Please check these playlists below to see which videos most appeal to you and which can benefit your present situation: Transcending Female Attraction- th-cam.com/video/48XzKO6Fwsc/w-d-xo.html THE BENEFITS OF SEMEN RETENTION ARE IMMENSE: th-cam.com/video/ogfteiJS9cc/w-d-xo.html A PRACTICAL GUIDE TO SEMEN RETENTION AND FAQ- ht[tps://th-cam.com/video/4M3FbENUhhs/w-d-xo.html
I'm on day 13, and 2 days ago I could not get to sleep. I could feel the energy vibrating my spine and it felt like I'd been kicked in the lower back. I tossed and turned for hours. I had a fan on me, but I was still too hot and sweaty. I was worried that I might have to Fap just to take the pressure off my spine. I finally grabbed a handful of ibuprofen, and that gave me just enough relief to finally fall asleep. And when I woke up the next morning, I felt great. No pain, clear head, felt refreshed.
hello sir much respect never seen a person share such a great knowledge and talking about post acute withdrawls i am in 12 step program recovering from drugs alcohol lust ...grateful to watch your content god bless and love from india
To live in a constant state of over-arousal will eventually lead to severe anxiety attacks and ultimately depression. I read o book once by a n ex night club doorman who explained why. It's all to do with a toxic soup that gets left in thd body after chemicals like Dopamine and Adrenaline are constantly released. It they are not burnt off through very intense exercise they remain in the body like a poison.
Thanks for the coaching about edging its completely true with what you say. I am on a second day after a 78 day streak loss. But you have made the path so clear and I feel 100x stronger. Thanks for all the videos, and your message, and its true what you say its our true nature to learn about our creative power within.
I've felt this before and deep down I've always been on a mission to find homeostasis. 💯 this resonates, I've been on and off cacao and cannabis and recently had a coffee stint. Although these substances help stabilise me almost like a ritalin, it dosnt touch the sides compared to consistent discipline - straight and narrow, good exercise good food good company early nights and less screen time. And the most obvious retaining ones seed and attention. We all make excuses to not reach our potential because addictions just mask our emotional and vitalty states. Anyway, thanks for the content. Keep on keeping on brother, bless
I hope you're in the elite level of over a year by now?! If so have you noticed anything profound? I'm over 4 months and really beginning this new lifelong journey. Thanks, Dan
Thats why I say live to the fullest and do everything you want to do and do it over and over again until you're sick of it and then automatically and organically you are done. And then ironically u feel better and happier (content) than when we were pursuing everything. We still enjoy things, but nothing matters so much anymore.
Hey bro u are Amazing at teaching these spiritual concepts please don't stop I'm about to watch alot of your videos I really need you on this process your helping me alot
Been trying to get into this two weeks ago now. Stopped caffiene and also decided to quit the gym. Because it's all exactly like you said. My anger and rage has been through the roof. It's horrid but it must be this. I also slowed down eating and binging. My ex oddly after 18 months asked me to meet to discuss the kids etc It flipped me out because my mind wanted to rekindle and I had to battle it and in doing that was nasty to her to try and push her back 18 months of her being unkind I start retention and she wants to be friends overnight
I'm 8 months in semen retention after a break up. Although i don't feel any urge to fap i do sometimes miss the touch of a woman's body and i found myself edging sonetimes. Especially lately since a nice girl has shown her interest. She seems to be a high value woman but she compliments me all the time and we chat a lot. It messes with my mind again. Now i understand what you meant by subtle level of edging. I am about to go for a retreat of one week in a christian monastery. I will have to give up on my phone, and will sleep on a plank, no shoes, prayers and no chatting. It's kind of scary but i feel like it is gonna be the best dopamine detox. Although i dont always agree with your point of view on Christianity, i have to admit that your content is always on point. Take care.
How to basically eat pure Ojas according to ayueveda: get some Ghee (clarified butter), heat it up so it liquifies, let i cool down but let it stay liquid (takes maybe 10-15 min.). Pute dates in it, then let them soak for about 6 hrs. or overnight, then eat. ❤
I’ve been attempting semen retention for over 2 years now, I’m 17 going to be 18 in 2 months, but I’ve gotten stronger, the longest I’ve gone was 30 days, but now I can go many days at a time but I end up eventually edging but I have orgasm without ejaculation every time I feel weak and the dopamine gets me to edge. It’s better than actually losing the life force completely. But I just wanted to say this because I’ve been watching you for a long time, you’ve always helped me. I am getting stronger, I don’t even count the days anymore, but sometimes I get alone and I have nothing to do and then. The edging happens. But I’m trying to build myself up brick by brick by creating a routine that can be used as a distraction from the addiction.
