24 HOURS EATING MY FOLLOWERS’ FEAR FOODS - AN**EXIA ED RECOVERY | RORECOVERING
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- this is embarazzzzing and i cannot apologise enough for the crashing around in the background, it annoys me too but hey ho i filmed this a while ago and didn't wanna waste the footage so decided u can all have it xxxx
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My favorite part was “Every time I eat a great food my brain tells me that I’m gonna gain weight and I say “yeah? 🤪 bitch that’s the whole point!”
*fear food not great food 😭 though the food looked amazing
“And when I was drinking black coffee- you all know why- but there’s gonna be no more of that!!” I love you 😂♥️
that part made my smile so much 🤣❤
My rational brain tells me that everytime but the moment I face it, I kind of block and just feel trapped in the fear. Then I ask myself so hard why I didnt think tho
I literally never felt prouder of someone I don’t even know
Same! She's doing amazing
Same! Well done girl ❤️
I’ve known about her for 2 minutes and after seeing her finish that bowl of cereal I’m so proud of her 🖤
Same haha
Same
Literally sitting here crying because while I've never dealt with an ED myself I am so proud of you for taking this huge obstacle and crushing it!
thank you 🤎
@@RoMitchell hope your well
@@RoMitchell are you single
@@RoMitchell you are so beautiful cute girl babe
@@jaydenpizza10 ew get away creep
holy fuck that was so impressive.
You’ll look back on this vid in a few months or a year and smile knowing how easy those things are for you. BE PROUD ✨
I came to this video after her most recent one. I can't describe how proud I feel when I see how much better she has become. It's incredible
She did! :)
She did it bro predicted the future
When she discovered she liked banana, it’s was so fun and powerful
@AE - 06SK 794179 Ruth Thompson MS OMG I just posted a comment, Thinking that it would get no like at all, It’s so funny hahah
Hi I am66 and I was fear of putting ON WEIGHT..I was 95.. POUNDS..and I am dyeing now I am up to 108 pounds and I feel so fat and not pretty. AT all...I fast for 15 hour A day.and I am back at it.. it THE FEAR of gaining weight..it's Never..GOSE away..even at 66 years old..I watch every thing I eat..I don't really look skinny..but people say I look thin I don't see..it..yes every day it's a battle for me..I know what she goings through...
🖤🖤🖤
@@becibabe7364 what do you mean you are GAINING FAT I O3 POUND AND MY BODY IS 16 THATS WHAT MY DR SAID NOT sure what You are TALKING AND THAT HEALTHY. Are you a Dr..
Not sure what you are talking about.. hope you are staying healthy.i miss spelled a WORD SORRY...
Also bless your dad, he seemed really supportive at breakfast it was so nice to hear
my dad is a king i agree
"it's like Weetabix just lots of little Weetabix!" So lovely! Aw!
Your dad seems amazing, mine won't even acknowledge I have an ED 😅 I am scared of bananas as a snack but have them in my porridge every morning, eds are strange
For real, what a great dad! ☀️
Mine just laughed at me when I needed urgent help - I stood in front of him with a BMI between 13-14 and this man just put it off with a simple hand gesture and said: "There are people in Africa who are much more underweight and still live & function. They are far worse off."
I believed him. I am nothing special and there are people, who suffer more. I should not complain. There are no psychiatric diseases, it's all a problem of willpower and I have to function in his opinion.
I was a very young single mother then, freshly separated and in heavy emotional pain. It nearly killed me to raise kids while being anorexic and not one bit of help from my family! They will all get their karma, I hope.
My children are somewhat traumatized being left alone by their father & grandparents.
No wonder there was no way to come out of this hellhole (mindset) with a non-empathetic parent like him. My mother is eating disordered, too and reinforced the ED.
Hold the ones dear that helped you in the darkest days - these are the real angels on earth!
@@carolina_is_free That’s terrible, I hope you and your children are doing well!
"Come on enjoy it, don't let the bully win"
What a loving and supportive mom😭
"Don't let the bully win." Goodness that's so cute. The words of support she got is A1
I cried listening to your mom "mock the bully" so to speak. You can tell she knows what your fighting. Your parents are #GOALS
frfr
I like how her parents weren’t forcing her or anything, it showed that they know how hard it is for her & that it’s a struggle. :)
She's definitely lucky to have such supportive parents
My parents forced me to eat two burritos and then watch me for a whole hour I couldn't even go to the bathroom now I feel super horrible and just want to lay in my bed till the end
@@sariyahculverson9166 awe im so sorry that happened to you..
