"I am getting dumber and dumber everyday and I don't know how to stop it" literally gave me chill for a moment You know, I was a "prodigy" At some point I still am But everyday I feel like I am not enough, I am dumber than before, I should not exist In other words, quoting this video, "haunted by a ghost of a girl I used to be" Life sucks Anyway, sorry for bad English, it's not my native language
TW Vent(?) Is it weird that I have used cats my whole life to cope with my mom yelling at me? I feel much better when taking care of my cats no matter the circumstances. The idea of taking care of a cute fuzzy animal just makes me happy.
nah thats not weird i do it to except its my dad that yells and my older brother takes care of them for me its js the idea of holding a fuzzy and cute animal or evn toy then listening to tv at full volume/blast and pretending my life isnt falling apart and evrythings going to be okay evn tho my life is slowly getting better thanks to my bff anna i still feel like its falling apart no ik its still falling apart bc i still feel the empty void of sadness in my heart that idk how to fill/fix and but i've nvr actually hugged smth nd have it actually hug back and actually love me tho and i probably nvr will except for afew occasions but they all eventually left and they nvr actually cared bout my feelings js pretending to the only person that has actually hugged me back and meant it was/is my bff anna
1:18 This is my life right now. I keep trying to get better, through journaling and breathwork and such... but something comes up and I fall again. I'm getting worse over the years. I see no way to at least maintain *some* progress. How can you repair a broken thing if some of the pieces got lost along the way?
basically me and my trauma when I just- yeah because this hurts me and makes me wanna sleep but the trauma says oh but this a good way to feel better- and being in a consistent loop of *I'm reliving by hurting to avoid hurt*
Tw! Vent? (Maybe) I always have the thought of something watching me. My cat died the other day and I feel it’s all my fault. I don’t know what to do without my cat, she made me feel safe and loved when I didn’t feel so. I feel horrible that she didn’t live longer. I grew up with her and it doesn’t feel right to not have a cat. I feel my world is absolutely shattered. I miss her and I want her back.
1:14 relates so much to me, my ex boyfriend did some awful things to me which I'll never forgive him or forget what he tried to do to me that are all now scars inside me that won't heal... Edit (a month later): I would vent about it but... Here goes the context.. Back in December 16th, 2023, me and him were chilling in my bed watching a movie.. but, up till the time he went back home, he texted me on disc0rd and said that intimacy is something he wanted to do... (Did I consent to it? No I did not btw) I then mentally told myself, "he's... He's not the same guy I had dated for those months....". I cried myself to sleep afterwards, took a nap while in tears, emotionally hurt and scarred and disgusted with his desires...
Frrr except it goes “ running through the parking lot he chased me and he wouldn’t stop tag your it tag tag you’re it grabbed my hand pushed me down took the words right out my mouth tag you’re it tag tag you’re it. Can anybody hear me when I’m hidden underground?”
1:18 idk what is that thing but looking at this picture makes me want ot vomit (good job with the arrangements ) 1:27 what do those cats represent? And lastly 1:49-1:56 this part 9f the music gives me comfort and it hits so hard thank you for the video!!!
This brings me so much comfort to know that I'm not the only one that feels this way...
Same.
Same
Same
I actually almost cried when looking at some of the pictures.
"I am getting dumber and dumber everyday and I don't know how to stop it" literally gave me chill for a moment
You know, I was a "prodigy"
At some point I still am
But everyday I feel like I am not enough, I am dumber than before, I should not exist
In other words, quoting this video, "haunted by a ghost of a girl I used to be"
Life sucks
Anyway, sorry for bad English, it's not my native language
You are not defined by obstacles 🫂❤️🩹
@@VicMeep thank you 🫂♥️
TW Vent(?)
