MEET THE ALTERS: JADE | DissociaDID | Dissociative Identity Disorder
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- Our first instalment in the LONG awaited 'Meet The Alters' series! Jade stepped up to be the first one to film her intro. We hope you enjoy this look into her life and the honesty she comes with.
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That was a really powerful and intelligent first "Meet the alters". I kind of understand your feelings and ways, we're only "strangers on the internet", I would be really scared but I can honestly say that I care about you and I hope you're safe, calm and happy because that's what all of you deserve.
I'm really happy that you have made this video because this would probably mean a lot for our lovely Chloe. You're both two smart young ladies and it is common to not get along all the time, you're with each other 24/7 so it's really complicated, anyway, I think that both of you can do amazing things if you work together, an example of that is this amazing video.
To end this really long message I want you to know that any of you are just "another alter", you're amazing and unique persons. I'm sorry for any grammar mistakes.
Sorry that it isnt Jade who first saw this but you just made me cry 😭😭❤❤ This is so lovely, thank you so so much! - Chloe ❤
And you know the fact that they don't get along so well just proves that they do need each other. I mean who would keep them save and remind them of all the dangers if Jade wasn't there for them? It's kind of sad that she has so little trust, but you have to understand her or at least respect her choices and concerns for she for sure has some very good reasons.
DissociaDID truly brillant
Beware of handlers. Love and know they self!
Thanks to all of you for being brave and making videos to help educate the public.
“I think one of the few things Chloe has done right in her life is start this channel”
The subtle sass energy is all I need I LOVE YOU JADE WOW
OMG I read this comment the exact same second Jade was saying this 😂
Hanan Alhamwi I DID TOO I WAS LIKE OH SHIT
ME TF TOO LMAO
yep me too
Hanan Alhamwi me too🤣😭
“Excuse me.”
*sneezes*
“Bless me.”
ME!! I relate to Jade sm😂 I've been saying bless me after I sneeze since forever😂
*"Bless me."*
read this right as it happened lol
i read this as i watched it happen 😭
right??? jade and i are literally so similar!! - 𝓇𝓊𝒷𝓎
That little smile that popped up when she mentioned Ruby's name was the sweetest thing ever!
time stamp?
6:03
Ruby does the same when she mentions Jade
When she looks straight in the camera and says "bless me" I was like okay ma'am bless you lol x
LOL!
jade is so ... intimidating... but enchanting at the same time.
periodt.
I agree.
Frrr lol
I don't think she's intimidating
She is not as intimidating in this video as in another one but I still feel that power behind her and it is kinda scary to me. I am not the bravest tho so that might be it
The way you speak reminds me of royalty addressing a crowd. I love how strongly you protect the system but also appreciate your willingness to share things with us about yourself. I know it's scary to feel vulnerable, but I think you're helping a lot of people.
Jamie Moon exactly my thoughts!! such a queen!!
Shit go listen to her speak about the littles lol it starts as Chloe and then Jade busts in like ‘UH yea ILL BE HANDLING YHIS ONE THANK U’ lol
@@sarabanas1447 what video?
@@Theresa_Kelsey you might have found it already but it's called Our Littles
Jamie Moon like Minevera McGonagll from
Harry Potter
"She told me my name was Margaret. I did not like this..." omg the sass of jade is so real
Jade is a stunning name, and totally suits her!
ikr, I love her sass
@@m4yh3mcarter I don't think it's mean. I mean everyone is given a name in the outside world. If you want to change it to be more of an accurate representation of you that's fine but I don't think being given a name is mean.
@@m4yh3mcarter You were given a name before you could even change it. If changing your name is right for you do it. More power to Jade for that. Do what is right for you.
Being given a name is not mean and changing your name is completely fine. I do recognize now that Jade's situation is kinda different than an individual person's. She should comprehend being given a name unlike the most of us. So it's more akin to like waking up with amnesia and a rando gives you a name.
the weirdest person you would ever meet I love your username sorry bye
“Bless me.”
“Thank me.”
“I’m welcome.”
Lmao
🤣🤣🤣
This made me laugh so hard I cried. Possibly because it's 5 am but shush lol.
