the saddest feeling in the world - sad lofi hip hop mix

แชร์
ฝัง
  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 3 ต.ค. 2024
  • the saddest feeling in the world - sad lofi hip hop mix
    Want to listen more lofi beats? lowfi.fanlink....
    I am making new rotation of this soothing lofi aesthetic playlist, so follow it to not miss the next rotation
    💥 Artwork made and edited by Low Fi Music (me). Don't reproduce it without my written and signed permission
    More sad lofi compilation
    the loneliest feeling in the world - sad lofi hip hop mix [Extended Version] → • the loneliest feeling ...
    the loneliest feeling in the world → • the loneliest feeling ...
    the awfulest feeling in the world → • the awfulest feeling i...
    the darkest feeling in the world → • the darkest feeling in...
    the painfullest feeling in the world → • the painfullest feelin...
    the loneliest feeling in the world (again) → • the loneliest feeling ...
    1. Ohana | Aireey
    2. nostalgia | bloom.
    3. I Feel Like Flying | Nerok
    4. Dawn | Bamf
    5. neutral wave | Never
    6. Issho Ni | pedrolina.
    7. Yakusoku | pedrolina.
    8. Goodbye | acxle
    9. pillowtalk | Hevi
    10. The Outdoors | Aireey
    11. lonely | Reject
    12. away | jhove
    13. thinking back w⁄ adrian kelley | jhove w⁄ adrian kelley
    14. breathing | Chiccote's Beats
    15. slow days | Lomtre
    16. distances | Hevi
    17. Nostalgic | Nerok
    18. Never | acxle
    Follow Lowfi
    lowfi.fr
    / lowfimusic

ความคิดเห็น • 208

  • @LowfiMusic
    @LowfiMusic  4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    EDIT MAY 2023 : Want to listen more lofi beats? lowfi.fanlink.tv/Lowfi
    I am making new rotation of this soothing lofi aesthetic playlist, so follow it to not miss the next rotation
    More sad lofi compilation
    the loneliest feeling in the world → th-cam.com/video/7AHGD1IvssY/w-d-xo.html
    the awfulest feeling in the world → th-cam.com/video/ehszpoBJT8Y/w-d-xo.html
    the saddest feeling in the world → th-cam.com/video/gorZNyCCS98/w-d-xo.html
    the darkest feeling in the world → th-cam.com/video/DkPq03cE5jc/w-d-xo.html
    the painfullest feeling in the world → th-cam.com/video/RIWYXvg8kSk/w-d-xo.html
    the loneliest feeling in the world (again) → th-cam.com/video/X_nPxIRY70M/w-d-xo.html
    Exclusive bonus for the ones reading this: the sad lofi mixes will come back very soon :)
    Thanks and much love to everyone will help me ❤️
    Much love too even if you don't want to help me ❤️
    I made this mix to thank you for the 700k views on the "loneliest feeling in the world" mix.
    You can find this mix here 👉 th-cam.com/video/7AHGD1IvssY/w-d-xo.html

    • @x_mordaliasmartin2753
      @x_mordaliasmartin2753 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thx for the Mix 😍

    • @unlegitbruh
      @unlegitbruh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thx you for the Mix and have a good Day :D

    • @carsonshaul9952
      @carsonshaul9952 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      What do i search on apple to listen to you.

  • @thegodless8504
    @thegodless8504 4 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    Gonna play this for the last hour of work, dont really care if they tell me to take my earphones out. at this point, I'm done trying, I'm tired of everything

    • @TheHonestPeanut
      @TheHonestPeanut 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Sounds like you need a job outside in nature, my friend. It sure doesn't fix everything but you get a heck of a lot more happiness than other jobs.

    • @abelladela
      @abelladela 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel like that when my best friend ignores me and never texts me or tells me not to text him I just lay on my bed on my back and play this song then I go play with my cat and then she gets too energetic so I just retreat to my lonely room once again

    • @aidankennedy8089
      @aidankennedy8089 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@abelladela Damn bro get you some new friends, a friend telling u not to text them is dogshit

    • @abelladela
      @abelladela 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aidankennedy8089 turns out he was grounded and still is :/ so yea ig

    • @UNÐERHØRIZØN
      @UNÐERHØRIZØN 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stay strong, 💪✝️

  • @d1ego963
    @d1ego963 4 ปีที่แล้ว +218

    Have you ever felt that your friends aren’t really your friends?

