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  • Sleep/Ambient Mix
    Chill & Calm
    🎧 Lofi/Chill Beats 🎧
    Listen to SAD & LONELY - • SAD & LONELY
    Tracklist:
    1.) Sarcastic Sounds x Beowulf - Runaway
    2.) Sarcastic Sounds - I Miss You
    3.) Beowulf - Savior
    4.) Sarcastic Sounds - I Don't Love You Anymore
    5.) Beowulf - Hopeless
    6.) Sarcastic Sounds - They Don't Need Me
    7.) Beowulf - I Feel So Alone
    8.) Sarcastic Sounds - Hurt Me
    9.) Beowulf - It's Not Too Late For Me
    10.) Beowulf x Sarcastic Sounds - Tryumph
    Sarcastic Sounds
    / the-sarcastic-ashole
    / sarcastic.sounds
    open.spotify.c...
    Beowulf
    / rareartpoetry
    / bae.oh.wolf
    open.spotify.c...
    Artwork by the amazing Wizyou
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  • @thebootlegboy
    @thebootlegboy  5 ปีที่แล้ว +654

    thanks to beowulf & sarcastic sounds for putting together this beautiful mix 💜
    You can listen to part 1 here - th-cam.com/video/E4MwloYT3EY/w-d-xo.html

    • @pyroxldasmellgood6196
      @pyroxldasmellgood6196 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      You are not alone. I need you. We need you. Lots of people need you. We love you. Speaking of. I have a confession to make. I think I'm obsessed with you. This feels different. Is that weird? Should I get therapy for this new possible habit?😊lol. It's not bad now I'm not stalking you yet so u good to go in that department. Lol. If I make it to the hiding in the bushes stalking you level I will seek help right away I promise. Lol. Until then. Keep doing what u do cause a lot of people love and need you and your artistry. U got skills. Xoxoxoxoxoxoxo peace.

    • @Malik_Hoff
      @Malik_Hoff 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Malik Hoff - Relentless
      (Lofi-R&b)
      th-cam.com/video/GE09W4JhVQ0/w-d-xo.html

    • @pyroxldasmellgood6196
      @pyroxldasmellgood6196 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Can I change that ?

    • @bayonetta3469
      @bayonetta3469 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Can I get this to my wallpaper?

    • @pyroxldasmellgood6196
      @pyroxldasmellgood6196 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Change what exactly?

  • @bikinibottomfish
    @bikinibottomfish 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5293

    To anyone who reads this, I'm giving you a virtual hug.

    • @leonforbin1418
      @leonforbin1418 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Mahdy Enique 🤗

    • @dranoel99
      @dranoel99 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      🤗

    • @CS7MR
      @CS7MR 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Right back atcha. I have an infinite supply for anyone who needs a warm huggerino.

    • @gummyknives7111
      @gummyknives7111 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      thanks

    • @papasscooperiaworker3649
      @papasscooperiaworker3649 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I started crying at your comment and I don't know why. I really need a hug right now.

  • @CollinsProductions116
    @CollinsProductions116 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2447

    here's another quote for just the right moment.
    " “You smile, but you wanna cry. You talk, but you wanna be quiet. You pretend like you’re happy, but you aren’t.”

  • @Ninjamsrealms
    @Ninjamsrealms 3 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    I can wipe away the tears from my eyes
    but i cant wipe away the pain from my heart

  • @2010nissianroguesl
    @2010nissianroguesl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2705

    It’s that time again bois...

    • @sandraperez6628
      @sandraperez6628 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      BTS to the Got7 first of all.... it be like that sometimes second of all... let’s go army 🥰

    • @2010nissianroguesl
      @2010nissianroguesl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Sandra Perez Sad armys unite ✊💜

    • @quinn1812
      @quinn1812 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Sad armys unite 😔💜

    • @yaispunkk
      @yaispunkk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      BTS to the Got7 br ctz

    • @howdyhohi
      @howdyhohi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Sad armies and igot7s unite

  • @TheMysticBlanket
    @TheMysticBlanket 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1426

    Surronded by so many, but im still alone...

    • @fleshwater.
      @fleshwater. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      pls don't give up 💗 you are such an amazing person whether or not you see it xxxx

    • @tourdel2
      @tourdel2 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      i feel u man, except with me im surrounded by none.

    • @yolandamthembu2382
      @yolandamthembu2382 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      surround yourself with yourself ...you won't be

    • @tj8310
      @tj8310 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Don't forget who you are. You are who you are. And I who I am. Being content with yourself is the greatest feeling ever. Having an fat ego is for those who has insecurities and feel the need to compensate for those flaws. Just be content with who you are and where you are. Nothing lasts forever. Including these slums. But that also accounts for friendships, relationships, jobs, and possessions. This doesn't mean to never invest your heart into anyone or anything ever again, but rather to make the most out of it while they're still on this Earth.

    • @metaknight281
      @metaknight281 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Beeing alone and beeing lonely are two different things....

  • @grayc9156
    @grayc9156 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    "When I'm sad, I just listen to sad songs and I won't feel sad anymore. Because I'm just too sad that the sadness fades away and I'm left hollow and empty inside instead."
    ~Sykkuno

  • @j.woolly3042
    @j.woolly3042 5 ปีที่แล้ว +229

    i love how everyone is so emotional
    and motivating in the comments❤

  • @myrealitydistraction375
    @myrealitydistraction375 5 ปีที่แล้ว +690

    Feel like im just a soul and im just stuck in this body alone and sad

    • @trinitygolden5702
      @trinitygolden5702 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      My reality distraction I feel u....

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Like everyone? That exact same thought actually brings me unbelievable amounts of happiness, it makes me believe that I'm more than just a body and a brain, like my body is separate from the soul, it works together to keep me alive, so I'm never alone when I'm by myself, then again I'm a snake on the Chinese New Year so maybe that explains it, snakes on the Chinese New Year are people who get along just fine, they'll interact in social situations and they appreciate having friends but not only do they work better when they're on their own, but they also suffer less mental downsides from being alone, it's hard for me to trust people nowadays anyway so it must be a good thing, not so long ago I was more like everyone else, I was incredibly dependant, and friends were everything to me, one day when my friend decided to be an asshole and stop being friends with me after I apologised after a misunderstanding I made after he explained it to me, I corrected all the wrongs I had made, I thought he was just being salty with me because he got angry with me, but it wasn't actually him who did any of it.
      If social media were not a thing, I never would have stopped being friends with him, but that's actually a bad thing, he was already in super dismissal mode when I asked him to do things together for his sake too, and he never took my advice or anything, then just to spite me he takes my suggestions after I basically told him to f off, don't make friends with people like that, which in my situation means, don't make friends with anyone in this area ever again, they're all the same trust me, unless they're from other parts of the country or from a completely different country, it depends on how "extroverted" they are, they're introverts pretending to be extroverts, I can tell because they legitimately don't care about one another, I'm the opposite, I'm an extrovert pretending to be an introvert because it's how the world demands I be if I am to live happily, and it's my Chinese New Year animal so I guess it's better to stick to the role I am given rather than deny who I am.
      In the end because of that day, I learned something, never trust anyone ever, and never care about them unless they care about you just as much, if they don't then don't even bother, don't feel bad if they ignore you or won't talk to you, in the end it's for the best, I am my only ally in this world, and if my soul can be considered separate from my body yet it supports me in what I do, then I'll take it any day over people I can't trust even slightly, if I ever have a girlfriend and she breaks up with me I doubt I'd care much anymore, because in the end I shouldn't expect anything from anyone, not anymore.

