I'VE BEEN SICK ALL MY LIFE? (Why I Post Inconsistently)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 4 ม.ค. 2025
- get to know me and my story about my illnesses and various medical problems i've faced over the years....the short version. No matter what you're personally struggling with, rather it's mentally, physically, or both; please never doubt that you are loved and worth the fight. Everybody has a unique story and unique challenges they're faced with and no mental or physical struggles make you less of a person than everyone else. For those who have illnesses similar or the same as ehlers danlos syndrome, complex regional pain syndrome, chronic depression, etc: your pain is not in your head, you're not crazy, your feelings are valid, and it can get better. There's always going to be bad days every once in awhile but the good thing is they are eventually followed by amazing days. Don't let the bad outweigh the good, try your best to always stay positive and find something you're passionate about in life to enjoy. I apologize for not getting further in detail in this video about my medical issues and how i live with them, I just wanted to get this summary up and posted.
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medical ailments mentioned:
-celiac disease
-ehlers danlos syndrome
-complex regional pain syndrome
-clinical depression and anxiety disorder
thank you so much for the 600,000 subscribers, thanks for believing in me and enjoying my content i put out there. it means the world to have such a lovely community of friends on here. Because of you I'm able to live out a life I've always wanted for myself but never knew how to find due to my medical set backs. You've opened up so many new amazing doors for me and helped me overcome so many issues I had with my depression and anxiety. ok i'll stop being sappy now, just thank you!!! I love you!!!
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Proof that you can never judge a book by its cover, because to look at you you would never guess that you've had these struggles. Stay you, and thank you for sharing your story with others who might also be battling xxx
Emzotic awe you're so sweet em! I love you both! love that you support her 💕
Emzotic I love your videos I also agree
Hi Emma! 100% agree.
emzotic?!
Oh my gosh I love watching you're channel and too see your u supporting my other fav TH-camr it makes me so happy:)!💗💗💗👌🏻
Please stop feeling like your non-animal videos are uninteresting to us or a burden to hear. "You only have to deal with a me video for one day." I enjoy these videos so much. It's as if we're actually talking with you in person. Thank you for these videos 😌 we love you. #DeanBean4Lyfe
Alexis Quintana Thankyou!! I totally agree 💯 %
Omg I'm the top comment lol I hope Taylor sees this 😩
OMG I am so creeped out. I read " You only have to deal with a me video for one day." as soon as she said it. But I do agree.
Alexis Quintana YES NEVER SAY SORRY IF YOUR MAKING NON ANIMAL VIDS sorry I shout a lot
Alexis Quintana #deanbean4life ♡♡
I love you, I was in the exact same boat but my issues were depression and anxiety. I was never able to go to school and wound up extremely lonely. Still struggle a lot but I'm hanging in there. You have my support 💕
kelsey905 Same here
Same. Nothing lasts forever I promise
kelsey905 you are just like my gf, exactly the same
kelsey905 I have anxiety and depression too and its really hate especially in my middle school so I can relate
C S most teachers are beyond oblivious and just don't care. But good for you for finishing high school! I never even got my diploma because of how bad school was for me :(
Now watching your addiction video, its hard to imagine that you were going through so much of that shit during this..
"my first party I ever went to was in california like two months ago"...
Tamanegi Inku ohh shitt.
Anika Hudson me too
"Your childhood might have been hard but remember diamonds are formed under high pressure and temperature..you are and will be perfectly alright..you are a diamond "
You deserve the award for the cheesiest pick up line, haha.
PREACH
Only people born in April are diamonds
Dirka dirk
SuperManBoy1 OMG. ..DUHHH HE IS TRYING TO CHEAR HER UP !!DUUUUUHH
i started watching your videos when you had less than 50.000 subscribers and immediately fell in love with you. You are one of the most genuine, loving and funny youtubers and even though you have no idea who i am i feel like i know you just from watching all your videos. So even though you say you don't want people to pity you i couldn't help but cry during this entire video because i could just see the pain in you eyes even though you put on a brave face. You are such a strong person and i just want you to know that i truly admire you! YOU GO GIRL!
Omg you are so amazing
ive been here since 25k
GamerGirl 12 wowwwww so amazing way to shove it in
maja12maja Omg same!!!
maja12maja that was very very very very very very very nice of you to say that to her
I follow Martina and Simon, a couple living in Japan that travel all over the world .. and she has EDS. She tries so hard to not let it get to her and to not get depressed. EDS really sucks...
Yea, it really does suck
VeryAngryProjectilePotato Well this is about Taylor so.
Unicorn Palace So? Ah, yeah. That's right. Taylor is the only one who has EDS. Of course. How dare you learn about EDS through other people, am I right? (Come on, EDS isn't just a Taylor thing. Plus, this comment about Simon and Martina wasn't downplaying or insulting Taylor in any way.)
This definitely makes me feel less alone. I struggle with health problems too, severe allergies and stomach problems, migraine headaches and anxiety/depression. I often forget that other people are struggling like this too. You are an inspiration to me, thank you for sharing your story.
I hate that mental disorders have turned into a competition. you cant discuss eating habits without someone saying how they survived off green tea for 3 weeks and weighed 4 stone. you can’t discuss your depression because another person has already tried to commit suicide 8 times and theyre only 12. you cant discuss self harm because you punch your leg till it turns purple whilst they slice their arm to the bone. you cant talk about addiction because someone else will talk about facing their crack addiction for 18 years.
Every god damn time you even come close to wanting to reach out you know theres no point because in other people’s eyes you’re never sick enough. there’s always someone worse off. that’s the problem with attitudes to mental health. this ‘oh suck it up you’re not as bad as me/them’ HAS to stop. you have no idea how much a problem affects a person because, okay it might seem like nothing to you but to them their entire world is breaking down and they just have to wait till they either figure it out on their own, or become so sick that people can’t deny it any more. and by then its usually too late.. good for you, for speaking out . . I love your channel and your energy stay strong x
Becky Johns this is too true
Yes! This is so true! Any depression/ anxiety is bad and hard to live with. Why can’t people just realize that and stop competing?
Becky Johns I'm not sure who you surround yourself with, but that isn't normal. And not everyone who has anxiety or depression talks about it in that way.
I relate to that so much. Any time I mention my bipolar disorder someone either says they have something worse or they think I'm just happy a moment and sad another so it's no big deal. I don't even tell people anymore or talk about how I feel at all
The fact that you perceive it as a competition is most likely a mental disorder in itself
Some of this worlds greatest heroes, had the hardest childhoods.