    • @Germs-q1v
      @Germs-q1v 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Every day

    • @Christwentysix
      @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Sometimes in life you have to let go of everyone you know because who you were and who you are now just are 2 totally different things

    • @shiomaneki
      @shiomaneki 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      more than i should.

    • @Christwentysix
      @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I wish I'd known that before my 40's!!!

    • @MuttyPawz
      @MuttyPawz 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes....

  • @Silurz
    @Silurz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    You know when you're sad and you just keep failing at something no matter how good you used to be at it.

    • @vineboomsoundeffect5395
      @vineboomsoundeffect5395 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bro you litterally made me cry

    • @Silurz
      @Silurz 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@vineboomsoundeffect5395 Damn bro you must be in your feelings

    • @trappednoodles
      @trappednoodles 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm having a semi mental breakdown right now, thank you for making this comment. it makes me feel like people know how I feel

  • @matchamarshmallow
    @matchamarshmallow 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    everything feels so far away right now. the world is so disappointing right now and i'm so angry at all of it.

  • @christianwithadollasign1504
    @christianwithadollasign1504 4 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    I feel asleep to this and had a dream that my parents started to raise me again

    • @47fr121
      @47fr121 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      👁👁 👀 hold up

    • @deezle6961
      @deezle6961 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I miss my old parents nowadays it’s nothing but stress and sadness makes me feel like they only fight for me not for themselves anymore

  • @TheTruthHurts6666
    @TheTruthHurts6666 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    You are rare. You've overcome the odds to be born into this world. There's no one else like you. You exist for a reason. I hope you'll be able to find that reason and one day care again.

  • @lemonzurker9739
    @lemonzurker9739 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    I love the feeling that comes with lofi it's at it's best when its late and your starting to reflect on yourself

  • @chiaracaniaticarlucci4779
    @chiaracaniaticarlucci4779 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Beautiful music,indeed. I don't feel sad listening to this sweet melody. I went through hell in my past,now at 47 y.o. I am stronger than before,I know myself and my limits,my skills and experience. I am divorced but my ex husband is now my best friend. Out daughter is now 19 y.o. and we are proud of her. She is healthy,she can play piano in an amazingly way,no drugs,no alcohol,only 4/5 tobacco 's cigarettes in a day. She is engaged with a good boyfriend....I can still spend quality time with her and my ex. Divorce hasn't been a failure,only a change. My mother is 80,she lives with me and our "piano Princess "...since my beloved father left us 11 years ago because of a cancer (rip,my King of Golden Clouds of Heaven....). Well,this is a simple story of a middle aged italian woman...I would like to wish you all the best,random reader. Believe in yourself and in your strength...and never give up. Cry,scream,swear...but at the end,try to get up and...live!!! …we are born to live...to endure and survive. Ok? A hug. By Chiara.

  • @2053nuki
    @2053nuki 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    do you ever realize you don't love yourself?
    you could give all of the love in the world and still find yourself empty and alone.
    that's when you stop loving anyone and give up. you know you shouldn't but it's all that's left.

    • @dylzngiraked7774
      @dylzngiraked7774 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you for understanding me.

    • @Christwentysix
      @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I love myself and people animals all of it , to a fault actually.. but my standards are not so hi I'm blinded and wanna execute anytime someone don't fit my prerequisites.
      Nah , I'm facing facts and a reality living to suffer is just suffering I don want to suffer any more . So my conclusion is simple , as u see I still function , sorta .
      I'm not sure of much at this point .

  • @Silurz
    @Silurz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    Love is like a wish, it usually doesn't come true.
    Edit: It’s been 7 months and I am happy to say that I now gave a girlfriend, I’’ve liked her for 2 years and I started dating her 2 months ago
    Edit: 9 months it didn’t work out it was mostly one sided and she didn’t really care about anything I did or said, she didn’t really acknowledge me and I broke up with her but I’m fine I’m happy and I talk to a lot of my friends, I’ve over her

    • @milesb315
      @milesb315 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      One day my friend.Don’t be so pessimistic.

