person, today is new years and i’m glad to say i’m still with my person. he promised me forever and now we have promise necklaces🥺 (so cheesy ik) i had a dream the other day about my ex, in my dream he was in there telling me to go check the app we use to talk on. when i woke up i was so tempted to check it, but i didn’t. i’m still so happy. thank you to everyone for your support and kind words.
Update many years later: it’s been many many many years. the person in this story, i still haven’t found him :( and the other boy i talked about, we brokeup almost 2 years ago. life is good. my love life sucks though😅 thank you to all the kind commenters! glad that i’m not alone, and to those who’ve found me on social media and reached out. thank you! praying he’s okay
Anayeli Montes what if he felt the same way towards you, at the end of this. cries, and hopes you found someone new?
It'll all be okay... It has to be!
Hina Momand o
i really understand this ... :(
Anayeli Montes I hope you guys one day meet again
I said: “we should stop”. And he said: “ok. Whatever. We should stop.”
And my heart was broke. I didn’t think he would say “whatever”...
He said it because the hurt
My Trân i feel you, my ex didn't even fight for me, but i still love and missed him
I say shit like that when I don't want it to go. Whatever was probably a replacement word for stay.
I let my love go, when she told me she felt it wasn't working anymore. I always told her I would leave the second she wanted me out. Even at the cost of loosing myself for a while. Honestly, it was the hardest thing to say ok, when inside everything was shattering. But chin up. The world keeps turning time keeps passing & the pain diminishes, not entiry but just enough to bear. Only advise I would give is to keep smiling. Especially when it hurts.
My best why some thing me good as you liked my all ok iam no play
My dad once said that the first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling just never goes away
It wasn’t a lie.
Iam not chaged any one tell ok
🍀🐞🌈
Yes it isn't
My first love passed away to cancer last year and I feel like I can't ever fall for someone again...
@@hannahtarek2276 Thank you very much! I appreciate your kind words a lot, probably more then you will ever imagine. Roads have to end so I know this one will. I'll get better soon, i just have to wait I guess
stay strong
I feel your feeling because we in same situation. My first love also have a cancer but he pass away too. We need to be strong okey friend even our heart feel so broken with the situation and we need to accept what happened to our life🙂.
Aww stay strong
You will fall for someone who will hear you and be there for you one day and if you don't maybe you already found that person, yourself, it's hard but it's Ok if it's hard❤️
Dear first love ,
Where the hell are u bro ? Come get me ? I’m still a single Pringle
Fr!
Pringle’s come in packs not just one😂
LMAO THIS GOT ME LAUGHING 🤣😭
Rollo T packs of friends -_- 😭
I got a bf after 3 years moving on from my first love and then we broke up and now I'm single again
“i still think it’s unfair. how she gets to have your love but i’ve been the one who’s always there.”
i stg i felt that in a whole different level 😪💔
(like if you did too)
Perioddd!!!
Fuck this killed me 🥺🥺🥺🥺
it broke me, i felt an emptiness in my chest
@Rick Hsu sorry
@@avakrueger8777 be strong my love.
After 4 years I still love him. And today he told me, that he feels the same way about me. But still, we’re not together.💔
Why aren’t you guys together?🙁
It’s been five years and I still love her yet ik it’s pointless to carry the burden of still holding to those memories when ik she’s not coming back but I’ll forever hold a place in my heart for her
@@rileywalker6151 me too bro 🤜
🥺Oh no this is really sad
😢
dear first love,
you broke up with me today. you said that i could do better. you said you were tired of leading it on.
you also said that i was perfect. beautiful. that you loved me.
did you lie?? was i not enough??
we talked about getting married when we’re older. about our kids. about anything and everything we could.
yet after all of our talking, and sharing, and the love we both felt, you gave up so easily.
dear first heartbreak,
this is such a weird experience. i never thought that i would have to let you go.
but life still goes on.
mine is just without you.
¡ allie ! This is exactly how I feel, he broke up with me a few days ago now and I feel so depressed. How are you coping? He told me I could do better but I didn’t think I could. He was my first love and I thought my only.
Pets 101! you cannot rush the process, literally know that after some time it will heal. i got broken up with almost 2 months ago yet i’m still not fully over it, but trust me when i say that the crying does become less frequent. stay strong! Xxx
Pets 101! it’s so hard because i have to see him on almost a daily, but i can feel myself slowly moving on. i just remind myself that if it didn’t work out then it wasn’t meant to be, and that one day i will find my one and only and continue on with my life. we’ve got this❤️
Felt that
💔
Dear First love, hi mom, thank you for carrying me for 9 months. Watching my heart develop and hearing its beat. Thank you mom for loving me for 14 years. You are my hero. 💞
Awww stay strong sis 💜😢
This made me love my Perants more
luke volley55 so glad I inspired that to happen
u are lucky u still have ur mom my mom is gone forever but i know she is always here beside me
@@jaydajimenez2165 you have a beautiful soul 💓 your mom will always be with you spiritually
Dear first love,
I truly loved you. You know I did.