*Cough cough* MLK
twohanded1488 what's wrong with you? honestly.😕
It might be a joke but still its not very funny.😤
JC Rivera It is funny lmao
JC Rivera Lmao the joke was funny, chill honey.
MultifandomTrashInTheCan OK whatever you say. Bye 👋🙄
I have Crohn's disease and I miss a lot of school for hospital and I relate so hard with the "people thinking there's nothing wrong with you" thing. just because we look fine, doesn't mean we aren't in huge pain. I get migraines, stomach pains, fatigue, joint pain and cramps, but people tell me to just suck it up because 'everyone gets stomach aches!' ERRRRGHHHHH! Autoimmune diseases suck. I hope you keep carrying on kicking ass and taking care of yourself as best you can.
Jenny Rose Crohnie over here! Sooooo many people don't understand 🙃
nlk1203 Yessss! Like "you look fine!" Mate do you want photos of my intestines?
LazyLlama02 yeah!!
Same here. Sometimes I wish that I had some sort of stomach cast so that people would see there's actually something wrong with me
xX GloriousGleamer Xx Thanks! That means a lot. I've only had a migraine once and it really sucks. I hope it gets better for you
I feel the school thing. I missed more than 60 days of school because I was extremely depressed and never felt mentally stable for a long time. I regret not going because I had so much work to get caught up on. Kids would ask why I missed so much I would say "I was sick" they would say "for 4 months?" I would say yes and no one seemed to understand.
Brook Franz Take care of your self♥️ I’m here if you ever need to talk❤️
Same but not all at the same time
Been there before
I still went to school but in most classes I sat there and didn’t do much work. I just didn’t care and couldn’t focus at all with my adhd being so terrible. I didn’t even want to be alive let alone do school work I couldn’t force myself to focus on.
I honestly dont care that you post inconsistently, it always makes my day when you post! And these "me videos" are fine, we care about you and these videos are fine.
wifidify she should post more about herself.
Taylor has all these problems that bring her so much physical and emotional pain, but she still has such a pure heart and cheerful personality, and actually clarifies the issues with the posting schedule some of her subscribers raised. She's so understanding and hard working, she deserves every one of her subs and tons more. You have all of our support Taylor!! 💖💖
lento very well said 👍🏽
lento 💝💝
lento 🇦🇺
you actually believe her? I mean no offense but this is a girl who post video on the internet....we all know how true that is.
Long Lee So only because she's a person who makes videos on the Internet to entertain people, she can't have any problems whatsoever and automatically has a perfect life? Wow, who the fuck told you that?
I'm not really the "touchy-feely" or "sensitive" type of person, but I wanna hug you and tell you everything is okay....you're to beautiful for this world CHEESE
Jar Jar Binks fuck boi
psycho_panda-180 just bcs he wants to hug her doesn't mean he is a fckboi, wtf r u 12?
Jar Jar Binks *I swear to god-*
mesa so cheesy
having an auto-immune disorder is really frustrating. my mom has lupus and i hate to see her in pain all the time. so i feel u girl. props for sharing your life with us. love from philippines ❤️
Alyssa Lopez, read the books from the medical medium. Just google him. Your mom can be cured! ♥
Eyyy kabayan😂
Thank you so much! I'm also chronically ill (I have an aggressive form of familial adeamatous polyposis with Gardner's Syndrome variations and tumors as well as an undiagnosed auto-immune disorder) and so are most of my friends, one of whom also has Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome. I've struggled with massive health issues for several years now and, with all the non-stop pain I was in and never having the energy to even leave my house, I isolated myself from the outside world and gave up on social interaction in general, which is when I really dove into youtube. Your channel has brought so much joy and fun into my life, when I discovered a few months ago that you were chronically sick as well, I was ecstatic! Not that you were sick, of course, but it gave me hope that, even with all of my issues, I could still do something and make a positive impact on people's lives. Thank you so much for everything Taylor!
You're actually really nice and I like you a lot after seeing this, I wrongly thought you were different to what you are!
I relate to you soo much. My freshman year of high school (I am 20 now) I started to get really fatigued. I went to my doctor and got a few tests a 14-year-old would get when complaining of fatigue like Mono and Iron levels. When those few tests came back normal we ran more tests checking my thyroid, white cells, red cells, platelets, vitamins in my body like b12 and so many more tests I can't even remember what they were. Everything came back normal. I went to a cardiologist, allergist, endocrinologist, neurologist, psychiatrist, pulmonologist, gynecologist, rheumatologist, gastroenterologist, and a sleep disorder specialist. The only things the doctors found was that I have exercise induced asthma and environmental allergies. I drank coffee, was put on anti-depressants, got b 12 shots weekly, took a boat load of vitamins. I even got acupuncture every week and did biofeedback. Changed my diet, cut out gluten.. After over a year of doing this, they finally diagnosed me with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome. At the time Chronic Fatigue Syndrom (CFS) wasn't very well known and tbh it still isn't today. I struggled with school and to stay on my dance team as well as go to my studio dance. I lost a lot (all but 2) of my "friends" because I was called "flaky" since I was sleeping for 19 hours a time on the weekends and couldn't hang out. I missed at least 1 day of school a week and only went for half days. I was taken to court by my school for truancy. I got called into the principles office and got yelled at, told I was faking it, and that I was never going to go anywhere in life. I barely graduated. I have been out of high school for 2 years and still am very fatigued. I am not in college and do not have a job but I am much happier now. I feel for you so much when you said people thinking that you're faking and not being able to make friends. Also with the teacher yelling at you in class, same thing happened to me and it's honestly traumatizing. I stopped making youtube videos around that time too and seeing this video makes me want to start up again. My animals we're and are the thing that keeps me going. If you ever want to talk or vent to someone I'm here for you girl. 💕
Vinetta Wallis same
Ignore the first reply, they're being rude. That's really awful, I can't imagine that kind of experience. It really tells a lot about you though, despite all that shit you've persevered! I hope all the best for you, and keep fighting. You are strong.
Vinetta Wallis try telling that to the people who read 800 page books. It may take a while because there are very many of those people.
