Noticing one of the symbolism of Hello Kitty as a symbol of innocence in the trauma core art (thought too deep into it), the fact she doesn't have a mouth makes me sad. The thought of not being able to speak for so long with bottled emotions and thoughts is super sad. Having no mouth.
I used to have cancer as a child. I'm now an adult with no healthcare (Yay USA). The cancer resurfaced and I don't know how much longer I have left to live with no treatment
Ok but the one with the train and the broken window hit too close to home. I was sexuality assaulted in a late night train and everything I could think of after that is "What was I supposed to do? I could do something to prevent it, right? I had to do something, why didn't I do anything to save myself?" Edit: everyone in the comments is so kind and sweet, I don't deserve y'all ;w;
@hi i love u!! I’m very sorry to hear that, this is the world we live in, try to remember that the only thing that count is that you’re STRONG, and that you made it despite everything else. You’re here and you’re alive, and I hope we’all see all our dreams come true. In your lonely depressing times remember that You’re NOT alone, you have the people in your corner that love you and want to see you happy even if Doesn’t feel like it. I know it’s not much but I hope I was able to give you even just a little comfort. If you feel like you may be experiencing a lot of distress by remembering this traumatic experience try to seek for professional help, or just watch a TH-camr called Psych2Go, they discuss a lot of mental issues including this, try to check it out, hope it’ll help.
oh my god..i hope ur doing ok rn..well..heres some flowers and hearts, and a virtual hug..💗💗💛💛🌸🌸🌸🌺🌺💜💜🌷🌷🌼🌼🌼🌼💙💙💘💘💘💖💝💝💝💝💝🫂 hope you feel better. -breadsticks
Hi hun, I understand what you went through and I was you to move past it and forget. I know it’s hard to forget, but trust me. It’s worth it in the end. Sending you love and hugs. 💜
Seeing this just now makes me sad, knowing that somebody on the internet needing guidance they cannot get- Just know that your loved sweetheart! Even if you don't know it *o(〃＾▽＾〃)o*
Don't worry i am with you That happened to me too.. “I got raped too ;)” And WHO DID THAT MY STUPID OLDER BROTHER I THOUGHT HE WAS NICE AND KIND but no... He was a monster
"Oh no" "Why was i not good enough?" "It still hurts" "I'm not entirely here" "My head! So loud! It's all too loud" "I will be leaving soon" "We missed you! Where have you been?" "Is any of this real?" "Is there no escape?" "Do you still think about it?" Why do these quotes make me look around- Also "find me" on a picture of a forest reminds me of this one time I went fishing with my parents when I was super young... Creepy, as I don't know why. I did feel like we were being watched, but not by a human... I remember that feeling... vaguely...
I'm 67% sure that the phrase: "You took a little girl and turned her into something damaged....something broken,something unlovable..." Has appeared in PetScop-
There's "A young person walks into your school building. They walk in with you. You're holding their hands. They come out crying into their hands, because nobody will love them, not ever again." but to my knowledge that specific phrase is never in petscop?
Fr... I used to skip school for weeks on end because of home issues and when I came back they would say the exact same thing and the feeling it gives me is undescribable
Hello Kitty is such an early 2000’s symbol, every time I look at her it reminds me of the best and worst of those times. I think she and a few other Sanrio characters really represent childhood during that period of time. Also, thank you for making this. It makes me feel at peace with myself, and I can’t thank you enough.
Even though I haven't experienced anything close to a severe trauma, I can still find that odd comfort in these images, some hit too close to home. I am tremendously sad and sorry for all the people who went through such horrible stuff and didn't deserve it. It's heartbreaking.
most of these hit a little to close to home. when i was 4, I’m now 12, my parents did drugs and a lot of the time when the police came over I would have to hide the drugs and myself. I didn’t know at the time but when they finally took me away and sent me to my grandmas house i didn’t even know who she was. My parents had kept me away from the world Bc they didn’t wanna lose me. It hurts so much. They even cut themselves in front of me. I mean imagine you have one thing disappear from your life each day til you have nothing…I had my hole world taken away from my in seconds. Don’t stay quiet…
im 11 (turning 12) and my parents fought and it scared me a little and i texted my friends in pure panic. i cried with my dog because i thought i would never see her again that night.. then it got louder and louder and i just played roblox all night, crying and confused. they always ask, why are you on the internet all day.. well i'd be dead if it weren't for my online friends. i live with my aunt, my uncle, and cousins now. i still think, what if it had a different ending? what if im being dramatic? why am i venting, i have everything i want and im spoiled. im the good child.. who gave up. and now im a disappointment. but maybe i should suck it up and keep it away from everyone. but those were old times. im not listening to what that person told me anymore. that person.. is hurting me and my mother and was hurting us all along. mostly.. me. why couldnt i have a normal childhood.. why did i have to always go under strict rules at 8. why couldnt i go and play and be loud? that person. why couldnt i have privacy? that person. i could never have anything to myself because of them. and that person.. is my stepmother. f-ck my stepmother. shes a h0e for that.
