Sorry you had such a bad day with crappy people. Radiation is amazing but also sucks at the same time. You are amazing to keep telling your story, take some strength from the fact that you help so many other people. Thank you for what you do.
Hey Cin, sometimes we have to pick which between the lesser of 2 evils. Maybe doc was asking about "quality " or "quantity" ? Which do you want? I really hate that you are in this situation, but, like Dan, you are teaching people things about cancer they may not know. Keep recording for your Sammy & grandbaby. A legacy of who you are, so they can gain strength in their journey on this Earth. Sometimes it's the simple things that mean the most. A warm blanket, a hug, a cup of hot cocoa, snuggling, reading a book, brushing their hair, etc...I wish I had a magic wand because I would definitely hit you on the head with it. Sending you love from 🌞 Florida 🌴 🐚 🐠 🌊 🏄 😎 🍹 Love, Nancy
It’s weird how some days you just run into an above average amount of crazies! I just run back home and lock the door until I think it’s safe to go back outside 😉So sorry about the colitis, my sister had that and it caused a lot of pain. Hopefully they will have you sorted out soon so you can start chemo soon. You are in my thoughts and prayers and thank you for the update .
First off, your eye color looks stunning with the color of your sweatshirt. Next, when my bestie was fighting ovarian cancer her Dr asked what was more important, quality or quantity of life? It is an individual choice that only she could choose. She was extremely torn because like you, she had a small child and was a single mom. Take care and sending good vibes your way!
You are a wonderful woman you have so much courage I hope for a miracle because you deserve it if there were more beautiful and wonderful people like you this world we be a better place for everyone you keep a fighting and Cindy I will keep a praying everyday for I have not even known about you for a day but you get rest and I will pray for you every day God Bless you sweet lady
Cindy, I miss you every single day and watch at least one of your vlogs if not more on good and bad days, but it is the bad days that you really lift me up and give me strength "suck it up buttercup" as you would say.😊It is so crazy to see how sick someone is if you do not see it on the outside, you look so good and the tragic part is the rapid decline, It is so hard for me to wrap my head around that you passed away just a couple months after this blog, Your babies are in my prayers and I know you are watching them from heaven!
Haha yea those damn crazies are out, I live next to some that love to pick on me cause they are bullies. They better leave you the hell alone! You are awesome and I love watching your videos and pray for you and family, love Dianne
Hello! You look so pretty in that shade of blue! I'm sorry about the crazies. Obviously, some people never learned if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all! YAY on that tumor shrinking! I hope you are helping better today as you posted this 2 days ago.
New subbie here. I'm an end of life doula and that's the biggest decision my clients have is "quality over quantity". My prayers for you and your family with what ever you decide. 💙
I hope everything is alright I was worrying after your last video my heart aches I wish I had just one thing an answer for you are a wonderful person and I think about your main concern and she needs you around for as long as long could ever be that's breaking 💔
New to your channel, number one I am sure you are not a burden, number two it's Okay to have a rant and feel down sometimes, it's okay to not be positive, you are a human being we are allowed to be pissed off!!!. Number three I like you and I want to stay and support you in any way I can x
Difficult I know but please try and ignore the haters !!! Your beautiful inside and out, I've had a really tough few years with different health issues in my family, but I would never say they have ever been a burden, LOVE is everything, sorry your having such a tough time, sending you lots of love and hugs from the UK X X X ❤
I remember my dad having radiation therapy he said it keeps going for a few weeks after treatment I didn’t think to say to you about this because I thought they would of told you anyways you look absolutely stunning today cin xxxx sending love to you and positive thoughts always xxx
Cindy your looking a lot better today xx I hope your feeling better xx Whatever choice you make I will support you no matter what xx Only you know what’s best for your body xx I hope everything is worth it xx Your in my thoughts and prayers xx You are going through a really hard time poor thing xx Stay strong xx Instead of pills or drugs try therapy xx It’s excellent xx It would really benefit you specially from all this sadness, anxiety, depression, stress, cancer, hard choices, decisions, treatments , and all the horrible stuff xx It would help you let it all out xx Your emotions, fears, thoughts xx Bless you xx I hope and wish the best for you, your family, and friends xx You are not a burden xx You are a wonderful woman xx Your beautiful inside and out xx Don’t give up xx You are caring, funny, inspirational, and motivational xx I send all my love, support, prayers, thoughts, positivity, hope to you all xx I hope you feel better soon xx 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘🙏💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💛💛💛💛💛