Hello! I just wanted to say that I totally understand what you went through! I have CFS too and was diagnosed in the 7th grade after about a year of blood tests and going to every expert imaginable! They thought it was Mono but then diagnosed it as CFS. I started reading your comment and almost started crying because I can 100% relate to you and having CFS. I was homeschooled from the 7th grade to my sophomore year, and then I was homeschooled through a 2 day a week "academy" with actual teachers and homework and stuff. Then I found an herbalist who has literally given me my life back. I am now 20, just finished my 2nd year in community college and am planning on transferring to a university!!
I suspect I have cfs as we have not found any reason for my fatigue other than low igG levels but they raised after immunizations but I'm still super fatigued. I get what you mean by your friends saying ur flaky. I never get invited to do anything bc I either cancel or I can't keep up. Even my mom says going to the store with me is like going to the store with an old lady. Everyone just thinks I'm lazy
One like is a hug for Taylor
Your just doing that to get likes
@@sweetnsourgacha3762 ɪ ᴀɢʀᴇᴇ
Sweet n sour I don’t agrer
Sally Zuniga stop using her medical issues as a desperate attempt for likes. People like you are just annoying.
I’m trash don’t hate me your mean
I can relate. I have so many health problems. And I still don't know fully what all is wrong with me. I was always in and out of school and ended up homeschooling through highschool. All of my health problems limit me a lot. I try my best not to let it control my life. When I started training my Service Dog i started my TH-cam Channel. So many of my subscribers are so supportive and caring. We ended up making an Instagram account and aside from people just being able to comment on our TH-cam they are able to message us on Instagram. I think the highlights of my days are when I see comments on our TH-cam or messages on our Instagram. I love replying back to everyone and just being able to talk. Live videos have become a new favorite thing. I want to do them everyday. But I try to opt on just doing them on the weekend. It's not just about having a channel and being popular and having a ton of views or subscribers. It's about the connection with every single person that comments, messages, or views. It's about the love you give them and the love you get back.
I think i can speak for everyone who watches your videos when I say this: You are great at what you do. We all love your videos, whether they have Cheese in them or not. You don't have to apologize.
well... I mean, the cheese bit is debatable... jks xD
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As a teen currently out of school due to my own "cluster of issues" it is tremendously inspiring to see your resilience and success! Thank you for addressing the lack of understanding from teachers and peers who see you as weak or lazy for not being able to attend school, as well as the struggle of being labeled the "sick girl."
Omg I'm literally in tears I've been watching your videos for such a long time and for you to say that you have ehlers danlos syndrome takes my breath away. My sister got diagnosed when she was 14 and it's so rare I would have never in a million years guessed that you were going through that too. My heart reaches out to you ❤️❤️ we love you girl and you will always have us for support❤️❤️❤️
I seriously love you so much. Celiacs disease is no joke. I get so mad at people who make fun of others who eat a gluten free diet because it can make people very very sick. I actually work at Chipotle and I get so worried when I have a customer come in with an allergy. I'm always afraid I'll make them sick somehow. We have had someone come in who needed us to actually cook all of her food fresh because she was that sensitive. I'm proud I work for a company that accommodates for these things. I'm also so sorry kids were so mean to you in school. No one deserves that kind of treatment. I'm sorry this comment is so long and kinda weird, but I just have so much to say. I love you, Tay. Ps hey cheese!
Krysta Briley my brother has celiacs and he's 6 😭
I feel so bad for these people ;-;
The problem is that most of the people who claim to have celiacs have never been tested and make the assumption that they are celiac based on the fact they get a swollen stomach if they eat to much bread. This is what leads to people thinking its a joke, very sad.
Krysta I love that u r concerned about people's illnesses
and I am glad that u care about others needs...
Atticus Finch I agree with u in like EVERY WAY LOL
Taylor, you are SO special to everyone that follows you. If people can't handle a "me" video then they dont deserve your beautiful and fun videos. If you have to take time for yourself then DO IT because ima be SHOOK if you need it and don't. Just know we have your back and support you in any way we can. ❤
I don't really have medical issues. But I am a wimp and I just constantly sprain stuff. There is never a time when I don't feel a physical pain. Sometimes I faint and get crippling stomach pains. I have extremely sensitive skin that has random breakouts of rashes and it takes weeks to get them away. I am so proud of how you keep pushing through everyday. You inspire me so much.
I have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome type 3. I would never have guessed you have EDS too. Crazy how connected you can feel to a complete stranger all of a sudden. Sending much love and spoons your way! 😘❤️🥄
I have type 4 so I totally get it everyone thinks you look fine but on the inside you are so sick
I feel like teacher should have been fired. Taylor your a very loving person and those people don't deserve to be your friend. #BEAUTIFULTAYLOR #HELPFULTAYLOR
Unfortunately teachers are often the worst bullies particularly to children with health problems. I once got a teacher screaming at me when I was 15 because I couldn't walk fast between lessons after I broke my back. Also kids who are carer's for disabled parents or siblings often get crap.
Geez. Did they KNOW you had broken your back?
Oh yeah, it was only 1 teacher the rest where cool and defended me. TBH I got more crap from teachers about being tired when I was caring for my disabled mother. But I did have some great and understanding teachers as well.
It's so sad you always say 'It's ok I'm gonna upload an animal vid, don't worry. You Don't have to worry.' I LOVE WATCHING THE VIDEOS OF YOU. Don't get me wrong, but the real Taylor fans love every video you put out. So don't apologize for uploading a video about you. It's your channel, after all. It's nice getting to know the person who's taken care of all these beautiful animals. I love you Taylor :^)
Coolest Shark I agree 100%
Coolest Shark I agree
Same
Same ❤️💛💚💙💜
same
I’m so sorry to hear of your illnesses. We had a similar experience with our son who was diagnosed with colitis. After months of fighting so hard to be well enough to return to high school, he had a flare and missed 3 days of classes. One of his teachers had the nerve to say to him when he returned to school “let’s not fall into old habits”, like he had a choice about experiencing terrible pain in his gut, schmuck! Just to let you know, you’re not alone with your frustrations and you’re a strong, amazing young lady.
