i'm tired of who i am. i hate myself. i don't want to be this person anymore. this is for the people who feel the same. Jesus loves you. till then', soldier.
don’t delete this video. Its so weird how this came up on my suggestions today when i had a meltdown because of self hatred. We are so hard on ourselves but we cant seem to find the good in ourselves. You said you’re rooting for us, but we’re rooting for you too. ESPECIALLY YOU.
Seriously, what do I even say to this? I’m just blushing, I feel flattered, I feel slightly embarrassed, I don’t know, even through a screen, I have a hard time accepting compliments. However, thank you so much love 🩷
@@badgirlhollywood9741 I actually jump scare a lot of people irl😂 I look like princess but suddenly, were did that man voice come from? They literally look around😭😭
I relate so much to this, I'm currently in a procrastination cycle and I can't get myself to do anything whether to study, finish a book, exercise, commit to a diet or a skincare routine heck even taking shower and brushing my teeth twice a day is a hustle. Ever since I left high-school I feel like my life has been stagnant and I'm currently majoring in a degree I'm not passionate about and at home I'm putting on this facade of having my life put together but I'm falling apart. I'm so lonely and I have no friends. My only regret is wasting time that I could never get back and I hate myself for it . The thing is I have the road map and the tools I need for my life to turn out the way I want it to but I just can't get myself to do it. I always tell myself I'll do it on the next hour, the next day, the next week, the next month and eventually a year passes by and then I think to myself why am I here? Why am I living? What's the point? Why am I sabotaging myself so bad? Then I'll have this glimpse of motivation and start reading self help books...the power of now, atomic habits, breaking the habit of being yourself etc you name it, be productive for a day or two and then eventually fall back to my old habits and then I develop this deep resentment for myself.
I'll be with you as you're looking back on this video, and I KNOW we'll be like "wow, there was a time you felt this way." It may not be obvious but I am far from being this super self-loving person. I just never mention it because yes, no one wants to admit to their self-hatred or insecurities. But you are able to look at yourself and go "i hate myself, but I want to change" and that holds strength in itself that many lack. I'll be with you every step of the way because I love you. Looking forward to what you do :)
I used to really hate myself then I came out of it for years…until recently. I started to hate myself again as I’ve gotten older. I’m losing my looks, hair turning grey, sunken face, feeling sick and tired all the time. My relationship is crap. I am lonely. I have nothing to show, no skills, and no talents. I have money from years of hard work and sacrifice but I am still underpaid at the end of the day. I hate myself and the way people must view me. No huge opportunities, no one takes me serious. I’ve never been jealous of anyone but I’m now jealous of youth. They have a whole life ahead of them. I feel like I don’t. I hate myself and need to crawl myself out of this hole again.
Well, think about it like this. There’s plenty of youth that think these are the years to waste your life, and then they get older and realize they could’ve done more with the time that they had. It’s true. A lot of your life has passed you, but time is time, and you have it now. Don’t feed into this narrative that aging is something to be depressed about or it automatically means your life starts to deteriorate in meaning. You do have skills. The fact that you shared a bit of your incredibly detailed life story with me right now means you have the skill of honesty, which in our fake world, means something. You’re in my prayers tonight, and Jesus answers. It’s easy to think about everything you’ve done wrong but even through all of your mistakes, you’re still here and God is with you always. I know I’m just a rotten spoiled 20 year old who probably has no clue what they’re talking about but I do believe you have a gift and you do have a life ahead of you. All you have to do is go after it. God bless you. Stay strong in the Lord. ✝️🙏🩷
1:59 Hit me so hard I had to lay my head and close my eyes. It's really crazy how you can see the person who you could be, the person who you're meant to be if you lived genuinely and earnestly, and yet, each day, it feels like you choose to step further away, instead of getting closer to being that person. I think that's the part of myself I find hardest to forgive. But hey, I'm trying! Knowing that I'm not the only one dealing with hating myself doesn't just make me feel less alone and strange, but also makes things feel less impossible to overcome, so, thanks for putting this out there. May God bless you, and I truly hope that you find your way. You got this!
God bless YOU and I am glad you heard what I had to say. Forgiving yourself is way more difficult than forgiving another person. We're less tough on people but we're so particular with ourselves. I believe you will become the person God has created you to be. You already ARE the person God has created you to be, you just need to believe that and work towards it. YOU got this.
I don’t think you’re mediocre. In fact it’s clear to me that you have an anointing in your life. I felt like you were speaking directly to me not through a screen but as a direct message to my heart. I really feel like giving up but this video has given me a little boost to keep going. Thank you dearly. From my soul to yours, you are truly blessed. ❤ I also love your hair.
Hey love. I saw your comment earlier before you deleted it. Here’s what I had to say: There are so many people I have yet to respond to but I just have to say this now, your comment, who you are has helped me so much. I don’t know you but I can say that. I’m grateful for you watching and listening to what I have to say because we really do live in a world where people just don’t want to listen to each other, especially when it’s difficult or “negative” to listen to. God loves you, and it’s hard for us to understand it but He does. No matter what. He understands your doubt but He loves you through it. I really am rooting for you, beloved. I am. I hope I helped ease your pain. It’s not about me, it’s about you. And thank you for complimenting my hair, I try to maintain it as best as I can even though it’s a mess most of the time lol :,) 🩷
The fact that you want more and you see more for yourself is the indication that things are literally about to change. I was here literally a month ago. So trust me when I say God here you. 🖤🙏🏾
omg i relate to this so much, this video came up on my recommendations and i just feel so pathetic. I feel like such a failure, why can’t i enjoy my life? im basically just living
Girl, I feel you. I appreciate seeing your video to know Im not alone it gets heavy sometimes to want to change put in the work but having no energy from the feeling/thoughts that don't let up easily. Hoping in the future "I'm not allowing my mind to dictate who I am I'm allowing myself to dictate my mind" you said it best ♥
I really needed this video. I get good grades, Had an internship with a great company, and just got a job in a field that I like and all of that achieved by age 17. People think I am super smart or a prodigy but I never feel good enough. I had to work hard because I used to be in those special classes and I had to work my ass off to get into AP level classes I still feel inferior. I have undiagnosed ADHD because my parents are Africans and don’t believe it mental health, no social life because my friends are so awkward and are always on their phones, no bf probably because my braces look ugly af and because of it I am insecure af. I suppose to be graduating next year but instead of looking forward to it it is just a reminder of how I never accomplished enough. Thank you so much becuae it is nice to know your not alone in this.
To anyone who needs it.. First you NEED to stop being so hard on yourself & on others, that pressure is overwhelming when we are already judging based on societies standards, but its all just a game no one wins. Don’t wait on your achievements to start loving yourself. Feel your life from the inside, instead of perceiving it from the outside. It’s a journey but every hardship truly teaches you to always choose yourself at the end. Empathize with yourself. Empathize with others. I know it’s tough, it’s terrifying. Be aware of it, dont judge it, face it, then handle it. Dont do it to prove something, do it to share energy and to truly get where you know you were ALWAYS meant to be. Energy doesn’t lie. Get excited about it. It’ll be ok. 🌱❤️🩹
Amen 🙏, you’re absolutely right. It’s a process that you need to learn and you need to learn how to love yourself in the process as well, thank you for your insight ❤
I have been stuck in this “i hate myself” rut for a few years now because I know i can do better not only as God’s daughter, but as a person, and I haven’t and I have been glued to my phone and other trivial things while life passes me by. I want to stop thinking about myself so much and just thrive! I’m looking forward to the video you will make in a year about how you love yourself!! thank you for your honesty; you’re beautiful 💟
Thank you so much, love. I am praying for you and I definitely feel your pain. It's hard to serve the Lord and yet still be distracted with the things of this world. I am the same, trust me, especially with social media. I would just tell you, tune it all out, and tune in to you and the Lord. We have to throw it all out eventually, it just matters when. Thank you for watching my video, God bless you and I'm about as beautiful as you say I am.