Your smile could make my whole day better in seconds. Your eyes are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I know you loved me too. At least at some point I know you did. I never thought that our thing would end, because you, my love, were my whole world. Our love story is epic and I am so thankful that it happened. But at the end we both needed to learn to let go. Thank you for loving me when I needed it most.
"I love you enough to let you go"
Like 104% same... We broke up today.
Damn..
Milija Kokko that last sentence rly just helped me let go of so much... Thank you❤
😢❤️💔❤️🩹
Dear First Love,
remember when we used to hang around on the telephone Talking for 6 hours straight about everything that came into our mind?
Remember Meeting me first at School, smilling at me when you came out the room and my Friends were laughing behind the Corner because they`ve never seen me this nervous?
Remember going on a date in a Cinema and me asking if you would like to hold my Hand?
Remember calling me every day until we finally get together?
Remember visiting your granparents over Weekend, going out Eating with your Family or driving to my house late in the evening to see me?
Remember when I used to get jeaulous About every Girl you talked to because I wouldn`t feel worth it to be with you when they are just so Pretty?
Remember me crying in your arms?
Remember me driving with you car in GTA almost destroying it?
Do you remember me crying when I ended Things because I was just so terribily wrong About my Feelings and calling you a week later, begging on my knees to get you back?
Remember this month full of "I love Yous"?
Remember leaving me on a Monday, 2 weeks ago because you didn`t love me anymore?
That was when I realised that I messed it up so terribily not showing you enough Feelings, not appreciating the Things you did for me. Maybe I wasn`t Ready. But in These 8 months you`ve given me a reason to smile when I wasn`t Feeling like it at all. And I want to say thank you for all the love and affection you gave me.
Eventhough we are not Talking anymore, because I try to hate you for the fact that you just don`t seem to be as hurt as me, I want you to know that I miss you. I know we`ll probably never be the same around each other anymore but you deserve someone that makes you feel the way you made me feel and not the way I made you feel.
Just make sure you don`t Forget me the way I want to Forget the pain you cause.
I miss you.
This is so beautifully written 💓
I hope you're doing better now...
It brought me tears 🥺💔Good luck for your future❤
Think we are in the same page. Hi 5 ?
Think we are in the same page. Hi 5 ?
Crying is how your heart speaks, when your lips can't explain the pain you feel.
Dear 1st love
I saw you with her and remembered all the times you said there wont be a next girl and heard you say I love you to her the same soft way you did to me not even a month ago I was your everything
I FELT THIS W MY WHOLE HEART OMG
Evelyn Munoz SAME HOLY SHIT
Damnnnn i can feel u gurl 💘
hollyyyyyy i felt this 💔
Oh-
I can understand I feel empathy for this. My first love... Who I still love...
Dear first love and dear love of my life.
I miss you everyday.
And i can‘t Let you go.
But it breaks me.
I miss your voice.
I miss our Talks.
I miss your laugh.
I miss sleeping in your arms.
I miss all the moments we had together.
I miss your „i love you“s.
I wish I could be the one to make you happy.
Loosing you is the worst.
And even if I hurt myself for having hope .. I still do Hope.
So one day when you‘ll come back..
i‘ll be happy again.
I forgot how greatful I should have been for you.
You were my smile.
You were my happiness.
You were the one for me.
But for now I have to say goodbye.
I Wish you the best.
Even if you left me and took away my joy, my everything.
I love you and I‘ll always will.
The pain will never Go away.
The hole you left inside my heart hurts just so bad.
I wish you could be here and it could be like it was before.
My biggest fear became real.
You looked at me without the look full of love like you usally did.
I know I did things wrong.
I wish I could change it.
It‘s just to much.
I hope you come back.
But for now goodbye.
.
I knew when it happened. The denial hurts me as much as you're hurting. You know I know. I'm sorry you're hurting. There's no one to share my hurt with. I'll never even come close to being what she is to you, never have been. Still wondering why I'm here. Between her and everything else my thoughts and heart are shredded wheat. Soggy shredded wheat. Terrified of what's to come next. I know something is coming, just don't know what, who and when. "Hanging by a moment here with you..." My fav song of the week by Lifehouse
Here's my story...
