emotional life update (why I’ve been MIA)
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It's a bones day guys, everything is gonna be ok :')
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I stole this title from Sarah baska emotional life update video. Why I’ve been MIA: • emotional life update ... Tnx girl :)
ily you’re the best roommate and youtuber ever
i hope you are doing well and come back soon levi!
I love you and I am so proud of you and your content takes time bc it is top tier!!
CAMM!!!!!
The queen herself :P
"Public branded relationships don't work" ahem, Rose and Rosie (and newborn child) would like a word
Wait omg so true I take it back!!!
And Paige and Holly, Kristen and Steph, Abbie and Julia, Wegan, Living Rosa (with 4 children) etc.
Plus Taryn and Cammie😅😅
@@RazzleRed543 Cammie got married and divorced from Kara and didn't tell any of her fans.
@@RazzleRed543 yes, you are absolutely right.
seems like you’re doing a lot of self reflection and learning and that’s awesome! we’ll be here whenever you find that missing piece ❤️
‘Developing my own sense of self outside of what people thought of me.’ So powerful.
Ikr. I think especially for our internet generation it's easy to get too focused on how we're perceived, and not enough focus on how we actually are.
@@Sinsearach WOOO YES! Adding the internet to it adds so much because even our social society it's about how friends + family think of you & hardly being given the space to find a sense of self.
SO GOOD
your silences used to be noisy, but now they're quieter. your energy shifted, you sound more grown and it looks great on you, im so glad
YES i absolutely feel this so much
SAME it's so visible I'm so happy for her
I love this comment!
I like this genuineness, this transparency. It’s something that TH-cam as a whole has been missing. I appreciate you connecting with us! It’s nice to see the emotional side.
thissss
we're with you Amy, just keep taking good care of yourself and come back when you can, we'll be here!
I appreciate the vulnerability of this video. IMO laughter and vulnerability are two pillars of connection.
Video idea: Amy comes to dinner. Where you make dinner everyday for like a Monday through Friday for a friend, or someone you don’t know well but would like to be a friend, and you have dinner and have conversations with them. A connection series.
Wait…. I love this
YESSS OMG
would be my top comfort videos
i go back and rewatch those types of videos she makes so many times
this was so unexpectedly sweet!!!
really happy that you're starting to feel better! come back whenever you feel like you can :) we're all still just hangin out and waiting
PS: youre glowing
rose and rosie are like the only two girls branded together that have had a successful relationship 😂
came here to comment this lolol glad u already did
Them and paige and holly
@@dream5h68 true i forgot all about them i havent seen them in years, i hope theyre doing well!
@@mollycopsey they are, their most recent video they picked out engagement rings. 😍
@@meeprific brah you’re so far behind they’re married with a kid two dogs a cat and a house
hey Amy - you’re awesome, don’t forget it!
take your time and don‘t feel pressured by making “promises“ with this video. we would much rather like to see a healthy, happy lesbian queen not as often, instead of a drained, pretending amy twice a week. relax and do whatever you feel like is best to protect your energy💜✨🌾🌊
This 🙌
Best comment
you have no idea how many times I have played this video when I'm about to panic
you've always been a ray of sunshine and its even warmer now
Love it when someone is patient with themselves. That was so cute and honest, love your videos. 🌷
u got this girly, u are not to blame for anything, and we can’t wait until you’re back 💜
It's okay Amy. Also, wow. This is so relatable. Ava was spot on regarding the challenges of growing out of the 1.5 year isolation. At least pain comes with growth and this is a unique time for us all to grow simultaneously.
Amy I FEEL you on this. I’ve been in a similar place and the one thing I’ve been wishing for is clarity, creativity, and feeling like I’m on the right direction as a content creator. It’s totally okay to take a step back and create when it feels right to.
I think we’ve all done our fair share of growing and learning this past year. I think you’re absolutely right about how important human connections are. Welcome back Amy, missed you!
Oh shit, I definitely was not expecting a notification for Amy to pop up just now, it’s been so long 🥺
Wait I can’t even explain I LITERALLY TODAY thought “hey, I never watch TH-cam anymore, why don’t I see what Amy ordman has been posting” and saw nothing on her channel for a while- then a few hours later I got this notification ??? It’s like she knew I needed to hear from her
Your content has evolved so much even just from the past couple videos, I’m really anxious to see where you go with it next. You seem like such a sweet, gentle soul, and you bring so much authenticity with how you spoke in this video, it’s beautiful to hear! your journey through this is encouraging to those experiencing the same artist block and the self reflection the past two years has forced upon all of us
I love this. It sounds like you're on such an important journey, and while I'm sure it's hard at times the rewards are obviously amazing. You seem to have found a sense of calm, which is difficult at any time, but in this climate? What an achievement!! I'm so proud of you and can't wait to see where this journey takes you next, however much of it you choose to share. 💜
Don't put too much pressure on yourself, a creation doesn't have to be top tier, just appreciating or connecting via one thing is good too.