I'm right there with you. Constantly fighting the "I hate myself" internal dialogue every single day of my life, for a few years now. I've found it useful to observe the thought whenever it comes up, and not judge it with hatred or even see it negatively, just accept that it is. And not take the self hatred too personally, and also not to ignore it, but simply accept it for what it is. In the meantime, I've been building my routines and healthy habits like meditating, spending time in nature, eating well. And very slowly, the internal voice becomes weaker and it doesn't hold as much power over me. I wish you the best on your journey with your Self. You're not alone! And you've gained a subscriber in me :) peace and love ✌🏽
keep this up ❤ you truly dont understand how this video affects me. i felt this on a spiritual level and i connect with it soooo much . Sending healing and prayers for you. You are not alone. Please stay strong and don’t lose yourself.
I dont know you and I have never seen your channel but i relate to you so much. I went through things that caused me to make some poor decisions. I found myself hating who i was too. I had to use that feeling towards myself in order to make change. Where I'm not able to make change, I choose to accept certain things and give myself grace. Change sometimes happens very slowly. Soooo much can happen in one year, in five years. I urge you to "engineer your life" and inch yourself towards who you want to be. Little changes add up. Please treat yourself with love 🩷
I would just like to say that just a few hours ago, I was having a mental breakdown and dealing with the return of severe suicidal ideation, and all I could do was just say to myself "please god help me, please help me". God sent me this video, to help me. Thank you, you are on your path, and you have helped me greatly today. What a gift.
I, really don’t know what to say to this. I feel your pain, and I feel so incredibly unworthy in many ways. I don’t feel like I deserve to help someone like you but I feel so grateful I was able to help you. I love you. I am rooting for you. God bless you. Jesus is with you.
Great honesty, looks like you are already helping others and creating connection just by reading your replies you offer healing and wisdom. Take a few more small steps you are a person with big ambitions lean into that. Connect with people who have accomplished what you are looking to do, your youth is great to learn than execute in your 20's. As a person who absolutely loves herself, its well worth the work of removing your limiting beliefs, realizing others opinions are fickle and ever changing, and that it just takes a few small steps and gaining knowledge to develop that self confidence. Remember self confidence is self belief and we as humans need proof and action ie experience in doing something to build that belief in ourselves so give yourself the opportunity to show what you can do.
you are beautiful in and out I’m going through the same thing I’m struggling a lot i’m very sorry that we have to experience emotions like this but there is hope and it will get better be with god and god will be with you sending love and hugs to you love stay strong 🦋🤍
I cried when you said "I support you". Honestly, I have been watching a considerable amount of videos addressing self-love and self-trust these time around to try to remedy just how disappointed and ashamed of myself that I am, but your message here resonate so much with me like it's everything that I want to express but still can't. Your strength and courage to be completely honest about the vulnerable state that you are in with your own identity is something I so badly want to be brave enough to do without sounding like a whiny baby, just for the pure intention of letting my bottled up emotions be acknowledged. I totally understand the frustration of seeing so much potentials in yourself and the only things weighing you down are the condition of your mentality and your mindset. They feel like shackles that leave one hopeless of breaking loose from them in this lifetime. But hey, perseverance rises and fall like the tide. Don't let the exterior of people's success make you think that progress is linear. Some days you get 4 steps forward, then life knocks you back 50. But there is beauty in loving yourself enough to give yourself proper rest before getting back up and take those baby steps forward again. Thank you for your video, you spoke my heart out 💜
God bless you love, this really touched me to read. All I want to do is be honest about who I am. I am not a good person, I haven't been a good person many times but I am a work in progress, I am trying. I speak for people like you, who have the thoughts but do not have the words. I am always available to talk if you need it, reach out to me whenever you want through Instagram but know that I am praying for you and you too, will fight through your battles. And like you said, baby steps, progress is not linear for sure. I love you 💖
Oh man it’s so refreshing seeing video likes this 😢 it feels so lonely out here, you can’t express these thoughts without someone jumping on you to stop it. I think we’re all meant for more than this, what were truly here on this earth to do doesn’t seem to exist yet, and soon we will find our purpose. I know it, but for now…. We really h8 ourselves 🫠 god bless your vulnerability Angel 🤍
Girl as soon as you mentioned Jesus man I’m just the same as you!!! I’m a believer in Christ, born again. If you want to talk to a real failure in life, you can talk to me lol. Don’t know what my gifts are, don’t know what career life to take, don’t have a dream I want to chase etc. My family ain’t saved, I don’t like social contact…Just actually don’t know what to do with my life. I don’t have friends too (of course). And randomly finding your video definitely wasn’t as random as I first thought. It felt like God spoke through you to encourage me. So, thank you very much for your service and obedience to encourage yourself and others! Circumstances are going to change for us in Jesus name. God bless you and stay healthy ❤️.
Okay girl, for one, you are not a failure. Everything that you just listed, takes time. Speaking from experience, I ain't from a Christian household, I'm working away to hopefully support my family and my videos, my tennis and basically anything else that gives me the chance to make a name for myself is what keeps me going. Everybody wants to act like they got it figured out but they don't. At least you admit where you come up short but that does not mean you are a failure. You will figure out God's will for your life, but you have to be willing to endure a lot of suffering and pain in that. But I know you. You are strong, you can overcome anything that's in front of you, even if you think you can't. I love you, God bless you and my Instagram messages are always open if you need somebody to talk to.
“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” -Isaiah 41:10 James 1:2-4, 12 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. i can also relate to this video.. especially when you said "im living a life that im not supposed to conduct". its so refreshing to hear someone so genuine and realize that theres another human out there who can empathize & understand these feelings. always remember Jesus is our rock and our hope, our comforter and our strength. i will keep you in my prayers, vishurdeey.. God can and will do something amazing with your life, trials and tough circumstances always have a deep purpose. God bless you, protect u, and keep you always. in Jesus Name Amen. ✝❤🙏
I’ve felt like this before and at the time I thought it would never change. Now I’m years from that moment and my life and feelings have shifted entirely. I wouldn’t say it was easy and I wouldn’t say that I don’t still have moments of self doubt but the feelings are not nearly as intense. What helped me was reading a ton of books about feelings of self hatred. Recently I’ve discovered Brene Brown who speaks a lot about shame. For me personally that is where my feelings of self hatred stemmed from. Sending you lots of love and support ❤️
I’m so glad you’ve gotten out of that period in your life. It takes time for sure. I’ve heard of Brene Brown, and I’ve read some of her stuff. She definitely knows what she’s talking about. Thank you for your love and support 🩷
it seems as though you've identified a lot of areas for growth and change and that this will pass once you achieve some things that feel like they align more with who you truly are
you never fail to move me with your videos. With your words. You're so admirable, in many ways. I think this video, in particular, is the one I've resonated with most so far. I've been struggling for so long. It's been hard. So hard. Over the past 2/3 years, I've been trying to be my authentic self, my trueself and it feels like not only do I hate myself, but everyone else does too.. I hope I can get to a point in my life where I actually can look back to these times and be like "wow i really have come so far. Everything is going to be okay." Your content really helps me and inspires me. and YOU as a person are just amazing. I appreciate you. I hope nothing but good things come your way🙏 I'm rooting for you too💚
Girl, you always find a way to uplift my spirits and support me. I know you said you’ve been struggling with trying to find your purpose and all, correct me if I’m wrong, but it’s a process. I’m always here to talk and you know that. But I’m glad this resonated with you. I make content for people like you and just, you in general. You always want to hear what I have to say. It’s a true blessing ❤
My goodness, I’ve felt this way for so long too. You’re very relatable to many people out there. It’s like hating yourself for being a disappointment to yourself but once you make an achievement, even a little one, you can start to regain your confidence back.