Arielle laughing my f*cking off ass off off
@@lindaplayspiano Bahahaha
“Ruby and I see you as a threat..for now.” This broke my heart, I’m rewatching all their content and this made me realize that all the internet bullying that pushed the system off of TH-cam must have confirmed Ruby and Jade’s worst fears. They never felt great about being on TH-cam in the first place. I do hope they are all doing ok.
It’s absolutely heartbreaking. I’ve been watching this channel since the very beginning stages. I’m probably not recognized tho I don’t really comment a lot. It’s really heartbreaking seeing everything that happened they never deserved the drama that happened.
The way Jade talks about the inner world, I would love to see any of the alters design what it looks like inside of their head.
Chloe designed it on the Sims once :)
Yes but different people see things differently
Anna K. I was trying to find that video but I think she must’ve taken it down or something :/
@@Ren-kp4tz It looks like she did :( But MultiplicityandMe still has one up! It's not the same of course but it might still be interesting.
Anna K. Oof, the concept sounds interesting. It’s a shame she took it down
Jade blessing herself is the energy I need.
what i thought exactly hahahaha
Same 😂🤣
YOOOOOHHHH
Hello there I’m 666th like
I loved it. I’ve done the same thing for years. 😂
I need a Jade. Her honesty and bluntness is soooo refreshing, she doesn't scare me at all. She just takes her job seriously and doesn't play. She's like a big sister who had to raise a younger sibling. She is wonderful n I hope u can understand where she's coming from.
I have a Jade but her name is Jane instead ironically... It's kinda wierd, but she has curly black hair instead and isn't that pale
ded ass thoo I need more Jades in my life rn
Ikr
In some way we all have a jade weather internally as an alter or externally as a family member or a friend or as an acquaintance
@@rhythm854 is she a alter\internal ot is she a friend\family member\aquatence on the outside
Aww that smile when Jade talked about Ruby melted my heart
Jade is like that one teacher in school who is the most strict but you love them :)
Rachel Prof. McGonagall 😍
My god we genuinely refer to one of my teachers as the "class mom".
She's one of the strictest in the school but she genuinely cares
I completely understand seeing all of us as a threat. We are strangers. You don’t know us. You’ve never met us in person, therefore how do you know if we are not a threat? This is completely reasonable and i’m happy that you are able to let Chloé still do this considering your and Ruby’s viewpoint on the matter. I hope to prove to the both of you that, though strangers, we aren’t as big as a threat as perceived, and if not, “allowing” Chloé to do spread awareness in this way is incredible and, as a person who struggles with multiple mental disabilities, helps me relate with my peers
When Jade said "I see you as a threat"
I literally thought we are screwed for life
You put this in better words than me 💜
"there's a difference between being a martyr and being foolish" wow im woke
God Jade is a stunning warrior woman. I would feel so safe knowing she had my protection in mind. The system is so lucky.
I'm sorry if i offended you but i keep thinking Jade is like a queen. The way she speaks and talks about the system. And being protective. I mean it is really fascinating. I mean woww.. I don't know.. Jade is making me speechless 😅 and scared too 😅 don't want to make Jade angry ..
Yeah, it's like a Queen addressing her subjects. Quite enchanting, I must say
I think that's kinda like her job so that when u messed it up once u know that u sould definitelynot mess it up a second time
Why would that offend her (/them. Idk who ur referring to)
Jade: "There was a fire *pit*
and the fire was *lit.* "
bars
💀
Absolute bars
Jade: 🤨😤😠
Mentions Ruby: ☺😉🤗😙😍
Ikr that was so heartwarming
i ruined 420 likes i’m so sorry
Hello Jade. You ma'am have my full respect. I wish i had a protector like you in my life. It was very nice to meet you.
The regal and intense energy she gives off, combined with the general lighting makes for a wonderful and powerful video
Danny B ... So well said!!! She invoked such a powerful aura & you described it perfectly with the word Regal... Jade is one powerful person!
Danny B regal is the PERFECT word for her!!!!!!!!! shes like a badass warrior queen!!!!!!!
I had to pause to say this, when you rolled your eyes about the Sims...lol I died!