@@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin i understand, i was bed bound for a few months with the pain and the need to be right by the toilet. i lost a lot of blood and got to the point i could not eat. the surgery was hard but worth every second of the fear/pain. the relief i felt was almost instant. i was in pain from surgery but that bowel pain was gone. it was so nice to be able to move and eat again. leaving the house was not as scary either, no more checking to see where bathrooms were xxx
I'm so sorry for what you're going through and the frustration you're feeling. It's hard for me to tell you what to do regarding surgery because it's easy for me to say because I'm not going through it. However, know that I really hope you do take this chance and have it. You're worth it and I know the recovery will be so daman hard, but when all is said and done, your pain may be lessened greatly, and you so deserve to feel good for a change. You also are not a burden to anyone. Your family loves you unconditionally, and you are too beautiful and important to them to ever be burdensome. Speaking of beautiful, you looked beautiful in this video, especially with the sun shining on your face. XOXOXOXO As far as the ugly trolls and nasty people. I am so glad that you blocked them because they are not worth the time it would take to reply. There are evil, repulsive, messed up people in this world,, and since they are the scum of the earth, I really wish the ground would open up beneath them and swallow them whole. I too believe in karma and it will find them soon if I have anything to say about it. Feel sorry for them, Cin because they obviously have/had no one to love them in this life.
Do you have a video on your radiation treatment? I’m going to be starting radiation soon and I wanted to see your experience. Thank you... keep your head up! You are amazing 😉
No but I will certainly make one ASAP - hopefully that will help you! There are a few I made when I first started radiation but I don’t think I expanded on the information. I will do so- thank you!
The Not So Secret World Of Cin May I add in something here. I remember how scared my brother and sister were going in to their treatment. Radiation isn’t really explained well to a patient beforehand. So, that being said, Cin, could you make a video for ppl explaining how radiation works. Like tell them how long it is, time wise but also days/weeks wise. Also, explain the way you have to be on a table, and for my sister who had mouth/neck cancer she had to wear a plaster mask during radiation. It was hard for her because it was almost claustrophobic. I don’t know if you had anything like that for your area of radiation but if you did explain that. I believe this is a video much needed. (As well as a chemo. Vid, explaining same types of things). You can ask me anything, if you needs ideas from someone, I’m happy to pass them on. Thx!
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Sorry you had such a bad day with crappy people. Radiation is amazing but also sucks at the same time. You are amazing to keep telling your story, take some strength from the fact that you help so many other people. Thank you for what you do.
Hey Cin, sometimes we have to pick which between the lesser of 2 evils. Maybe doc was asking about "quality " or "quantity" ? Which do you want? I really hate that you are in this situation, but, like Dan, you are teaching people things about cancer they may not know. Keep recording for your Sammy & grandbaby. A legacy of who you are, so they can gain strength in their journey on this Earth. Sometimes it's the simple things that mean the most. A warm blanket, a hug, a cup of hot cocoa, snuggling, reading a book, brushing their hair, etc...I wish I had a magic wand because I would definitely hit you on the head with it. Sending you love from 🌞 Florida 🌴 🐚 🐠 🌊 🏄 😎 🍹 Love, Nancy
It’s weird how some days you just run into an above average amount of crazies! I just run back home and lock the door until I think it’s safe to go back outside 😉So sorry about the colitis, my sister had that and it caused a lot of pain. Hopefully they will have you sorted out soon so you can start chemo soon. You are in my thoughts and prayers and thank you for the update .
First off, your eye color looks stunning with the color of your sweatshirt. Next, when my bestie was fighting ovarian cancer her Dr asked what was more important, quality or quantity of life? It is an individual choice that only she could choose. She was extremely torn because like you, she had a small child and was a single mom. Take care and sending good vibes your way!
You are a wonderful woman you have so much courage I hope for a miracle because you deserve it if there were more beautiful and wonderful people like you this world we be a better place for everyone you keep a fighting and Cindy I will keep a praying everyday for I have not even known about you for a day but you get rest and I will pray for you every day God Bless you sweet lady
Hopefully, it's a relief to get a break from the treatments.
Thanks for sharing this.
Cindy, I miss you every single day and watch at least one of your vlogs if not more on good and bad days, but it is the bad days that you really lift me up and give me strength "suck it up buttercup" as you would say.😊It is so crazy to see how sick someone is if you do not see it on the outside, you look so good and the tragic part is the rapid decline, It is so hard for me to wrap my head around that you passed away just a couple months after this blog, Your babies are in my prayers and I know you are watching them from heaven!