I just have to say I loved the awkward hand pose after “I hate myself”. It made me laugh because that’s so me, and I relate to the entirety of this video. You’re speaking my inner thoughts. I often joke about turning my humanity off (VD fan) so that I can finally just WAKE UP and be who I’m dreaming about. I’m a writer as well and I yearn to share my work and be recognized. But I’ve been a sitting duck. Lately I definitely have a tiny fire brewing in me and this video confirmed it. I support you too! This video was such a huge step - so proud of you stranger. Just subbed ❤
Lol Vampire Diaries fan, and yeah I guess when I'm brutally honest, my humor comes out as well. I'm rooting for you, seriously. You got God on your side, even if you don't believe it or see it. God bless you and thank you for subscribing 💗
Thank you for sharing with us! You're going to take life by the balls. Im the same space right now. I've been dealing with so much job hunting rejection. External rejection which makes me hate myself. On another note, you have perfect teeth and are beautiful. Your vibe is amazing and i love how you spread encouragement at the end. That was so kind. You're a gift. I want to watch this video in a year, as well.
I’m going thru it. Your the first thing that I clicked on cuz idk what I’m doing. I’m feeling this way. I’m s believer in Jesus Christ. Something I do know is there is a season for everything and this is the season to hate ourselves but there will be a season to love and grow to feel. This is temporary. -your sister in Christ
We gotta learn to grow through that, right? Sometimes shame helps us grow but other times, it hinders us. Keep going, I believe in you and God is with you ♥
Wow I - I never came across your channel before this video randomly popped up into my feed..AT THE RIGHT TIME I LITERALLY WAS THINKING THE SAME THINGS YOU SAID. I feel the same way you do! This was not an accident I was meant to see this. Thanks so much for making this video! This makes me feel less a lone and I feel like I can also finally start what I wanted to start! Thanks so much I hope to see more of your content ❤ be blessed 🥹
Self love is not an easy journey, but I hope you know you're more than capable of overcoming the feelings you have towards yourself right now. I'm sorry you're feeling like this. Sending love ❤
Do you know how incredible it is to see how self-aware you are. Like you know all the struggles that you have and you know that you are better than what you’re giving yourself. Not everyone is that self-aware of the problems that they have with themselves . Your pretty darn amazing. Building respect for yourself is a hard task
Yo i hate myself the same and actual want to just feel it through. I feel like so many people want bright bright and healthy and soemtimes i just want to not like me. I hope you guys can feel it amd let it go after. Today i let it slide then tommorow i wake up and fix a little bit of the damage. I love all of you guys even if you hate yourself. Im not in your body to love you but I look at you making a video and say I lve you fr sharing this. Reading relatable comments I love every person that is honest!❤💞🥰💞😍🥰😎❤️💞🥰🌈❤️😎❤️🩷🥰💞❤️🌈
This video described exactly what I’ve been going through but was unable put into words. Love the energy you give and for that you have just gained another subscriber! ❤
This video appeared in my recommendeds randomly. Clicked out of curiosity. You have great introspection which is rare for many. I am blown away by how engaging you are when you speak. You'd make a wonderful professional speaker if you aren't one already. Love your voice too. I can only hope that things get easier for you on rough days, internally or externally. The world is in a funny place right now, but there is always something that keeps us going. Love and support from AU 🇦🇺
Thank you, for saying all that you just said. It genuinely means a lot. I have yet to respond to every beautiful person who’s commented but this really warmed my heart. I haven’t went to public speaking competitions in a while but maybe I should go back, and thank you for the many wonderful compliments. God bless you. 🩷
girl its okay. please don't hate yourself. But use this emotion you have right now to put some fire under your step. you have a whole life ahead of you to figure out what you want to be or do. please dont stress yourself beautiful
@@vysteria_ absolutely. And I mean it from the bottom of my heart as well. Nobody should feel like they hate themselves. Gods path for you will lead you in whatever direction you’re meant to be in - Always remind yourself of that
You're captivating. God has great grace for you and it shows in your struggle (because this blessed me) Thank you, gurl--- cause (immeasurably, immaculately) same
I hope you realize that no matter how lonely you feel, you’re not alone. We are always our own worst critic.. may god offer you total peace and ultimate love.
Ur so gorgeous omg❤ but I feel the same this year and last year been the worst but better days come, pls don’t give up I’m trying not to give up keep uploading TH-cam videos, I try and I still haven’t got up to upload😔 ur taking the first steps, find a community, we will help uplift you❤️🪬
Im glad Im not the only person feelig llike this as a believer. I feel so guilty for feeling so bad because should be appreciative. I am appreciative but Im still extremely depressed.
stop hating yourself... for doing so is calling God a failure! you are the kind of person i see in myself sort of... and i am a "man" with mild autism and anxiety and yet... he picked me, YOU and some others... to be set apart from this earth... though we are in it we are not of it... don't heed to satan's lies.... don't fear him, he can only do so much... he already lost, you are very much loved by the Father God... i pray that the Holy Spirit will use you and work through you... it's hard i know but let's not give up.. we will soon be home in heaven with Jesus and the angels... god bless you sister.
Went throughout this thought process a few days ago. Life doesn't come with a manual, it's your first time living give yourself some love and kindness. Sending you loads of love and hugs♡
Thank you sir, for watching my video. Yes I have seen the channel Delafe testimonies, I am subscribed to them. I would love to be on their channel one day but I don't know how I would go about doing that.
I used to believe this about myself it was more than a belief, it was truth. I had every reason to hate myself. I tried finding love anywhere I could either externally or internally but it was never filling. I was ready to die.. right before I did I cried out to a God I didn’t know to help me. Repeating the phrase “God help me” over and over. (Didn’t really even believe in a God of any sort) cried myself to sleep and when I woke up.. I was healed from depression, from social anxiety. Turns out God has a name and It’s Jesus. Not religion. The One True God. All who cry out will be saved, there is a healer, one who loves and desires to renew.
you're going to look back at this in a year and be a completely different person i promise ❤ if u have thoughts of self hatred remember all the people that love you for what you are doing and who you are. I Love you so much ❣️
I have experienced these EXACT emotions. I loved myself before I felt these emotions, however. You can get out of these feels. See yourself for what you think, how you feel, and what you want to do.
Hi, I think I know how u feel. I am one minute into the video and I am tearing up. I feel like a failure in every part of my life. Everything that I do is never enough but I also do nothing to deserve better uk 😭. Tomorrow I am taking an exam and instead of learning I am wasting my life for nothinggg. I am religious too and that’s tbh the only thing that gives me hope . I hope that we both and every other one who feels the same that someday will be the better version WE CAN BE . Amen
Well I guess you just started your journey by being brave and vulnerable. It takes alot of bravery to admit and acknowledge your true feelings to the world. I also have similar dreams as you except for tennis. I heart warmingly ❤ hope you get delivered from your current feelings and grow stronger. I wish the same for myself too and every honest human being out there, who relates with you. Baby steps...
Hi, I think I understand how you feel. I'm only one minute into the video, and I'm tearing up. I feel like a failure in every aspect of my life. Everything I do never seems to be enough, yet I also feel like I'm not doing anything to deserve better, you know? Tomorrow, I have an exam, but instead of studying, I feel like I'm wasting my life for nothing. I'm religious too, and honestly, that's the only thing that gives me hope. I hope that both of us, and everyone else who feels the same, will someday become the better versions of ourselves that we can be. Amen.