Interesting. I just learned about The Law of Rhythm (or patterns) today. There's articles that explain it better than me, but basically it's a law of. the. universe. Of how EVERYTHING has "seasons". You cannot have one season without the other. You gain something from every season.
We may think we always want to be in spring or summer, but it just doesn't work like that, and if it did, we would quickly backtrack. Winter is essential. Fall is essential. So is spring, and so is summer. The sooner one embraces the seasons (the ebb and flow of life), the less resistance you will get. I tried to be so productive during quarantine, and the sooner I realized I actually was fine and NEEDED to just chill, the more I got out of it. Took a step back. Realized therapy was a good option, among other things. Found self love. Got into spirituality. etc etc.
Nothing is "good"or "bad" (social constructs!)-- it just *is*. What society promotes of always being in hustle culture and reaping benefits just scientifically, biologically, SPIRITUALLY doesn't work. Putting in inspired work, RESTING without guilt, etc is respecting the latter.
Idk that neutrality of that that brings me piece of mind. We are simply a part of this universe- we can't resist following the same laws as the the bears that hibernate, the seeds that get harvested, and the flowers that bloom. There's a reason why it's hard to swim upstream, and there's a reason why the water flows the way it does! The water will flow to the sea, let it be, let it be..
And speaking firsthand, once I completely allowed myself to respect the ebb and flow and stopped resisting, winter became more cozy and fun, and fall (harvesting) became less "hustle/grind" mentality, and more inspired pushes from the soul. amy you said you love connecting with people, and always have (bruh that old video almost made me cry). THAT'S something that's so in alignment with your soul. This part of you comes easy to you, it's always been there.. it's one of your gifts. Perhaps it's harder for you NOT to make videos than it is for you to make them. Idk, I truly think everyone is here with special things they have to contribute to the collective whole and being able to talk to others through youtube honestly is just... a really cute (necessary) human thing that we do
luv u amy! we will be here when ur ready
absolutely love how cool and genuine you are - thanks for sharing your journey online good and bad, it honestly helps others going through their own battle trust me
don’t know why i haven’t watched you in forever but hey
she havent posted in forever so. . lol
When you realise Shannon posted more than Amy this year 😳
It’s true, but I still miss Shannon anyway.
Wow its true
2:50 awwww so cuuuuute!!!
I want to give you a gigantic hug Amy. Thank you for being honest and sharing straight from your gut despite the video being so hard to make. You do seem more mature, you seem more reflective, you seem more in tune with what matters to you, and though something feels missing to achieve what you want, your determination to keep seeking it is courageous.
We won't abandon you just coz you're trying to figure yourself and life out. We're with you and for you, rooting for you all the way💛
I've sensed a lot of change that's amazing. I love what you're sending to the universe. You got this.
Alot of us are afraid to be lonely and look for love and a partner to fill that . Being single can be glorious , it's what you make of it
aww such a nicely-packaged life update. truly looking forward to getting to know you again!
I read a book called “Atomic Habits” which has you focus on processes and not goals. The book helped me in all areas. It might help with the consistency. Late 20’s can be a super introverted time in life, when Saturn, the buzzkill of all planets returns to its nature birth chart position which right now is close to the exact square to all the planets you have in Scorpio which supposedly in and of its self is a hard transit. Relax its only a temporary transit.
Buying this book rn!
So glad to see you slowly coming back to youtube. Honestly you look great, so much lighter and happier and confident. Its amazing to see how much you've grown.
Take your time and come back when you're a 110% ready, we will still be here on this side waiting :)
PS: Marie is adorable!
wow...Amy, this video is so so beautiful. Your honesty and realness are what connects us. We feel you! I have missed you so much, and thought of you over the past months, sending you love and light and praying for you. So see? All along your followers have stayed connected to you because of your beautiful heart.
Consistency is the absolute key for the mind to start branching out and explore new ideas. It fucking sucks being a creative sometimes, because we only feel validated when we've put something into the world and it doesn't get torn apart. Learning to enjoy the process by developing a good workflow is the most important step in the right direction I would say.