    • @Silurz
      @Silurz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Molasses thank you

    • @milesb315
      @milesb315 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You’re welcome.

    • @Batman-cq6ee
      @Batman-cq6ee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I found love but her parents made her stop talking to me I’m so sad

    • @Silurz
      @Silurz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Batman-cq6ee so sorry man I wish you the best of luck

  • @lillibjk
    @lillibjk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    I know I have a pretty good life and it feels wrong for me to be so sad all the time but I mean. I just feel so alone, no one really every listens and I scare away every friend or crush I've had because I'm so awkward and weird. Maybe some of us are just meant to be alone.

    • @Christwentysix
      @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hey your right you are alone ,but only because there's no people like you around that you know !
      I've the same issue !
      Where or what would people like you be or be doing same as you right,well no wonder u can't findem . I'm 44 and well it's a bit different for me ,but hold tight as soon as you can branch out and find your scene with your kind you'll be goo ,if ya don't know what that is it's ok you get to choose and try new things until you find where you belong . It's a long road and some time love isn't enough.but you can do it.

    • @penelopestylites2013
      @penelopestylites2013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Christian F phasings. Timeshares. It sometimes for one way and sometimes for another way-statement. I know I love US. I know it’s always you all the time in my bring. Y she does this mystery. Tell me I say it but he wills it

    • @Christwentysix
      @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@penelopestylites2013 I don't know there's room for comment Penelope , (favorite name)🤤 sometimes love just isn't enough is all I have .

    • @Christwentysix
      @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lilli no one completes anyone ! If you find someone who just doesn't annoy you as much as the rest of us you hold on to that person , settle by all means ! They don't get better as time goes on , the selection of people I mean , I had some truely amazing women in my life but do to lack of guidence I couldn't see how great they were and letem go . Now there's no one anywhere .. don be like me

    • @kingyopi9880
      @kingyopi9880 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can relate bud 😔

  • @rakay3303
    @rakay3303 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I forgot the meaning of friendship
    I forgot the feeling of being loved
    I forgot what true hapiness is
    I forgot who i am
    I forgot to to my english homework yesterday

    • @livingonneptune4109
      @livingonneptune4109 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I can be your friend, I can try to bring you happiness, I can try to help, just tell me if you need it and I'll be here...

  • @Blurredlofi
    @Blurredlofi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    chillest mix in the universe, good job :) love the main channel too

    • @LowfiMusic
      @LowfiMusic  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      your channel is better

  • @XZANIZ
    @XZANIZ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Love is like a really bad joke, you try to, but never get it

  • @lenny8696
    @lenny8696 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    I think, if i were a corpse, i would be in the middle of the ocean somewhere.
    Either i'm swaying with the waves gently or harshly. And then my body would decompose slowly or get my flesh and meats eaten.
    When it does, my remains will scatter around the ocean. And then i won't feel as alone i guess.

    • @kylefeddeler6952
      @kylefeddeler6952 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel that

    • @skyteir3280
      @skyteir3280 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      that is both poetic and dark. i felt thst

  • @RichardGrim
    @RichardGrim 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'll hold on a piece of her because I love her and I broke myself trying to heal someone important

  • @sobunter2464
    @sobunter2464 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Why is it that when others are down, and sad and alone, I'm always the first one there, but when I'm feeling like that, No one even cares to check up on me.

    • @noideakanymore22233
      @noideakanymore22233 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeah I’m like that to my friends I talk to them when they need it and they don’t ever even text me or even check up on me at all

    • @livingonneptune4109
      @livingonneptune4109 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Please be my friend, when my I know my friend isn't doing okay I text him every one or two days to see how he's feeling. Ik how it feels to be neglected, but please, if you need a friend, I can care for you. It's not like I'm going anywhere anytime soon, I'll always be here

  • @liliannalovesjayli
    @liliannalovesjayli 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Love Is My Biggest Enemy....Depression Is My Closest Friend :)

    • @Noisey_fox
      @Noisey_fox ปีที่แล้ว

      What? Really think about what you said.

  • @RashimuEdit
    @RashimuEdit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Tonight was the worse night for me. I feel like I'm the last of a dying breed, nice guys always finish last they say? I'm truly starting to believe that now. I've been crushing on this one girl since high school and when I finally had the courage to tell her how I felt, she as well told me she felt the same way. Year's go by and we're both getting our lives together and finally again i summon the courage to try build something with her, just to find out she is in a relationship. I lay here lifeless and empty wishing this was all a bad dream.