You have no idea how lucky you are to know about SR and porn addiction dangers.. i spend my entire youth in throwing away my life force, i simpy had no clue how destructive it is and that it actually is a mens life force at first place.. i was like a leaf on a wind, no purpose and stuff, weak... i woke up to this in my late 30s, and let me tell you, it's incredibly hard to recover, incredibly hard, remember this, damage is so big emotionaly, mentaly and physicly.. so little brother, stay strong and focused, grow your body strong both from inside and outside so it can support power of your soul to shine.. be fearless in life, you were born a lion, it's up to you if you gonna live like one. Train both hemispheres of your mind with your daily activites... live a healthy and happy life led by your inner stability and energy, and the world will be yours ❤😎
I made it to 54 days semen retention. I practice Pranayama breathwork, meditation, healthy eating, and exercise. I had a wet dream last night. It felt as though it was a spiritual set up. I could not fall asleep or relax my mind to sleep. I did not feel turned on and I don't believe I had lustful thoughts before bed but I did however continuously receive weird dreams. Then early morning I turned over on my stomach to try to sleep and I fell into a VIVID dream about having sex with my ex girlfriend. My consciousness fell right into it and I couldn't remember to stop myself. To become conscious and aware of what was happening. Then booom, it happend, and I woke up. It was a load lol... So upset about it because I made such a long streak. My energy has become so resilient and I'm constantly challenging myself. Just wonder how far back I've been set back because of this. At the same time I wonder if my body needed to release toxins or some energy block that way. I was also feeling weird all day, with a headache, and stuffed up nose. So maybe it needed to happen. Or maybe a succubus wanted my energy. I usually make banana tea every night to help my mind and body relax. Didn't do it last night and forgot to since I got home so late from work.
@Azozeo144 Thank you, I love this community since we're all at different stages and every bit of advice helps. I was worried about those energy losses esp after 75 days and I'd feel my energy levels get stabbed for at least a week with foggy brain and low vibe thoughts. I see it now at 4 months in like my tanks are full so it's probably just circulating old material out for new cells to be created. Idk.. it works for me.
It has occurred to me that a way to help with addictions, one can simply look at what they want from the addiction. Say you’re addicted to food, it’s likely you may want flavor or texture. Simply acknowledging that helps expose this once quiet desire, which when you make a decision next time you’ll understand more why you wanna do it.
Thank you for keeping me sane through this withdrawal period man. Society is going to get a lot worse before/if it gets better. Just saw the new reveal the Apple Vision Pro.. Young people are going to die from using that all day long, once it becomes affordable in the future. It's easy to see..
Edging is what left hand path black magicians/witches use to do "magick". Aleister Crowley was notorious for doing this and we all know what happened to him. The path of God/The Light always wins in the end!
I’d love to do a one-on-one with you sometime. I’m finding myself wanting to wrestle with this a bit from my own amateur understanding of wu wei and the Christian concept of mercy. In this lifetime at least, a major theme of my spiritual path has been a verse from the Bible that says, “I desire mercy not sacrifice.” I was a Christian minister and one of the most pervasive problems I saw in the church was people being poisoned into self-righteousness and an absence of mercy by the severity of self-discipline and sacrifice in their lives and the way that kept them in their ego. I often wondered if they would be more relaxed and compassionate people if they were smoking weed or having more sex (I knew a lot of couples with mostly sexless marriages). My intuition is to want to have a free energy flow between bodies in the human community rather than try to achieve individual self-sufficiency within my body. Obviously this is very different than PMO, but it’s been hard for me not to feel like the wu wei thing is to scratch the itch when I’ve got an itch and just let it fall back in the soup of consciousness instead of battling myself like I used to do as a teenage evangelical Christian. Since I come out of a lineage that defines the primary spiritual process as the cultivation of mercy, I find myself feeling less interested in spiritual power and a sense of self-mastery and more interested in just being a leaf on the divine breath seeking to embody curiosity and wonder. Effort feels different than surrender right now. Surrender feels like not resisting impulses too strongly but experimenting with following and not following them in order to learn and evolve. But I’m always looking for counter-balances to my intuition because I’d like to be more consistently in a state of peace. So I’m very glad to have the opportunity to wrestle with God about this stuff. Thanks for your videos. I think I might be interested in a consultation.
Hey Yash. Love your videos. Been on sr for a couple weeks now with healthy eating, exercise, and a sober lifestyle. I’ve been feeling great. My only crutch that I still haven’t quit is coffee. Have you made a video on this already? Caffeine has a terrible effect on the nervous system and I eventually want to be caffeine free.