Is it weird that I have used cats my whole life to cope with my mom yelling at me? I feel much better when taking care of my cats no matter the circumstances. The idea of taking care of a cute fuzzy animal just makes me happy.
nah thats not weird i do it to except its my dad that yells and my older brother takes care of them for me its js the idea of holding a fuzzy and cute animal or evn toy then listening to tv at full volume/blast and pretending my life isnt falling apart and evrythings going to be okay evn tho my life is slowly getting better thanks to my bff anna i still feel like its falling apart no ik its still falling apart bc i still feel the empty void of sadness in my heart that idk how to fill/fix and but i've nvr actually hugged smth nd have it actually hug back and actually love me tho and i probably nvr will except for afew occasions but they all eventually left and they nvr actually cared bout my feelings js pretending to the only person that has actually hugged me back and meant it was/is my bff anna
Cats are awesome
Holy frick this hits so hard 🥀🥀🥀
Ikr it made me cry
0:18 someone made a Melanie Martinez reference
1:18 This is my life right now. I keep trying to get better, through journaling and breathwork and such... but something comes up and I fall again. I'm getting worse over the years. I see no way to at least maintain *some* progress.
How can you repair a broken thing if some of the pieces got lost along the way?
basically me and my trauma when I just- yeah because this hurts me and makes me wanna sleep but the trauma says oh but this a good way to feel better- and being in a consistent loop of *I'm reliving by hurting to avoid hurt*
the first one. when I saw them in the dream (nightmare) I started hyperventilating and crying in it
idk why but I feel these pictures like home
Tw! Vent? (Maybe)
I always have the thought of something watching me. My cat died the other day and I feel it’s all my fault. I don’t know what to do without my cat, she made me feel safe and loved when I didn’t feel so. I feel horrible that she didn’t live longer. I grew up with her and it doesn’t feel right to not have a cat. I feel my world is absolutely shattered. I miss her and I want her back.
0:58 and 1:03 (I was mentally abused by my “friends”)
Correct me if I’m wrong but that’s manipulation not abuse (ik I wasn’t there but I just wanted to make sure that you weren’t mixed up)
Holy fuck this hit HARD
1:29
yeah that image kinda made me sad once i put it in the video
@@Anz__ it made me remember heartbreaking things.
@@biscuitski same
0:18 I’m so confused isn’t that tag your it by Melanie Martinez my favorite song ever? Why did they change the lyrics?😭
1:14 relates so much to me, my ex boyfriend did some awful things to me which I'll never forgive him or forget what he tried to do to me that are all now scars inside me that won't heal...
Edit (a month later): I would vent about it but... Here goes the context..
Back in December 16th, 2023, me and him were chilling in my bed watching a movie.. but, up till the time he went back home, he texted me on disc0rd and said that intimacy is something he wanted to do... (Did I consent to it? No I did not btw) I then mentally told myself, "he's... He's not the same guy I had dated for those months....". I cried myself to sleep afterwards, took a nap while in tears, emotionally hurt and scarred and disgusted with his desires...
''why are you the way you are?!''
-my mom
0:19 wtf thats literally a Mel song💀💀
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Frrr except it goes “ running through the parking lot he chased me and he wouldn’t stop tag your it tag tag you’re it grabbed my hand pushed me down took the words right out my mouth tag you’re it tag tag you’re it. Can anybody hear me when I’m hidden underground?”
I kept searching this
oh wow thanks
I just realized this is an undertale song but music box version
:(
:(
0:12 I always did that or tried to draw little things.
I mean I made one and sometimes when I look at someone eles traumacore vid is actually sad
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you okay
Owksks
1:18 idk what is that thing but looking at this picture makes me want ot vomit (good job with the arrangements ) 1:27 what do those cats represent? And lastly 1:49-1:56 this part 9f the music gives me comfort and it hits so hard thank you for the video!!!
0:22
I have a question what's the song called?
Its raining somewhere else, music box vers.
@@Anz__ oh ok thank you!
@@AlienFromOuptagoop your welcome!
Unfortunately this doesn’t make it any better. I feel more sad.😔😔😔😔😔😔😔🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
0:12 crying because of that
Luv these.
0:58 hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
relatable. :,)
Hi
hello
@@Anz__ have a nice day or night
How I can stop it ?
What is ventcore
It's like a way people cope with problems and trauma in their life. It's not supposed to be used as a real aesthetic
Who eats lucky charms with a fork?
Wow
I’m gonna cry……
Cute.
duh
😔
0:17 love the Mel ref