    • @upsidedownlime
      @upsidedownlime 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey man, just don't make the same mistake twice, be happy she's getting her life together and plan how you're gonna reel in the next big catch 😁👍 (on a side note I kniw everything sucks, hope ya start feel'n better and can get outta your rut)

  • @Wintverlyn
    @Wintverlyn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I ghosted her when she needed me most. I ignored her thinking she was fine when she wasn't. It's been 9 months but I still can't stop crying just thinking of Savannah, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I was a toxic friend to you. I wished I listened to you that day you told me you didn't have much time left on Earth while battleing Cancer. I hope you're doing okay in Heaven, heck I'm crying while typing this. If I could go back, go back to the good ol'days when we first met or just before you died..I'm sorry. I'm so sorry Savanna. Please, don't hate me in Heaven. I know you probably will but, I just want to say, I'm sorry for ghosting you when you were in such a spot in life.

  • @tyturner7577
    @tyturner7577 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Can some just please let me cry on their shoulder and hold me there.

    • @voidr77
      @voidr77 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I wish I could help you for this
      And I wish I could do the same as you want

    • @livingonneptune4109
      @livingonneptune4109 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I wish I could man

  • @skyteir3280
    @skyteir3280 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    my close friends who are usually there for me are beginning to just sound like talk. they say stuff like “wow i’m so sad now a days” and being myself i help them through it, but the second i say something along the lines of “i had a bad day” they go “that sucks” then continues their conversation in the gc. earlier today i texted a few of my friends hoping for a response because my day was so bad. out of the 4 closest people i know, 1 asked me if i was okay and how i was doing. this guy wasn’t even the closest person to me, but he acted like more of a friend then my actual friends. the worst part was more a few days ago. i asked one girl if she wanted to come over and hang out but she said she can’t cus the other friends we’re over, then didn’t talk to me the rest of the day. she wasn’t lying but usually she’d ask me if i wanted to come over too but she didn’t. most nights now i just sit in the dark blasting this kind of music through my earbuds so that i can’t hear anything else. because no one bothers to ask me how i’m doing, or to just pull out the earbuds...

    • @livingonneptune4109
      @livingonneptune4109 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It's okay, everyone needs a break, somewhere to relax and let it all out.

  • @zeroguardianoftheomniverse7082
    @zeroguardianoftheomniverse7082 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My brother...is the cause of my ten years of pain and suffering...always trying to manipulate me into doing what he wants...my defenses couldn’t hold much longer then I broke slid into a deep depression lost my path in life...my parents don’t even know a thing about my pain unless I clear the path myself and point them straight to the goal...but to my horror they concluded that it was just a harmon imbalance or my phone(WHY THE PHONE IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH IT!!) and when I clearly showed them it was him...they said “ohh he’s just being silly” FOR TEN FUCKING YEARS!?! *TEN YEARS!!* I’d always show them where to go and I’ll tell them “find the path yourself i can only point you in the right direction” and to this day I’m 16 and I still can’t find tranquility even tho I have it they yank it away with Luke’s “jokes” or yelling at me...IM SICK OF IT! I have been crying my eyes out almost every night just at the thought I won’t be able to find true peace! That’s why once I turn 18 I’m moving to my aunts mabye then I can find peace(Sorry for the rant I just needed to get this out)

    • @badguydiablo2742
      @badguydiablo2742 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      even though my pain suffering isn't as worse as many people. I hope you find the peace that you're hoping yo obtained

  • @Batman-cq6ee
    @Batman-cq6ee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    When you’re in love with her but then her parents make it impossible for you to talk to each other... 😔

  • @formanmills8211
    @formanmills8211 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    After having gotten a little older, feeling the same way you do now at your general age group. I can say it doesn't necessarily get better, and you don't necessarily get stronger. But the feeling stops being ever present, you stop feeling down at every waking moment. It comes in waves, you'll start having good days more and more frequently. Cherish them, and also do not dwell on them. Accept when you are down, that it will pass. What has happened to you, you will over come. Give yourself time to heal, and understand that it may take months, it may take years. But what is important is that you accept the healing process. You don't shame yourself for feeling this way. If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to reach out to me reader.