Fr 🤣🤣
I saw that too and laughed so hard. She must find it so foolish lol Bless her
When Jade looks straight into the camera I feel like she's looking deep into my soul and saying "disrespect me and you'll regret it". Yes, Ma'am 😳
Jade protecting the system from verbal fighting makes so much sense because of her very even and measured manner. Verbal abuse can often be used as a way to provoke an emotional response and staying calm and even tempered can be the best way to shut that type of abuse down.
Is it just me or does Jade talk of herself as an "I" while Chloe mostly uses "we"? Interesting. She seems very strong and confident.
Naomi Gayle that’s right! To be clear I didn’t mean to sound like I think she’s more selfish or self centered. It just seemed like she has a very strong personality and likes to point her independence out more than the others... at least this is how it came across to me! It was a great presentation. Hope nobody took offense!
I think they all say we when referring to the whole system and I when referring to them self.
@Naomi Gayle well said
The alters are individuals. Chloe as the host tends to refer to the whole system therefore 'we'.
I also feel like they say “I” a lot when they refer to themselves in the inner world and we on the outside world. Could be wrong but I feel like I have picked up on that
It's sad that she sees us as a threat... But, it's completely fair.
People can be nasty on TH-cam.
People that think whoever isn't like them is strange.
Or weird.
I honestly think that it makes sense that she sees us as a threat - She is there to avoid verbal fights, she said, and how often do you see fights in the comment section on TH-cam?
I hope that you are doing well, Chloe, and all of the alters. Jade, you are honestly amazing. You care so much about the system. It's heartwarming.
Have an amazing day.
“I think that one of the few things Chloe has done right in her life was starting this channel” oop-
Wow Jade is very… ancient. She is really showing how real her soul is, her guidance. Very…. Amazing. Love Jade.
She’s not ancient, she’s 20 something and part of a sci fi novel
@@laurena4000 wym part of a novel
@@laurena4000 novel?
3:34 "excuse me" **sneezes** " _bless me_ "
lmao when no one is there to say it and u just don't give a shit
zewdae the cutest thing i have ever seen 😂😂
HAHAHAHAHAHA I laughed soooo loud
haha yes, that sneeze reaction was epic
I laughed so hard what an icon
That was great!
I see a lot of people calling you scary but honestly you remind me of two alters my best friend has and I see where you’re coming from with us being a threat. It took almost two years for her to trust me with everyone in her head space especially her littles.
Ashes Toews same here. My friend ironically has a protector named Jade and is like DissociaDID’s jade.
Jade,
Considering that you're such a powerful protector and rightfully have concerns about how people in the internet world may treat you guys, I think that you stepping up and introducing yourself to us means A LOT. Others may not realize how significant it was for you to do this...both to your audience and to Chloe. I consider it an honor. Thank you. You take your role seriously, but also try to respect your host and other alters, despite your differences. Each of you have such beautiful and unique aspects. Thank you for giving us the privilege to know you.
I can totally image Jade and Ruby just sitting around eating bread or something just in complete silence and then just be like “this is good bread”
LMAO you got a like it must be somewhat true LoL 😆
The smile on her face when she talked about Ruby is so heartwarming oml.
TH-cam randomly started recommending videos about DID to me, and it's a rabbit hole I don't regret going down. It is so wild to watch your videos and get accustomed to your mannerisms, and then see the same face, but obviously a different person using it.
My friend's mom became aware of her DID (though there is a possibility that I'm remembering incorrectly and it was borderline personality disorder), and from what I know (her parents divorced not long after the diagnosis, and the mom has since stopped putting in effort to be in her childrens' lives)- her system does not work together very well. It's so good to know that DID doesn't always go that direction. I'm looking forward to learning more!
Stephanie Taylor me too!! I became so interested in it!
Yes I was recommended these videos as well and now I ive watched about 20 videos on the subject since yesterday
Literally same I clicked on one did video and now I'm binging like all the videos in multiple people's channels it's super interesting
Stephanie Taylor omg same
Sameeee I thought it was weird that I was being recommended them but after watching more and more videos I have became so interested and so eager to learn more
I don't understand why people would think that this channel is bad and send hate, i discovered this through the anthony padilla interview and this is really beautiful, it's really amazing what DID really is
From MY point of view, Jade is a very sweet and nice person.