I'm literally crying watching this, I can relate so bad I don't go to school I have headaches migraines and fatigue! My
school never understands me and because I'm 14, I've lost friend and family from falling out and now I'm getting anxiety and depression and the thing is nobody understands and thinks I'm fine!! it's so hard we've tried so hard and we have no clue what's going on and all my doctors still don't know! it's so hard so I totally understand you :(
Amy Wilshaw keep going back and seeing doctors until someone listens, it took me while to get taken seriously but the more you fight your side the more they have to listen, best of luck x
Amy Wilshaw you can talk to me too c:
Amy Wilshaw I get severe migraines at school so bad that I can't see anything because of the flashing and dizziness I get . I go to the teachers to see if I can go home but they say no because they just think It's a normal headache but it's so much more and I have them often aswell 😡
Sophie Mendes same
Amy Wilshaw can you please go read my latest comment? I think it will hepp
I JUST WANNA HUG HER
sop bal me too
Same
sop bal be careful you might break her
sop bal taylor its ok 103 ppl want to hug you xD
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I'm so glad that I clicked on this video! I didn't even know that you had EDS. I have hEDS and I constantly dislocate my thumbs, hips, ribs, shoulders, etc. I currently go to Physical therapy for it. I also have Congenial Adrenal Hyperplasia and have to take medication 3 times a day on top of meds for mast cell activation syndrome. I'm also suspecting POTS. And I'm only 14. Knowing that you go through some of the same things I do makes me like you even more. Love you Taylor
Grace Lee me too Hun I have it in my shoulders hips knees and ankles and I’m a part time wheelchair user bc of it 😒 and I also have JIA to what’s your insta Hun I’m trying to find people that go through the same difficulties I do 😘💕
Grace Lee I have hEDS also!!!! I was rested for POTS but fortunately it was negative. I hope we can chat!
Same, except I also have a paralyzed stomach, I hope things get better for you
Grace Lee I also have CAH and I have never met someone else with it
I don't go through anything like that but I still understand what your going through and I hope you stay strong and don't let that get in the way of your life
Wow. What an important video. I've just found your channel and have only seen a dozen of your videos, but this one is seriously special. Please rest your fears regarding how we feel about you. We obviously love the types of pets you have and you do such a great job of presenting your animals in the best light. Your knowledge and kindness towards the animals you keep is refreshing. I, too, have some chronic issues that kept me at home more than at school (I was also home-bound up until I was in the 8th grade, then struggled, on crutches, to attend and to eventually graduate.). I was born with McCune-Albright Syndrome and I kept breaking bones and needing surgeries. I applaud your willingness to make this video describing your medical past & present; and how it has formed the person you are today. I understand how, in trying to lead a "normal" life, we can become anxious when we feel that our personal issues prevent us from maintaining the same consistent schedule that a healthy person can manage without breaking a sweat. Heck, I've even met a woman who said she had probably had only 4 or 5 headaches in her entire 50 years of living. I could not get my head around that fact. Many members of my family (including myself) are cursed with monthly migraine headaches. (Thank goodness for Imitrex). So, thank you again for sharing. This video will go a long way in helping your YT friends to understand and to have patience. Your videos are amazing, and worth waiting for. :)
she looks like the type of person who is like more chill and cool type in highschool
I hate how she feels like we don't want to here about her and are just here for her animals bc we wouldn't be here if it wasn't for her💕💕💕😭
true. you could go to any other SM platform and listen to any other pet owner/seller etc but i'm here because i like TAYLOR. i like her personality, her straightforwardness, her conciseness, and the fact that she's cute isnt really a bad thing :) take care of yourself taylor. however many breaks you need, however honest you need to be, just be YOU. because that's why i subscribed (and binge watched all of your videos 3x)
GIRL, don't worry about your "me" videos! We love you no matter what! We don't care about just your animals. I watch your videos for YOU, and so do alot of people! You are a light to TH-cam and we love you SOOOOOOO much. Please, if you feel sick, DO NOT post a video because of us, Because i will be SHOOK if you do! I love you SO MUCH.😚 ps: I LOVE YOUR "ME" VIDEOS QUEEN OF ANIMALS
Totally agree!!
Jordan Butler I agree (even though I still love her animals😉
Jordan Butler I couldnt have said it better
TOTALLY AGREE❤️❤️❤️
Jordan Butler i agree i no how it feels i had pneumonia last year and missed the last month of school everyone would talj about how i wasnt really sick i also dont have many friends we love you just the way you are
Taylor, you are the beeeeeest. I love, love LOVE YOU! You are living proof that somebody can be beautiful, compassionate, and strong and that none of these traits contradict each other. You're such an inspiration and I hope you keep fighting!
Taylor, your story is so similar to mine. I have been ill since I was 2. I was being hospitalized for months at a time. Every test possible was being done, but every thing came back normal. I missed a lot of school. Finally at age 6 after sending me to every specialist except a cardiologist I had my first of many diagnoses. I was diagnosed with POTS (postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome) I was improving, starting to have a normal child hood. I had lived in Las Vegas at the time, the medical care isn't very good. They were missing simple things. At the age of 8 my family moved to Massachusetts. At 10 years old my family went on vacation. We had noticed a darkening of this skin but blew it off as an awkward tan. The nest day the rash was covering almost half my body. I couldn't move my right side but I didn't really let it stop me. We went home a few days later and went to the doctor. My doctor said the pain was in my head and that I was fine. That it had to do with my depression. We went to my psychologist and she sent me to a dermatologist immediately. I was diagnosed with a autoimmune condition that affects 1 in every 200,000 people under the age of 50. It's called scleroderma. It causes joint damage, scar tissue build up and if left untreated can spread to the organs. I was constantly getting tests. At 12 I went into remission. That's when I started having other problems. I was constantly in severe pain in my joints. My yearly x rays were done and they saw no reason why I shouldn't have been able to walk. I was told it was in my head by many doctors. They said I was fine and just wanted attention. October of 2016 I tripped and dislocated my knee. After that it dislocated many times a day. They thought it was odd that I was having this and the constant severe pain. I was sent to a geneticist who looked at my hip (it subluxates with almost every movement) she saw how hyper mobile I was and had no doubt in her mind. Since then I have started to have many more joints that have been affected. The pain is manageable but it's harder not being normal. More recently I was diagnosed with dysmotility, a condition that effects the muscles of my intestines and stomach making digestion almost impossible. I am 14 now and I would say I'm doing pretty well. I have since got into show rabbits and have found a hobby. I have also always loved animal. I haven't had a day in y life that I didn't have more than 2 pets. As of right now I have 12 bettas, 5 rabbits, 2 Guinea pigs, a mouse, a hamster and 3 dogs. I want to get into reptiles after I am down a few tanks. I absolutely love your videos and look forward to a new one. I would love if maybe you could check out one of my instagram accounts my pet one is @bunnies.and.bettas and my health one is @_spoonie.life_ I love you and keep being amazing!
