losing 3 family members in 1month

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  • @mccallmirabella
    @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +4245

    I feel so blessed to have known all three of them for as long as I did. That type of thinking keeps me going.
    Hug your loved ones today and subscribe if you want to continue on this journey with me. Xoxo.

    • @alialkafagi7387
      @alialkafagi7387 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      McCall, I just wanted to let you know that I’m always here for you and I’m sending you huge long hugs, and sending you lots of love ❤️. Don’t worry 🥺❤️

    • @Hello-ww7xr
      @Hello-ww7xr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      who is steve

    • @XricheeX
      @XricheeX 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@Hello-ww7xr yeah my question too.. i was like who’s the 3rd family member than? And then the end credits came.

    • @delilahhh123
      @delilahhh123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      ur grandma and dog will have friends with my dog and grandma and grandpa 😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺

    • @claudiaespinosanchez2321
      @claudiaespinosanchez2321 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I am so so sorry for your losses ❤️🙏 God Bless you with all the strength in the world! You are so strong and brave❤️❤️❤️

  • @annalse5188
    @annalse5188 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3917

    Bro when she said “I wish I could just hug her” and “I love you Bella” I was crying like a Baby I can’t imagine what you are going through

    • @tamikaradl7996
      @tamikaradl7996 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Happened to me 2 weeks ago :( love her

    • @kaelynsraue1033
      @kaelynsraue1033 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too 😖

    • @y2kgabi
      @y2kgabi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@tamikaradl7996 stay strong love

    • @agnesdaroczi9206
      @agnesdaroczi9206 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too I was cryinggg and couldnt even belive what She been throw 💛 im SOO sorry for her🤍🙏🏼 I hope things will get better for her💗💗🥺🥺!!!!shes the strongest 🙏🏼❤️

    • @EramSheikh
      @EramSheikh 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too i lost my dad. Please pray for him

  • @morgan5737
    @morgan5737 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2846

    I didn’t know Bella but I literally started crying. If I’m like this with other people’s dogs around the world how am I going to deal with the death of my own? 😭

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @katemedvedenko890
      @katemedvedenko890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      You just can't be ready for that, so enjoy these moments with your pet!❤

    • @sophi2669
      @sophi2669 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      same !! My dog is going to be 4 in July of 2021.. she’s growing up so fast and she is literally my everything ! I literally cannot live without her 😭

    • @jacelopez4038
      @jacelopez4038 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i feel that

    • @morgan5737
      @morgan5737 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sophi2669 mine will be six may 5th 😭 I have the closest relationship with him as well because I got him when we were going through family issues :/

  • @jayda6916
    @jayda6916 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3319

    Losing a pet that you’ve known for your whole life is like a bomb dropping right on your chest

    • @skypie5374
      @skypie5374 3 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      I swear I just wanna cry out of no where 😭

    • @kailynbranch8048
      @kailynbranch8048 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      that is the hard part my dog might die this year

    • @kailynbranch8048
      @kailynbranch8048 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      and I am crying just thinking about it I have had him all my life

    • @jayda6916
      @jayda6916 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@skypie5374 same girly, it’s okay to cry
      Ur tears r better outside than in, there’s more room outside

    • @jayda6916
      @jayda6916 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@kailynbranch8048 literally since I was born my dog was alr here but not even one, it was the hardest thing to hear when my mum told me, I’m sure ur strong tho
      If u need to talk, my comment isn’t going anywhere x

  • @Thatlittleinsaine2
    @Thatlittleinsaine2 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +133

    I started crying when you talked about Bella, losing a pet is the worst feeling ever. I’ve lost 4 cats and 1 dog. We got 4 more cats and I’m terrified of them being gone. May all of your deceased friends and family rest in peace

  • @WillowPace_20090
    @WillowPace_20090 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +85

    I am so sorry for your losses! I lost my dad, grandad and sister in one day :( I hope you get through this time and spend as much time with family as possible as you never know when you might never see them again..

    • @decentdeclangaming4304
      @decentdeclangaming4304 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      That’s tragic I can’t imagine what your going through. Sorry for your losses

    • @Swiftismother
      @Swiftismother 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      God I couldn’t imagine when she talked about losing her dog I loved my cat to death she got hit by a car. I couldn’t imagine losing my dad of papaw I don’t have a sister but imagining my brother all in the same day . I lost my great papaw and mamaw my granny and pops in the same month I feel you and Mcalls pain ❤

    • @WildSwiftie13
      @WildSwiftie13 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Am so sorry for your loss get good rest and remember they are always with you in your heart ❤️

  • @breeannwalker8309
    @breeannwalker8309 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6264

    I lost my entire family, my mom is what I have left and she's not in good health

    • @biaapopescu.
      @biaapopescu. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +733

      Im so sorry! God bless you and your mom

    • @xMCgirl26x
      @xMCgirl26x 3 ปีที่แล้ว +256

      Praying for you. Here for you 🤍

    • @katarina2923
      @katarina2923 3 ปีที่แล้ว +134

      God bless you all!!! And my God give a good health to your mother...

    • @mallikabirla
      @mallikabirla 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      That’s very unfortunate dude, will pray for your mom man, sending a big virtual hug!