Although I dont have massive trauma. This just reminds me of when my parents fight. Everyone bursts into sides and my brother always chooses my dad. I sit there, crying as my dad threatens to kill himself
I’m so sorry. Someday you’ll look back on this and realise that this is indeed horribly traumatising. Please, don’t stay quiet. Tell someone, someone you trust. I really hope things get better.
@@gravito1573 I myself don’t have much trauma even despite some things I’ve been through but I would love to lucid dream to maybe get some of it off me
Oml, whenever I see these, I think of an empty department store with all but one light on. The one light is flickering right next to the exit, I’m in the front of the store and suddenly the other lights completely die out and it’s only that one light.....flickering
TRIGGER WARNING: My early teenage years were ruined by a man who I thought loved me, as well as childhood abandonment and abuse. I met him when I was only 13and he was 22. He ruined everything for me for 4 years. I didn’t get to go out with friends or date or do the things a young girl was suppose to do. My teenage years were thrown away from me. And I’ll never get them back. Groomed me and treated me like a toy. I never realized it now until I turned 18 and saw that it was pedophilia. I’m now 22, I suffer from BPD and a number of other mental health problems. I just want to go back. I want to go back and be young and happy.
That's just terrible to hear... I can't believe someone like you has gone through that... The random stranger on the internet wishes you the best, life will get better for you my friend!
I believe it's concidered a kind of childhood trauma, there's an acronym, but I currently can't remember it, so yes. It is concidered a form of trauma.
TW: I was groomed so many times, my body is so dirty. I was 12 and it was my fault I let those men do that to me. I liked it when they loved me. I told them I was abused previously, and they told me they’d take care of me. Instead they made my life hell
It wasnt your fault, no matter what you may think. It shouldn’t be YOU who has to stop them from doing something like that when they should be able to realize that its wrong to do that to someone. You were just a child, and these people were adults. They should know so much better than that. They knew its a crime and yet they still did it. You shouldn’t have to take the blame for someone else’s actions and choices, they have to take the blame. I really hope you’re doing better and i’ll say it again, it wasnt your fault
You were taken advantage of. It wasn't fair what happened and it's even less fair that you have to live with the aftermath. But try not to take it out on yourself because of the malicious and cruel actions of others. I think you've suffered enough. And hurting yourself more won't make you feel better. Especially not in the long term. I know that's easy for me to say and easier said than done but I do mean it.
0:27 this image really hit me because when I was little if I bought a toy or had a habit it was very hard to let go of it.I had a baby bottle all the way up until I was like 7 since it was hard to let go so I feel this
Although I don’t have trauma, I still remember when I was playing in the living room with some random toys, and I hear my mom and dad screaming at eachother. My dad eventually left and slammed the front door behind him. I was only 3, but it’s still so vivid, somehow :( I now have a stepdad who yells at my mom and me, calling me “fcking stupid” and such. I don’t usually tell anyone this because I don’t wanna seem dramatic. But on the internet, you can remain anonymous.
I'm just so happy that I'm not the only one that feels that way :) I got raped when I was 12...i'm almost 16 now and in therapy. It doesn't matter how many years it happened ago... It can still destroy you. You guys are not alone :)
For a some weird reason, this reminds of 2009s days. When the internet was new to me, when all your friends used to send memes through Windows messenger. When you were used to play music on youtube or wait for a long time to download a single thing. Well, i was just nine yrs old, I would feel bothered about my actions and how lifeline goes by.
No it's because you probably went to other place kinda like that a long time ago and it looks familiar and you think you went there before that's probably why
This introduced me to weirdcore and when I see it I am reminded of a dirty place in my life. I am reminded of my wishes and my fears, the pain I inflicted upon myself and my abuser’s face, although we were young it was still a crime left unpunished. My body image is destroyed and Traumacore/Weirdcore brings me comfort and has brung me comfort for close to 2 years. It’s been difficult but it’s been getting better, I’m fixing stuff. If I ever see this in the future I can only hope that I am okay, healthy and breathing.
Potential triggers: mentions of su1cid3, and s1urs. I never really thought I would relate to a lot of this, as I've always counted myself as being dramatic, I still don't even know if I'm truly upset or not I've been having thoughts of su1cid3, mostly because of school and family related issues. I used to do so good, used to always graduate honors. By 5th grade though, I got my first F and it was the worst day of my life. I'll never forget how they yelled at me and how worthless and stupid I felt. After that I was worn down and didn't get as good grades. Being called names like stupid and r3t@rded by my mother made this worse. I've been having occasional thoughts of su1c1d3 around here. I feel tired but I've been trying to catch myself up with all attempts failing and life doesn't feel worth living anymore. I stopped talking to my friends because of this and now I have nobody to talk to except my aunt, who I'm still scared to fully open up to because she'll probably confront mom. I understand why she'd do this, but I don't want her to know. Adding the fact when I had to explain this to my mom who saw I was failing multiple classes and she boiled it down to me being depressed because she wouldn't let me "slack". I just want to get away from everyone. My parents argue a lot too, I'm used to it but sometimes they'll go an extra mile and it'll be scary. Everyone is so loud and it's so stressful and I can't wait to leave. The only thing stopping me at the moment is fear of death and potential nothingness, after that's gone, I'll disappear.