Goodness, you must have had some horrible doctors if they said you were fine but you kept checking in becausr of pain. There was obviously something wrong.
I show in 4h. I have 3 rescues and 2 from breeders. I want to breed int the future but I don't know if I will
Eventually. I want to breed holland lips.
Came across your vid and saw the strength and courage for you posting this. By sharing your medical condition may help others who are also dealing with the same ailment to get comfort. Takes a lot of courage to share your personal life with the world. You never know that a specialist may come across this video and share alternative medications and remedies for this condition. Great vid and keep shooting for the stars..
We are all her for you, Taylor. I don't have any physical disorders but I have pretty severe anxiety and feel extremely nervous all the time, nobody in my family really understands at it except my aunt and most of my family will just yell at me for being nervous... I just moved last year and even after a full school year I have no friends and hate my new school. I may even transfer to online school because of it. Its really hard to push through everything in life but we just all have to keep going and live with it.
Try escitalopram it's the only thing that's worked for me. It's hard to get people to understand that it's anxiety rather than being difficult and attention seeking. :)
Jayne Keilloh ok, thank you. 😀
Finally some EDS type 3 / hEDS representation! As someone with the condition I totally know where you’re coming from! Thank you for being an inspiration to eds-ers everywhere! You are amazing!
*splash in the background* my first thought: _cheese this isn't about you_
I234 Internet Street lol yeah lol.!
I234 Internet Street ya same
I234 Internet Street I see you
I234 Internet Street of u watch till he end u see cheese
Claire well that's creepy
Thank you for making this. I suffer from a mystery chronic pain & fatigue illness that debilitates me on the daily. It's kind of swallowed the life I had, and because it's all internal, I get a lot of whispering behind my back of people thinking it's fake..People can be very cruel when they don't understand something as complex as pain every day. I WISH it wasn't real, but It's not. When a youtuber that I respect so much opens up about a similar issue, It really helps me feel like maybe some day I can accomplish something just as wonderful as you have. TH-cam is such a beautiful platform, and I encourage you to continue to share your story; because honestly it empowers me so much. Love you, girl
"I'm extra delicate, but not so much because I've been through it all and am still going strong." -something I'm going to be saying for a while, because, with my history, I should be dead by now, if not homeless and addicted to everything under the sun. But you know, I still cry when someone tells me about their animals
My new favourite saying, so true
I don't get the animals thing
TinRelic1. It's me referring to how sensitive I am, I burst out into tears when someone shows me pictures of their dogs and cats generally.
This video gave me some hope. I also got diagnosed with hEDS (at 20) and I have gastroparesis, migraines and POTS. I was also sick a lot of my life and it's so difficult. Going to college has been a constant struggle. It makes me feel a lot less alone watching your videos. Thank you for sharing your story.
Don't worry about what people gonna say about your medical problems! The TH-cam family loves you and we will forever will.
Taylor, we LOVE your "me" videos! Don't be pressured into making an animal video if you can't or don't want to. We would never want you to risk your health just for us! I know you've probably been told this a million times, but it's true. We love you for who *you* are. We watch for a reason, Taylor, and that reason is *NOT* your animals.
It's YOU. Your sweet, kind, funny, edgy, positive personality.
NEVER think you are forced to do ANYTHING Taylor. Remember that we
I don't personally have EDS but my best friend of 14 years does so whenever someone mentions it I perk up because I always send her channels of people with EDS so she has more people to relate to. Thanks for opening up about it, you will help encourage a lot of people who don't believe they can succeed in life because of their chronic illnesses. you're beautiful and brave and amazing, thanks for everything!
maddie I also have eds
Oh honey, sending you big huge hugs!! I’ve been watching your videos for a while now, but somehow missed this video. I also have Ehlers Danlos Syndrome! And I have a pacemaker because I pass out, food sensitivities, lipedema with lymphedema... I’m 30 and I feel like I am 89. It’s a lonely way to live, and I can sympathize with you SO MUCH. I wish you lived close to me so we could be friends that understand each other! Thank you for your awesome videos. Hugs and love.
I have the same thing with the lights, those hurt my eyes and since last year I've been getting migraines as well, although it's nowhere near as bad as you have/had it. You're super strong for putting out vids, never feel pressured to make them though. Do what you're comfortable with, people can afford to be patient and find entertainment in other places while you take the time you need before posting online.
One of my sister's has celiac disease, I have sacroiliac syndrome and because of it the both of us missed school a lot. We were bullied for it and no one believed we were ever really sick either, the days I did go to school only one or two of my teachers throughout the years were ever sympathetic and caring; the rest were all ignorant and cruel. I was a good student the days I would go, I did very well academically, my teachers told me I was smart just needed to show up more and "tough it out." Because of my "illness" sitting for prolonged periods of times are literally such a pain. My hips and sacral area also twist and get out of alignment easily, I am on pain medication and see a chiropractor bi weekly; but the pain and distress it causes in day to day life is very real; I understand the whole "being out going but also very anxious/nervous about new people and surroundings." Among a few other physical problems I have like asthma to name another,I also have ptsd from an abusive childhood and anxiety/panic disorder along with depression; I have a difficult time with making and sustaining interpersonal relationships and sometimes being out all day is very draining and physically wearing. So of course I turned to the internet for friends, and managed to make three life long friends I have known for 7 years now, we are finally meeting for New Years Eve this year and I am very excited and also very anxious but my point is, to anyone reading this with similar problems or experiences; YOU aren't alone and YOU don't need to explain yourself a million times to people who don't bother to understand, or even tyr to be respectful of you and whatever is going on. Good days, bad days and soso days...when it comes to the end of the day don't let it get to you as hard as it is and if it does it's ok, don't let it be the end of your efforts on trying to connect with others. I promise you there are 7. something billion people in the world; you'll find someone who will open their heart and arms to you eventually. Trust me even that one person, when that happens will somehow wash away the self doubt and loathing from all those assholes over the years; stay strong.
McJiggles Von Dunkin preach 🙌🏼
Waiting for your channel to hit 1M! Edit:(Thanks for the likes!) I hope Taylor see this
Herpatilogy 101 waiting for 10 mil
I am the derpy squirtle waiting for 7 billion!
Waiting for 620k ;)
baby steps ya know
I noticed It's been going up about four thousand a day. I wish my stocks could go up like that.
I also have ehlers Danlos type 3 and am currently in the process of having to move house so I’m on one level, I use a wheelchair and crutches as well and have also had people think that I’m lying or they doubt anything is wrong with me, invisible illnesses are a pain! I’ve just binged watched all of your videos and you are so strong!
