Hey Dreamy, what's the song that starts at 20:00? It doesn't appear to be Ｖｅｓｈｙ なウゔ - ｇｏｏｄｂｙｅ. Edit: Didn't see the text on the lower left corner, it's sam sanger - Her.
looking at the moon . Knowing someone else is looking at it . I always wish them good luck . it warms my heart , and i know Im not alone . Atleast for that moment .
look at the moon and know im there praying for you and believing in you . we're strangers and still something connects us . I love you and Im proud youre still alive . I know it shard ... please keep fighting for the both of us .
Then they look around as people look at then like they're a plague. Could have just helped them yesterday, but today you're nothing more than an unnecessary burden.
a simple action can be really difficult, but if you try just a little bit harder you will be able to do whatever you want, or at least everything you can do c:
A friend of mine just died from overdose a few days ago. We used to talk late at night when I'd be freaking out about exams. I definitely feel alone right now.
I lost a friend to an overdose about 2 years ago. Just cherish the memories that come your way. Cry and laugh about the times you had. For it isn't the last... much love
I saw another comment about looking at the moon. Then I wanted to. Then I remembered my room is in the basement and I can't look outside through my window.
So I'm officially 1 month and 17 days clean. This is the longest I have been clean in a long time. I guess I'm proud of myself. I mean I'm still numb and still don't know what I'm doing in life. I found my soulmate tho. She is amazing. I miss my friend, may her soul rest, she couldn't win her battle but I know I will. For her. For my baby. For myself. If you are still fighting just know your not alone. I know you feel alone but I can promise someone will miss you. You may not know it now but we all have a reason to be here. And I know I'm a random stranger but I love you and I'm so proud you have made it this far. Don't give up and don't let someone steal your smile. You are perfect and I want you to live the life maybe I never could. Signing off so I can sleep Mocha~
Lamb, tell me a story. There was once a pale man with dark hair who was very lonely. Why was he lonely? All things must meet this man, so they shunned him. Did he chase them all? He took an axe and split himself in two.. right down the middle.. So he would always have a friend? So he would always have a friend.
There is two type of people ⚑ . Those who give you love without you giving them anything ★. And those who give you pain after you gave them everything 〆. ♫.
I hope someone reads this and acknowledges me. --- Why are so many people caring about me? I did nothing to deserve this. Right now, it's been hard to keep up with work and other stuff and I feel like I'm not working hard enough, sure I'm trying to be happy with yt videos and video games but it feels like I'm wasting time if I stop working. How do you find something you love to do, so that I can be happy every time I do it?
Little boy: “Are you an angel?” Girl: “What?” Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.” Girl: “I’m not an angel” Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to pain of others and their own.” Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.” Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”
It was mid-summer when my friend and I decided we wanted to go stargazing. Our other friends laughed at the idea of it - they thought it was childish. We had no idea where we were going, we were just driving away. We turned up the music up and watched as the roads got narrower, the street lights became dimmer, and everything became stiller. We parked at the side of a road and switched the car engine off. It was pitch dark and suddenly silent. The first step out the car was intimidating - almost as if something bad was bound to happen. But nothing happened; it was simply peaceful. In the far distance we could see the city light illuminating the sky. We lied down in the middle of the road, despite our instincts telling us otherwise. We looked up and just opened our eyes to see thousands of burning balls of fire flashing their beauty. I had never seen so many stars before. Dare I say, it was magical.
Wow, I think lofi community is the only one that is not toxic No one makes feel bad the others and people help each other Comments in every lofi compilation are therapeutic
Sometimes we just want to be alone, and I think there's beauty in the solitude... it's not always bad, and I'll definitely enjoy my time alone, listening to this compilation~
after i broke up with my gf and after 3 years chasing after people and friends, deppresion and anxiety, now i understand i dont need anything from them, i dont expect anything from life now, i feel i found everything i need, i dont care if i disappear one day or leave because nobody needs me, because now every person is just a stranger for me, best moment in my life is now i am lonely i am alone and i am happy i dont need anything, i dont expect anything , i dont search anything
I hope someone reads this and acknowledges me. --- Why are so many people caring about me? I did nothing to deserve this. Right now, it's been hard to keep up with work and other stuff and I feel like I'm not working hard enough, sure I'm trying to be happy with yt videos and video games but it feels like I'm wasting time if I stop working. How do you find something you love to do, so that I can be happy every time I do it?
There might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video. Some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well. Some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. The good will come soon enough. you can do this. Some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing. Some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I will be fine. I am in control. I will be okay.” to anyone who is reading this right now, I love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this.
depression: missed me? anxiety: wanna talk? lo fi: need a hug? we lonely people: mhm *sniff* lo fi: you'll be ok i'm here *hug pat pat* we lonely people: *hug* never leave me lo fi: never
@@josemoisesvilledaramos8598 aww it's ok just pretend i'm hugging you (although you don't know what meh looks like._.) just prentend a tall average sized dark female is huggings you and giving you jolly little head pats
Reading all yall problems made me woke up... I aint going trough shit compared to some of you. Yall are stronger then i'll ever be... much love and support Ig:@gui_ffcorreia if u wanna talk about something you going trough hu
Don't discredit any worries you have though, either. We all have our own demons. Any fight can be a challenge. So that's why, if there's something on your mind, don't be afraid to say.
@@LoneWolf-rg8gz but the people closest to us hurt us the most.. so when we are stuck in our thoughts they come to haunt us.. we never truly overcome anything. We simply learn to ignore the pain. It's like being punched. Your first fight being punched will hurt. But after being punched, over, and over, we forget pain and instead embrace it. You may ask yourself why am I embracing pain? Am I insane? The answer is no. We all crave for something to go wrong eventually... Because when it does we'll be able to feel SOMETHING again..
Still looking for a job, not trying to lose myself. Life is crazy people, things might never be great, but they can be. For all I know, you might be just the only person you need, of course they're others, but just remember, you make a difference in your life as long as you're willing to change. Don't hold back, risk everything even if it means death. It's worth it.
Hope you find happiness dude and stay strong life can be cruel but its rewarding as much pain as you feel you will get your reward for enduring it. Stay positive :)
I no longer dream. I no longer live. I no longer love. I no longer sleep. I no longer shoot for the stars. I am just existing. existing with no meaning in my life. I wonder where it all went. when I stopped caring for my well being when I just... G A V E U P Update: luckily I’v gotten better made it to college I have some up and downs from time to time but I don’t feel as down as I did here. I would love the replies to be respectful to one another and have some inspiration words for those who scroll down. Let’s be actual humans and help one another . And plz don’t put your religion replies as “you will go to hell if you commit suicide” not only am I am an atheist but also it’s extremely rude to say that to somebody. If you do bring religion do be positive plz and share some kind words of wisdom. I’m tired of negativity. Thank you everyone have a wonderful life
You're name and profile picture are so cute, so it's kind of a shock to see those things and then read that comment. I guess everybody has rough times though, hope you're doing alright.
If you think about it.. *Loneliness* is the worst feeling in the world.. Being left alone.. Nobody wanting you around.. Feeling unwanted.. Feeling so horrid that you feel like the world doesn't need you anymore.. It's Horrible..
I don't mind the alone part but as long as I get home and be with my family when the days is over that's all I want but I know it's not gonna last and that scares me
I bless you from a place of hope. May peace proceed to flow thru your veins as my words connect with you. Sovereign Lord, I hold these children of yours with the strength of love reverberating thru this expression. Where you are is where I am. I feel this so real because I feel your feels here with me. May your dreams live long and prosper in the light of life.
these comments are filled with depressing feels and supportive people so I'm just gonna lighten the mood to those who are just scrolling... Egg=Unripend feather baby. hay. it's been a while and to those now finding this, I hope this gave you a laugh :) recently my grandpa passed away and this joke always made him giggle so hope it did the same for y'all
Just here to let you know, dear reader, that it's okay to be sad, anxious or depressed, and it's okay to seek for help. May the lofi community live forever
We are all alone, for we are not in touch with the stories and emotions we don't know. How can one ever be acompanied if one is engulfed in a vessel which Physic's Laws keeps apart from other things, for electrons are outer in the atoms, and electrones repels themselves?
Been an introvert all my life, just gets comfortable being alone. Its not always bad, but in times like these with everything going on...i cant explain how this music resonates with me.
@@marmoris._ eh there’s 2 types of loneliness, 1 is being scared to get hurt like you said and the other being having nobody to truly open up to in the first place
I think that a lot too but I remember that me being gone effects others negatively. I found something to live for. If I can’t live for myself I’ll do it for my dogs. I hope you find something to make you happy to wake up and not just wonder why you haven’t died in your sleep yet. Edit:spelling error
People don't realize how much worse I'm getting. They think I'm fine because I smiled. I'm fine because I laughed. I'm fine because I ate. They only really noticed me when I was in the hospital. But that moment of care didn't last.
