@@WRXCKMANE a person finds his own feelings in songs, long story short, he finds his own story, even in classical music, it's as if you write the music yourself, I THINK
These songs aren’t happy, they aren’t sad. They don’t make you mad or judgmental. They don’t make you think… they just make you feel… and I appreciate that more than you could possibly imagine
For some reason the first tune took me back to my early childhood, I remember some toys that would have little melodies that were both calming and sad for me and they would make me feel funny as thoughts would come and go, I'd imagine myself in the future taking care of my old parents, if I would be alone and lonely after they passed away. It's a very strange thing that I as an infant could already have the concept of death in my mind, as far back as I remember I always took this concept with a lot of fascination. It didn't take long though for my father to pass, I was twelve at the time and didn't have the opportunity to care for him as I had imagined. Two months ago my grandma passed too, I had the opportunity to stay by her side until the last day, she was bedridden for the past year, so I'm quite satisfied I got to care for her until the end. And one year and 10 days ago, my girlfriend passed away too, we basically grew up together, we were going to marry, move away, have our own family, and expected to live a calm life, to be there for one another until we were old and ready to part for a while. I had other losses too, but amongst all of them those three have been the ones I had the most diverse experiences with grief. For grandma it hurt just at the beginning, a week later the heartache wasn't there anymore, that's because when we learn about death we already expect for our older members of the family to pass away first, and I was getting ready for that day many years ago. The experience itself was very fulfilling too, since I did all I could do for her, I'd say I accomplished my duty to her. For father it hurt a lot, even though, as well as with grandma, we already expect to burry our parents when we learn about death, it happened very soon in my life, it was unexpected, he had a cancer that grew for a very long time, silently, and when exams finally came it was already terminal. His passing was so shocking I only realised I wouldn't see him again when the coffin was getting closed. At that age I'd look at him and see him as my hero, so it's a very strange thing to see a hero fall like this in one month he was well, and in the other he was sleeping in a bed of flowers, eerily silent. At least I got to say goodbye to him, and from there on the pressure of having to grow up soon taking lots of responsibilities I wasn't ready for gave me a crippling depression. For my girlfriend, this was the toughest one, she is the one who always were there for me, who gave me hope for things would get better, and having her by my side allowed me to dream bigger and go after the things I wanted, but we never think someone our age would die so suddenly. Last year her family got sick, contracted covid and she stayed to help them recover, but she would be the last person of her family to get infected and the only one who died. In one week after she tested positive she had 75% of her lungs afflicted, she got admited in a hospital, and in another week she passed away. In the end I couldn't see her, I couldn't talk to her, I couldn't be there for her, I couldn't take care of her. During the first 8 months the heartache was so intense and so crippling I couldn't get out of my bed, I'd wake up with an intense pain in my chest and would go to sleep with it, sometimes I'd even cry in my sleep. During this time I felt like I was slowly dying, that my heart was about to give up and stop anytime. I felt weak, lost a lot of weight, gained a lot of weight, lost any will to keep on living, wanted to kill myself but couldn't commit to it. I just wanted us to be together, besides that nothing really made sense anymore, other things didn't matter. I still don't know where did I pull the strenght to keep on living, but I know she wouldn't want that for me, I also had to take care of my grandma, and maybe having this single purpose saved me. And now I'm here today, still kind off hurting, but I can still go on. I'm about to be 30 this year, and we were together for half of our lives. So, if you're going trough some very hard times in your life, and don't want to live in this world anymore, and you can't go on, things doesn't make sense, and you've completely lost your way; take a deep breath, because when you think you can't take on your struggles anymore know you have still half of your strenght left, hidden somewhere deep inside of you. And it's fine to stop for a while, or reduce the pace to recover. But if you set a goal for yourself and focus on surviving through these hardships only to get there, you will get a hold to that hidden strenght you have, even if you can't get to that goal, but you will have made through the hardest days of your life, and that only helps you shape a better you. Also don't be shy and seek help, a good professional therapist can help you see through the darkest days. I'm gonna go now, to take my medicine and ready myself for another battle, Godspeed, fellow survivors! ;
im writing this from my grandmas account because its almost midnight here and i was just appreciating life for what its given me. this really resonated with me because even though i havent seen half the pain you have, imagining your loved ones die and preparing for it since you were a kid is something ive done and im currently going through a rathed painful breakup. firstly, thank you for reminding me how life has been fairly gracious to me, and secondly, wow. this is so beautifully written and im so sorry about all the people youve had to lose, it hurt honestly, reading this beautiful paragraph. youre an amazing man bro, im overcome by admiration. stay strong g, because a man like you who's been through all this and manages to get up to fight again - thats no man thats a beast. godspeed brother and may your loved ones rest in peace. much love.
Your opening paragraph very much reminds me of the film ‘Interstellar’ - phenomenal film if you haven’t heard of/seen it before. Beautiful writing, difficult thoughts, a heartfelt read. Thank you for sharing.
To YOU reading this, I pray that whatever is bothering and hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May all the negativity, dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind and may clarity replace confusion. May your life be filled with peace, love, compassion, clarity, and companionship
Listening to this the day before my high school graduation. Feels bad man, but I'm glad I'm taking one more step into adulthood and making my parents proud. My mom never finished high school and my dad never made it. I'm going to make me and my family proud.
Hey mate I'm little late to discover this amazing orchestra. Congrats on graduating, you have made many proud of you. In this new chapter of your life I wish the best of the best. You can reach everything you like. Just focus on it. Be brave, gentle, humble, savy, but don't forget to be yourself! Enjoy your days! Farewell friend
Congrats, my friend! There will never be another time like your high school experience - The laughs, the friends, the sadness, the happiness... Look back on it with fondness because your life will change a lot in the next few years. It may be scary and uncertain at times but it will all work out for you. Good Luck.
I cant believe how sad I would have been listening to this a year ago, I’m so grateful I got over whatever I was going through… I can confirm though, my self esteem and happiness are the highest they’ve been in my life, and to the person who took the time to read this, I wish you the same!
reminds me of how fascinating the universe is, i don't really get those people who are scared of it. i've always been obsessed with science ever since i was a kid, i was so obsessed with stars, black holes, planets and how infinite the universe is.
Exactly, almost everyone in the comments is talking about how it fits there somber sadness but I dont hear that in this playlist. It sounds as if I've learnt the mystery of the universe and exploring galaxies and with a hint of nostalgia . Ur comment loved it
This reminds me of one time I was playing SR2 just messing around with a weird space plane I came up with, I forgot to include gauges or even an altimeter, and only realized it when I had already gone to the night side of the main planet, and while figuring out by eye where to glide to and land I had one of the most relaxing experiences ever, even if it was just a game, it was a whole different experience, I realized a lot of things, one of them being that we are too small to waste time waging pointless wars, things would have been so much better if we put conflicts aside and chased the stars instead, imagine how far we would have already gotten if we worked as a species, and not as divided nations It's weird to think of, and maybe too late for it to happen, but it's something I like imagining, and I wish we could have seen it happen, but not all great things are meant to be and I'm fine with that
Look up “the overseer effect” and how astronauts perspectives change while seeing how fragile and alone earth is while viewed from space. Life is a gift. Its an anomaly
Every night, at 3 am, I lay in bed and listen to music like this. It makes me think about what people probably experience right now around the globe. How many people are happy, how many are in love, and how many cry. I realize that I don't matter. Many years civilization will follow after I will be gone. My existence is not of any influence. Edit: too dumb for proper English
It's funny how another person can think somewhat like me, I also think about stuff like that but I usually just think of scenarios that fit with the music, I guess it gives me hope that I'll experience them someday- like dancing or playing in the snow with a future lover
Nothing we do matters. Our suffering our happiness, it will all be forgotten. I just don’t understand the purpose any of this. Why make us and then erased as if we were never here. I just hope I find the answer one day because I am getting extremely bored of life.
This music brings me so much nostalgia. Backseat happy meals, sleepovers, Christmas mornings with snow, gameboy color with Pokémon yellow and soul silver, super Mario kart, base set Pokemon, super smash bros, time spent alone, MySpace, halo 2 and 3, time in the tree fort, skateboarding with my brother, just everything came flooding back at once and brought me to happy tears. I don't know how this is possible but it unlocked memories i had completely forgotten. It made me realize how good I had it and the value of human connection and being kind to yourself. I have to loosen up these days and allow myself to experience that childlike wonder again. God bless. Born in 1994. Much love ❤
You'll get through this...you'll always have some or the other person for you. Neither you nor the person will know eachother...but they'll be for you...
@@ayzalyohan lmao, it is hilarious to say such a disgusting thing to a someone who was probably thinking about death of theirselves. I see losers like you on everywhere of youtube. Those who say "who asked" to someone who has lost a loved one, those who say "I hope he/she divorces you" to someone who is married to their childhood sweetheart and is happily married... you and people like you will not be successful in any area of their life, no one will love them. get out from youtube comments you ruthless loser
For everyone who overthinks! The main problem is you are trying to have everything under control. Sometimes in life you have to let go and let life show you the path. I've seen many people in my career who don't succeed just because they can't get out of their own way.
listening to this at full volume and just covering your head and closing your eyes and just imagine yourself in a whole different world, a world of your creation, is a whole different vibe.
stop spamming comments holy shit u are so annoying he only goes to every video and copies the most liked comments for likes so people will see his stupid fkn channel bot 99% this original comment has 3.8k likes. he copied it. like he does all the time everywhere.
Just turned 21. This year has sincerely been the saddest of my life. I dropped out of medschool seeking to study a major in nutrition, which Im starting on next January. Taking this decision was overwhelming, I struggled with my mental health to a point in which the only option I had left was leaving med, in order for me to finally be able to follow my dreams. Stereotypes, fears and influence made me choose medicine, but now that I’ve destroyed my social, psychological and spiritual lives, Im at last about to start my true path, the one that feels real to me. I’ve done wrong for a long time, looking for distractions to ease my pain, such as partying, drugs, and a lot of lost time. This 2023 is about to be my year, and it will be yours as well. Im here brother/sister, if u struggling dont forget to remind yourself about your value. We come once to this live for us to live a boring one, break some rules and free your soul to live fully on your terms. From wherever u reading this, I’ll be back to tell you how I’m doing without bad habits and a new life, I hope to know from you as well, feel free to comment. Let’s raise our energy to a major purpose, our purpose. See you soon, little one :)
Good luck with your path, its nice to know that you follow what you really want to do and that you were able to let go of things that you thought were the ones that you needed to follow !
Normal sad songs use words to help you relate to how you feel, this is different. It’s for when there are no words to describe how you feel but it still hits deeply
i think this music its for when yo feel something in your life hurts, and there are so many words, somany thoughts in your head, for when u need to silence them...
