I fade away from this cult, never been disfellowshiped, I used to question it when I was back in my country DRCongo and when I left in 2015 in AUGUST to South Africa never attend meeting anymore. Please make more video to aweken more people especially in Africa. Thank you KK
Yes, JT and Lady Cee are the two that got me thinking (along with Vern aka Fixing My Faith). You said something in the video that just struck a cord with me. I remember at work I got a news letter about an attack on one of our local campuses. At the end it stated "The Victim is never at fault"... This is the only organization where it seems like the victim is always to blame. I'm not saying that just for the sake of agreeing with you, but my personal experiences with these shepherding calls and the victims of CSA on these documentaries. These poor people being asked stupid questions like "What did you do to provoke them?......what were you wearing?" I think the internet has become the WT worst enemy because people are doing their own research. Thank you for your experience.
I appreciate your engagement in this video. Yes, my experience with the elders was extremely triggering, I’m glad it’s all in the past now. The internet is amazing, if used properly it is so freeing, so liberating. I look forward to seeing how the rest of it unfolds for the Watchtower and it’s members. Thank you for watching.
I want you to know how incredibly brave and strong you are for making the difficult decision to leave especially during the challenging journey of your life. Change is never easy, but your courage and love shine through. You have a support system here for you, and we believe in your strength to navigate this path. Keep moving forward, and brighter days will come. I’m truly sorry you had to experience that love, your life was truly falling apart and I could tell how hard it was for you to make this video and relive that. Proud of you. Some of us need to be better friends, this truly broke my heart. I love you too the moon and back ❤ Road to 500 subscribers 😁
You know friend, I’ve learned that sometimes it’s necessary to speak up, even though it’s tough and scary. I have gained so much strength from being able to express myself. You have always been there for me hey, since waaay back and I appreciate you. You always accommodated me and supported me when I was still a jw, when I couldn’t really do much and fully be involved in certain things, but you my friend, you always made room for me and went out of your way to make me feel comfortable. I appreciate the unconditional love and support that you’ve always shown me. I can never thank you enough. I love you lots ❤
...g'day KN...greetings from Scarborough, Western Australia...thanx for the videos you produce...quick question: have you heard of/read former GB Member Ray Franz' book...*Crisis of Concience*...?...this book was the reason for my becoming inactive...best wishes for the future...
Danko🇿🇦 Thanks for sharing and I wish a speedy recovery, well done for leaving. I left in 1997, if I didn’t leave then, I would have left when the WT began to sell kingdomhall, and that did not wake me up, Covid lockdowns, whereby kingdomhalls were shut down, something that the WT never forseen, I would have left.
Thanks for sharing your incredible experience. Sad to hear about the loss of your father. I was distressed to hear about the gossip at such a time. The comment "pioneer sister married to an elder" reminds me of what I feel about the cult, that is, emphasis on outward appearance. I'm glad you left the Witchtower, I'm even happier that you left with close family. You have not left God, you left a dangerous cult
I'm so sorry to hear that you've made such a terrible experience with people at your congregation that you used to trust that much and looked up to. Especially after losing your father. But I'm glad to hear that this was your wake up call and you managed to break free from this cult. If people feel entitled to slander you when you just suffered the loss of a beloved family member and nobody takes your side immediately, you can be sure that things won't be any different if something far worse happened. I've never been in a cult, but I've been stuck in a similar environment for years. You escaped an extremely manipulative and toxic environment that systematically drains your energy and mental health. It takes great courage to break out of an emotionally abusive and manipulative system. You can be really proud of yourself.
I appreciate your words. I didn’t realise just how big of an achievement it is to break free but I see it now, all thanks to supportive people like you, thank you soooo much ❤❤❤❤❤
I was born Jehovah’s Witness , and on Aug 12th, 2021, I prayed to Jehovah letting him know how much this religion has hurt my heart. Since I was born I’ve been told that God was going to destroy all who were not witnesses. I couldn’t do it anymore I prayed to God letting him know all the damage this religion has done in my life....I told God that all I wanted was his love not paradise especially knowing all the non-witnesses that I loved were dead and I would gladly give my life in exchange for my children that are not witnesses. I told him I could no longer assist meetings because this religion is making me think badly of him. I remember yelling in my head how I couldn’t understand how a loving God could do this knowing our imperfections...I was sobbing, overwhelmed with grief when all of a sudden I had a thought of : I would never hurt anyone. I felt it down to my bones, I instantly calmed down and felt at peace. That night as I was laying down, my whole body started with intense waves of vibration, I started to sit up and it kept going, then I just had this knowing not be afraid and I just relaxed and immediately I started seeing all these lights and I was in a tunnel of light. I kept thinking if my husband turned around I was going to be sparkling! Then I was inside of this most amazing light that was filling me with so much love, fractals of light were coming towards me and all I could hear was I love you, you are loved over and over again. I felt all the pain and hate and hurt melt from my core, I was just floating there in unimaginable love and bliss, I remember being asked if I wanted to stay and I thought of my kids and then it just melted away and I was sitting in bed. I was drunk with Gods love for 2 weeks, I was healed from a full body skin illness I had been suffering for 3 years. I haven’t been back to any meetings since. Haven’t spoken to any elders about what happened just my mom and husband her reaction was not surprising, immediately told me to talk to an elder. I know they will say it was demonic, but how can a love so complete not be from something so pure? Because of this experience, I started researching and was blown away by THOUSANDS of accounts of others who have had this out of body experience called NDE or STE, I’m telling you it’s mind blowing how death has been held over us. Everyone says the same thing: God is not Judging us WE are!!! I still pray and feel Gods Holy Spirit with me something I had never felt in the Kingdom Hall! I just want others to know that God is not in the religious buildings/kingdom hall he is in our hearts everywhere we go, always. He does not give us the spirit of fear, anything in the Bible that causes fear is a misinterpretation. Jesus came to free us from the lies and it’s happening again, we are the new scrolls...the countless witnesses of how religions are a snare! Jesus said it was done! He didn’t say now we have to follow another religions rules to inherit the kingdom! My Father and I share the same will that ALL WILL BE SAVED!