I can relate the teachers always are like your purposefully missing school because you can get away with it because I have a chronic illness. But when I miss school Im not having f***ing fun. Im stuck in bed feeling pain for 1-4 days
I don't understand how anyone could ever dislike Taylor's videos ! This girl & her videos are dope !
Love ya Taylor ❤️
Xx_Mystic_vV the people who dislike her vids are probably holding their devices upside down 🙃
Xx_Mystic_vV IKR!!!
Hun i feel for you and im glad you opened up about it. We are looking into ehlers danlos syndrome for me as well. I currently have crohns and psoriatic arthritis, scoliosis, and a large number of metabolic issues. Im also being tested for Pots and MCAS. You are an inspiration and i love watching your animals! I hope you get more good days than bad!
Its crazy how similar our lives are. Im 20 and dealing with fibromyalgia and I went through all of the same stuff regarding school. Im glad you were able to finally get a diagnosis since it can be a struggle. I had to get referred to a pain specialist in order to get diagnosed and finally prescribed medications that help. Its still a daily struggle and I know its probably really hard to deal with sometimes. For awhile my doctor thought I had EDS as well but we eventually ruled it out. Its so nice to see people share their stories about "invisible" illnesses since most people have no clue. I hope you all the best with your health in the future. Thanks so much for sharing this.
My mom had to go to the Mayo Clinic as well. She was super sick, but we couldn't find out exactly what was wrong. So, we flew to the Mayo Clinic and stayed there for about 2 weeks. We came to the conclusion that she had some sort of auto immune disease (we weren't sure which one - maybe lupus) and many other problems. Luckily, she's doing amazing now, even though we didn't find out her exact diagnosis. Taylor, if you ever need a break from videos, take the break. You deserve it. Keep up your amazing work and never lose your kind personality. :)
2 years ago I was being bullied by 2 girls who would not leave me alone because of my clothes (and for other reasons that I'd rather not say). One of those girls was close friends with my cousin. She made my cousin think that i was dumb and had no friends. She spread rumors about me that were not true at all. I was so mad that I did things that I now regret and I said things that made her bully me even more. I just couldn't control myself . Now when i watch your videos i think about how strong you are. When I am having a bad day, watching your videos turns it into a good day. I just wish that I knew about this channel 2 years ago and i would of been able to get through last year easily. I watch your videos for YOU (and cheese) but mostly you. LOL. you are amazing, strong, sweet and much more!!! Keep it up!!!!!!!!!
I also have ehlers danlos type 3 and lots of other things (both physical and mental) so I know how you feel. Having "invisible" diseases suck because people don't always believe you.
While I'm a little disappointed when you don't post, I also completely understand how it is to loose motivation or just physically not be able to do things that you usually do.
I love your channel and I hope your health stays good or even gets better.
I know it's been 5 years since this video, but you motivate me.
I have a bad heart, high anxiety, acid reflex, easily bruised, and probably anemic. Other things that I won't mention. I am also a fellow animal lover. I love animals. So yeah, you motivate me.
Dont do heroin or meth please.
@@mechwarrior13 I'd never. I only do medically prescribed.
I just found you channel today and I have been binge watching videos for ages! I know exactly how you feel regarding school. I cant go to school because I am too sick. I have ME POTS and CVS and my cardiologist thinks i may have EDS. I have lost most of my friends because if this and people (including some doctors) dont believe my illnesses exist
I also have ME, POTs and suspected EDS. Nice to know we’re not alone. Spoonies are the best (if you know that analogy) :D
I have fibromyalgia, POTS, Celiac, Trigiminal and Ocipital neuralgia. It always catches me off guard when I see others online have POTS because I've never met anyone in real life with it. I totally get the trouble with making and keeping friends because of being sick. It's a bummer:/
Hi Holly. Are you on facebook? There are lots of support groups there. I know EDS or me can bring out POTS and I know a person or two who have CVS because of EDS or actually it's more part of EDS and gastroparesis that brings. I have CVS myself but not the others..I just found Taylor's channel love her persona and hunor and obviously the animals. All the best to you. X
Holy cow, I have POTS, Daily Migraines(7yrs) and many other small ailments... so glad this video is so popular to make people realize how common issues really are... just like Taylor my entire adolescent years were just lonely missing school and being sick...a happy life is possible, but you have to work for it and stay positive, good luck to fellow pots sufferers
Your story reflects so much of my sisters, she has crohn's disease which doesn't affect you 24/7 but when it does it's horrific meaning although appearing fine most days at school she would miss massive chunks when it was affecting her. Teachers would also make bitchy remarks along with the pupils and she'd been bullied since primary school (grade 5-6) because she used to have to be tubed up to a machine as she was unable to digest food properly and they'd call her a freak etc. Without the tubes however, people assumed she was being a wimp or overreacting. It was horrible to witness and terrible for her to have to go through and as crohn's is a chronic illness (for life) she's 22 and still faces these issues in the work place when she needs time off. I wish people weren't so ignorant. Love you Taylor
HowToArt I'm 14, and I have ulcerative colitis, another IBD that effects many people, and yes, it is difficult to explain absences because it's an "invisible disease" but it was nice to see something along the lines of my disease in the comment section(:
I have ulcerative colitis/IBD too. I totally agree that people can be horrible to you when you have an invisible illness. Sending good vibes to you both! I feel you!
I also just learned that I was sick since I was an infant. I don't want to go into detail, but it was getting bad. Turns out, a diet change and lots of mess can cure me. I'm just glad to know that it isn't uncommon for stuff like this to happen to people. 😘
This honestly made my day. I’ve always struggled with horrible headaches and body aches and at one point my doctors thought I had a form of cancer but they’ve also given up on me and I’ve always been in and out of the doctor and I miss so much school because of it and I feel so happy to know someone’s had similar experiences
Taylor thank you for posting this, I can relate. I have cystic fibrosis which is another invisible disease which effects the lungs. I got the same treatment in school from teachers and students alike and it was kind of a living hell for me (although I've never been homebound) I struggled with finding a place where I belong and then my girlfriend Heather came along and helped me find youtube, now every once in a while I post videos on here and it feels good to know that I am a part of a community. Anyways without getting to sappy I just wanted to say thanks for spreading awareness to invisible diseases and you have my support whether you are posting videos or not. I wish the best to you, stay healthy and take care of yourself!
just wanted to say thank you for spreading the awareness of EDS. i suffered for years and i just got diagnosed this year. not many people know about it or just shrug it off like it's nothing. sending positive vibes your way.💖
The story about the HEc teacher kinda happened to me, I have IBS and Coeliac disease, so I missed a lot of school and my French teacher told me to suck it up (don't know why she hated me, i was fluent in French by age 4 haha) so I just ranted at her in French, and never showed up to another French class :)
Sonny Whitehouse honestly that story is fantastic
Sonny Whitehouse the same thing happened to me but I just stayed quiet. I also have Ibs. And any advice you have would help, I've never talked to some else with the same condition.