    • @dp271
      @dp271 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks for sharing your view

  • @fabioalmeida102
    @fabioalmeida102 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sometimes you think it's too hard to live and the only thing you want to do is close your eyes.
    You're not the only one.

  • @Mortus_
    @Mortus_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Crazy how i can be on a high for so long and without fail i always seem to find myself back here. Life is quite hard huh?..

  • @norman469
    @norman469 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i havent cried in over 4 years now and i just feel so empty like im a hollow doll being pulled by strings i just want to feel something, anything even sadness or anger because those emotions are the only things that still proove i am human and now that i dont have them nothing affects me anymore and that is the most crushing feeling for me

    • @livingonneptune4109
      @livingonneptune4109 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I wish I could say something to help but I got nothing, I feel empty too...

  • @epicgamertag5364
    @epicgamertag5364 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I cant even feel, but when it comes back it hurts. I pretend to care about my family, but deep down i think they know i dont. Im done, just waiting for it to end.

  • @algotklint6506
    @algotklint6506 ปีที่แล้ว

    could listen to this for the rest of my life

  • @LolLol-db5cd
    @LolLol-db5cd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    When you order a burger at McDonald's and you explicitly say to give it to you without pickles but they put pickles in it anyways because they hate you as much as you hate pickles.

  • @lazypanda4253
    @lazypanda4253 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    hits different at 2am on a school night

  • @minato6442
    @minato6442 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    sad lofi

  • @mr.nuggetbucket7738
    @mr.nuggetbucket7738 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Raising our heads up so the tears don’t come out and just seep back in, telling someone you yawned that’s why it’s a bit wet, saying your just tired, a family member right outside your room door while your biting your lip keeping your mouth shut with tear after tear sliding down, the headache hurts but you won’t rub your forehead so others won’t know, not knowing if you should talk since everyone pretty much ignores, you ask yourself “will my family accept me if I told them everything?” You fake everything to get a couple of friends and stick with that, you give hints but no one notices.. ever. “What’s your talent?” Me: oh I’m great at acting.

    • @algotklint6506
      @algotklint6506 ปีที่แล้ว

      music makes you say stuff you normaly wouldn't

  • @harveybeaks2604
    @harveybeaks2604 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    its gonna get better boyss

  • @okay5543
    @okay5543 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Everything just feels so hollow.

  • @frrred_
    @frrred_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You ever just.. stop crying, caring and trying. No? Ok.

  • @theducky3987
    @theducky3987 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so tired of trying for everyone . I try my hardest to help , love and care for other people yet I do such stupid things that don’t show it and I don’t fucking know why . I only help other people give other people advice but don’t take it myself and I don’t even know why sometimes I don’t even try cos life’s so much easier pretending things are okay . I get called a hypocrite for not taking my own advice which is fair enough tbh . If I work on myself I struggle to help everyone fucking else and then people think I’m a shit person and tbh I am I rlly am a shit person . I try hard to help other people but not myself . I ignore my own advice in hopes everything will just go away and tbh it does when u don’t think about it but then it comes the point when that one person says something that really gets you thinking “ wow I really am a shit person “ . I’m really done

    • @dp271
      @dp271 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      your comment resonates with me, how has it worked out for you the last couple of months?

    • @theducky3987
      @theducky3987 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@dp271 over the past couples months I've kept trying to work on myself but to be honest kept going down despite this eventually breaking down a couple times lmao , I am trying to take my own advice i rlly am . mean while I'm trying to keep the others around me in a good state As well but is difficult while I am how I am . whenever I do get better like I usually get nocked down by whatever it is , often my past manages always to knock me down which is no ones fault but mine but it doesn't help that everything in my past is so so hard for me to remember and i cant understand why , it is almost like some things never even happened but when I see proof that it did I'm just like wow wtf and re live all that shit that went on in my past . I've kept trying to show me love and care for those around me yet I do still still do stupid things for no reason I have lessened with this over the months though . and my life is still much easier pretending things are okay but i cant even do that anymore i just am naturally more meh about life and all my friends everyone now sees this as just me being me lmao . I come in to school or wherever acting meh and people don't even seem to bat an eye anymore . and maybe the reason things are the way they're now is because i just hoped it would go away but idk . I am not certain on many things anymore . I'm becoming extremely exhausted and to say I thought I was becoming done 9 months ago idek how I'm here . I don't exactly know where to go right now with me forgetting important things , my mental health , my relationship . idk whether to just keep going trying my best to be positive , give up , seek professional help or what , fuck knows . anyway i really do appreciate you making a comment , sorry if this is a lot and not what you asked for but yk i appreciate it .