I went through something very similar! It helped me realize what true Christianity is, and that salvation is by grace, not works. I disassociated and am now a Christian in a non denominational church. 😊
I'm confused by this, the JWs say that those who die are forgiven of their sins and are given a chance to gain everlasting life. What you said is not true at all. What I am learning is not obeying Jehovah makes our life difficult and hurts others, not the threat of death.... Jesus also talks about preaching and being part of an organized congregation. It says that in the Bible.
@@Lulu-mj2fi if you die before Armageddon yes you will be resurrected, but if you die during Armageddon you will not be, because you were destroyed by God. I was a Jehová’s witness for 45 years, I was a regular pioneer for 6 years and taught this too many people, we start by telling you all the blessings you will receive in the kingdom under this “true” religion. Soon you’ll learn that you cannot leave because you will be destroyed if you die during Armageddon and you will also be destroyed if your not baptized into the religion. Not sure how long you have been studying but I’m 100% correct. How long have you been studying with them?
I’m so sorry for your loss. You are lovely, I can’t imagine people talking badly about you. I pray that you will find your relationship with God and Lord Jesus now grows closer than ever before. 😊
Țhank you for sharing your experience, and I'm So Sorry you were treated so unkindly and wrong! Please stay strong, I'm happy your family left with you and you are still united as a family! I'm very sorry too for the loss of your beloved father!❤😢
You structured everything so well sis❤😊 I can only imagine how difficult it must have been to do this. Thank you for sharing your story. Super proud of you. Love you lots❤
Aww sis❤ thank you hey. I’m glad I was finally able to do it. I feel so relieved. It feels like a healing journey and I am definitely getting stronger. Thank you sis❤
Keke, I pray for current and exJW’s around the world on a regular basis because you not only experience pain and suffering while you are in the religion, but it’s also painful when you leave. Thank God that your entire family woke up at the same time. Stay strong and I pray that you will continue to seek the real truth that is only found in God’s word. Any doctrine, teaching or rule that is mandated by “man”, should be a huge red flag. Keep sharing your journey……. You are surely helping so many people around the world.
That is a powerful statement-It is painful while still in the religion and when you leave! Thank you for sharing that. And thank you for the well wishes. Much appreciated ❤
I'm sorry for your loss. You have a beautiful spirit. Just know that their are many great things to do and enjoy in life. You are going to do great things now that you are free from that high control/ real estate business/religion
Congratulations for having the courage to speak up for yourself. The love you seek is within and surround you. No deity required. Walking to your freedom☀️
Hi Keke, I will firstly like to appreciate your hard work you put in making this video. Sorry for the long comment. I am also a South African Jehovah's Witness, born and raised in the organization. I will I kind of relate to your story alot. So, in 2022 May, I remember we were early to the meetings, I came across a book in our Kingdom hall mini Library which really made me aware of Watchtower's previous teachings. So this book, is a compillation of all the Awake magazines of 1968 (It is brown in colour, at first I thought it was a bible). So I went through this book and I came across the topic "How much longer will it be." So I started reading what it said, and I was shocked at how the Watchtower said that the end will come in 1975. I did not finish to read the whole paper, as the meeting started but I took the book with me home. Then I went through the whole book, and other magazines within the book said the same thing, that Armageddon will come in 1975. And Jesus's millennial reign will start on that year. So I tried to bring this to my parent's attention, guess what, they said that Im not loyal to Jehovah and that I got this information from the appostates and I should not worry myself with this since it has been explained by the organization that there will always be a "New light" so that means that they moved from the old light to the new one. And my father was furious at me he did not speak to me for 2 weeks, I was not surprised though, he is like that. He is like in on the organization and nothing will ever change his mind. Well then I made my research on you tube and that is when I found out that it was initially believed by the witnesses (The Bible students at that time) that Jesus was going to come in 1914, and that it was not believed to be the "Start of the End times." I also found out that J.F Rutherford predicted that the world will end in 1925, which is why he made the Witnesses to contribute to the building of a house, which was named "Beth sharim." Basically this house will house Abraham, Issac, Jacob and the Men of Old when they get ressurected in 1925. Then in August I brought the 1975 teachings to one of my elders. He said that he is aware of the teachings and he asked me to wait for a couple of days and he will come to me with some answers. So I waited weeks passed, reminding him every Sunday. Weeks turned into months, months turned into a year. So I left the matter alone, and concluded that he wanted me to forget about the teachings. So, I consider myself a PIMO( Physically In Mentally Out). I am 19 years old. I am studying online to become an educator. So I want to leave but I am afraid that my father will chase me out of his house. So I am planning on leaving the organization in 2026 when I graduate, I know it is a long time😭. You are very fortunate to have an understanding mother, tell her I appreciate her for that. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Wow! Thank you so much for taking the time to share your experience. I can only imagine what it must be like for you to have to face the possibility of losing your family, I’m so sorry that you have to endure such. It’s so sad that the elder never came back to you, but it’s also not surprising. I think it’s good that you have a plan because it is important for you to be completely ready when you make the final decision because it is definitely not easy. I’m rooting for you and I hope that everything works out well for you. All the best with your studies. You are so brave!!!❤❤❤❤
Keep calm. Do not act until you are able to fend for yourself. Let us not fulfill JW’s stereotype that when one leaves the Org. they become worthless or struggle. You are wise, take it easy until you are able to support yourself. Wish you allthe best. Hola!