We love you Allison We have face our own battles But we will get thru it I have♥️ trust me better days are ahead for all of us you it’s part of life to go thru storms before you see the sunshine♥️☀️🌈 I believe in you and I hope you have a great day♥️
One day my teacher asked the class to write about a myth that we would create on our own and it got me thinking. Why do people fear or hate death when it’s what keeps you alive wanting to explore,experience, or just keep you wanting in general while life is what makes everything hard on you death is always there giving you an option to end all pain. I came up with a story but I’ll try to make it short for your sake thinking that you probably wouldn’t want me wasting your time. I wrote about a little girl and a little boy siblings or not it was never known, life being the girl who lively who always knew what to say but was really greedy and curious always obsessed to be the best at what ever she did and death being the boy who was smart but never wanted to do anything he didn’t have to. They were both trusted to keep the humans lively and the choice of life and death were to be their (the human’s) choice and if Death did kill humans without their consent Death would be punished, also the last rule, never to fall in love.They were both very popular with humans. They were both liked equally.and acknowledged as equals. Life and Death always played together laughing and having fun all the time but..... Life hated her job as wanted to be like the humans even tho she was told by Death many times that they couldn’t and would be punished if they didn’t do their jobs. Life was always lively, always cheering, and smiling with the humans while Death was always awkward and didn’t understand humans like Life did. They were both still loved though and treated equally even if Death was a little awkward, but Life felt that she should be treated better than Death. After all SHE was the one who ACTUALLY talked to them, made them comfortable, and happy plus Death just took their experiences away taking them from HER! “RIGHT?!” She thought. Life started getting obsessed with humans, their conformity and her desire to be treated better than than Death. Soon she stopped hanging out with Death and more with the humans trying to gain their favor over Death always showing them new things, new experiences and never letting them get bored. Death noticed and told her that it wasn’t good for them not to be with humans if they weren’t together but Life ignored him. She was warned many times by him always asking her what was wrong but she wouldn’t talk to him....so....he gave up. He started seeing her more and more with the humans and soon he noticed that the humans started following her and stoped talking to him because life was always with them and she wasn’t awkward like he was. Death started missing Life and felt loneliness. Not having anyone to play with, talk to, or even acknowledge him because of Life nobody even let Death do his job anymore because of Life always showing them new things to experience each day so they were never satisfied and wanted more. Death got more and more depressed and lonely each day but he was happy. Seeing Life always smiling and laughing even though he was alone. Death started to get obsessed with Life and fell in love with her having noticed how different things were without her. So on day he started begging her to come back to him or at least acknowledge his existence but Life just ran away to the humans with excitement and Death’s eyes who followed her saw something that would haunt him for ever. She ran to a human boy who was clearly using her for fame and she knew but hugged and kissed him because he would bring him closer to the other humans not even looking at him is own best friend who was on the ground groveling at her feet. After centuries of being alone. Death gave up on his own existence he felt the worst feeling of loneliness feeling that he wasn’t ever needed at anytime, by anyone so he just sat waiting for something he knew would never come. Soon there was too many humans on earth Andy here wasn’t enough resources for everyone as there was before. Humans developed greed and hatred. War had begun with people making groups so they could have more power and advantages as they murdered each other for land,food, and power. Life being the new ruler of this world didn’t know what to do and couldn’t stop what was happening as all she could do was give life and the humans had already experienced everything but what they were at the moment so her lover left her. He was old now, with white hair and a beard covering his face while she was still the same little girl. Noticing what was happening Life she cried and cried for Death. Death heard her cries and for the first time after centuries stood from where he sat in the darkness was off to her aid. He asked “What’s wrong?” “The humans are killing each other and my partner left me!” She said hearing how pathetic she had sounded “It’s okay you’ll be alright I have an idea.” Death said “I can bring Death upon most of the humans so they can stop fighting and they’ll blame everything on me and won’t hate you because they’ll think I caused all this chaos.” “It will be fine Life this will work!” Death said “Okay! But can you make sure my lover is alive please Death..... I love him.” But he knew she didn’t..... it was all an act.... She knew Death wouldn’t say no and she was right, Death wiped out most of the human race violating the rules of asking the humans about their rights and choices of dying or living and made sure Life’s lover was still alive. She ran straight to her lover after saying thank you to him Even thought it wasn’t much Death was very happy as this was the first time she had acknowledged him in years. And so it was Death was hated by all humans and the existence that created him. This is just the draft so it probably has some mistakes in it and if you’re still reading this you are most loved by me and I hope your good deeds are repaid someday.
@@youtubepremiumenjoyer8820 dude. Wtf. It’s just a story they are trying to tell. And I read the story. Can u just, not? Leave them alone all they wanted to do was share a myth they wrote with people who wanted to read it. Just leave them alone please.
i feel not alone but helpless, friend from another country just attempted suicide. he wont answer.... 26 minutes has passed, hes alive. he got caught. i need to do something about this.
If you’re financial OK, visit him and have a talk face-to-face when you’re free. Might be better than Facetiming. I hope (s)he gets well soon. -Zero Two
He probably killed himself now, he do not exist and you are on the 600 Lbs life. You probaly live in the flex tape facility and cuddle with phill swift. Get fucked piece of shit
@@meandpuppycat5525 Never said it was easy. I want to be alone too, but that fact remains, that's why you have to keep trusting again and again, no matter how much damage it does. Everyone has the capacity to love, if everyone focused on this love there would be no suffering.
Girl : finally a day like this ! Boy: will u ever leave me ? Girl : not even for a second !! ;) Boy : do u love me ? Girl : yes every single time !! Boy: will u ever hurt me ? Girl : no , I will not Boy ; will u marry me Girl : yes Boy : Jasmine Now read it backwards...
Does anyone else just want to be alone and listen to music.? Or sit on a skyscraper and stare at the night sky, and the city lights? I want people to exist but at the same time i want to be the only one alive.
I like being alone, but I like to come to the comments and see all of these people being alone together. Thank you for being here for me. You don’t know me and I don’t know you, but we might be here for the same reason. I’m pretty sad right now, but just the option to talk to you helps me out.
My whole life consists of going to work, coming home, making myself a wholesome dinner, then reading a book while listening to Lofi playlists. I absolutely love it, you know why? Because no one can disturb my peace.
I thought I was like that too. But once I was all by myself and my friends and peers were gone, I started to miss them a lot. Even if they made me angry at times or if they disturbed my temporary peace… I guess I‘m no introvert after all.
Adding some poetry: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Life is worth a leaf A leaf is free A leaf falls A leaf never has to worry about perfection A leaf never has to think A leaf just listens A leaf makes no decisions A leaf isn’t worth a penny But it’s worth humanity I’m not a leaf
@@__-yh7zl the point to get so many likes because the dumb fucks who like this are the reason the internet is terrible, it's to the point where everything that gets likes is the "hey im relatable" type stuff, and that's why the internet is so terrible sometimes
Just wishing i could find peace within myself. Some dreams just may never come true. And all you can do is dream about it, and feel sad/nostalgic. Because maybe you had a chance at some point, and now that chance is gone forever.
story? once there was a boy in the adoption center he got adopted, and his name is Jason years pass by the boy was 15 and was abused by his brother multiple times parents think time is money they waist it they loose it the boy would suffer a lot he tried begging he tried asking for help he tried suicide but nothing he had a friend Evan, he was the same age as Jason Evan tried to help but Jason refused Jason didn't want Evan to get hurt 2 months later Evan died... Jason couldn't cry anymore... his hart was too heavy with pain....he just turned silent... 1 year later.... Jason got into music its his escape to reality. the little boy named Jason who was adopted, abused, and hurt...... is me... I just wanted to share something.... thank you for your music I always listen to it thank you so much!
Hi man, 1 month has passed and I don't know how you are nowadays, but if you want to talk to someone you can call me on discord, my tag is henriqueta#7470, keep safe bro, I don't know you but still care
brother i am in hell for 7 years and my parents still want me dead i lost more than 4+ friends and family now i live alone being alone is my happy place me and my music
Most of you won't read this, but to whoever has a hard time while listening to this: stay here. Accept what you are feeling, that's the best you can do. Don't reject the pain. The harder you try to reject, the more it will hurt you. Let it in and notice how it feels. Only to get to know how to beat it eventually. Some will take a day, some will take ten years. Maybe it will never even go away completely. That's life. Up to now, you have beaten 100% of your worst days. Time to continue that streak, isn't it? Think of it this way: the lower it gets, the sweeter the feeling when you're doing great again. How to feel great? Do whatever you love. Don't let anyone tell something is wrong, weird, stupid, dumb, or whatever. You live to satisfy yourself. And you know how you can reach that feeling. It's not a problem if you don't know how to comfort others. Put yourself on the first place first. Eventually, you'll start to notice you will be able to feel at place somewhere and able to comfort others as well. I know, I can't fix your problem. I pretty much know too that you don't want me to fix it, you just want me to listen. I'm here to listen. Please, write your story under here to see how many actually care about you. And I do too, because that's the only reason I've put this here. So to anyone who has a hard time: stay here
@Chiefs Cock I understand you brother, since I went through this as well, all that really matters is what is ahead of you, true your love was part of your circle but that circle wouldn't be without you. You are what is to love, find yourself again. Strive on
Kicked by my parents away from home. No money, no family, no job, i live on my friend house rn, with their family. I dont know, i just feel so hard every single fuckin day, i always feel my pain, but i can’t cry, i just feel it everyday and slowly killing me. I dont know wht to do. I have a lot of friends and one gf, but i still feel lonely. I dont know wht i need, i dont know wht i feel, i dont know where to go, i cant love my self, i dont even know my self. Im fuckedup
Hey there. I may seem just like a stranger, but... If you are going through hard times, remember that... *I love you.* I'll be your shoulder to cry on. Your hugs to tell you 'It's ok, I'm here and I'll never leave you.' You may never see me again, but remember that all bad things will go away. I promise. Have a wonderful day/night. I'll always love you guys, the lofi community, a place where you can just cry all it out.
Normally I don't click well with these types of mixes on TH-cam because my attention span is really short, but this one- made me stop and listen- for the whole duration. This had me reflecting on every aspect of my life up till now- I loved it.
Everyone else saying why they are sad heres mine: My boyfriend self harmed when i tried to help him and shouted at me because i asked why he didnt come to me and what he did and he kept leaving me on read then i told him “I thought since we have eachother we have a reason to live and not self harm” he left me on read again so i said “guess i was wrong” and he told me to stop i have no friends to go to and i could never talk to my mother about self harm because she would just say i want attention and would get mad i have no one to talk to im just laying here in bed crying trying to to put another cut in my wrist Update: he called me childish and told me to get a grip then said “hope u find a better boy” :))
You are not childish. You are not worth less. You are a beautiful human being and you are loved. You are worth something. You might not believe it now, maybe not even in 10 years, but you are wor th it. You were put on this Earth for a reason, and I'm not going to go on a whole rant about God's plan and whatnot, because you may feel like you have been completely aband oned and un loved, but no matter how hard it gets, you got this. I believe in you. I'm not just saying this I swear, and it might not mean annything, but dont give up. you got this. we are here for you. and tell your mom. it will help. get someone to talk to. it might be hard but it will be worth it. trust me. you. can. do. this. you are an amazing person. never give up.
I hope you do, find someone better than you that you can look up to, to become more like, don't hurt yourself, because it will just make everything worse.
Oh I’m so sorry, he isn’t worth it if he says stuff like that to you. You are not childish you are just having a hard time and if you ever feel Lonely or lost please don’t cut yourself, get some food, go for a walk, Listen to music but please don’t hurt yourself. You are an amazing person. Your 2020 will be better I promise 🧡🧡
pity that I feel too. though I'm truly worthless and don't really work for friends I'm not really sad. so I don't really understand how others can just hold friendship for more than half a year. I guess I'm just not really mentally made for friendship.
Me too Alan, but keep in mind, you aren't your thoughts, you aren't your mind, It is Just a tool that you uses, you use the mind, not the opposite. Anyway I hope tht my words helped you in something..