Weakass. Your parents r calling u stupid and you feel suicidal? Fucking weakling. You dont know what suffering is. You dont what's like to have the big hands of your dad choking the hell out of your throat, being at the verge of death if it wasnt for my brother impeaching him. You dont know what's like to being the undesired kid, knowing it since you heard a familial conversation, being the undesired and despised kid my whole childhood, being bullied at school and coming at home to continue the nightmare. To be the kid who never knew what it felt like to be loved, who couldnt remember a single time when he was taken in his dad's or mother's arms and feeling safe and loved, but instead feeling like my only safe space is in front of the TV eating my cereals, a little reliefment out of the nightmare that i was living anywhere else (in my dreams / at home / at school / outside). People like you are pissing me off like crazy, because y'all are thinking that you've suffered like crazy, when your suffering is ridiculous. You didnt attempted on yourself a double-digits number of times at the age of 15 you, shut the f%#k up.
I sometimes feel uncomfortable seeing these times of stuff I am still young but I feel very scared and weirded out… I feel like I’ve seen these before..
Because my cousin shoved a incense stick into my furby’s mouth 5 years ago. I just found it and it screamed so horribly and loud, my rabbit shat himself on the sofa
"Yes mommy, you promised me you loved me right? Then why you said that i was undesired to big bro and daddy yesterday? Before sleeping i heard everything" What i want to say since this day, when i was 10 years old
This whole vid- the song, the slight glitching affect, the words- I feel it all. I feel alone, but safe. Idk why- these vids/pics usally make me scared or uneasy- but here a feel comforted. Im pretty sure i don’t even have trauma- I probs had other disorders like deppresion and hypersexuality, and I’m better but it still hurts. I forget I’m alive and here. When I realise, I block out all those “big” or sad thoughts because it’s too much. Living is too much, thinking is even worse. I don’t want to feel these things anymore, even though I need too. I need to let myself feel, let myself live. Why is it like this. How did it even happen. It was all perfect. Idk im sorry :T Srry for the vent being all over the place lmao Also- i feel safe here. Feel free to vent or ask for advice- i want you to also feel safe
I really loved that video, for me is a masterpiece that give me feelings indescribable, despite that being about a trauma. I really like videos like this in YT. Very good your work.
When I was 10 years younger, my family lied to the neighborhood saying I was sexually abused by my stepfathers. i will never forget, the worst i have to go there almost every day
traumacore has to be one of the most insensitive aesthetics I've ever seen. (Unless you use it to cope) but people using it because they think it's "qUiRkY uWu" is just gross. Say I'm gatekeeping all you want but this kind of thing ACTUALLY HAPPENS TO PEOPLE and it ruins their lives.
THIS. I thought I was only the person who's thinking the same way as people don't call out on this bullshit when it's so apparent. Unless people have the actual trauma or something, but for others, the disrespect is just so fucking bad. The extent of being oblivious of some people so they could just earn some "quirky" badges is ridiculous. The self-awareness, where is it?
I think most people who use it are coping with trauma tbf, judging from what I've seen and my own experience, but yeah I'd have to agree that if someone is just using it to seem aesthetic or edgy they're shit. I make traumacore images myself, though I don't post them aside from some that don't really fall under traumacore, rather weirdcore, and they help me. Seeing others help me too, as well as traumacore esc music, so I'm not against seeing it in general but some people really do glorify it and thats not alright lol
One of the worst things about this, is that after awhile the sickness starts seeping out of your inner world and becomes visible to the outside. It's like poisonous gas surrounding the edges of your body; People, regular people, begin to vaguely sense it and eventually they can clearly see the poison surrounding you. It doesn't matter if you're acting nice, normal, funny, etc etc... because their instincts tell them to stay away, and so they do - the congeniality is there but you'll always be on the outside, never close, a desolate creature. I used to be able to keep the perfect mask, but the emptiness has carved scars on my soul and it shows on my face.
This creeps me out because dreamcore and weird core always appears in my dreams, one night I was watching tv and fell asleep, when I woke up my whole house was filled with water and then I realized it wasn’t real, I was in a dream, it can be confusing sometimes and that scares me, I was yelling for help because I thought I was dying, I realized it was a dream and I woke up in the car. I feel safer now
Noticing one of the symbolism of Hello Kitty as a symbol of innocence in the trauma core art (thought too deep into it), the fact she doesn't have a mouth makes me sad.