I was raised Jehovah Witness and I was ministerial servant and Pioneer but after much leading a double life and things like that I truly decided that I wanted to be the person that I was meant to be so I move forward on 2014 and resigned my position in the Watchtower it was difficult but it has allowed me to grow tremendously to become the man that I needed to be at that point in my life and although I do always consider going back I realize that time has changed me and changed my world view of society and what you live may God comfort you and be with you thank you and God bless.James Jerome Bell, Dream Team Realty CLE.
Thank You for sharing your story. I am currently still serving as a Jehovah’s Witness but I was inactive for about five months. I am currently contemplating whether I should leave or not.
Note: I am watching in the middle now of the video. Two pioneer sisters also said things about me. I lost many friends and became inactive as a result. This happened in October of 2018 and I just got an apology this year. That apology did not do much she damaged me enough.
@@mmabathontsasa4629Hi aus’Mmabatho❤ It’s been so long since I last saw you, I hope you’re well. Dad’s passing has been difficult to get through, but we’re working through it together. I’m so happy to hear from you❤❤❤ I’ll definitely be in touch. Lots of love.
Thank God you continued with the story 😀 I thought you left because of that judicial meeting 😅 I was ready to say that’s not a good reason to leave “the organization” but rather you could’ve changed congregations. Men are imperfect, you’ll find that in whatever religion. I’m not yet an “ex witness” but PIMO. My reasons are purely doctrinal. JWs are wonderful people for me, so much love (my congregation) wonderful kind brothers and sisters. I have no relationship issues with them. In fact I was recommended to be a ministerial servant. My issues are ONLY doctrinal. The 1914, the distraction of Jerusalem, the generation that will not pass, the 144 000, the Holy Spirit, Jesus (only the son or more?), salvation… It’s a lot. I’m 3rd generation witness- all my friends are witnesses, everyone I know 😀
Question those doctrinal issues, and all those loving, woderful people will turn on you like a pack of wild, rabid dogs. Sorry friend, you have no friends in the org.
@@mattmurdock2868you are absolutely right! Any hint of knowledge about the real truth, these so called friends and even close family members who still believe these bizarre doctrines will dissociate from you
In their own doctrine, these elders that were supposed to hear you and support you in your time of grief and these so-called "sisters" STUMBLED you and your family. So happy you and your family woke up and so sorry for your loss. I disassociated myself after my JW mother passed away (for other reasons - like the organization's handling of CSA cases). May God bless you and your family ❤
I feel grateful to have woken up. It’s unfortunate that things had to take a turn for the worst first but I’m happy I still have my family. Thank you for your kind words.
I'm sorry that you experienced things like that. I so wished you could have met my kids. Will always love you. Hope you find what you are looking for my girl.
@@GenX7119 I know her personally. I have been friends with her for years. She was my biggest supporter during my pregnancy with my first and she was of the first people I told of when I was pregnant with my last baby. I miss her and I will always love and miss her.
I just had my 62nd birthday. I have two daughters, a granddaughter and a little grandson. Please keep making videos. You are so kind. I was born and raised. But it's all cool. Thank you for all you do my friend
Thanks for the video 💜. I just wish you added a link to the document that you said lead you to an aricle. You could help that one person, you never know. The JW websites and channels on TH-cam are also there for you to share, just drop a link, a screenshot of the video with the title. There shouldn't be a problem with that. It's like a whole community.
It's wonderful hearing about people leaving Watchtower. It sounds like they were dragging their feet hoping you'd forget about your issue. Did they rally around and comfort your family when your dad passed? I'm guessing not much. Everything is hugs and smiles as long as you don't make waves. The Apostle Peter said of Jesus; "Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved." Acts 4: 12 KJV God Bless 😊
The brothers and sisters did the best they could to comfort us, given the strict lockdown regulations. We felt their support. Us leaving the organisation doesn’t take away any good and wholesome experiences we had. However, I am grateful that things unfolded the way they did because it led to this very moment, being free.
You are such a beautiful person, God, Jesus and bible are true but watchtower is false, If you read the bible without watchtower you will find the truth (Jesus) I will pray for you , please don't loose your faith, I'm so happy you have a loving family that supports you, the most important thing I want you to know is that you are 100 percent a child of God. God loves you and he will bless you and your family
My dearly sister, I'm sorry for what u went thru but freind really 😊. JEHOVAH HAVE Never wronged you hle. I'd love to see you back home and serving together. Don't you ever do something like that to Jehovah hle.... He loved you so much more and still does.... Plz come back home
@@tumelogrejureat do you understand her response, she left an organization. She didn't leave God? Two separate things. 1. God 2 Watchtower organisation. Do you understand?
Here is an end time prophecy that should give you some comfort: . Romans 9:25-26 It is as he says also in Ho·se´a: “Those not my people I will call ‘my people,’ and her who was not beloved ‘beloved’; 26 and in the place where it was said to them, ‘YOU are not my people,’ there they will be called ‘sons of the living God.’” . [Name of person] is no longer one of Jehovah's Witnesses ----> ‘YOU are not my people,’ . . "and her who was not beloved ‘beloved’;" . BELOVED
An elder asked you for money! How inappropriate! That's disgraceful! If he needed money he should have spoken to another elder! How they handled your complaint was awful. I feel for you. You were not in the wrong. They totally were.
I find it very interesting in your video that you decided to immediately go speak with an elder about the situation. The scriptural way to handle the matter is at Matthew 18:15-18. Matt 5:23,24.Have you ever read these passages? The elders you spoke with should have given you the same scriptural advice. Your witness to the slander had the same obligation to their Sister. This is the problem with a religion that look to men for answers. Jesus teaching was clear in the Bible. Being a JW presents many Biblical challenges as you attest to in your video. In many instances when we trust men and fail to critically think we are disappointed with the results.