Yes, You can see this video on my other channel: Caffeine And Sugar May Impair Your Mental Health And Spiritual Growth th-cam.com/video/iezln0wmW1c/w-d-xo.html
Well, I can definitely pledge to get back on the retention wagon , thats why I obviously subscribe to your channel, but coffee?? Thats a tough one man, and where you are in Ecuador? there and Costa Rica has like the worlds best tasting coffee, especially near the volcanic areas, I should know, my ex wife is from there!, great women, but insane tempers, sorry, stream of consciousness just clicked on!😂😂😂
10:00 Yash, when you were referring to the elephant man, was it about being content and confident with ourselves despite our flaws or inperfections? After quitting PMO and especially edging, I now sense that contentment and peace inside.
Some are allergic to it and many get a dull and muddy mind from it. If it works for you then that’s all that matters. But there’s higher plant medicine than weed.
I was gonna edge then suddenly prayed and suddenly I felt no desire....I prayed and felt the lords hand. I said no. I am remaining celebrate until a healthy lifestyle, new home and marriage comes. Porn, soft porn causes depression, anger, insecurity and false expectations of women. Do not entertain the filth. Those are not women you would want in reality. It's inhuman. Don't let the screens take your soul. Hit that cold showers until you can't stand it, eat veggies, spicy food, fish , chicken and workout like a dog. Success will come if you do this.
I'm on day 143 of semen retention and its challenging to resist I had 3 wet dreams in last 2 months but didn't feel that energy lost after each wet dream but it's way way better than the first month which was the hardest overall. You know yash it's biggest challenge exist because of one click and get you a free drug and nobody talks about it because of course the money of porn sites is so unbelievable and you can't say no it's not good for billions of dollars each year plus some doctors( who in my opinion get paid ) say that masturbating is healthy plus it's part of our nature or to be specific body nature and we've been told many times that is ok to have this kind of sexual stuff and we've never been told that we are the souls who control the body and we gonna leave for another world or another body someday its all connected processes and those who behind all of these social media, porn sites, and all of kind of addicted things nowadays they get money and yash you know money in this physical world means everything that's how I read the whole picture in modern century and please keep upload this kind of videos to encourage us 💙💙
What really pains me is I had some decent bouts of retaining with all the benefits. Then I got addicted to the power and the attraction. The lust I felt lead me back to PMO and now it's even harder to get out than before
Understood! It is what motivates us to not repeat the same mistakes in the future. But we may have to repeat them for awhile. So be it! Just keep going.
if im correct you mentioned edging as "not just sexual"? so would you be referring to like watching videos, listening to music etc etc or did i just misunderstand you? also i am right now very much exploring having solo sex. Basically masterbation but looking at it as practice where i truly connect with myself. I have been looking into it and it would appear this is a highly BENEFICIAL thing to do, don't know about in terms of dopamine but your basically cycling and rippling orgasmic energy through your body. What would you say on that? Either way Its something i know i will explore on my own but just curious what your thoughts are
Edging meaning looking at girls with their clothes on but getting a subtle sexual hit from it or subtle fantasies. Also eating foods to take the edge off or buffer unpleasant feelings or anything to escape ourselves basically. But It’s ok we can’t go crazy and think we will stop everything over night. . It’s a journey. I made a fun video about the mental chia practice. My Experience With Mantak Chia/ Taoist Practices | Semen Retention th-cam.com/video/YGHIcrPdZX0/w-d-xo.html
@@BeyondTheAlchemy ahhh interesting I only knew edging as the sexual technique like when your about to release but you don't. Never heard it describes in that way but yes makes sense
I see that this is massive brain/nervous system issue and these things start to fix up on this journey, but I'm also wondering how this affects our hormones in the long run and if our hormones are also rebalancing as we go on this journey? Like the nervous system, I'm wondering if its also a long haul thing with the hormones to get back to normal and functioning well? Hormonal health is critical in the well being of humans.
The nervous system runs the whole body and so of course it affects the production of steroids and hormones and vitamins and everything. You can see my channel transcending shadows and see the playlist on a sensitive nervous system if you like.
Last Saturday the moon was full and I was drawn to the beach, and was almost hypnotized by the coming & going of the tide - Later that day I started edging and by the end of the night I had hooked up with a chick & then relapsed all day Sunday - it was a month of retention up to that point - I actually felt not too bad and kind of light but def noticed a decrease in my power physically while out running/gym - anyway my point is to keep a watch out for those full moons fellas! That strong feminine sphere has quite a pull on your solar energy when you’ve cultivated up some life force
Yes full moons, equinox, solstice have especially strong energies and so you realize that and be more alert and tuned. Not sleeping good on those nights are also normal sometimes.