The thought of not being able to speak for so long with bottled emotions and thoughts is super sad. Having no mouth.
she has no mouth and she must scream
actually she speaks through her heart which could also be a symbol. i get what you mean though.
@Puchi♡Necromancer wait they didnt intend her that way? if so, do you know how they wanted to intend her?
WTF
@Puchi♡Necromancer ohhh ok thank you.
1:21
I can't with those last words "You ruined my only chance at childhood" cause shit. It kinda hits too close to home for me
"I will never be young again" that hit hard than steel
@@weegee3000-xy3kn "What's wrong? You used to be so happy, so healthy" Just hits harder than rock.
I used to have cancer as a child. I'm now an adult with no healthcare (Yay USA). The cancer resurfaced and I don't know how much longer I have left to live with no treatment
Ok but the one with the train and the broken window hit too close to home. I was sexuality assaulted in a late night train and everything I could think of after that is "What was I supposed to do? I could do something to prevent it, right? I had to do something, why didn't I do anything to save myself?"
Edit: everyone in the comments is so kind and sweet, I don't deserve y'all ;w;
@hi i love u!!
I’m very sorry to hear that, this is the world we live in, try to remember that the only thing that count is that you’re STRONG, and that you made it despite everything else. You’re here and you’re alive, and I hope we’all see all our dreams come true. In your lonely depressing times remember that You’re NOT alone, you have the people in your corner that love you and want to see you happy even if Doesn’t feel like it.
I know it’s not much but I hope I was able to give you even just a little comfort. If you feel like you may be experiencing a lot of distress by remembering this traumatic experience try to seek for professional help, or just watch a TH-camr called Psych2Go, they discuss a lot of mental issues including this, try to check it out, hope it’ll help.
oh my god..i hope ur doing ok rn..well..heres some flowers and hearts, and a virtual hug..💗💗💛💛🌸🌸🌸🌺🌺💜💜🌷🌷🌼🌼🌼🌼💙💙💘💘💘💖💝💝💝💝💝🫂
hope you feel better.
-breadsticks
Hi hun, I understand what you went through and I was you to move past it and forget. I know it’s hard to forget, but trust me. It’s worth it in the end. Sending you love and hugs. 💜
Seeing this just now makes me sad, knowing that somebody on the internet needing guidance they cannot get-
Just know that your loved sweetheart! Even if you don't know it *o(〃＾▽＾〃)o*
Don't worry i am with you
That happened to me too..
“I got raped too ;)”
And WHO DID THAT MY STUPID OLDER BROTHER I THOUGHT HE WAS NICE AND KIND but no... He was a monster
This feels like the backrooms but with a less scarier music
I agreee
Same
Indeed
It's very similar to liminal spaces,Dreamcore and weirdcore
Getting lost in the endless hallways of old memories
"Oh no"
"Why was i not good enough?"
"It still hurts"
"I'm not entirely here"
"My head! So loud! It's all too loud"
"I will be leaving soon"
"We missed you! Where have you been?"
"Is any of this real?"
"Is there no escape?"
"Do you still think about it?"
Why do these quotes make me look around-
Also "find me" on a picture of a forest reminds me of this one time I went fishing with my parents when I was super young...
Creepy, as I don't know why.
I did feel like we were being watched, but not by a human... I remember that feeling... vaguely...
Wow- I've never been through a forest
I have...
It happened when I was playing with my friends...
I WAS 7...!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to be innocent and clean again.
Me too
Hey everybody 👋
we’re all becoming the person that our younger selves were afraid of. you’re not alone
I wanna be child again so bad i can't stop thinking about what would i do if i was little i want it so.much
same
I'm 67% sure that the phrase: "You took a little girl and turned her into something damaged....something broken,something unlovable..." Has appeared in PetScop-
bruh
There's "A young person walks into your school building.
They walk in with you. You're holding their hands. They come out crying into their hands, because nobody will love them, not ever again." but to my knowledge that specific phrase is never in petscop?
@@haunted.doll.s o h
@@haunted.doll.s sorry i must've gotten confused
@@haunted.doll.s Thanks for telling me!:D
most of the hotel rooms/bedrooms felt familiar, yet i'm sure i have never been to those places before.
Yeah that's why I like watching dreamcore/weirdcore/Tramacore videos. It's a weird feeling that's weirdly likeable once you get used to it.