When I was 15 I met this boy, he knew one of my friends and she introduced us. We became close friends and saw each other every day. I caught feelings but I was too afraid and I rejected him when he tried to kiss me. He kissed one of my friends instead... They starter to like each other and he friendzoned me. A few months later, he blocked her everywhere and even though he kind of already broke my heart I decided to let him in once again. I fell in love and one night he told me he had feelings for me, I didn’t say anything, once again I was too scared. On the 7th of June I told him something I shouldn’t have and he ignored me for a month. One day he called me and apologized, but I told him to stay away and our friendsship and everything we could've been was suddenly gone.
He was an asshole sometimes, but damn, I love that boy more than I can ever explain. It's been almost a year since I saw him and I'm trying to move on. He moved on a long time ago but It's seems like it's impossble for me, mostly because I know that the day I decide to move on means that I'm accepting a life without him. Time does heal and one day I know I'll fall in love again but I know I'll never forget him.
Ps: I'm so sorry for my terrible english, I'm from Scandinavia
Hope u find someone better😘 all the best
: never love in a young age. Love when you have (+18)
@@nonsenselol2222 it isn't in control-
And why?
I hope you're doing good now 💓
@@jellalfernandes3602 It is emotional 💔🥺however, I hope the best for you ❤
Fell in love with best friend who likes someone else,
Please be strong
dear first love...
i still miss you, but i have to move on... missing you, replaying the memories and recounting our love will only halt my path to self love. i need to pick up the pieces of myself and stop thinking about you. there is nothing in this world that will make me stop loving you... but this is goodbye.
Dear first love,
You broke me. You ripped me apart and when I found someone who treated me the way I needed, who loved me and saw past every scar, you took advantage of the situation. Your hand in my hair or my arms pinned above my head as you claimed my body as your own. You took something that I was going to give him, now I barely tell him I want him without feeling your lips on mine.
😞
Owshet😐, it's okay, the right person will always accept you despite your past, because your past had shaped you to be a great lady, you are right now, don't let your guard down! Choose the good ones, you deserve em!💐😁
I wish i would have told you that i loved you in middle school but now it's been 6 years and not a day goes by without me thinking what if i told you i love you will we still be together or would it fall off when we hit highschool maybe it's good thing that we didn't date but who knows I haven't had a GF because I can only think about you GOD!! can you please just text me back and say you're fine please
I could relate to this
Relatable 💔
Remember this for the future, push yourself to do stuff or you’ll sit around reminiscing .
dear first love,
i miss the times we'd call hours on end, connect, text every day. but now you clearly want nothing to do with me, and i just wanted to say i miss you, i truly do, and i always will. the love i had for you will never fade and i don't think i can fall for somebody else as hard as i fell for you.
-milla
Dear first love,
Or well, the love I consider my first,
I don’t know why we had to go so bad.
I don’t understand why you had to do the things you did.
We loved each other. I mean, you saved me from a toxic relationship.
I didn’t know you were just going to be another one.
But in the beginning it wasn’t.
We loved, hard. I told myself that I wouldn’t fall for another one states away.
And then you came into my life.
You were my exception.
We talked, everyday, about little things.
We sent each other random messages in the middle of the night, talking about how much we loved each other and how we thought we were perfect for each other.
Why did you stop sending them?
When I continued, why did you stop?
When my love grew strong, even as the cold December nights came with memories that I burned away with my passion and love for you.
When I stared out the window at Christmas, wishing you were with me.
Why were you starting to think that we would never see each other?
Why did you start to give up?
Why did you run off after New Years and sleep with her?
Why didn’t you admit it was cheating?
Instead saying ‘how could it be cheating when we are only talking?’
And somehow, I believed that.
And I gave you another chance.
I don’t know why I did that.
I don’t know why I stayed.
The months that followed, I was breaking.
I was slowly destroying myself,
Believing your lies.
Giving you chances and my trust.
Believing when you told me you loved me.
Yet all you did was beg to see me.
Was just having me not enough?
You said we couldn’t date because you wanted to see me first.
That was on you.
Was it just so if you ran off with another again, you could never be known as a cheater in your own mind?
And when I tried to see you and everything fell out, why did you say I didn’t want to see you?
Why didn’t you believe me when I said I was dying without you?
Why did you stop doing the things that made me smile, and instead starting doing the things that hurt me every night?
Why did you let every argument sit for hours until I broke and said I’m sorry, even if it was never my fault, to have me feel that guilt and pain. To feel bad for everything.
Why did you never apologize, for anything?
I know that all of your friends will believe your story. Believe that I was always in the wrong, that I never wanted you. But I know it’s a lie.
I loved you more than anyone else.
I thought we would be forever.
Even with all the pain you put me through, I was heads over heels for you.
Until I cracked, and fell apart.