Hey Yash can you make a video specifically for quitting P*rn. I find it easy to abstain from MO but find myself fantasizing about p*rn. The energy from semen retention and the increase in edging therefore also isnt helping to quit p*rn succesfully. ( right now 2 weeks of abstinence after an unfortunate pmo binge).
Probably. People who take that do so in order to help buffer the withdrawal when they stop other addictions (heroine, nicotine, etc). Dopamine addiction (quitting PMO) has similar withdrawal symptoms as the other harder drug addictions and so yes it can seem to make it easier.. The problem is then u get addicted to that drug. The real answer or freedom is always to get your strength from inside. But for that we need some higher divine power to help us. Otherwise the symptoms are usually too much to bear in the long run and so people just go on substituting one addiction for another. Doctors love handing out drugs. There are so many things/ drugs that we can use to escape from ourselves. 100000’s.
@@BeyondTheAlchemy I guess 130 days without orgasm is too low to feel significant change but still is kinda hard with girlfriend. I don't drink or smoke but I need to compensate with exercise - martial arts and newly gym or playing video games.
Sr really make person’s frequency beyond normal feels like you gonna have in soon 4th dimension i guess,society women and animals really can’t stand comes to me and feel their eyes sometimes
Yesterday i was on 129th day of semen retention but because of sudden urges i went for massage centre there that hot women bite my nipples and just holded my balls on her hand .I just got a small fluid outside but not the semen .so is this considered as relapse but i didn't feel any kind of energy drain.please answer me?
No man. You could have done a lot worse than that (I’m sure you have in the past). It’s progress not perfection. These are the levels we have to pass through.
Hello spiritual brother, I’d like to sponsor one of your videos to market my No Fap and Self-Mastery app. Would you be interested? Thank you for sharing your powerful wisdom on retention and enlightenment 🙏
Please check these playlists below to see which videos most appeal to you and which can benefit your present situation:
Transcending Female Attraction- th-cam.com/video/48XzKO6Fwsc/w-d-xo.html
THE BENEFITS OF SEMEN RETENTION ARE IMMENSE: th-cam.com/video/ogfteiJS9cc/w-d-xo.html
A PRACTICAL GUIDE TO SEMEN RETENTION AND FAQ- ht[tps://th-cam.com/video/4M3FbENUhhs/w-d-xo.html
Real Natural Confidence Comes From Retaining Your Seed Nothing Can Beat That
Thanks .. hope i quit one day.. it is so hard ä
"Your dope dealer lives inside you" 😳😳😳
~ Yash ... the quote of the century 🤣😅☝️👍💛You
imo one of the hardest things about dopamine addictions if it is combined with likes (acceptance, attachment, desire, ego (inflation/deflation...)
Seek Holy Spirit for strength during this. The Holy Spirit gave me a radical peace around celibacy after repenting for lustfulness
Preach it brother! I thank The Lord for the wisdom he has given you🙏
I'm on day 13, and 2 days ago I could not get to sleep. I could feel the energy vibrating my spine and it felt like I'd been kicked in the lower back. I tossed and turned for hours. I had a fan on me, but I was still too hot and sweaty. I was worried that I might have to Fap just to take the pressure off my spine. I finally grabbed a handful of ibuprofen, and that gave me just enough relief to finally fall asleep. And when I woke up the next morning, I felt great. No pain, clear head, felt refreshed.
hello sir much respect never seen a person share such a great knowledge and talking about post acute withdrawls i am in 12 step program recovering from drugs alcohol lust ...grateful to watch your content god bless and love from india
To live in a constant state of over-arousal will eventually lead to severe anxiety attacks and ultimately depression. I read o book once by a n ex night club doorman who explained why. It's all to do with a toxic soup that gets left in thd body after chemicals like Dopamine and Adrenaline are constantly released. It they are not burnt off through very intense exercise they remain in the body like a poison.
good video
I'm almost 3 years of sr and im still detoxing it's a long process but it's worth it
Wtf bro i thought 1 year Is enough 😢
How addictive were you?
@@willofgod536he’s not on 3 years streak
Omg I'm screwed for life I think. I'm 4 months in and at least feel my body finally beginning to heal and I'm grateful for that.
Thanks for the coaching about edging its completely true with what you say. I am on a second day after a 78 day streak loss. But you have made the path so clear and I feel 100x stronger. Thanks for all the videos, and your message, and its true what you say its our true nature to learn about our creative power within.