I am aware of the scripture you mentioned and that was indeed the order of events. We tried to do everything the right way, and that is why I feel free to speak about it openly. Some details haven’t been shared in the exact order and that’s on me, but I’m glad you brought it up so I could clearly. It feels great to be able to finally think critically and reason well and make decisions without feeling guilty about it. Feels great to be free.
@@KekeGrobbelaar I am not a Watchtower apologist. However pimi jws who would watch your video would strongly and rightly so question the validity of your story. We must be completely accurate not leave out important details in our stories.
You are obviously a beautiful women in and out. This organization is concerned with the outward appearance more than with who you are as a person, the elders are described best using (Matthew 23:25). Us people of color should have ever been or be part of the watchtower organization.
I went threw exactly the same in this religion after a so called asembly what is the use of their assemblies if gossip goes around after what they call spiritual food at assemblies makes them worst people than better from there also stayed away from them. I lost my husband during this gossip everything except I ever want to be nor example I ever want to follow.
I must confess, I didn't finish your first video, and I am not going to finish this one either. It's like there's nothing really new or unexpected to here from you about your former religion. Well, sister, congratulations once again! But you must have hell of a job in your hands, to still unchain your heart - oh, I can imagine! I wish I were close to you all so that we can revisit the bible scriptures together. There's, however, one best christian religion you can try to apply your faith in. You will realize some similarities between them and your former faith. It was founded about 1830, while your former was founded about 1870. And, it might interest you that given the fact that these faiths seem similar, as to which one is teaching apostasy. 😅 It's also equally interesting that one was established through visible divinity, while the other was established through visible wisdom of men. Which is which? - Your research, Sister! Godspeed, if you're interested! 🙏
Bro all religions are fucked up, meaning that they’re all man made to control, manipulate and fuck up your mind. Even yours that you’re advocating. The Bible is also fucked up.
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I hope you continue making EXJW videos. There is a real demand and the number of views proves it.
@@laymanphil8513 Especially from our black race on the continent. We are so scared to come out and speak up
I fade away from this cult, never been disfellowshiped, I used to question it when I was back in my country DRCongo and when I left in 2015 in AUGUST to South Africa never attend meeting anymore. Please make more video to aweken more people especially in Africa. Thank you KK
Yes, JT and Lady Cee are the two that got me thinking (along with Vern aka Fixing My Faith). You said something in the video that just struck a cord with me. I remember at work I got a news letter about an attack on one of our local campuses. At the end it stated "The Victim is never at fault"... This is the only organization where it seems like the victim is always to blame. I'm not saying that just for the sake of agreeing with you, but my personal experiences with these shepherding calls and the victims of CSA on these documentaries.
These poor people being asked stupid questions like "What did you do to provoke them?......what were you wearing?" I think the internet has become the WT worst enemy because people are doing their own research.
Thank you for your experience.
I appreciate your engagement in this video.
Yes, my experience with the elders was extremely triggering, I’m glad it’s all in the past now.
The internet is amazing, if used properly it is so freeing, so liberating. I look forward to seeing how the rest of it unfolds for the Watchtower and it’s members.
Thank you for watching.
I can relate to your story so much 🥺 you're so blessed that your mom and family woke up too 🙏
I am forever grateful ❤️
I want you to know how incredibly brave and strong you are for making the difficult decision to leave especially during the challenging journey of your life. Change is never easy, but your courage and love shine through. You have a support system here for you, and we believe in your strength to navigate this path. Keep moving forward, and brighter days will come.
I’m truly sorry you had to experience that love, your life was truly falling apart and I could tell how hard it was for you to make this video and relive that. Proud of you.
Some of us need to be better friends, this truly broke my heart.
I love you too the moon and back ❤
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You know friend, I’ve learned that sometimes it’s necessary to speak up, even though it’s tough and scary.
I have gained so much strength from being able to express myself.
You have always been there for me hey, since waaay back and I appreciate you. You always accommodated me and supported me when I was still a jw, when I couldn’t really do much and fully be involved in certain things, but you my friend, you always made room for me and went out of your way to make me feel comfortable.
I appreciate the unconditional love and support that you’ve always shown me. I can never thank you enough.
I love you lots ❤
...g'day KN...greetings from Scarborough, Western Australia...thanx for the videos you produce...quick question: have you heard of/read former GB Member Ray Franz' book...*Crisis of Concience*...?...this book was the reason for my becoming inactive...best wishes for the future...
@@noelharris8967Good day,
I’ve heard a lot about the book, it’s probably time I get it🤔
Thank you for watching
Thank you for taking the time and strength to share your story. ❤
Thank you for watching ❤
Danko🇿🇦 Thanks for sharing and I wish a speedy recovery, well done for leaving.
I left in 1997, if I didn’t leave then, I would have left when the WT began to sell kingdomhall, and that did not wake me up, Covid lockdowns, whereby kingdomhalls were shut down, something that the WT never forseen, I would have left.
Thank you for your kind words and for sharing your story.
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Thanks for sharing your incredible experience. Sad to hear about the loss of your father. I was distressed to hear about the gossip at such a time.
The comment "pioneer sister married to an elder" reminds me of what I feel about the cult, that is, emphasis on outward appearance.
I'm glad you left the Witchtower, I'm even happier that you left with close family.
You have not left God, you left a dangerous cult
Thank you for your kind and comforting words.
As for “Witchtower’ and “Dangerous cult” I’m with you on that.
Thanks for watching.
I think this lady has been very brave to leave this very secretive cult.
Wow, thank you so much. I appreciate it ❤
I am so sorry you had to go through such experience from people of your church. You and your family are very fortunate to have woken up.