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏
I can't stop listening to all this music, specially the first one. It makes me think of a past that I didn't take advantage of 100%, a past in which there was only sadness, loneliness and mental suffering. I don't know if I'll ever get over it completely. But I'm also afraid to look into the future, to think that time doesn't stop and that everything will come to an end is painful for me. For that same reason, I will try to keep taking advantage of what life gives me and what I still have.
Hey "nobody"! I just wanted to thank you for the soothing music compilations that you bring. Thank you very much. Your music taste alone makes you less a nobody, and more somebody with a lively soul that likes to explore itself in all its dephts. I wish you a joyful life.
dear future me, if you ever come back here, because you’re feeling sad over the same guy, or just alone, please don’t let this pain take full control. mom needs you, dad loves you, the twins wants you by their side and sis needs you the most here. so please don’t let anyone or anything tear you down. life is a roller coaster, it goes up and down. remember how much your friends loves you and how much they care about, even though they don’t reallu show it. Dear future me, please be happy and don’t stop growing. -2022 me
Don't be sad bro, take it from a guy on the internet, you have to learn to be happy with yourself, just like how you need to love yourself before others can fully love you.
One of the ONLY dark ambient works that isn't just the sound of an unattended vaccuum cleaner / air conditioner / garbage disposal. Real heart and intelligence produced this amazing mix.
I have been on an ambient binge this year which has inspired me. The mix is highlighting all the ambient tracks I've shared, including unreleased goodies. Again, thank you for the support. It really does motivate me to keep going.
literally been the 9nth or so time I've listened to you this week. just to legit get me to sleep. These mixes are so calm and help me fall asleep so damn quickly, there so calming, relaxing, creative and tranquil.
The first song reminds me so much of when i was 16 and i went to the park with all my friends. We got soo high and stayed there from like 3pm till 9pm and we just ran played and at the end stared at the sky with all the stars. Never in my life did i think that was a special moment but i think about how amazing it was to experience so many connections at once . People fell in love, cried, struggled with their identities. Life is honestly worth living. Theres moment like this even now but its so beautiful to be alive and see how life does it to you.
Damn. I did exactly the same with my friends 3-4 years ago. What a great time. We didn’t know how amazing these experience were. We truly lived. We laughed the hardest, argued on maximum capacity and really enjoyed the moments. Even when we heated each other, it was real. Its crazy how things can change. At the beginning when it ended I was really sad that it was over. But now, I am happy that it did happen at all. My advice to every young person is to truly live life. Enjoy every moment even when it is a bad experience. Eventually, you are gona mis that too..
Absolutely beautiful, I wouldn’t of been able to say it better. I hope you and your friends are still going strong, hold them for as long as you can 💜🙌🏽
This playlist transcend space and time. It can morph people’s emotions and be what it needs to be for that human being at that very moment. I could feel what you wrote. I too am high!😂 your words made sense to me.
I feel like this music slapped me back into reality. Realising I've been on auto pilot for so long and then grieving the changes that have become within myself and my current life. The sadness is so overwhelming but this kind of music helps with the grief. It's almost comforting but at the same time soul breaking
This kinda music is like that I feel similar with this is slapped me and reminded me of how much I didn't care anymore and how I was in disregard for everyone else
Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.
I come back to this video once in a while, reminds me of where I use to be, how life use to feel, but now I am where I once dreamed to be. "Even in the toughest moments, remember that hope can be found in the smallest of things; let that spark guide you to keep moving forward."
My dad passed away around two weeks ago... Just before he went to the hospital and went on a ventilator he told me this was his favorite song. Nothing thus far has made me cry so quickly, this is a truly beautiful song and it resonates with my thoughts and feelings going through this loss
I’m so very sorry. I lost my dad 2 weeks ago to a heart attack. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. He was just 65. I thought for sure I’d have at least another 20 years with him, and his death being so sudden has really put me in a state of shock. Just realizing that we never know how much time we have left. For ourselves, and with the people we love. So cherish every moment, appreciate life. Even if it’s messy sometimes, every day is a blessing.
Im sorry to hear that. I understand the pain. I lost mine 2 years ago and music is the best way I connect to him in my own way. This is almost a form of grieving and that is okay. Wishing you the best! We are going through all of this to make us the person we deserve to be!
Isn't it beautiful, dreamscape? To evoke so many emotions from human beings that you have never seen before, to bring memories and feelings from the hearts and minds of people across the earth. To create something so mesmerizing that makes you wanna cry from only thinking how meaningful it is to you, to have created this mix and put all of your feelings into it, and to bring people to feel the same about your creation. Isn't it beautiful, dreamscape? To have the power to feel and connect with others who feel as well... - A little poem/letter in honor of what you do. Thank you...
Listened to this while going on a long trail run in the woods after dark. Quite literally the most peaceful experience of my life, would definitely recommend
To be honest I'm not even especially sad at the moment but this makes me feel good for some reasons 💚 This kind of music totally matches my type of sad, ive been looking for this for months, thank you traveler ✨️
i honestly can never escape from the reality that i will always feel like this but somehow this music sinks into my skin like nothing in my life. it relaxes me.
It wont work. My parents said that to me, but i still wanted more. As an adult i realize now what i wanted was not to be an adult, but to have my own self. a personality i developed not was shaped. Many things parents do shape it.
This almost feels like what I would imagine certain feelings sound like. I’m not talking about the basic ones like sadness, anger or happiness, but more of the ones that are deeper down that you can’t explain. Other then that all of the songs are beautiful, and can cast a wide range of feelings that one may have.
эти песни лечат душу,кажется дыра в сердце заполняется,но стоит выключить и всё превращается в прежнее состояние. я готова просидеть тут всю ночь,мне так хорошо..
жизнь пиздец короткая и врядли ты успеешь сделать все что хотел вроде недавно тебе было 12 лет потом 13 и так далее и ты даже не замечаешь как время по зади тебя быстро летит ты начинаешь осознавать это и понимаешь что скоро ты будешь совсем взрослым сидеть и думать 'а почему же я нечего не делал когда был маленьким, почему я столько всего пропустил? я ведь мог это сделать, у меня была возможность' но увына столько все печально
@@СтаниславБайгер-ч8т понимаю. Ещё чем дальше, тем время кажется для тебя более быстро-пролетающим, и каждый год становится все скучнее, появляются новые проблемы, которые более серьёзны по сравнению с предыдущими, начинаешь осознавать что ты уже не тот беззаботный ребёнок, которым тебе хочется сейчас стать. Становишься менее впечатлительным, без эмоциональным, как буд-то мир теряет краски. Но когда ты вспоминаешь прошлое, то ты вспоминаешь тот мир, который дарил тебе эмоции и ты заново переживаешь их, появляется чувство ностальгии
I was listening to this playlist during a late night road trip. It was an amazing experience, there were little to no cars on the road, the freeway looked beautiful with their lights, the cool breeze from the ac in the car, and the closed buildings on the skyline. I am so grateful to have had such a calming, beautiful experience
What keeps me awake at night is I don’t want my kids to ever feel as down as I can get…. Not really sure how to protect them from that but it’s just a hope, a glimmer… I want them to not lose that spark
Life is full of up and downs, you can’t ever truly be at your highest without being at your lowest and you can’t truly know what it feels like to be loved you til you love Although it’s hard to see and know your child is down and feeling depressed the best thing you can do for them is to be ready to listen if they feel they need it and to show them just how much you love them I hope this helps, and I hope your feeling better
Когда сидишь и слушаешь этот плейлист, начинаешь вспоминать все хорошие и плохие моменты, ты чувствуешь себя таким пустым и непонятным, это чувство такое странное, хочеться всё вернуть назад и не допускать каких либо ошибок, хочешь взять и написать человеку с которым хочешь возобновить общение, ты просто хочешь всё наладить, но ты боишься что всё станет еще хуже, по этому сидишь сложа руки
Наш мозг исчет способы полегче,поэтому просто сидит и ждёт,пока всё само наладится,или нас спасут другие,в итоге мы тратим время, которое мог потратить на то,чтобы научиться спасать себя сам,но время тратиться на ожидание спасения,и попытку понравится другим,чтобы они сделали всё за нас. Я просто буду красивым и угодливым,а вы пока обустройте мою жизнь. Но всем похуй. А мы в итоге на них ещё и обижаемся за это. Куча времени на ветер,а проблема основная не решена. Надеюсь когда-нибудь мы все поймём что всё очень просто и механично,берёшь и делаешь. Без пиздостраданий. Но как же это иногда прикольно,покупаться в собственных проблемах
This music emanates a different type of sadness. It’s not a cry sad, it’s a empty kind of feeling. Everytime I listen to these it brings me back to before my home burned down and life was so sweet and simple, ever since I lost my home I’ve felt empty but this music fills that void
Tout est éphémère, le matériel, l'argent, nos objets de valeurs .l'essentiel est d'être quelqu'un de bien,car à DIEU nous appartenons et a lui nous retournons.
Hey, I recently Lost my Mother to Drugs. Its been hard, Complicated, knowing that the bond between me and her was shattered. This emptiness is something that I've had playing in my head for a while now. It fills mine too, But stay strong. You need it.
Музыка прям отлично подходит под такие моменты, когда ты чисто сидишь где-нибудь на кухне ночью и размышляешь о чем-то своем, о будущем, о настоящем, о прошлом... Не важно где вы находитесь, продолжайте идти к своей цели или хоть к чему-то, что поможет вам вылезти из своего омута :)
this is huge help for me also in the moving forward department .. no matter my mood or how i maybe feeling, always continuing with things of interest defeats the mood or feeling without a fight most times
или когда все спят , а вы на кухне с подругой обе с бессонницей , пришли попить , смотрите в окно зимней ночи и рассуждаете о жизни просто , что есть на душе
Dude, I know the comments saying "listening to this at night transports you to a different world, tbh" seem exaggerative , but trust me, it is a lot more accurate than you think. Just being up late working on artwork for a class you didn't even sign up for; a class you didn't even expect to enjoy; a class you didn't even expect to improve at, and just chilling listening to music or watching Nuzlockes. Genre after genre after video passes by. Breakcore, rock, nightcore, hyperpop, retro indie rock. 9:00, 10:00, 12:00, 1:00, 1:40. Getting to this for as long as you're awake is a surrealistic experience. Contemplating whenever your mind wanders off, spacing out, locking in, everything.
This music makes me feel like I’m walking through the forest , maybe looking out from a hill top in the early morning. A little bit cold outside, some fog, trees and no people. Just nature. That is what this music makes me imagine. I really want to listen to this while doing that.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head. And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D -Not mine, but pass it around guys
I will take this into mind, I do cry, I do create, I do have homework, I do read, I do things that make me happy when I feel sad and lonely, I appreciate people who take time and write these massages that help us feel better about ourselves, I do try to make people feel better, but nothing ever works....I will share this to everyone....because.... sometimes.....all people need is just a nice complement or music or even a message every once in a while.....people deserve a break from all the hatred and toxic Ness that is in the world......people just need a break....I get it....I feel the same way.....thank you for your time and for making this message for people to read and feel better about themselves...... life sucks and I know.... if anyone needs help just tell me.... I feel the same way.... and so do others.... thank you and have a good day or night!!!! and remember! YOU MATTER!!!