I know my truth. I know how I loved you, how I gave you too many chances. How you hurt me, with never the mutter of a sorry. How you played with other girls and got mad at me when I was upset over it.
But I loved you,
Didn’t I?
I think now it’s time to let you go. Completely. I can’t keep wanting what we had before it went bad, because that can be found again with someone better.
It doesn’t have to be you.
I still hope you remember what I told you when I left.
How I told you your wrongs to me.
And I know I made mistakes too.
But..
I know. I’ve learned, and I’m growing.
Will you?
Goodbye,
Brenden.
I hope that you’ll change for the better
So when you find the girl of your dreams.
The girl I thought I was for you,
You will treat her in ways you never treated me.
And I hope one of these days, I’ll stop thinking about you.
And I hope that one of these days, when I say goodbye,
I’ll mean it.
Athan Urban don’t know why this doesn’t have more likes
Dear first love were Always a DeadBeat Father didn't pay child support and you lied and said you didn't know you had a son..Remember you took me to the hospital..I got married to a wonderful man you tryed to mess that up too telling him lies.I have a great marriage so leave us alone please( Remember the Restraining order we got against you) I love Him not you looser Maxie pad Arch from Pueblo.leave me Alone Sperm Doner..That's All you are Biggest Looser .peg T
Dear first love. I'm sorry for not being what you wanted
Dear first love, its been 10 months since you left me. I thought I was going to be okay in just a month or so but turns out, you’re still the one.
Dear first love,
This feels like a dream, or more like a nightmare
You broke up with me 3 days ago and didn’t even give a reason why
You just said, “I’m just not feeling it anymore” “It’s not you it’s me”
That hurt
A lot
But what hurts more is the fact that I can’t go a minute without thinking of you
Your eyes were the bluest blue in the world
You smile and laugh were contagious
You could brighten my day with a single positive comment
We had all those inside jokes
Now it’s over
And I’m broken to a million pieces 💔
hi
I know what u mean. 4 yrs still inlove with her and still think about her everyday
stay strong baby💗 if you ever wanna talk i’m here!
Why deny it to me.
I'm sad that you're feeling that way, know there's nothing I or anyone can do to get u through it except maybe listen, if you'd actually let your feelings be known. That million pieces - not that it matters to anyone, but feeling exactly the same way. The hurting part, emptiness, broken, hopeful and doubtful are mingling.
It’s Isent love that hurts you, it’s the person who dosent know how to love hurts you.....
I had ex boyfriend from turkey for 2 weeks, we knew each other from site, but he cheated on me from that site also. It make me hurt, when we love someone with sincerely, but they cheated. It's not fair for me💔
Dear first love,
It’s been two years and every time I think about someone I love your name comes to mind. I can’t let you go because we never really said goodbye. You hurt me so much and I still somehow miss that because at least then I was still in your presence. I never said I love you nor did you say it to me but after all this time I’m saying it - I love you and goodbye
I found this Amazing, i don't know you but i feel the pain in yoyr voice, sometimes Love is the least thing we want but life isn't complete without it, just like d hair, because it polluted at the moment those not mean we should stop breathing, i have been hurt so much time that i want to hear so Motivational words thats how i landed here now i even cry the more.
LillionBunkEnt You’re right. And thank you so much. I do this to help others, because i know how it feels. Thank you so much. It truly means a lot.
Plan b lol
There’s a difference between someone your crushing on and someone you love. Someone you crush in doesn’t last long it’s just someone you think you have feelings for when you really don’t you just both share the same similarity’s. A person you love is someone your constantly thinking about constantly there for constantly talking to... I may be young we all are but I know a few things or two. When you love someone you’ll know. 🥰😭
Dear first love,
Why is this so hard? Why can't we go back to the we used to?
All this drama has pulled us around and has told us what to do. Like we are toys, and I'm done. I'm done being told that we're a problem. I'm done crying when people yell at me cause of you. I'm done being ignored because people say You dont talk to anyone but me.
So you give in... you leave me alone to be with the people that cause this drama and heartache. You laugh and say they are your friends while I have no one.
So, here I am. Feeling so alone but I'm surrounded by friends... just not you. You dont even know what's happening in my life anymore. Is it my fault? What should I do?...
A couple months later...
I told another guy I love him, he makes me happy but I still wish it was you. We have late night talks that make me smile. He respects me and actually cares... he doesnt ignore me. The drama thrown at us isnt tearing us down like it did with us... because we're fighting it together...
I feel like I should be happy but I still think of you at the end of the day. Wishing we still have what we did. My heart is tearing itself apart...
I wish you would've given me reason to stay.