    • @dranoel99
      @dranoel99 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Alan Watts

    • @jojojojo9209
      @jojojojo9209 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My reality distraction your not god and Jesus loves you and your not alone anymore :)

    • @ConjointVR
      @ConjointVR 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Your body is not there but your mind is, keep it stable and healthy that is you after all, it’s important.

  • @majaw.6845
    @majaw.6845 4 ปีที่แล้ว +502

    It saddens me how many people are not happy with themselves, trying to end themselves or overthinking. I'm sitting here crying. Not because I'm sad, lonely, overwhelmed or angry. i'm worried. For the people in this comment section. The ones expressing how they feel, being turned away or saying they aren't worth it. Society can be a bitch. I hope that it soon won't be. Please, try to find the happy moments in your day. Love yourself.

    • @toki3329
      @toki3329 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      you are so kind, i really appreciate this comment. although it wasn't directed to one person in particular, i really needed to hear that someone might've cared. thank you.

    • @majaw.6845
      @majaw.6845 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@toki3329 no problem, I'm happy that I've made your day just a little better :)

    • @eminkargic1040
      @eminkargic1040 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you

    • @toki3329
      @toki3329 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Dominic Carbonell r u ok

    • @faritex2323
      @faritex2323 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I don't have happy moments😢

  • @niawest_
    @niawest_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +296

    Feels like everything is slipping from my grip, I feel like I’m just lost and trapped in a place of existing but not actually living. I just want things to go back to a time where I didn’t feel completely alone...

    • @metaknight281
      @metaknight281 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I feel you man... I want to feel alive again...

    • @sad_cat_gaming
      @sad_cat_gaming 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same

    • @reidli134
      @reidli134 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I just wish I could go back to a time in my life where waking up didn’t make me sad and feel alone

    • @Henning1505
      @Henning1505 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      same

    • @vadim8068
      @vadim8068 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Maybe guys you have to accept the fact that we don't control much in our life,just have some faith in yourself and find some friends who trully love you for who you are.

  • @ainesbachirbelmehdi7074
    @ainesbachirbelmehdi7074 5 ปีที่แล้ว +481

    *I will always be with you, even when we are not together*

    • @Bruh-lq3fo
      @Bruh-lq3fo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      that's what's some girl told me last week and the reason is because shes moving country💔 I'm never going to see her ever again and I'm never going to be happy again and I'm only fken 13💔 with a broke heart

    • @dMeshii
      @dMeshii 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Deep

    • @yacine6166
      @yacine6166 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm sad

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I don't even know you, also that's completely a Squall quote from Kingdom Hearts, these comments are so easy to make and people click the like button like flies zipping towards people on a hot summer's day, so easy on these lofi videos.

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@dMeshii It's literally just another quote, you can apply to anything or anyone and it will always sound deep, there's a difference between saying something and meaning something though, this quote is literally straight out of Kingdom Hearts and Dissidia.

  • @jojoxxi
    @jojoxxi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +184

    The lofi hip hop comment section is the most non-toxic comment section in all of youtube. Just love and support and a place where people can express their feelings. It's beautiful.

    • @ChillRune
      @ChillRune 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      f you

    • @ChillRune
      @ChillRune 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      jk

    • @jojoxxi
      @jojoxxi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@TrentTheCoolbruh Partially right, those ones are easy to rule out. Still non-toxic, haven't seen anyone here be toxic.

    • @crypidneko
      @crypidneko 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I wish Lo-fi was a land I’d be travelling to it

  • @-Angelo
    @-Angelo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +441

    The best time of the day is when Bootleg uploads💜

    • @EddieNgatia
      @EddieNgatia 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      True

    • @trinitygolden5702
      @trinitygolden5702 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Angelo I agree

    • @kermcap596
      @kermcap596 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      👌🏼

    • @basicsyphilis8
      @basicsyphilis8 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ditto

    • @Malik_Hoff
      @Malik_Hoff 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Malik Hoff - Relentless
      (Lofi-R&b)
      th-cam.com/video/GE09W4JhVQ0/w-d-xo.html

  • @pluto7375
    @pluto7375 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2002

    I genuinely feel scared that no one will love me and I will live my life alone

    • @zackd6168
      @zackd6168 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Dw bro theres someone

    • @hichem-bekhti
      @hichem-bekhti 4 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      Another fear added to the list

    • @cryezxzx8900
      @cryezxzx8900 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Minds is just about self esteem and looks

    • @adiltahseen8293
      @adiltahseen8293 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Holy shit I feel you

    • @Adamix3209
      @Adamix3209 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Same..

  • @witheredfreak6449
    @witheredfreak6449 4 ปีที่แล้ว +477

    "Even if I am happy for a couple hours that doesn't mean I am not depressed"

  • @whoistaiyo
    @whoistaiyo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    To everyone having a bad day, or just feeling bad/lonely/hopeless/sad, i just want you to know that things will get better and that you need to keep fighting. It is worth it trust me.

    • @martymchckn3914
      @martymchckn3914 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I've been waiting for years for things to get better... It's ok, some elderly people are alone and sad.

    • @CelesteShark
      @CelesteShark 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I've been waiting for things to get better since I was 5, yet every year things get worse.

    • @septic_lucasttv2705
      @septic_lucasttv2705 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@CelesteShark same i might just jump of a fucking building

    • @6wisk
      @6wisk 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@septic_lucasttv2705 u ok?

    • @septic_lucasttv2705
      @septic_lucasttv2705 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@6wisk im not...

  • @matthewbeckett6649
    @matthewbeckett6649 5 ปีที่แล้ว +122

    I've never heard Hillsong worship music with a lofi remix before. It sounds lovely honestly.

    • @Hergrez
      @Hergrez 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i thought the same

    • @jesuschristislord6790
      @jesuschristislord6790 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      is there a version of just the hillsong lofi part somewhere

    • @kyuxi
      @kyuxi 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jesuschristislord6790 yeah its called Savior by Beowulf. I don't think it is on his spotify or anything tho, only youtube and probably soundcloud.