жизнь пиздец короткая и врядли ты успеешь сделать все что хотел вроде недавно тебе было 12 лет потом 13 и так далее и ты даже не замечаешь как время по зади тебя быстро летит ты начинаешь осознавать это и понимаешь что скоро ты будешь совсем взрослым сидеть и думать 'а почему же я нечего не делал когда был маленьким, почему я столько всего пропустил? я ведь мог это сделать, у меня была возможность' но увына столько все печально
This kind of music makes you feel like your in a happy, peaceful place you've never been to before when i listen to this i think of happy memories and places that never existed
To whoever listening to this deep ambiance, to who’s going through the shallow of darkness, may you crack open for the light of conscious shining through you, there’s nothing else but LOVE, BEAUTY, and CREATIVITIES. Rise!
Как будто едешь с родителями поздней ночью в другой город на машине, смотришь в окно на автостраду со множеством машин, везде светят фары и высокие фонари, вроде хочется узнать, куда вы едете, а вроде ты уже спишь...
в последнее время я начала понимать, насколько сильно устаю от людей вокруг меня, от притворства, от негатива да вообще от всего что ли. мне просто хочется абсолютной тишины, отсутствия чьих-то голосов, криков и прочего. поэтому я стараюсь каждый день найти хотя бы один час времени, когда я могу провести время в тишине и умиротворении. при этом я и сама достаточно весёлая и оптимистичная, но такие моменты... накатывают всё чаще и чаще. эта прекрасная подборка дарит ту самую тишину, спокойствие..
I swear there are probably countless dreams that Im not aware that I dream because I forget them when waking up. But sometimes in the transition from sleep to being awake I can recall a dream, and theyd feel so real..
After working for 9 days straight this is exactly what i needed. As always loving your uploads Dreamscape, thank you for your artist researching effort. Much love from Poland!
This is my favorite music playlist, I listen to it almost all the time when I do my work for school, from beginning to end. It's so relaxing, it doesn't feel morbid or sad, like you're in a dark forest or deep in the sea, but it's just peaceful.
So it was just pouring down rain and I was listening to this while sitting outside. This was so unreal there were literal humming birds flying around me as almost if they were dancing. It felt like all my worries just vanished in the matter of seconds. As if they were calling for me telling me to not worry and to just let go. Crazy just crazy. Edit: Imagine that for yourself and the same thing might happen. I hope whoever reads this has a wonderful day and I hope you know that your amazing and so many great things will happen they are being sent your way soon. 💜
Этот плейлист нечто бесценное. Словно ты сжег все мосты и дороги, больше нет твоей памяти и прошлого; больше нет настоящего. Есть лишь ты и бездна, от который ты так отчаянно бежал, пытаясь забить пустоту, излечить её ядом доводя себя до ужасного состояния, в надежде, что круг событий и чувств, по которому ты ходишь, разомкнется сам собой. И когда больше некуда бежать, становится ясным как день, что твой главный страх - и есть твое спасение от него же самого. Это похоже на парадокс, вроде того, что хаос - неупорядочен, и благодаря этому приобретает четкую структуру и движение. За всеми нами стоит какой-то страх, событие, время, тень - от который мы стараемся скрыться за работой или чем угодно, лишь бы не думать, не вспоминать о её существовании. И вот, находясь на пороге крайнего выбора: что мне делать, продолжить ли это, ты смотришь в глубину этой бездны, трепеща от её непроглядного дна. Но иногда, нет, что ж, однажды, ты смотришь на ненавистный окружающий мир, смотришь на собственное разрушение, оглядываешься на былое в последний раз, и отдаешь себя этой пустоте. Эта музыка похожа на ощущение полета. На отсутствие времени, тела и сознания. Ты всё и одновременно ничего. Ты некая частица связывающая бытие и небытие. И теперь тебе не страшно за будущее, потому что его нет, и не страшно за дно этой бездны. Возможно, в этот момент распахнуться твои крылья, возможно, ты будешь лететь ещё очень долго, а возможно, ты разобьешься о скалы, но этих мыслей нет в твоей голове. Там внизу - мягкая подушка, на которую ты клал голову, обдумывая в сотый раз обидное слово, сказанное любимым; обнимал ее в слезах, потому что больше обнять некого; бил от боли; зажимал уши во время паники. Ты можешь отдохнуть, наконец-то. Наконец-то поспать за долгое время. Ощущение, словно тебя ласкают волны теплого, соленого моря где-то в далекой от цивилизации пещеры, бывшей когда-то обителью. Лунный свет озаряет твои руки и тело, словно укрывает мягким одеялом, чтобы ты наконец-то смог согреться. Утром рассвет потревожит твой сон, но всё в порядке. Никто не знает, что будет дальше - да и зачем это знать. Всё, чего я когда-либо хотел - вздохнуть полной грудью там, где не придется искать разницу между шумом и тишиной. Возможно, как только ты будешь готов встать со своего мягкого лона, как только в тебе будет хватать сил вновь посмотреть на этот мир, что приобрел краски и значение во время этого долгого полета, неожиданно, стены пещеры разрушит эхо голоса любимых. Не будет больше ни дня, ни ночи, ни луны, ни солнца; ни неба, ни земли, ни прошлого ни будущего; только ты посреди этой большой земли, усеянной лабиринтами и вечными играми в салочки. Все говорят, что счастье за ними, что счастье бежать по ним; нет, мой друг, счастье в том, чтобы открыть глаза. эта музыка похожа на осознанное сновидение, далекое воспоминание из детства. Спасибо за это. Она помогает погрузиться в собственную бездну каждому из нас, чтобы по пробуждению сделать верный шаг в пользу самих себя.
Какой замечательный, пронзительный до глубины души комментарий. На самом деле всё описано с такой поразительной точностью. Спасибо за это. Я буду и дальше искать ответ на вопрос "кто я?". Не вижу себя в будущем. Мечтаю лишь обрести абсолютное счастье. Так кто же я? Мне нужно снять все маски, которые были надеты столько лет.. Я больше не желаю убегать от себя, мне нужно лишь понять.
Спасибо за этот большой текст. Он глубокий и исцеляющий. Никогда не плачу, читая комментарии под подобными видео, но этот - исключение. Надеюсь, мы все перестанем «бороться» и откроем глаза.
Why do I want to run away to the beach late at the evening and just walk by the waves while listening to this. But to be honest, sounds like a dream that could come true. Just me and my thoughts, such a great break for me. Really great playlist, I am loving it!
It feels so surreal to know that there are millions of us who like this. Makes walking in the crowd feel different for me. We pass by each other many times I'm sure.
I've been writing a story, and listening to specific comp has gotten the most outta me, IDK, it just hits different. Makes me feel like I'm in another world
I love this kind of music. I don't get how so many people chill to music where someone sings, when you can listen to this right here. But maybe it's just my taste, because it's just chilling and it brings you to an other universe. Also great for working or doing Homework...
I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ Not my words Im just passing this around! :)
probably the warmest words for I don’t know how long. thank you 🥲 want something in return. and I wish you recovery, recovery from what dragged you into this "playlist".
Feelings are born from thought. This is how to reject them. 1. The inner void that is without thought, is the WAY. 2. The silence that discards thoughts is the TRUTH. 3. The mind eyes that allow you to see the present living moment without the curtain of thoughts is the LIFE. This is the tabernacle this is Christ consciousness. Do the silent prayer #BondRebuilding the man to rebuild the family. Forgive your parents for not being perfect. Then have mercy on yourself for judging them.
For some reason I listen to this while at my school's student lounge late at night while writing notes and studying. Makes me think about stuff. Things that could've been , things where they are now, and where past friends are now. But i like it like that..
I always feel so alone even when im not alone i cant explain it but it follows me like a shadow, every night i lay awake thinking about ending it all but i cant bring myself to do it yet but every night i get closer and closer to doing it.
Music really does give off emotion. I have seen fully grown men who have never cried in their entire adult life cry to the right music. Not because something happened. But because of the sounds they hear, feel, love. When people listen to this sometimes they feel comforted, sad, or even angry. When I do, I realize how far I have come, what I have been through, the mistakes I made, and what I did to be forgiven and make up for them. Never forget your worth, if you feel like you have none than I am sorry to report that you have some things to realize. As the great Gandalf the Grey once said “There is a lot more in him than you guess, and a deal more than he has any idea of himself.” It doesn’t matter what you think your worth as long as you have a healthy amount of confidence than you can conquer anything. I know this took many turns in the point but it all stand here for anyone who may need it.
Snowfall ❄️💠💎 0:00 Milk cassette 🥀🌙🍁 2:05 This feeling 🐚🍂🫧 5:10 Retire 🌘💤💍 6:39 You not the same 🦋🕸️🕷️ 10:03 November 8 ⏳🐞🗓️ 12:44 Altas 💧🌊🦋 14:49 If its real, then i’ll stay 💤🍁✨ 16:53 Distorted memories 🕷️🥀🧍 20:35 Life’s too short 🌙🐞🐚 22:34 Morning mist 🌫️💤🕸️ 25:18 Sometimes 💍⏳🍂 28:44 Watching the stars ✨🌙🍂 30:10 Lost tape 🪡🗓️⏳ 31:34 The end is the beginning 🍁✨🌻 33:20 Outside 🌿🌾🪐 35:41 Avenoir 🌷🔥☂️ 37:22 Snowfeild ☁️🏔️🍃 42:17 Dystopia 🛸🪨🦪 45:58 Hide away 🍄🌎🪱 47:49 In ur arms 💎⚡️🐞 49:22 I might be dead 💀👁️🫀 50:50 Emptiness 🪨🧍🏔️ 53:20 Shrine 🪱✨🏔️ 55:37 Runaway 🏃🥀🌧️ 58:18 🌼🌻🌝🌕🌞⚡️🌙💫🌟
It's a weird feeling. Spending dozens of hours with this music playing in the background as you struggle your way through homework assignment after homework assignment, feeling like you're drowning in deadlines and imposter syndrome. Only to come back to it later and get a beautiful sense of nostalgia for those dark times.
When I listen this, I cry a bit because I remember my childhood memories which will fade away slowly. I wanted to be older very fast when I was young but now I want to go back to my young version who has a lot of amazing memories while living in peaceful wonderful life.
Эта музыка пробуждает во мне животный страх безнадёжности и одиночества. Мне вспоминается крыша заброшенной котельной, на которой мы с друзьями собирались в безоблачные зимние вечера, чтобы молча посмотреть на такие далекие звезды. Беззаботность того бытия уже не вернуть. Но пока я слушаю эту музыку, мне мерзко вспоминать те редкие моменты радости из моей жизни. Я просто хочу раствориться в собственной печали. Как же мне неприятно от самого себя в такие моменты.