I've felt this before and deep down I've always been on a mission to find homeostasis. 💯 this resonates, I've been on and off cacao and cannabis and recently had a coffee stint. Although these substances help stabilise me almost like a ritalin, it dosnt touch the sides compared to consistent discipline - straight and narrow, good exercise good food good company early nights and less screen time. And the most obvious retaining ones seed and attention. We all make excuses to not reach our potential because addictions just mask our emotional and vitalty states. Anyway, thanks for the content. Keep on keeping on brother, bless
You got it! You know how it works.
Day 82. We must stay focused brothers.
I hope you're in the elite level of over a year by now?! If so have you noticed anything profound? I'm over 4 months and really beginning this new lifelong journey.
Thanks,
Dan
real confidence amen dialed❤😊
Great video man as always
Free from desire , mind and senses purified 😄
Nan nan na nan na nan na .... He's got his strong beliefs 😂
Thats why I say live to the fullest and do everything you want to do and do it over and over again until you're sick of it and then automatically and organically you are done. And then ironically u feel better and happier (content) than when we were pursuing everything. We still enjoy things, but nothing matters so much anymore.
this is golden bro
Very good video mate
Hey bro u are Amazing at teaching these spiritual concepts please don't stop I'm about to watch alot of your videos I really need you on this process your helping me alot
Been trying to get into this two weeks ago now.
Stopped caffiene and also decided to quit the gym. Because it's all exactly like you said.
My anger and rage has been through the roof. It's horrid but it must be this.
I also slowed down eating and binging. My ex oddly after 18 months asked me to meet to discuss the kids etc
It flipped me out because my mind wanted to rekindle and I had to battle it and in doing that was nasty to her to try and push her back
18 months of her being unkind I start retention and she wants to be friends overnight
I'm 8 months in semen retention after a break up. Although i don't feel any urge to fap i do sometimes miss the touch of a woman's body and i found myself edging sonetimes. Especially lately since a nice girl has shown her interest. She seems to be a high value woman but she compliments me all the time and we chat a lot. It messes with my mind again. Now i understand what you meant by subtle level of edging.
I am about to go for a retreat of one week in a christian monastery. I will have to give up on my phone, and will sleep on a plank, no shoes, prayers and no chatting. It's kind of scary but i feel like it is gonna be the best dopamine detox.
Although i dont always agree with your point of view on Christianity, i have to admit that your content is always on point.
Take care.
🙂 good! This all sounds good.
There’s sone many angles to everything (including religion): always duality- positive and negative.
@@BeyondTheAlchemyevery knee shall bow
How to basically eat pure Ojas according to ayueveda: get some Ghee (clarified butter), heat it up so it liquifies, let i cool down but let it stay liquid (takes maybe 10-15 min.). Pute dates in it, then let them soak for about 6 hrs. or overnight, then eat. ❤
I’ve found that I’m getting dopamine from music since retention.
I noticed this too and I'm a lot more drawn to music esp after 90 days. Even just having good conversations with strangers.
Thanks for sharing the information.
I’ve been attempting semen retention for over 2 years now, I’m 17 going to be 18 in 2 months, but I’ve gotten stronger, the longest I’ve gone was 30 days, but now I can go many days at a time but I end up eventually edging but I have orgasm without ejaculation every time I feel weak and the dopamine gets me to edge. It’s better than actually losing the life force completely. But I just wanted to say this because I’ve been watching you for a long time, you’ve always helped me. I am getting stronger, I don’t even count the days anymore, but sometimes I get alone and I have nothing to do and then. The edging happens. But I’m trying to build myself up brick by brick by creating a routine that can be used as a distraction from the addiction.
You’ll get it guaranteed!
Keep going young king
@@juliuscaesart thank you brudda
You have no idea how lucky you are to know about SR and porn addiction dangers.. i spend my entire youth in throwing away my life force, i simpy had no clue how destructive it is and that it actually is a mens life force at first place.. i was like a leaf on a wind, no purpose and stuff, weak... i woke up to this in my late 30s, and let me tell you, it's incredibly hard to recover, incredibly hard, remember this, damage is so big emotionaly, mentaly and physicly.. so little brother, stay strong and focused, grow your body strong both from inside and outside so it can support power of your soul to shine.. be fearless in life, you were born a lion, it's up to you if you gonna live like one. Train both hemispheres of your mind with your daily activites... live a healthy and happy life led by your inner stability and energy, and the world will be yours ❤😎
@@TheDzoni007update?