@@sariyahculverson9166 I understand them but I hope you're ok🥺
@@mikaylalewis8674 I'm not I have no support system and really my parents are making me go downhill so much faster today I'm planning to do a fast since I felt like I binged yesterday because of those two burritos on top of my already 300 calories
your mum and dad are literally saying ALL the right things :,-)
As someone who literally has the opposite problem - you’re incredible and well done
Proud
how are you now
When you talked about always thinking that other people “don’t finish their food” - I felt that. I used to obsess over whether the people around me were eating less or more slowly than me. But it’s so important to remember that other people are probably snacking & eating lots of other things that you don’t see. This video is brilliant and raw and honest, thank you 🙏
Yes! I was shocked to hear that it’s a theory some pose in their minds to justify to themselves not finishing their food. I’ve never had an ED just a borderline situation one semester of college. But I just want to confirm for you guys, if there’s any hint of doubt in the back of your minds, people such as myself do indeed finish the whole plate every time. I was conditioned to as a child by my mother.
Also, I was always thin-ish so classmates around me would have assumptions about how little I ate. The constant snacking is a correct presumption. Every 10 minutes. Apple. Oatmeal. Cereal. Toast. Lasagna. Hot chocolate. Salad. Crackers. Cheese cubes. Nuts. These were the things I ate often between actual meals. My parents would say I never stop moving my mouth. You really never know what people are eating behind the scenes.
I’m trying not to become anorexic because I feel very fat and I am overweight and I hate food and I don’t lose weight. I only lost like 5 pounds when I didn’t eat for a very long time and I hate it. I’m trying to be healthy but when I eat around others I see how much they eat and then I try to eat even less 😭 it’s hard man, instinctual at this point.
@@kozykallum8984 hey i just want you to know that you’re beautiful. EVERYONE is beautiful and if that means looking different than the person next to you THATS PERFECTLY FINE. also don’t compare what you eat to what others eat i know it’s hard but what you’re body needs is so different from what others need. listen to your body and what YOU want to do not what others around you do. i know getting through this is going to be hard but i know you can do it.
@@kierstenc741 I- omg ty 🥺❤️
@@kierstenc741 also in my first message (I edited it now) I said institutional by accident I meant instinctual
There are so many good recovery quotes in here.
~“Bitch... that’s the whole point”
~“No more of that, thank you”
~“it’s just calcium for your bones”
~“I’m getting my life back, one prawn crisp at a time”. Queen shit✨
I have not once even barely considered recovery since I’ve been dealing with my anorexia and this is the first thing that’s made me stop for a second and even think about what it could be like. Thankyou
I hope you get well ❤ you can do it!!!
We are rooting for you!!!
You got this!
Do it for yourself, your life
Hope your still doing OK and pushing yourself to do better you are beautiful no matter what
I'm scrolling through your account and came back to this video. I feel like I've watched you turn from a shell into Ro again. I've never been prouder of as stranger. You have come so far and done so well. It's amazing and it's been a privilege to watch you
thank you SO much 💖
@@RoMitchell AH OMG FREAKING OUT THAT YOU'VE REPLIED. Seriously, it's been a pleasure to watch your journey and you've helped and touched so many lives.
When you're underweight you need more food, like when people are poor they need more money to built themselves up to a safe level. That's perfectly logic.
yes yes yes this a good example
That’s the good old government for you LOL
diminishing returns :)
great way to put it!
Yes, because underweight people don't need to maintain their weight, they need to gain weight. And so to gain weight, you have to eat more calories. Makes perfect sense.
When she says 'your gonna get fat' 'Bitch thats the whole point' yas stan a queen 🥰
it bewarns me how much people don't understand that they need to shut the f!ck up sometimes tho
Yes, so funny! 😂😂😂😂
@@shonutellaeverteeth9611 ?? Did i do smth wrong??? I just thought it was nice how strong she is
@@maybee3435 I believe she was referring to the ED telling her shes going to gain weight, because often ED thoughts reflect what people may have said to her or other people around her. I highly doubt that comment was directed at yours.
@@lilyslater8480 yeah I know but I thought the whoe 'people need to stfu sometimes' was directed towards the comment 😅❤
Why no one talking about how beautiful her eyes are
Her eyebrows
@@kristenheatherei-star8254 says the one who can’t even take a proper selfie 😂
I know she's glowing 🦋✨
ikr her eyes are such a pretty shade of blue aaa
@@kristenheatherei-star8254 I know, her eyebrows are such a pretty shape.