Очень зря, таким моментам надо радоваться, каждой минуте надо улыбаться, ты есть, ты живой, ты нужен и раз ты есть, то значит хорошие моменты еще ждут тебя.
Первая песня отправляет меня в прошлое... В детство . Сразу вспомнилось какая жизнь была беззаботная , ни о чем не думал, а сейчас вспоминаю и хочется плакать . Спасибо за плейлист .Ty for this playlist
I'm going through a situationship breakup and thankfully I found this mix to calm my thoughts and anxiety - I'm not only losing someone I have feelings for, but also a friend. He's becoming distant and there's nothing else I can do besides to give him space. But I'm starting to accept that he probably never cared about me in the first place.
Aw man pal, I feel ya, same happened to me. Honestly, just talk to them about it. You've prolly already lost it since I'm late asf to reply but if youre still holding on, speak, just say you feel distant, or sad with it. Talking helps, if it doesn't, I'm here for ya
Don't wait for anyone. Life is too short. If you find each other again later on in life than so be it. But don't use up emotional energy on someone who isn't there. Use that energy on you. You deserve better.
i relate to this so much as I’ve just gone through this as well, a couple of months ago. I loved him so much but i could tell his feelings were fading. but the reason why it hurt so much was because he would never admit he was falling out of love with me and would insist that he only needs time, when i could feel him growing distant but not wanting to hurt me. i could see that he didn’t look at me with the same eyes anymore. he was trapped but was too kind to end it. the worst thing was, he was my first love and best friend. i can’t face him ever again. Its taken a long time, denial, anguish and a lot of tears but i promise you, time does not heal but it will lessen the pain slowly. stay strong❤️🩹
This brings me back to a time I walked home on a rainy school night, I was tired from the pain and annoyance from the teachers and joking students. I came home into my house, saddened as always wishing I could do better. I went upstairs to my room and stared into the night sky, bringing a thought to my head.. "Where is my roof?"
Bro... music is the rhythm of the universe, the beat that connects us all and reminds us of our intrinsic interconnectedness. In a world that often feels divided and tumultuous, music offers a source of comfort and healing, a way to tap into the profound beauty and harmony that lies beneath the surface of all things.
I just feel so in the 'now' when I'm listening to this. I'm observing and not judging. I've constantly been in a state of flux all my life, but this just brings me back. I especially like having it on whilst I drive to work during the chaotic commute. Cars rushing, pushing, swerving, and curving. I just sit in the left lane cruising at 60 watching them all fight it out. It's a nice place to be in.
This music reminds me of one of the best feelings I have experienced. Sometimes, despite the time, despite the location, my focus softens, and my mind starts to wander. It's like I'm thinking of everything and nothing all at once. I think of everything that could happen in some distant future, even the future's that don't fit this world, and I am submerged in the nothingness of a calm mind. Moments like these are few and far between, especially now that I have graduated from school and am no longer offered those hours of daydreaming. Although I enjoy living in the moment and absorbing all that is around me, those rare moments of pure imagination will forever have a special place in my heart.
I was just working while listening to music and suddenly this wholesome pice of art hit, and I just got the urge of calling my dad and mom and tell them I love them, I realized I never tell them how much I love them. Im really full of things that I never get the chance to vent out, and today in the middle of the office I just broke in tears, I feel relief, thanks to whoever create this, I really appreciate your effort. love people.
This song had to be proof that music is a part of the soul. It takes people to a level of feeling where you realize just how strong emotions can be. Just from hearing them it steals my mind away from the moment and I dwell on the past and the future.
This just hurts. I wanna just experience those memories again. I miss those memories. Now I’m stuck in here, in my bed, while it’s raining and listening to this. Time flies 💔
Sometimes I listen to this just when I’m disassociating in society, almost disappearing in the blur of problems. Helps me connect with my self when I’m lost. No amount of therapy could have helped as much as this, praise be to the creator.
Mix is available on Spotify, Apple & Deezer. Link here: lnk.to/darkambient
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Come to my channel, we stopped by the side of the road, turned on the fireplace on multimedia and listened to the sounds of rain
Can u make "Distorted Memories" For 1 hour? Please.
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Listening to this at night makes you feel like you’re in a different world tbh
this is the perfect night music to lay down look up and think
Exactly
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@DARIA VOINEA to be honest
try on lsd, shit hits different. nostalgic, sad, amazing all at the same time
If you listen to it when you're happy, it's peaceful, if you listen to it when you're sad, it hurts...
so peaceful
ay yo thats a pretty cool thought
@@WRXCKMANE a person finds his own feelings in songs, long story short, he finds his own story, even in classical music, it's as if you write the music yourself, I THINK
@John David Rhoderick the main thing is to find peace, some people listen because of peace, others because of sadness, but finding peace is the best:)
Oddly reminds me of minecraft music
These songs aren’t happy, they aren’t sad. They don’t make you mad or judgmental. They don’t make you think… they just make you feel… and I appreciate that more than you could possibly imagine
each of them has something different..
This guy gets it.
Well said ❤ haven’t been very happy lately and this made me want to give you a hug
@@gdog8201 *sending hugs* ❤
@@fruittree1670 *accepts hugs* 🙂
It’s crazy how music can have 0 words in it but speak volumes to you
That's because everything that music can possibly tell you is already within.
@@sonicmaths8285прекрасные слова...
@@ИльяНикулин-з8р Какая ты конкретных имеешь виду?
@@sonicmaths8285,words that music tells what is inside us words that music tells what is inside us. Sorry, my English is bad
@@ИльяНикулин-з8р But you didn’t use the plural
For some reason the first tune took me back to my early childhood, I remember some toys that would have little melodies that were both calming and sad for me and they would make me feel funny as thoughts would come and go, I'd imagine myself in the future taking care of my old parents, if I would be alone and lonely after they passed away.
It's a very strange thing that I as an infant could already have the concept of death in my mind, as far back as I remember I always took this concept with a lot of fascination.
It didn't take long though for my father to pass, I was twelve at the time and didn't have the opportunity to care for him as I had imagined.
Two months ago my grandma passed too, I had the opportunity to stay by her side until the last day, she was bedridden for the past year, so I'm quite satisfied I got to care for her until the end.
And one year and 10 days ago, my girlfriend passed away too, we basically grew up together, we were going to marry, move away, have our own family, and expected to live a calm life, to be there for one another until we were old and ready to part for a while.
I had other losses too, but amongst all of them those three have been the ones I had the most diverse experiences with grief.
For grandma it hurt just at the beginning, a week later the heartache wasn't there anymore, that's because when we learn about death we already expect for our older members of the family to pass away first, and I was getting ready for that day many years ago. The experience itself was very fulfilling too, since I did all I could do for her, I'd say I accomplished my duty to her.
For father it hurt a lot, even though, as well as with grandma, we already expect to burry our parents when we learn about death, it happened very soon in my life, it was unexpected, he had a cancer that grew for a very long time, silently, and when exams finally came it was already terminal. His passing was so shocking I only realised I wouldn't see him again when the coffin was getting closed. At that age I'd look at him and see him as my hero, so it's a very strange thing to see a hero fall like this in one month he was well, and in the other he was sleeping in a bed of flowers, eerily silent. At least I got to say goodbye to him, and from there on the pressure of having to grow up soon taking lots of responsibilities I wasn't ready for gave me a crippling depression.
For my girlfriend, this was the toughest one, she is the one who always were there for me, who gave me hope for things would get better, and having her by my side allowed me to dream bigger and go after the things I wanted, but we never think someone our age would die so suddenly. Last year her family got sick, contracted covid and she stayed to help them recover, but she would be the last person of her family to get infected and the only one who died. In one week after she tested positive she had 75% of her lungs afflicted, she got admited in a hospital, and in another week she passed away. In the end I couldn't see her, I couldn't talk to her, I couldn't be there for her, I couldn't take care of her.
During the first 8 months the heartache was so intense and so crippling I couldn't get out of my bed, I'd wake up with an intense pain in my chest and would go to sleep with it, sometimes I'd even cry in my sleep. During this time I felt like I was slowly dying, that my heart was about to give up and stop anytime.
I felt weak, lost a lot of weight, gained a lot of weight, lost any will to keep on living, wanted to kill myself but couldn't commit to it. I just wanted us to be together, besides that nothing really made sense anymore, other things didn't matter. I still don't know where did I pull the strenght to keep on living, but I know she wouldn't want that for me, I also had to take care of my grandma, and maybe having this single purpose saved me. And now I'm here today, still kind off hurting, but I can still go on. I'm about to be 30 this year, and we were together for half of our lives.
So, if you're going trough some very hard times in your life, and don't want to live in this world anymore, and you can't go on, things doesn't make sense, and you've completely lost your way; take a deep breath, because when you think you can't take on your struggles anymore know you have still half of your strenght left, hidden somewhere deep inside of you. And it's fine to stop for a while, or reduce the pace to recover. But if you set a goal for yourself and focus on surviving through these hardships only to get there, you will get a hold to that hidden strenght you have, even if you can't get to that goal, but you will have made through the hardest days of your life, and that only helps you shape a better you.
Also don't be shy and seek help, a good professional therapist can help you see through the darkest days.
I'm gonna go now, to take my medicine and ready myself for another battle,
Godspeed, fellow survivors!
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I'm very sorry for your losses. You've been through a lot and you're inspiring me. Godspeed!
Thank you for sharing this.
That was so touching and beautiful. Your write with such fluidity and honesty. It comforted me as well as brought me to tears. I think I'm in 💕...
im writing this from my grandmas account because its almost midnight here and i was just appreciating life for what its given me. this really resonated with me because even though i havent seen half the pain you have, imagining your loved ones die and preparing for it since you were a kid is something ive done and im currently going through a rathed painful breakup. firstly, thank you for reminding me how life has been fairly gracious to me, and secondly, wow. this is so beautifully written and im so sorry about all the people youve had to lose, it hurt honestly, reading this beautiful paragraph. youre an amazing man bro, im overcome by admiration. stay strong g, because a man like you who's been through all this and manages to get up to fight again - thats no man thats a beast. godspeed brother and may your loved ones rest in peace. much love.
Your opening paragraph very much reminds me of the film ‘Interstellar’ - phenomenal film if you haven’t heard of/seen it before.
Beautiful writing, difficult thoughts, a heartfelt read. Thank you for sharing.
To YOU reading this, I pray that whatever is bothering and hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May all the negativity, dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind and may clarity replace confusion. May your life be filled with peace, love, compassion, clarity, and companionship
ty 💙 I needed to read this
I really needed a comment like this. Every day, I worry or overthink something bad is about to happen. So, thank you!
ありがとう
Thank you.