Thank you for the clarity 😇
I havn't been sick ever since I started SR. Perhaps a half day of feeling run down, then I'm back strong in the same day.
Exactly!
I made it to 54 days semen retention. I practice Pranayama breathwork, meditation, healthy eating, and exercise. I had a wet dream last night. It felt as though it was a spiritual set up. I could not fall asleep or relax my mind to sleep. I did not feel turned on and I don't believe I had lustful thoughts before bed but I did however continuously receive weird dreams. Then early morning I turned over on my stomach to try to sleep and I fell into a VIVID dream about having sex with my ex girlfriend. My consciousness fell right into it and I couldn't remember to stop myself. To become conscious and aware of what was happening. Then booom, it happend, and I woke up. It was a load lol... So upset about it because I made such a long streak. My energy has become so resilient and I'm constantly challenging myself. Just wonder how far back I've been set back because of this. At the same time I wonder if my body needed to release toxins or some energy block that way. I was also feeling weird all day, with a headache, and stuffed up nose. So maybe it needed to happen. Or maybe a succubus wanted my energy. I usually make banana tea every night to help my mind and body relax. Didn't do it last night and forgot to since I got home so late from work.
Of course it needed to happen. The body is more intelligent then we can ever imagine
Don’t worry about if it will set you back, this is a mental trap and you WILL feel worse if you allow it to. Keep strong
@Azozeo144 Thank you, I love this community since we're all at different stages and every bit of advice helps. I was worried about those energy losses esp after 75 days and I'd feel my energy levels get stabbed for at least a week with foggy brain and low vibe thoughts. I see it now at 4 months in like my tanks are full so it's probably just circulating old material out for new cells to be created. Idk.. it works for me.
Very inspiring words and ideas in this video ❤
Just found your channel, so blessed to be on this journey.
Thank you so much for your Wisdom and knowledge🙏
Not wanting to have addictions is just another addiction.
Fantastic video I learned a lot!!
It has occurred to me that a way to help with addictions, one can simply look at what they want from the addiction. Say you’re addicted to food, it’s likely you may want flavor or texture. Simply acknowledging that helps expose this once quiet desire, which when you make a decision next time you’ll understand more why you wanna do it.
Thank you for keeping me sane through this withdrawal period man. Society is going to get a lot worse before/if it gets better. Just saw the new reveal the Apple Vision Pro.. Young people are going to die from using that all day long, once it becomes affordable in the future. It's easy to see..
man your right the kids in the future are going to get fried by all this new tech... things have to get worse before they get better i guess
We'll have no addictions when we'll be dead
Yess bro this was powerfull ⚡💫✨keep doing videos on edging its very deep
Edging is what left hand path black magicians/witches use to do "magick". Aleister Crowley was notorious for doing this and we all know what happened to him. The path of God/The Light always wins in the end!
Good video ❤
Hello Yash what are Your thoughts about yerba Mate ? Is it ok 😊?
i think dopamine detox is in zeitgest atm (but not as much as it should)
Can you heard the sound?
I’d love to do a one-on-one with you sometime. I’m finding myself wanting to wrestle with this a bit from my own amateur understanding of wu wei and the Christian concept of mercy.
In this lifetime at least, a major theme of my spiritual path has been a verse from the Bible that says, “I desire mercy not sacrifice.” I was a Christian minister and one of the most pervasive problems I saw in the church was people being poisoned into self-righteousness and an absence of mercy by the severity of self-discipline and sacrifice in their lives and the way that kept them in their ego. I often wondered if they would be more relaxed and compassionate people if they were smoking weed or having more sex (I knew a lot of couples with mostly sexless marriages).
My intuition is to want to have a free energy flow between bodies in the human community rather than try to achieve individual self-sufficiency within my body. Obviously this is very different than PMO, but it’s been hard for me not to feel like the wu wei thing is to scratch the itch when I’ve got an itch and just let it fall back in the soup of consciousness instead of battling myself like I used to do as a teenage evangelical Christian.
Since I come out of a lineage that defines the primary spiritual process as the cultivation of mercy, I find myself feeling less interested in spiritual power and a sense of self-mastery and more interested in just being a leaf on the divine breath seeking to embody curiosity and wonder. Effort feels different than surrender right now. Surrender feels like not resisting impulses too strongly but experimenting with following and not following them in order to learn and evolve.
But I’m always looking for counter-balances to my intuition because I’d like to be more consistently in a state of peace. So I’m very glad to have the opportunity to wrestle with God about this stuff. Thanks for your videos. I think I might be interested in a consultation.