    • @karymesegura4372
      @karymesegura4372 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      i am sorry bby

  • @sofie1493
    @sofie1493 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1370

    my family sold almost all of our pets last year, but including a dog, sugar gliders, and my bunny. it was and still is so hard on me, but i can’t imagine losing them to death. i’m so, so sorry to anyone out there struggling. i’m always here if you need to talk. 💗

    • @splendidcinnamon5340
      @splendidcinnamon5340 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Why did they sell them?

    • @Prettypisces3558
      @Prettypisces3558 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      My parents had to give away my bunny almost a year ago and it’s crazy to me because it doesn’t feel that long ago. I miss him so much and no one understands

    • @splendidcinnamon5340
      @splendidcinnamon5340 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @mizuhashi miharu my family had to give away our two puppies, winter and ceaser. They didn’t get along with our Rottweiler. And since he was a big dog and plays roughly. Those two would absolutely piss him off, they always barked at him and were very loud when we brought him home, they kept on trying to pounce on him and attack him. He’s not a bad dog, he’s a good dog. Ceaser was given to my dads friends kids, they are quite a wealthy family so there taking good care of him. Winter was given to my grandmothers younger brother, Winter is now a farm dog. I miss them but I’m so lucky to have had both of them in my life. I love Whiler too so much he’s the rottweiler. A two year old named him. His last owners kids did. It’s the only name he answers to. I’m so glad that I know that Winter and Ceaser are okay and are doing well.

    • @sofie1493
      @sofie1493 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@splendidcinnamon5340 they sold my dog because he didn’t get along with my other dog at all, and required a lot more physical activity, which was hard for my family. we sold my bunny because he was becoming more of a chore to take care of instead of a fun thing to do. i’m not exactly sure why we got rid of the sugar gliders

    • @lovehorsesforever8
      @lovehorsesforever8 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@sofie1493 please don’t get anymore animals since y’all can’t handle them. They don’t need to go through that

  • @ncJnn00
    @ncJnn00 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    3:27 just me casually pausing the video to walk outside in the middle of the night to give my chickens a hug

  • @strawberry-lr3ml
    @strawberry-lr3ml 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    all I have to say is thank you. it feels good knowing someone goes through the same heartbreak

  • @laurencantrell96
    @laurencantrell96 3 ปีที่แล้ว +681

    it is so hard loosing your childhood dog, trust me. I lost mine back in December and I still cry about him at least once a week. Just knowing they are no longer in pain brings me a lot of peace.

    • @madebyluv
      @madebyluv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same. Lost mine in November after 15 years. Got him when I was a child. And lost my gen or a grandfather today. I haven't got out of bed or stopped crying. This isn't fair.

    • @mariajo2698
      @mariajo2698 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Rhea G same, my grandma died last year on March 8 and I put my dog down on November 16. Also my mom’s aunt (we were getting closer) died on March 25 this year. But I can tell you it gets better, cry all you want! I send love to you ❤️

    • @charlotteevans7868
      @charlotteevans7868 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same :( it will be 3 years next december

    • @nataliez5342
      @nataliez5342 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I lost mine when I was 7 but I got a new dog in 2019

    • @ani9777
      @ani9777 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same, i also lost my 12 year old dog back in December and it was on my birthday, we had him since i was like 6 or 7 years old and it still hurts to this day whenever someone mentions him or how he used to be when he was alive or even seeing his pictures makes me cry so much, i just hope he's no longer in pain and in peace.

  • @Emily-br7ii
    @Emily-br7ii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +993

    My mom is currently on hospice and doesn’t have more than a few weeks left. I don’t think it’s a coincidence this was in my recommended. I’ve lost my grandpa, grandmother and uncle in the past year. I’m so sorry for your losses. Prayers for you 💛

    • @kaande6453
      @kaande6453 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      My dad is currently on hospice and doesn’t have more than a week or two as well 😭 Lost my grandpa in August. Cancer sucks

    • @islagrace9179
      @islagrace9179 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I’m so sorry you’re going though that, I hope you mother has a good last few weeks. Make sure you tell her you love her. God bless you

    • @islagrace9179
      @islagrace9179 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@kaande6453 that really sucks. You’ll get through this. God bless

    • @Emily-br7ii
      @Emily-br7ii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@kaande6453 It really does. Prayers for you!

    • @fdvdc
      @fdvdc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I’m so sorry to hear that, Praying for your Mom and you!

  • @ashleytalkington4474
    @ashleytalkington4474 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1333

    thank you for being vulnerable McCall!

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +121

      Love you Ashley :')

    • @Hello-ww7xr
      @Hello-ww7xr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      who is steve

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @-criedjupiter-8464
      @-criedjupiter-8464 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@paparia821 THANK YOU LOVE THIS MESSAGE AND LOVE YOU AND LOVE YOUR KINDNESS you have such a great personality i see too many people being toxic for no reason i think its this quarantine getting everybody cranky haha 😅

    • @elbi20
      @elbi20 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes!!

  • @kailynbranch8048
    @kailynbranch8048 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I lost my friend to suicide 2 years ago, I still miss him every day and cry when I think about him but I know that he is in a better place now.