Love how supportive your parents are! I actually did anorexia research and what we found (through MRI scans) was that longitudinally we saw that patients who came back to normal eating patterns and completed therapy managed to rewire their brain to react to "trigger" food like a control without an ED. Keep up the great work!
Is your work published? I would like to read more about it!
is there anything we can search to read up on this?
You are probably the first TH-camr recovering that doesn’t trigger me. I think it’s because I see you using coping mechanisms and use the support from your family and positive self talk. A lot of people recovering don’t do these things and still eat meals that are not enough (which isn’t bad everyone recovers differently but these videos just personally trigger me) so thank you for posting your recovery because it’s really inspiring for me. I know this is not every day for you but you are really trying and that’s amazing to me.
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Sincerely hope you're doing well ❤
@@PunkRockBarbie I hope you are as well :) ❤️
This was so well done. The editing was excellent! A true inspiration. Thank you for sharing your story. And that pasta dish looked amazing!
thank you so much !!
Your father is very supportive 😭 Very sweet! He does not push you, he understands your fears and helping you to go through this 😭❤️
he’s the best 🤎
Girl, I never had an eating disorder but I have to say this: your willpower and your determination to recovery is outstanding. This is not only about an eating disorder. I see a person who actively decides to take control of their own life. You are actually an inspiration and I wish you all the best in life.
When she said “this is for little Ro” before eating her childhood favorite food when you could tell it was a challange for her. That made me emotional.
"eating disorders are so weird. They literally convince you that you hate food" 😭this. Idek what i like bc I'm scared of everything
Do you like fruit? Smoothies, no added sugar, low fat/skim/nut milk (or ice cubes) and whatever other food feels safe ❤️ you’ve got this lovey, stay strong
Please dont be scared, you need food just like you need sleep and air
Same. There's so many foods I "hate" that I've recently tried and enjoyed.
Honestly ! I hated so many foods just by the thought. And now that I’m with my fiancé , he eats so many different things and got me into liking it because he actually got me to try it
@Francesca Samuels Yeah. I'm kind of still in a bad mindset, but I'm on the cusp of recovery. Baby steps...😔
But, yeah, I've noticed that staying in the comfort zone is not gonna work, and my comfort zone gets smaller and smaller with each passing day. I used to be fine with things like bananas and berries, but now I'm terrified of them. Same with peanut butter, milk, and other stuff. I used to be okay with them in REALLY small amounts, but now I can't bring myself to eat them anymore.
The thing I really admire about her is that she never leaves food she always pushes through, so strong
I literally had to take deep breaths watching this video to stop myself from crying. I'm literally SO proud and you should be too, you are doing amazing and before you know it, you WILL be fully recovered 🙏🏽🖤
thanks so so much 🤎
@@RoMitchell I was almost crying too.
Someone in recovery pointed out your videos and I'm so glad I found your channel.
I'm 45y and I had an ED for 26y and one year in recovery now.
Thank you so much for being vulnerable and sharing your journey with us.
“My brain is not being kind to me rn which is why i need to do it”. Needed to hear this. Thanks 💙
Seeing someone face their fears is so inspiring.
Literally same
Me: *dies*
You: so inspiring
Pls it's just a joke don't kill me lmao
@@mintberry2731 I have so much inspiration, thank you
There is no greater strength than feeling fear and doing what needs to be done anyway. Pushing through with a pounding heart and shaking hands is strength.
Your dad sounds like one of the nurses i had in hospital. He also sounds very wise and helpful as does your mum you are very lucky :)
I wish I had supportive parents
I've had an eating disorder for 40 years and although its much better now, watching your videos brings back so many memories. I wish I could have watched your videos as a young girl. They would have helped me so much. Please never give up. You are an inspiration to so many.
I literally burst into tears when you when you said you were eating that dessert for your younger self that is so sweet! I can’t explain how amazing you are and how proud I am of you
Yup, coming from a person who struggled with severe anorexia for 10 years: the guilt does go away. Your efforts will pay off. Life is much better on the other side. Growing up will be way easier and pleasant than what you think. You’ve got this girl. And your dad is amazing.
this is so lovely to hear, thank u so much
Does it really go away? I believe that thoughts from the past are going to appear from time to time. (this has actually been happening to me for about 8 years now). The key is to find ways to combat them and always remind then to yourself.
Her Mother was amazing as well.