It was indeed an unfortunate experience. However, the outcome led to us being free and I am grateful for that. Thank you for your kind words.❤
I'm so sorry to hear that you've made such a terrible experience with people at your congregation that you used to trust that much and looked up to. Especially after losing your father. But I'm glad to hear that this was your wake up call and you managed to break free from this cult.
If people feel entitled to slander you when you just suffered the loss of a beloved family member and nobody takes your side immediately, you can be sure that things won't be any different if something far worse happened. I've never been in a cult, but I've been stuck in a similar environment for years.
You escaped an extremely manipulative and toxic environment that systematically drains your energy and mental health. It takes great courage to break out of an emotionally abusive and manipulative system. You can be really proud of yourself.
I appreciate your words. I didn’t realise just how big of an achievement it is to break free but I see it now, all thanks to supportive people like you, thank you soooo much ❤❤❤❤❤
I was born Jehovah’s Witness , and on Aug 12th, 2021, I prayed to Jehovah letting him know how much this religion has hurt my heart. Since I was born I’ve been told that God was going to destroy all who were not witnesses. I couldn’t do it anymore I prayed to God letting him know all the damage this religion has done in my life....I told God that all I wanted was his love not paradise especially knowing all the non-witnesses that I loved were dead and I would gladly give my life in exchange for my children that are not witnesses. I told him I could no longer assist meetings because this religion is making me think badly of him. I remember yelling in my head how I couldn’t understand how a loving God could do this knowing our imperfections...I was sobbing, overwhelmed with grief when all of a sudden I had a thought of : I would never hurt anyone. I felt it down to my bones, I instantly calmed down and felt at peace. That night as I was laying down, my whole body started with intense waves of vibration, I started to sit up and it kept going, then I just had this knowing not be afraid and I just relaxed and immediately I started seeing all these lights and I was in a tunnel of light. I kept thinking if my husband turned around I was going to be sparkling! Then I was inside of this most amazing light that was filling me with so much love, fractals of light were coming towards me and all I could hear was I love you, you are loved over and over again. I felt all the pain and hate and hurt melt from my core, I was just floating there in unimaginable love and bliss, I remember being asked if I wanted to stay and I thought of my kids and then it just melted away and I was sitting in bed. I was drunk with Gods love for 2 weeks, I was healed from a full body skin illness I had been suffering for 3 years. I haven’t been back to any meetings since. Haven’t spoken to any elders about what happened just my mom and husband her reaction was not surprising, immediately told me to talk to an elder. I know they will say it was demonic, but how can a love so complete not be from something so pure? Because of this experience, I started researching and was blown away by THOUSANDS of accounts of others who have had this out of body experience called NDE or STE, I’m telling you it’s mind blowing how death has been held over us. Everyone says the same thing: God is not Judging us WE are!!! I still pray and feel Gods Holy Spirit with me something I had never felt in the Kingdom Hall! I just want others to know that God is not in the religious buildings/kingdom hall he is in our hearts everywhere we go, always. He does not give us the spirit of fear, anything in the Bible that causes fear is a misinterpretation. Jesus came to free us from the lies and it’s happening again, we are the new scrolls...the countless witnesses of how religions are a snare! Jesus said it was done! He didn’t say now we have to follow another religions rules to inherit the kingdom! My Father and I share the same will that ALL WILL BE SAVED!
I went through something very similar! It helped me realize what true Christianity is, and that salvation is by grace, not works. I disassociated and am now a Christian in a non denominational church. 😊
Hi what is your name? I am in Boipatong Vanderbijlpark. Where are you? We need to see each other. I have a testimony nearly like yours.
I'm confused by this, the JWs say that those who die are forgiven of their sins and are given a chance to gain everlasting life. What you said is not true at all. What I am learning is not obeying Jehovah makes our life difficult and hurts others, not the threat of death.... Jesus also talks about preaching and being part of an organized congregation. It says that in the Bible.
@@Lulu-mj2fi if you die before Armageddon yes you will be resurrected, but if you die during Armageddon you will not be, because you were destroyed by God. I was a Jehová’s witness for 45 years, I was a regular pioneer for 6 years and taught this too many people, we start by telling you all the blessings you will receive in the kingdom under this “true” religion. Soon you’ll learn that you cannot leave because you will be destroyed if you die during Armageddon and you will also be destroyed if your not baptized into the religion. Not sure how long you have been studying but I’m 100% correct. How long have you been studying with them?
Jehovah loves yuo
I’m so sorry for your loss.
You are lovely, I can’t imagine people talking badly about you.
I pray that you will find your relationship with God and Lord Jesus now grows closer than ever before. 😊
Thank you Ken.
And yes,I am working on building a real relationship with God.
Thanks for watching😊
Țhank you for sharing your experience, and I'm So Sorry you were treated so unkindly and wrong! Please stay strong, I'm happy your family left with you and you are still united as a family! I'm very sorry too for the loss of your beloved father!❤😢
Thank you so much for your kind and warm wishes. I appreciate it ❤
You structured everything so well sis❤😊 I can only imagine how difficult it must have been to do this. Thank you for sharing your story. Super proud of you. Love you lots❤
Aww sis❤ thank you hey. I’m glad I was finally able to do it. I feel so relieved. It feels like a healing journey and I am definitely getting stronger.
Thank you sis❤
Keke, I pray for current and exJW’s around the world on a regular basis because you not only experience pain and suffering while you are in the religion, but it’s also painful when you leave. Thank God that your entire family woke up at the same time. Stay strong and I pray that you will continue to seek the real truth that is only found in God’s word. Any doctrine, teaching or rule that is mandated by “man”, should be a huge red flag. Keep sharing your journey……. You are surely helping so many people around the world.
That is a powerful statement-It is painful while still in the religion and when you leave!