@@Itz_Mothii agree! and sometimes i feel like i'm not in reality somehow
They are called liminal spaces
I saw them in my dreams. It's how I would find them here. That's why it's so familiar.
same, except for the hospital bed, reminds me of when i broke my arm lol cuz ive been there
1:01 the “We missed you! Where have you been?” hit WAYYYY too close to home
yup
how
@@haytham2301internet ppl care more than real ones
Fr... I used to skip school for weeks on end because of home issues and when I came back they would say the exact same thing and the feeling it gives me is undescribable
this song makes me remember evreything that i have been through for some reson
Same here, and it reminded me a particular dream I had
don't know what is the need to search for this it makes me feel so sad 😔😭
Search up traumacore for more videos like this :]
me too i hate it but i need it
For some reason this is Comforting when I'm in a road trip at night with my parents-
Hello Kitty is such an early 2000’s symbol, every time I look at her it reminds me of the best and worst of those times. I think she and a few other Sanrio characters really represent childhood during that period of time.
Also, thank you for making this. It makes me feel at peace with myself, and I can’t thank you enough.
01:21 "i will never be young again, you ruined my only chance at childhood" got me
Even though I haven't experienced anything close to a severe trauma, I can still find that odd comfort in these images, some hit too close to home. I am tremendously sad and sorry for all the people who went through such horrible stuff and didn't deserve it. It's heartbreaking.
for me, i dont have trauma, but i cry from this. Do u know the reason why?
@@nanajpempathy for those who went through that
most of these hit a little to close to home. when i was 4, I’m now 12, my parents did drugs and a lot of the time when the police came over I would have to hide the drugs and myself. I didn’t know at the time but when they finally took me away and sent me to my grandmas house i didn’t even know who she was. My parents had kept me away from the world Bc they didn’t wanna lose me. It hurts so much. They even cut themselves in front of me. I mean imagine you have one thing disappear from your life each day til you have nothing…I had my hole world taken away from my in seconds. Don’t stay quiet…
im 11 (turning 12) and my parents fought and it scared me a little and i texted my friends in pure panic. i cried with my dog because i thought i would never see her again that night.. then it got louder and louder and i just played roblox all night, crying and confused. they always ask, why are you on the internet all day.. well i'd be dead if it weren't for my online friends. i live with my aunt, my uncle, and cousins now. i still think, what if it had a different ending? what if im being dramatic? why am i venting, i have everything i want and im spoiled. im the good child.. who gave up. and now im a disappointment. but maybe i should suck it up and keep it away from everyone. but those were old times. im not listening to what that person told me anymore. that person.. is hurting me and my mother and was hurting us all along. mostly.. me. why couldnt i have a normal childhood.. why did i have to always go under strict rules at 8. why couldnt i go and play and be loud? that person. why couldnt i have privacy? that person. i could never have anything to myself because of them.
and that person.. is my stepmother. f-ck my stepmother. shes a h0e for that.
Hows it hanging, pal?
Although I dont have massive trauma. This just reminds me of when my parents fight. Everyone bursts into sides and my brother always chooses my dad. I sit there, crying as my dad threatens to kill himself
Bro that's definitively trauma
Definitely*
I’m so sorry. Someday you’ll look back on this and realise that this is indeed horribly traumatising. Please, don’t stay quiet. Tell someone, someone you trust. I really hope things get better.
@@tommibear4013 it's fine it only happens every few months.. kinda
Thanks kaeya PFP👌
@@xiuehe ofc 😌
0:47 this makes me wanna cry so badly😢
I thought its just me being edgy… But in reality I’m traumatized and trying to cope by reliving the nightmares.
Do you make lucid dream often?
@@gravito1573 do lucid dreams help with trauma?
@@BeeTheTravler yeah sometimes no because it could easily turns into your worst nightmare, but most of the Time it helps, atleast for me
@@gravito1573 I myself don’t have much trauma even despite some things I’ve been through but I would love to lucid dream to maybe get some of it off me
Hope you recover
Oml, whenever I see these, I think of an empty department store with all but one light on. The one light is flickering right next to the exit, I’m in the front of the store and suddenly the other lights completely die out and it’s only that one light.....flickering
My trauma isn't as major as a lot of people's but... It still scares me.
Same bro
L
@@slum.boy6948 •-•
Wut
@the ghost of u i bet ur traumas mid and not bad shut up and go outside freak
@@slum.boy6948
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TRIGGER WARNING:
My early teenage years were ruined by a man who I thought loved me, as well as childhood abandonment and abuse. I met him when I was only 13and he was 22. He ruined everything for me for 4 years. I didn’t get to go out with friends or date or do the things a young girl was suppose to do. My teenage years were thrown away from me. And I’ll never get them back. Groomed me and treated me like a toy. I never realized it now until I turned 18 and saw that it was pedophilia. I’m now 22, I suffer from BPD and a number of other mental health problems. I just want to go back. I want to go back and be young and happy.
Rooting for u
im so sorry for you and hope you recived your healing but this reminded me of a song, all you wann do by six
@@7drienn Thank you, I'm still far away from recovery but I'm still alive and breathing. I wish nothing but the best for you.
i feel bad for you :( hope your doing good now!
That's just terrible to hear... I can't believe someone like you has gone through that... The random stranger on the internet wishes you the best, life will get better for you my friend!