Thank you. - Jade
First time I saw this video, I wished Jade could front not only the dissociadid system, but everybody's systems (even so called neurotypicals are simpler, unthought systems, aren't they? I believe we all are nomadic subjects in our core, that is if we were free to be as we trully are). The world would be a nice place, and Jade you would relax among nice, honest people, like you are. It has always been Jade that kept me alive. Every time I struggle, life sends me a Jade, even if it is a brief talk with a stranger in a shop, and than I can carry on. Your existence restores faith. Thanks Jade, you are a beautiful creature😘😘😘
I love Jade... She just radiates power and strength.
The lights and the shadows and her regal stance-it’s like viewing a live painting.
That eye roll at the start 🤣 I wouldn’t want to piss Jade off.
Had me laughing out loud! But I agree, Jade seems like one of those people that get f***ing scary when they had enough! And I say this absolutly not as a bad thing!
i thought the exact same too! haha Jade is awesome!
I 👏 am 👏 LIVING 👏 for 👏 that 👏 eye roll👏 AHAHAHA
Hannah Davies same shit
666 likes...
I honestly felt a little threatened by this video, but it was a lovely message. Jade, you scare me slightly, but I think that's a useful thing to have, especially if your role is to protect your systems body from verbal abuse. You'll definitely be good at putting people back behind the line if they crossed it. Nevertheless, I enjoyed this video and the educational message you gave us. Thank you
Must be the part where she calls us a threat😂
Yes. I felt that, Jade. I wish i had a me like yourself to keep me grounded. You are vital to Chloe. Thanks, sister.
Agreed. She's a warrior who I would NOT want to go to war against.
I think she wanted to put it out there that those writing hateful comments and harmimg anyone in the system WILL be dealt with.
And she did a good job.
I'm glad that she is the way she is as it shows that she takes her job as gatekeeper seriously and that she has learned how best to protect everyone.
I have such reapect for her and everyone in the system.
I felt like Jade was staring into my soul and directly talking to me 😂 but I have similar thoughts/ideas as Jade (I like that name)
Jade being "raised" by Ruby makes so much sense. I did see some similarities, with them being very different
Jade gives me extreme Professor McGonagall and Molly Weasley vibes. Jade, you're fantastic.
I can totally see that!
I was thinking the same thing
same!!
My immediate response to Jade sneezing was bless you, and then she blessed herself and my response to that was "Awe" and I don't know why.
Jade is intense. Kinda scary, but I'd love to get on her good side. When she said we're a threat, that shit pierced through me haha.But it makes sense. It must be kinda scary and tiring arguing all the time with someone that strong. Especially if Chloe isn't really brave. Jade is no pushover.
Now the scariest part to me was the fact that there was an old woman named Margret that just showed up, but the host has no idea who she is or what the necklace is. There are literally strangers in your mind. I wouldn't like that.
Seage Speaks right that’s kinda scary
I don’t know about that. Jade is one of the few that ages. Eventually she might have to find a replacement if she gets too old. Sort of like what Margaret said she was doing.
I would like to know more about the evil spirits though. They sound like something that Alexman Han, another TH-camr with DID talked about. Said they were like older alters that were scary and sometimes took up parts of their rooms...
Clay Dawson I am interested to what those in this system feel about evil spirits? True alters really exists but some Christians sites on the internet claim that evil spirits can disguise themselves as alters and take up residence in the mind of someone with DID. I wonder if given what Margaret said, if this would seem to support that? Also, interesting is Margaret said not only would it be bad for the system, but bad for the rest of the world as well. I wonder how Jade understands this as meaning. Also interesting is the talk of her inner world, the caves, and how she spends her time reading books and growing up. Would these be actual books that one in the system has read and the info comes down to her? I know she says she doesn’t front very often, so it is not likely that she is reading while fronting. But this is all very interesting! Thanks Jade for sharing!