  • @itzelesparzaperez4859
    @itzelesparzaperez4859 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    this came up on my recommendations and i am truly sorry for your loss, losing a pet is one of the worst feelings in the universe as much as losing a human family member. you will pass through this and you will never be alone. i have a pet bird named yuki and she is a month away from turning one year old, i will definitely appreciate her more while she is here

  • @rebeccadefraine
    @rebeccadefraine 3 ปีที่แล้ว +568

    i’ve lost 3 of my grandparents and they meant so much to me, it broke me down when you introduced your grandma.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @lottebertels539
      @lottebertels539 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@paparia821 hi, I lost my grandpa this afternoon, I know it’s not the same as what you discribed but it just hurts so much to think that he isn’t here anymore and that we won’t see him sitting at the table when we go to visit them, to think he won’t be on Christmas, Easter,... and bcs if corona we had to miss 2 years of Christmas and Easter and New Years with them so it just makes me so angry bcs we could’ve had so much more time with him if corona didn’t exist

    • @lottebertels539
      @lottebertels539 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@paparia821 I just wanted to share this with someone bcs apart of my family nobody really seems to understand

    • @ayah3223
      @ayah3223 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I lost all of my grandparents by age 8

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ayah3223 I am so sorry to hear this! Please reach put whenever you need and I am wishing nothing but the absolute best in everything you do! You are so strong to share your struggles xoxoxo

  • @aryanaek6516
    @aryanaek6516 3 ปีที่แล้ว +525

    in 2020, my bestfriend took his life, my grandma passed away due to covid, and my grandmas brother also passed away 2 days after. i understand. it’ll all be okay

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @britishgals9833
      @britishgals9833 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      my grandma also passed away due to covid and it has been so hard:( she was extremely youthful and my best friend.

    • @aryanaek6516
      @aryanaek6516 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@britishgals9833 my grandma was also my best friend. I’m deeply sorry for your loss:(

    • @liaedits
      @liaedits 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i’m so sorry:(🤍

    • @user-xb4mh6jz3g
      @user-xb4mh6jz3g 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Cast your burden on the LORD, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved. Psalm 55:22

  • @user-cb5rn1td5j
    @user-cb5rn1td5j 3 ปีที่แล้ว +524

    This came up in my recommended and I figured I’d watch since I’m grieving as well. I lost my mom almost 6 months a go and I’ve also lost my grandmother, grandfather, a cat, and a dog. Every single loss is so so hard but different. I respect you so much for showing your vulnerability through such tough times. I’m so so sorry for your loss🤍

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      I'm so sorry to hear that Talia, I am sending you so much love and hugs

    • @naaj2slimee
      @naaj2slimee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same.

    • @aashvibudia5384
      @aashvibudia5384 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I lost my dad to covid in last June too 🥺

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @user-cb5rn1td5j
      @user-cb5rn1td5j 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@naaj2slimee I’m so sorry❤️

  • @LindseyLeBaron
    @LindseyLeBaron 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I'm literally watching this 2 years ahead, and I am so so so sorry for your loss!

  • @larisamihaela737
    @larisamihaela737 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    you're so strong babe. literally, you're handling it so well and i'm truly proud of you. i wish you all the best, the end made me burst into tears, i don't even wanna think about the day i'll lose my puppy, my childhood best friend and soulmate. love you!

  • @v.f6948
    @v.f6948 3 ปีที่แล้ว +590

    I feel very sorry for you, my dog, Emma, also passed away a few months ago, we had her for 15 years, since I was 5 years old, and losing her really was like losing my dearest friend.
    Thank you for sharing your emotions and I am very sorry for all the beloved ones you lost.
    In Germany we say: „Ich denk an dich!“

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Sending you hugs and love

    • @mimiraiinboow
      @mimiraiinboow 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mein Beleid 😓

    • @Hello-ww7xr
      @Hello-ww7xr 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@mccallmirabella who is steve

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @christinedior7905
      @christinedior7905 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Hello-ww7xr who is steve tho 🤷🏽‍♀️

  • @emmiedez
    @emmiedez 3 ปีที่แล้ว +265

    I need this. I lost my mom, dad and my adoptive mom who was my biological aunt before the age of 16. It was the worst part of my life. I’m getting through though. I’m 19 now and i’m happy. everyday is not easy and there isn’t any advice on how to get through it. Thank you for this love. I appreciate you sharing this so so much

    • @ramya8718
      @ramya8718 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      stay strong beautiful

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I am so sorry to hear that Emelly, I am sending you so much love

    • @emmiedez
      @emmiedez 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@ramya8718 thank you so much love❤️❤️

    • @emmiedez
      @emmiedez 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mccallmirabella Thank you doll❤️ You yourself are so so strong! don’t forget that

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @elephant3013
    @elephant3013 3 ปีที่แล้ว +631

    Father God,
    Pls protect her an her family, let your love and peace comfort her
    I pray for her salvation
    In Jesus’ name
    Amen!
    Love you🤍💕🤍

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @iloveGod1105
      @iloveGod1105 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Lovely!!! ❤️❤️ Thank you for this!

    • @lilyz1114
      @lilyz1114 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      AMEN!

    • @jade201208
      @jade201208 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Amen

  • @Madex_x
    @Madex_x 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I get this a lot. I recently lost a friend and it was like getting hit in the chest. Keep going with life and you will find that there are a lot of happy things to ❤️

  • @Cxtlxvr4life
    @Cxtlxvr4life 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I’m so sorry..
    We love you and care for you!
    You are not alone we will all experience it
    God bless you❤

  • @ivynguyen8583
    @ivynguyen8583 3 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    your grandma was so beautiful! i lost my sister last march due to suicide, was definitely the hardest thing i have been through. i lost my dog chico 2 years ago, we had him for 8 years. life really isn’t easy sometimes and we just have to stick together and pull through. i’m sorry for your losses, i’m sure they all had beautiful souls. thank you for sharing with all of us🥺😭

    • @norah8621
      @norah8621 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I also lost a dog named chico. Prayers and hugs❤️

    • @beautywow7520
      @beautywow7520 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      😓😓😓

  • @katherinecornell9982
    @katherinecornell9982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +173

    I lost my grandma four months ago, and I miss her every single day. I now wear one of her favorite rings on a chain around my neck. Every loss is different, and everyone needs something different. Sending love to you ❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @deannayork9128
      @deannayork9128 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@paparia821 I lost my grandma on March 27, 2017. Even though, it's 2021 now, I still miss her and think about her everyday. RIP, grandma Dorothy. Gone, but never forgotten.