Hearing your dad help you reframe the cereal into something you were more familiar with made me cry. Sending so much love to you and your family ❤️
I’m 34, I was anorexic from 16 to 19, and bulimic from 19 to 28. I thought I was “recovered” but I’m relapsing into bulimia at the moment and trying not to freak out. I know all of the things I need to tell myself and do day to day, but fuck, it’s just pummelling me at the moment and it’s like I almost can’t remember how to recover. Thank you for sharing this and for being brave and strong, you’re amazing and I know all of us who are suffering at the hands of our inner bullies can win 💗
I only just found your channel and am sending you all my love. When I was anorexic, I thought I wanted to stay that way forever… then I realised how unhappy I was, despite being so so skinny, which I thought was the answer… and I had no idea how to recover (small town nhs services were not great). You’re amazing my lovely 💗
The moment I saw you and started watching this my heart felt happy. I have seen so many people struggling with anorexia/an eating disorder still very much struggling with the want to get better, with no hope, no positivity. Let me just tell you, you will be ok and you will be victorious in this. I had an eating disorder for 4 years and it was the most difficult heartbreaking painful depressing years of my life. I almost died many many times and had the EXACT same issues you talk about when dealing with your food. You HAVE to train your mind to be ok with food again and it looks like you’re on the right track, girl. You WILL get your life back. My advice: eat as much as you possibly can until you’ve gained what you need, then eat more and gain a little more. I always knew I would see the other side and I know you know you will too. I would have never guessed what strength recovery brought me. I am now in the best shape I’ve ever been, I’m a trainer, and I get to share with so many other women who struggle with what I did. I believe that I was put on this earth to share my story. I believe you are too, little fighter! I believe in you.
now this is like the loveliest comment ever !!!!! thank you so so much. you’re amazing
Girl you can totally tell your mental health is STRONG. I’ve had addictions and disorders and the mental plane is the most difficult. You are doing so amazing and your mental strength is so inspiring to me.
looking back at ur old videos and just seeing how much healthier you’ve gotten and how hard u worked to get where u are today just makes me really proud of u
Seriously. In her newest one, she's smashing most of these foods.
This is so amazing! I don’t have Anorexia, but have been struggling with Bulimia for years. So for me, instead of having “fear foods” I have trigger foods- foods that I used to binge on to the point of feeling ill (and then forcing myself to be ill). This has motivated me to try my trigger foods again in moderation/a controlled way and not make myself sick afterwards. I don’t want to let them control me anymore! Thank you for inspiring me!💖💖
How are you doing?
Wondering how you are doing now.
The moment when she realized she likes bananas 😭😭
I had the same moment the last year, I never tried bananas before
“getting my life back one prawn cocktail crisp at a time” 🤗🤗🤗🤗 thats my new favourite quote i swear
Same i literally have it saved as a clip by itself now 😂
SAME
This just reminds me why I’m studying psychology. I can’t wait to help other people struggling and see them smiling again. Will mean the world to me.
I’m so proud of you, you are helping lots of people out there suffering.
This gives me hope in humanity.
Sending lots of love from Spain.
❤️
u gotta season the smashed avocado!!!!! salt, pepper, chili flakes, mushroom/umami seasoning. mix it with onion or some lemon juice. will b a lot hetter
She probably doesn't put stuff in it bc if she did it would add more fear, more ingredients=more food=more cals.
Just thought this would explain y she doesn't. As someone who is also anorexic, it's easier to eat bland food bc it seems like ur not going to gain as fast. It's hard to explain.
Cherish your parents, girl. My mom and dad will literally shove a French fry into my mouth.
i feel bad that i laughed at this
Mine tried that and I threw up over their hand. Wasn't on purpose but they stopped so 😳
My grandparents,cousins, parents and everyone in the family would encourage me to eat but sometimes I would only 3 french fries and them they force me.
Im literally thin and these words of my fam encourage me
"EAT MORE, EAT MORE, YOU LOOKED ABUSED"
Bruhh
Well i did gain the power to eat more than em just say the mahic word
"IM THIN SO I NEEDA EAT MORE"
I am naturally skinny and my parents shame me😭😭
When you flipped anorexia off it made me so happy. You’re actually so brave.