When did she say that Chloe has no idea about margeret?
her inner world almost sounds like an amazing story. i would love to read a book written by her about her inner world because i think it would give us all a really good look into how inner worlds work. i think (please correct me if i’m wrong) that most inner worlds are different and unique to the person (or people) that reside within them. it’s fascinating
inner worlds are very unique for each system who has one and just about everything about them means something and is related somehow to the system's trauma story, survival story and healing story.
in our inner world, some of the smaller details are perceived differently depending on what alter you ask. the bigger things appear and function the same to each alter but things like wall color and temperature, etc vary depending on each person's perception and wants/needs.
it is definitely fascinating. we always love hearing about other systems' inner worlds because it tells so much about a person and what they have been through.
totally different inner worlds with every single system
ikr D.I.D is such a fascinating condition to me and im really interested in it i spend most of my time learning about it and i tell all my friends who havent heard of it all about it it kind get annoying at times i can tell that most of them are annoyed some are curious some think its interesting not as much as me though. iam really confused about how the inner world works i know that its like a dream world and i heard a you-tuber called MultiplicityAndMe (a you-Tuber with D.I.D) say that its like a dream world and it comes with things that most of the time dosent make any sense like for one of them there system is a family like blood relatives and the dad had his child at 13 and he was allowed to keep it XD! that would never happen irl but ive heard a few stories. anyway i know that a alter gose into the inner world when they are not fronting but im confused about the OG. ive heard that they just lose memory ive heard that they see into the inner world when they switch ive heard that they watch whats happing on the outside and ive read that they go inside of the inner world like the alters and they can walk into the forest and even play games with alters however they all say that its like possession
_I learned from a young age, (...) that you have two choices in life. You can either stay quiet, hope not to be seen, not to attract any unwanted attention, to do the right thing at all times and never ask for help, fall into the role of a martyr and die that way... or you can stand up for yourself, and demand the life that you want to live. If you don't tell people what's right, and you don't tell people what you need, how are they going to know ? There's a difference between being a martyr and being foolish._
*Dang Jade, I never realized I lived being a martyr... I'll demand the life I want, from now on ! Thank you so much...*
You go random internet person!
That is powerful!
She IS the martyr, though. Her role is the silent gatekeeper.
"Jade scares me" then she's doing her job and protecting her system
Found this channel this week and am binge watching.... to meet Jade was so comforting for me.... I honestly teared up because her strength and will are amazing and I feel her protection... so nice to meet you Jade!
jade could kill me and id be like "thanks"
ty for putting so much effort in protecting everyone, you might be seen as "scathing" but i can see how much you really care
I’m so upset with all the hate this channel has gotten, this so educational and eye opening for people who aren’t aware of what DID is, it’s very inspiring and refreshing to hear someone openly talk about mental health, self care, and topics people usually avoid. I believe we’re entitled to our own opinions, but unnecessary hate towards someone who’s expressing themselves and speaking out is wrong.
I agree. I also hate how people are spreading rumours that she is faking her did. This is just enraging to me honestly. These rumours affect those who really depended on her to deal with their own mental issues. :(
I love all of her and she deserves the best!
Same here. I just started watching her channel this month and I hate the fact that people involved it in drama, every time I search for dissociadid on youtube a lot of drama channels appear first.
I've learnt so much during this last weeks about DID thanks to dissociadid... they don't deserve the hate & people questioning their DID wtf is wrong with the internet? Just let them do their thing which is sharing information about how they live this
@@nidhi5810 Thankyou for your words - her channel is actually the only one i watch because my inner people know all of them are real and it helps them /encouragment to communicate. i am grateful to Kya and all of them for this
They were on Anthony Padillas a day with DID video
“There’s a difference between being a martyr and being foolish”
Me: Yes maam.
ngl the host body's eyes are beautiful!
Not just the eyes :) ♥️
Your feelings are valid and honorable, Jade. You have a very special position that requires diligence and places a huge amount of responsibility on your shoulders. It sounds like you are the momma bear protecting her cubs, in a manner of speaking. As a mother, I can understand the nature of your alert and protective qualities and it is very admirable. I hope the TH-cam community doesn't let you down but shares awareness and information to educate the world of D.I.D. Please continue to share your experiences. I know that it will make a difference for the futures of the poor children placed in these horrible situations and forcing them into D.I.D. for survival. As awareness grows, I am hopeful that diagnosis will come more quickly and transition into adulthood will be less scary and confusing. You have all touched my life. Thank you!