    • @deannayork9128
      @deannayork9128 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      It still hurts. It's going on almost 5 years since she was taken from me. I'm still not okay.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@deannayork9128 Never forgotten because of an amazing granddaughter like you xoxoxo

    • @madisonvlado3937
      @madisonvlado3937 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I pray God puts peace on your heart in Jesus name ❤️🙏🏼

  • @rachelgreenberg26
    @rachelgreenberg26 3 ปีที่แล้ว +508

    I lost my grandfather today, I hope you’re doing okay!

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @rachelgreenberg26
      @rachelgreenberg26 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      @@paparia821 you have no idea how much this means to me....I'm happy that when he left, and quick without any pain.

    • @madell1556
      @madell1556 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I am so sorry for your loss 🥺 I lost my grandfather last night. I hope you’re doing ok

    • @oliviagagen768
      @oliviagagen768 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry for your loss. May he Rest In Peace. My prayers and love are coming.

    • @lesegograce
      @lesegograce 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm sorry😭😭😭😔😔😔I'm crying with u

  • @ashleyytr
    @ashleyytr ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i am crying literal tears rn.. im so sorry for your loss🥺

  • @ethanosed
    @ethanosed ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I actually feel really bad for you. I am so blessed to be grateful to talk or have fun with my family members for as long as I can.

  • @justashley234
    @justashley234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    I don’t think my dog will ever know how much he helped me through depression anxiety a ton of pain and now I just wish I could just say I love you one more time

  • @catcherry.x6702
    @catcherry.x6702 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Guys, it's ok to be vulnerable. This is the best way to feel and overcome the grief that hurts you. God bless you all

  • @beecher171
    @beecher171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    I feel this so much, my dog died two months ago. We have had her for 13 hears (so my entire adolescence, I’m 23 now). Really felt like I lost part of my soul, 10.000 tiles worse than I imagined it would be, she was really the best pet ever. I still remember when we visited the person we got her from and my dog opened her eyes for the first time, when I was looking straight at her. I never felt all alone afterwards, there was always this feeling of her presence, especially when I struggled with health issues and because of bullying in HS. When we had to put her down, I was also the last person who she made eye contact with. And I just felt her presence slip away, it was the most insane thing I have ever felt.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @beecher171
      @beecher171 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@paparia821 thank you for this compassionate comment, I will remember this🙏

    • @aeoies
      @aeoies 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i’m so sorry for your loss and i feel you :( my dog is still alive but he’s in his last few years. i got him as a gift on my 6th birthday and i’m currently 16 turning 17. he’s also rly sick :(( we’re trying to help him as best as we can but because his body isn’t in top shape because of age it’s rly not doing anything. i’m jus trying to enjoy my last few years with him as much as i can 🙃 i remember a few years ago he bit into a frog and got poisoned, started frothing and i broke down cause he had supposedly already died since he was unconscious and not moving but when i woke up the next day he was fine :) he’s a strong pup i love him with all my heart and i hope when his time comes he rests easy

    • @beecher171
      @beecher171 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@aeoies thank you! Most likely, you are going to be at University or have apprenticeship/job responsibilities when it happens. The only advice I can give you: If possible, home to your dog to say goodbye and accompany them. I almost didn’t drive home/didn’t have the opportunity because of internship and job responsibilities and even though it created some atrocious scheduling issues in hindsight (causing me to be the most stressed out in my entire life in late February/March and almost fail out of my degree), I would ALWAYS decide to do so again and say goodbye. Almost didn’t go home and I would probably never have forgiven myself to miss out on her last moments.

  • @elidadiaz1758
    @elidadiaz1758 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I feel the pain. I lost 4 family members in the beginning of 2023, and lost 7 or more family members in total in just 2023. I’m 13 and it wasn’t easy losing them. It was hard to move on because just thinking about it killed my heart so much. It’s not always been easy because even when I was 5 years old I lost someone so close to me. I was sad for a little bit but now that I’m older, it’s harder. Even when Covid happened I lost my aunt. That hurt me so much because my dad lost his sister who he loved so much and I never see him cry so when he did it was terrible. I was 10 and felt like everything was over. I then realized it wasn’t and continued to push on and be happy like she wanted me to. If you ever lose a family member, think about all the memories you had with them and do things that make you happy. That’s how I’ve been doing it. Love you so much McCall. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @anavh8067
    @anavh8067 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Tis feeling is heartbreaking and just to think about it makes me feel miserable. I'm so sorry girly. What matters is what they left in you... what they taught you. Have a beautiful day

  • @kalmia_k
    @kalmia_k 3 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    For some reason, i blame myself why my dog died (mom says not my fault but..) we couldnt afford vet because of pandemic and fees for medicine for my grandma.. i just ask advices on pet groups what to do and what to feed him damn, i hated myself last year i really love my dog and i couldnt do shit but mourn... my heart aches for these angels.