    • @dp271
      @dp271 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@theducky3987 i appreciate your elaborate comment, idk what a solution can be
      i often struggle to do the right thing and follow my own advice as well
      but sounds like professional help is a good idea, the wait times can be long so it would make sense to start early finding it

  • @deadshot6477
    @deadshot6477 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Im mindfully unhappy and you made it better♥️❤️

  • @trexnoises4071
    @trexnoises4071 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Did not disappoint.

  • @xpxthy
    @xpxthy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    No, I deserve this feeling. Sure, I can’t place why I’m feeling this way, but I deserve it. I procrastinate so often, won’t pay as much attention anymore, and won’t even talk to most of my friends anymore besides the occasional update on an OC. Yeah, I deserve to feel this way. I push my guilt for not doing my work aside in favor of doing other things, and now I have just that many assignments that are past-due, or due soon. I always spend my time reading instead of doing work. I’m still caught on past events, even ever so slightly. Damn it.

  • @Christwentysix
    @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hey thank you all for your kind words if you didn't post ,I'd never know ,nor read the lines of support anywhere else ...
    Love you all you tube !
    I can't believe how much it means

  • @joviality6809
    @joviality6809 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Tomorrow I start my first job as a DoorDash deliverer. I didn't know who else to tell, as I don't have many friends, so I came here.

    • @pigeon_person
      @pigeon_person 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey, ik I'm like a month late, but how did it go?

  • @TheMadNode
    @TheMadNode 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    when you dont know what you have its the same as having nothing

  • @eth2827
    @eth2827 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I can’t look people in the eye when they talk to me what is wrong with me.

    • @Sobek-khufu
      @Sobek-khufu 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too. Most likely anxiety. I like to play games in order to hold a conversation with my best friend without needing to look him in the eyes.

  • @20-levelmedia34
    @20-levelmedia34 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m tired thats the moral of the story!

  • @bunnymusic5678
    @bunnymusic5678 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hey you, random person scrolling,
    Please take care of yourself ok?

  • @beo451
    @beo451 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    One Side love is like huging a cactus....the more u holding it....the more it will hurt u.....

  • @kidschannelpakistan7812
    @kidschannelpakistan7812 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nice dear

  • @tribute7768
    @tribute7768 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    When I get back on my feet it full battle time intake back all that missing in my life i help build

  • @hellkaizerjotaro5132
    @hellkaizerjotaro5132 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    love is dangerous you could atain it all you want but it's so easy to break and loose shit I could never have it

  • @staciev8917
    @staciev8917 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can sit and be lonely for hours but how is it lonely if you're in the other room..its lonely, believe me. I can sit and be lonely for hours...
    [Words from my head]

  • @Cal-xo3fj
    @Cal-xo3fj 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Found out my boyfriend (now my ex) was using me, and he’s now with his girl best friend. Damn.

  • @dijonseales1770
    @dijonseales1770 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Um I am a boy who is going throw I lot right now I am depressed and a am becoming a teenager but I still feel anxiety when I talk to people even my on family but when I am at school I put on a mask and do not reveal the real me but when at home I take of the mask and start to cry I just do I want help they will help but then I get anxious and can’t talk and to all who is going throw this I know how you feel you are not alone unlike me I cut myself sometimes my family don’t know I guess I should just end it here it like why do I even live right now I... n..need..I ..n I can’t say it good bye cruel world nobody will even miss me I am 13 by the way bye

    • @yeaboiii_2157
      @yeaboiii_2157 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Dijon Seales Na my G. Don’t. Real shit.... @ the end. Family is all we got. Believe me. Even when I thought my family didn’t have my back & they would kick me out of the house if they found of stuff about me they didn’t because we are family & we are there to help each other bro. Family is forever in our hearts man. Reach out to them. 💯✅👑

    • @frrred_
      @frrred_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know how you feel. I was in the same situation as you 5 years ago. But my brother hanged himself. It can get better, you just need to try to get help. Tell someone, anyone. Your parents/carers, a friend or even a teacher. Just do it and it will get better. Do it for me, yourself and your family. Goodnight king, pop off.