Love,
The broken hearted
dear first love,
we started as best friends, but then i came to crushing so hard on you that i cant think of anything else but you. you talked to me all the time last year and you always laughed with me. i couldve never asked for a friend like him.
he didnt really care that i liked him as a crush, he didnt mind. he was always so happy w me but when i looked at him sometimes, i wondered,
"why does he like her and not me."
and i got so lost. as time went on, he started acting strange. different. a little distant too. over the summer, i didnt see nor talk to him at all. yeah, it was nice to take a long break, but i missed him more than imaginable. I cried every night because i lost him. eventually i realized that he was gone.
when i got to school a few weeks ago, I saw him. he looked different. he looked at me different. like something went wrong, something got lost.. my heart breaks to the way he looks at me like that. i have been saying hi, and today when i did, he gave me this smile. a smile of happy. a smile of hope that maybe he will be back to at least talking to me again.
every night i say to myself, "i tried. all i want is him to come back." I know nothing is going to be how it was. he will never be my best friend nor will he laugh with me. that hurts, but at least maybe i can have hope that he can at least talk to me again and not just ignore me in the hallway.
im going to try. and i hope this can be a positive message for anyone else who has lost someone in their life not knowing why. if you have, try. try to get them back. if they mean the world + more to you, they are worth it. so are you. get them back. if you cant, at least try. get what you can. this is your life and you only get one. do what you want to do before someday you regret it. be strong. i believe in you. i do.
This is hurtful..
But I hope you're doing well now 🎐
"you just dont know what its like to watch someone you love love someone else just like that " especially the end
that killed me IM DONE HAVING FEELINGS ):
“I still think it’s unfair how she gets to have your love but I’m the one that was always there. You won’t see who’s was always there. I wish you were still here”
Omg I felt that 😭😭😭😔
please stop leading me on if i'm not what you want💔 i want you. i want all of you😢 i love you and i swear i would do anything and i mean anything for you to want me again. but i hope you're happy with her😭😭
it’s a great piece but is everyone gonna ignore when the party’s over playing in the back like??? how strong are you guys to ignore that??
Charlize Castro FIRST THING THAT I NOTICED !!😭 I was looking for this comment🥺
yeah i noticed
Iamm sleeping good night ok
"sure, i hurt you badly but i've done nothing but attempted to right my wrongs."
that one hurted ;//
Did she
Iam slient all preparing mind cheg all me wached what dealing long far iam see all mind
“Shh hear the song, this is going to be the song we dance to at our wedding”
Dear first love,
I loved you with all my heart but, instead of loving me like you said you did, you broke me in ways that no one has ever done. I thank you for our happy memories but, now their all covered in the black ink that’s been leaking from my broken, dainty little heart. You showed me what it feels like to be loved, then you ripped that feeling away when you took my heart, tore it into pieces and walked away. It’s okay though, I’ve forgiven you for what you’ve done to me. I hope you’re happy with how miserable you left me.
My therapist says I need to open up and tell her how I feel but, how can I open up when I feel nothing but darkness. I’ve blocked out all my feelings and now I’m numb. I’m just waiting on death to come knocking on my door to finally, take me home.
I wish i could thank my first love for teaching me the true meaning of love
The love of my life, my first real love, broke up with me 2 days ago. He promised me he wouldnt leave, he promised me he would never hurt me, he told me that he loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me and marry me one day, he told me we would last forever, but i guess he was wrong. We argued alot over dumb stuff, we cried, we woukd break up for an hour or more and get back together. Each time we argued or broke up, i was the one who fought to get us back together, maybe i just couldnt let him go, i loved him too much, i was happy with him. But i guess all that fighting was worth nothing because no matter how much i told him i loved him and that i wanted to be with him, he still left me for his ex, the girl he told me he didnt like anymore, the girl he cheated on me with after a month of dating but i still forgave him because i loved him, he told me he didnt want her, he told me i was perfect for him. But i guess he lied to me, he went with her after almost 5 months of us dating. I know it was only a little and i know we're so young, but when its love it comes at any time in your life, but for him it just didn't come yet. So he left and this time i didnt fight because if he really wanted me he would stay, he wouldn't of left, he wouldn't of lied. So i just wished him the best and told him it was ok because i just wanted him to be happy, even if i wasnt. But i just wish he didnt leave🥺😔
Dear first love,
you hurt me hard. you made me feel like i was crazy for having thoughts of you cheating. i was so blind and stupid when it came to you. With everything u did and how u treated me, i will always love you. i keep running into things that remind me of you. i still have dreams of you, i seen your bsf in target, i found a couple memories in my room. i dont think id be able to be close w you again because of how hard you hurt me. i was so depressed and i lost myself. you were so important to me. i cant fully move on because im still holding on to the thought of holding you, laughing w you, the way you looked at me, the way you touched me. I will always laugh at the jokes we had, the memories we made. i will always love you. it sucks that no matter how painful it was, i would still pick up your calls, talk to you for hours and hear you talk about your new gf and give you advice. u called me cause i listen to you. cause i gave u good advice. i could never trust you again. i love you still, i wont stop loving you. but im starting to feel alright. i found a new guy. he treats me better, im so happy with him. he makes me feel loved. I will always love you and i wish you the best. even if im not your first love, you are mine. goodbye.