    • @jerryg.kenney5666
      @jerryg.kenney5666 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I promise you its not your fault :) just through your comment alone, I can tell that you love your dog so much and would never do anything to hurt him. my cat that I had for years was hit by a car and he had to be put down last summer. I remember blaming myself for no reason. I guess it just feels better to be angry at someone when grieving, and a lot of times it ends up being ourselves. but no matter how much blaming we do, it will never truly be our fault. you did all you were capable of doing and gave him the best thing a dog could hope for, a loving home.

    • @skypie5374
      @skypie5374 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s okay your dog is in a better place trust me they’re very happy right now! :)

  • @aboundinggrace7029
    @aboundinggrace7029 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1465

    "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16

    • @DD-vt5cl
      @DD-vt5cl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      Amen!

    • @Hi-oi4wb
      @Hi-oi4wb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Amen fellow Christian🙏🙏🙏🙏edit:thank youuuuuu so much 25 likes is the most I’ve ever got God bless

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      YOU ARE SO KIND TO COMMENT THIS!!! This quote inspired me so much! Please take a pic of this comment or just please never forget it because you deserve to by constantly reminded of how special you are xoxoxox

    • @bd2885
      @bd2885 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      🤍🤍🤍

    • @sugarose29
      @sugarose29 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Amen

  • @wallflowers8285
    @wallflowers8285 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Hey girl. I kinda know how you feel. 2 years ago I lost my grandmother, then 2 weeks later I lost an Uncle, then literally exactly 2 weeks later again, I lost another Uncle. Remind you that I’m in college struggling mentally, those deaths really did effect me and everyday I would cry while driving to class.
    But everything will get better sis. Keep your head up and faith strong 💕

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @user-xb4mh6jz3g
      @user-xb4mh6jz3g 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cast your burden on the LORD, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved. Psalm 55:22

    • @williamwallace4080
      @williamwallace4080 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm sorry about your losses. I understand how you feel. I lost 3 grandparents in the last 14 months: may 2020, february 2021 and june 2021. All of them died a during my end of semester exams and it was/is tough. I wanted them to be at my graduation and I blame myself for not having studied harder. I was always alone as well. My family lives in another country as I study abroad. I also recently broke up with my gf of 3 years so that definitely didn't help. I've pulled through but I know this summer will be tough. It'll be the first one without my grandmas.

  • @shellybelly1071
    @shellybelly1071 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Completely feel you, losing so many people eventually feels numb. Death is definitely not new to my family and the grief is just....palpable. I hope you are doing better now

  • @nataliee.237
    @nataliee.237 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i’m so sorry that happened to you!
    i feel so bad for you i hope nothing like this happens anytime soon again.
    i’m so sorry for your loss i hope you feel better soon i hope you soon feel a lot better soon i’m so sorry that you feel lonely and the worst is when you least expected.
    in comments i usually just say the most sussest/cringest/randomest/weirdest things but this time no.
    u don’t deserve that or any of this.
    i’m so sorry for your loss :(

  • @rosaliegee9847
    @rosaliegee9847 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Mom,I can't, I just can't it's been 6months and im going crazy ,crying every day ,I feel you , take your time , having a grief brain makes us feel like we're going crazy , reach for ppl, u need hugs and u need some love , don't stay alone please bc ull give in to ur feelings ❤

    • @mollyannmanus
      @mollyannmanus 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey! Jesus loves you so, so much and is with you! He will help you through your pain and bring good through it, if you let Him. If you believe in Him you will be saved. He is the only way! Have a blessed day! 😊🦋

  • @sophiaduarte745
    @sophiaduarte745 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I am so sorry for you losing your
    Grandma and Bella.
    Thank GOD for your Precious memories. ❤🌈

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @sophiaduarte745
      @sophiaduarte745 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@paparia821
      Much Blessings and Thank You. ♥️🕊

  • @knmmm5016
    @knmmm5016 3 ปีที่แล้ว +328

    Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11:28 🙏🏾💗

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @knmmm5016
      @knmmm5016 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@paparia821 thanks 🙏🏾

    • @lilyz1114
      @lilyz1114 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      YES! AMEEENNNN!

    • @anarivera7434
      @anarivera7434 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      it’s so nice to see that there’s religious people who use their religion to help and be positive

    • @charlene.w.6124
      @charlene.w.6124 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Amen

  • @lilysblossomae
    @lilysblossomae 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I feel soo bad for u I can’t even imagine how that feels when my grandma died I was crying for hours and hours but now I’m happy she in a better place and isn’t suffering anymore 💝

  • @nanou5952
    @nanou5952 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    My grandfather recently passed away and on the same day of his funeral, my sister and her boyfriend passed away. Thank you so much for this video and for showing your emotions. 💗

  • @XricheeX
    @XricheeX 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Losing a life is always difficult and sad. but the fact that a human or animal body can create a life, yet we cant get a hold of a soul or see what actually a soul is, its such a weird thing to think about and just that makes me trust that's there's 100% life after this. I lost my dog (who I had my whole life) when I was 13, so 10 years ago. I still think of that dog every day, and I remember that the first 1 to 2 years after losing my dog I had 0 happiness. It slowly came back and nowadays when im sad and think about it, the thought of believing that I will see everyone I lost again, makes me a little more happy. even if its going to take 70 more years, just the thought of that we will reunite makes my heart happy.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @lizmarypadilla887
    @lizmarypadilla887 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    Sending you so many hugs and high vibrations! May God keep them in his everlasting glory! 🤍

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you!