I remember listenting to this mix when I was kinda depressed. I didn't had a clinical depression but I was just lonely, I had fallen out with my best friend and another close friend. These nights, staring out of my window while listening to this music. Now after about 4 months I am at a much better place, but the music brings back old memories and feelings. Kinda scary but also nice to see how far I have come. thanks to whoever made this, I hope you know how much it helped everyone.
Same story here man.... I had to leave my friends and my depression was going up few years back...Now I'm all alone and laughed at by everyone, but atleast I can enjoy all by myself
I hope you heal from the things you don’t talk about bro. From another perspective, loosing friends is sometimes necessary to grow. Anyways keep going man I believe in you !
@@raghavadoregowda2191 never expected to return to this video after a year and a half to respond to a comment but here we are. I don't k ow why you have fallen out with ur friend but if it was a very close maybe even bestfriend to you I wanted to ask if u know this feeling of wanting to hate him/her cause of the falling out and the lonely times one suffered through but still care for them cause they were ur bestfriend at some point?
i like the way i can find a certain kind of people by looking in the comment section. i like to find people that like anime like me. i like to find people that like the internet like me. i like to find people that see like me. i like to find introvert and special people like me. i like to find people that are depressed like me. *i'm* not *calling* *for* *help* . don't worry. *I* don't *need* *love* don't *help me* . *please* . #ineedlove
@@ryujito also I like my hero academia, demon Slayer and Sword Art Online but I'm new in anime so I just started watching... And I neeed to start jojo's bizarre adventure (●__●)
@@soup-not-edible aah i just finished my hero academia season 4 the other day, it was really nice, demon slayer is also nice also JoJo is really good, i haven't finished part 5 yet but i can definitely say it's worth a watch
I don’t know why. But, “So he would always have a friend..?” “So he would always have a friend.” And, “...Your not forgetting anything.” Always hit me deep and take me down memory lane. I don’t know why.
It's 4:11 am i'm alone and lonely. My sadness is overwhelming. I only dream of holding him close, the smell of his hair, feeling his breath in my forehead, his fingers running through my hair. My palm stretched out in his chest feeling his heart beat. His warm thigh on top of mine, legs intertwined. Our eyes often shut but occasionally glancing. Deeply breathing when moving. Light and kind kisses at the back of his neck. Clutching my arm across his chest. Suddenly turning kissing my shut eyes while holding me by the nape. All these images of night lights and morning rays, peaceful moments shared, are just dreams. I have feelings of emptiness, my melancholy tears are slowly running down my checks i only scream in my mind "Find Me!!! Please Find Me". I can no longer wait to hold you my faceless love.
Reading this warms my heart. The memories of us, experiences we shared, time we invested learning about each other... the way you looked at me as if I was this tremendous mountain, immovable even to the God's.... and those eyes wide and questioning. Days like these make me reminisce all of those moments and the exact emotions they made me feel during such a cold time. I'm sorry I could never answer those questions that glistened upon your wide eyes; but I couldn't tell you I loved you and have her echo in my mind the echo that grew louder overtime. And now I lay here without you, or her but I'd much prefer the solitude then lie or be lied to. I'm sorry I can no longer protect you.
@@InfumuZ_BoneZ i take a breath and start to speak but the words are gone. I can only sigh, burying my face in a pillow holding back the tears and muting out my silent screams. I try to get up, fake a smile but no one can see. I am alone. My empty room only has shadows of you. Your back turned sitting at the edge of the bed. I run my fingers through your spine but i feel nothing but space and air. My faceless love when will i see you turn around, I am here. Please hear my silent screams. I am here.
Lonely nights I lay awake. I return to you, your long silky hair hides you. So close I reach to run my fingers down your hair. But the edge of the beds never seemed so far miles away you appear. Never alone you were always here but never mine to grasp. My heart crumbles, frozen from the depths it has sunk it remains intact. Yet you will no longer appear, alone yet nothing to fear I carry on with hopes you'll soon see, the state in which you've left me.
@@InfumuZ_BoneZ The sun; I rise my head to look at the sun, I squint my eyes from the glare and there you were again. I feel your arms around my waist clutching me tightly, as though I was driving a hundred miles an hour. I hear you howling like a proud alpha. I let the cool breeze slip between the edges of my helmet. I widen my eyes, I feel you smiling. I glance at my side mirror and there I was alone. Driving, riding alone. This time i didn't cry. I howled like a lone wolf. With all my might I will find you. Wait for me. My faceless love.
As I return to this place I often think of you. This heart it bleeds; solitude will no longer do, as I cannot escape the thought of you. Did your heart scar like mine? Never to speak again I travel through time, wondering, waiting for you to return to finally be mine. For now you not being her is fine, just remember in the end you were always meant to be mine and that is why this pain is fine.
we make mistakes... *we even screw up that much we end up losing our friends* .. but don't *worry* *i love you* *even if you don't love me back* *i will try my best and be there for you if you feel lonley* .. *imagine me beside you while you talk to you're self* *stay safe* *don't cut* *live for me and and those who care* *wanna end up in hell or heaven* ? *wanna end up in heaven* ? *don't die* . *wanna go to hell* *Don't die* *good luck on you're journey* My *friend* .
Losing my girlfriend and daughter in one night due to a car accident with Mother Nature causing heavy rainfall , messed me up for years but lofi has always been my go to in my dark times and I’m super grateful for this genre of music !
I'd rather be alone then hangout with my friends, because they all in a different place. I fell so alone, why did god to this to me? Is it because I'm so sad? or what? Why god? just why god? I know I did bad things but those was in the past. Please let me be alone.
Jesus is always with you. You seem someone important. He didn't do this to you... you chose to be sad and helpless. Pray to him... words are seeds... say this "Father god I love you, Every human isn't perfect, we all make mistakes but I'm here to make this right. I'm sorry and I promise that I will not do bad things. I know I will because humans aren't perfect but i will try my best. In Jesus's name I will be revived and I will not suffer any pain and you will guide me in what I need to do. Amen"
@@user-rg1vo1ho9p this is wrong. I'm not gonna argue but please start praying to his and start doing good things. You will see Jesus and finally wakeup. Your are the in the dark if you walk in the light, do good things, help people, you will see the gift Jesus has been waiting for you to see.
Some people may hate this comment and say, “you’re fine -----“ And to those people, it’s okay! I get it, you don’t need to believe me or feel bad or anything, for all I care you can be mad. We are people with opinions, I won’t judge! I also hope everyone that’s reading this is doing good, anyways this is gonna be a rant, so if you don’t care you can go if you want I have 2 older sisters and I’m one child out of 3, i am the youngest. I always feel I need to be as good as them but I’m not near as smart, pretty, nice, or anything. All my life I’ve been made to try and meet the standards they have, and it’s caused stress and what I think is called anxiety. No one seems to care or notice either, I feel I have no one to talk to. My sisters are also athletic, one didn’t like sports but played anyway while the other loves them. My parents have always hated that I don’t enjoy basketball, they never listened when I said I didn’t want to play and in return to that they would yell at me and tell me to stop. At one point I tried to quit. That resulted in slight PTSD. Why? Well, a parent said I was a disappointment and a disgrace to my family, while the other ignored me until I said I would keep playing. They finally realized I wasn’t just sat paying it because I didn’t like exercise and said that was the last season I would have to play. I should have known that was a lie. I’m so naive. I have good grades at the moment, but they’ve been getting lower and lower as time goes on. I have a bunch of pressure on me that nobody knows about. For one, I’m constantly getting yelled at for things I didn’t do and to do things that I am terrified to do because it makes me remember my basketball incident. I’ve also been going through this for 3 years as of now, I’m only 11. I’m scared to go outside of my room and I can’t wait for it to be Friday because school ends for me. I’m so ready to have that stress off of my shoulders. Everything just seems so scary and I’m terrified of people for what’s happened. I’m also terrified to be touched by my parents. Another incident that happened only a month or two ago was when my cats tail got stuck in a door when I was trying to come inside after practicing a serve for volleyball (I play volleyball) and then I freaked out because my cat was obviously hurt, so I opened the door and the cat ran in and a parent came to see if the cat was okay, then I got yelled at for something that was a complete accident. I was then told to not touch said parent and they continued to yell and yell placing the blame on every little thing that happened even if it wasn’t related to me, on me for the next 2 days. So me of the things they yelled were, “I wanna hurt you so bad!” “IM SO MAD AT YOU!!” “WHAT THE F*** DID YOU DO?!” “I’m so f***ing mad at you, what is wrong with you?” “I hate you right now” “WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU??!” They also jumped to conclusions when I explained a little about the door and how I opened the door to help the cat, and kept saying, “You probably just pulled while his tail was still stuck in the door!” If you spent the time reading this, thank you, although I doubt most wont, thank you. I’m slowly trying to trust while keeping my guard up. Things with people other than my family have been good for a few weeks, I just hope it’ll be okay with my family soon, too. I’m just waiting, that’s all I can do right now. I hope everyone is doing okay, I will talk to anyone if they want. I don’t want other people to be sad, it hurts me knowing others can feel this pain. Edit: I found out two people in my family have cancer, one is my grandpa and the other is my aunt. I also found out a cat that my grandma owns has kidney failure, meaning my mother is going through a lot of stress since this is all on her side of my family. I hope nothing bad happens to make me feel even worse. “The strongest people wear smiles in the scariest of times.” I’m learning, slowly but surely. •w•
I read though to the end and I'm very sorry no one your age should be scared to trust people . I have been though a bit of what you were talking about and I would just like to say everything is going to be ok .and I'm really sorry about some of your family members being sick I hope you have a better day 💕
kayla deats I actually was needing this, thank you. Thank you so much and I’m slowly learning how to be more positive and things have been pretty good, I really needed this though Thank you and I hope you’re doing good ❤️🤗 Edit: I’m just being as nice as possible and my friends are happier to talk to me and they always are laughing with me, so it’s paying off for sure!! As for my parents they are still the same to me, if not ignoring me more. I honestly don’t let it bug me now because it’s their loss for not wanting to have a better relationship with their daughter ÙwÚ
I'm always asked why I'm so tired. I wake up exhausted. I open my eyes, and from that second onwards, for the past 13 years, on the back burner, my mind is always looking out for something that will remind me of my father. There's a price to pay for seeing his smile, hearing his laugh, his voice. To hearing him telling me he loves me just one more time. He survived the heart attack, but I wasn't able to save who he was. That's all but gone. He doesn't know who I am. If I want to remember his smile, or remember the sound of his voice, or my dad telling me he loved me, I have to watch him die. Repeatedly. Forced to watch the memory of me holding him as he died. No idea how many times I get the replay button hit. On some level, I'd watch it dozens of time, if it means I get another minute of remembering him the way he was. But it's shred my soul. Like silk a shroud dragged through a valley of glass shards. I can't say anything, the people I've told don't get it. I'd open up more about it but if anonymity is gone then people would accuse me of playing the victim or say that I'm overreacting or that I'm taking away from other's real experiences. I used to always have sleep. The last time I was dragged through hell though was by waking up in sleep paralysis. I couldn't even force myself to move. Sleep used to be safe. People always ask why I'm so tired. I just always wake up exhausted.
yea! we do. this world is filled with bullshit and sorrow. nonetheless, that's what makes it special. this is the experience. and i hope everyone in these comments can see that and embrace it. the world is hard. but that doesn't mean we shouldn't live in it. good luck. hope you're doing well.
there are a lot of people whos hiding their pains in this world because of others opinions. its scary to open up to someone because of that. i honestly dont know where im going with this ? idk but i want you guys to know that your are not alone with these pains. and im realy bad at comforting people sooooooooooooo das all i have to say
I have no friends I have no family I have no tears And I have no trust, I'm alive but I'm not living it's just the same dark and depressing loop, I want another life but I know that's not gonna happen I talk about wanting to die but when I hold that knife to my neck I then dont want to die but then I just look crazy, I can't cry, I can't smile, and the only people I get is here.....