Sounds like a lot of anxiety, regrets, and rumination are there .. this is normal and we all have times like this , even extended times … I found what seems to help the regret and rumination lift is to .. identifying the first smallest actions needed to resolve the issue .. and once you take the smallest action step, you start to develop momentum and feel a lot better .. the path becomes clearer and you can develop a bit of a checklist to develop your goals and plans (in any area of life) .. especially when you’re a survivor of trauma and abuse, you want to be extra gentle with yourself .. just like you wouldn’t expect a person with an injured leg to walk well, you wouldn’t expect a person with injuries to the heart and mind to be able to concentrate and execute so easily .. abuse and trauma zaps our energy and takes up our mental resources … you must have self/compassion for yourself for your injuries and scars, just like you would for someone with physical visible wounds … your pain is real and valid , and do not underestimate your ability to overcome it, and much sooner than you think .. 💙
I find that the best way to stop hating yourself is to just stop, look around, deeper than you normally would, see the greatness in your life because there's always something, you'll end up feeling better, for a while. Because then of course it all comes back and you fall back into old habits and thoughts and all you can do once again is to just stop. And the cycle will repeat. Again and again. That's where you've got to just accept life. Cause that's life. And that's okay. You're not alone, this is most people. The good parts are great but the bad parts are not worse. You've got a great life ahead of you. Go pursue your dreams, we're all rooting for you!
Your situation is temporary,tomorrow is unknown and it can be better😊jesus loves you,you are beautiful❤you are stronger than you think and know!!!god bless you💥😘✝️💪🌹💫
I feel this way too sometimes but you know what I will say it’s not to late to change the version of you you dislike :) keep going sister we love you and we don’t hate you
Believe me that This current situation that you are in will pass. You will hopefully see this as a lesson and you will be a better person because of this experience. Change is so hard for people, even if we really hate our situation we refuse to actually help our selves. But honestly you aren’t alone with this feeling. And as someone who felt this way for 3 years,one day I finally got the fuck up and tried for myself. I’m proud of where I am and the art I create, and I am proud of you for being strong enough to show yourself in such a delicate and emotional way. I’m routing for you babes, you’ll make it out of this
yeee jezus for live ay i aint telling people what to do but i think telling the internet is the wrong person to tell but if u talk to jezus bout this i know it will work u got this sometimes i think like this too but its more yo u can do this u cant do that but jezus is always the answer good luck u got this!
I’m glad I’m not the only one that feels this way, because I’ve honestly been hating the Sh^t out myself for years and I’ve never share this with nobody in my life every time I look at myself in see my hair is always looking a mess and nappy every time I smile it looks weird, and my voice is not deep enough when I look at my self I’m honestly I’m just ugly as hell And i honestly hate the way things are going in my life, I’m trying to get my own place but it’s so freaking hard to get it because of the prices I leave in nyc by the way we’re everything is so expensive I’m also trying to find another job because I don’t enjoy my job I always have to be outdoors even in the freezing cold winter and I’m trying to do better, but it feels like nothing is ever going to happen I just hate a lot of things in my life hate my Job, my neighborhood, even my life, sometimes I just want a escape, I been praying for a better Job and and to be own my own but I feel my prayers are not being answer, and I’m dream job that I’m trying to accomplish it’s been pretty tough, and my mom had told me one day that what I’m trying to accomplish my not be my calling, ever since than I been getting mixed messages instead my mind, loving your self is hard and some people don’t get that unless their in your shoes, I feel like change is never going to come and it’s never going to get better so it’s just easy to hate myself, and on top of it a lot of people have let me down and I don’t have a lot of friends I just stay towards myself because people got way too problems this world 🌎 is really screwed up and I have trust issues with people it hard these to see the light at the end of the tunnel loving is just not easy when you have a lot of people in your life who only think about themselves, but that’s for sharing your story on here I’m glad I’m not the one in this world who hates myself right now I’m just feeling hopeless. I just don’t if I will ever to able to overcome it.
I sent a comment 7 minutes after you posted. But it didn't show here. I wrote: We love you! Rocco is very looking forward to playing tennis soon, since you are so good and strong. you will be happier after the season...lol
I find this video on my TH-cam feed and I didn’t search up this video. I have been hating myself. But I don’t think that the world needs me and I don’t feel like Im meant for more. I’m just a normal and regular person living life and probably not living for more. I’m just a peasant living a normal life and ppl don’t really care abt. The world can live without me and life moves on.
I didn't subscribe I have so many TH-camrs please don't feel that way about yourself just know you're somebody God bless you I'll be checking on you and you're very beautiful
i hate myself everyday. i feel guilt for every thought just about. No matter what i do i feel i am horrible. Yeshua is in my heart and guiding me so i have hope that i can be redeemed but i honestly have hated myself for my whole life because i am so torn all the time. I have been divorced four times, am almost 53 and live with my parents, and to top it off i quit my horrible job at a fastfood restaurant! Hopefully you know you are not alone in hating yourself❤ Thank you for the words of encouragement❤
Beloved, good for you for quitting a job that was holding back. Yeshua will bless you immensely for that. Either way, He is with you until the end of age. Those are His own words. I understand your pain and maybe even confusion about living with your parents and divorce. I have many relatives who are the same but their worth and purpose is not diminished. The same goes for you. Besides, you’re such a beautiful soul. Those people screwed up big time losing you, not the other way around 😉 But God bless you. And thank you for taking the time to watch my video.
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don’t delete this video. Its so weird how this came up on my suggestions today when i had a meltdown because of self hatred. We are so hard on ourselves but we cant seem to find the good in ourselves. You said you’re rooting for us, but we’re rooting for you too. ESPECIALLY YOU.
I had to take a bit of time to respond to this. Thank you, love. I will do everything I can to make you guys proud.
I feel you deeply. The worst part is I complain daily but still find myself incapable of doing better.
Your beauty is so mesmerising and so mysterious bro. You’re so amazing, the fact you decided to post this shows you’re so real.
Seriously, what do I even say to this? I’m just blushing, I feel flattered, I feel slightly embarrassed, I don’t know, even through a screen, I have a hard time accepting compliments. However, thank you so much love 🩷
@@vysteria_it’s true:)
Deep voice ladies supremacy, finally found my voice twin lol
I was sort of scared
@@badgirlhollywood9741 I actually jump scare a lot of people irl😂 I look like princess but suddenly, were did that man voice come from? They literally look around😭😭
@@iidentifyasjeffbezos Lol but sometimes it's fun to scare people
I relate so much to this, I'm currently in a procrastination cycle and I can't get myself to do anything whether to study, finish a book, exercise, commit to a diet or a skincare routine heck even taking shower and brushing my teeth twice a day is a hustle. Ever since I left high-school I feel like my life has been stagnant and I'm currently majoring in a degree I'm not passionate about and at home I'm putting on this facade of having my life put together but I'm falling apart. I'm so lonely and I have no friends. My only regret is wasting time that I could never get back and I hate myself for it . The thing is I have the road map and the tools I need for my life to turn out the way I want it to but I just can't get myself to do it. I always tell myself I'll do it on the next hour, the next day, the next week, the next month and eventually a year passes by and then I think to myself why am I here? Why am I living? What's the point? Why am I sabotaging myself so bad? Then I'll have this glimpse of motivation and start reading self help books...the power of now, atomic habits, breaking the habit of being yourself etc you name it, be productive for a day or two and then eventually fall back to my old habits and then I develop this deep resentment for myself.