Sometimes you can’t take away your pain when you are the pain
Listening to this the day before my high school graduation. Feels bad man, but I'm glad I'm taking one more step into adulthood and making my parents proud. My mom never finished high school and my dad never made it. I'm going to make me and my family proud.
Good luck. May your dreams and goals come true.
congratulations on graduating, and good luck!!
Proud of you, the first few years after graduating are scary, but i wish you luck and strength going forward.
Hey mate
I'm little late to discover this amazing orchestra.
Congrats on graduating, you have made many proud of you.
In this new chapter of your life I wish the best of the best.
You can reach everything you like. Just focus on it. Be brave, gentle, humble, savy, but don't forget to be yourself!
Enjoy your days!
Farewell friend
Congrats, my friend! There will never be another time like your high school experience - The laughs, the friends, the sadness, the happiness... Look back on it with fondness because your life will change a lot in the next few years. It may be scary and uncertain at times but it will all work out for you. Good Luck.
I cant believe how sad I would have been listening to this a year ago, I’m so grateful I got over whatever I was going through… I can confirm though, my self esteem and happiness are the highest they’ve been in my life, and to the person who took the time to read this, I wish you the same!
U did great and stayed VERY strong bro, we should think that sometimes, "It's a bad moment, not a bad life" 👍
Thanks bud
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Thanks 🙏
happy to be a part of this mix
Надеюсь ты выпустишь еще с reidenshi
@@МихаилБухтояров-щ1з совсем скоро 👁
твоя музыка так прекрасна! я очень люблю ее
я тебя так люблю
bro your music brilliant your one of my role models
reminds me of how fascinating the universe is, i don't really get those people who are scared of it. i've always been obsessed with science ever since i was a kid, i was so obsessed with stars, black holes, planets and how infinite the universe is.
Exactly, almost everyone in the comments is talking about how it fits there somber sadness but I dont hear that in this playlist. It sounds as if I've learnt the mystery of the universe and exploring galaxies and with a hint of nostalgia . Ur comment loved it
Never really was into science. But, it is beautiful. I appreciate people who dive into science.
This reminds me of one time I was playing SR2 just messing around with a weird space plane I came up with, I forgot to include gauges or even an altimeter, and only realized it when I had already gone to the night side of the main planet, and while figuring out by eye where to glide to and land I had one of the most relaxing experiences ever, even if it was just a game, it was a whole different experience, I realized a lot of things, one of them being that we are too small to waste time waging pointless wars, things would have been so much better if we put conflicts aside and chased the stars instead, imagine how far we would have already gotten if we worked as a species, and not as divided nations
It's weird to think of, and maybe too late for it to happen, but it's something I like imagining, and I wish we could have seen it happen, but not all great things are meant to be and I'm fine with that
Look up “the overseer effect” and how astronauts perspectives change while seeing how fragile and alone earth is while viewed from space. Life is a gift. Its an anomaly
Same
Every night, at 3 am, I lay in bed and listen to music like this. It makes me think about what people probably experience right now around the globe. How many people are happy, how many are in love, and how many cry. I realize that I don't matter. Many years civilization will follow after I will be gone. My existence is not of any influence.
Edit: too dumb for proper English
Jesus loves you bro, god loves you my friend, truly repent and be with Christ and you will never feel alone, you will will feel true love with Christ.
I use this sadness as gymfuel tho, so all good
It's funny how another person can think somewhat like me, I also think about stuff like that but I usually just think of scenarios that fit with the music, I guess it gives me hope that I'll experience them someday- like dancing or playing in the snow with a future lover
@Inf1nite33 alot of woke people need to hear this tbh.
Nothing we do matters. Our suffering our happiness, it will all be forgotten. I just don’t understand the purpose any of this. Why make us and then erased as if we were never here. I just hope I find the answer one day because I am getting extremely bored of life.
This music brings me so much nostalgia. Backseat happy meals, sleepovers, Christmas mornings with snow, gameboy color with Pokémon yellow and soul silver, super Mario kart, base set Pokemon, super smash bros, time spent alone, MySpace, halo 2 and 3, time in the tree fort, skateboarding with my brother, just everything came flooding back at once and brought me to happy tears. I don't know how this is possible but it unlocked memories i had completely forgotten. It made me realize how good I had it and the value of human connection and being kind to yourself. I have to loosen up these days and allow myself to experience that childlike wonder again. God bless. Born in 1994. Much love ❤
this playlist helped my tears fall quicker and ended the pain faster. thank you for making this
You'll get through this...you'll always have some or the other person for you. Neither you nor the person will know eachother...but they'll be for you...
@@ayzalyohan lmao, it is hilarious to say such a disgusting thing to a someone who was probably thinking about death of theirselves. I see losers like you on everywhere of youtube. Those who say "who asked" to someone who has lost a loved one, those who say "I hope he/she divorces you" to someone who is married to their childhood sweetheart and is happily married... you and people like you will not be successful in any area of their life, no one will love them. get out from youtube comments you ruthless loser
@@ayzalyohan ok now calm down
same
@@ayzalyohan why you dont want?
For everyone who overthinks! The main problem is you are trying to have everything under control. Sometimes in life you have to let go and let life show you the path. I've seen many people in my career who don't succeed just because they can't get out of their own way.
W facts
Thanks..
My biggest struggle rn… obvs needed to see this
@@WhaddeyaTalkeenabeet ✊✊
@@shady7764 🙏🙏
listening to this at full volume and just covering your head and closing your eyes and just imagine yourself in a whole different world, a world of your creation, is a whole different vibe.
yea thats a really accurate comment you've got there, Purple Guy, from the hit video game series Five Nights at Freddy's.
sooo true and i love it, i want to experience it
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@@TimDimNuderu YES YES INDEED I AM ALIVE
nah bro i promise im not a bot
- listening to this at night makes you feel like you’re in a different world tbh.
Because of that "sad" sound that makes different athmosphere. Plus you can wait for fog to fall down and play this. You will see how much it hits...
بالضبط 😞😞👍🏻
True 🥹
Pink Floyd?????
stop spamming comments holy shit u are so annoying
he only goes to every video and copies the most liked comments for likes so people will see his stupid fkn channel
bot 99%
this original comment has 3.8k likes. he copied it. like he does all the time everywhere.
Just turned 21. This year has sincerely been the saddest of my life. I dropped out of medschool seeking to study a major in nutrition, which Im starting on next January. Taking this decision was overwhelming, I struggled with my mental health to a point in which the only option I had left was leaving med, in order for me to finally be able to follow my dreams. Stereotypes, fears and influence made me choose medicine, but now that I’ve destroyed my social, psychological and spiritual lives, Im at last about to start my true path, the one that feels real to me.
I’ve done wrong for a long time, looking for distractions to ease my pain, such as partying, drugs, and a lot of lost time. This 2023 is about to be my year, and it will be yours as well. Im here brother/sister, if u struggling dont forget to remind yourself about your value. We come once to this live for us to live a boring one, break some rules and free your soul to live fully on your terms. From wherever u reading this, I’ll be back to tell you how I’m doing without bad habits and a new life, I hope to know from you as well, feel free to comment.
Let’s raise our energy to a major purpose, our purpose. See you soon, little one :)
Im alone,sorry(
cya
hey man can u give us an update how things are going?
Good luck with your path, its nice to know that you follow what you really want to do and that you were able to let go of things that you thought were the ones that you needed to follow !
The best to u
Normal sad songs use words to help you relate to how you feel, this is different. It’s for when there are no words to describe how you feel but it still hits deeply
no words decievi
The music speaks
i think this music its for when yo feel something in your life hurts, and there are so many words, somany thoughts in your head, for when u need to silence them...
The moon is shining
The night is silent
The room is dark
My mind is filled
My heart is empty
My eyes are tired
that was beautiful
@@infinity8362r/iam13andthisisdeep
Ok
So find the love
That you get
From the person who loves you the most
Its Jesus
@@happyangeljan6555 agree
that feeling of flying above the clouds at night with those nostalgic feelings and core memories….untouchable
yes….
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏
may be weird but im perfectly fine and i like this music
thank you...
Thanks friend
Yes it does thank u sm, this comment actually made me put the pills down.
thank you
I can't stop listening to all this music, specially the first one. It makes me think of a past that I didn't take advantage of 100%, a past in which there was only sadness, loneliness and mental suffering. I don't know if I'll ever get over it completely. But I'm also afraid to look into the future, to think that time doesn't stop and that everything will come to an end is painful for me. For that same reason, I will try to keep taking advantage of what life gives me and what I still have.
Hey "nobody"!
I just wanted to thank you for the soothing music compilations that you bring.
Thank you very much.
Your music taste alone makes you less a nobody, and more somebody with a lively soul that likes to explore itself in all its dephts.
I wish you a joyful life.
Snowfall is indeed a beautiful song, it's one of my favs!
dear future me,
if you ever come back here, because you’re feeling sad over the same guy, or just alone, please don’t let this pain take full control. mom needs you, dad loves you, the twins wants you by their side and sis needs you the most here. so please don’t let anyone or anything tear you down. life is a roller coaster, it goes up and down. remember how much your friends loves you and how much they care about, even though they don’t reallu show it.
Dear future me, please be happy and don’t stop growing.
-2022 me
Don't be sad bro, take it from a guy on the internet, you have to learn to be happy with yourself, just like how you need to love yourself before others can fully love you.
you’ve got this love
You got this.
💀
I really hope you’ll feel better soon
The fact that we're all being nostalgic of a time we never knew make me believe of past lives
tracklist
00:00 øneheart, reidenshi - snowfall
2:00 analog_mannequin - milk cassette x.mp3
5:10 øneheart - this feeling
6:39 alvedon - retire
10:03 tilekid - you not the same (slowed down version)
12:39 reidenshi - november 8
14:39 thenian - atlas
16:53 bonjr - if it's real, then i'll stay (slowed + reverb)
20:32 øneheart x reidenshi - distorted memories
22:24 metahesh - life's too short
25:06 piedkies - morning mist
28:32 ashess - sometimes
29:48 øneheart - watching the stars
31:24 antent - lost tape
33:20 metahesh - the end is the beginning
35:41 øneheart - outside
37:20 diedlonely - avenoir
42:12 hozuki - snowfield
45:58 thenian - dystopia
47:49 øneheart - hide away
49:22 antent - in your arms
50:44 metahesh - i might be dead
53:20 shibíre - emptiness
55:29 for home use only - shrine
58:17 diedlonely, nightblure - runaway
@HateXII June 3rd
Will you update the names for the ones that say unreleased?
@@kevindice25 Yep.
when will metahesh - id be released?
00:00 is this the soundtrack to Minecraft? O_o
One of the ONLY dark ambient works that isn't just the sound of an unattended vaccuum cleaner / air conditioner / garbage disposal. Real heart and intelligence produced this amazing mix.
I have been on an ambient binge this year which has inspired me. The mix is highlighting all the ambient tracks I've shared, including unreleased goodies.