Thank you for sharing that. And thank you for the well wishes. Much appreciated ❤
I'm sorry for your loss. You have a beautiful spirit. Just know that their are many great things to do and enjoy in life. You are going to do great things now that you are free from that high control/ real estate business/religion
I’m so excited for what lies ahead. I feel like I haven’t lived….it’s incredible!
My deepest Condolences to you and your family.
I appreciate that❤Thank you.
Congratulations for having the courage to speak up for yourself. The love you seek is within and surround you. No deity required. Walking to your freedom☀️
Thank you so much. I feel so free it’s incredible. ❤
Keke❤❤❤I’m so sorry for the loss of your dad. Thank you for making this video. ❤❤❤
Much appreciated ❤❤❤ Thank you for watching.
Hi Keke, I will firstly like to appreciate your hard work you put in making this video. Sorry for the long comment.
I am also a South African Jehovah's Witness, born and raised in the organization. I will I kind of relate to your story alot.
So, in 2022 May, I remember we were early to the meetings, I came across a book in our Kingdom hall mini Library which really made me aware of Watchtower's previous teachings. So this book, is a compillation of all the Awake magazines of 1968 (It is brown in colour, at first I thought it was a bible). So I went through this book and I came across the topic "How much longer will it be." So I started reading what it said, and I was shocked at how the Watchtower said that the end will come in 1975. I did not finish to read the whole paper, as the meeting started but I took the book with me home. Then I went through the whole book, and other magazines within the book said the same thing, that Armageddon will come in 1975. And Jesus's millennial reign will start on that year.
So I tried to bring this to my parent's attention, guess what, they said that Im not loyal to Jehovah and that I got this information from the appostates and I should not worry myself with this since it has been explained by the organization that there will always be a "New light" so that means that they moved from the old light to the new one. And my father was furious at me he did not speak to me for 2 weeks, I was not surprised though, he is like that. He is like in on the organization and nothing will ever change his mind.
Well then I made my research on you tube and that is when I found out that it was initially believed by the witnesses (The Bible students at that time) that Jesus was going to come in 1914, and that it was not believed to be the "Start of the End times." I also found out that J.F Rutherford predicted that the world will end in 1925, which is why he made the Witnesses to contribute to the building of a house, which was named "Beth sharim." Basically this house will house Abraham, Issac, Jacob and the Men of Old when they get ressurected in 1925. Then in August I brought the 1975 teachings to one of my elders. He said that he is aware of the teachings and he asked me to wait for a couple of days and he will come to me with some answers. So I waited weeks passed, reminding him every Sunday. Weeks turned into months, months turned into a year. So I left the matter alone, and concluded that he wanted me to forget about the teachings.
So, I consider myself a PIMO( Physically In Mentally Out). I am 19 years old. I am studying online to become an educator. So I want to leave but I am afraid that my father will chase me out of his house. So I am planning on leaving the organization in 2026 when I graduate, I know it is a long time😭. You are very fortunate to have an understanding mother, tell her I appreciate her for that.
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Wow! Thank you so much for taking the time to share your experience.
I can only imagine what it must be like for you to have to face the possibility of losing your family, I’m so sorry that you have to endure such.
It’s so sad that the elder never came back to you, but it’s also not surprising. I think it’s good that you have a plan because it is important for you to be completely ready when you make the final decision because it is definitely not easy.
I’m rooting for you and I hope that everything works out well for you. All the best with your studies. You are so brave!!!❤❤❤❤
@@KekeGrobbelaar Thank you so much 💓 💖
Keep calm. Do not act until you are able to fend for yourself. Let us not fulfill JW’s stereotype that when one leaves the Org. they become worthless or struggle. You are wise, take it easy until you are able to support yourself. Wish you allthe best. Hola!
@@mthokozisilanga4497 Thank-you brother 🤜🏽🤛🏽
I was raised Jehovah Witness and I was ministerial servant and Pioneer but after much leading a double life and things like that I truly decided that I wanted to be the person that I was meant to be so I move forward on 2014 and resigned my position in the Watchtower it was difficult but it has allowed me to grow tremendously to become the man that I needed to be at that point in my life and although I do always consider going back I realize that time has changed me and changed my world view of society and what you live may God comfort you and be with you thank you and God bless.James Jerome Bell, Dream Team Realty CLE.
This organization is treating its member very baaaaaaad! Unbelievable! Thanks for sharing your story. I wish you all the best.
Thank you. I hope the others who remain also wake up eventually.
After I left, now I’m struggling to find church 😢like I don’t trust anything and anyone, I read Bible at home and pray here
Great move! Reading the Bible alone, with the help of the Holy Spirit is the only thing that can help you find a church.
@@DANNYCHISENGA when was this? I found church and I am really happy where I am xoxo
@@yozareason1803 Wow! We thank God for that♥️♥️♥️🔥
It is well brethren 😊
You are such a beautiful young lady, may God keep you strong and you for sharing.❤
Thank you so much. I appreciate it ❤
So sorry for the loss of your father
Thank you❤️
Thank You for sharing your story. I am currently still serving as a Jehovah’s Witness but I was inactive for about five months. I am currently contemplating whether I should leave or not.
Note: I am watching in the middle now of the video. Two pioneer sisters also said things about me. I lost many friends and became inactive as a result. This happened in October of 2018 and I just got an apology this year. That apology did not do much she damaged me enough.
Great choice. Critical thinking channel is wonderful.
They really helped me and my family ❤️
Congratulations! With an open mind the divine can pour in truth. Thank you for sharing your journey! 💎
You are so welcome. Thank you for watching.
Hi Keke I'm sorry for your loss im so shocked that your dad passed away....I've been thinking about you lately hope you guys are good..pls be intouch
@@mmabathontsasa4629Hi aus’Mmabatho❤
It’s been so long since I last saw you, I hope you’re well. Dad’s passing has been difficult to get through, but we’re working through it together. I’m so happy to hear from you❤❤❤ I’ll definitely be in touch.