The “well done honey” 😭 your dad is so sweet
Wow I don’t have an eating disorder and was not expecting to gain something from this but when you said “you have to repeat your fears because when you do them only once it remains scary” that hit me. I’ve struggled with agoraphobia and anxiety and some reclusiveness this year and I’m just starting to seek therapy and venture back out into the world
Love to you and your family ro, you’ve given me a nugget of knowledge and I really appreciate
I am at the other end of the spectrum. I have a food addiction. My brain tells me to eat, eat, eat! I am a stress/comfort eater. Anytime I am emotional, I have an urge to binge. I have had my eyes opened recently by how my health was going down hill. I am 23 and I was obese. I have lost 40 pounds in the past 5 months and i have 40 more to go before I hit my goal weight. We are both battling eating issues. I am so proud of you for addressing yours and making a change. We got this! 💪 wishing you the best! 💜
Proud of you!
I'm on your side of the spectrum as well, it's interesting to hear from other people's experiences
You got this girl! That's amazing!
Idk but it kinda feels like a LOT of people are dealing with unhealthy eating or ED and it's so bad, I wish it wouldn't be this way
But we are all beautiful and strong! We just need to try and celebrate small steps and don't give up, we got this! ❤
@@piasuzan986 yes! Wishing you the best!
@@katherinehodson419 thank you! You too! 🙏🏼
This is me... like I literally cannot control the urges..
First of all, your eyes are BEAUTIFUL!! Second, you are BEAUTIFUL!! Third, your clothes and your earing are stunning! (A bit weird, but i really loved your kitchen) The most important of all, you are so inspiring and you are doing so well! You are the most amazing human being in the world. Love you
first of all YOU ARE THE LOVELIEST and i’m sending so much love your way
Ikr
coming back to this video after watching you grow into the incredible person you are today is incredible. i’ve been struggling with recovery recently and feeling like i can’t do it. and watching most recovery channels doesn’t help, but you are one of the only exceptions. coming back to this video showed me how much my anorexia really is holding control over me, and if you can do it then i can too. even though at the time these things felt impossible now you do them without a second thought and i want that for myself more than anything else in the world. thank you. you show me the strength that i know i can find in myself
As someone who deals with panic disorder for decades, idk why, but I relate to this so much. I think it’s the exposure therapy part of it. I binge, so on the opposite side of the spectrum bc food comforts me.
Me too with both
i can just tell that this whole family are the kindest people
I wish my parents would be so supportive mine just get mad all the time and let me tell you that ain’t working😂
I totally understand that, just know that it could be their way of trying to help. Scaring you into eating and I know it’s hard now but I promise it does get better. That’s how my parents are and it really doesn’t help but we are stronger than this!! And i’m so proud of you!
me too oh my gosh
Be strong gal, they’re probably just as lost ❤️ you can do this, I totally get you xxx
I decided to come back to the very beginning just to see how much changed- and I was not expecting THIS MUCH.
Ro, you have done such an amazing job in your recovery so far. It seriously blows my mind.
YOU'RE AMAZING!
“It’s food that your body needs”!!!! Yes exactly king!!
I am OVERWHELMINGLY proud. I don’t know you, this is the first video I’ve ever seen from you, but wow. Absolutely huge well done!!
SAME!!!!!
agreed!!!
I’m recovering from Anorexia at the moment, myself. And I cried my eyes out when she said, “why is recovery so hard?” I really felt that. I won’t give up, and I hope you don’t give up either. ❤️💕
Same!!!!! Recovery is extremely difficult and this video is so inspiring and relatable
It’s good to know that other people feel this way
keep going luv! you can do it
You can do it!
Keep working! It’s a long way, but you already decided yo go for it 😊I suffered ED in my teens and tried to gave up a couple of times… I finally got recovered when I understood I needed to slow down and don’t push myself too hard, and also be surrounded only with supportive people ❤️
Even now in my 30s I need to go to therapy when some relapse triggers appear because I’m too scary of falling again, and talk about that with my mom helps me a lot
Your family being so supportive is making me sob, so cute. You can do it Ro, you can win this fight. Sending you much love from the Netherlands. 💕
I was anorexic a few years ago and I wish would’ve came across this video sooner. It’s true that when you eat all your fear foods and allow yourself to eat as much as you want, without fear of gaining wait while recovering because you need to. Recovery is amazing as well as intuitive eating because it teachers your body that you can have that food without feeling scared of binging on it. This creates a healthy relationship with food. It’s nice to see you try and eat an appropriate amount and making that speech at the beginning of the video that recovery is different for everyone and same things with portions and calories. You didn’t do any body checks or looked at the food with disgust which didn’t trigger me at all. I’m proud of you! Everyone recovering with an Ed needs to see this video. ❤
When you were shocked by the banana tasting "literally nice," I died 😂 That pasta looked so amazing though, and your whole attitude is fantastic!
tell me why ‘im getting my life back, one prawn crisp at a time’ made me tear up lol
Same I got choked up
I know! I started crying out of nowhere fam
Sameeeeee
This was actually very wholesome to watch. Thank you for sharing something so vulnerable, this helps a lot of other people as much as it helps you.