listened to this when me and an ex broke up and 2 yrs later we got back into contact again and we both never moved on and now we are actually back together :)
Wow😮😮😮❤ great😮😮 you are soo lucku dude🎉 I also contacted my Ex but he has a GF now but he always loves me and he wants me but we cant hurt that girl 😫Soo we decided to live like this ( separated )
Dear first love:
I wish I was good enough
I wish you cared
Every time you walk into the room a smile comes to my face
Although you’ve hurt me deeply
I wish you the very best
I love you.
Dear first love & my story:
Dear first love,
I miss you. I talk to you everyday, I laugh with you everyday, I see you everyday. Even though you’re so close you feel so far. I miss the hugs that made me feel like I was floating, I miss that feeling you brought me, I miss being yours and calling you mine, I miss running my hands through your hair, I miss the crinkles around your hazel eyes, I miss the way you made me swarm with butterflies, I miss laying there with my head on your shoulder trying to hide from the world.
I miss you. All of you. And it’s killing me knowing I met the right person at the wrong time.
Here’s my story...
He was my best friend of three years, freshman year high school in October. He was closed and cold and so was I. We grew, we worked on it together cause I saw him in pain cause he was having some trouble with his best friend. And I stood there all that time. It was innocent friendship, we became best friends. And then came junior year. We had a fight at the end of sophomore year and fixed it at the beginning of junior year but we felt it. He felt it for 6 months, I felt it for 5 months. I was in love... and he was afraid but he told me and we started dating. Didnt last long but he was my first love, 4 months have passed and I miss him. Me and him are still best friends but I’m confused and hurt.
He ended it cause of his mental health and my own was slipping but when he ended it really slipped up. He knew me inside and out almost and I knew him inside and out. For 4 months now it’s just been on and off with him, he tells me he regrets it and since he’s my first love I tend to fall back for him.
It’s hard to move on and it’s even harder to be friends with someone you’ve fallen in love with.
Thank you for reading this.
Am i the only one that’s single yet this made me feel really emotional as if if experienced
No
Dear first love,
i love you. i always will love you. you held me up and helped me reach for the stars every day. you were always my reason and motivation. because of you i woke up every morning, because of you i got out of bed, because of you i tried to keep myself together. because of you i fell apart. it's been a year my love. ik we won't work, your there and i'm here. ik she will never read this... but :/ ppl say you can't know love at 13 years old. but this was different then anything i've ever felt. ive told many ppl i loved them, but i was all in with this girl. i didn't just love her i was in love with her. it's been a year and i still write about her, i still see her smile; her eyes💔😭😩. and her fucking laugh man... i can't put it into words. i cry, every day. there isn't a second i don't think about her, i still wear the promise ring she gave me. she doesn't care about me... i hate seeing her hurt i wanna know about what's wrong, but that isn't my job anymore. sometimes she will just call me randomly and she'll be laughing and i'll just breakdown inside. i'll keep smiling and talking to her but i lose it after i hang up. i pray for her. i want the best for her, and i truly and deeply want her to make the best of her life. i just wish i could make it a good life with her. i know im 13 (almost 14) but i truly thought i was going to marry her. i wanna move on and i wanna forget, but i can't let go. ive tried everything i tried throwing her stuff out, ive tried deleting her off every social media. all the pictures and messages on my phone, i can't, she is still my safe place. she is the first person i wanna call whenever something is going wrong; but then i realize she doesn't give a fuck.😭💔🥺
Amelia Lee not true
Dear first love, today is your birthday, and I hope you never leave me. Only God knows if that wish will come true.