Hey Yash. Love your videos. Been on sr for a couple weeks now with healthy eating, exercise, and a sober lifestyle. I’ve been feeling great. My only crutch that I still haven’t quit is coffee. Have you made a video on this already? Caffeine has a terrible effect on the nervous system and I eventually want to be caffeine free.
Yes, You can see this video on my other channel:
Caffeine And Sugar May Impair Your Mental Health And Spiritual Growth
th-cam.com/video/iezln0wmW1c/w-d-xo.html
Well, I can definitely pledge to get back on the retention wagon , thats why I obviously subscribe to your channel, but coffee?? Thats a tough one man, and where you are in Ecuador? there and Costa Rica has like the worlds best tasting coffee, especially near the volcanic areas, I should know, my ex wife is from there!, great women, but insane tempers, sorry, stream of consciousness just clicked on!😂😂😂
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10:00 Yash, when you were referring to the elephant man, was it about being content and confident with ourselves despite our flaws or inperfections?
After quitting PMO and especially edging, I now sense that contentment and peace inside.
Yes to the first sentence u wrote 👍
@@BeyondTheAlchemy thank you
Day 312 feeling great...😊
I like your talking it's really inspiring i hate only when you talk about weed i think it's really a spiritual plant
Some are allergic to it and many get a dull and muddy mind from it. If it works for you then that’s all that matters. But there’s higher plant medicine than weed.
What is edging ,please explaing
I like dopamine. Life would be so boring without dopamine.
Yes, I agree, but what kind of dopamine the artificial or organic ?
@@CalmDownside Sex dopamine is the best
I was gonna edge then suddenly prayed and suddenly I felt no desire....I prayed and felt the lords hand. I said no. I am remaining celebrate until a healthy lifestyle, new home and marriage comes. Porn, soft porn causes depression, anger, insecurity and false expectations of women. Do not entertain the filth. Those are not women you would want in reality. It's inhuman. Don't let the screens take your soul. Hit that cold showers until you can't stand it, eat veggies, spicy food, fish , chicken and workout like a dog. Success will come if you do this.
Dopamine detox:
.. self awareness
.. self-respect
.. self-control suddenly looks attractive 👀🫦
On 2 day of retention
Idk how many times I watched this video , because I felt like oh yah this is the real game we are facing on semen retention.
it might sound crazy, buy semen retention healed my hemmoroids lol
What do you think about trauma release exercises along with semen retention?
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Hi a new to ur channel what is pmo .thanks x
porn
masturbation
orgasm
Thanks great channel by the way
I’m in day 115 or so I thought about edging but I know I won’t be able to stop and will prb just relapse again .
is it true that edging can manifest money and partner ? with right intention ?
no
Edging /
Grabbin ma junk when I’m feeling anxious or unsure smh
I'm on day 143 of semen retention and its challenging to resist I had 3 wet dreams in last 2 months but didn't feel that energy lost after each wet dream but it's way way better than the first month which was the hardest overall. You know yash it's biggest challenge exist because of one click and get you a free drug and nobody talks about it because of course the money of porn sites is so unbelievable and you can't say no it's not good for billions of dollars each year plus some doctors( who in my opinion get paid ) say that masturbating is healthy plus it's part of our nature or to be specific body nature and we've been told many times that is ok to have this kind of sexual stuff and we've never been told that we are the souls who control the body and we gonna leave for another world or another body someday its all connected processes and those who behind all of these social media, porn sites, and all of kind of addicted things nowadays they get money and yash you know money in this physical world means everything that's how I read the whole picture in modern century and please keep upload this kind of videos to encourage us 💙💙
What really pains me is I had some decent bouts of retaining with all the benefits. Then I got addicted to the power and the attraction. The lust I felt lead me back to PMO and now it's even harder to get out than before
Understood! It is what motivates us to not repeat the same mistakes in the future. But we may have to repeat them for awhile. So be it! Just keep going.
if im correct you mentioned edging as "not just sexual"?
so would you be referring to like watching videos, listening to music etc etc or did i just misunderstand you?
also i am right now very much exploring having solo sex. Basically masterbation but looking at it as practice where i truly connect with myself. I have been looking into it and it would appear this is a highly BENEFICIAL thing to do, don't know about in terms of dopamine but your basically cycling and rippling orgasmic energy through your body. What would you say on that?
Either way Its something i know i will explore on my own but just curious what your thoughts are
Edging meaning looking at girls with their clothes on but getting a subtle sexual hit from it or subtle fantasies. Also eating foods to take the edge off or buffer unpleasant feelings or anything to escape ourselves basically.
But It’s ok we can’t go crazy and think we will stop everything over night. . It’s a journey. I made a fun video about the mental chia practice.