Sonny Whitehouse how did she react xD
angellina fosse I have it as well I'd love to talk to you it's been hard for me too
Sonny Whitehouse GOOD FOR YOU !!!
I love that you posted this, I was homebound and special hombound since 6th grade, migraines, stomach problems, and I am really light sensitive. There are not enough people who talk about how hard it is to be homebound longterm, there are teachers who resent you and kids dont want to be friends with the kid who is never there! I am now finished with school but it has left me wanting friends but having a hard time with making one who meet outside of work/school, and just like you said without SO many normal kid experiences. Its also hard because so many dont belive you are sick if its not very obvious, and you dont want to be the sick girl. Honestly I only tell people irl if it has to be brought up or if they also have issues. I want to thank you for putting your story out there, for showing were not lazy, or winey, and we can live a full life just maybe an unconventional one! I hope you have more good days than bad and you might want to look up 'spoonies' its a great analogy for people with chronic pain. Also thanks for educating me so much and for giving out so much love!
Got my appendix out in 5th grade, literally went through all the same stuff to the t! But I have fibromyalgia, scoliosis, ibs, I had a botched surgery, I'm allergic to everything, so different stuff, but same experience. I feel you girl, yr such an inspiration!
What do you mean by everything what can you eat then?
Sassy Sylveon Lover I'm exadurating, but, almost all fruits, most veggies, tree nuts, weeds, wild flowers, all Mary Kay products, all trees native to my area of residence, milk, eggs, roses, lavender, green tea, MSG, and things I'm not allergic to, I can't digest due to my ibs, and lack of gallbladder
Sassy Sylveon Lover I eat allot of bread. And soup broth, and white rice
Alexandria Crayne heyyyyy scoli. same kinda stuff, different problems though (besides scoli)
Alexandria Crayne i had my appendix out in 2nd or 3rd grade...
Life was shit at those grades too..
You are such a great person and we all love you (not in a weird way)
I have two brothers. They both have autism. My older brother has scoliosis and had to have back surgery. I love you so much Taylor you always bring me joy I laugh whenever your videos are on. I don't care how much you post you are so amazing the way you are! I'm your best friend in the entire wold no matter if I met you our not. Keep on doing what you do ;)
Aubrey And Milo 😊
Aubrey And Milo well said and I have autism and ADHD and a loud off overs and I watch my little brother die so I hope your brother gets well
MALAKAI Thomas aww, I feel so sorry for you, I hope you could have a good life😭🙂
Aubrey And Milo I have autism and it makes it really hard to learn and make friends
Aubrey And Milo I have Aspergers
I have eds and I ended up tearing my acl walking up the stairs in high school (my first real clue) I got loads of the same comments about how I'm just a big baby and I'm fine and I look fine. These comments came mostly from my parents and from extended family. I posted a fb post saying i tested and came up pos for eds and my cousin said I should get a "second opinion" on it because I seem fine. It's infuriating. I have POTs and EDS I.
It's very painful most of the time but I never really talk about it because people have always told me to suck it up and shut up :( super annoying, arguably worse than the actual pains of the illness.
Honestly this just makes me ADMIRE you more and more
YAY TAYLOR FOR PUTTING A NEW PERSPECTIVE ON YOURSELF :D
ALSO TRUE FANS WONT CARE WHEN YOU UPLOAD THEY WILL JUST GET REALLY EXCITED WHEN YOU DO YAYAAAYY
Taylor ur such a trooper you keep doing what your doing don't take nothing from nobody
The fact that you push through what you have to live with to make videos is such a blessing to me. I've struggled with depression and anxiety for many years, and watching your videos really helps me. Thanks for being you.
Thanks for sharing your story. Youre such a couragous young woman and have come a long way thus far with your illnesses. The suffering sounds so unbearable. Its really inspiring how you dont let your illnesses ruin your gorgeous personality. Youre funny, lively, caring, witty, intelligent and honest. WOW! Thats why you have 600k + friends.
Hang in there my friend! ;)
I'm so glad you made this video, my close friends Mom committed suicide because of CRPS. She had it down the whole right side of her body and every day was a struggle(I don't want to go into too much detail). Which comes to show how much pain you must endure even without having full blown CRPS. Just keep doing what your doing even if it means going on a hiatus for a week or more every so often❤
We love you girl 😘
Alot of people (the mayority) love your 'ME'vídeos incluiding me and personaly i think its important to now about this cause a lot of people are kind of rude cause you don't post or etc and they don't now what you suffer .
Well i have way more things to say but i just will resume it in
Don't worry that much about us we love and understand you but care much more about your self this world needs peps like you AND YOU love you from a simple girl 😘 love ya!
I’m in my senior year of high school and I’ve gone through many of the same things (but my migraines were never so severe that I could NEVER go to school). Since 2nd grade I’ve broken my ankles about 13 times and my wrists a couple of times as well. The first solid diagnosis that I’ve gotten, aside from fibromyalgia since about 9 y/o, was EDS3 and OI this year. No one ever believed me that I was breaking all of these bones and I pretty much lost all of my friends. I’m 6th grad one of my teachers told and entire class of students that I was faking my broken bones when I had to be in a wheelchair.
Hearing you talk about this almost made me cry, especially the part about being so used to the pain that nothing can really hurt you anymore. It’s just something I’ve never been able to put into words.
Thank you so much for sharing this video. ❤️❤️
You said you were struggling to make friend and focusing on being more outgoing. The reason we all subscribe is because we love your personality. Yes I love your animals and your content but if it wasn't for your amazing personality I wouldn't subscribe. I know that as your subscribers we don't have a personal relationship and it's very different but we all love you and support you with whatever you do. Your health is more important than content.
Very sad 😓.