    • @powerdragon8994
      @powerdragon8994 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jesuschristislord6790 it's called oceans/where feet may fall

  • @blendb979
    @blendb979 4 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    hi stranger :| welcome to my story.
    (just read it slowly)
    i'm 13 now.
    but, when i was twelve i really looked forward and so happy with who i was and how my circumstances were... i had great times with friends that i've known longer than i know.
    it was the end of year 2018 ( in december.
    my parents told me we're going to move out in a different country. (to switzerland)
    because i was young and didn't realize how it would affect my personality, i thought i could live with it...
    but my parents said that no decision has been made..
    so i didn't really focus on that negative thought..
    around march 2020, the one of the last months of school, i found myself in a good place in life...
    i hanged around with my friends.. because i was 12, after this year, we had to look for a high school now..
    meaning there's a possibility that we won't end up with our group together in a class..
    but still part of me still didn't want to think about these negative thoughts...
    so what i did was..
    i went to many different places with friends, watched movies, went swimming, some other stuff here and there ;)...
    with living that way, i totally forgot about the "negative thoughts"...
    on july 2019, the end of the schoolyear... All my friends found their high schools..
    So did i, but i wasn't in the same school as them... They all were.. most of them..
    ..STILL.. i was happy for them. My parents really wanted me to become something in school. So they sent me in a different school..
    so i asked the school if there was a place for me..
    there was..
    but.
    before i and my parents agreed to go to the school..
    my parents got a phone call by someone who lives in Switzerland..
    he said that there's a house for your family & stuff like that...
    my parents told us (family)..
    we are officialy going to be moving out to Switzerland to make a new life..
    i've always been a kid who never questioned such decisions..
    but when we got here..
    it felt like a ghost town, i realized i don't know anyone here. I don't know anything here. I don't have anything here. I don't have any experience here. I don't/can't feel comfortable here.
    i don't have my friends here...
    i could live with my friends going to other schools.. but me not being able to go see them..
    it struck me down. it killed me. i demotivated me. it killed 70% of my personality of who i was before all this.
    and now living with a little depression. I don't/can't want anyone to know this.
    because i will feel embarressed. my family will look at me differently.
    but after living 1 year in this crap. i found peace with depression :) we have an understanding...
    so if you made it all the way down here...
    you know my story. just wan't to tell YOU. I like YOU. I respect YOU. I do love YOU, and i totally understand if you're dealing with losses. but just don't forget...
    YOU're YOU.

    • @kal.dgaf_
      @kal.dgaf_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hey, I'm really sorry. it is true that there is peace in that, but in the long run it will be unbearable. Try to get out of that loop, please, we love you, uwu.

    • @youlost8155
      @youlost8155 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for hearing your story.
      I love humans like you.
      I hope you found some friends now.
      Have a great day.

    • @lyna2905
      @lyna2905 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I've been there, just a difference on the place. I am glad you are still you despite all the worldliness, and thank you for the love. Just so you know, it turns out being aware and self-loving isn't selfishness, it's a gift, a refuge.

    • @thegoodfellas9746
      @thegoodfellas9746 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@lyna2905
      Wy-Flash
      1 second ago
      thank you but I'm done believing, I've been depressed for 5 yrs now I'm only 11 I've never had anyone, thought I was ok always cracked jokes, acted fine, smiled, but I'm really a broken boy who cries himself to sleep, I really need someone before I truly give up on the 1% of hope I'm dangling on. All I can afford to tell you is too hold on your stronger than me, more worthy cause I have no value, and a weak smile

    • @lyna2905
      @lyna2905 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@thegoodfellas9746 you don't have to believe something to do something. I am assuming you don't believe anymore, but you are still waiting for hope. Same thing can happen with self love. If you don't have anyone, then all you got is yourself and it also means you don't have to struggle to do everything anyone wants you to do. Therefore you are able to be kind to yourself first since you just have yourself. I tried loving others by putting myself on the brink, it doesn't work and eventually people get ungrateful they hurt you. Instead of trying to get all the unnecessary harm on yourself, how about rid them by starting with a mirror?

  • @idk-cn8yb
    @idk-cn8yb 5 ปีที่แล้ว +917

    *Why does it hurt so much?*

    • @TheDonkyGamePlay
      @TheDonkyGamePlay 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      When your body is injured in some way or something else is wrong, your nerves (cells that help your body send and receive information) send millions of messages to your brain about what's going on. Your brain then makes you feel pain. So if you put your hand on a hot stove, your nerves call your brain, and your brain quickly sends the message that your hand hurts. You get this message and pull your hand away from the hot stove, which saves your hand from further injury.

    • @TheDonkyGamePlay
      @TheDonkyGamePlay 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      np

    • @fleshwater.
      @fleshwater. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Jack Spedicy 2 wow okay

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@TheDonkyGamePlay I needed a good sarcastic response to comments like this in here, thanks, you did my work for me, people write those top comments like they mean something and people just jump the like button for some reason, easy clicks huh? Well you're getting a like from me for putting down these ridiculous comments, I'm sick of them, they mean less than the person who wrote them thinks they do.

    • @fleshwater.
      @fleshwater. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Family Of Catbugs relax

  • @penelopeabreu4083
    @penelopeabreu4083 5 ปีที่แล้ว +317

    I like to think that whenever I like a comment, I'm giving the writer of the comment a hug.

  • @Lucy-pj9nr
    @Lucy-pj9nr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    if you read this, you're here for some reason .
    Everything is gonna be okay ❤

    • @mel8465
      @mel8465 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you i love u

  • @itskim9790
    @itskim9790 5 ปีที่แล้ว +281

    i still feel as if no matter
    how much comments
    i see that _relate_
    i still feel as if.. in a way,
    others are nonexistent.
    just me in this cold,
    broken mind.

    • @yolandamthembu2382
      @yolandamthembu2382 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      wanted to say somethin positive buh damn

    • @itskim9790
      @itskim9790 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      ...now that i read what
      i wrote--in a whole different
      mood...
      i am concerned. (。ŏ_ŏ)

    • @thresh9128
      @thresh9128 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hey, you ain't crazy or any others like that, you are suffering from it, it worn you down super fast but if ignore it, you will be feeling better in no time, this life ain't matrix, it's life with meaningful purpose for you to fill it, not step away from it, hard to do it but it's a step to feel more posivite and happiness, like a baby's first step and practicing.

    • @insomnia4987
      @insomnia4987 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I don't want to say I know exactly how you feel, because I could never understand the amount of pain you're going through. It's different for everyone, but in someway, always relatable. We're all in the same boat here... But we're all going to reach the horizon. Together. It's gonna be beautiful. I promise.

    • @koreykorey5490
      @koreykorey5490 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Open your eyes you dumb bitch

  • @FXATE
    @FXATE 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Starts 6:49 Take these feinted hearts...take these tainted hands....Wash me in your Love...show/touch my face again...restore my place again? I don’t know what the last part says but this is the best part of the whole mix

    • @dogen2233
      @dogen2233 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg at that exact time i seen your comment 6:49 came on

  • @nicholette2.052
    @nicholette2.052 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    This really puts me in the mood. I haven't felt this peacefulness in my life. I remember those times where I used to say "I'll always be H A P P Y" . Man, I've really changed ever since the heartbreaks, death of loved ones and loneliness. This really made me calm thank u.

  • @hannibal03
    @hannibal03 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    "When your heart is in love, you're floating weightless. When you lose that love, you have to re-enter the atmosphere. And it can get pretty rough. Bouncing off one molecule onto the next, ripping through them at such a pace that they ignite and explode. Until you find another heart that's doing the same thing, that's landed and cooled and then you start to float again."
    Jim Carrey always goes through my soul i swear

  • @danielwittmann5019
    @danielwittmann5019 5 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    Words can‘t describe How much i still Love you 💔

    • @ankarian
      @ankarian 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      you gay nigga

    • @Alice-ew4dy
      @Alice-ew4dy 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ankarian you homophobic, racist

    • @weeaboo6785
      @weeaboo6785 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Alice-ew4dy how do you know he aint a gay black man?