I hope everyone who deals with trauma get an amazing future! Also, does being
bullied count
as a part of trauma?
so many things can be trauma if it hurts the person bad enough. so yes it can be
I believe it's concidered a kind of childhood trauma, there's an acronym, but I currently can't remember it, so yes. It is concidered a form of trauma.
@@beingweirdisnormal1404 Oh my god, thank you for the response! I really needed that so thank you.
@@lastspringanimations Thank you as well!
@@km8898 you're welcome!
0:24 Okay, but the fact that it's a character from an anime "Kodomo no Jikan" that fell in love with an adult teacher-💀
Ik
Oh sht-
TW:
I was groomed so many times, my body is so dirty. I was 12 and it was my fault I let those men do that to me. I liked it when they loved me. I told them I was abused previously, and they told me they’d take care of me. Instead they made my life hell
...tbh your an idiot ngl but this isnt a hate comment.
It wasnt your fault, no matter what you may think. It shouldn’t be YOU who has to stop them from doing something like that when they should be able to realize that its wrong to do that to someone. You were just a child, and these people were adults. They should know so much better than that. They knew its a crime and yet they still did it. You shouldn’t have to take the blame for someone else’s actions and choices, they have to take the blame. I really hope you’re doing better and i’ll say it again, it wasnt your fault
You were taken advantage of. It wasn't fair what happened and it's even less fair that you have to live with the aftermath.
But try not to take it out on yourself because of the malicious and cruel actions of others. I think you've suffered enough. And hurting yourself more won't make you feel better. Especially not in the long term.
I know that's easy for me to say and easier said than done but I do mean it.
As someone who lost their childhood to someone I think that this is calming
I hope you can heal
0:27 this image really hit me because when I was little if I bought a toy or had a habit it was very hard to let go of it.I had a baby bottle all the way up until I was like 7 since it was hard to let go so I feel this
why i feel so comfortable and good with these images? they are so relaxing to me..
They arent rly scary
my boyfriend broke up with me bcuz I'm black so I decided to listen to this and cried my heart out :)
I hope your day gets better you deserve it
@@Mattatap aww thank you 🥺
Your ex is a bitch.
When did he find out
I'm very confused... why would he break up with you because of your race or is this something else? No offense.
I see a lot of people who say they feel scared with this kind of music, but I feel like I'm at home, I feel good about this music, it relaxes me ^^
Although I don’t have trauma, I still remember when I was playing in the living room with some random toys, and I hear my mom and dad screaming at eachother. My dad eventually left and slammed the front door behind him. I was only 3, but it’s still so vivid, somehow :(
I now have a stepdad who yells at my mom and me, calling me “fcking stupid” and such. I don’t usually tell anyone this because I don’t wanna seem dramatic. But on the internet, you can remain anonymous.
That fine me tag in the woods really shook me 😳
Come to be scared, left feeling even more depressed.
this
this is what I've been looking for
oh this is actually legitimately triggering. but in a beautiful, cathartic way. this feels good to watch
I'm just so happy that I'm not the only one that feels that way :) I got raped when I was 12...i'm almost 16 now and in therapy.
It doesn't matter how many years it happened ago... It can still destroy you.
You guys are not alone :)
Sad
I can’t imagine…
I hope you have an amazing future, and you’re very successful in life
You are very strong, and I wish you all the best for your future. ♥️
❤❤❤ I’m a CSA survivor too. You are not alone 🫂 We will get through this together!
I didn't come here due to trauma. I just came here to snuff out the Petscop-esque quotes sprinkled throughout strange videos, such as this one
For a some weird reason, this reminds of 2009s days. When the internet was new to me, when all your friends used to send memes through Windows messenger. When you were used to play music on youtube or wait for a long time to download a single thing. Well, i was just nine yrs old, I would feel bothered about my actions and how lifeline goes by.
0:49 this place looks so fricking familiar to me yet i have never been into it......
Probably because you dreamed about it
No it's because you probably went to other place kinda like that a long time ago and it looks familiar and you think you went there before that's probably why
i felt goose bumps everywhere..
This introduced me to weirdcore and when I see it I am reminded of a dirty place in my life. I am reminded of my wishes and my fears, the pain I inflicted upon myself and my abuser’s face, although we were young it was still a crime left unpunished. My body image is destroyed and Traumacore/Weirdcore brings me comfort and has brung me comfort for close to 2 years. It’s been difficult but it’s been getting better, I’m fixing stuff. If I ever see this in the future I can only hope that I am okay, healthy and breathing.
Potential triggers: mentions of su1cid3, and s1urs.
I never really thought I would relate to a lot of this, as I've always counted myself as being dramatic, I still don't even know if I'm truly upset or not
I've been having thoughts of su1cid3, mostly because of school and family related issues. I used to do so good, used to always graduate honors. By 5th grade though, I got my first F and it was the worst day of my life. I'll never forget how they yelled at me and how worthless and stupid I felt.