    • @Christwentysix
      @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      13 hi I'm 44 my friends call me "26",these are messages from our future selves parallel universes included .
      My life At a very early age I knew tragedy, as well as loss .
      Very cruel people did horrible things that children just should not be aware of until they have a understanding of the world.
      Look I'm an accident , this heroin user and this alcoholic
      methamphetamine user got all fucked up and had sex his pull out game was weak , he split she ran off w/me bouncing from 1 neighborhood to another for 15 years all (N. And S.)through the midwest , mostly 2 a yeAr a couple 3 times we moved in a year .! So no childhood friends , no school buddies, wasn't around long enough to make any solid relationships with Anyone , being told I'm an accident , I'm the reason her life is so hard , it is because of me we dont have a nice home or anything really she dump me at her mom's place and never come back I'd be dropped off days after she said she would return for me she'd act as if nothing happened and it was the plan the whole time.
      It gets so much worse .
      I'm not gunnah say you should or do this , it's a mature decision your making how do you feel about thoose that do love you dealing with life after what your about to do , if you don't care that's fine too, would you accept those terms your self ? Or would you reconsider as the people you care about and the ones that care about you don't diserve to be forced to have to deal with your opting out right now. But the people you don't care about the ones helping to Influence you and this is the path those ones want you on! other people

    • @Christwentysix
      @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I didn't post for attention , I am very much feeling everything I said ! If you would like to talk or text or chat about anything !
      I would never judge or make fun report or isolate anyone I don't care how alternative you think you are . My name is" Chris 26"
      christwentysix@hotmail.com
      I've been thru so much cray cray ish, I'm sure I have something helpful to you . Talking to anyone would be great as it's not something that happens often.
      I am clean and sober at this point , and have been for years .
      I've raised myself on the city streets since freshman year high school. Chicago proper , cook co.
      Not in a gang and have worked job after job and paid for mine.
      Thank you for your comments as it was nowhere in my mind as I typed my post that anyone would comment . I"I just want something I can never have"

    • @Christwentysix
      @Christwentysix 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@yeaboiii_2157 I'm last in my bloodline , there's literally nobody left to turn to everyone passed tragicly .

  • @whyneedaname818
    @whyneedaname818 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I know this sounds dumb as hell, but I need to vent, and I hate shrinks and telling my parents so here goes. I have a very high blood sugar for my age and my mom is trying to help me because diabetes runs in my family. My father already died because his heart gave up when he was in a coma from an illness, so of course that affected me greatly as well. I’ve already had a feeling of I guess I would call “faint depression” a few months after the death. It’s like I have this voice in my head that tells me all these bad thoughts (I.e psychologists don’t care about feelings, they just want the money; you’re so fucking weak, just quit crying). Usually I get these thoughts out by my own technique, a quick knock on my head and just a soft “quiet.” But lately, they’ve been strong as all hell. So I’ve just quit, and I’m guessing it knows I’m vulnerable, ‘cuz it’s speaking like mad. What makes it WORSE is that I believe that crying shows weakness So whenever I start to cry I pull my hair, bite my hand, write on myself, claw myself, or tell myself threats like I’ll kill you if you cry (I even did this at the funeral). SO MY QUESTION IS: Is this depression? I’ve never experienced it, so its better to ask others. It’s better than asking my parents for advice, yeah? So I might as well ask you guys. Sorry this is long.

    • @livingonneptune4109
      @livingonneptune4109 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'd say that is depression, and even if therapists *do* only want the money, they can help. Or if you want, you could talk to me, I can't promise I'll be able to help or have the answers to your problems but if you just wanna talk, you can talk to me.

  • @DiablitaMamacita16
    @DiablitaMamacita16 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    8/7/21 Laying in bed.4am.im not sad but its like deep down theres a part of me screaming to be released.