Hey, if you ever need someone to talk to, let it out to me or somewhere in the comments, yeah? People here are nicer than you might imagine. And I hope you find a reason to love yourself and live a happy life. It's all gonna be alright, slowly but surely
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Hey Dreamy, what's the song that starts at 20:00? It doesn't appear to be Ｖｅｓｈｙ なウゔ - ｇｏｏｄｂｙｅ. Edit: Didn't see the text on the lower left corner, it's sam sanger - Her.
And 47:00?
mix goes hard my dude
looking at the moon . Knowing someone else is looking at it . I always wish them good luck . it warms my heart , and i know Im not alone . Atleast for that moment .
look at the moon and know im there praying for you and believing in you . we're strangers and still something connects us . I love you and Im proud youre still alive . I know it shard ... please keep fighting for the both of us .
希望Gekyume thanks homie. Much love
希望Gekyume thnx homie
Thats a good way to think of it, thanks ghee
Hōhaia Hamahona-Wise
"Not deppresed, just in the feels, y'know?"
Yeah this feelings remind me always of my humanity which I loathe and love so much!
yes i know
I feel that mate
dattebayo
But. ther some poeple Depress like me
I came here to see some comments
But I found a family instead
^^ same
:)
Same I hope you know you are awesome in your heart and soul I appreciate the commit you said thanks
@@spliffking2220 thank you so much I hope you have a great day
Same..
“The loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.”
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It feels like my life is falling apart a little
Heavily relateable
yes, this happened when 2020
Then they look around as people look at then like they're a plague. Could have just helped them yesterday, but today you're nothing more than an unnecessary burden.
We are all together, and yet so far apart. Why is it that i have so many friends near me and yet i can't reach them?
a simple action can be really difficult, but if you try just a little bit harder you will be able to do whatever you want, or at least everything you can do c:
Milky Perfume I understand that on a spiritual level it’s sad 😔
Because corona is a bully :(
1. Maybe you should try talk 2. If them don't care it's not true friends ,sorry if I'm rude
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A friend of mine just died from overdose a few days ago. We used to talk late at night when I'd be freaking out about exams. I definitely feel alone right now.
If that's true, I'm sorry. He/she is in a better place now ❤️
@@tougecorsa Thank you
I'm so sorry for your loss. I can only imagine how you must feel. :(
I lost a friend to an overdose about 2 years ago. Just cherish the memories that come your way. Cry and laugh about the times you had.
For it isn't the last... much love
Thank you to all of you 💓
Put your phone on night mode and lowest brightness and then press on the video. He just stands there alone in the dark. Nice detail man.
Just like the rest of us..
It’s funny how strangers on the internet care more about you than some people in your life. Truly amazing isn’t it?
I agree Pamela, I really do. Take care of yourself, OK? Because I need to do that too.
Correct
It is
It gets better bro trust in god
The briefest and most beautiful moments in your life will come from people you do not know
When You're Surrounded By People And Yet You Still Feel Alone
be my friend.
It seems when you're surrounded by people is when you feel the most alone...
@@tiffanylodge536 group think is a nasty thing
@@grrr-ou9oc Yeah and once you know how they really "act" then the laughter becomes sickening to hear
"I like being alone,I just don't wanna be lonely"- unknown
I saw another comment about looking at the moon. Then I wanted to. Then I remembered my room is in the basement and I can't look outside through my window.
oof
lol
I am p looking at the moon at 6:47 minutes in the song right now and you know what is awesome astrology and all that s*** and spirit of soul
same... but I live in a closet
@@kuplamuovisandaali is it comfy in there
If you read this, I know what you'll be listening to for the next 59 minutes
But im already 3 minutes in.
4 minutes in...
@@rewrite1239 Ahahah but how can you be writing this comment while watching another video ? 😅
@@DreamhopMusic ikr
@@DreamhopMusic btw I love ur prof pic
So I'm officially 1 month and 17 days clean. This is the longest I have been clean in a long time. I guess I'm proud of myself. I mean I'm still numb and still don't know what I'm doing in life. I found my soulmate tho. She is amazing. I miss my friend, may her soul rest, she couldn't win her battle but I know I will. For her. For my baby. For myself.
If you are still fighting just know your not alone. I know you feel alone but I can promise someone will miss you. You may not know it now but we all have a reason to be here. And I know I'm a random stranger but I love you and I'm so proud you have made it this far. Don't give up and don't let someone steal your smile. You are perfect and I want you to live the life maybe I never could.
Signing off so I can sleep
Mocha~
proud of you!!
Good job keep up the good work!
im proud of you xx
This made me tear up. Thank you, and I love you too ^^
CONGRATULATIONS! IM SO PROUD OF YOU
Lamb, tell me a story.
There was once a pale man with dark hair who was very lonely.
Why was he lonely?
All things must meet this man, so they shunned him.
Did he chase them all?
He took an axe and split himself in two.. right down the middle..
So he would always have a friend?
So he would always have a friend.
Where is this From?
@@robertocamacho4819 From a game called League of Legends, it was for a teaser from a new character, look up: 'Kindred teaser' And you will find it :)
Kindred my favorite champ in his lore ;-;
dude i dont even play lol but gooooddddd
As far as concept and lore , i think Kindred is the best designed champion in League
There is two type of people ⚑ .
Those who give you love without you giving them anything ★.
And those who give you pain after you gave them everything 〆.
♫.
Bad BoY Damn...Truth Hurts👎🏽
That's so so tru .)
Just chill and look at the moon and know others are doing the same I do it every night to stop me...
ah yes, communism is a terrible friend
Wanna talk?
I hope someone reads this and acknowledges me.
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Why are so many people caring about me? I did nothing to deserve this.
Right now, it's been hard to keep up with work and other stuff and I feel like I'm not working hard enough, sure I'm trying to be happy with yt videos and video games but it feels like I'm wasting time if I stop working. How do you find something you love to do, so that I can be happy every time I do it?
^-^ hello I acknowledge you and love u too even if I don't know you ! I hope you have a great day good bye
Same though
@@giannadanser6427
*acknowledges you*
i hope youre okay
Little boy: “Are you an angel?”
Girl: “What?”
Little boy: “My mom told me those who have marked wrists are angels.”
Girl: “I’m not an angel”
Little boy: “Of course you are! Mom said only angels hurt themselves because they don’t like the life on earth. The world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again. They are too sensitive to pain of others and their own.”
Girl: “You know your mom is very wise.”
Little boy: “Thank you. She is also an angel, but she already returned home.”
That's a quite touching story. Thanks for sharing
Pretty deep
this shit made me cry man
@@Noah-qx4kf feel free to share the story to any one or even copy and paste if you would like
🖤💔
It was mid-summer when my friend and I decided we wanted to go stargazing. Our other friends laughed at the idea of it - they thought it was childish.
We had no idea where we were going, we were just driving away. We turned up the music up and watched as the roads got narrower, the street lights became dimmer, and everything became stiller.
We parked at the side of a road and switched the car engine off. It was pitch dark and suddenly silent. The first step out the car was intimidating - almost as if something bad was bound to happen. But nothing happened; it was simply peaceful.
In the far distance we could see the city light illuminating the sky. We lied down in the middle of the road, despite our instincts telling us otherwise. We looked up and just opened our eyes to see thousands of burning balls of fire flashing their beauty. I had never seen so many stars before. Dare I say, it was magical.
ChristinaT I just catched the thought of what if the one beneath you is the brightest of all stars?
@@Lizzly- dang right lmao
please write a whole story with this
Is there a way to save comments to your life?
Dang I was almost thinking it was gonna have a plot twist ending, still a great memory though
Wow, I think lofi community is the only one that is not toxic
No one makes feel bad the others and people help each other
Comments in every lofi compilation are therapeutic
lofi and toxicity cant mix.
They make me depressed
Hey Nath, fuck you man...
I’m just kidding bro. Take care of yourself, we’re here. (lol)
exactly
I hope you bite your cheek!
Sometimes we just want to be alone, and I think there's beauty in the solitude... it's not always bad, and I'll definitely enjoy my time alone, listening to this compilation~
Rainy Vibes whoever you are just know that you are loved.
i can never feel good alone . because then Im alone with myself .
Sometimes we try to find ourselves through the others. Coz it's so self destructive to be with self.
after i broke up with my gf and after 3 years chasing after people and friends, deppresion and anxiety, now i understand i dont need anything from them, i dont expect anything from life now, i feel i found everything i need, i dont care if i disappear one day or leave because nobody needs me, because now every person is just a stranger for me, best moment in my life is now i am lonely i am alone and i am happy i dont need anything, i dont expect anything , i dont search anything
“Do they care or are they just starring at me”
-Unknown
They don't care you fat fuck piece of trash off the street
-known
HicMeans RandomVideos are you really talking to me or are you just saying that
@@hicmeansrandomvideos2426 Bruh who hurt you
@@hicmeansrandomvideos2426 if your talking to me then stop being mean for no fucking reason and grow up
-known
I hope someone reads this and acknowledges me.
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Why are so many people caring about me? I did nothing to deserve this.
Right now, it's been hard to keep up with work and other stuff and I feel like I'm not working hard enough, sure I'm trying to be happy with yt videos and video games but it feels like I'm wasting time if I stop working. How do you find something you love to do, so that I can be happy every time I do it?