I'll be with you as you're looking back on this video, and I KNOW we'll be like "wow, there was a time you felt this way." It may not be obvious but I am far from being this super self-loving person. I just never mention it because yes, no one wants to admit to their self-hatred or insecurities. But you are able to look at yourself and go "i hate myself, but I want to change" and that holds strength in itself that many lack. I'll be with you every step of the way because I love you. Looking forward to what you do :)
I used to really hate myself then I came out of it for years…until recently. I started to hate myself again as I’ve gotten older. I’m losing my looks, hair turning grey, sunken face, feeling sick and tired all the time. My relationship is crap. I am lonely. I have nothing to show, no skills, and no talents. I have money from years of hard work and sacrifice but I am still underpaid at the end of the day. I hate myself and the way people must view me. No huge opportunities, no one takes me serious. I’ve never been jealous of anyone but I’m now jealous of youth. They have a whole life ahead of them. I feel like I don’t. I hate myself and need to crawl myself out of this hole again.
Well, think about it like this. There’s plenty of youth that think these are the years to waste your life, and then they get older and realize they could’ve done more with the time that they had. It’s true. A lot of your life has passed you, but time is time, and you have it now. Don’t feed into this narrative that aging is something to be depressed about or it automatically means your life starts to deteriorate in meaning. You do have skills. The fact that you shared a bit of your incredibly detailed life story with me right now means you have the skill of honesty, which in our fake world, means something. You’re in my prayers tonight, and Jesus answers. It’s easy to think about everything you’ve done wrong but even through all of your mistakes, you’re still here and God is with you always. I know I’m just a rotten spoiled 20 year old who probably has no clue what they’re talking about but I do believe you have a gift and you do have a life ahead of you. All you have to do is go after it. God bless you. Stay strong in the Lord. ✝️🙏🩷
1:59 Hit me so hard I had to lay my head and close my eyes. It's really crazy how you can see the person who you could be, the person who you're meant to be if you lived genuinely and earnestly, and yet, each day, it feels like you choose to step further away, instead of getting closer to being that person. I think that's the part of myself I find hardest to forgive. But hey, I'm trying! Knowing that I'm not the only one dealing with hating myself doesn't just make me feel less alone and strange, but also makes things feel less impossible to overcome, so, thanks for putting this out there. May God bless you, and I truly hope that you find your way. You got this!
God bless YOU and I am glad you heard what I had to say. Forgiving yourself is way more difficult than forgiving another person. We're less tough on people but we're so particular with ourselves. I believe you will become the person God has created you to be. You already ARE the person God has created you to be, you just need to believe that and work towards it. YOU got this.
I don’t think you’re mediocre. In fact it’s clear to me that you have an anointing in your life. I felt like you were speaking directly to me not through a screen but as a direct message to my heart. I really feel like giving up but this video has given me a little boost to keep going. Thank you dearly. From my soul to yours, you are truly blessed. ❤ I also love your hair.
Hey love. I saw your comment earlier before you deleted it. Here’s what I had to say:
There are so many people I have yet to respond to but I just have to say this now, your comment, who you are has helped me so much. I don’t know you but I can say that. I’m grateful for you watching and listening to what I have to say because we really do live in a world where people just don’t want to listen to each other, especially when it’s difficult or “negative” to listen to. God loves you, and it’s hard for us to understand it but He does. No matter what. He understands your doubt but He loves you through it. I really am rooting for you, beloved. I am. I hope I helped ease your pain. It’s not about me, it’s about you. And thank you for complimenting my hair, I try to maintain it as best as I can even though it’s a mess most of the time lol :,) 🩷
Thank you for making this video. love love love your voice btw.
Thank YOU for watching my video, and thank you for complimenting my voice. It means a lot, God bless you 🩷
The fact that you want more and you see more for yourself is the indication that things are literally about to change. I was here literally a month ago. So trust me when I say God here you. 🖤🙏🏾
I've been being told that for about 2 years now.
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Thank you for saying this, love. God bless you 🙏💜
Look how many people relate to you. You have made a lot of people feel less alone ❤
omg i relate to this so much, this video came up on my recommendations and i just feel so pathetic. I feel like such a failure, why can’t i enjoy my life? im basically just living
Wait did everybody else see and feel the beauty of this goddess. Yes slay!❤❤❤❤
Girl, I feel you. I appreciate seeing your video to know Im not alone it gets heavy sometimes to want to change put in the work but having no energy from the feeling/thoughts that don't let up easily.
Hoping in the future "I'm not allowing my mind to dictate who I am I'm allowing myself to dictate my mind" you said it best
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I almost cried so many times. It felt like you were telling me my own story… and that you believe in Jesus too.. thank you so much
Girl I just want to cry reading your comment. God bless you and you will endure everything and come out of it stronger with the Lord ❤
I really needed this video. I get good grades, Had an internship with a great company, and just got a job in a field that I like and all of that achieved by age 17. People think I am super smart or a prodigy but I never feel good enough. I had to work hard because I used to be in those special classes and I had to work my ass off to get into AP level classes I still feel inferior. I have undiagnosed ADHD because my parents are Africans and don’t believe it mental health, no social life because my friends are so awkward and are always on their phones, no bf probably because my braces look ugly af and because of it I am insecure af. I suppose to be graduating next year but instead of looking forward to it it is just a reminder of how I never accomplished enough. Thank you so much becuae it is nice to know your not alone in this.
To anyone who needs it.. First you NEED to stop being so hard on yourself & on others, that pressure is overwhelming when we are already judging based on societies standards, but its all just a game no one wins. Don’t wait on your achievements to start loving yourself. Feel your life from the inside, instead of perceiving it from the outside. It’s a journey but every hardship truly teaches you to always choose yourself at the end. Empathize with yourself. Empathize with others. I know it’s tough, it’s terrifying. Be aware of it, dont judge it, face it, then handle it. Dont do it to prove something, do it to share energy and to truly get where you know you were ALWAYS meant to be. Energy doesn’t lie. Get excited about it. It’ll be ok. 🌱❤️🩹
Amen 🙏, you’re absolutely right. It’s a process that you need to learn and you need to learn how to love yourself in the process as well, thank you for your insight ❤
I have been stuck in this “i hate myself” rut for a few years now because I know i can do better not only as God’s daughter, but as a person, and I haven’t and I have been glued to my phone and other trivial things while life passes me by. I want to stop thinking about myself so much and just thrive! I’m looking forward to the video you will make in a year about how you love yourself!! thank you for your honesty; you’re beautiful 💟
Thank you so much, love. I am praying for you and I definitely feel your pain. It's hard to serve the Lord and yet still be distracted with the things of this world. I am the same, trust me, especially with social media. I would just tell you, tune it all out, and tune in to you and the Lord. We have to throw it all out eventually, it just matters when. Thank you for watching my video, God bless you and I'm about as beautiful as you say I am.
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Ur not the only one that feels like this way but we can't put what we feel in words thanku for putting them into for words for me
nothing profound to say, just that this rly resonated 🫶🏾
I’m glad you feel that way, and thank you for taking the time to watch my video 🩷
I'm right there with you. Constantly fighting the "I hate myself" internal dialogue every single day of my life, for a few years now. I've found it useful to observe the thought whenever it comes up, and not judge it with hatred or even see it negatively, just accept that it is. And not take the self hatred too personally, and also not to ignore it, but simply accept it for what it is. In the meantime, I've been building my routines and healthy habits like meditating, spending time in nature, eating well. And very slowly, the internal voice becomes weaker and it doesn't hold as much power over me. I wish you the best on your journey with your Self. You're not alone! And you've gained a subscriber in me :) peace and love ✌🏽
Thank you love. I am rooting for you and I cannot wait to see what you accomplish, even if I can't physically see it, I will know 💗
Your beauty is insane
Exactlyyyyy. Thats why i clicked
I’m like, extremely flattered. I’m literally blushing READING this :,)
Same girl same . I can’t keep going like this at this point im so tired
keep this up ❤ you truly dont understand how this video affects me. i felt this on a spiritual level and i connect with it soooo much . Sending healing and prayers for you. You are not alone. Please stay strong and don’t lose yourself.