    • @Noisey_fox
      @Noisey_fox ปีที่แล้ว

      Then release it

  • @imdezzi
    @imdezzi 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This made me think about What’s going on in the world with blm and trump and more and I want to say thank you for making me realize that

  • @the48
    @the48 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    If you're sad I'm sad with you

  • @EMI1IA.
    @EMI1IA. 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    30:40

  • @dariusheavy9923
    @dariusheavy9923 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Did i ever tell you the definition of insanity?

  • @tribute7768
    @tribute7768 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I went deep covalent in to my system of building I will over come the lower game now

  • @braindeadcoder1629
    @braindeadcoder1629 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    someone tell me what is the background image??? Please

    • @slugg7711
      @slugg7711 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s spike from cowboy bebop an anime from 1998 ish

    • @700mobster
      @700mobster 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah what he said and this music is a damn good depiction of his character

  • @zahraelmolouk5303
    @zahraelmolouk5303 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    حفلة موفقة

  • @dinealone0
    @dinealone0 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    this shit at 21:00 oof lord thank you

  • @CoolAnimals69
    @CoolAnimals69 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    i can just imagine her dad inviting us to her wedding 😓

  • @eto7524
    @eto7524 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I thought I had finally came out of my dark place , only to now be in there so so much worse

    • @NoOne-xc9fh
      @NoOne-xc9fh 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’ve been there for a long time and I’ve gotten used to it. If I can give any advice, find something you love and don’t let go. Who or whatever it is will help pull you out of it. Keep your head up

  • @FerretZinca
    @FerretZinca 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I personally, dont think this video is as good as the other one. Now I do like it, though I like how in the lonliest feeling in the world, had some words in it. Words to pull you in and to feel that pain. "You look around and everyone loves you, but nobody really likes you."
    Those little quotes in the other video imo, made it way better than this video. By no means is this one bad, this is just a minor opinion.

    • @dp271
      @dp271 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I just read all the comments here for that :/

    • @FerretZinca
      @FerretZinca 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dp271 Its my opinions, here go check out the one I personally thought was better. Its made by the same youtuber, I dont see how in any way what I said could of been offensive. Its simply valid critiques.
      th-cam.com/video/7AHGD1IvssY/w-d-xo.html

  • @Re-nu1op
    @Re-nu1op ปีที่แล้ว

    are you loosing feelings?

  • @spicy5418
    @spicy5418 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Evil is everywhere :)

  • @alivesushi8312
    @alivesushi8312 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ig i can spill it out here i have a best friend well idk anymore and we were really close but once school started he just stoped talking to me when i asked why he told me he wanted to focus on studies but he only got distant from me and now he just doesn’t talk to me doesn’t see my messages lies to me sayin “oh i just your messages now” when my iphone says they were delivered and if i did something wrong I’ll never know beacuse he won’t tell me hey you reading this im sorry i let it all out i mean i dont even know you if u need help on something I’ll try my best

  • @NoOne-xc9fh
    @NoOne-xc9fh 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel like I don’t exist

  • @jackeyqwq1402
    @jackeyqwq1402 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Anime?

  • @tribute7768
    @tribute7768 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I wasn't kidding was I

  • @Mysterious_Person.87
    @Mysterious_Person.87 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well i don't have any friends

  • @vos7619
    @vos7619 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Smoking CBD while listening to this. So relaxing 😌

    • @nas1320
      @nas1320 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lucky bastard..
      Wish i can do the same

  • @doinks9228
    @doinks9228 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Club penguin is kil

  • @47fr121
    @47fr121 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Have you ever been trapped I have I’ve been trapped in sadness until I turned to God then God chopped up the devils hands and I was free make sure you repent so you can live with God if you don’t the sad truth is that you will be trapped forever and make sure to worship God and don’t give up and I know you want to give up sometimes you might even give up your life but remember that God doesn’t want you to do that I hope I changed your life

  • @stayoutofthecitys
    @stayoutofthecitys ปีที่แล้ว

    this lofi artist is a scam their comapny is stealing other artsit work and claiming it as there own . im takeing you to court ive gotten a lawyer and reported your page to youtube . you never asked to use my work .

  • @animethighssavelives
    @animethighssavelives 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    After watching the Cattle Decapitation: Forced Gender Reassignment music video I could say I needed this lol.