Jade has this elegant and strong energy. It’s admirable. I like her a lot. She seems so sure of what she says at all times. Her manner is cool and alert.
I agree. she really is somebody to look up to.
Can I just say how brave it was of you Jade to be the first one to make a 'meet the Alters' video? It was a pleasure to meet you, I am sorry about the negative comments. Hopefully the positive ones the rest of us leave will be able to drown them out. I hope everyone in the system stays safe, have a wonderful day/night!
Thank you for such kind words. I hope you enjoy your time also. - Jade
She seems like the type of girl who didn’t want to do it but said “eff this, if I’m gonna do it I’m gonna get it over with first!” Lol
Hi I'm Jade too. Although I'm quite different I'm a little. I like you other Jade.
Sorry she really wanted to say hi.
Rev {shy, short, quiet, galaxy fox} we also have a little jade
This is too wholesome
That's really sweet
This is so cute❤️
i really wanna hear jade say “off with their head”
i just-
i can sEE IT SO CLEARLY-
I WAS JUST THINKING THIS SKAKAJAKSKSJSKSK I MEAN- AAAAARGH
"Bless me." Sistaaaaahhhh!!!😂
I said this once when I sneezed and my sister laughed at me so hard.
I say this all the time!
I agree with Jade that Chloe has been extraordinarily brave in starting this channel. All the alters that have appeared on camera along with Chloe are brave to talk about such a personal thing and that Jade is brave being the first to do an introduction of herself. I love these videos and I hope that they help both your system and others.
Wow... I’m just blown away... Chloe, you have a formidable Army of Alters that will do anything to keep you safe. Jade is incredible and so well spoken. All I can say is Thank you for sharing and being so brave to put your personal selfs ( for lack of a better term) out on UT. I can’t wait to see what you share next.
Whether active or not on TH-cam, DissociaDID/Chloe has forever elevated the level of awareness and compassion for individuals with DID online. And I’d add that she did so with great grace and courage.
*They
@@BlackCat11896 technically Kya's pronouns r *she/they/he*, so i assume u can identify Kya as either of these pronouns
@@bluebirdj2133 no they as in all the alters I think
i know this is an old vid so y'all might not see this but i just watched this and i have so much respect for Jade and the fact that she decided to talk to us even though we seem a threat to her (and maybe other alters idk) i hope that Chloe, Jade, Kyle, and all the other members of the system are doing well.
Chloe and Nina have integrated into Nin, and later on Nin and Kyle integrated into Kya. I think they mentioned they are doing well, but are looking for anonymity in order to protect themselves.
@@BlackCat11896 interesting
Jade is lovely and very intimidating. I can see why she's the gatekeeper. I would trust her to protect me although it may be harsh I would feel like whatever she did would be in my best interest
"There's a difference between a martyr and a foolish".. inspiring words from Jade. You inspired me,Jade. When she differentiated the two decision a person makes, I realized I have been the former type. I hope I have your personality.. i appreciate you and all the other alters. .
You are very elegant and strong, Jade, I'm glad to meet you!
Whenever she talks or not even talks just stairs directly into the camera with that slice of light on her face I have the urge to sit down and shut up like if I were to ever meet her in real life and she walked up to me I would have to ask permission to talk to her or if I ever walked up to her I would have to ask permission to leave. Jade is a badass 💪
jades saying that the channel being a threat is absolutely understandable and necessary cause there are a lot of people with bad intentions and I applaud her for protecting the system
Παυλίνα Ντόγια agreed!
I like you Jade. You are so straightforward and smart. You don't scare me unlike many of the commenters have stated. I feel that you are essential to the system. I would enjoy a pot of tea and conversation with you. Thanks for sharing. :)
Chloe, how does it feel, as the host, to see your alters take over so completely and confidently like this? is it unnerving, or does it seem normal because on the inside you already know jade/the alters?
Its still frightening to watch even after everything I know now
DissociaDID I am trying very hard to understand DID, the amnesia aspect is especially interesting to me. Sometime I'll have very realistic dreams where I become aware of my surroundings but feel like I can't remember how I got there or what happened up to that point, it's the strangest feeling like time has passed but I don't know how I got to where I am. I have never experienced this in real life but it is the closest I can imagine to what it is like to disassociate. Do you often feel as chunks of time are missing? Do you never remember that time or are your alters the only one with access to specific memories? Thank you for these videos, they are extremely educational and interesting.