Again, thank you for the support. It really does motivate me to keep going.
U haavvee to make a discord server it would be so awesome lol
I'm need in your channel and posts on 100%
One of your best releases for sure. Keep it going
Your uploads are amazing
literally been the 9nth or so time I've listened to you this week. just to legit get me to sleep. These mixes are so calm and help me fall asleep so damn quickly, there so calming, relaxing, creative and tranquil.
This is very bittersweet. I am at a point in my life where I am not depressed yet not at peace and this feels like the perfect blend of both.
The first song reminds me so much of when i was 16 and i went to the park with all my friends. We got soo high and stayed there from like 3pm till 9pm and we just ran played and at the end stared at the sky with all the stars. Never in my life did i think that was a special moment but i think about how amazing it was to experience so many connections at once . People fell in love, cried, struggled with their identities. Life is honestly worth living. Theres moment like this even now but its so beautiful to be alive and see how life does it to you.
Damn. I did exactly the same with my friends 3-4 years ago. What a great time. We didn’t know how amazing these experience were. We truly lived. We laughed the hardest, argued on maximum capacity and really enjoyed the moments. Even when we heated each other, it was real. Its crazy how things can change.
At the beginning when it ended I was really sad that it was over. But now, I am happy that it did happen at all.
My advice to every young person is to truly live life. Enjoy every moment even when it is a bad experience. Eventually, you are gona mis that too..
Absolutely beautiful, I wouldn’t of been able to say it better. I hope you and your friends are still going strong, hold them for as long as you can 💜🙌🏽
This playlist transcend space and time. It can morph people’s emotions and be what it needs to be for that human being at that very moment. I could feel what you wrote. I too am high!😂 your words made sense to me.
I feel like this music slapped me back into reality. Realising I've been on auto pilot for so long and then grieving the changes that have become within myself and my current life. The sadness is so overwhelming but this kind of music helps with the grief. It's almost comforting but at the same time soul breaking
I feel you
This kinda music is like that I feel similar with this is slapped me and reminded me of how much I didn't care anymore and how I was in disregard for everyone else
Keep strong my friend
You so deep just like most of us on here ❤️
Hey there.
What are you doing here so late?
Can't sleep?
Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night.
I get that.
It feels nice to do that, so I understand.
Take all the time you need.
You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break.
Wanna sit down for a while?
Tell me about what's bothering you?
Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying.
I wanna be here for you.
I'll try to help as best as I can.
I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story.
Ah, that sucks.
I can't begin to imagine how you must feel.
You're so tough for getting through all of that.
I'm so proud of you for not giving up.
Of course I understand.
One broken soul to another.
I just want to remind you.
No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong.
Take care of yourself.
You can't go into a battle already wounded.
You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest.
This will all be over soon.
And hey.
If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here.
Helping people is my specialty.
They always find their way, one way or another.
You can come sit down with me any time.
I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen.
And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you.
My job is done.
Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on.
You'll always have my support.
I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve.
Before you go...
I love you.
I love you too.
Thank you so much 💓
I really needed tho hear this
thank you:}
ily thank you 💕
I come back to this video once in a while, reminds me of where I use to be, how life use to feel, but now I am where I once dreamed to be.
"Even in the toughest moments, remember that hope can be found in the smallest of things; let that spark guide you to keep moving forward."
Bro this hurts
My dad passed away around two weeks ago... Just before he went to the hospital and went on a ventilator he told me this was his favorite song. Nothing thus far has made me cry so quickly, this is a truly beautiful song and it resonates with my thoughts and feelings going through this loss
I’m so very sorry. I lost my dad 2 weeks ago to a heart attack. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. He was just 65. I thought for sure I’d have at least another 20 years with him, and his death being so sudden has really put me in a state of shock. Just realizing that we never know how much time we have left. For ourselves, and with the people we love. So cherish every moment, appreciate life. Even if it’s messy sometimes, every day is a blessing.
May his soul rest in peace.
Im sorry to hear that. I understand the pain. I lost mine 2 years ago and music is the best way I connect to him in my own way. This is almost a form of grieving and that is okay. Wishing you the best! We are going through all of this to make us the person we deserve to be!
all my love for you and your family, my grandma passed away too so i can feel it...your dad is now in a perfect world and he always loves you
Pretty sure when of my parents dies, I'm gonna be on the verge of suicide for the rest of my life
Laying on my bed, hugging my pillow, with a major thunderstorm and lightnings outside, listening to this playlist.... I've never felt more comfortable
Isn't it beautiful, dreamscape?
To evoke so many emotions from human beings that you have never seen before, to bring memories and feelings from the hearts and minds of people across the earth.
To create something so mesmerizing that makes you wanna cry from only thinking how meaningful it is to you, to have created this mix and put all of your feelings into it, and to bring people to feel the same about your creation.
Isn't it beautiful, dreamscape? To have the power to feel and connect with others who feel as well...
- A little poem/letter in honor of what you do. Thank you...
@dreamscape
Well said:)!!!
Im listening to this while im traveling through the foggy Alps and the feeling is indescribable
Omg can i join you ❤
damn I am able to imagine that very well!
Hows Life After One month ?
fog is pretty cool, gives a sense of comfort to me for some reason
@@zipp1863 very good to be honest, thank you for asking
Listened to this while going on a long trail run in the woods after dark. Quite literally the most peaceful experience of my life, would definitely recommend
This is the only non-toxic and beautiful community on the internet, I love you guys
Love you too random but beautiful stranger :)
🫶
this mix perfectly describes how numb to everything I'm feeling right now
Me too, let’s hug
E
Try dopamine detox, you’ll feel less numb for sure
@@Bacon_18_ E?
@@sausagecake123 i really need a hug like man even a handshake at this moment
Listening to this at night makes you feel like you’re in a different world tbh . THanks
To be honest I'm not even especially sad at the moment but this makes me feel good for some reasons 💚 This kind of music totally matches my type of sad, ive been looking for this for months, thank you traveler ✨️
Do you play Genshin Impact?
P pop po pop pop pop pop popoooooloooooooooolooooollllllllllllllllllllll
okay it’s not hurting but my type of sad
i honestly can never escape from the reality that i will always feel like this but somehow this music sinks into my skin like nothing in my life.
it relaxes me.
our skin feels numb and we feel many emotions in us while our heart is empty
do u get it?
The feeling I get from this music is so indescribable; feeling so many emotions, feels like I'm floating or looking at a sky full of stars. I love it
This is something beautiful
If one day I have a child, I would tell my kid to enjoy his childhood as much as he can.
🍀
It wont work. My parents said that to me, but i still wanted more. As an adult i realize now what i wanted was not to be an adult, but to have my own self. a personality i developed not was shaped. Many things parents do shape it.
Yes!
This almost feels like what I would imagine certain feelings sound like. I’m not talking about the basic ones like sadness, anger or happiness, but more of the ones that are deeper down that you can’t explain. Other then that all of the songs are beautiful, and can cast a wide range of feelings that one may have.
exactly, i can’t name the feeling but it’s comforting and kind of sits deep in my stomach, especially the first song, snowfall
эти песни лечат душу,кажется дыра в сердце заполняется,но стоит выключить и всё превращается в прежнее состояние. я готова просидеть тут всю ночь,мне так хорошо..
жизнь пиздец короткая и врядли ты успеешь сделать все что хотел вроде недавно тебе было 12 лет потом 13 и так далее и ты даже не замечаешь как время по зади тебя быстро летит ты начинаешь осознавать это и понимаешь что скоро ты будешь совсем взрослым сидеть и думать 'а почему же я нечего не делал когда был маленьким, почему я столько всего пропустил? я ведь мог это сделать, у меня была возможность' но увына столько все печально
@@СтаниславБайгер-ч8т
Так приятно увидеть единомышленника
@@СтаниславБайгер-ч8т понимаю. Ещё чем дальше, тем время кажется для тебя более быстро-пролетающим, и каждый год становится все скучнее, появляются новые проблемы, которые более серьёзны по сравнению с предыдущими, начинаешь осознавать что ты уже не тот беззаботный ребёнок, которым тебе хочется сейчас стать. Становишься менее впечатлительным, без эмоциональным, как буд-то мир теряет краски. Но когда ты вспоминаешь прошлое, то ты вспоминаешь тот мир, который дарил тебе эмоции и ты заново переживаешь их, появляется чувство ностальгии
Мне в августе 30 и осень теперь не кажется таким уж .......холодным ,а лето тёплым ......
_it its make me sad -мне очень грустно_
*Благодарю кто разделяет это чувство лайк значит ....ДА*
I was listening to this playlist during a late night road trip. It was an amazing experience, there were little to no cars on the road, the freeway looked beautiful with their lights, the cool breeze from the ac in the car, and the closed buildings on the skyline. I am so grateful to have had such a calming, beautiful experience
Snowfall is my favorite, is very nostalgic ✨✨
Reminds me of working At a horse farm during winter
I may have just found my new favorite genre of music.
me too
😶🌫
I am not sad. This piece of music is just so beautiful and relaxing and helps me imagine that I am an explorer encountering the unknown
i play this then lay on my bed at night. i swear the feeling I get is addictive.
Would you like to listen to acm beat music sometime, I just love acm beat 💖💓💓💓
What keeps me awake at night is I don’t want my kids to ever feel as down as I can get…. Not really sure how to protect them from that but it’s just a hope, a glimmer… I want them to not lose that spark
Life is full of up and downs, you can’t ever truly be at your highest without being at your lowest and you can’t truly know what it feels like to be loved you til you love
Although it’s hard to see and know your child is down and feeling depressed the best thing you can do for them is to be ready to listen if they feel they need it and to show them just how much you love them
I hope this helps, and I hope your feeling better
Когда сидишь и слушаешь этот плейлист, начинаешь вспоминать все хорошие и плохие моменты, ты чувствуешь себя таким пустым и непонятным, это чувство такое странное, хочеться всё вернуть назад и не допускать каких либо ошибок, хочешь взять и написать человеку с которым хочешь возобновить общение, ты просто хочешь всё наладить, но ты боишься что всё станет еще хуже, по этому сидишь сложа руки
Наш мозг исчет способы полегче,поэтому просто сидит и ждёт,пока всё само наладится,или нас спасут другие,в итоге мы тратим время, которое мог потратить на то,чтобы научиться спасать себя сам,но время тратиться на ожидание спасения,и попытку понравится другим,чтобы они сделали всё за нас. Я просто буду красивым и угодливым,а вы пока обустройте мою жизнь. Но всем похуй. А мы в итоге на них ещё и обижаемся за это. Куча времени на ветер,а проблема основная не решена. Надеюсь когда-нибудь мы все поймём что всё очень просто и механично,берёшь и делаешь. Без пиздостраданий. Но как же это иногда прикольно,покупаться в собственных проблемах
@@kewah4 Очень мудрые слова. И боже, как же не хватает некоторым людям осознания смысла этой мудрости...