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @km0146
    @km0146 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    During the first month of quarantine I lost my childhood dog (we got her when I was in kindergarten and I was 18 when we lost her), my grandmother, and my great uncle so I understand what you’re going through❤️ sending thoughts and prayers

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @jiyyashah5636
    @jiyyashah5636 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    sorry for your loss, sending you lots of hugs and love! stay strong, stay positive, better things are coming your way

  • @JazmineSodeke-Guerra
    @JazmineSodeke-Guerra 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i cannot imagine what you are going through just remember we are all here and we will support you no matter what

  • @LadyJade-iq8gr
    @LadyJade-iq8gr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You are not alone, sweetie ❤️ I lost my grandmother two months ago and I miss her so much...I understand your pain.
    Sending you a big hug from Italy 💌

  • @h3llo239
    @h3llo239 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I’m so sorry for all your losses, you’re so strong and i’m wishing you the best, Rest in Peace all of them 🤍

  • @bobmiggins761
    @bobmiggins761 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    My dog died this week too. He was my best friend. You are not alone, I hope this gets better for both of us xxx

  • @Nature1sAmaz1ng
    @Nature1sAmaz1ng 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I am so so sorry about your loss. I am praying for you and I hope you will feel better. I know you might be better now since i uploaded this message after 2 years. I know its sucks losing your love ones but that is how life goes. I am praying for and i hope your family members are in a safe and peaceful place. ❤️🙏

  • @helened6896
    @helened6896 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm so sorry! May God comfort you in your grieving process. He gives customized grieving or I cldn't hv handled it. I'm praying for you, dearest Mirabella. God will empower you in this. He is the Comforter and Peace Giver.
    ❤️🙏🌹

  • @savanna7534
    @savanna7534 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    you made me remember my dog that died 13 years ago I cried while watching this. Stay strong❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

    • @savanna7534
      @savanna7534 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@paparia821 I wish the best for you too. ❤️

  • @lu1umend0za.
    @lu1umend0za. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I lost my grandpa that was my best friend his death was so sad for me bless everyone who’s going through something like this

  • @kara3756
    @kara3756 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’m so sorry, I’ve been in your position. you feel like that sadness will never end, but it does. things will get better, its ok to be sad! it’s your chance to live on their legacy! ❤️❤️❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @bettymeow9764
    @bettymeow9764 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Crying my heart out watching this. Took me 4yrs to get out of a very deep depression after my soulmate, my little dog, passed away. I had to make that heartbreaking decision to set her free from pain. We spent 15 amazing years together. She saved my life. She is the only reason I did not end my life when going through one of many of my depressive episodes (I have clinically diagnosed severe depression and anxiety). And coming into the 7th year without her, my heart and soul ache. Life is not the same without her. The only thing that gets me through life is knowing I will get to be with her again............. I hope... And if I have some hope, then not all is lost.

  • @roshu7625
    @roshu7625 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Im sorry for your loss, we wish you all best ❤

  • @gracestewart3110
    @gracestewart3110 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    She’s serious; hug your animals. I watched this around 6 something in the morning after interacting with my sweet baby cat boy. By 8am he was gone. Had I listened to her and went to give my pets a kiss perhaps I could’ve had one last moment with my sweet boy. Please listen go love on your pets and family.

  • @maggiemcshan2972
    @maggiemcshan2972 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You are so strong. I know how it feels to loose several family members so suddenly. It’s going to be hard for a while but you will come out stronger than ever. I am always here as is everyone else.

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @emmarose3979
    @emmarose3979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Holy crap I cried so much watching this video. Hope your doing better

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you, I am! Just wanted to provide comfort to those who are going through something similar

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

    • @emmarose3979
      @emmarose3979 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@paparia821 Thank you so much!! It’s so important to support all through tough times.

  • @CorinneRose
    @CorinneRose 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    *I'm so sorry for your losses. I lost my dog, sister, grandpa, and had 2 early miscarriage within the past 5 months.*

  • @Fernanda-oh9ji
    @Fernanda-oh9ji 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Im so sorry girl, I lost my dog last month and I still cry everyday, he was a beautiful golden retriever and I know he is taking care of me wherever he is❤️ I miss him

  • @inniesworld
    @inniesworld 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I'm so sorry. Prayers to you and your family❤️

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank you

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @1zzfizz
    @1zzfizz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    im sorry if you are reading this and are going through a rough time.
    just remember, you will adapt to the pain, it won’t go away.🥺❤️

  • @tessalynch9536
    @tessalynch9536 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I felt like I was watching a recording of me missing my mom. It never gets better, you just learn to deal.

  • @Cloudy_Stars233
    @Cloudy_Stars233 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    losing family members myself it was a very hard to time, i can image how you would feel but i just want you to know that we are here for you and here to support you ❤ so you can talk to us about anything you are struggling with or if you just need to let out your feelings 😊 we will understand and will comfort you so dont think your in this alone ❤

  • @The_LoRaX_loves_TREES
    @The_LoRaX_loves_TREES 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I hate when I’m sad and have anxiety and depression, I lose my appetite. I get intense nervous feelings in my stomach. I remember I went 11 days without eating because I just couldn’t with the nervous feelings. It gets bad..
    I’m sorry for your loss. Stay strong xoxo

  • @nataylorr
    @nataylorr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    This is why my mom doesn't want me to get a dog. Ill get so attached to it that if it passes, Il almost would never recover.