    • @etrnlsae
      @etrnlsae 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@weeaboo6785 Thats Harsh Bruh

    • @noufammari540
      @noufammari540 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      But numbers can 1/10 😂
      Why did you use (💔)???
      If it's real love you shouldn't be in pain.
      If they hurt you, then you should let go because sometimes letting go of things/people is much better that holding on.
      Yeah it's hard, forgetting something/someone you love but you'll get used to it and you'll find another that will actually make you happy 😊
      Hope you have a great day 😊

  • @xaidil
    @xaidil 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    "Tell me... where should I go? To the left, where nothing is right? Or to the right, where nothing is left?" - Itachi Uchiha.

  • @lukethomas2049
    @lukethomas2049 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Already with the title and image I feel like I relate completely. This channel really has been my saviour on more than one occasion. Often listening to the music here has made me feel less alone. I live for these mixes. Thank you so much

    • @user-go5pj4ob1k
      @user-go5pj4ob1k 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same ik the feeling

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is the first legit comment that I've seen about this, you actually went into some detail, it's always good seeing some sad bois get the support they need however that support shows itself.

  • @dabi6313
    @dabi6313 5 ปีที่แล้ว +241

    *need to get outta this place...* 💔

    • @yup5581
      @yup5581 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ExCuSe MeEeE love u

    • @dabi6313
      @dabi6313 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Poor 苦しい love u

    • @yup5581
      @yup5581 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ExCuSe MeEeE love u more

    • @dabi6313
      @dabi6313 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Poor 苦しい love u most 🤙🏽

    • @fleshwater.
      @fleshwater. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💗💗

  • @agnesedegiorgi2849
    @agnesedegiorgi2849 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    And here we go again guys... Alone once again on Friday night.
    A big hug to everyone

  • @hillylabs
    @hillylabs 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Your videos are my therapy brother. For real. You're getting me through some lonely nights and I can't thank you enough. And shout-out to any lonely hearts like me out there. I know its hard, but someday we find that someone.

  • @Diaprusios
    @Diaprusios 5 ปีที่แล้ว +161

    Hey there,you.Its going to be fine,happiness many times is hidden, go search for it.Dont let anyone and anything ruin your life,be patient,like the sad times came to your life so will the happy.Try to love yourself

    • @stephencerecerez9859
      @stephencerecerez9859 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thanks your the best man! I needed to hear that.

    • @itsallforjake6957
      @itsallforjake6957 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Δημητρης Ξιξης thanks

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's fine to just say it, but your words really don't mean anything, you're just telling people about an optimal objective, but not the journey to get there, it's not as easy as people such as yourself think, and trust me there's a lot of people like you, I would know, they all said the same thing but none of them really knew how to help me, so just like always, I was on my own to find my own happiness, turns out being alone is my greatest happiness because I can't trust anyone else, by the way no offense, I know that sounded harsh but I have to be because I know first-hand how it feels to be in a dark spot in life, and for most people who are actually going through real problems, that statement isn't going to help even a little bit, after a while you hear it so much that it doesn't matter anymore, it's ok to repeat things that everyone else has said and feel like a hero in your own eyes, but it really doesn't help people who are actually sad, trust me.
      When people ask me what they can do to help support me better, I kinda say "nothing" by which I mean I want them to be themselves, because the best help comes from people who help you not by the words of other people but by their own, and every time I've said it the person on the other side never understood what I meant, if people mimic something that somebody else has said like my teacher who said "I don't know how to help you" then it doesn't mean anything anymore, at all, it meant so much to me because it was something I had never heard before, those words came straight from him not from anything else, I could tell, those inspirational quotes and stuff online, they're impressive but if somebody's sad and you recite something you remember seeing from those quotes, they're not gonna believe you no matter how you sound when you say it, people know the difference between acting and actual words.
      But nowadays nobody knows that so why do I waste my breath, I just hope that you said it due to the fact that you have no possible way of knowing what every single person is going through and that you only said that because it's not really relevant, it just kinda applies to everything but no matter what the case I have serious issues with quotes and such like this one.

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@stephencerecerez9859 Wow you're really easy, you can't have been that sad or lonely if you got cheered up just like that from a complete stranger, but hey it's better than being told the same thing by your best friend and being cheered up just as easily, it's cheap words and anyone can say it, it's not hard at all because these are the same people that don't support you during your journey, they're the last people you should look to if you want to make your day better, you'd have to be one of these people to be instantly happy after hearing that, not trying to be a downer but seriously most people don't have it that easy, they aren't directly supporting you, they're just giving you a meaningless future to look forward to, it doesn't mean anything, there's no substance behind it, yes it's nice to think about the future but nobody ever moves forward only by looking to the future.
      Your mind has to be on the present to get through life, even a movie like Star Wars teaches this when Yoda mentions one of Luke's biggest problems, never his mind on where he was, what he was doing, always looking to the horizon, it's a form of escape and there is no real escape from true problems in life, you either confront them, accept them and move on, ignore them or you give in to them, the last one is the worst outcome but you wouldn't believe how common it is among people who say this same thing, the people who say this are the people who give up far too easily, I've seen it, reality is harsh and people have to be harsh on you to support you properly, the only way to do something is to do it, and you'll never do it by only looking to the future.
      Life is full of hardships but in those hardships comes a journey of self, these journey's are vital to true improvement of self, and now I can live life as happily as I used to because of my beliefs, in my situation I was completely alone, I had nobody but myself to help me get out of depression and sadness and all my other demons, but by God I found a way, I don't know how I did it, but it was painful and it was possibly more painful because I didn't see the reality of the situation, a lot of the conclusions I made were made too quickly, and I believed them and somehow that was enough to get me through, but it hurt like hell, if I was just smart enough to see the truth back then like I can now, I really don't think it would've been as tough and painful as it was.
      My conclusions were made with no evidence, my trust issues turned out not to be a farce, I was right to have those trust issues because the people I trusted turned against me, that's when my chains snapped, the chains that could possibly hold me back and make me not want to leave this atrocious place, I lost everything I cared about at the time, my mentors, my teachers, the people who acted like family in my time of need, they were all gone, the last chain was fickle and it was the chain to my friends, when it broke so did something in my mind, my eyes opened to the truth, it was sad but everything I believed about this place, all the lies I made were finally broken, I was right to despise this place with every fibre in my being, and now I'm more determined than ever to make my life great, and leave this place.
      I'll never forget my mentors and those kinds of people, they were the real heroes in my life, they helped me get through, not my meaningless sociopathic friends who care about nobody but themselves, one of my teachers once told me "I don't know how to help you, I'm not really experienced to help you deal with it, I don't understand what you're going through, but don't give up now, it's not the end yet you'll always have a second chance." It was the most human thing I had heard in my life since, years really, years, and although he didn't give me a proper answer, it meant more than what you would think, he didn't know how to help me and really for who I was at the time, that was the best thing to hear at that time, it proved something that I had speculated about for a long time, I was alone to face my problems, and I always will be, the day he left it felt like my heart shattered.
      I gave him one last smile of determination and gave him my signature "see ya later" salute, but when I closed that door behind me all I felt was sadness, I went to one of the other rooms and tears were starting to shed, the first emotions I had felt in years but I wiped them away because I had to, I had his teachings to guide me now, nobody will support me, and I think I'm doomed to feel like I'm contributing less than I actually am, doomed to feel as if I'm lesser than other people, I'll never be the spotlight of a group of friends ever again, but I accept that I've come to terms with it, that's what it means to be human, accepting your problems and moving on from them, you might never get over them or confront them, but you still bettered yourself the moment you came to terms with it.