When you an alter takes over do you, the host, know what their doing at the moment? Like do you feel like another person just took over your body and you're just waiting "inside the body" like? I sound dumb
It's a valid question. From what I've heard and seen, it's different for every person. Er, host, I should say. It seems to depend partially on whether host and alter get along, and whether the alters want the host to know what's going on. The most common metaphor I have seen so far is being stuck in the passenger seat of your own car while someone else is driving versus being stuck in the trunk.
Arne Rademacker thanks it makes sense now
That smile when she was talking about Ruby. Such a kind heart
I just want to say that Jade is helping me, many of our alters see the world similarly because of what our host went through her whole life. So thank you! I'm glad that I got to see this video
jades the kind of girl that you see at camp and have a 10 minute conversation with and never see again, but you never forget about
Jade is hella scary. When she stares into the camera, its like she's looking into my soul.. but very cool video! Very informative, I think.
Jade reminds me of wonder woman scary as all hades
"Bless me"
This killed me 😂😂😂 it's so fascinating how different Jade is in comparison with Nadia who feels like a polar opposite!
Both are brilliant ladies nonetheless!
Jade appears to be standoffishly cool to me at first, and it very obvious you don't want to be on her bad side! But watch a little more, and she is gorgeous when she smiles; she obviously has a warm heart. And if you find yourself there you'll be well off. That was my impression of her anyway! I have a high opinion of Jade, and in some ways would like to be more like her.
Becca Shelley I fully understand your opinion of her, because me too. I also want to be more like her, she seems very mysterious but also very warm it’s interesting. I hope we get to see more of her in the future that would be nice❤️🌹
yes!!! She came off to me as someone who if you prove yourself to be a worthy friend, she would be your most loyal and strongest ally.
I'm glad that I'm not the only person that says "bless me."
When she said "you might know me from the making alters on the Sims video" she rolled her eyes like she was thinking about how ridiculous her others alters are for making her do that. 😂
I love how she lits up when she mentions Ruby 😊😊
I bless myself too Jade. One day a friend of mine said...why do you always tel people to bless you after u sneeze? I had to explain that I was blessing myself not ordering someone that's with me to Bless Me....lol
Oh my god is your username a reference to Rupaul's Drag Race? Be my best friend pls 🤣
I don't know if it was intentional or not but I loved the style of the shadows covering parts of your face/body and appearing to keep some parts of you hidden and showing just a piece of you to the light. It was very fitting since Jade lives in the caves, which I assume are dark and private (like the shadow) and also fitting since Jade has been described as mysterious. An interesting touch, Jade, that creatively show cased who you are compared to Chloe's bright and sunny videos.
Ugh I loved this. The lighting and shadows in this video just heightened Jade's already intense personality and appearance so much.
@@herpdederp12 I know right?! Like it really fits her personality and that mysterious aura she has around her.
So how is Jade reading books inside the inner world? That is mind blowing... Those books must be known to the body of the host right?... Or do these books not exist in the real world? I'm so intrigued
This is actually a great question! Many alters said they read in the inner and outer world so I’d love to know as well 🤔 maybe a library of all the books the body ever read? Not sure
I have that same question, would love for Jade to answer that
Yes!!! I’m dying to know
Omg now I need to know
In our system, books are mainly things we have read before. Sometimes it's stories made by other alters because we always wanted to be authors.
If I may recommend something... I believe Nin should get someone trustworthy who checks the mails, unboxing and the comment section. For the safety of her and the alters. I know its not an easy task, but its necessary. I mean, if u all think she can handle it then, by all means ignore my comment. I understand completely. I really like Jade and Ruby. They care for the well being of Nin and ours. I really feel empowered by your words, Jade. And Nin is lucky, so lucky to have such kind harted protectors.
The sentiment about being a martyr or standing up for yourself hit me square in the chest, wow. I need her to give me more advice like that, that was...powerful. And really hit home. I'm super late to this video and really new to this channel but thank you, Jade, for giving the subscribers a chance and I hope we've proven worthy of your olive branch and Chloe's trust.