My Experience With Mantak Chia/ Taoist Practices | Semen Retention
th-cam.com/video/YGHIcrPdZX0/w-d-xo.html
@@BeyondTheAlchemy ahhh interesting I only knew edging as the sexual technique like when your about to release but you don't. Never heard it describes in that way but yes makes sense
I see that this is massive brain/nervous system issue and these things start to fix up on this journey, but I'm also wondering how this affects our hormones in the long run and if our hormones are also rebalancing as we go on this journey? Like the nervous system, I'm wondering if its also a long haul thing with the hormones to get back to normal and functioning well? Hormonal health is critical in the well being of humans.
The nervous system runs the whole body and so of course it affects the production of steroids and hormones and vitamins and everything.
You can see my channel transcending shadows and see the playlist on a sensitive nervous system if you like.
Last Saturday the moon was full and I was drawn to the beach, and was almost hypnotized by the coming & going of the tide - Later that day I started edging and by the end of the night I had hooked up with a chick & then relapsed all day Sunday - it was a month of retention up to that point - I actually felt not too bad and kind of light but def noticed a decrease in my power physically while out running/gym - anyway my point is to keep a watch out for those full moons fellas! That strong feminine sphere has quite a pull on your solar energy when you’ve cultivated up some life force
1 month? Really? You didn't cultivate nothing.
Yes full moons, equinox, solstice have especially strong energies and so you realize that and be more alert and tuned. Not sleeping good on those nights are also normal sometimes.
Hey Yash can you make a video specifically for quitting P*rn. I find it easy to abstain from MO but find myself fantasizing about p*rn. The energy from semen retention and the increase in edging therefore also isnt helping to quit p*rn succesfully. ( right now 2 weeks of abstinence after an unfortunate pmo binge).
I have a friend on suboxone bro who is practising SR is he really doing it because he's doin well with his Retention?
Probably. People who take that do so in order to help buffer the withdrawal when they stop other addictions (heroine, nicotine, etc). Dopamine addiction (quitting PMO) has similar withdrawal symptoms as the other harder drug addictions and so yes it can seem to make it easier.. The problem is then u get addicted to that drug.
The real answer or freedom is always to get your strength from inside. But for that we need some higher divine power to help us. Otherwise the symptoms are usually too much to bear in the long run and so people just go on substituting one addiction for another. Doctors love handing out drugs. There are so many things/ drugs that we can use to escape from ourselves. 100000’s.
What is the definition of edging?
Disregard my question I googled the answer.
See my playlist on edging and so you can real laymen definition
What is native Indian view on sr?
they definitely know not to lose their energy. They may ejaculate during sex, but the higher level ones dont masturbate.
Do you have a patreon Account ?
Not yet . I’m maxed out right now 🙂
What the point of living without dopamine?
easier to look within when youre more grounded and not as wired. It's nuanced but chasing dopamine is about external stimuli rather than internal
Yes, and there is healthy dopamine (nature, beach, high level company) and addictive lower level dopamine (drugs, alcohol, PMO, etc)
@@BeyondTheAlchemy I guess 130 days without orgasm is too low to feel significant change but still is kinda hard with girlfriend. I don't drink or smoke but I need to compensate with exercise - martial arts and newly gym or playing video games.
Can you make a video about orgasm without ejaculation? Does that correlate with edging? Is this something you practice or advocate for?
You can see this video:
th-cam.com/video/rMgMSOsASVw/w-d-xo.html
Sr really make person’s frequency beyond normal feels like you gonna have in soon 4th dimension i guess,society women and animals really can’t stand comes to me and feel their eyes sometimes
What is PMO?
Porn masturbation orgasm
Reminds me of the rat pushing the orgasm button in that experiment until he cooked his poor lil brain
good one!
Oh man … I thought this was a navy thing … totally not
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Yesterday i was on 129th day of semen retention but because of sudden urges i went for massage centre there that hot women bite my nipples and just holded my balls on her hand .I just got a small fluid outside but not the semen .so is this considered as relapse but i didn't feel any kind of energy drain.please answer me?
No man. You could have done a lot worse than that (I’m sure you have in the past). It’s progress not perfection. These are the levels we have to pass through.
@@BeyondTheAlchemyso can I continue my semen retention journey without any relapse because of this incident.
What kind of massage parlours are you going to 😂
@srinivasa4733 that's not a relapse.. google relapse lol
You edge you’re dead.
On day 70 and I feel so free ❤❤🩹
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Thank you for sharing your powerful wisdom on retention and enlightenment 🙏