when she said ''I wish you were still here but you aren't and that was my biggest fear'' hit hard :(
Manase Donald, I know I can’t be confident enough to tell you this! I know you moved on and you think that I did the same too, you were my first love and I thought it would last! But now ugh..... As you celebrate your birthday today, I pray that the good Lord may shower you with abundant blessings and I pray that you always find a person who will love you right♥️ keep shining everyday and for this I’m sure that you will make a very good father and husband ♥️♥️ I WISH YOU COULD READ THIS, BUT HERE I AM WRITING IT ALL TO MYSELF 😔
Dear first love,
I was too young when I fell for you. I loved you as much as someone my age possibly could, but we couldnt work out. We both cared. Idk if you cared as much as me, but it has almost been 7 months. We haven't talked. We hurt each other and I know I will never be the same
Me and my boyfriend broke up after year and one month (long distance )we both made the decision but wish I didnt and he got with someone 2 days after and. Its been hurting more than anything knowing someone else making him happy and hugging him💔
(This isn’t for my first love but to the boy who in trying to get over after he rejected me)
Dear Daniel,
I hate you but also love you. Is this what falling for you but not getting caught feels like? I feel numb. I feel numb when you talk to other girls. I feel numb when you laugh with other girls. I feel numb when you hug them. I know I’m not as pretty or smart as them or have the “perfect body” as them. But no matter would have always put you first. I know you have another girl. I hope she says yes when you ask her out. I hope you and her have a good relationship. I will feel numb and hurt the whole time but if it means seeing you happy is all I want even if it’s with her.
I feel you !!! I like this one kid but I know he won’t ever like me back!!
"i still think it's unfair that she has your love , even though I was always there." Hit me hard . 💔
"I saw you look at her, but l have never seen you look at me like that."
Dear first love, you broke my heart into a million pieces.
You shattered me to the point where it’s almost impossible to put me back together
I knew you for 8 years, and you still didn’t catch on to how much love I felt for you.
You took advantage of my feelings for your benefit.
You made a special moment become my regret.
I’ll never forget you
I’ll never stop loving you but it’s time to let go.
So universal! So painful and beautiful all at the same time. Keep crushing Girl! 🍒❤️
Carried away from touching Lyrics.. relate so bad..!
😢😰💔😔
My first love, we never dated but i loved him so much he broke my heart...i still care about him a lot and want to be his friend but we rarely talk...it still hurts to see him with other girls...but im better now but they say you never forget your first love and i think its true...he made me feel like the happiest person ever then all of a sudden he made me feel like the saddest person
Here’s my story...: I was 12 about to turn 13 in two months. In 4th grade I liked this boy and he never liked me back I accepted that.. when we went into 5th grade together I met his bestfriend and I thought I liked him... uhm so me and this boys bestfriend dated for almost a year. When we ended up in 6th grade me and my boyfriend broke up because we got into a big fight. Me and this boy I liked in 4th was there for me we started dating awhile after. I fell in love. He was my everything. He was my first kiss, first love... everyone knew how much he was to me. After about two months of dating.. he left me because he lost feelings. I took a turn.. started self-harm, I got pushed around, I went into a dark hole. After awhile everyone around brought me up and now me and him fight almost everyday at school over him bullying me and me being a “snitch”.. he’s the reason I nearly killed myself, he’s the reason I turned to self-harm, and I turn to starve myself.
Oh dear 💔I hope you are fine and u get the one u deserve ❤
It’s weird not being single for so long and you meet your first love and your life feels empty but you have to remember your first love isn’t your only love
Dr Frank can make your ex come back to you for a second chance. He was the one who helped me restore back my broken relationship of 3 years by bringing back my ex Also Dr Frank always keep up with his words I strongly Advise you to seek help from him
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Dear first love distance has grown us apart I was so stupid to believe you when u told me how distance or time couldn't keep us apart
But you know what hurts the most is that I never got to take my heart back and I keep on letting you back for you to just crush everything I've built each and every time it hurts me to say this but I think I'm better off without you
Me and my first love where together for to years and it's been a couple months since we broke things off and I will always love him and at times I do miss him but when we where together I was so dependent upon his actions and I'm finally learning to be independent and recently my crush/best friend asked me out and it will be 2 months this Friday
Omg i'm so happy for you I hope you will find happiness in you life
@@safaalsarry4618 thank u so much
Dear first love,
It was great at the very start, fell for each other like we didn’t have another care in the world. We were in our own little world, nobody could stop up because we only had eyes for each other. I loved every second but it was always in my mind when this would end, I’ve hadn’t been in love for years and this was different, refreshing and special. I will always love you with all emotions. I know you like the girl who has the brown hair, fresh smile and the extrovert attitude but she’ll only last so long, where I would be yours forever but you can’t see it. Maybe the universe is doing a good thing where we don’t become as one. When I told you I love you and you went sorry for giving you that impression, I knew it was over, I cried and what did you do, played video games laughing, on FaceTime to her. Was it worth it? You’ll always be my first love. My first real connection. I love you to the moon and back. If we can’t be together in this life then I hope we are in the best part
Yours truly, Mya
Take care 💗
it's been 3 years, and I'm still fucking in love with you
Dear First love,
Thank you for coming tomy life even with a short time, thank you for all the happiness, pure love,how you really care for me and how you really respect me . Most of all thank you for breaking my heart badly over your death that I wanted to die as well that time so , that I can be with you and we can be together.That was 10 years ago but I can still remember those tears and sleepless nights, but I do believe that everything happens for a reason that God allowed it for me to become more stronger coz God knows how weak I am, how emotional I am . I know you are happy now , I know you are beyond happy in God's kingdom now ,love.♡
Thank you for the love and guidance . You'll always be in my heart , love.