There might be multiple reasons a person clicks on this video.
Some want a soothing track to lull them to sleep. to those people: leave the comments and get the rest you deserve. sleep well.
Some are lonely or are feeling very sad. to those people: all pain ends eventually. The good will come soon enough. you can do this.
Some may be studying. to those people: leave the comments, I wish you good luck, you’re going to do amazing.
Some can’t stand the silence and the thoughts and tears that accompany the silence. to those people: take a deep breath in. now exhale. now say, “I will be fine. I am in control. I will be okay.”
to anyone who is reading this right now, I love you. and so do many others. you have nothing to worry about. take a breath and appreciate the good things about this world. everything is and will be okay. you’ve got this.
Thank you, I really needed to hear this right now.
Thank you
I didnt know i needed to here this but thank you
Breathing did help but still all alone
@@g0dfinny681 it's okay love, I'm here for you
depression: missed me?
anxiety: wanna talk?
lo fi: need a hug?
we lonely people: mhm *sniff*
lo fi: you'll be ok i'm here *hug pat pat*
we lonely people: *hug* never leave me
lo fi: never
i cry with this
i rlly need a hug...
but i dont have a person that give me that :(
@@josemoisesvilledaramos8598 aww it's ok just pretend i'm hugging you (although you don't know what meh looks like._.) just prentend a tall average sized dark female is huggings you and giving you jolly little head pats
Story of my life
lo fi has left the chat
thats a mood
Reading all yall problems made me woke up...
I aint going trough shit compared to some of you.
Yall are stronger then i'll ever be... much love and support
Ig:@gui_ffcorreia if u wanna talk about something you going trough hu
Don't discredit any worries you have though, either. We all have our own demons. Any fight can be a challenge.
So that's why, if there's something on your mind, don't be afraid to say.
"And in the end all I learned was how to be strong… Alone.”
We have always been alone...
@@seyiselaton You're right, we're always alone in our own minds...
@@LoneWolf-rg8gz but the people closest to us hurt us the most.. so when we are stuck in our thoughts they come to haunt us.. we never truly overcome anything. We simply learn to ignore the pain. It's like being punched. Your first fight being punched will hurt. But after being punched, over, and over, we forget pain and instead embrace it. You may ask yourself why am I embracing pain? Am I insane? The answer is no. We all crave for something to go wrong eventually... Because when it does we'll be able to feel SOMETHING again..
@@fragmentedreality1035 your a weirdo you weirdo but I like you what you have to say x)
@@javierchavez9656 ok? Lol
Still looking for a job, not trying to lose myself.
Life is crazy people, things might never be great, but they can be.
For all I know, you might be just the only person you need, of course they're others, but just remember, you make a difference in your life as long as you're willing to change.
Don't hold back, risk everything even if it means death. It's worth it.
Hope you find happiness dude and stay strong life can be cruel but its rewarding as much pain as you feel you will get your reward for enduring it. Stay positive :)
I really enjoy this!
Don't forget to check out my content guys!
Chillhop Beats can you like go away maybe ?
@@ChillhopGaming can you like fuck off
leave
Finally, I can listen to LoFi without a cancer live chat in the background
I don't know how that feels but I hope it feels great for you.
but you don’t have to look at the chat..
Ikr
@@tylerschmitt8039 even tho i don't, i still have urges to look lol
x x I always give it a peak when I first join too tbh
anyone's about to read this,,,,,,, i just wanna say stay hydrated. we love you.
I Love you too man :(
I am .. sipping this liquor..
I stay hydrated just to cry
@@DeDe-sg4si same
Thank you. Love you too🥀💔
Once you start losing people, you tend to do it more often.
- Yash Divekar
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Yess.. it becomes more and more comfortable being alone without the unnecessary ones.
Two first tracks already put me in that kind of mood we're all looking for
I no longer dream.
I no longer live.
I no longer love.
I no longer sleep.
I no longer shoot for the stars.
I am just existing.
existing with no meaning in my life. I wonder where it all went. when I stopped caring for my well being when I just...
G A V E U P
Update: luckily I’v gotten better made it to college I have some up and downs from time to time but I don’t feel as down as I did here. I would love the replies to be respectful to one another and have some inspiration words for those who scroll down. Let’s be actual humans and help one another . And plz don’t put your religion replies as “you will go to hell if you commit suicide” not only am I am an atheist but also it’s extremely rude to say that to somebody. If you do bring religion do be positive plz and share some kind words of wisdom. I’m tired of negativity. Thank you everyone have a wonderful life
Don't worry someone might give you a hand in geeting out of the hole you fell into. ...
You're name and profile picture are so cute, so it's kind of a shock to see those things and then read that comment. I guess everybody has rough times though, hope you're doing alright.
call me!
cringe
If you think about it..
*Loneliness* is the worst feeling in the world..
Being left alone..
Nobody wanting you around..
Feeling unwanted..
Feeling so horrid that you feel like the world doesn't need you anymore..
It's Horrible..
I don't mind the alone part but as long as I get home and be with my family when the days is over that's all I want but I know it's not gonna last and that scares me
It's like a grip on my throat and heart choking up what little emotion I have left...
Loneliness isnt about how many friends you have either, it's about how connected to the world you feel
and yet here i am another wondering ghost
I bless you from a place of hope. May peace proceed to flow thru your veins as my words connect with you. Sovereign Lord, I hold these children of yours with the strength of love reverberating thru this expression. Where you are is where I am. I feel this so real because I feel your feels here with me. May your dreams live long and prosper in the light of life.
these comments are filled with depressing feels and supportive people so I'm just gonna lighten the mood to those who are just scrolling... Egg=Unripend feather baby.
hay. it's been a while and to those now finding this, I hope this gave you a laugh :) recently my grandpa passed away and this joke always made him giggle so hope it did the same for y'all
HAZAH A
ヘ(￣ω￣ヘ) dats rad
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You got me good
unripe*
Just here to let you know, dear reader, that it's okay to be sad, anxious or depressed, and it's okay to seek for help. May the lofi community live forever
Thank u🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
@@davein7199 one day everything will be sorted out, maybe it will become harder, maybe it will become easier, but in the end everything will work out
Is anyone ever truly alone, or are we all just, apart?
Seek presence.
I get you !
well physics would say... lmao
Know today we all are just unconnected from each other and just lost people who matter
We are all alone, for we are not in touch with the stories and emotions we don't know. How can one ever be acompanied if one is engulfed in a vessel which Physic's Laws keeps apart from other things, for electrons are outer in the atoms, and electrones repels themselves?
“you being here with me.. *it means everything.* “
OMFG WHEN I SCROLLED OVER THIS AND READ IT, IT SAID IN THE SONG?!
Oskar Aude saaaame that’s weird lol
@@jeffmcintire6118 tffff
Saaame
@@oskaraude1311 me paso lo mismo :O
The nicest communities are the ones with the saddest and loneliest people
Those, who were once at the bottom, will always support you. Because they don't want you to experience what they did.
Both of these comments are true
because we can relate
Sadboy gang rise up ✌️
But Iran is not like that
never💔
Whoever is reading this...
You mean something :')
Glad someone thinks so..
I didn't expect this comment to hit that hard.
Thanks but trying to figure out what 😕
@DreamSound Thx...it really made my day reading ur comment ;w;
This really touched my heart. :') I sincerely thank you
"You were born to be real, not to be perfect" - Min Yoongi
ik then why ppl keep ignoring me xD
deez nutz
@@codi2944 HUH
@@nayrex1062 dont just do something when theyre not interested xD
YES ARMY
I guess life just doesn’t hit same anymore. ;(
talk about it?
@@papasmorf187 it’s been 4 months and not one person commented but thank you
@@Marioooo351 I would’ve if I weren’t suffering too
Me too...but i hope you are felling better by now
Reminds me of the rapper, NF, "I Miss the days". I miss the days when I smiled but wasn't fake
Been an introvert all my life, just gets comfortable being alone. Its not always bad, but in times like these with everything going on...i cant explain how this music resonates with me.
As an introvert and antisocial, I'm only being surrounded by toxic and fake people. That's why I love being alone
of course i love being alone like some of the rest, but it will and always has tooken its toll upon me
Yeah same here man, I'm a big time introvert. I've begun to understand how unstable the world is.
Same, hit me up if you wanna chat sometime.
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Sometimes
The best thing to do
is
just
to
let
go
From what
I tried but I now have to take anti depression pills so I cant
Nah fam join the dark side. We have dark chocolate👌
𝓘 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓰𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓭𝓪𝔂
Well I tried but it didn’t work and now everyone just wants me to see a doctor and shit
You and me are both just existing i guess?
Don't know bout you, but got a preeetty good streak going :D
Hardly even existing at this point
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Yeah we are
i gusse
2-3 years ago I listened to lofi for the first time, it was this lofi mix, and to this day I still come back because I just love this mix so much
Wow me too. Good to know others listen to this mix as well.
Same
whats ur fav track
@@d4a72 daneil stork
"Being lonely is more painful than getting hurt"
-Luffy
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its okay
@@marmoris._ eh there’s 2 types of loneliness, 1 is being scared to get hurt like you said and the other being having nobody to truly open up to in the first place
Be a Lone Wolf. Today is my hardest time and i try to embrace again myself.
@@RISE_OF_WORDSMITHS that’s the opposite of what his quote says
Im fine
Im not im alone
Im smililing knowing no one cares
Im laughing knowing its from my tears
Im alone
I gave up
Jason The Gamer07 plz don’t give up
I think that a lot too but I remember that me being gone effects others negatively. I found something to live for. If I can’t live for myself I’ll do it for my dogs. I hope you find something to make you happy to wake up and not just wonder why you haven’t died in your sleep yet.
Edit:spelling error
I care
Someone out there loves you. If you give up now, you gave up on that one person.
I feel this.
NO WAY IM THE FIRST SONG OMG! THANK YOU FOR FEATURING ME. LOVE AS ALWAYS
People don't realize how much worse I'm getting. They think I'm fine because I smiled. I'm fine because I laughed. I'm fine because I ate. They only really noticed me when I was in the hospital. But that moment of care didn't last.
Are you still here?
Please.... Don't leave.
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We love you Allison
We have face our own battles
But we will get thru it I have♥️ trust me better days are ahead for all of us you it’s part of life to go thru storms before you see the sunshine♥️☀️🌈
I believe in you and I hope you have a great day♥️
I remember listening to this in 2019 non stop, it just bring back memories .