    • @stephencerecerez9859
      @stephencerecerez9859 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@DreamerFromTheDepths not as bad your story I really do apologize for what you went through. As long as you found a way mine is I spent 4 years of my life being there for a girl who couldn't be there for me. I was always afraid of getting married or kids I was always broke didnt have money for anything. I finally got a great job and worked my ass off to get us closer to our dream house we wanted. I kept my promise she broke hers by leaving me I emotionally broke me. I gave up my friends and family to give her all she needed to show her how much I loved her. We had our fights and our choices difference was that after 4 years I still love her. She is gone I understand that in some sort of way but no sorry or anything. At this point it comes and goes there are days when it's very difficult and others when I am at least ok. It's been 4 months since she left I miss her but me moving on is like me crawling away vs walking away. Thank you for the message I want you and everyone happy in there lifes I truly do.😊

  • @AndrewLykins44
    @AndrewLykins44 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    So I’ve been talking to this girl. For about 3 weeks now. And she is literally everything I’ve ever wanted. The way I am though is that I want a girl who is or has been broken. Because I have so much love to give that I want to watch someone grow. But this girl has been through so much and is still going through it. We’ve had some really deep and real conversations. And even though it’s been 3 weeks I’ve definitely fell in love with her. But recently she had to start taking anti depressants. And she’s been kind of distant. We were FaceTiming every night. And now I feel like I can’t even get into a good text conversation with her. I know she just needs her space. But this is the first girl I’ve ever loved like this. I’ve never really been in a serious relationship. So anytime I get any sort of sign whatsoever that she doesn’t feel the exact same way I do, I just dig myself deeper and deeper in my head. I know it’s unhealthy but I can’t help it. I can’t spend 10 mins without checking my phone to see if she messaged me. I know that’s not good. But again I can’t help it. I need to vent somehow. And I feel like I really have nobody that will truly understand how I feel. I get embarrassed whenever it seems like things aren’t going the way I planned it to. So I can’t talk about it. I have some really amazing friends and have the best mother in the world. So why do I feel like I can’t talk to them? I’m so insecure. I need her to tell me that she loves me all day everyday. I’m just such a mess. If anybody reads this I’m sorry for taking up your time. But honestly thank you for being there. And if anybody feels like I do just know that you’re not alone.

    • @lillianduffy8572
      @lillianduffy8572 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      im glad im not alone tbh.. and the part about checking ur phone for ten minutes or re-reading texts.? very relatable- i always seem to fall for those whom r broken to =/ the girl im with i hope to be there for

    • @youlost8155
      @youlost8155 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I have a question.
      What does it mean:"You are not alone".Does it mean that not only you are in this Situation in which you are?

    • @stickyschannel8497
      @stickyschannel8497 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I completely understand you.

    • @thegoodfellas9746
      @thegoodfellas9746 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you but I'm done believing, I've been depressed for 5 yrs now I'm only 11 I've never had anyone, thought I was ok always cracked jokes, acted fine, smiled, but I'm really a broken boy who cries himself to sleep, I really need someone before I truly give up on the 1% of hope I'm dangling on. All I can afford to tell you is too hold on your stronger than me, more worthy cause I have no value, and a weak smile

    • @stickyschannel8497
      @stickyschannel8497 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@thegoodfellas9746 there is one thing you can't lose. Hope. Don't lose hope. Never give up no matter what. Despite your situation nothing can stop you. Go *you*

  • @blaady5934
    @blaady5934 5 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    You're not alone thinkin' about how life can be harsh at times... the definitive loss of someone, end of a relationship, depression, anxiety can seem overwhelming -yet it doesn't mean you have to follow the gloomy thought which floats in your mind. There are always people willing to help you, trust me. Despite the fact; friends seem to be like seasons. There always will be some to stay with you, to take care of you and even to hug you in case of need, trust me. Don't take an irreparable step, please stay with us 🙏 I know, easy to say; not so easy to do. But still -become this truly fighter, yes not only for yourself but also for your friends, family and their precious smiles -and do not forget; take a deep breath -things will get better tomorrow. Stay safe guys 💜

    • @MrJamesfalco
      @MrJamesfalco 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      blaady u rock 🖤 I needed this ty.

    • @Uuzzman1360
      @Uuzzman1360 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's amazing 💥

    • @Jonaathaan02
      @Jonaathaan02 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      ☹️

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank God, there's a half good quote in this comment section with meaning behind it, not like 98% of the quote comments I've seen.

    • @CalebClaunchbigfoot
      @CalebClaunchbigfoot 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      The way I see it no one has the right to give up. All the things people have done for us, the things people have taught us is like an investment in us. Just cuz life isn’t the way you want it to be doesn’t mean it’s okay to be sad and depressed. When you think about it being sad is literally just a waste of time, it doesn’t help us in any way, all it does is take up time we could’ve used for something else.

  • @KM-gn9vr
    @KM-gn9vr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +501

    I think I like the feeling of crying because at least I know I'm not numb yet

    • @lonbulagao2357
      @lonbulagao2357 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      K M damn I feel you

    • @selona1800
      @selona1800 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      There's still the word yet. But don't worry,you might not be numb forever.(once your actually numb)

    • @theonlyjeppe
      @theonlyjeppe 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      that hit hard

    • @unkn0wn206
      @unkn0wn206 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Haha lol sadness go brrr

    • @becksternew1742
      @becksternew1742 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Like sometimes I want to feel miserable just to know I can feel shit

  • @mattfan5
    @mattfan5 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I just wish she would’ve felt the same. It evolved way beyond a simple crush, and now I can’t go a day without thinking about her. She took part of my heart and doesn’t even know it

  • @gracey_m8003
    @gracey_m8003 4 ปีที่แล้ว +107

    I've lost my touch with myself, my dreams, my mind, and the world. I feel empty. Like literally. My heart is so empty. My smiles and laughs are purely empty, but I still gotta maintain them to keep people away from what's hurting inside me. I no longer have connections to anything part of this life. Im at the end of this road and I wanna switch off. Just cut ties. Close doors. And become a mere memory. Lately, I hear my inner self repeatedly whisper "Im fine, im just not okay." It's an echo that never dies out.

    • @ninjalea33
      @ninjalea33 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aw babe ...I feel you. Hugs 🤗

    • @Anxmaly666
      @Anxmaly666 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🥺🥺🥺

    • @keanu_weebs_jasonjason7516
      @keanu_weebs_jasonjason7516 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Dont lose hope man

    • @viiyaxyz
      @viiyaxyz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I understand and I feel the same. I wish I could help but how can I teach someone how to get out of this when I haven't myself. I just hope..I don't know really.. It's just blank.. I don't really know what to hope for either. This feeling of emptiness seems inescapable

    • @Anxmaly666
      @Anxmaly666 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@TrentTheCoolbruh delete this

  • @Carina5707
    @Carina5707 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    What is it about lowfi that just makes me want to throw myself on my back and stare at the ceiling, just listening to this? It's like it reaches into my soul and manually eases all my stress. It instantly comforts me. I only wish I knew how.