I dont know you and I have never seen your channel but i relate to you so much.
I went through things that caused me to make some poor decisions. I found myself hating who i was too.
I had to use that feeling towards myself in order to make change. Where I'm not able to make change, I choose to accept certain things and give myself grace.
Change sometimes happens very slowly. Soooo much can happen in one year, in five years. I urge you to "engineer your life" and inch yourself towards who you want to be. Little changes add up.
Please treat yourself with love 🩷
We've got this, girl. The sun will shine again on you, on me, and everyone who watched the video and could relate. ❤
I would just like to say that just a few hours ago, I was having a mental breakdown and dealing with the return of severe suicidal ideation, and all I could do was just say to myself "please god help me, please help me". God sent me this video, to help me. Thank you, you are on your path, and you have helped me greatly today. What a gift.
I, really don’t know what to say to this. I feel your pain, and I feel so incredibly unworthy in many ways. I don’t feel like I deserve to help someone like you but I feel so grateful I was able to help you. I love you. I am rooting for you. God bless you. Jesus is with you.
Great honesty, looks like you are already helping others and creating connection just by reading your replies you offer healing and wisdom. Take a few more small steps you are a person with big ambitions lean into that. Connect with people who have accomplished what you are looking to do, your youth is great to learn than execute in your 20's. As a person who absolutely loves herself, its well worth the work of removing your limiting beliefs, realizing others opinions are fickle and ever changing, and that it just takes a few small steps and gaining knowledge to develop that self confidence. Remember self confidence is self belief and we as humans need proof and action ie experience in doing something to build that belief in ourselves so give yourself the opportunity to show what you can do.
you are beautiful in and out I’m going through the same thing I’m struggling a lot i’m very sorry that we have to experience emotions like this but there is hope and it will get better be with god and god will be with you sending love and hugs to you love stay strong 🦋🤍
Thank you my love. God bless you
I respect you for recording this and expressing yourself.
I think the courage you need to possess to post this is above mediocrity. Thank you for posting this, it’s something I needed to see.
I cried when you said "I support you".
Honestly, I have been watching a considerable amount of videos addressing self-love and self-trust these time around to try to remedy just how disappointed and ashamed of myself that I am, but your message here resonate so much with me like it's everything that I want to express but still can't.
Your strength and courage to be completely honest about the vulnerable state that you are in with your own identity is something I so badly want to be brave enough to do without sounding like a whiny baby, just for the pure intention of letting my bottled up emotions be acknowledged.
I totally understand the frustration of seeing so much potentials in yourself and the only things weighing you down are the condition of your mentality and your mindset. They feel like shackles that leave one hopeless of breaking loose from them in this lifetime.
But hey, perseverance rises and fall like the tide. Don't let the exterior of people's success make you think that progress is linear. Some days you get 4 steps forward, then life knocks you back 50. But there is beauty in loving yourself enough to give yourself proper rest before getting back up and take those baby steps forward again.
Thank you for your video, you spoke my heart out 💜
God bless you love, this really touched me to read. All I want to do is be honest about who I am. I am not a good person, I haven't been a good person many times but I am a work in progress, I am trying. I speak for people like you, who have the thoughts but do not have the words. I am always available to talk if you need it, reach out to me whenever you want through Instagram but know that I am praying for you and you too, will fight through your battles. And like you said, baby steps, progress is not linear for sure. I love you 💖
Oh man it’s so refreshing seeing video likes this 😢 it feels so lonely out here, you can’t express these thoughts without someone jumping on you to stop it. I think we’re all meant for more than this, what were truly here on this earth to do doesn’t seem to exist yet, and soon we will find our purpose. I know it, but for now…. We really h8 ourselves 🫠 god bless your vulnerability Angel 🤍
God bless YOU for taking the time to listen to what I had to say ❤
Girl as soon as you mentioned Jesus man I’m just the same as you!!! I’m a believer in Christ, born again. If you want to talk to a real failure in life, you can talk to me lol. Don’t know what my gifts are, don’t know what career life to take, don’t have a dream I want to chase etc. My family ain’t saved, I don’t like social contact…Just actually don’t know what to do with my life. I don’t have friends too (of course). And randomly finding your video definitely wasn’t as random as I first thought. It felt like God spoke through you to encourage me. So, thank you very much for your service and obedience to encourage yourself and others! Circumstances are going to change for us in Jesus name.
God bless you and stay healthy ❤️.
this is me.💔
Okay girl, for one, you are not a failure. Everything that you just listed, takes time. Speaking from experience, I ain't from a Christian household, I'm working away to hopefully support my family and my videos, my tennis and basically anything else that gives me the chance to make a name for myself is what keeps me going. Everybody wants to act like they got it figured out but they don't. At least you admit where you come up short but that does not mean you are a failure. You will figure out God's will for your life, but you have to be willing to endure a lot of suffering and pain in that. But I know you. You are strong, you can overcome anything that's in front of you, even if you think you can't. I love you, God bless you and my Instagram messages are always open if you need somebody to talk to.
“Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
-Isaiah 41:10
James 1:2-4, 12 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.
i can also relate to this video.. especially when you said "im living a life that im not supposed to conduct". its so refreshing to hear someone so genuine and realize that theres another human out there who can empathize & understand these feelings. always remember Jesus is our rock and our hope, our comforter and our strength. i will keep you in my prayers, vishurdeey.. God can and will do something amazing with your life, trials and tough circumstances always have a deep purpose. God bless you, protect u, and keep you always. in Jesus Name Amen.
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I’ve felt like this before and at the time I thought it would never change. Now I’m years from that moment and my life and feelings have shifted entirely. I wouldn’t say it was easy and I wouldn’t say that I don’t still have moments of self doubt but the feelings are not nearly as intense. What helped me was reading a ton of books about feelings of self hatred. Recently I’ve discovered Brene Brown who speaks a lot about shame. For me personally that is where my feelings of self hatred stemmed from. Sending you lots of love and support ❤️
I’m so glad you’ve gotten out of that period in your life. It takes time for sure. I’ve heard of Brene Brown, and I’ve read some of her stuff. She definitely knows what she’s talking about. Thank you for your love and support 🩷
This resonates so much 🥲🥹you're not alone.
it seems as though you've identified a lot of areas for growth and change and that this will pass once you achieve some things that feel like they align more with who you truly are
Thank you. I am praying for those changes to ensue
you never fail to move me with your videos. With your words.
You're so admirable, in many ways.
I think this video, in particular, is the one I've resonated with most so far. I've been struggling for so long. It's been hard. So hard. Over the past 2/3 years, I've been trying to be my authentic self, my trueself and it feels like not only do I hate myself, but everyone else does too.. I hope I can get to a point in my life where I actually can look back to these times and be like "wow i really have come so far. Everything is going to be okay."
Your content really helps me and inspires me. and YOU as a person are just amazing. I appreciate you. I hope nothing but good things come your way🙏
I'm rooting for you too💚
Girl, you always find a way to uplift my spirits and support me. I know you said you’ve been struggling with trying to find your purpose and all, correct me if I’m wrong, but it’s a process. I’m always here to talk and you know that. But I’m glad this resonated with you. I make content for people like you and just, you in general. You always want to hear what I have to say. It’s a true blessing ❤
My goodness, I’ve felt this way for so long too. You’re very relatable to many people out there. It’s like hating yourself for being a disappointment to yourself but once you make an achievement, even a little one, you can start to regain your confidence back.
you are not alone, Thank you❤❤
Thank you TH-cam for recommending me this video. I'm 41 years old guy from Indonesia, and I can deeply relate with you too.
