El-P on how his relationship with drugs has changed since 'Cancer 4 Cure'

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  • El-P talks to Open Mike Eagle about his relationship with substances during the making of 'Cancer 4 Cure,' and how
    From the Best of What Had Happened Was season 2.
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  • @DeathTrapProductions
    @DeathTrapProductions ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Man I love El-P. He has an intricate understanding of the things so many wrestle with. He's just so real and raw about it but in a hopeful way. No matter how bitter or depressing the presentation might be on the surface it never ends on a somber note. Theres always a persistant sense of hope. Thats beautiful.

  • @senna1995
    @senna1995 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This is extremely relatable. Brilliantly put and no diva shit or self pitying - a real assesment of using drugs for escapism.

  • @HeartlessInTheLight
    @HeartlessInTheLight 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Damn, what a poignant perspective on authenticity in art. This was really inspiring and got me pumped to start writing. Open M Eagle and El P are diamonds. This is a great interview. Thanks for putting it together.

    • @SonnyMeadows
      @SonnyMeadows ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Always wondered what his poison of choice was😎

  • @a1d5
    @a1d5 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    shout out mike eagle for asking stuff the fans find interesting as fuck😎

  • @MFKR696
    @MFKR696 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I've always felt that, as an artist, your cross to bear is a message you should share. We're all only human. I guarantee there's someone out there that's dealing with the exact same shit you are, and would find having something to relate to beneficial. Everybody needs something they can lean on at one point or another.

  • @ceramikxxx5882
    @ceramikxxx5882 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    El-p a god of hip hop

  • @JungleLeeLewis
    @JungleLeeLewis 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I don't think theirs "Fake" Bone in that Man's Body! He TRULY Is an "Indelible" Artist!

  • @nupreznz
    @nupreznz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Came at the perfect time for me man

  • @mamajuke6309
    @mamajuke6309 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    How does this have less than 2K views? Best thing I've seen on youtube in weeks

  • @Jayilla944
    @Jayilla944 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Facts!🤜🤛

  • @non8891
    @non8891 ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤❤❤indeed!

  • @TayTayMakesBeats
    @TayTayMakesBeats 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I feel this HARD. Been off fent for over a year and long before I finally kicked it for good I realized how much I was projecting on the drug. I saw it as an escape from all the pain and stress both internal and external but ultimately it couldn't even do that. It didn't help keep me sane, it just gave me another distraction from what I should be doing to help myself and a whole heap of problems to add to my mountain of baggage. Opiates in particular, especially hard ones, are for the kind of people who can't shut out the ugliness in the world and themselves like normal people do. Chronic self-critics who can't even find the motivation to off themselves. A lot of artistic/creative types end up like that, myself included. I'm so much better now but still can't for the life of me finish or even save a song, not for lack of trying. I try almost every day, I have a decent setup and years of experience but nothing is ever good enough and I avoid learning things that would help me achieve what I want, almost like I don't believe I deserve to just make music or art and be happy. I know the drugs won't help, my meds help a bit but for over a decade everything has been a dull grey punctuated by panic attacks. Addicts either want to feel something for once or stop feeling, sometimes at the same time. Quitting sucks because at least when I was using 24/7 I had an excuse for my lack of progress and the comforting delusion that using made me feel better. The realization that no pill, line or shot can fix me and recovery will be long, strenuous and painful is hard to grapple with but it's way better than lying to myself.

    • @SIKICIBIRKANAL
      @SIKICIBIRKANAL หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm proud of you, keep going.
      Everything's gonna be alright, keep working.

  • @RufusRoss
    @RufusRoss 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    💎

  • @cloudair4154
    @cloudair4154 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    drugs are horrible, my friend passed this past november from an overdose

    • @SurgeCess
      @SurgeCess 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm sober for 13 years but it's too late drugs already destroyed my entire life

    • @cloudair4154
      @cloudair4154 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@SurgeCess what? if u haven't done them in 13 years how did they destroy ur life?

    • @Todd-DaGod-Howard
      @Todd-DaGod-Howard 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@cloudair4154he’s a stud dookie now, duh

    • @ceramikxxx5882
      @ceramikxxx5882 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Better than being alive. I want to overdose too , rather die high than old and dry

    • @bdog7723
      @bdog7723 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Even if you’ve been clean and sober for decades, the times spent using can have severed relationships that can never mend in one way or another.

  • @sawssman965
    @sawssman965 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    That prison cell line hit a little bit TOO hard. To the point where I had to ask if that's me. Love El.

  • @brunolaataf8144
    @brunolaataf8144 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    They can changes emotions true PCP or more addebels to make it strong morfine

  • @jamesmochoa
    @jamesmochoa ปีที่แล้ว

    Off the dope

  • @carmichaelk.5214
    @carmichaelk.5214 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It's all about balance, I think euphoria serves an important purpose.

  • @MarieAntoinetteHicks
    @MarieAntoinetteHicks 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    It's very lonely making beats

  • @704queencitygoon6
    @704queencitygoon6 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    After Company Flow all split up EL-P turned into a fruit cake