After that I was worn down and didn't get as good grades. Being called names like stupid and r3t@rded by my mother made this worse. I've been having occasional thoughts of su1c1d3 around here. I feel tired but I've been trying to catch myself up with all attempts failing and life doesn't feel worth living anymore. I stopped talking to my friends because of this and now I have nobody to talk to except my aunt, who I'm still scared to fully open up to because she'll probably confront mom. I understand why she'd do this, but I don't want her to know. Adding the fact when I had to explain this to my mom who saw I was failing multiple classes and she boiled it down to me being depressed because she wouldn't let me "slack". I just want to get away from everyone.
My parents argue a lot too, I'm used to it but sometimes they'll go an extra mile and it'll be scary. Everyone is so loud and it's so stressful and I can't wait to leave.
The only thing stopping me at the moment is fear of death and potential nothingness, after that's gone, I'll disappear.
Hey, I am very sorry to hear that :( .I hope everything gets better.
Weakass.
Your parents r calling u stupid and you feel suicidal? Fucking weakling.
You dont know what suffering is.
You dont what's like to have the big hands of your dad choking the hell out of your throat, being at the verge of death if it wasnt for my brother impeaching him. You dont know what's like to being the undesired kid, knowing it since you heard a familial conversation, being the undesired and despised kid my whole childhood, being bullied at school and coming at home to continue the nightmare. To be the kid who never knew what it felt like to be loved, who couldnt remember a single time when he was taken in his dad's or mother's arms and feeling safe and loved, but instead feeling like my only safe space is in front of the TV eating my cereals, a little reliefment out of the nightmare that i was living anywhere else (in my dreams / at home / at school / outside). People like you are pissing me off like crazy, because y'all are thinking that you've suffered like crazy, when your suffering is ridiculous. You didnt attempted on yourself a double-digits number of times at the age of 15 you, shut the f%#k up.
1:13 This phrased kinda gave me anger
Same,
Just thinking how useless my life is, we are probably just some stupid things that kill ourselves and we are just not even worth living
This made me laugh as I'm broken alone and a complete failure, it brought me some joy Idk why, maybe that's because of white widow
This would make a great show where the main charcher has starts to relise everythings a lie
eren
@@expex3230 you smell like a baka, eren yeager
Every picture in it has a deep meaning.... Very deep meaning
And I can relate to the picture that say it's too loud
Ths makes me nervous and I like it
本当に素晴らしい動画！この曲のイントロ部分は、どうしてこんなに懐かしくてちょっと切なさを感じるんだろう 画像もとても素敵です😢❤
Bro I don't have trauma but this how my thoughts be in my head almost everyday 💀💀
These pictures make me feel bad about things sometimes
I sometimes feel uncomfortable seeing these times of stuff
I am still young but I feel very scared and weirded out…
I feel like I’ve seen these before..
0:04 i feel… lost
Why is ls this haunting? Why does it feel real? As if it is? And why do these seem so similar even though I’ve never seen them?
True i feel like i have seen the pic before but i didn't and i ferl like i was there before
Feel*
Just discovered what tramacore is (From this vid) and the picture at 0:28 Hurts me. I've never had this happen to me but it makes me wanna cry.
i looked behind me 12 times while watching this
oh look at that, 13 times
"What is wrong? you were so happy, so healthy..." Bro.... Idk
Because my cousin shoved a incense stick into my furby’s mouth 5 years ago. I just found it and it screamed so horribly and loud, my rabbit shat himself on the sofa
Creepy yet oddly nostalgic
you promised me you'll never go away from me,
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME?
...
"Yes mommy, you promised me you loved me right? Then why you said that i was undesired to big bro and daddy yesterday? Before sleeping i heard everything"
What i want to say since this day, when i was 10 years old
the care bear in the trash really reminds me of my childhood where I’d find clothes and old toys in bags to be given away
0:47 i mean they aren't wrong...
I've seen so many of these photos that it gives me peace now...
THIS REALLY REPRESENTS ME.....THANK YOU.....!
minuto 1:30 AYUDA MI HERMANA Y YO YA HEMOS VISTO ESA SOMBRA EN NUESTRO CUARTO Y EN LA CASA DE MI ABUELA-
This whole vid- the song, the slight glitching affect, the words- I feel it all. I feel alone, but safe. Idk why- these vids/pics usally make me scared or uneasy- but here a feel comforted. Im pretty sure i don’t even have trauma- I probs had other disorders like deppresion and hypersexuality, and I’m better but it still hurts. I forget I’m alive and here. When I realise, I block out all those “big” or sad thoughts because it’s too much. Living is too much, thinking is even worse. I don’t want to feel these things anymore, even though I need too. I need to let myself feel, let myself live. Why is it like this. How did it even happen. It was all perfect. Idk im sorry :T
Srry for the vent being all over the place lmao
Also- i feel safe here. Feel free to vent or ask for advice- i want you to also feel safe
0:22 Is really funny to me for some reason, it gives off the same energy as that “No One’s Around To Help” video.
i hate the girl that made that video
Remember kids, TRAUMA IS NOT. A TRENDY. INTERNET. AESTHETIC.