Wow you’re words have really touched me that is beautiful
@@kewah4 спасибо за помощь
Yeng and yang
This music emanates a different type of sadness. It’s not a cry sad, it’s a empty kind of feeling. Everytime I listen to these it brings me back to before my home burned down and life was so sweet and simple, ever since I lost my home I’ve felt empty but this music fills that void
stay strong my man
it gets better man
Tout est éphémère, le matériel, l'argent, nos objets de valeurs .l'essentiel est d'être quelqu'un de bien,car à DIEU nous appartenons et a lui nous retournons.
Hey, I recently Lost my Mother to Drugs. Its been hard, Complicated, knowing that the bond between me and her was shattered. This emptiness is something that I've had playing in my head for a while now. It fills mine too, But stay strong. You need it.
Музыка прям отлично подходит под такие моменты, когда ты чисто сидишь где-нибудь на кухне ночью и размышляешь о чем-то своем, о будущем, о настоящем, о прошлом... Не важно где вы находитесь, продолжайте идти к своей цели или хоть к чему-то, что поможет вам вылезти из своего омута :)
this is huge help for me also in the moving forward department ..
no matter my mood or how i maybe feeling,
always continuing with things of interest defeats the mood or feeling without a fight
most times
или когда все спят , а вы на кухне с подругой обе с бессонницей , пришли попить , смотрите в окно зимней ночи и рассуждаете о жизни просто , что есть на душе
спасибо большое за слова поддержки
Dude, I know the comments saying "listening to this at night transports you to a different world, tbh" seem exaggerative , but trust me, it is a lot more accurate than you think. Just being up late working on artwork for a class you didn't even sign up for; a class you didn't even expect to enjoy; a class you didn't even expect to improve at, and just chilling listening to music or watching Nuzlockes. Genre after genre after video passes by. Breakcore, rock, nightcore, hyperpop, retro indie rock. 9:00, 10:00, 12:00, 1:00, 1:40. Getting to this for as long as you're awake is a surrealistic experience. Contemplating whenever your mind wanders off, spacing out, locking in, everything.
There's no better way to describe it than yoy did
This music makes me feel like I’m walking through the forest , maybe looking out from a hill top in the early morning. A little bit cold outside, some fog, trees and no people. Just nature. That is what this music makes me imagine. I really want to listen to this while doing that.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this.
Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head.
And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D
-Not mine, but pass it around guys
I will take this into mind, I do cry, I do create, I do have homework, I do read, I do things that make me happy when I feel sad and lonely, I appreciate people who take time and write these massages that help us feel better about ourselves, I do try to make people feel better, but nothing ever works....I will share this to everyone....because.... sometimes.....all people need is just a nice complement or music or even a message every once in a while.....people deserve a break from all the hatred and toxic Ness that is in the world......people just need a break....I get it....I feel the same way.....thank you for your time and for making this message for people to read and feel better about themselves...... life sucks and I know.... if anyone needs help just tell me.... I feel the same way.... and so do others.... thank you and have a good day or night!!!! and remember! YOU MATTER!!!
♡
This is what I needed btw thanks a lot 🛐
💕
So cozy. Thank You so much. It’s night and I’m doing my homework.
спасибо, это то, что я искал. чувствуя грусть и усталось, я наконец-то смогу отдохнуть..
моё спокойствие = эта музыка.
причем именно в грустной и мрачной музыке мое спокоиствие и отдых
релакс
жизнь пиздец короткая и врядли ты успеешь сделать все что хотел вроде недавно тебе было 12 лет потом 13 и так далее и ты даже не замечаешь как время по зади тебя быстро летит ты начинаешь осознавать это и понимаешь что скоро ты будешь совсем взрослым сидеть и думать 'а почему же я нечего не делал когда был маленьким, почему я столько всего пропустил? я ведь мог это сделать, у меня была возможность' но увына столько все печально
@@СтаниславБайгер-ч8т ты прав на 100 % друг мой
@@СтаниславБайгер-ч8т Харош чел
This kind of music makes you feel like your in a happy, peaceful place you've never been to before when i listen to this i think of happy memories and places that never existed
To whoever listening to this deep ambiance, to who’s going through the shallow of darkness, may you crack open for the light of conscious shining through you, there’s nothing else but LOVE, BEAUTY, and CREATIVITIES. Rise!
Как будто едешь с родителями поздней ночью в другой город на машине, смотришь в окно на автостраду со множеством машин, везде светят фары и высокие фонари, вроде хочется узнать, куда вы едете, а вроде ты уже спишь...
потрясающее описание
this is so accurate
@@danilaradio спасибо с:
@@matifadzaaa thx, that were just my first thought
@@haku7321 anytime, absolutely amazing
в последнее время я начала понимать, насколько сильно устаю от людей вокруг меня, от притворства, от негатива да вообще от всего что ли. мне просто хочется абсолютной тишины, отсутствия чьих-то голосов, криков и прочего. поэтому я стараюсь каждый день найти хотя бы один час времени, когда я могу провести время в тишине и умиротворении. при этом я и сама достаточно весёлая и оптимистичная, но такие моменты... накатывают всё чаще и чаще.
эта прекрасная подборка дарит ту самую тишину, спокойствие..
Эта мелодия заставляет успокоиться и поверить, что все будет хорошо
I swear there are probably countless dreams that Im not aware that I dream because I forget them when waking up. But sometimes in the transition from sleep to being awake I can recall a dream, and theyd feel so real..
After working for 9 days straight this is exactly what i needed. As always loving your uploads Dreamscape, thank you for your artist researching effort. Much love from Poland!
Widzę kolega ma podobny gust. To się szanuje.
O kurwa that's a lot of work you're doing there mate!
12 Days straight It's much harder as Nurse
@@RentabaAmakura Now now, this isn't a competition.
@@TimSlee1 i just wanted to say this 😅
This is my favorite music playlist, I listen to it almost all the time when I do my work for school, from beginning to end. It's so relaxing, it doesn't feel morbid or sad, like you're in a dark forest or deep in the sea, but it's just peaceful.
So it was just pouring down rain and I was listening to this while sitting outside. This was so unreal there were literal humming birds flying around me as almost if they were dancing. It felt like all my worries just vanished in the matter of seconds. As if they were calling for me telling me to not worry and to just let go. Crazy just crazy.
Edit: Imagine that for yourself and the same thing might happen. I hope whoever reads this has a wonderful day and I hope you know that your amazing and so many great things will happen they are being sent your way soon. 💜
The connection that this kind of music mix makes with us is incredible. I always have philosophical inspirations at dawn listening to this.... lmao.
Thank you for the message of encouragement! I hope your day is wonderful too!
You know its a good playlist whenit starts with snowfall❄️🌨
this makes me feel a combination of dread, anxiety, nostalgia, and fear and i like it
Этот плейлист нечто бесценное. Словно ты сжег все мосты и дороги, больше нет твоей памяти и прошлого; больше нет настоящего. Есть лишь ты и бездна, от который ты так отчаянно бежал, пытаясь забить пустоту, излечить её ядом доводя себя до ужасного состояния, в надежде, что круг событий и чувств, по которому ты ходишь, разомкнется сам собой. И когда больше некуда бежать, становится ясным как день, что твой главный страх - и есть твое спасение от него же самого. Это похоже на парадокс, вроде того, что хаос - неупорядочен, и благодаря этому приобретает четкую структуру и движение. За всеми нами стоит какой-то страх, событие, время, тень - от который мы стараемся скрыться за работой или чем угодно, лишь бы не думать, не вспоминать о её существовании. И вот, находясь на пороге крайнего выбора: что мне делать, продолжить ли это, ты смотришь в глубину этой бездны, трепеща от её непроглядного дна. Но иногда, нет, что ж, однажды, ты смотришь на ненавистный окружающий мир, смотришь на собственное разрушение, оглядываешься на былое в последний раз, и отдаешь себя этой пустоте. Эта музыка похожа на ощущение полета. На отсутствие времени, тела и сознания. Ты всё и одновременно ничего. Ты некая частица связывающая бытие и небытие. И теперь тебе не страшно за будущее, потому что его нет, и не страшно за дно этой бездны. Возможно, в этот момент распахнуться твои крылья, возможно, ты будешь лететь ещё очень долго, а возможно, ты разобьешься о скалы, но этих мыслей нет в твоей голове. Там внизу - мягкая подушка, на которую ты клал голову, обдумывая в сотый раз обидное слово, сказанное любимым; обнимал ее в слезах, потому что больше обнять некого; бил от боли; зажимал уши во время паники. Ты можешь отдохнуть, наконец-то. Наконец-то поспать за долгое время. Ощущение, словно тебя ласкают волны теплого, соленого моря где-то в далекой от цивилизации пещеры, бывшей когда-то обителью. Лунный свет озаряет твои руки и тело, словно укрывает мягким одеялом, чтобы ты наконец-то смог согреться. Утром рассвет потревожит твой сон, но всё в порядке. Никто не знает, что будет дальше - да и зачем это знать. Всё, чего я когда-либо хотел - вздохнуть полной грудью там, где не придется искать разницу между шумом и тишиной. Возможно, как только ты будешь готов встать со своего мягкого лона, как только в тебе будет хватать сил вновь посмотреть на этот мир, что приобрел краски и значение во время этого долгого полета, неожиданно, стены пещеры разрушит эхо голоса любимых. Не будет больше ни дня, ни ночи, ни луны, ни солнца; ни неба, ни земли, ни прошлого ни будущего; только ты посреди этой большой земли, усеянной лабиринтами и вечными играми в салочки. Все говорят, что счастье за ними, что счастье бежать по ним; нет, мой друг, счастье в том, чтобы открыть глаза.
эта музыка похожа на осознанное сновидение, далекое воспоминание из детства.
Спасибо за это. Она помогает погрузиться в собственную бездну каждому из нас, чтобы по пробуждению сделать верный шаг в пользу самих себя.
lol
Как точно ты описал мои чувства во время прослушивания этого плейлиста
харош
Какой замечательный, пронзительный до глубины души комментарий. На самом деле всё описано с такой поразительной точностью. Спасибо за это. Я буду и дальше искать ответ на вопрос "кто я?". Не вижу себя в будущем. Мечтаю лишь обрести абсолютное счастье. Так кто же я? Мне нужно снять все маски, которые были надеты столько лет.. Я больше не желаю убегать от себя, мне нужно лишь понять.
Спасибо за этот большой текст. Он глубокий и исцеляющий. Никогда не плачу, читая комментарии под подобными видео, но этот - исключение. Надеюсь, мы все перестанем «бороться» и откроем глаза.
Why do I want to run away to the beach late at the evening and just walk by the waves while listening to this. But to be honest, sounds like a dream that could come true. Just me and my thoughts, such a great break for me. Really great playlist, I am loving it!