I had a shiver when you talked of olive oil. I'm italian, we use regularly olive oil, it's safe, and healty... And i've stopped using this since months.
I didn't realize... That
Olive oil is healthy. I understand that it's really scary for me too, but we have to eat it. We can do it, really. :))
I'm not anorexic, and have never struggled with food, but I'm really grateful this video existed to watch. It showed me how hard this is to beat. You're killing it. Keep going my doll.
I've just found your channel and it breaks my heart to see that you're suffering. I suffered with anorexia for seven years, and I have now been fully recovered for five years. Recovery is 100% possible! You got this girl. Sending you all of the love and strength 🤍
I like how your parents are so supportive and aren't forcing you into recovering fast. When I was anorexic my parents forced me to eat, they never cared about my emotions and how hard it was for me. I'm so proud of you! Wish you a happy and healthy life!
literally
Im not anorexic, but when troubled emotionally (even if its trivial to others) I would feel sick of eating, to the point of my gut grumbling and still not feeling hungry. Every time in those situations I end up trying to take the healthiest food choice by telling myself "Not eating will not solve the problem. I will eat so that my body can have the energy to deal with the problem. I am not the problem. I will solve the problem" and I use this mantra every time to get out of any depressing episode that makes me feel even too sick to eat.
I’m similar. I don’t have an ED, but I have depression that a lot of times keeps me in bed so much I just don’t eat. At times I find I’ve been in bed for over 48 hrs before I even get up to go to the bathroom or get water.
@@simone6726 Same here, for me it’s a mixture of my depression and my anxiety. Whenever I get anxiety attacks it makes it 10x harder to eat anything because my body immediately rejects is but I force myself just because i need that fuel to keep me going
@@simone6726 I used to have the same thing (traumatic events) and sometimes it crops up when I'm down, and it takes a lot of effort to try to do something else other than lay in bed. I try to distract myself, or even when I give in to laying in bed I read a book, watch a documentary, write a to do list. I try to do something that is engaging which doesn't have me laying in bed arguing with myself for hours that I shouldn't be laying in bed, or just falling into emptiness. I look at it like a "practice makes perfect", I'll stand up and pace then go back to bed, then when arguing with myself just do that again, trying to use the body against what the mind doesn't want to do. Then the small steps become bigger and over time the depression becomes manageable. It will be hard when life throws it's lemons at you, but it's not impossible. Now when I'm down I walk in a park, look at trees, feel the air. At the beginning I kept on thinking what I'm doing is stupid, just a tree, just nature, what am I doing, even moving my legs felt awful, beautiful nature just looked black and white. Now when I walk I engage with the walk, the wind and my thoughts towards it. It took a while, I hated it at first, but now I'm better for it. It literally starts with small steps, that accumulate to more small steps, and next thing you know you catch yourself taking a leap by surprise.
@ Taya032 I might use those tips for myself. It’s my birthday today so I’m going to tryyy and do something. Thank you for sharing and I’m glad you’ve found something that helps you a little bit. I relate to laying there and arguing with yourself. It’s nice to see that other people struggle with this because no one in my life understands. Thank you. :)
@It’s Ritzzz I’m so sorry that sounds awful. I’ve recently developed some kind of anxiety too. It’s not as bad yours I’m sure but the anxiety definitely contributes to keeping me in bed as well. I’ve been afraid to be seen by people recently. It really sucks how depression and anxiety build off of each other right?
You are doing brilliantly! You are smashing every step even when you don't feel as though you are. My aunt is 100% recovered, she would never have believed she would be where she is now - a happy and healthy mum with her own business and a healthy relationship with food. You will get there! I also love your TikTok and I'm so happy to have found you on my recommended today!! LOTS OF LOVE
this comment means more than you know, thank you 🤎
I’ve never had an ED but I have anxiety disorder and OCD and it’s eery how similar the thought processes are!! So proud of your journey !!
In the US we have a saying called the “clean plate club” where if you finish our plate you’re a member. So welcome to the clean plate club sis !!! ✨
You go girl! So proud of you and your recovery! Thank you for inspiring others to recover as well! Keep up the amazing work
You randomly showed up on my explore/home page, just wanted to wish you the best of luck on your recovery!! And thank you for sharing your journey, learned a few things about Anorexia that I wasn’t aware of. Keep killing it girl xx
I appreciate that you showed the struggle/meltdown as well. you are being so brave and facing so many challenges head on so naturally your brain will resist. you are so friggin badass for facing this as bravely as you are :) much love to u!