  • @TS-hw9jn
    @TS-hw9jn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    sometimes life is not so good, sometimes you have to just listen to lofi to forget about breakups friendships and life this really helps and gets me through alot thx

  • @sxfiapxre1793
    @sxfiapxre1793 5 ปีที่แล้ว +767

    i need real love
    i need happiness
    i need ur help
    im fine don't worry

    • @BB11249
      @BB11249 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Honestly, I think I just figured out what real love is and it's the scariest shit. I don't want it so be careful what you wish for.

    • @thesmileman1559
      @thesmileman1559 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I feel your pain

    • @dopedoge3603
      @dopedoge3603 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      BB11249 elaborate

    • @joealex2110
      @joealex2110 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i need u

    • @jassis7807
      @jassis7807 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@BB11249 tell me what real love is

  • @smhokytears9060
    @smhokytears9060 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1193

    *my best friend backstabbed me today, oh boy. Im nothing now*
    Edit: We've been friends for 18 years.

    • @weeaboo6785
      @weeaboo6785 5 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      you good man?

    • @nathanpendergrast6917
      @nathanpendergrast6917 5 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      make a new one, keep living life, you can't let someone else become your meaning. I did this with my last girlfriend, and I'm still recovering.

    • @cameronpestel2819
      @cameronpestel2819 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      I feel your pain bro my best friend of 5 years turned his back on me cause he started making good money he was like a brother to me but then out of the blue he started acting shitty towards me he told me I was a loser and he didn't need me for anything, turns out he cared more about money and material shit then being my friend.

    • @cameronpestel2819
      @cameronpestel2819 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @Jensen that's what's up bro, thanks for the kind words ❤💯

    • @thelegendlink8111
      @thelegendlink8111 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      fuck that ,,friend". i know that it fucking hurts but brush him or her of your shoulder and look fucking forward not back. be strong go work out or eat healthy. treat yourself right and get yourself new friends. just keep moving forward! I know it will be hard as fuck but u can do it! I believe in you and good luck man. stay strong love ya

  • @adarshR91
    @adarshR91 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I just wanna lie down in a starry night and listen to this, isolated from all my thoughts and in peace !

  • @noticemesenpai9767
    @noticemesenpai9767 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    It's really sad now that we became stranger.. we used to smile, laugh and curse at each other. But now we dont even talk to each other anymore.. miss you. Always..

  • @rubymp3332
    @rubymp3332 5 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    No words on how much I love this channel ❤❤❤

    • @thebootlegboy
      @thebootlegboy  5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      💜

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'd rather see comments like these then those stupid quotes people keep writing, it's nice to just see positive words and feedback supporting a channel every now and then.

    • @rubymp3332
      @rubymp3332 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@DreamerFromTheDepths thanks you made my day I guess, ❤❤❤

    • @ElGamer0ficial
      @ElGamer0ficial 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@DreamerFromTheDepths I may be one year late and this may not be my account but I just wouldnt let this one slide. the people who write those "stupid quotes" are like that because of people like you. Do you know them? nah. Do you know what they feel everynight?? maybe not. so do yourself a favor and learn from this comment. because their lives matter. and that simple "quote" may save a life or two.

    • @hachemturk9868
      @hachemturk9868 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ElGamer0ficial not the edgy quotes though

  • @jaylynparker5329
    @jaylynparker5329 4 ปีที่แล้ว +480

    somtimes i feel like people in da comments care more about me than anyone

    • @utsabbista1917
      @utsabbista1917 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I care for you😊. Live a happy life ❤

    • @brokentype1120
      @brokentype1120 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ibcare for you too CZ U are a human being ans U Reserve a good live

    • @jornhorn2269
      @jornhorn2269 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      too

    • @michiestudios5919
      @michiestudios5919 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ts ok we can also feel it :) right now I'm looking for this kind of music because I can't be happy anymore because my parents want me to be the way they want me to be but they don't think what I want =)

    • @weptbigfoot892
      @weptbigfoot892 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I think that's because in real life, it's a lot harder for people to express their emotions, whether you're the one reaching out or comforting, when you're behind your own screen, you feel more anonymous, so it's easier to both express your sadness to others as well as help others without feeling a need to be careful of what you say, so you can give more genuine advice, that's what I think the reason is anyway...

  • @PlacidArch
    @PlacidArch 5 ปีที่แล้ว +237

    Someone pulls me up-
    they take me out to the light,
    they pull off the noose,
    and we talk,
    and we joke,
    and we walk,
    and then I hear a whisper.
    You want to know?
    I would rather to be alone than having someone who has two faces.

    • @noelleschwier7855
      @noelleschwier7855 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @bratzbunnie416
      @bratzbunnie416 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      richvābeats i felt this

    • @amelia_lime4282
      @amelia_lime4282 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I got betrayal from this. I got “ they build you up just to watch you fall”

    • @koreykorey5490
      @koreykorey5490 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Comments not riddles dumb bitch

    • @theshakeerah
      @theshakeerah 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@koreykorey5490 stfu

  • @rachel.pdf_
    @rachel.pdf_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    ee, this song gets me high off my own sadness. We live for that ÚwÙ

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's a weird sensation huh? Crying actually really helps me feel better about life afterwards, I might do some crying tonight, I'm not sad but I want to feel better than alright, besides it's a been a while, a lot's gone on in my life since the past few months and I haven't cried about any of it, probably because I learned to stop caring like everyone else in life, I almost died going through smoke to open a window to air out the house? I'm over it, by the way did you know smoke hurts a lot? It burns your nose, your eyes, and you can't breathe, I'd take the fire over the smoke any day, it feels like acid is pouring out of your body and your eyes and nose are trying so hard to keep it from spilling, it's not like smoking in which every time you breath you feel like coughing, if you breathe in smoke you're likely not even going to try to breathe out, and you can feel it hit your lungs, it's so bad apparently smoke like that doesn't have long lasting effects but I don't know if that's true at all, breathing has felt weirder lately, like I'm breathing less oxygen in, or maybe it's always been the same and I haven't noticed, I really don't know, also my friend left me over a small argument that even a toddler would forgive me for who cares? But I want to cry anyway.
      My last comment tonight, gonna do some of the stuff I was talking about earlier, like crying, yeah Imma get to that.

    • @rachel.pdf_
      @rachel.pdf_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Family Of Catbugs Jesus. I couldn’t relate more.

  • @motoboi
    @motoboi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +199

    I just want to unlock all my sadness by crying on someone's shoulder

    • @samanthaschaeffer1779
      @samanthaschaeffer1779 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too

    • @kenzyroshdy5920
      @kenzyroshdy5920 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @cheeseanger7180
      @cheeseanger7180 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      on her shoulder*

    • @ralphmarbler27
      @ralphmarbler27 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Take my shoulders. Both of them are available for you.