Do it
What are you waiting for? Go for it! Go and enjoy this very moment you dream of, turn it into reality!
It feels so surreal to know that there are millions of us who like this. Makes walking in the crowd feel different for me. We pass by each other many times I'm sure.
I've been writing a story, and listening to specific comp has gotten the most outta me, IDK, it just hits different. Makes me feel like I'm in another world
I love this kind of music.
I don't get how so many people chill to music where someone sings, when you can listen to this right here.
But maybe it's just my taste, because it's just chilling and it brings you to an other universe.
Also great for working or doing Homework...
I’m proud of you for waking up.
I’m proud of you for brushing your hair.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for breathing.
I’m proud of you for making your bed.
I’m proud of you for eating.
I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat.
I’m proud of you for drinking water.
I’m proud of you for being here.
I’m proud of you for being you.
I’m proud of you for smiling.
I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for blinking.
I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed.
I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth.
I’m proud of you for standing up.
I’m proud of you for sitting down.
I’m proud of you for defending yourself.
I’m proud of you for believing in yourself.
I’m proud of you for simply trying.
I’m proud of you for being alive.
IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥
Not my words Im just passing this around! :)
thank you 💌,i am proud of you too
probably the warmest words for I don’t know how long. thank you 🥲
want something in return. and I wish you recovery, recovery from what dragged you into this "playlist".
@@4uwuk Thanks :)
Sometimes if you alive you are brave
Dude, you simply made my day.
Thanks.
This feeling is really my favorite
I would also like to study more and create music like this.
please give it a listen if you like.
SOUEI YAMAOKA『無人島』
This softens the heart of those who have harden to protect their feelings from being hurt again.
I agree totally😮
Я тоже
🥹
I know how that feels the only thing is when you harden your feeling as to protect them,it's hard to pull down the shield again...
..
Feelings are born from thought. This is how to reject them. 1. The inner void that is without thought, is the WAY. 2. The silence that discards thoughts is the TRUTH. 3. The mind eyes that allow you to see the present living moment without the curtain of thoughts is the LIFE. This is the tabernacle this is Christ consciousness. Do the silent prayer #BondRebuilding the man to rebuild the family. Forgive your parents for not being perfect. Then have mercy on yourself for judging them.
For some reason I listen to this while at my school's student lounge late at night while writing notes and studying. Makes me think about stuff. Things that could've been , things where they are now, and where past friends are now. But i like it like that..
I might be alone in this but I never feel sad listening to this kind of music, just calm/neutral. It's a nice change!
I see it like this - this genre amplifies what your current state is...
The first song almost made me cry, but listening to this is the most calm I’ve been for a while, and it does honestly feel really nice
I always feel so alone even when im not alone i cant explain it but it follows me like a shadow, every night i lay awake thinking about ending it all but i cant bring myself to do it yet but every night i get closer and closer to doing it.
Plz don’t do it it gets better
Music really does give off emotion. I have seen fully grown men who have never cried in their entire adult life cry to the right music. Not because something happened. But because of the sounds they hear, feel, love. When people listen to this sometimes they feel comforted, sad, or even angry. When I do, I realize how far I have come, what I have been through, the mistakes I made, and what I did to be forgiven and make up for them. Never forget your worth, if you feel like you have none than I am sorry to report that you have some things to realize. As the great Gandalf the Grey once said “There is a lot more in him than you guess, and a deal more than he has any idea of himself.” It doesn’t matter what you think your worth as long as you have a healthy amount of confidence than you can conquer anything. I know this took many turns in the point but it all stand here for anyone who may need it.
Snowfall ❄️💠💎 0:00
Milk cassette 🥀🌙🍁 2:05
This feeling 🐚🍂🫧 5:10
Retire 🌘💤💍 6:39
You not the same 🦋🕸️🕷️ 10:03
November 8 ⏳🐞🗓️ 12:44
Altas 💧🌊🦋 14:49
If its real, then i’ll stay 💤🍁✨ 16:53
Distorted memories 🕷️🥀🧍 20:35
Life’s too short 🌙🐞🐚 22:34
Morning mist 🌫️💤🕸️ 25:18
Sometimes 💍⏳🍂 28:44
Watching the stars ✨🌙🍂 30:10
Lost tape 🪡🗓️⏳ 31:34
The end is the beginning 🍁✨🌻 33:20
Outside 🌿🌾🪐 35:41
Avenoir 🌷🔥☂️ 37:22
Snowfeild ☁️🏔️🍃 42:17
Dystopia 🛸🪨🦪 45:58
Hide away 🍄🌎🪱 47:49
In ur arms 💎⚡️🐞 49:22
I might be dead 💀👁️🫀 50:50
Emptiness 🪨🧍🏔️ 53:20
Shrine 🪱✨🏔️ 55:37
Runaway 🏃🥀🌧️ 58:18
🌼🌻🌝🌕🌞⚡️🌙💫🌟
Im glad i can help yall
Thank you:)
@@summeringles427 np!
that's a lot of emoji
@@sourishghosh4628ikr
It's a weird feeling. Spending dozens of hours with this music playing in the background as you struggle your way through homework assignment after homework assignment, feeling like you're drowning in deadlines and imposter syndrome. Only to come back to it later and get a beautiful sense of nostalgia for those dark times.
When I listen this, I cry a bit because I remember my childhood memories which will fade away slowly. I wanted to be older very fast when I was young but now I want to go back to my young version who has a lot of amazing memories while living in peaceful wonderful life.
Эта музыка пробуждает во мне животный страх безнадёжности и одиночества. Мне вспоминается крыша заброшенной котельной, на которой мы с друзьями собирались в безоблачные зимние вечера, чтобы молча посмотреть на такие далекие звезды. Беззаботность того бытия уже не вернуть. Но пока я слушаю эту музыку, мне мерзко вспоминать те редкие моменты радости из моей жизни. Я просто хочу раствориться в собственной печали. Как же мне неприятно от самого себя в такие моменты.
Тоже самое....Закапываюсь в глубину себя и понимаю насколько же моя душа разбита...
Очень зря, таким моментам надо радоваться, каждой минуте надо улыбаться, ты есть, ты живой, ты нужен и раз ты есть, то значит хорошие моменты еще ждут тебя.
мы не одиноки, пожалуйста, будьте счастливы
Don’t think that way. Around the other side of the world we all have the same thought.
✌🏼❤️
Your not alone.
Первая песня отправляет меня в прошлое... В детство . Сразу вспомнилось какая жизнь была беззаботная , ни о чем не думал, а сейчас вспоминаю и хочется плакать . Спасибо за плейлист .Ty for this playlist
I'm going through a situationship breakup and thankfully I found this mix to calm my thoughts and anxiety - I'm not only losing someone I have feelings for, but also a friend. He's becoming distant and there's nothing else I can do besides to give him space. But I'm starting to accept that he probably never cared about me in the first place.
everything in life is ephemeral.
Aw man pal, I feel ya, same happened to me. Honestly, just talk to them about it. You've prolly already lost it since I'm late asf to reply but if youre still holding on, speak, just say you feel distant, or sad with it. Talking helps, if it doesn't, I'm here for ya
Don't wait for anyone. Life is too short. If you find each other again later on in life than so be it. But don't use up emotional energy on someone who isn't there. Use that energy on you. You deserve better.
It's better to be alone than be with someone who makes you feel alone.
i relate to this so much as I’ve just gone through this as well, a couple of months ago. I loved him so much but i could tell his feelings were fading. but the reason why it hurt so much was because he would never admit he was falling out of love with me and would insist that he only needs time, when i could feel him growing distant but not wanting to hurt me. i could see that he didn’t look at me with the same eyes anymore. he was trapped but was too kind to end it. the worst thing was, he was my first love and best friend. i can’t face him ever again. Its taken a long time, denial, anguish and a lot of tears but i promise you, time does not heal but it will lessen the pain slowly. stay strong❤️🩹
Hopping into bed and turning this on to go to sleep. Takes me to a new world when I dream that I could not achieve without this music.
Thank you.
This brings me back to a time I walked home on a rainy school night, I was tired from the pain and annoyance from the teachers and joking students.
I came home into my house, saddened as always wishing I could do better.
I went upstairs to my room and stared into the night sky, bringing a thought to my head..
"Where is my roof?"
stay strong
Hits hard...
where was the roof?
This music allows me to find comfort in death but allows me to see that there is so much to life.
Strange is was just thinking the exact same thing ...
Bro... music is the rhythm of the universe, the beat that connects us all and reminds us of our intrinsic interconnectedness. In a world that often feels divided and tumultuous, music offers a source of comfort and healing, a way to tap into the profound beauty and harmony that lies beneath the surface of all things.
Some people say that mathematics is the language of the universe ' then music is gotta be in there also...
The voice
I just feel so in the 'now' when I'm listening to this. I'm observing and not judging. I've constantly been in a state of flux all my life, but this just brings me back. I especially like having it on whilst I drive to work during the chaotic commute. Cars rushing, pushing, swerving, and curving. I just sit in the left lane cruising at 60 watching them all fight it out. It's a nice place to be in.
This music reminds me of one of the best feelings I have experienced. Sometimes, despite the time, despite the location, my focus softens, and my mind starts to wander. It's like I'm thinking of everything and nothing all at once. I think of everything that could happen in some distant future, even the future's that don't fit this world, and I am submerged in the nothingness of a calm mind. Moments like these are few and far between, especially now that I have graduated from school and am no longer offered those hours of daydreaming. Although I enjoy living in the moment and absorbing all that is around me, those rare moments of pure imagination will forever have a special place in my heart.
I was just working while listening to music and suddenly this wholesome pice of art hit, and I just got the urge of calling my dad and mom and tell them I love them, I realized I never tell them how much I love them. Im really full of things that I never get the chance to vent out, and today in the middle of the office I just broke in tears, I feel relief, thanks to whoever create this, I really appreciate your effort. love people.
stay strong man hope youj're better
I've listened to this on repeat for so many days I'm at the point I just know what songs next in my head. Thank u for this beautiful mix
^
^ Never stopping
This song had to be proof that music is a part of the soul. It takes people to a level of feeling where you realize just how strong emotions can be. Just from hearing them it steals my mind away from the moment and I dwell on the past and the future.
This just hurts. I wanna just experience those memories again. I miss those memories. Now I’m stuck in here, in my bed, while it’s raining and listening to this. Time flies 💔
Currently struggling with life atm but listening to this makes me feel a lot better
Sometimes I listen to this just when I’m disassociating in society, almost disappearing in the blur of problems. Helps me connect with my self when I’m lost. No amount of therapy could have helped as much as this, praise be to the creator.
I hope you are okay?😢❤
@@hermine-qf2zr thank you, really have been in a good position lately, the world finally is starting to shine light. Hope the same for yourself.
@@cinomatic Oh you are so sweet :)
I'm glad that you are okay🥰