Lots of love.
One more subscriber for EXJW content.
Thank God you continued with the story 😀 I thought you left because of that judicial meeting 😅 I was ready to say that’s not a good reason to leave “the organization” but rather you could’ve changed congregations. Men are imperfect, you’ll find that in whatever religion.
I’m not yet an “ex witness” but PIMO.
My reasons are purely doctrinal. JWs are wonderful people for me, so much love (my congregation) wonderful kind brothers and sisters. I have no relationship issues with them. In fact I was recommended to be a ministerial servant.
My issues are ONLY doctrinal.
The 1914, the distraction of Jerusalem, the generation that will not pass, the 144 000, the Holy Spirit, Jesus (only the son or more?), salvation…
It’s a lot.
I’m 3rd generation witness- all my friends are witnesses, everyone I know 😀
You are definitely right, men are imperfect, and love covers a multitude of sins or imperfections.
All the best to you, with your journey.
Question those doctrinal issues, and all those loving, woderful people will turn on you like a pack of wild, rabid dogs.
Sorry friend, you have no friends in the org.
@@mattmurdock2868you are absolutely right! Any hint of knowledge about the real truth, these so called friends and even close family members who still believe these bizarre doctrines will dissociate from you
I like your hitting the wall expression. We all reach a point where we say, No More.
Like you, I got tired of making excuses for their errors.
In their own doctrine, these elders that were supposed to hear you and support you in your time of grief and these so-called "sisters" STUMBLED you and your family.
So happy you and your family woke up and so sorry for your loss.
I disassociated myself after my JW mother passed away (for other reasons - like the organization's handling of CSA cases). May God bless you and your family ❤
I feel grateful to have woken up. It’s unfortunate that things had to take a turn for the worst first but I’m happy I still have my family.
Thank you for your kind words.
I'm so sorry for your loss💞
I appreciate that very much ❤
You are so gorgeous 😍 thank you for your experience i liked and subscribed ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you for the beautiful video, seems like most of us left during the lockdown
WOW! You are impeccable! Bravo. Have a wonderful life. You deserve it!
Awaken truths is the name of the channel, I watched them, they are so sweet and do such good work.
I'm sorry that you experienced things like that. I so wished you could have met my kids. Will always love you. Hope you find what you are looking for my girl.
She is looking for a personal relationship with GOD without being a part of a cult. The church is within you and GOD isn't a religious person.
@@GenX7119 I know her personally. I have been friends with her for years. She was my biggest supporter during my pregnancy with my first and she was of the first people I told of when I was pregnant with my last baby. I miss her and I will always love and miss her.
oglxxi, where does it say that in the Bible?
Thank you for sharing your story sister..❤
Thank you for listening✨
Sorry for the loss of your Dad
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@@KekeGrobbelaar I have lost both of my parents. The org told them they would never die. So 😢
@@ooklathemok7322They put us through so much trauma. I hope you heal from it. And Im so sorry for your loss ❤
I just had my 62nd birthday. I have two daughters, a granddaughter and a little grandson.
Please keep making videos.
You are so kind.
I was born and raised. But it's all cool.
Thank you for all you do my friend
Thank you so much for your kindness. You sound so happy😊😊 that’s great.
Thank you for watching.
Imagine how SA survivors are treated by elders...
So, even those cute sisters they used to put on magazine covers are leaving?
I’ll take the compliment 😅thank you.
New sub. Thank you for sharing this experience.
Thank you for sharing I appreciate you
Aww, thank you so much for watching ❤
Ke kopa document e o buang ka yona. Please share if you don't mind.
Hi,
I no longer have that document😅 but the channel I mentioned in the video explains everything in detail. @Exjw critical thinker
There is relevant spiritual learning material in bible starndard ministries and dawn bible students association.
Thanks for the video 💜.
I just wish you added a link to the document that you said lead you to an aricle. You could help that one person, you never know. The JW websites and channels on TH-cam are also there for you to share, just drop a link, a screenshot of the video with the title. There shouldn't be a problem with that. It's like a whole community.
Thank you for the tip.
I’ve been so hesitant, but I I’m in it now😅. Link is in my description box.
@@KekeGrobbelaar ✨✨✨
My parents are very estrict I left because of the holidays they don't celebrate they have very few festivities during the year
You are very brave!
There's a lot of gossip in the organization, I always hated that
Way too much gossip and pretence.
It's wonderful hearing about people leaving Watchtower. It sounds like they were dragging their feet hoping you'd forget about your issue. Did they rally around and comfort your family when your dad passed? I'm guessing not much. Everything is hugs and smiles as long as you don't make waves.
The Apostle Peter said of Jesus; "Neither is there salvation in any other: for there is none other name under heaven given among men, whereby we must be saved."
Acts 4: 12 KJV
God Bless 😊
The brothers and sisters did the best they could to comfort us, given the strict lockdown regulations. We felt their support. Us leaving the organisation doesn’t take away any good and wholesome experiences we had. However, I am grateful that things unfolded the way they did because it led to this very moment, being free.
Are there any ex jws in North Carolina ? Please reach out and let's talk ? Thank you🫶🏽🫶🏽
I hope they reach out.
Sending love from South Africa
You are such a beautiful person, God, Jesus and bible are true but watchtower is false, If you read the bible without watchtower you will find the truth (Jesus) I will pray for you , please don't loose your faith, I'm so happy you have a loving family that supports you, the most important thing I want you to know is that you are 100 percent a child of God. God loves you and he will bless you and your family
Thank you so much❤❤❤❤
I am sending you all my LOVE my sister
Thank you so much❤❤❤❤ Send lots of love
Sawobona
JWs just another American corporation... Uncle Sam needs you...