And you dont need to thank us for 600k subs you did this yourself be proud☺
b.b bunnies ur hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeee want to subscribe to u soooooooooooooo bad to bad my parents won't allow me
b.b bunnies yeah she makes me laugh
I'm so happy that you made this video.I am a 11 year old girl with health problems.What/how you described your health problems are very similar to mine I hurt all the time,I have very strong migraines,allot of stomach pain and sometimes my whole body hurts.Like you said I have been in a lot of hospitals.I have missed a lot of school days but the doctor think its just something that I got from my family.I take about 5-8 pills a day and I have about 3 pain killers.
I'm glad you made this video because you life seens so amazing on camera.And to see that you have delt with something like this... (I don't mean to say I'm happy your sick).....Its a good feeling knowing I'm not the only one with these health problems.
I do hope you see this 💓💓
No Hate please
amber baeza stay strong girlie
amber baeza I go through the same things as you do.ive been in the hospital multiple times and it's so weird because of how young I am
amber baeza stat string dear❤
much love and blessings from Vietnam
amber baeza why would ppl hate?
I just stumbled on this video and have been making my way through all your videos. I just wanted to let you know how much this video spoke to me. I also have Celiac Disease, Elhers Danlos Syndrome, and POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, which is very similar to EDS). I totally understand what you went through, I had somewhat of the same experience. In all my years I have never met anyone personally (or have watched anyone) that has EDS so I was so pleasantly surprised. I'm very thankful that I found your channel and that you're spreading info on Celiac and EDS. Thank you so much:) ❤️
Martina from Simon and Martina has EDS too! You might want to check out their channel, she talks about living with EDS every once in a while. :)
averielovesbooks I have pots and eds
not to hate at all!!! i also have POTS and EDS and other illnesses. but pots is NOT like eds !! eds is a genetic illness effecting multi-system organs. pots is a dysfunction of the autonomic nervous system and eds causes is. just wanted to clarify that, again i mean no hate at all and i’m super sorry if it comes off this way!💓
I love this girl so much!! She has educated me so much and also she is the sweetest girl ever ( well she seems like it) and I am so sorry to hear about this. Also, look how many people love you now like almost 2 million
You said a long time ago that you'd do this video and now I'm so happy that you finally did ^.^ I'm glad you reached out to everyone
I totally relate with you when it comes to the school issue.. school faculty and students are the most insensitive ignorant people you’ll be around for a good portion of your life. Growing up I missed a lot of school because I couldn’t keep up not knowing I had an underlying learning disability... so I know what it feels like to have been picked on by students and teachers, not have friends, and feel left out. If I could I would totally give you a big hug!
JamieBella02 I feel the kids are chill, the teachers can be mean
It's really sad that we live in a society of kids that have to grow up to fast because of adults that are so immature and petty. Taylor I am sorry you've had to deal with people like that all your life while hurting like you do. I can sort of relate because I have a pituitary gland disorder I was born with, that gland affects all hormones in the body long story short I was sick a lot threw school and people treated me like you described. I didn't endure the kind of pain you do but I can relate to the social outcast life because of a constant illness. I hope life has improved for you since then and you can find better ways to hurt less and get some relief. Thank you for your content I enjoy it every time 😊
As I child with many chronic illnesses I feel u. The struggling is real. My chronic illnesses are:autism, type one diabetes, arthritis, POTS,epilepsy, asthma, and I have like 10 allergies. Now I am well enough to go to school twice a week and be homeschooled 3 times a week
honestly how do you only have 618 k subs? You honestly deserve more like 6 million...
Sharon Buckley-Wheeler 619 now
Sharon Buckley-Wheeler no she should be the first second or third person who has the most subs
We love you Taylor! Stay strong girly. You are amazing. I can't believe how rude people can be😔 you are not just "the sick girl." You are TAYLOR NICOLE DEAN
Taylor
Maybe you didn't have friends when you were little but now you have all of us and we all love and support you and we don't care if you don't post for a little while and I will never think of you as the "sick girl" From Abby
Well she dosen't know a Shit of us. I wouldn't say that Fans are better than Friends ._.
Lala1002 Msp not to be mean but her fans love and support her like friends do and I think that us fans think of Taylor as our friend.
Gummy ugbugv
I love you even more now... You're such a trooper. I relate to the "I am very outgoing and love meeting people but bad at making friends" statement very much.
Well Taylor you have 600,000+ friends here for you! Keep fighting! ✊
Plus 20+ animals
Jelly Fish y
I have Takayasu arteritis which in short is a heart condition that restricts my blood flow. In currently going into 8th grade and people always question my disease. People always tell me to suck it up and go to school but how can i when i can barely get around my house, I have extreme stomach pain and chest pain and the doctors have done every test imaginable and cant explain the pain. I also have a blood sugar problem and severe anxiety with acute depression. I moved to this town 2 years ago and made quite a bit of friends. I was diagnosed a month after moving here and was extremely skinny and everyone would walk up to me and pick me up like I was some kind of doll. Then they put me on a steroid and I gained a lot of wait which caused even more stares and looks. I'm still losing wight from the meds but when ever I have missed a Bunch of school and then walk down the hallway it feels like a movie everyone moves out of the way whispers and stares. But when i walk in a class room everyone screams GRACE!!!! I've been asked are you faking it, do your parents let you ditch, how are you not expelled you've missed so much school?????? I have a 504 plan with my school and I get infusions and chemo and im enrolled to get a service dog also I take 15 pills daily do you really think I can fake that? I practically live at the hospitable. So if anyone is going through anything similar and want to talk let me know. It took them years to diagnose me.
Screw those people.
Grace White idk if this is similar..but sometimes I experience sharp pains in my stomavh/ rib area, and on certain days for quite a while, i' d feel pain around my heart. The pain would mainly be an ache until I laughed or breathed in deep, then ir' d hurt a lot. My doctor said it was probably anxiety.
holdingoutforahero I have those too, and I've always wondered why I feel that.
Grace White : some people are so shitty... but there are more out there who are kind and compassionate. Surround yourself with them. Kick out all those toxic people in the butt. Hang in there, life will get better.
I hear I feel the same way. I got sick in 2007, and it has been no picnic. Good luck darlin.
I’m so sorry for your struggle. And the part about school really hits home for me because my social anxiety (that I didn’t know about for a few years) got so bad in middle school that I started to miss a lot of school, and it affected my life dramatically. I didn’t go to high school and was homebound too and hated not having friends and it got really lonely. I didn’t mean to rant but it’s really nice to see that other people have gone through similar experiences!