Exactly.
0:21 the fact that I have this exact plushie
Thank you, i was searching a small version than original but SLOWED
I really loved that video, for me is a masterpiece that give me feelings indescribable, despite that being about a trauma. I really like videos like this in YT. Very good your work.
This is the first time I'm ever freaked out by a core
I don't know what to do. It's not because I've gone through something. It's because I want so desperately to help those who have, and idk how.
ILL SAY THIS IS MY FAV SONG I LOVE WEIRDCORES AND DREAMCORES ALOT
0:07 trauma and ptsd hits here
When I was 10 years younger, my family lied to the neighborhood saying I was sexually abused by my stepfathers. i will never forget, the worst i have to go there almost every day
It's okay to cry. It's okay to feel bad.
You deserve to feel better.
traumacore has to be one of the most insensitive aesthetics I've ever seen. (Unless you use it to cope) but people using it because they think it's "qUiRkY uWu" is just gross. Say I'm gatekeeping all you want but this kind of thing ACTUALLY HAPPENS TO PEOPLE and it ruins their lives.
THIS. I thought I was only the person who's thinking the same way as people don't call out on this bullshit when it's so apparent. Unless people have the actual trauma or something, but for others, the disrespect is just so fucking bad. The extent of being oblivious of some people so they could just earn some "quirky" badges is ridiculous. The self-awareness, where is it?
@@querencia8697 finally someone who doesn't throw every excuse in the book at me on this one
I think most people who use it are coping with trauma tbf, judging from what I've seen and my own experience, but yeah I'd have to agree that if someone is just using it to seem aesthetic or edgy they're shit. I make traumacore images myself, though I don't post them aside from some that don't really fall under traumacore, rather weirdcore, and they help me. Seeing others help me too, as well as traumacore esc music, so I'm not against seeing it in general but some people really do glorify it and thats not alright lol
ITS NOT EVEN AN AESTHETIC HOLY SHIT
The 5th was my first trauma everyone was loud and I was like crying in stuff you know I'm now 10 and I still cry in loud things
this is what it feels like when you see a dirty plush toy on the side of the road
Thank you, these encouraged me to get help. I’m angry for what they did to me. I don’t want them to have the satisfaction of me still suffering,
Tysmmm 😭😊✨
I swear I was so close to cry. But my tears cant hide ....
Surprise adoption be like: 00:38
Suprise adoption turns into delayed abortion.
@@memeswereablessingfromthel3942 BRUH 😶🌫️😶🌫️😶🌫️
“where did the sun go?”
“i think he left us alone...”
“w- why?”
“he was disappointed”
“what am i supposed to do please”
“tell me”
“you hurt me but it's okay”
”i love you anyway”
“wrong dream”
“why was i not good enough?”
“they don't love me so nvm”
0:03 is literally so true what the flip‼‼
This is exactly the kind of video i wanted❤❤❤❤❤
Beautifully made, I hope you are doing better now
Remember, we can only look into the past without being able to change it, but we can look away fro the past and try to change our future ♥️
0:26 gives me chills for some reason
?🥤
0:59 i like that part :)
This song makes me feel safe.
1:11 bavkrooms
This actually makes me so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so anxious
this gave me chills and nostalgia
:(: this symbol alone in the bathroom picture made my day
This somehow makes you wanna cry.
I don’t have any type of trauma or something like that, but the image at 0:29, really makes me fell ill for some reason
One of the worst things about this, is that after awhile the sickness starts seeping out of your inner world and becomes visible to the outside. It's like poisonous gas surrounding the edges of your body; People, regular people, begin to vaguely sense it and eventually they can clearly see the poison surrounding you. It doesn't matter if you're acting nice, normal, funny, etc etc... because their instincts tell them to stay away, and so they do - the congeniality is there but you'll always be on the outside, never close, a desolate creature. I used to be able to keep the perfect mask, but the emptiness has carved scars on my soul and it shows on my face.
This creeps me out because dreamcore and weird core always appears in my dreams, one night I was watching tv and fell asleep, when I woke up my whole house was filled with water and then I realized it wasn’t real, I was in a dream, it can be confusing sometimes and that scares me, I was yelling for help because I thought I was dying, I realized it was a dream and I woke up in the car. I feel safer now
0:27 This hits really hard for me, even if I'm only 10. Yeah. 10. The time I'm making this comment, I've only lived 10 years in cruel Earth.
My eyes teared so much
Fun fact.
In seven years cells replace themselves, so you’ll have cells that weren’t touch by the person.-