    • @sophiethepegasus
      @sophiethepegasus 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Remember that grief is the price of love. It's part of the deal. I always say that grief is love with no place to go

    • @hannahrepollo
      @hannahrepollo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sophiethepegasus ive seen that quote before and I love it so much. and that's so true

  • @daniellacisneros7202
    @daniellacisneros7202 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    better days will come. I’m very similar to you, i have a cocker spaniel and she’s such a big part of my family. We call her a “human” bc she’s such a pure heart. We got her when i was very young & she’s abt 14 as well. I can just imagine what your going through, IM SENDING MY LOVE🤍 ( i was crying with you through the whole video😢)

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sending you so much love

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @scarlettyskies
    @scarlettyskies 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I’m so sorry 😣 Bella was a amazing loved dog ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤎❣️💕💞💓💗💖💘💝💝
    B is for brave
    E is for excellent
    L is for loving
    L is for lovely
    A is for amazing
    I’m so sorry 😣 all the love ❤️

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @brooklynleahy
    @brooklynleahy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    girl thank you for posting this, it was very comforting in how much i empathize with you and how similar our situations are. I also lost 3 family members within this past month: my dog that I’ve had since I was a couple years old that was considered family, my aunt, and my uncle. sending love to u and ur fam

  • @kagami3991
    @kagami3991 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I had lost my dog and he had been with me since i was 16. Im just glad he passed at home knowing he was loved and taken care of.

  • @chelseyraper3751
    @chelseyraper3751 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I was going through the same pain loosing my granny and then 2 months after loosing my cousin to a horrible car accident, with loosing my friend to suicide just a month ago. It’s been bout a year now since I’ve lost my granny and cousin and I still grieve. But it’s getting easy to go on bout my day. Stay strong and alway try to think of good times with them.

  • @emily.4651
    @emily.4651 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    my cat (ive never spent a day of my life where she wasnt my cat so ive had her since birth) recently passed away at almost 16 years old. i miss her and loved her so much. i miss her fur, i miss hugging her, and i miss seeing her everyday. rest in peace baby. :)

  • @godadidjurgis2663
    @godadidjurgis2663 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This made me cry. I am so sorry.

  • @zaraoliviaathletics4934
    @zaraoliviaathletics4934 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I can’t imagine what you’re going through, hope you’re ok now or just doing better ❤️❤️❤️ I just lost my dad, extremely suddenly, four days before my 15th birthday. It’s horrible. I can’t imagine what you went through. Dad was in another country, he was so healthy and happy, he never woke up one morning and was found by my grandma. It sounds terrible, but I’m so glad it didn’t happen in our house. It’s impossibly horrible.
    Love who you have left, I never realised how fragile life is and how fast it can be taken away. I’m going to write down everything about him in a journal. Memories, quotes, things he wanted to do and how much I love him. It still doesn’t feel real, and I don’t know when it will.
    ❤️

  • @RoyalReporterLydia
    @RoyalReporterLydia 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Sending lots of prayers and thoughts to you and your family during this time. I am devastated for you 😔🙏

  • @SheLovesClarinet
    @SheLovesClarinet 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I’m very sorry 😢
    Who else is watching in 2024
    👇

  • @annischickle6059
    @annischickle6059 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I´m so so sorry for your loss.I know that pain because my dog died last year in june and it was the worst pain ever! But now i moved on and i got a puppy 2 month ago. The pain is still there but now i don´t have the time anymore to cry every second about him.I still miss him everyday though.I hope you can move on too even if it´s hard for you. Sending you all my love

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxoxo

  • @sarahshaikh4711
    @sarahshaikh4711 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    stay strong bby i’m sorry for your loss

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @Amelia_Brooke
    @Amelia_Brooke 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I’m 2 years late on this but I have had my dog since I was 5 and my sister has known my dog her whole life and right know I’m 16 and my sister is 11 and knowing that one day my dog will also become an angel in heaven this has helped me realize that you should spend as much time with your animals or pets as you can because they won’t be here forever ❤ stay strong and I hope your feeling strong! I love you 💕

  • @randomhuman805
    @randomhuman805 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just saw this video and it breaks my heart. I’m truly sorry for your losses. There in a better place now 💖

  • @kylie201
    @kylie201 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Why I’m I crying I can’t imagine what your going through I’m so sorry the same thing happened to my dog and it was awful I hope that it’s getting better whoever is reading this I hope you have a good day/night and DONT HURT YOURSELF! Ok bye ily!