    • @motoboi
      @motoboi 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ralphmarbler27 got out of depressive period :) give it to someone else in need

  • @bunnyboy9438
    @bunnyboy9438 5 ปีที่แล้ว +555

    Are you really sad and lonely? Or just blind to the love that surrounds you?

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I'm neither of those, I'm not sad and lonely and I'm certainly not blind to everything that my area has to offer, and trust me, aside from my parents there's no love to be found here, not even from my siblings, and also everyone else who lives here is definitely a sociopath, they don't care about each other much less strangers, the kids have no respect, the adults look apprehensive towards every stranger they see, and the elders are mixed, sometimes they don't even say hello other times you can have full conversations with them, oh and in case it wasn't obvious I was referring to teenagers and young adults from my area when I called them sociopaths, well I'm working hard to leave and find this place filled by love that you speak of.

    • @TerezaSladkova
      @TerezaSladkova 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I know Im "blind" at these things but like real blind people you just can't stop being blind, you can't help it.. I was always like that

    • @insomnia4987
      @insomnia4987 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@DreamerFromTheDepths Kids are kids, pal. They don't show respect. Strangers should be shown with suspicion by peers. I don't think any normal adult would just approach some trench coated man on the street with a smile and warm heart. Also, Elders are like that. You can't expect them to be the same person. Nobody is. Sorry to say, but like - That's just how the world is.

    • @akioyuja9206
      @akioyuja9206 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      What if sadness and sorrow is what the world has to offer for you

    • @ress669
      @ress669 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      im depressed alright.
      first: my dad died
      second: the person that i liked is now gone
      third: my friend is at a different school
      and fourth: i get bullied because i look asian

  • @simmematt
    @simmematt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Friends...
    loneliness, sadness, and all the emotions and mindsets that come from painful and life changing events can be overwhelming. From losing a loved one, getting rejected from your crush, going through a breakup you never saw coming, a best friend betraying you, your boss thinking you're not good enough and deciding to let you go, feeling like God isn't near you, to chronic depression, never ending pain from an illness or cancer, and moving to a new town and leaving people behind. There are so many reasons why you are feeling the things you are feelings. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Embrace the sadness, embrace the loneness, so one day you can be there for someone who doesn't know what to do. All you need to do is be there. Happiness will come again. People will be in your life so you don't feel alone. With everything I can say, I hope you can find joy in the small things and find contentment with who you have in your life and enjoy the music while you're here.
    Love & Respect.

  • @pearl4497
    @pearl4497 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    When i was going threw things and being left behind by my family i Listened to this and read some of the comments and all of them made me realize that i wasn't being left behind on purpose, so thank you all for the support and remember, your not going threw this alone there are a lot of people (like me) who have or are experiencing this.

  • @pharaohrameses6061
    @pharaohrameses6061 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It's ok to be sad. It's ok to be lonely. Suffering is the key to awakening.

  • @Georgia-kn5qr
    @Georgia-kn5qr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Thanks, the one thing I needed while in the middle of crying was an ad about plus 500

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yep, that would have broke the mood completely, also I'm not the only one that does that? I thought I was the only one weird enough to let himself cry watching videos, sometimes I do it because I'm actually sad and I need it, and other times I do it because it's very stress relieving, when I was younger I was apathic so I tried everything to get myself to cry, eventually it worked and here I am today, more of an emotional, nerdy, pathetic, wreck than anyone else I know, but I take pride in my weirdness because I really hate normal, and it seems most people like me for how weird I am anyway so I'll take it, my physical appearance really doesn't match who I am on the inside, I look like this tall intimidating giant with big shoulders who's been through a bunch of fights, nope just my genetics, ads though right? Gotta love 'em...

  • @cranberry_juice353
    @cranberry_juice353 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    We are all born for a reason. Sometimes to find something. Sadness is not the thing we are looking for. Happiness and love are the two things we look for. Don’t give up.

  • @kojinlou6025
    @kojinlou6025 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This got me feeling hopeless emotions for someone

  • @zyzzbrah4736
    @zyzzbrah4736 5 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    i hangout with friends, i smoke, i try to take you out of my mind but you stuck there making me cry, loneliness thats been in my heart for months and will take years to heal, why did you treat me like this 💔

  • @keanu_weebs_jasonjason7516
    @keanu_weebs_jasonjason7516 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Ive listened to this channel and since my "gf" left me the day i moved to mexico and she became gf and bf with another boy.
    Im 12 yrld and every song i hear from this channel hits different from that day.
    I lost hope for everything when she herself told me... but i know somewere deep in her haert she loves me we were "together" for 6 and a half years....
    I know all of us boys cant be torn apart by a girl or will be... If your reading this just to let u know, somehow we will move on.. if your suffering from depresion then go out there, there is people to know, a whole world to explore new songs to like, new people, and a life to live. I LOVE U MAN, DONT GIVE UP!!

    • @lillianduffy8572
      @lillianduffy8572 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ayeee- ik im a girl bUt- things will get better- im 13 years old, and ive found someone. and ik u will to- it just takes time =)

    • @yKairo
      @yKairo 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Im tired of life.

  • @victor7294
    @victor7294 5 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    I just got abandoned, beautiful timing boy !

    • @EddieNgatia
      @EddieNgatia 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What happened dude

    • @victor7294
      @victor7294 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@EddieNgatia You know issues she fucked me up.

    • @Vexce11en1
      @Vexce11en1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I get that brother, it’s been a year for me. Move on, she wasn’t good enough for you if she fucked you up like that. It’s taking a while, but I’m on my way to finding someone who I can truly love and care for.

    • @victor7294
      @victor7294 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nathan Fasenmyer Thanks man really preciated. You time changes, I am looking for the perfect person for me also, no need for beauty, no need for money just a person that I can trust and love forever.

    • @koreykorey5490
      @koreykorey5490 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Victor lol omegalol

  • @dino4447
    @dino4447 5 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    2am and I find this video... time to load up the old Minecraft survival world

    • @DreamerFromTheDepths
      @DreamerFromTheDepths 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Why not just listen to the Minecraft soundtrack then? Minecraft ain't really my type of game anymore, but I'm not judging the soundtrack is pretty nice, it also reminds me of those good old Tobuscus Minecraft videos, were you there for those? They don't have the same charm as they did back then, different times you know? But I guess you can check them out if you want to.

    • @weeaboo6785
      @weeaboo6785 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@DreamerFromTheDepths real shit, those minecraft vids used to be the shit haha.... i miss the old days..