I feel like everyone is in such a transformational state of mind between the age of 25-28/ amplified by the pandemic. Keep working on your healing amy
That little young Amy clip made my heart melt…🥺
Ima be here no matter what so you do you and be happy and ill accept anything you give!
I love you Amy, you’ve always made me happy and laugh, take your time and I’ll love whatever content you’ll bring to us, you’ll be ok ☺️❤️
amy!!!!! proud of you :,) been watching you for 4 years now and in a weird way i feel like we've grown up together. happy to see you caring for yourself and reflecting so honestly, and it makes sense to not feel creative when youve spent almost 2 years just trying to survive and figure out how to navigate the world. post when you want to and dont post when you dont!! we'll be here regardless
also theres probably a conversation to be had about the commodification of creativity under capitalism but thats a separate issue lol
my life situation isn't similar at all really but i still really feel this somehow? basically i've been on a gap year for a year now and am having very similar thoughts about creativity, mental health and friendships. but anyway! it was really nice to see you amy and please take all the time you need but also i hope you remember that there are a lot of people who care about content like this too like. we do have a parasocial relationship and it's nice to know how you're doing and what you're thinking about
Omg Amy this was so cute and real and we miss you but don't rush yourself! We'll still be here when you're ready
the end the end with the montages of your friends and talking about human connection holy shit that's really good. really good.
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Hearing you talk through these thoughts is really amazing and it sounds like you are growing in many ways, and it's true we all have the past 2 years and it makes re-connecting with people so beautiful bc there's all these new things to connect with
Never been this early make it count, Amy
Totally worth it. I feel so blessed to have witnessed you grow over the years. I'll always be here , Amy. 💗
Amy, I'm so proud of you. ♥
Amy: "It would just be interesting to get to know each other.. again"
Me to me: ok why are you crying?
Keep doing what is best for you, we will be here. Self reflection and being honest with yourself is so important.
you're doing great and we will all be right here, when you are ready!
sounds like you're putting a lot of pressure on yourself! not every video has to be the most brilliant idea ever, creativity is pretty hard to put in a box - i'm sure it'll come back to you gradually. sometimes putting all that expectation and thinking / hoping to achieve something constantly makes it harder to get there!
amy we're here for you whenever you're ready. it's so clear to me that what you're saying is what you mean and that's rare on this platform. love you and thank you for being the first person who made me feel like i could be cool AND gay🤠💞
Same! I owe it to Amy, Rebecca and the gang for helping me realise and embrace my bisexuality and I’m a guy. I have so much to be thankful to them for. Yes, them! 🌈
Amy i absolutely love you
amy we support you
thank you so much for having the courage to be open about what you’re going through, it’s definitely not easy being self aware but it’s SO rewarding!! i hope you’re able to find your path of creativity and consistency ❣️
I was just looking for a new video to watch the other day from you and was sad, but here we are
it's awesome to see you become happier and so honest, take your time we'll still be there once you've figured it out
(also there are branded people where it seems to work like rose and rosie but yeah it seems to be rare and also definitely not a thing for everyone)
I never comment on vids but just really want to send u love. I’ve loved you and ur vids for years and im so happy ur getting to a better place and we will get to see more of u again 💞🤍
love you queen 💞👑
I love that moment when after a long time I unexpectedly see a notification that Amy has posted a video. I just get a smile on my face. Even so, remember that mental health is paramount, and if you don't feel up to running your channel then don't do it, we'll always be with you no matter what happens. We'll be waiting Amy!!!
This was so genuine and so touching and good for you for focusing on doing what feels right for you, you’re the best
I love that you are putting in the time to do the work on yourself. I would much rather have sporadic updates from a healthy & secure Amy than consistent updates from an Amy who is struggling to keep her head above water. Maybe when you come back your approach to creating work will be totally different! Your audience will be here for it no matter what. As a great poet once said, don't forget to keep your head up queen... your crown is falling 👑
Awwwe Amy. It’s been a joy to watch you grow as an individual! Thank you for sharing :)
I've said it before and im gonna say it again: Amy Ordman you have always had THE best content/youtube ideas ever
amy 🥺 we love u so much. i do have to say too - the videos that you HAVE made in the past year/year and a half have been so creative and fun to watch. i don’t typically rewatch videos but i always go back and rewatch yours. you’re one of the few youtubers that i genuinely get so excited to watch. i know you’ll find that missing piece but until then, take care of yourself and know that we will be here when you’re ready!
