13:59😢 IT'S GONNA WORK OUT FOR ME, THANK YOU LORD. DESTINY BEFORE DURING AND EVEN AFTER ALL OF MY PAIN all centered around who I thought I was gonna n regards to God and his Love or this Life
"Let God carry you " This was RIGHT on time!! Even all what you said before the message. May God continue to heal, keep, and add His BIG hands upon your life!! In Jesus' name🙏🏽🙌🏽❤️ Oh yeah, He's DEFINITELY carrying me in this season, nobody but God!!!!
Yesss! I’ve done everything I possibly can do in this moment. I told the Lord to bless my two fish and five loaves of bread and to part the Red Sea and he replied, okay trust me!! 🥹🙌🏽
Girl!!!! This episode was for me! I seen it pop up 3 times today and I finally said go ahead and listen!! And when I tell you it was confirmation and the word I needed!!! I am definitely in my season of stillness and while it has been hard I know it’s necessary! Thank you Thank you Thank you for your relatability and being so open with your journey ❤
8:54 what if we are going crazy what if we are in a city alone and retreated here for safety and access to care and therapy for my daughter who was raped by her grandfather. What if I already surrendered and prayed and forgave and ask God to walk with me. What if I never turn my back on what if I always make sure that I acknowledged him and came to him.... I can't keep it in anymore I am going crazy😢I don't want to be here anymore so unfair so cruel
18:42 do I just say"letting God carry me" opposed to telling you what's really going on in my life. Testifying because why would I lie to follow believers like things are all good like God will answer your prayer and your time of need when my testimony doesn't show that side of God in this season. In regards to letting God carry me do I not try to obtain a home for myself and my daughter or earn a living like a job. Do I not try to fix and improve my credit score by paying off debts or do I repay their prayers that I've already prayed multiples of times and just say behind it I'm letting God Carry me through eviction joblessness, depression sadness realization of his faithfulness, fear doubt
@@KekeDemea Honestly, it takes having a relationship and an open line of communication with God to know exactly what it is you’re supposed to do in life.
:28 seconds in and I'm like ughhhh , crying, sad, just down to nothing. There's so much going on in my life, and I was a believing faith over everything. Right now I'm in disbelief I'm heartbroken and trying to figure out how to let go of the pain and disappointment all centered around the faith in God to begin with. So now what do I do? Eviction court is on 31st so I get sad mad that God didn't answer my prayer already concerning this or just let it happen? Do o pray for favor or do I pray for provision..cash . What are the words he wants me to say. I feel like I've lied to made to believe that there was safety in God rescue in God and in all actuality piece saying you're nothing without me so come to me. I go to him and he turns his back on me...... So that ultimately I'm sitting with the pain and hoping for heaven and death?
@@tanw.5149 Hey HomeGirl, I’m sorry you’re dealing with so much disappointment. God is there with you in the midst of it all. The enemy wants you to believe that God has turned His back on you and left you to figure things out alone, but even in the stillness God is still moving. God loves and cares for you and He is sensitive to how you’re feeling. No matter what, don’t let your relationship with Him fail because it’s taking Him a while to answer your prayers. He’s only preparing you to receive what you’ve been asking for. He’s preparing you for life after the pain. But you can’t reach the rainbow without the rain. I am praying for you. Love you 🫶🏾❤️
1:29 I actually attempted to start school, faith faith faith righghhht? Lol as soon as I started my daughter started to regress, fall asleep in class and suffer ..lol of course because she has autism and allll the things that had me FAITHING (LYING for God, to make ppl believe in God by faith. I know I've maintained a pursuing relationship with God and I'm so mad I did all this without really knowing who He is. He's not what I believed and read to be too many mysteries and if you maybe god's will. Sick of this when am the person that people say oooohhh you better than me, opoohhhh I thought you was just weak now i see you trying please God forgiving, etc. God I'm not even asking for millions or anything you can't do....but it's that you're unwilling. How are you not sympathetic to my situation not NO sin led me to here. I been in church, I been serving, sowing, interceding you can't help me in custody court, provision, fairness. You created me so you know that I am not well mentally or emotionally or spiritually. How could you