You are so strong, I am soo happy you did this to help the ones who need it! I really recognise the struggle and just wanted to tell you you are not alone. Meltdowns are part of the proces and that’s okay and do not push yourself too hard. If I (and other girls and boys ofc) could do it you can too!! So proud😘💪🏼
your mum and dad are so supportive. your dad stood out to me, helping you every step of the way and letting you know that everything was okay.
"its just food that your body needs" TELL YOUR DAD I SAY THANK U
When your mom said “oh you dropped it, it’s a sign” I understood that however with me, I’m not suffering from an eating disorder. I suffer from emetophobia. So if I drop somthing or do somthing weird with my food, I take that as a weird sign to not eat the food cause it can “potentially” make me sick or somthing. It’s so stupid but it’s getting better. I don’t do it often.
Same 😕
I have emetophobia too :(
same :/ but for me its fear of food poisoning so i don't eat meat, fish or eggs 😔 when i have to use eggs i wear gloves, put Kleenex on the whole kitchen surface and clean everything with Isopropyl alcohol 3 times 😭 its so annoying but i am damn frightened of salmonella
i used to have an eating disorder from emetophobia, i was too scared foods would make me sick and i didn’t eat any meat, dairy, gluten, fatty foods and sugar, i practically lived off rice cakes and i was hospitalised cause i was 62 pounds. it was awful i’m so happy to eat again but i still suffer from emetophobia but at least i’m almost 100 pounds now.
@@ashal7482 that's soo comforting(?) to hear, one of my friends is hospitalised bcuz of emetophobia too, she weighs 62 pounds and we are all so scared for her, i hope you and her can both surpass your fear and live normally
hey gurl♡ i am a german occupational therapist and i really enjoy watching your videos! i worked with clients with anorexia/eating disorders in the past but i got so many new informations about recovery from you ☺ thanks for that! and i really have to say that you can be so proud of yourself! it is so pleasing to see how you get your healthy life back and how much you try to recover ❤❤❤ lots of love for you!
Thank you for sharing this, people struggling NEED this support so much. People who are recovered/recovering from these chronic, and pathologically invasive thoughts and beliefs need to hear from people like you sharing their own honest experiences.
By sharing this you show us that facing
your fears isn’t always as scary as it may have seemed.
you should definitely try out eating while watching something that really helped because i just ate without really noticing how much or how fast
But is it really challenging then? Just curious because this didn’t work for me
@@aaa_abc I think it depends on the person. Like if they’re just wanting to pass the time and not have to think so hard abt it then they could have a little distraction or something in the background. It helps me to watch stuff while I eat cause sometimes it’s hard to get through a meal when there’s nothing going on around you and it starts to get boring or make eating feel like a chore.
I agree that this was done so well Ro, thank you for continuing to be a ray of sunshine, the video was edited so well and cleanly but you also managed to do this in a way that wouldn’t invalidate or trigger anyone which is not easy with this topic. Lots of love to you and all your fam 💛
thank you beautiful sar xxxx
Agreed ILY sis and ty for thanking and pointing this out. She did amazing ILY and God bless you and loves you
@@RoMitchell I agree u did great ILY, so proud keep it up and do what you need always at your pace and what works best for you as you mentioned that we all are different. Praying for you and Glad you have people like your dad around you to support you. We are here to ILY.
Such a sweet comment ❤️
Ro, you are such an inspiration! I’m am blown away by this video. I can’t even tell you how absolutely amazing it is to watch you do something that is so incredibly hard, I know that you have such a bright future and your example will provide hope to many. ❤️
I literally just stumbled upon this old video, and parts of it made me cry. Thank you for sharing your recovery journey! ❤️ The very best of luck to you!
I do not know what it’s like to suffer from an ED, but I just wanted to say that this video made me really emotional and I am incredibly proud of you even though I don’t know you
So nice to see this on my front page and not the "i'm sorry you feel that way" girl
Oh, the "I don't try to influence anybody" influencer?
We shouldn't even be bringing that up here, only positive influences. 🤜🤛
💀💀💀💀
... It took me a second lol
Oh no. Eugenia right?... And the moving boxes thing 😟
This is honestly great. I've been binge-watching your videos since I found you, and your way of healing is exactly what I did with my OCD. Face your fears head-on and you'll quickly learn you're perfectly fine afterwards. It was all in your head. I can't wait to see how you improve and triumph!