Jw's are not a corporation. You have been fed garbage.
Great information. You could use a microphone you’re very soft spoken.
Thank you. Yes, will do😅
We can’t add you on Instagram 😭
Their judicial committee has never done good to improve people emotionally, spiritually, physically and financially to their victims
They have only caused so much trauma. It’s a sad organisation.
Keep making vids thank you
My dearly sister, I'm sorry for what u went thru but freind really 😊. JEHOVAH HAVE Never wronged you hle. I'd love to see you back home and serving together. Don't you ever do something like that to Jehovah hle.... He loved you so much more and still does.... Plz come back home
My love for Jehovah is unconditional... Le dumela txohle le a😅 mogela tjohle nothing to worry about or nothing can come between us
Hi Tumelo,
I think you misunderstood me. I did not leave Jehovah. I left an organisation.
@@KekeGrobbelaar id love to ask you to come back home.... Your my sister
I actually feel bad for you now.
And No, I will not be coming back because I did Not leave God.
Have a lovely day.
@@tumelogrejureat
do you understand her response,
she left an organization.
She didn't leave God?
Two separate things.
1. God
2 Watchtower organisation.
Do you understand?
Here is an end time prophecy that should give you some comfort:
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Romans 9:25-26
It is as he says also in Ho·se´a: “Those not my people I will call ‘my people,’ and her who was not beloved ‘beloved’; 26 and in the place where it was said to them, ‘YOU are not my people,’ there they will be called ‘sons of the living God.’”
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[Name of person] is no longer one of Jehovah's Witnesses ----> ‘YOU are not my people,’
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"and her who was not beloved ‘beloved’;"
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BELOVED
Thank you sister! 👍
Thank you for watching.
Such a beautiful soul
Thank you😊
An elder asked you for money! How inappropriate! That's disgraceful! If he needed money he should have spoken to another elder! How they handled your complaint was awful. I feel for you. You were not in the wrong. They totally were.
Gossip spirit rules the organization
Well said.
Most liked video ryt?💕
So far yes😅
I find it very interesting in your video that you decided to immediately go speak with an elder about the situation. The scriptural way to handle the matter is at Matthew 18:15-18. Matt 5:23,24.Have you ever read these passages? The elders you spoke with should have given you the same scriptural advice. Your witness to the slander had the same obligation to their Sister. This is the problem with a religion that look to men for answers. Jesus teaching was clear in the Bible. Being a JW presents many Biblical challenges as you attest to in your video. In many instances when we trust men and fail to critically think we are disappointed with the results.
I am aware of the scripture you mentioned and that was indeed the order of events. We tried to do everything the right way, and that is why I feel free to speak about it openly.
Some details haven’t been shared in the exact order and that’s on me, but I’m glad you brought it up so I could clearly.
It feels great to be able to finally think critically and reason well and make decisions without feeling guilty about it. Feels great to be free.
@@KekeGrobbelaar I am not a Watchtower apologist. However pimi jws who would watch your video would strongly and rightly so question the validity of your story. We must be completely accurate not leave out important details in our stories.
@@ooklathemok7322I hear your point. I’ll be mindful of that next time. Thanks.
You are obviously a beautiful women in and out. This organization is concerned with the outward appearance more than with who you are as a person, the elders are described best using (Matthew 23:25). Us people of color should have ever been or be part of the watchtower organization.
Thank you so much for the compliment.
I agree with you. They have taken advantage of us for far too long. I hope more and more people wake up.
Thanks for sharing
Great job
I went threw exactly the same in this religion after a so called asembly what is the use of their assemblies if gossip goes around after what they call spiritual food at assemblies makes them worst people than better from there also stayed away from them. I lost my husband during this gossip everything except I ever want to be nor example I ever want to follow.
If you ever come to Lesotho, just halla. My girlfriend and I would love to meet you. We are both exJWs.
You are so pretty 🥰
Thank you so much 🥰
Proverbs 3:5,6 1John 5:11,12. John 1-21.
This cult is no secret
Everybody knows this is a cult which people calls it high controlled cult
I must confess, I didn't finish your first video, and I am not going to finish this one either. It's like there's nothing really new or unexpected to here from you about your former religion. Well, sister, congratulations once again! But you must have hell of a job in your hands, to still unchain your heart - oh, I can imagine! I wish I were close to you all so that we can revisit the bible scriptures together. There's, however, one best christian religion you can try to apply your faith in. You will realize some similarities between them and your former faith. It was founded about 1830, while your former was founded about 1870. And, it might interest you that given the fact that these faiths seem similar, as to which one is teaching apostasy. 😅 It's also equally interesting that one was established through visible divinity, while the other was established through visible wisdom of men. Which is which? - Your research, Sister! Godspeed, if you're interested! 🙏
😅The bottom line is that I’m free😅 I’ll look into what you’re saying, thank you.
@@KekeGrobbelaar you're most welcome! Thanks 🙏
Bro all religions are fucked up, meaning that they’re all man made to control, manipulate and fuck up your mind. Even yours that you’re advocating. The Bible is also fucked up.
is this a no to Christmas and abortion and women's lib and same sexing?
Yes, no to all of it.
@@KekeGrobbelaar is this a no to the watchtower 1914 teaching?
Remember, people are imperfect and God sees all and will judge and fix things that were done wrong.
@@katrinamcintosh3565 Matthew 16:27
@@bretherenlee1404, but ultimately God will judge them in the end. Matthew 5:28-30. Jesus does nothing of his own volition without God’s approval.
and that time im about to join yooooooh
Ruunnn
Yeah, much better without the glasses.
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Jehovah s name will never die
Pray, with a humble heart, ask for the Lord Jesus, to show you HIS TRUTH, trust me when I say, there is no HOLY SPIRIT in that organisation.