12-48-12:51 Hmmmmmm really? It's only a test? Hmmmmmm.... He's def prolonging. And if it's true that he's in us and knows our heart and those are mine then it's even more cruel
20:18 soo God is testing his own self regarding how much he gifted me to see if it sticks? He has the power to increase it right, which as I look back over my 24 I WAS PRESSING SO MUCH TO BE AT THE ALTAR WORSHIPPING AND SOWING was that all God and not me bc he knew the eviction, the job firing me over mu daughter's accomodations needs, also a big one me stepping away from a lesbian relationship bc of God's word. Mind you I didn't want to be in a relationship with anyone, man or woman, however like many lesbian women she wanted me to compromise I used God and my relationship with him as my reason and no have egg on my face needing her for shelter. I'll be evicted either 2/10 or 2/5 unless God performs his word and hears it from that time I spoke it that one time Ephesians 2:8-9
11:58 why does this keep having to be some sort of squid game approach. If he created me knew me before my mother's womb loved me before I loved him selected me before I selected him chose me die from my sins and he has seen my faith seen my trying see my believing and hoping in him why is it that he still needs to"see" this is so cruel
1:15 man I need a mentor I've been asking God do I simply just start applying for jobs on indeed do I just go to websites of other people that I know and where they work. I say that because I have been out of work since February the 6 2024 applying like crazy for work, and even more weirdly on top of that believe in my faith that the job is mine. Really Tanisha every application I submitted every interview I went on? Just lying to myself. What is the prayers of God God help me is what I've been praying for the last year and a half so either he's ignoring me or I have done something to offend him and he has not been sober enough to point it out and say right here is where you messed up Tanisha, so quit coming to me
13:59😢 IT'S GONNA WORK OUT FOR ME, THANK YOU LORD. DESTINY BEFORE DURING AND EVEN AFTER ALL OF MY PAIN all centered around who I thought I was gonna n regards to God and his Love or this Life
"Let God carry you " This was RIGHT on time!! Even all what you said before the message. May God continue to heal, keep, and add His BIG hands upon your life!! In Jesus' name🙏🏽🙌🏽❤️ Oh yeah, He's DEFINITELY carrying me in this season, nobody but God!!!!
@@sophialaprince 🙌🏾❤️
Yesss! I’ve done everything I possibly can do in this moment. I told the Lord to bless my two fish and five loaves of bread and to part the Red Sea and he replied, okay trust me!! 🥹🙌🏽
@@IndiaOliver-y7v Yesss, not get ready for Him to answer those prayers!! 🙌🏾❤️
15:41 LOL this, my now, is my comfort.
This is exactly what I am doing Grateful Restoration and Healing! ❤😢
@@cassiealexander7855 Yesss, stand firm in your journey HomeGirl ❤️
Girl!!!! This episode was for me! I seen it pop up 3 times today and I finally said go ahead and listen!! And when I tell you it was confirmation and the word I needed!!! I am definitely in my season of stillness and while it has been hard I know it’s necessary! Thank you Thank you Thank you for your relatability and being so open with your journey ❤
@@toniedwards6700 you’re very welcome! You got this 🫶🏾🤍🌸
Just subbed! Yes, yes, and YES sister! Now let me go ask God of my requirements!
@@michaelamikkimckenzie Welcome to the family 🥰🤍🌸
8:54 what if we are going crazy what if we are in a city alone and retreated here for safety and access to care and therapy for my daughter who was raped by her grandfather. What if I already surrendered and prayed and forgave and ask God to walk with me. What if I never turn my back on what if I always make sure that I acknowledged him and came to him.... I can't keep it in anymore I am going crazy😢I don't want to be here anymore so unfair so cruel
11:20 I literally have
18:42 do I just say"letting God carry me" opposed to telling you what's really going on in my life. Testifying because why would I lie to follow believers like things are all good like God will answer your prayer and your time of need when my testimony doesn't show that side of God in this season. In regards to letting God carry me do I not try to obtain a home for myself and my daughter or earn a living like a job. Do I not try to fix and improve my credit score by paying off debts or do I repay their prayers that I've already prayed multiples of times and just say behind it I'm letting God Carry me through eviction joblessness, depression sadness realization of his faithfulness, fear doubt
How do you know you’re suppose to do?