  • @eylulcalskan2412
    @eylulcalskan2412 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    hey if you reading this i also lost my friend 2 months ago, and i am missing him everyday, it's feels like there is a big hole in my heart and sometimes i am feeling that it won't close.. when i look outside at the window, i always think that he is sending me a sign with births or sounds.. but it can also be about me because everything , literally everything remindes me of him.. long story short i can understand what you're going through and with all of my heart,i wish the best for you, just be patient and believe that they are not gone, the photons passing through them pass through us too
    , they are still an energy and they did not disappear, most importantly ,they're still in our hearts, minds and smiles..they are protecting us from the heaven

  • @laureng4890
    @laureng4890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i’m crying i’m so sorry McCall❤️❤️ we love u

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love u too

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxox

  • @dr.turtles1631
    @dr.turtles1631 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This video came up on my recommendations at the right time, I know it's not identical but too lost 2 family members within a month of each other, my childhood cat and my grandpa. I watched this video pretty soon after that and related to it deeply. Less than 1 month later I had yet another loss within my family, my greatgrandpa and it's hard to experience these 3 losses to close to each other. I've now come back to this video to see how you coped because when I tell you it's hard that's an understatement. It's difficult having to get up everyday to go to school and now to get up and sit exams that determine my future, I can't even rely on mock results as my first of the losses happened during them so they were also affected. Along with going to school and then exams I'm currently in a theatre production and all of this combined is so much and so stressful and I'm just trying to stay as positive as I can. I guess what I'm trying to say is thank you for just being so real and so honest as it's helping me understand my grief a bit more and I hope your feeling better now :)

  • @sophiagallegosyarrow6417
    @sophiagallegosyarrow6417 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I also lost my dog I got at 4 at 18, pretty hard, then I lost my little cousin to cancer, half a year later, my aunt died. It was all so hard especially my little cousin, he was part of my life since he was on the womb and I saw him fight for 5 years since he was just 5 years old, he was in remission twice. Quickly you realize that you're never gonna stop missing them, but the grief changes, it's like your heart understands that it should be grateful for how you got to meet them and save memories with them. So when you think about them, there is still hurt but there is also so much joy because you know they were here once, that they will never leave your heart.

  • @edwardleecaliforniausa
    @edwardleecaliforniausa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    McCall I'm so sorry for your family loss and I'm praying for them and I'm praying for you as well gurl because you are grateful and you are sweetheart ❤ ❤❤❤❤❤❤ sending you love to you

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life xoxoxoxox

  • @chaneltuber7351
    @chaneltuber7351 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    may god give y better days only smile in yr face ik this feeling SUCKS when y loose ppl y love hope soon gets betta +1 pray

  • @agsmith4713
    @agsmith4713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    i had a dog that died in 2019 and it was so hard bcs we knew she was getting old but we thought we had more time with her and my other dog was looking for her and it was rlly sad

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I am so sorry to hear this. I don't know if this will make you feel any better but I thought it was worth a try lol. I went through a period in my life where I felt like I was losing everyone/ everything in my life. I felt so alone that I thought I completely lost all capability to be happy. One of the main reasons why I felt so alone was because all anyone ever said to me was "I'm so sorry" or "I can't believe all this is happening to you." I felt like such an outsider, and like no one ever went through/survived what I was going through. People like you, who choose to share their stories make the people of this world who are struggling feel a lot less alone. Thank you for sharing, and I wish you the absolute best xoxo

  • @Cosbylane2014
    @Cosbylane2014 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i’m so so sorry for you McCall i’m praying for you! ❤

  • @jasondavidstapleton8337
    @jasondavidstapleton8337 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    oh honey i'm sorry for your loss hope things get better for you i love you

  • @tiredbunny909
    @tiredbunny909 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    hi McCall ! i have been struggling a lot these days with my mental health , my dad is sick and my mom is stressed out . i have become afraid of the night time and the fear it brings with it . my mind has been an unbearable place to live in ,fear and worry are consumming me. seeing u going through this pains my heart as i hope i could be there for u . since i was a kid , i have lived with the horrible fear of loss and i cried days and days until a girl once told me that life is a long trip where some of us travel earlier than others but we are all leaving this place in a day or another . the feeling of emptiness and longing will heal one day, in the meantime , i am here , we are TRULY here , ready to be with u through thick and thin . ur loved ones are probably looking at u rn at least i choose to believe so , so do things they would've loved seeing u doing , u will fall in love back again with life my dear

    • @mccallmirabella
      @mccallmirabella  3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm sorry to hear about your dad, I hope he get's well soon. I'm sending you so much love and thank you for the analogy. Xoxo

    • @paparia821
      @paparia821 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      YOU ARE BEYOND KIND TO TAKE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO COMMENT THIS!!! Please take a pic of this comment or just never forget it because you deserve to always have a constant reminder of how special you are! Your kindness will take you so far in life XOXOXO

  • @valerie4939
    @valerie4939 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    my dog passed away on may 1st 2020 he was with me since i was born he was my other half when he died i felt lonely and didn’t know what to do it took awhile for me to feel a little better but to this day i still have those stages where i cry all day for him i miss him...

  • @Its.Me.Hi.Im.A.Swiftie13
    @Its.Me.Hi.Im.A.Swiftie13 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    as soon as you said to give ur pet a hug if u had one I ran to my dog and wrapped my arms around him and cried ❤
    stay strong McCall u are awesome ❤

    • @kylie1504
      @kylie1504 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      So sweet let those emotions out! ❤

  • @iluvjaynie
    @iluvjaynie ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry mirabella, you are so strong 💪! Ur dog is slaying in heaven tho. With my dogs! ❤ no one is mad at you no one is gonna hurt you. I’m so happy you have that dog stuffed animal. Ur not alone, you have those 100k subs with you. No one is as strong as you. ❤

  • @laurenmirielle
    @laurenmirielle ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I found this pop up on my recommended I feel like it’s a sign as it recently happened to me as well, it’s crazy how our world can send us messages that it can occur to others too and that there’s so many blessings in our life.