I just have to say I loved the awkward hand pose after “I hate myself”. It made me laugh because that’s so me, and I relate to the entirety of this video. You’re speaking my inner thoughts. I often joke about turning my humanity off (VD fan) so that I can finally just WAKE UP and be who I’m dreaming about. I’m a writer as well and I yearn to share my work and be recognized. But I’ve been a sitting duck. Lately I definitely have a tiny fire brewing in me and this video confirmed it. I support you too! This video was such a huge step - so proud of you stranger. Just subbed ❤
Lol Vampire Diaries fan, and yeah I guess when I'm brutally honest, my humor comes out as well. I'm rooting for you, seriously. You got God on your side, even if you don't believe it or see it. God bless you and thank you for subscribing 💗
Thank you for sharing with us! You're going to take life by the balls. Im the same space right now. I've been dealing with so much job hunting rejection. External rejection which makes me hate myself. On another note, you have perfect teeth and are beautiful. Your vibe is amazing and i love how you spread encouragement at the end. That was so kind. You're a gift. I want to watch this video in a year, as well.
I’m going thru it. Your the first thing that I clicked on cuz idk what I’m doing. I’m feeling this way. I’m s believer in Jesus Christ. Something I do know is there is a season for everything and this is the season to hate ourselves but there will be a season to love and grow to feel. This is temporary. -your sister in Christ
Same, I hate myself so many times that whenever I make like one mistake I just bashed my head on the wall
We gotta learn to grow through that, right? Sometimes shame helps us grow but other times, it hinders us. Keep going, I believe in you and God is with you ♥
@@vysteria_ Thx
Wow I - I never came across your channel before this video randomly popped up into my feed..AT THE RIGHT TIME I LITERALLY WAS THINKING THE SAME THINGS YOU SAID. I feel the same way you do! This was not an accident I was meant to see this. Thanks so much for making this video! This makes me feel less a lone and I feel like I can also finally start what I wanted to start! Thanks so much I hope to see more of your content ❤ be blessed 🥹
Self love is not an easy journey, but I hope you know you're more than capable of overcoming the feelings you have towards yourself right now. I'm sorry you're feeling like this. Sending love ❤
Do you know how incredible it is to see how self-aware you are. Like you know all the struggles that you have and you know that you are better than what you’re giving yourself.
Not everyone is that self-aware of the problems that they have with themselves . Your pretty darn amazing. Building respect for yourself is a hard task
Yo i hate myself the same and actual want to just feel it through. I feel like so many people want bright bright and healthy and soemtimes i just want to not like me. I hope you guys can feel it amd let it go after. Today i let it slide then tommorow i wake up and fix a little bit of the damage. I love all of you guys even if you hate yourself. Im not in your body to love you but I look at you making a video and say I lve you fr sharing this. Reading relatable comments I love every person that is honest!❤💞🥰💞😍🥰😎❤️💞🥰🌈❤️😎❤️🩷🥰💞❤️🌈
This video described exactly what I’ve been going through but was unable put into words.
Love the energy you give and for that you have just gained another subscriber! ❤
I'll be your friend 🥹💞 Ill have you in my prayers love, things will get better ♡♡♡
This video appeared in my recommendeds randomly. Clicked out of curiosity. You have great introspection which is rare for many. I am blown away by how engaging you are when you speak. You'd make a wonderful professional speaker if you aren't one already. Love your voice too. I can only hope that things get easier for you on rough days, internally or externally. The world is in a funny place right now, but there is always something that keeps us going. Love and support from AU 🇦🇺
Thank you, for saying all that you just said. It genuinely means a lot. I have yet to respond to every beautiful person who’s commented but this really warmed my heart. I haven’t went to public speaking competitions in a while but maybe I should go back, and thank you for the many wonderful compliments. God bless you. 🩷
Subbed after hearing i hate myself that is the most real shit ive heard in a long time. I can really relate m8.
I know, it’s a struggle love. Thank you for understanding and I hope whatever I post continues to resonate with you 🩷
girl its okay. please don't hate yourself. But use this emotion you have right now to put some fire under your step. you have a whole life ahead of you to figure out what you want to be or do. please dont stress yourself beautiful
Thanks girl :,), it means a lot. I genuinely read your comment and felt my heart tug a bit with emotion. You’re such a beautiful soul ❤
@@vysteria_ absolutely. And I mean it from the bottom of my heart as well. Nobody should feel like they hate themselves. Gods path for you will lead you in whatever direction you’re meant to be in - Always remind yourself of that
You're captivating. God has great grace for you and it shows in your struggle (because this blessed me)
Thank you, gurl--- cause (immeasurably, immaculately) same
I hope you realize that no matter how lonely you feel, you’re not alone. We are always our own worst critic.. may god offer you total peace and ultimate love.
Ur so gorgeous omg❤ but I feel the same this year and last year been the worst but better days come, pls don’t give up I’m trying not to give up keep uploading TH-cam videos, I try and I still haven’t got up to upload😔 ur taking the first steps, find a community, we will help uplift you❤️🪬
Im glad Im not the only person feelig llike this as a believer. I feel so guilty for feeling so bad because should be appreciative. I am appreciative but Im still extremely depressed.
It makes me sad that you feel this way. I appreciate your vulnerability and thank you for making people feel less alone💜 honestly rooting for you.
I don’t think you should hate yourself you putting this video out you just validated yourself and your purpose keep going ❤
WAIT BUT THIS IS A MASTERPIECE
Pure honesty. Doesn’t get any better than this. Thank you.
Thank YOU, for watching my video, and hearing what I had to say 🩷
stop hating yourself... for doing so is calling God a failure! you are the kind of person i see in myself sort of... and i am a "man" with mild autism and anxiety and yet... he picked me, YOU and some others... to be set apart from this earth... though we are in it we are not of it... don't heed to satan's lies.... don't fear him, he can only do so much... he already lost, you are very much loved by the Father God... i pray that the Holy Spirit will use you and work through you... it's hard i know but let's not give up.. we will soon be home in heaven with Jesus and the angels... god bless you sister.
Went throughout this thought process a few days ago. Life doesn't come with a manual, it's your first time living give yourself some love and kindness. Sending you loads of love and hugs♡
Thank you for your honesty. A rare trait on the youtube. This is definitely temporary. Have you seen the channel Delafe testimonies?
Thank you sir, for watching my video. Yes I have seen the channel Delafe testimonies, I am subscribed to them. I would love to be on their channel one day but I don't know how I would go about doing that.
I used to believe this about myself it was more than a belief, it was truth. I had every reason to hate myself. I tried finding love anywhere I could either externally or internally but it was never filling. I was ready to die.. right before I did I cried out to a God I didn’t know to help me. Repeating the phrase “God help me” over and over. (Didn’t really even believe in a God of any sort) cried myself to sleep and when I woke up.. I was healed from depression, from social anxiety. Turns out God has a name and It’s Jesus. Not religion. The One True God. All who cry out will be saved, there is a healer, one who loves and desires to renew.
Amen and amen. Thank you for sharing this. Absolutely beautiful what Jesus does for His children. ❤
you're going to look back at this in a year and be a completely different person i promise ❤ if u have thoughts of self hatred remember all the people that love you for what you are doing and who you are. I Love you so much ❣️
I love you more. You’re the only person who comments on my videos and supports them every time.
I have experienced these EXACT emotions. I loved myself before I felt these emotions, however. You can get out of these feels. See yourself for what you think, how you feel, and what you want to do.