@@KekeDemea Honestly, it takes having a relationship and an open line of communication with God to know exactly what it is you’re supposed to do in life.
@ how do you do that ? 😂 love your content btw ! I randomly found your page you gained a subscriber. Keep shining bright Queen. 🙏🏾
:28 seconds in and I'm like ughhhh , crying, sad, just down to nothing. There's so much going on in my life, and I was a believing faith over everything. Right now I'm in disbelief I'm heartbroken and trying to figure out how to let go of the pain and disappointment all centered around the faith in God to begin with. So now what do I do? Eviction court is on 31st so I get sad mad that God didn't answer my prayer already concerning this or just let it happen? Do o pray for favor or do I pray for provision..cash . What are the words he wants me to say. I feel like I've lied to made to believe that there was safety in God rescue in God and in all actuality piece saying you're nothing without me so come to me. I go to him and he turns his back on me...... So that ultimately I'm sitting with the pain and hoping for heaven and death?
@@tanw.5149 Hey HomeGirl, I’m sorry you’re dealing with so much disappointment. God is there with you in the midst of it all. The enemy wants you to believe that God has turned His back on you and left you to figure things out alone, but even in the stillness God is still moving. God loves and cares for you and He is sensitive to how you’re feeling. No matter what, don’t let your relationship with Him fail because it’s taking Him a while to answer your prayers. He’s only preparing you to receive what you’ve been asking for. He’s preparing you for life after the pain. But you can’t reach the rainbow without the rain. I am praying for you. Love you 🫶🏾❤️
@@NeimoyaBasden Thank you , see you in heaven
1:29 I actually attempted to start school, faith faith faith righghhht? Lol as soon as I started my daughter started to regress, fall asleep in class and suffer ..lol of course because she has autism and allll the things that had me FAITHING (LYING for God, to make ppl believe in God by faith. I know I've maintained a pursuing relationship with God and I'm so mad I did all this without really knowing who He is. He's not what I believed and read to be too many mysteries and if you maybe god's will. Sick of this when am the person that people say oooohhh you better than me, opoohhhh I thought you was just weak now i see you trying please God forgiving, etc. God I'm not even asking for millions or anything you can't do....but it's that you're unwilling. How are you not sympathetic to my situation not NO sin led me to here. I been in church, I been serving, sowing, interceding you can't help me in custody court, provision, fairness. You created me so you know that I am not well mentally or emotionally or spiritually. How could you
12-48-12:51 Hmmmmmm really?
It's only a test?
Hmmmmmm.... He's def prolonging. And if it's true that he's in us and knows our heart and those are mine then it's even more cruel
20:18 soo God is testing his own self regarding how much he gifted me to see if it sticks? He has the power to increase it right, which as I look back over my 24 I WAS PRESSING SO MUCH TO BE AT THE ALTAR WORSHIPPING AND SOWING was that all God and not me bc he knew the eviction, the job firing me over mu daughter's accomodations needs, also a big one me stepping away from a lesbian relationship bc of God's word. Mind you I didn't want to be in a relationship with anyone, man or woman, however like many lesbian women she wanted me to compromise I used God and my relationship with him as my reason and no have egg on my face needing her for shelter. I'll be evicted either 2/10 or 2/5 unless God performs his word and hears it from that time I spoke it that one time
Ephesians 2:8-9
11:58 why does this keep having to be some sort of squid game approach. If he created me knew me before my mother's womb loved me before I loved him selected me before I selected him chose me die from my sins and he has seen my faith seen my trying see my believing and hoping in him why is it that he still needs to"see" this is so cruel
1:15 man I need a mentor I've been asking God do I simply just start applying for jobs on indeed do I just go to websites of other people that I know and where they work. I say that because I have been out of work since February the 6 2024 applying like crazy for work, and even more weirdly on top of that believe in my faith that the job is mine. Really Tanisha every application I submitted every interview I went on? Just lying to myself. What is the prayers of God God help me is what I've been praying for the last year and a half so either he's ignoring me or I have done something to offend him and he has not been sober enough to point it out and say right here is where you messed up Tanisha, so quit coming to me