I swear I feel like I'm cheering on a best friend watching these!! When I tell you I have been watching all your videos back to back with tears in my eyes I mean it. I'm so very proud of your progress and ability to be healthy. Keep up the good work, and we are all rooting for you!!!!
Wow, you're a truly brave woman stepping out of the shadows of eating disorder into the light of recovery! I pray that you will establish a healthy relationship with food and will be filled with love for yourself. And I hope you will gain enough fat and muscles for you body to become strong and healthy so you can rock this world!!! But I bet you are already making a huge positive impact for all those out there who share a similar story. 🌻❤
OMG!! I'm actually recovered! I guess I never really noticed it was gone, until this video popped up on my recommendations. Like what the f*ck? I remember having memories like these but... two whole years without the voices✌🏼🥰 I'm so happy.
I want to tell you that you can 10000000% recover fully.
And someday will come where you forget you even went through an eating disorder. The hard days will become only memories in the back of your mind. And you'll enjoy finishing EVERY plate of food you once loved.🥰✌🏼💞💞
(Yesterday I made spaghetti with tomato sauce with olive oil in it and it was so yummy I went for a second plate and I even cleaned the sause on my plate with my fingers.😅😂)
Sending so much love to you and everyone who is on recovery journey.🧡🧡🧡🧡
Just a reminder to anyone struggling today, You WILL Get Better🌸I promise.
But please understand that recovering from an eating disorder is a different journey for different people. And do not compare yourself to others. As long as you're getting better and feeling better, who cares how much time is takes🌸
You've got this, you'll be free and happy🦋💞🌻
AWW thank you I don't think it ever goes away and I am 66 I thought once I couldn't wear 0 MY life is over I am now wearing size 4..0R 6 AND and I am fasting for a few days it's all ways a struggle....
His is one of the loveliest comments. You are AMAZING. Thank you for the message xx
@@timtreefrog9646 aww thank you was this meant for me QH..I HOPE so I was haven't such a bad week my SUMMER.CLOTHS..ARE. ALL TO..SMALL.NOT FEELING.SO pretty.
So thank you..God BLESS YOU..I needed this..
i think im somewhere between establish or already have an anorexia.... i got so angry and disappointed owing to the fact that i can't eat whatever i want and always put calories as my priority... but if i trying to recover from ED, i would gain my weight back and got bloated stomach... that literally scared my crap outta me... what if i fat? goddammit.... i want have fast metabolism and eat everything i want without being scary of weight gain
Your family seems really supportive I like that ! By the way tu can be sooooo proud of yourself, your a literal WARRIOR
I love you for this. Thank you for showing what we really go through, not just " they need to eat more ". It's such a complicated thought process that it's hard for people to support you. Your doing so well xx
I don't know why, but with every bite you took I just felt so proud :)
You go girl!!
Your parents are angels. It's so nice hearing the way they support you.
had a relapse and watched this video. getting better vs. staying sick is something I've really been struggling with. ur videos r so motivating and really show people with ed's that there is more to life than your disorder. thank you from the bottom of my heart
Well done girly, so much love for you. You totally have this, it's a journey and you're on your way!
You don't even know how inspiring this was - literally made me tear up the whole way through.
Im so proud of you, keep going girl you've got this!
can we please talk about how pretty she is literally GORGEOUS
Im sorry :( i dont mean to be rude and i know you didnt mean any harm but this is not okay to say. even though she may be pretty she is unheathly and trying to get better and something like this can cause a relapse!
(again not being rude just educating :)
@@ayaone2813 she is pretty though. It's not even got anything to do with her weight. She's got a bonnie face and her eyes sparkle. I get how people struggling with EDs can misinterpret that but it doesn't mean they shouldn't be complimented because of it.
@@Becksnnc even compliments can be harmful to someone with an ED, it’s better to avoid commenting on someone’s appearance when they have an ED or even when they don’t
Maybe talking about her looks isn't the best idea, don't you think?
omg this is so sweet THANK U
Wow! So in awe for this girl. 🤩💜 I really commend that willpower and bravery. Wishing you a really fast recovery and one day being able to love and enjoy food!
I’m not anorexic but I know you’re helping a lot of people through your channel
I came across this video and it literally gave me the motivation to get up and make myself some food after iv been starving all morning. It is so hard but I know we can do it because we need to get our normal lives back! Thank you so much for showing this
you deserve food, you always will, and that never changes