Hi, I think I know how u feel. I am one minute into the video and I am tearing up. I feel like a failure in every part of my life. Everything that I do is never enough but I also do nothing to deserve better uk 😭. Tomorrow I am taking an exam and instead of learning I am wasting my life for nothinggg. I am religious too and that’s tbh the only thing that gives me hope . I hope that we both and every other one who feels the same that someday will be the better version WE CAN BE . Amen
You are a beautiful person
A lot of people just say this to get views but you actually meant it
Keep up the good work
Don’t ever give up ❤
Thank you, sweetheart. God bless you 🩷
im sorry but ur hair is my dream hair type. and ur eyes ares so captivating. sorry for the random compliment but it had to be said🥹
Don’t apologize love, you’re very sweet. Thank you so much, you made me beautiful for a night :,) 🩷
This is ultra relateable and the fact that you look like me makes this even more eery. What a wakeup call, geez.
Well I guess you just started your journey by being brave and vulnerable. It takes alot of bravery to admit and acknowledge your true feelings to the world. I also have similar dreams as you except for tennis. I heart warmingly ❤ hope you get delivered from your current feelings and grow stronger. I wish the same for myself too and every honest human being out there, who relates with you. Baby steps...
Hi, I think I understand how you feel. I'm only one minute into the video, and I'm tearing up. I feel like a failure in every aspect of my life. Everything I do never seems to be enough, yet I also feel like I'm not doing anything to deserve better, you know? Tomorrow, I have an exam, but instead of studying, I feel like I'm wasting my life for nothing. I'm religious too, and honestly, that's the only thing that gives me hope. I hope that both of us, and everyone else who feels the same, will someday become the better versions of ourselves that we can be. Amen.
Sounds like a lot of anxiety, regrets, and rumination are there .. this is normal and we all have times like this , even extended times … I found what seems to help the regret and rumination lift is to .. identifying the first smallest actions needed to resolve the issue .. and once you take the smallest action step, you start to develop momentum and feel a lot better .. the path becomes clearer and you can develop a bit of a checklist to develop your goals and plans (in any area of life) .. especially when you’re a survivor of trauma and abuse, you want to be extra gentle with yourself .. just like you wouldn’t expect a person with an injured leg to walk well, you wouldn’t expect a person with injuries to the heart and mind to be able to concentrate and execute so easily .. abuse and trauma zaps our energy and takes up our mental resources … you must have self/compassion for yourself for your injuries and scars, just like you would for someone with physical visible wounds … your pain is real and valid , and do not underestimate your ability to overcome it, and much sooner than you think .. 💙
I hate myself too, but watching this video reminds me that I am not alone. I subscribed and I hope we both can grow to love ourselves. 💙
Oh sweetheart, we will. I promise you that.
You seem very self aware. I think that will help u a lot. And the fact that you uploaded this video was very courageous. So keep at it :)
I find that the best way to stop hating yourself is to just stop, look around, deeper than you normally would, see the greatness in your life because there's always something, you'll end up feeling better, for a while. Because then of course it all comes back and you fall back into old habits and thoughts and all you can do once again is to just stop. And the cycle will repeat. Again and again. That's where you've got to just accept life. Cause that's life. And that's okay. You're not alone, this is most people. The good parts are great but the bad parts are not worse. You've got a great life ahead of you. Go pursue your dreams, we're all rooting for you!
Keep going sister ❤🙏
Your situation is temporary,tomorrow is unknown and it can be better😊jesus loves you,you are beautiful❤you are stronger than you think and know!!!god bless you💥😘✝️💪🌹💫
God Bless Us All ❤🙏🏾 Hopefully we can all learn to love ourselves and do our best every day x
what lipstick is that? it looks so good
I feel this way too sometimes but you know what I will say it’s not to late to change the version of you you dislike :) keep going sister we love you and we don’t hate you
I’m rooting for you too❤
Believe me that This current situation that you are in will pass. You will hopefully see this as a lesson and you will be a better person because of this experience. Change is so hard for people, even if we really hate our situation we refuse to actually help our selves. But honestly you aren’t alone with this feeling. And as someone who felt this way for 3 years,one day I finally got the fuck up and tried for myself. I’m proud of where I am and the art I create, and I am proud of you for being strong enough to show yourself in such a delicate and emotional way. I’m routing for you babes, you’ll make it out of this
aight you're part sri-lankan i'm calling it
w video though. i'm hindu and even tho it sounds cliche, everything is gonna be alr brodie
Fully Sri Lankan actually ;)
yeee jezus for live ay i aint telling people what to do but i think telling the internet is the wrong person to tell but if u talk to jezus bout this i know it will work u got this sometimes i think like this too but its more yo u can do this u cant do that but jezus is always the answer good luck u got this!
I’m glad I’m not the only one that feels this way, because I’ve honestly been hating the Sh^t out myself for years and I’ve never share this with nobody in my life every time I look at myself in see my hair is always looking a mess and nappy every time I smile it looks weird, and my voice is not deep enough when I look at my self I’m honestly I’m just ugly as hell
And i honestly hate the way things are going in my life, I’m trying to get my own place but it’s so freaking hard to get it because of the prices I leave in nyc by the way we’re everything is so expensive I’m also trying to find another job because I don’t enjoy my job I always have to be outdoors even in the freezing cold winter and I’m trying to do better, but it feels like nothing is ever going to happen I just hate a lot of things in my life hate my Job, my neighborhood, even my life, sometimes I just want a escape, I been praying for a better Job and and to be own my own but I feel my prayers are not being answer, and I’m dream job that I’m trying to accomplish it’s been pretty tough, and my mom had told me one day that what I’m trying to accomplish my not be my calling, ever since than I been getting mixed messages instead my mind, loving your self is hard and some people don’t get that unless their in your shoes, I feel like change is never going to come and it’s never going to get better so it’s just easy to hate myself, and on top of it a lot of people have let me down and I don’t have a lot of friends I just stay towards myself because people got way too problems this world 🌎 is really screwed up and I have trust issues with people it hard these to see the light at the end of the tunnel loving is just not easy when you have a lot of people in your life who only think about themselves, but that’s for sharing your story on here I’m glad I’m not the one in this world who hates myself right now I’m just feeling hopeless. I just don’t if I will ever to able to overcome it.
Thanks for this video I hope it felt good to let it out just like it felt good to watch it
I sent a comment 7 minutes after you posted. But it didn't show here. I wrote: We love you! Rocco is very looking forward to playing tennis soon, since you are so good and strong. you will be happier after the season...lol
we have similar usernames how trippy!! think i needed to see this for sure
God I love your voice
Thank you love ❤️
I find this video on my TH-cam feed and I didn’t search up this video. I have been hating myself. But I don’t think that the world needs me and I don’t feel like Im meant for more. I’m just a normal and regular person living life and probably not living for more. I’m just a peasant living a normal life and ppl don’t really care abt. The world can live without me and life moves on.
I didn't subscribe I have so many TH-camrs please don't feel that way about yourself just know you're somebody God bless you I'll be checking on you and you're very beautiful
i hate myself everyday. i feel guilt for every thought just about. No matter what i do i feel i am horrible. Yeshua is in my heart and guiding me so i have hope that i can be redeemed but i honestly have hated myself for my whole life because i am so torn all the time. I have been divorced four times, am almost 53 and live with my parents, and to top it off i quit my horrible job at a fastfood restaurant! Hopefully you know you are not alone in hating yourself❤ Thank you for the words of encouragement❤
Beloved, good for you for quitting a job that was holding back. Yeshua will bless you immensely for that. Either way, He is with you until the end of age. Those are His own words.
I understand your pain and maybe even confusion about living with your parents and divorce. I have many relatives who are the same but their worth and purpose is not diminished. The same goes for you. Besides, you’re such a beautiful soul. Those people screwed up big time losing you, not the other way around 😉
But God bless you. And thank you for taking the time to watch my video.
@@vysteria_ thank you so much!!
thank you for this
This was so motivational thank you
im so sorry for you, don’t worry ml im here for you. ❤