Life moves pretty fast guys
Stay strong
It does same here man I was beginning middle school, now its fucking freshman year where did time go😭
FRR middle school now I'm a junior
@@alljosh1253 sheesh thats wild man i hope highschool dont fly by to fast for us man good luck!
sophomore, now i'm out of school@@alljosh1253
i listened to this senior year highschool now im in 2nd year college and it brings back memories
One day my teacher asked the class to write about a myth that we would create on our own and it got me thinking. Why do people fear or hate death when it’s what keeps you alive wanting to explore,experience, or just keep you wanting in general while life is what makes everything hard on you death is always there giving you an option to end all pain. I came up with a story but I’ll try to make it short for your sake thinking that you probably wouldn’t want me wasting your time. I wrote about a little girl and a little boy siblings or not it was never known, life being the girl who lively who always knew what to say but was really greedy and curious always obsessed to be the best at what ever she did and death being the boy who was smart but never wanted to do anything he didn’t have to. They were both trusted to keep the humans lively and the choice of life and death were to be their (the human’s) choice and if Death did kill humans without their consent Death would be punished, also the last rule, never to fall in love.They were both very popular with humans. They were both liked equally.and acknowledged as equals. Life and Death always played together laughing and having fun all the time but..... Life hated her job as wanted to be like the humans even tho she was told by Death many times that they couldn’t and would be punished if they didn’t do their jobs. Life was always lively, always cheering, and smiling with the humans while Death was always awkward and didn’t understand humans like Life did. They were both still loved though and treated equally even if Death was a little awkward, but Life felt that she should be treated better than Death. After all SHE was the one who ACTUALLY talked to them, made them comfortable, and happy plus Death just took their experiences away taking them from HER! “RIGHT?!” She thought. Life started getting obsessed with humans, their conformity and her desire to be treated better than than Death. Soon she stopped hanging out with Death and more with the humans trying to gain their favor over Death always showing them new things, new experiences and never letting them get bored. Death noticed and told her that it wasn’t good for them not to be with humans if they weren’t together but Life ignored him. She was warned many times by him always asking her what was wrong but she wouldn’t talk to him....so....he gave up. He started seeing her more and more with the humans and soon he noticed that the humans started following her and stoped talking to him because life was always with them and she wasn’t awkward like he was. Death started missing Life and felt loneliness. Not having anyone to play with, talk to, or even acknowledge him because of Life nobody even let Death do his job anymore because of Life always showing them new things to experience each day so they were never satisfied and wanted more. Death got more and more depressed and lonely each day but he was happy. Seeing Life always smiling and laughing even though he was alone. Death started to get obsessed with Life and fell in love with her having noticed how different things were without her. So on day he started begging her to come back to him or at least acknowledge his existence but Life just ran away to the humans with excitement and Death’s eyes who followed her saw something that would haunt him for ever. She ran to a human boy who was clearly using her for fame and she knew but hugged and kissed him because he would bring him closer to the other humans not even looking at him is own best friend who was on the ground groveling at her feet. After centuries of being alone. Death gave up on his own existence he felt the worst feeling of loneliness feeling that he wasn’t ever needed at anytime, by anyone so he just sat waiting for something he knew would never come. Soon there was too many humans on earth Andy here wasn’t enough resources for everyone as there was before. Humans developed greed and hatred. War had begun with people making groups so they could have more power and advantages as they murdered each other for land,food, and power. Life being the new ruler of this world didn’t know what to do and couldn’t stop what was happening as all she could do was give life and the humans had already experienced everything but what they were at the moment so her lover left her. He was old now, with white hair and a beard covering his face while she was still the same little girl. Noticing what was happening Life she cried and cried for Death. Death heard her cries and for the first time after centuries stood from where he sat in the darkness was off to her aid. He asked “What’s wrong?”
“The humans are killing each other and my partner left me!” She said hearing how pathetic she had sounded
“It’s okay you’ll be alright I have an idea.” Death said
“I can bring Death upon most of the humans so they can stop fighting and they’ll blame everything on me and won’t hate you because they’ll think I caused all this chaos.”
“It will be fine Life this will work!” Death said
“Okay! But can you make sure my lover is alive please Death..... I love him.”
But he knew she didn’t..... it was all an act....
She knew Death wouldn’t say no and she was right, Death wiped out most of the human race violating the rules of asking the humans about their rights and choices of dying or living and made sure Life’s lover was still alive.
She ran straight to her lover after saying thank you to him
Even thought it wasn’t much Death was very happy as this was the first time she had acknowledged him in years.
And so it was
Death was hated by all humans and the existence that created him.
This is just the draft so it probably has some mistakes in it and if you’re still reading this you are most loved by me and I hope your good deeds are repaid someday.
I must've to say that this is interesting myth. Maybe i would change a little but ending but besides that it's great
This is why death is the one who kept me alive
The lofi community is one of the most chilled on the internet. Everyone are just kind for eachother but i guess we have here exception
i fucking love this! pls make the full story
@@youtubepremiumenjoyer8820 dude. Wtf. It’s just a story they are trying to tell. And I read the story. Can u just, not? Leave them alone all they wanted to do was share a myth they wrote with people who wanted to read it. Just leave them alone please.
i feel not alone but helpless, friend from another country just attempted suicide. he wont answer....
26 minutes has passed, hes alive. he got caught. i need to do something about this.
If you’re financial OK, visit him and have a talk face-to-face when you’re free. Might be better than Facetiming.
I hope (s)he gets well soon.
-Zero Two
He probably killed himself now, he do not exist and you are on the 600 Lbs life. You probaly live in the flex tape facility and cuddle with phill swift. Get fucked piece of shit
@@hicmeansrandomvideos2426 Stop Now stop making our community toxic.
@@hicmeansrandomvideos2426 you’re the type of person that’s a redditor using death for karma and shit.
@@hicmeansrandomvideos2426 why? why do u do this? i- i don't understand...
Be alone so u wont get hurt thats what i do
It gets to a point where being alone is what hurts most.
We are nothing if not with others.
@@loispeytonjones9258 thats you not me
Iam allergic to humans i cant love them
@@meandpuppycat5525 Never said it was easy. I want to be alone too, but that fact remains, that's why you have to keep trusting again and again, no matter how much damage it does. Everyone has the capacity to love, if everyone focused on this love there would be no suffering.
@@loispeytonjones9258 thx for helping :)
*Literally the 1% people who’s reading,,, May your parents Live More Than 100 years with good health*
αм ι яєαℓℓу ωσятн ιт?..
yes
yes
@@bonboni25 awh ty💕
thats what i said
If you think you are or if you think you aren't, you're probably right.
Girl : finally a day like this !
Boy: will u ever leave me ?
Girl : not even for a second !! ;)
Boy : do u love me ?
Girl : yes every single time !!
Boy: will u ever hurt me ?
Girl : no , I will not
Boy ; will u marry me
Girl : yes
Boy : Jasmine
Now read it backwards...
Well...
And I oop- Now I'm crying
YoItsGunz my god dude, that ríps your soul in two
One of those people... I love it.
wow
Does anyone else just want to be alone and listen to music.?
Or sit on a skyscraper and stare at the night sky, and the city lights?
I want people to exist but at the same time i want to be the only one alive.
i agree 100%
Being the only one alive? YOu are living in inception.
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I like being alone, but I like to come to the comments and see all of these people being alone together. Thank you for being here for me. You don’t know me and I don’t know you, but we might be here for the same reason. I’m pretty sad right now, but just the option to talk to you helps me out.
Tears are the silent language of grief.
Im scared
Im not
I want to lose
I dont want to
Please just a little longer
Its fine
Just a little longer
Than i'll have to go
Sorry for lovi-
My whole life consists of going to work, coming home, making myself a wholesome dinner, then reading a book while listening to Lofi playlists. I absolutely love it, you know why? Because no one can disturb my peace.
I thought I was like that too. But once I was all by myself and my friends and peers were gone, I started to miss them a lot. Even if they made me angry at times or if they disturbed my temporary peace…
I guess I‘m no introvert after all.
My cat smells like pumpkin spice.
That’s all I have to say, sleep well tonight 🖤✨
cute
just get out of this comment section U don't belong here , this isn't tik tok
@@noahmann7371 this isnt very nice
my cat spells like bonfires all the time, even when its snowing. our cats are the perfect cats. walking smell good thingys
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Adding some poetry:
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Life is worth a leaf
A leaf is free
A leaf falls
A leaf never has to worry about perfection
A leaf never has to think
A leaf just listens
A leaf makes no decisions
A leaf isn’t worth a penny
But it’s worth humanity
I’m not a leaf
Who else is here reading the comments? 😌
Me
Me
Yesss
@Nicholas Black that's the point
@@__-yh7zl the point to get so many likes because the dumb fucks who like this are the reason the internet is terrible, it's to the point where everything that gets likes is the "hey im relatable" type stuff, and that's why the internet is so terrible sometimes
Thanks for adding my track to the mix)
I appreciate it)
“This is no place to die”
- Black Panther
RIP Chadwick Boseman
GG Chadwick Boseman 😔 Sad to see him die
Ty for making me laugh usually my laughs are fake but this one was real it wasnt anything big but still ty
when did my cat say that? didnt know he could speak
very unfunny joke about the fact my cats name is black panther
Keep it up everyone. Nobody has come this far just to give up.
Just wishing i could find peace within myself. Some dreams just may never come true. And all you can do is dream about it, and feel sad/nostalgic. Because maybe you had a chance at some point, and now that chance is gone forever.
story?
once there was a boy in the adoption center
he got adopted, and his name is Jason
years pass by
the boy was 15 and was abused by his brother multiple times
parents think time is money they waist it they loose it
the boy would suffer a lot
he tried begging
he tried asking for help
he tried suicide
but nothing
he had a friend
Evan, he was the same age as Jason
Evan tried to help but Jason refused
Jason didn't want Evan to get hurt
2 months later
Evan died...
Jason couldn't cry anymore...
his hart was too heavy with pain....he just turned silent...
1 year later....
Jason got into music
its his escape to reality.
the little boy named Jason who was adopted, abused, and hurt......
is me...
I just wanted to share something....
thank you for your music I always listen to it thank you so much!
Hi man, 1 month has passed and I don't know how you are nowadays, but if you want to talk to someone you can call me on discord, my tag is henriqueta#7470, keep safe bro, I don't know you but still care
@@henriquemicael2271 im fine- I guess.... thx for ur support, short story- can't log in to my discord but I have gmail?