Take care of yourself and be happy ✨
@@flamingaish Thank you ♡🙏🏻
I am so lucky that I am still with my first true love he is my world I love him more than anything
Are you guys still together 2 years later?
Dear first love,
You’ll never see this
But I’ll always love you
I remember us talking about always staying together
I never thought of the day we would brake up
I wish our break up didn’t go the way it went
You had your best friend tell me in a group chat
I told you to do it in person
But no you had him do it
I’m sorry I know I hurt you
But it wasn’t me
It was the other boys
Not me
I’m so sorry
I still think of you but I’m wasting my time
I’ll never forget you
That will always bring me pain
I should’ve listened to everyone
I should’ve just ended when they told me to
But I didn’t
I caused myself the most pain
The brake up has brought me better people
People that care and love me more than you ever could
And because of those people I am the person I am today
And once again Im sorry
But I also say thank you for bringing all theses amazing people into my life
I used to cry to this all the time months ago over a boy that left me behind with no explanation
It's worse when there's no explanation I doubt he wanted to leave you without words but maybe there was too much too say and it was too difficult to express . I like to think that people don't intentionally hurt others they have their reasons and might not make sense to you but I'm sure if they could've they would've explained and let you know.
I just broke up I wanna die I feel so bad😢
Dear first love❤️
It's been 4 years but I couldn't stop thinking about you since then.
Even though it's your fault,I'm here to accept you back in my life and ever since we broke,I'm left here all alone thinking only about you.The only memories I have of you is in my mind and m afraid that it will fade away after sometime,where I'll be more lonely again.
But I Hope that one day will be our day of happiness 💞
My internet bf lives in the Netherlands while im here in Croatia,we met in roblox a long time ago. We connected really fast because we both get abused by our parents sexually and emotionally and suffer from depression we help each other. It broke my heart when he once said that he cant cope with life anymore . It just breaks my heart that something might happen to him,he basically is saving my life .I want to meet him so badly but since my parents are abusive i cant even ask them how was their day, lol so i cant even imagine them reacting if i asked them this... This really made me cry because i suffer everyday to survive and he is my only hope , thats why i need him to be next to me. I want to get a job as soon as possible and when i turn 18 i would buy tickets and go meet him. I LOVE YOU LEON!!you saved my life, God bless you for being the kindest human being i ever met i hope we can meet oneday i love you so so much,I dont want to lose you.
I was so scared to hurt him,but in the end he did the most damage to me💔
Why the fuck is that true true TRUE 😭😭
The fact you can actually hear her crying in the mic...
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@@lydiamorgan4889 Thank you for your kind words, I really appreciate that you want to help me even if I'm just a stranger on the Internet. But there are some relationships that need to be moved on from, not brought back. And I know I have to eventually move on.
I wish..... 🥺 I wish I could have my first love back because she was the best girl in the world😞😞
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Dear first love,
In the future I’ll smile, but you won’t be the reason anymore 💔
Words hurt we need to watch what we say but we must fight for those we love we need to listen and learn to love like GOD loves us have faith makes you strong and I will fight for those I love till my dying breath I will stay strong
God Bless you🙏
There was this girl I talked to everyday for about over 4 months
I was constantly questioning my sexuality because I felt something for her
I messaged her one day
No reply
1 month
2 month
3 month..
No reply..
Turns out she just couldn't take social media anymore because it was to toxic and made her feel bad..
But ill always wait for her to come back...
I miss her so much...
I love her 💔
I hope the best for you dear❤
dear, first love
we met about 2 years ago on the internet and i fell hard you admitted you loved me too then you ignored me and i think that hurt the most. It’s funny how the person you thought could fix you can break you the most.
I wish I could says this words to her..... Because it's happened
Dr.Stephen can make your ex come back to you for a second chance. He was the one who helped me restore back my broken relationship of 3 years by bringing back my ex Also Dr.Stephen always keep up with his words I strongly Advise you to seek help from him
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I love somebody.. But the person dont love me so I have to be okay whith that but it is so fucking painfull...I'll probably never get over you! :( I hope you will find the Right one..
I wish I could send this to my first love.