    • @koreykorey5490
      @koreykorey5490 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Dino what's your sever

    • @lionmaster-ki5gv
      @lionmaster-ki5gv 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      yo that one hit me harder than a breakup

  • @hannahlynn175
    @hannahlynn175 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You're an irreplaceable gem in this world. Don't ever think you are unworthy of love, too broken to be wanted, or too messed up to stay here. Gems are transformed by great pressure and heat. You're be pushed to your limits but stay steady, you will come out of this storm in radience. Gem, you are wanted, you are loved, you are valuable, you are beautiful❤

  • @callmeglee
    @callmeglee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Let's all each other hug.We never gonna be alone.We are all there.And we are a big family.Don't give up on anything.It's not worth it.I love you all☺

    • @Yasmin-dx5fn
      @Yasmin-dx5fn 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Magic Shop I love you too 🥰

  • @pariec3742
    @pariec3742 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg I love it how clear the clap to the begin is

  • @ravenlxrd8156
    @ravenlxrd8156 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Everyone reading this is probably lonely & sad. But it will get better, just don't give up hope. It will all work itself out

  • @jaybrezzy8185
    @jaybrezzy8185 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    It hurts to know that love can hurt you so much but make you feel so good within. I sorry but I can't find love to pick myself up again and again I'm not saying that love ain't really but always remember that true love comes within yourself and hope comes from your mind and never give up ever again on life idk or idc who sees this but just know that love is real you just can't give up

  • @LoriL0RI
    @LoriL0RI 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Look at your reflection for 1 min.
    Look at you! Beautiful the way you are. Let it all out.. talk to someone..
    Got nobody?!
    I'm here 😊 Tell md what's wrong or what's happening in the comments.
    Remember that, every human is important on this earth. You are for me.
    Love you! *Virtual hug*

    • @lillianduffy8572
      @lillianduffy8572 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      *Thank you..*

    • @LoriL0RI
      @LoriL0RI 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lillianduffy8572 Always here to help 😊

  • @yourson9664
    @yourson9664 5 ปีที่แล้ว +509

    I still love you. Even if you dont talk to me anymore.

    • @luizbonatoxx2
      @luizbonatoxx2 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I still admire you. Even if you hate me.

    • @joealex2110
      @joealex2110 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      :'(

    • @xxxxxxxxx1652
      @xxxxxxxxx1652 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      :(

    • @detetiveconan1643
      @detetiveconan1643 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I dont know how to escape the under sea because the under sea is you

    • @brokiki2106
      @brokiki2106 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel you

  • @Ringo-nator
    @Ringo-nator 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    S/o to Bootleg boy for always having us covered with the fire, made to heal our souls.❤️

  • @behindthemasks
    @behindthemasks 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    8:55 I usually hate quotes in music but maaan that tone really got me

  • @Noiee_suspirium
    @Noiee_suspirium 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    omg the drawing is so BEAUTUFUL 💖

  • @aluix27
    @aluix27 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Finally i can relax with this music 💜

  • @evemoreno6883
    @evemoreno6883 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You uploaded this on my birthday, and now I'm here 2 years later to feel those vibes again. Thank you Bootleg Boy for always being there

  • @jacobkennington9037
    @jacobkennington9037 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Our father in heaven,
    I pray for the restless spirits,
    I pray for the hungry,
    I pray for the rains for those in need,
    And lastly,
    I pray for the damaged souls,
    Amen.

  • @jeonjungkook-ym6pv
    @jeonjungkook-ym6pv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I miss you looking and smiling at me it was my only cure but now I'm all alone again

    • @thresh9128
      @thresh9128 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you are not alone, if you really try to reliazes that you are not alone, stay strong, your family loves you.

    • @jeonjungkook-ym6pv
      @jeonjungkook-ym6pv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@thresh9128 thank you 😊❤

  • @chadinbrackets
    @chadinbrackets 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I don't care if no one cares about me, I care for you

  • @savvy5072
    @savvy5072 5 ปีที่แล้ว +86

    *i dont think this relationship is going anywhere*
    "bye"

  • @yup5581
    @yup5581 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Bootleg boy touched a whole generation keep it up💞💞💞

  • @hoshi6696
    @hoshi6696 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    *The thing is that I don't even know why I'm crying rn.. why am I crying over small things..?it's like I can't take it anymore*

    • @kal.dgaf_
      @kal.dgaf_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Relatable.

  •  5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    One of the *BEST* mixes ✌🏼

  • @jeiut8118
    @jeiut8118 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    One day maybe we will get another chance, I just hope that day comes before you find someone better.

  • @Laughy-Flaaffy
    @Laughy-Flaaffy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Woah, this track incorporated a super deep Christian worship song at 3:50 that I grew up listening to. Gave me chills when I heard it-really powerful throwback for me. Thank you.

  • @heart_broken6505
    @heart_broken6505 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I love the song and the pictures of this 😔💔

  • @chross__5015
    @chross__5015 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Always here when I need your music, thank you Bootleg

  • @clareab6219
    @clareab6219 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This has been my favorite playlist for quite sometime now, that the day doesn't feel right if I don't hear it at least once. It's feels reassuring and accepting....sad but hopeful.

  • @abby8242
    @abby8242 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Idk why but starting around 2:58 gives me chills. Love it😍😍❤️

  • @gIockjuice
    @gIockjuice 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It's that time of the day again, thank you. 💜

  • @belladona5109
    @belladona5109 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I dont know what is worst crying every night and feeling sad or feel nothing like you are a ghost and sometimes when you feel so sad your chest hurt so much but you cant cry even though you feel like it .

    • @themonster9577
      @themonster9577 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      that's exactly what i feel, sometimes i felt so sad i thought i was crying like a fountain but nothing, the worst now and i don't feel that pain anymore

  • @eatalittle
    @eatalittle 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Christian music mixed in there ayyyy!!
    Kari jobe - Oceans

  • @craazieee
    @craazieee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    I can relate to the title on a while other level 💔

    • @melsy9355
      @melsy9355 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm here if you need someone to talk to!

    • @user-go5pj4ob1k
      @user-go5pj4ob1k 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hope all is well 🤗

    • @craazieee
      @craazieee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Orion Star thank you 😭💕

    • @craazieee
      @craazieee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Neewb13 at least you are :)

    • @hantomass2898
      @hantomass2898 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Shyanne contact me pls im lonely💔😔

  • @janellelambayan9620
    @janellelambayan9620 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love it that the people here are connected by a common bond -- or whatever you call it -- and that is being human. i wish you all the bests, we will be alright :)

  • @CoolAnimals69
    @CoolAnimals69 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    3:48 I like this part

  • @cloudywinxx2379
    @cloudywinxx2379 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Sad how there are so many people around us with bright, happy laughters who really cry themselves to night wanting to end themselves, including us.

  • @andrebatista3026
    @andrebatista3026 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Why is it so hard to forget someone? But so easy to be forgotten...

  • @Yunaaa_13
    @Yunaaa_13 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Hey do you always feel lost too and just sometimes you imagine yourself somewhere free and peaceful wishing the world you are in today is not reality.

  • @mw2trickshottting240
    @mw2trickshottting240 4 ปีที่แล้ว +203

    Why Are You Crying Alone Lets Cry Together.

  • @harrischua3333
    @harrischua3333 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God loves you guys have faith ❤️ cheer up always..

  • @maeking9248
    @maeking9248 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Every i'm sad I'm searching this type of songs then ur gonna miss someone then ur gonna overthink again cozz u lab them then your gonna cry like i think i'm to sensitive cozzz i really mean my support,love,cares and everything to one person that i really need and love.

  • @carterknoy1297
    @carterknoy1297 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    She’s on my mind

  • @whattheheck7984
    @whattheheck7984 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    one of my favorite mixes of all time

  • @vita_parker2460
    @vita_parker2460 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Surprised these songs help me every morning. :,)