@@sangwoo7563 I'm glad to know man... You can send me an e-mail if you want, rique-micael@hotmail.com
no need to do it if you don't want to, bye
brother i am in hell for 7 years and my parents still want me dead i lost more than 4+ friends and family now i live alone being alone is my happy place me and my music
@@ace7799 sorry to hear that bro- hope u feel better, if anything u can send me a email its above in replies
Wanna hear my daily quote?
I'm fine.
“i’m alright ig” is mine
"Fuck This Shit" is mine
Most of you won't read this, but to whoever has a hard time while listening to this: stay here.
Accept what you are feeling, that's the best you can do. Don't reject the pain. The harder you try to reject, the more it will hurt you. Let it in and notice how it feels. Only to get to know how to beat it eventually. Some will take a day, some will take ten years. Maybe it will never even go away completely. That's life.
Up to now, you have beaten 100% of your worst days. Time to continue that streak, isn't it? Think of it this way: the lower it gets, the sweeter the feeling when you're doing great again. How to feel great? Do whatever you love. Don't let anyone tell something is wrong, weird, stupid, dumb, or whatever. You live to satisfy yourself. And you know how you can reach that feeling.
It's not a problem if you don't know how to comfort others. Put yourself on the first place first. Eventually, you'll start to notice you will be able to feel at place somewhere and able to comfort others as well.
I know, I can't fix your problem. I pretty much know too that you don't want me to fix it, you just want me to listen. I'm here to listen. Please, write your story under here to see how many actually care about you. And I do too, because that's the only reason I've put this here. So to anyone who has a hard time: stay here
wow, that's so beautiful. thank you so much
This made my day better... I actually thought about it and you’re right. Thank you :)
@Chiefs Cock I understand you brother, since I went through this as well, all that really matters is what is ahead of you, true your love was part of your circle but that circle wouldn't be without you. You are what is to love, find yourself again. Strive on
i needed to hear this really bad
Kicked by my parents away from home. No money, no family, no job, i live on my friend house rn, with their family. I dont know, i just feel so hard every single fuckin day, i always feel my pain, but i can’t cry, i just feel it everyday and slowly killing me. I dont know wht to do. I have a lot of friends and one gf, but i still feel lonely. I dont know wht i need, i dont know wht i feel, i dont know where to go, i cant love my self, i dont even know my self. Im fuckedup
Stu(dying)...
Stu(died)....
Idk why, everytime I listen to lo-fi I just get “sad” nothing is wrong in my life but I just get a feeling.
Same
Vibes
Fr tho
can't relate my life is fucked war divorce poor shit can't deal with it man
I feel ya.
Hey there.
I may seem just like a stranger, but...
If you are going through hard times, remember that...
*I love you.*
I'll be your shoulder to cry on. Your hugs to tell you 'It's ok, I'm here and I'll never leave you.'
You may never see me again, but remember that all bad things will go away. I promise.
Have a wonderful day/night. I'll always love you guys, the lofi community, a place where you can just cry all it out.
thank you. nobody has really said something like that to me for a long time. so it really means a lot
@@microwave8233 don't mention it :)
@@pebbles77 I love you too. Just because you've writen this, i allready do
When all your close friends move or just stop talking to you for seemingly no reason... dang I'm lonely 😔
Yyoooo same tbh. Everyone I know is moving to another state or just stopped talking to me
yeah same here. your friends just slowly move away and stop talking to you. ill be your friend. if u want
@@microwave8233 yeah I'd totally love to have some new friends
Finally, I can listen to LoFi without a cancer live chat in the background
i am with you
It‘s not the people that hurt you, it‘s their personalities that got destroyed and not finally rebuild
Normally I don't click well with these types of mixes on TH-cam because my attention span is really short, but this one- made me stop and listen- for the whole duration.
This had me reflecting on every aspect of my life up till now- I loved it.
Have you ever got high off another persons Soul Energy but then Slowly realize while your high off them. That they're slowly draining You.
Ahh. A typical day of my life
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I am forgetting something
the old me
the old me still had something that my new me don't and that close friends that i called family
we arent alone.
we dont choose to be sad.
and yet at the end of the day.
where are we?
in bed?
No we are dying.
right
Always a struggle, some days I feel great, some I don't at all. Have to accept reality and how it is a part of me that will never go away.
we are in our deathbed
Everyone else saying why they are sad heres mine:
My boyfriend self harmed when i tried to help him and shouted at me because i asked why he didnt come to me and what he did and he kept leaving me on read then i told him “I thought since we have eachother we have a reason to live and not self harm” he left me on read again so i said “guess i was wrong” and he told me to stop i have no friends to go to and i could never talk to my mother about self harm because she would just say i want attention and would get mad i have no one to talk to im just laying here in bed crying trying to to put another cut in my wrist
Update: he called me childish and told me to get a grip then said “hope u find a better boy” :))
You are not childish. You are not worth less. You are a beautiful human being and you are loved. You are worth something. You might not believe it now, maybe not even in 10 years, but you are wor th it. You were put on this Earth for a reason, and I'm not going to go on a whole rant about God's plan and whatnot, because you may feel like you have been completely aband oned and un loved, but no matter how hard it gets, you got this. I believe in you. I'm not just saying this I swear, and it might not mean annything, but dont give up. you got this. we are here for you. and tell your mom. it will help. get someone to talk to. it might be hard but it will be worth it. trust me. you. can. do. this. you are an amazing person. never give up.
You are not childish in any way. If you need someone to talk I'll be right here.
I hope you do, find someone better than you that you can look up to, to become more like, don't hurt yourself, because it will just make everything worse.
Oh I’m so sorry, he isn’t worth it if he says stuff like that to you. You are not childish you are just having a hard time and if you ever feel Lonely or lost please don’t cut yourself, get some food, go for a walk, Listen to music but please don’t hurt yourself. You are an amazing person. Your 2020 will be better I promise 🧡🧡
pity that I feel too. though I'm truly worthless and don't really work for friends I'm not really sad. so I don't really understand how others can just hold friendship for more than half a year. I guess I'm just not really mentally made for friendship.
everyone's getting all emotional, and there are the people talking about the music...
im sitting here like: •o•
0_0
THAT _ART_ HOLY SHI-
"moon of my life, my sun and stars" that's a really pretty phrase omg where did dreamy find it :-/
Ezra Montgomery Game of Thrones most likely. Danny calls her husband “My sun and stars” and he calls her “Moon of my life”
It's the same thing every night, my thoughts killing me.
Me too Alan, but keep in mind, you aren't your thoughts, you aren't your mind, It is Just a tool that you uses, you use the mind, not the opposite. Anyway I hope tht my words helped you in something..
Join the club, we've got jackets.
(All seriousness, I feel this really hard.)
Have faith
Same here....
Same ;d
omg Dreamy, thank you very much, your work is incredible
I remember listenting to this mix when I was kinda depressed. I didn't had a clinical depression but I was just lonely, I had fallen out with my best friend and another close friend. These nights, staring out of my window while listening to this music.
Now after about 4 months I am at a much better place, but the music brings back old memories and feelings. Kinda scary but also nice to see how far I have come.
thanks to whoever made this, I hope you know how much it helped everyone.
Same story here man.... I had to leave my friends and my depression was going up few years back...Now I'm all alone and laughed at by everyone, but atleast I can enjoy all by myself
I hope you heal from the things you don’t talk about bro. From another perspective, loosing friends is sometimes necessary to grow. Anyways keep going man I believe in you !
@@raghavadoregowda2191 never expected to return to this video after a year and a half to respond to a comment but here we are. I don't k ow why you have fallen out with ur friend but if it was a very close maybe even bestfriend to you I wanted to ask if u know this feeling of wanting to hate him/her cause of the falling out and the lonely times one suffered through but still care for them cause they were ur bestfriend at some point?
Oh! 24:30 it's kindred from League of legends^^
Yas!
I loved hearing this :)
I was very surprised and excited to see something from League in here xD
I was playing Jhin in that moment ,and I heard her voice and I thought jhin is speaking with kindred
oh sht u right
i like the way i can find a certain kind of people by looking in the comment section.
i like to find people that like anime like me.
i like to find people that like the internet like me.
i like to find people that see like me.
i like to find introvert and special people like me.
i like to find people that are depressed like me.
*i'm* not *calling* *for* *help* .
don't worry. *I* don't *need* *love*
don't *help me* . *please* .
#ineedlove
Hey, don't worry, you're loved, you just probably haven't noticed, it might not mean much but, i love you.
What animes do you like?
@@ryujito thanks. Really.
@@ryujito also I like my hero academia, demon Slayer and Sword Art Online but I'm new in anime so I just started watching...
And I neeed to start jojo's bizarre adventure (●__●)
@@soup-not-edible aah i just finished my hero academia season 4 the other day, it was really nice, demon slayer is also nice
also JoJo is really good, i haven't finished part 5 yet but i can definitely say it's worth a watch
@@ryujito also, do you really love me? Like... It's the first time someone even says that to me
"Remember being alone does not necessarily mean being lonely."
-Unknown
ty
2 complete different things alone and lonely
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I don’t know why. But,
“So he would always have a friend..?”
“So he would always have a friend.”
And,
“...Your not forgetting anything.”
Always hit me deep and take me down memory lane. I don’t know why.
It's 4:11 am i'm alone and lonely. My sadness is overwhelming. I only dream of holding him close, the smell of his hair, feeling his breath in my forehead, his fingers running through my hair. My palm stretched out in his chest feeling his heart beat. His warm thigh on top of mine, legs intertwined. Our eyes often shut but occasionally glancing. Deeply breathing when moving. Light and kind kisses at the back of his neck. Clutching my arm across his chest. Suddenly turning kissing my shut eyes while holding me by the nape. All these images of night lights and morning rays, peaceful moments shared, are just dreams. I have feelings of emptiness, my melancholy tears are slowly running down my checks i only scream in my mind "Find Me!!! Please Find Me". I can no longer wait to hold you my faceless love.
Reading this warms my heart. The memories of us, experiences we shared, time we invested learning about each other... the way you looked at me as if I was this tremendous mountain, immovable even to the God's.... and those eyes wide and questioning.
Days like these make me reminisce all of those moments and the exact emotions they made me feel during such a cold time.
I'm sorry I could never answer those questions that glistened upon your wide eyes; but I couldn't tell you I loved you and have her echo in my mind the echo that grew louder overtime.
And now I lay here without you, or her but I'd much prefer the solitude then lie or be lied to. I'm sorry I can no longer protect you.