We live in a world that is all about productivity and numbers and creativity doesn’t always fit into that box! Taking care of yourself as a person should be #1 in my opinion, work will always be there.
Hope you’re doing okay! I’m excited to see more content whenever you’re ready
i'll be waiting, take as much time as you need
Your an amazing person Amy, I understand your just trying to figure things out and I can’t wait to build up that reconnect with you as your the reason I feel comfortable being me and loving who I love….. I just need to find that someone special xx
Same
we literally love you it’s gonna be okay looking forward for your posting whenever 💗🤸🏻
Creativity and consistency, I felt that to my core, I have been manifesting my own goals for a while and that day to day motivation to stay consistent has been the biggest struggle for me. I completely understand that. Glad to know I’m not the only one going through it, sending you positive vibes Amy! ✨
I am so incredibly proud of you Amy. ❤️ We're here when you're ready! Good luck on your next adventures in finding those last pieces you need! We love you and we wish you nothing but greatness. See you soon lovely.
And yes, it is a bones day guys so it is indeed going to be a GREAT day.
You can do it, Amy! We’re all rooting for you sis ✨
oh my god this video and the comment section feels like warm hugs after crying
It's a hard balance between wanting to put out quality content one can be proud of vs. waking up the muscle memory of creativity and fighting perfectionism. It probably feels pretty safe being less online since you've started focusing on your mental health, and it would be totally understandable if you felt hesitant to mess with what has led to you being in a better place. The Amy that posted this video today is way different from the Amy that was posting in 2019, though, and you seem so at peace. I've been struggling coming out of quarantine life and feeling consistent myself, so thank you for this super relatable video. Honestly just happy to hear you're happy and in a good place. :) We don't need you to be driving around in a tiny car to care about your existence. Happy Scorpio season Amy, it's your time to thrive (online or irl). x
Glad that you’re feeling better Amy! Take your time, we’ve got your back :)
my queen, we love u sm
Amy I’m glad you’re doing better . You seem happier . I love this for you
Omg you’re back!!!
love your content and we’re here for you, take your time 🤍
I RAN
I am excited because the first time I saw one of your videos I felt that it was billions of millions ago and at that time I needed to feel what you are feeling now, that honest search for love and connection in all the senses of life that makes you want to stay. I love your content and surely many of us who follow you grew up with you at some point.
Greetings from Argentina.
Take your time Amy, whenenever you’re ready. You are doing great and I wish you the best in your personal life. I will remain subscribed no matter how long 👌
love how passionate you are about your videos 🥺 please take your time, and do what ever feels right!! we'll always be here
This is yo Saturn Return time Amy! 🪐
So glad you're back Amy! What I think would be interesting as far as making new content would be a reality show/docu-series about what you mentioned in this video about re-entering the world after covid. Maybe you could document your friends experiences, the triumphs and downfalls of it all. Who knows, maybe it could end up on Bravo, wishful thinking 😊 Whatever it is you choose to make we all need more of it!
I’ve missed you!!!
Omg Amy you popped up in my notifications and I thought I was having a stroke reading your name WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN
I'm a new fan and i feel like I want to be an old fan just because this video is soo sweet.. I'm jealous of your old fans
this made me so emotional 🥺
amy has really grown and it shows ❤️
Amy you have been inspirational and your voice has mattered, I’m looking forward to seeing you back on at some point. Take your time, get confidence, come back refreshed.
take care of yourself girl we’ll always be right here to support you!
you’re doing so much good work! it’s very inspiring so thank you for that. we’ll still be here when you’re ready! 🥰
i think is so important that you're taking care of urself taking time totally support that but omg ive missed u so f much
i moved to minnesota nearly a month and 2 weeks ago. i'm still here. dealing with an illness right now. and fighting it with all my might.
Amy you don't owe us anything regarding your videos. I love watching your stuff and can't wait for you to heal enough to come back. Take your time and just focus on you until you feel like it's right!
amy you look so beautiful. self-reflection is doing wonders
I don’t think you have to worry about posting photos of your girlfriend or “branding” yourself together with someone if your significant other isn’t a TH-camr. The first two relationships were with youtubers right? Your current girlfriend is a 9-5er and has no desire to have an online presence right? So it’s just your brand. If you want to share a photo or a video of yourself with your person, then I say go for it. You do you boo.
wishing for consistency every single time you make a wish means your wish has already come true 🥺
Dude, I love when I hear people saying they feel lost in their twenties or just in general, makes me feel less alone.
We'll find our way someday ❤️