Can I just say, how much I love it to listen to Jade? Her views on things, her opinions and her role in the system and the way, how she accepted the role and lives it completely are so interesting and she makes it easy to understand her and her role even as a person who has no DID like me.
I really like her and she is the type of person I really could spend hours talking or listening to 😊
I was dead when she sneezed and said “bless me”
Jade i love you but im a 14 year old lesbian with depression and social anxiety i dont think im much of a threat 😂
Becca Almighty HAHAHAHA i love it
...same...
I really admire Jade & Ruby for protecting the system. It takes a lot of mental and physical strength to protect something. 😀😀😄😄
So calm and powerful this lady. Slightly intimidating. I see why she's the gatekeeper.
Nice to meet you Jade.
Really interesting to see the mannerisms change- in a different video the switch between Chloe and Nadia wasn’t too obvious, but when I started watching this video and meeting Jade it was like “whoa she’s WAY different!”
A lot of people say me and Nadia arent that different in mannerisms but we are both very different to Jade, im not surprised it shocked you haha!
I even think that the form of her face and eyes looks different! I mean, I could be the hair, but I really couldn't see Chloe or Sally, and especially not Kyle and Nadia!
i didn't realise how much personality actually affects how i see someone, like you seem like physically different people despite having the same body, the energy that is given off is totally different. also jade is so well spoken and elegant yet assertive, such a good role model. thanks for this wonderful insight, i can't wait to meet the other alters when/if they feel confident to do the same.
Yes! That's why I tell people who they are shines from the inside out. No matter what you look like, how/who you are is usually seen.
it's comforting to know how little looks actually matter :)
I got the same feeling aswell! Like Jade speaks so much like Rebecah from Originals that it shook me. I respect Jade and her role she's someone we could learn alot from
I know I’m late by a couple years but I wanted to say that I love her choice of words when she speaks its very calming and inspiring. This channel has just been brought to my attention and so has DID. But coming to this channel and listening to each and every one of the altars has opened my mind to a different community. You’ve all helped me understand the emotional and physical meaning of DID. Thank you ❤️❤️❤️
Jade is intimidating, but safe. She seems like she would protect someone she loves at any cost.
Thank you for the introduction, Jade, I think they are all lucky to have you. You all make a mighty tribe. I greatly appreciate everyone in my tribe. I have a couple of of my own that you remind me of, and we are always appreciative of them, regardless of disagreements.
I realized who Jade reminds me of! She's like Hecate!
More like Athena
Cate Crabb YOURE RIGHT OMG YES 😍
I immediately thought this too!! 🔑 🔥 🐍 ✨
Avi bratz yeah Athena seems more accurate, there aren’t too many stories about Hecate, so I don’t think I can conclude that she is like Hecate. I wish the Greeks wrote more about her.
Just read the Wiki and - with that much information - I'd say you're soo right!
Jade is so intense. I like it.
So cool and stabil. alter
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Jade is a bit intimidating BUT I understand why & I understand her purpose, I like her though, she's got the no take shit attitude.
I'm re-watching this video for the first time in a while, and it dredged up some stuff for me. I just want to take this opportunity to apologise for some of the comments I made early on, when I first found this channel. In particular the one I left on the "Split" video, where I vehemently defended the film - which I now recognise was likely not just to your detriment, but the detriment of many people with DID.
While I was never - and would never - intentionally trying to harm anyone in the system, I was also being a little ignorant and didn't really understand why what I was saying might be damaging. I have Autism, so I do tend to fall into this mind set of "it's factually true and that's the only thing that matters", when that's very much not the case. It might be factually true in the strictest sense of the term, but it also might not be KIND. And that's just as important sometimes.
I'm learning, and I like to think that I HAVE learned quite a lot from your channel about DID. And I've learned enough now that I recognise that I could've done better than to leave those comments, and I SHOULD have done better. And I'm sorry if I hurt any of you.
I don't know if you'll ever see this, because it is an old video - but if you do, please don't hold my past actions against me. I plan and hope to do better in the future. It felt appropriate to leave it here because Jade said this video was her "olive branch" - consider this mine.
Self growth!! :)
This is so good that you recognised you were wrong