@@InfumuZ_BoneZ i take a breath and start to speak but the words are gone. I can only sigh, burying my face in a pillow holding back the tears and muting out my silent screams. I try to get up, fake a smile but no one can see. I am alone. My empty room only has shadows of you. Your back turned sitting at the edge of the bed. I run my fingers through your spine but i feel nothing but space and air. My faceless love when will i see you turn around, I am here. Please hear my silent screams. I am here.
Lonely nights I lay awake.
I return to you, your long silky hair hides you. So close I reach to run my fingers down your hair. But the edge of the beds never seemed so far miles away you appear. Never alone you were always here but never mine to grasp. My heart crumbles, frozen from the depths it has sunk it remains intact. Yet you will no longer appear, alone yet nothing to fear I carry on with hopes you'll soon see, the state in which you've left me.
@@InfumuZ_BoneZ The sun; I rise my head to look at the sun, I squint my eyes from the glare and there you were again. I feel your arms around my waist clutching me tightly, as though I was driving a hundred miles an hour. I hear you howling like a proud alpha. I let the cool breeze slip between the edges of my helmet. I widen my eyes, I feel you smiling. I glance at my side mirror and there I was alone. Driving, riding alone. This time i didn't cry. I howled like a lone wolf. With all my might I will find you. Wait for me. My faceless love.
As I return to this place I often think of you. This heart it bleeds; solitude will no longer do, as I cannot escape the thought of you. Did your heart scar like mine? Never to speak again I travel through time, wondering, waiting for you to return to finally be mine. For now you not being her is fine, just remember in the end you were always meant to be mine and that is why this pain is fine.
we make mistakes...
*we even screw up that much we end up losing our friends* ..
but don't *worry*
*i love you*
*even if you don't love me back*
*i will try my best and be there for you if you feel lonley* ..
*imagine me beside you while you talk to you're self*
*stay safe*
*don't cut*
*live for me and and those who care*
*wanna end up in hell or heaven* ?
*wanna end up in heaven* ?
*don't die* .
*wanna go to hell*
*Don't die*
*good luck on you're journey*
My *friend* .
People just want you to smile, even if it's fake. No one cares, not even the people closest to you. They care about how it affects them.
We are naturally selfishes
You'll find people that do care
@@jhon385 Are we really natural anymore tho
Losing my girlfriend and daughter in one night due to a car accident with Mother Nature causing heavy rainfall , messed me up for years but lofi has always been my go to in my dark times and I’m super grateful for this genre of music !
Dude..🥀
I'm so sorry take care of u pls bro
Stay strong, cause we all can feel this pain...
You will survive, that is what us humans do. Just remember that you are not alone
I'd rather be alone then hangout with my friends,
because they all in a different place.
I fell so alone, why did god to this to me?
Is it because I'm so sad? or what?
Why god? just why god?
I know I did bad things but those was in the past.
Please let me be alone.
God dose not exactly mean a thing to us we can be alone at some point...
God only put the worst pain on his best soldiers
Life is not sugar, God is just hope/lie/myth/imagination.
Jesus is always with you. You seem someone important. He didn't do this to you... you chose to be sad and helpless. Pray to him... words are seeds... say this "Father god I love you, Every human isn't perfect, we all make mistakes but I'm here to make this right. I'm sorry and I promise that I will not do bad things. I know I will because humans aren't perfect but i will try my best. In Jesus's name I will be revived and I will not suffer any pain and you will guide me in what I need to do. Amen"
@@user-rg1vo1ho9p this is wrong. I'm not gonna argue but please start praying to his and start doing good things. You will see Jesus and finally wakeup. Your are the in the dark if you walk in the light, do good things, help people, you will see the gift Jesus has been waiting for you to see.
Some people may hate this comment and say, “you’re fine -----“ And to those people, it’s okay! I get it, you don’t need to believe me or feel bad or anything, for all I care you can be mad. We are people with opinions, I won’t judge! I also hope everyone that’s reading this is doing good, anyways this is gonna be a rant, so if you don’t care you can go if you want
I have 2 older sisters and I’m one child out of 3, i am the youngest. I always feel I need to be as good as them but I’m not near as smart, pretty, nice, or anything. All my life I’ve been made to try and meet the standards they have, and it’s caused stress and what I think is called anxiety. No one seems to care or notice either, I feel I have no one to talk to.
My sisters are also athletic, one didn’t like sports but played anyway while the other loves them. My parents have always hated that I don’t enjoy basketball, they never listened when I said I didn’t want to play and in return to that they would yell at me and tell me to stop. At one point I tried to quit. That resulted in slight PTSD. Why? Well, a parent said I was a disappointment and a disgrace to my family, while the other ignored me until I said I would keep playing. They finally realized I wasn’t just sat paying it because I didn’t like exercise and said that was the last season I would have to play. I should have known that was a lie. I’m so naive.
I have good grades at the moment, but they’ve been getting lower and lower as time goes on. I have a bunch of pressure on me that nobody knows about. For one, I’m constantly getting yelled at for things I didn’t do and to do things that I am terrified to do because it makes me remember my basketball incident. I’ve also been going through this for 3 years as of now, I’m only 11. I’m scared to go outside of my room and I can’t wait for it to be Friday because school ends for me. I’m so ready to have that stress off of my shoulders. Everything just seems so scary and I’m terrified of people for what’s happened. I’m also terrified to be touched by my parents.
Another incident that happened only a month or two ago was when my cats tail got stuck in a door when I was trying to come inside after practicing a serve for volleyball (I play volleyball) and then I freaked out because my cat was obviously hurt, so I opened the door and the cat ran in and a parent came to see if the cat was okay, then I got yelled at for something that was a complete accident. I was then told to not touch said parent and they continued to yell and yell placing the blame on every little thing that happened even if it wasn’t related to me, on me for the next 2 days. So me of the things they yelled were,
“I wanna hurt you so bad!”
“IM SO MAD AT YOU!!”
“WHAT THE F*** DID YOU DO?!”
“I’m so f***ing mad at you, what is wrong with you?”
“I hate you right now”
“WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU??!”
They also jumped to conclusions when I explained a little about the door and how I opened the door to help the cat, and kept saying,
“You probably just pulled while his tail was still stuck in the door!”
If you spent the time reading this, thank you, although I doubt most wont, thank you. I’m slowly trying to trust while keeping my guard up. Things with people other than my family have been good for a few weeks, I just hope it’ll be okay with my family soon, too. I’m just waiting, that’s all I can do right now. I hope everyone is doing okay, I will talk to anyone if they want. I don’t want other people to be sad, it hurts me knowing others can feel this pain.
Edit: I found out two people in my family have cancer, one is my grandpa and the other is my aunt. I also found out a cat that my grandma owns has kidney failure, meaning my mother is going through a lot of stress since this is all on her side of my family. I hope nothing bad happens to make me feel even worse.
“The strongest people wear smiles in the scariest of times.”
I’m learning, slowly but surely.
•w•
I read though to the end and I'm very sorry no one your age should be scared to trust people . I have been though a bit of what you were talking about and I would just like to say everything is going to be ok .and I'm really sorry about some of your family members being sick
I hope you have a better day 💕
kayla deats I actually was needing this, thank you. Thank you so much and I’m slowly learning how to be more positive and things have been pretty good, I really needed this though
Thank you and I hope you’re doing good ❤️🤗
Edit: I’m just being as nice as possible and my friends are happier to talk to me and they always are laughing with me, so it’s paying off for sure!!
As for my parents they are still the same to me, if not ignoring me more. I honestly don’t let it bug me now because it’s their loss for not wanting to have a better relationship with their daughter ÙwÚ
@@dreamyclayton I'm happy everything is working out for you 💕 and your welcome
I'm always asked why I'm so tired. I wake up exhausted. I open my eyes, and from that second onwards, for the past 13 years, on the back burner, my mind is always looking out for something that will remind me of my father. There's a price to pay for seeing his smile, hearing his laugh, his voice. To hearing him telling me he loves me just one more time. He survived the heart attack, but I wasn't able to save who he was. That's all but gone. He doesn't know who I am.
If I want to remember his smile, or remember the sound of his voice, or my dad telling me he loved me, I have to watch him die. Repeatedly. Forced to watch the memory of me holding him as he died. No idea how many times I get the replay button hit. On some level, I'd watch it dozens of time, if it means I get another minute of remembering him the way he was. But it's shred my soul. Like silk a
shroud dragged through a valley of glass shards.
I can't say anything, the people I've told don't get it. I'd open up more about it but if anonymity is gone then people would accuse me of playing the victim or say that I'm overreacting or that I'm taking away from other's real experiences.
I used to always have sleep. The last time I was dragged through hell though was by waking up in sleep paralysis. I couldn't even force myself to move. Sleep used to be safe.
People always ask why I'm so tired. I just always wake up exhausted.
stay strong bro
Stay strong 💕💗
When i reed all this comments... I beginn to cry... In this World we have soo much pain... I just wanne cry...💔
yea! we do. this world is filled with bullshit and sorrow. nonetheless, that's what makes it special. this is the experience. and i hope everyone in these comments can see that and embrace it. the world is hard. but that doesn't mean we shouldn't live in it. good luck. hope you're doing well.
there are a lot of people whos hiding their pains in this world because of others opinions. its scary to open up to someone because of that.
i honestly dont know where im going with this ? idk
but i want you guys to know that your are not alone with these pains. and im realy bad at comforting people sooooooooooooo das all i have to say
@@kukkeii9768 How did you hurted Kukii?
@@Ryo-hu7oj no one 😅 I'm fine I just wanted to let you guys know you not alone in this fight💕
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I'm sorry that I'm making this hard for you. It okey if you don't want to read this I understand.
@@kukkeii9768 But i read it mate xD Is this a conputer code or somthing ike this?
All the depressed 13 year olds listen to this when their mom doesn’t give them money to buy pods.
I just started to notice that this boy have 6 fingers
Oh shittt...
omg really lol
😂 😂
I have no friends
I have no family
I have no tears
And I have no trust, I'm alive but I'm not living it's just the same dark and depressing loop, I want another life but I know that's not gonna happen I talk about wanting to die but when I hold that knife to my neck I then dont want to die but then I just look crazy, I can't cry, I can't smile, and the only people I get is here.....
Hey, if you ever need someone to talk to, let it out to me or somewhere in the comments, yeah? People here are nicer than you might imagine. And I hope you find a reason to love yourself and live a happy life. It's all gonna be alright, slowly but surely
It's funny how lonely, broken people try to fix others but never themselves, isn't it?
They know the pain I guess