Haha yea those damn crazies are out, I live next to some that love to pick on me cause they are bullies. They better leave you the hell alone! You are awesome and I love watching your videos and pray for you and family, love Dianne
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You're such a wonderful person! Thank you for sharing your story with us.
Hello! You look so pretty in that shade of blue! I'm sorry about the crazies. Obviously, some people never learned if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all! YAY on that tumor shrinking! I hope you are helping better today as you posted this 2 days ago.
Thinking of you Hun xx
New subbie here. I'm an end of life doula and that's the biggest decision my clients have is "quality over quantity". My prayers for you and your family with what ever you decide. 💙
I hope everything is alright I was worrying after your last video my heart aches I wish I had just one thing an answer for you are a wonderful person and I think about your main concern and she needs you around for as long as long could ever be that's breaking 💔
Where there's life there's hope.
New to your channel, number one I am sure you are not a burden, number two it's Okay to have a rant and feel down sometimes, it's okay to not be positive, you are a human being we are allowed to be pissed off!!!. Number three I like you and I want to stay and support you in any way I can x
Welcome - and thank you so much
Difficult I know but please try and ignore the haters !!! Your beautiful inside and out, I've had a really tough few years with different health issues in my family, but I would never say they have ever been a burden, LOVE is everything, sorry your having such a tough time, sending you lots of love and hugs from the UK X X X ❤
❤️ Stay strong! Eat healthy. You look good :)
I remember my dad having radiation therapy he said it keeps going for a few weeks after treatment I didn’t think to say to you about this because I thought they would of told you anyways you look absolutely stunning today cin xxxx sending love to you and positive thoughts always xxx
Cindy your looking a lot better today xx I hope your feeling better xx Whatever choice you make I will support you no matter what xx Only you know what’s best for your body xx I hope everything is worth it xx Your in my thoughts and prayers xx You are going through a really hard time poor thing xx Stay strong xx Instead of pills or drugs try therapy xx It’s excellent xx It would really benefit you specially from all this sadness, anxiety, depression, stress, cancer, hard choices, decisions, treatments , and all the horrible stuff xx It would help you let it all out xx Your emotions, fears, thoughts xx Bless you xx I hope and wish the best for you, your family, and friends xx You are not a burden xx You are a wonderful woman xx Your beautiful inside and out xx Don’t give up xx You are caring, funny, inspirational, and motivational xx I send all my love, support, prayers, thoughts, positivity, hope to you all xx I hope you feel better soon xx 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘🙏💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💛💛💛💛💛
my ostomy reduced my abdominal pain to a slight tummy ache. i have uc among other things. i dont know if that helps
Yes it does...I can deal with a tummy ache...but what I’m going through right now is just miserable! Thanks babe ❤️
@@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin i understand, i was bed bound for a few months with the pain and the need to be right by the toilet. i lost a lot of blood and got to the point i could not eat. the surgery was hard but worth every second of the fear/pain. the relief i felt was almost instant. i was in pain from surgery but that bowel pain was gone. it was so nice to be able to move and eat again. leaving the house was not as scary either, no more checking to see where bathrooms were xxx
Oh I SO know your described scenario...I live it every day right now! Bless you young lady!
I'm so sorry for what you're going through and the frustration you're feeling. It's hard for me to tell you what to do regarding surgery because it's easy for me to say because I'm not going through it. However, know that I really hope you do take this chance and have it. You're worth it and I know the recovery will be so daman hard, but when all is said and done, your pain may be lessened greatly, and you so deserve to feel good for a change. You also are not a burden to anyone. Your family loves you unconditionally, and you are too beautiful and important to them to ever be burdensome. Speaking of beautiful, you looked beautiful in this video, especially with the sun shining on your face. XOXOXOXO
As far as the ugly trolls and nasty people. I am so glad that you blocked them because they are not worth the time it would take to reply. There are evil, repulsive, messed up people in this world,, and since they are the scum of the earth, I really wish the ground would open up beneath them and swallow them whole. I too believe in karma and it will find them soon if I have anything to say about it. Feel sorry for them, Cin because they obviously have/had no one to love them in this life.
Lol...I wish the ground would open up and swallow people too haha! Thank you
Just here to say hello, and to let you know I'm thinking about you. Hope you're doing okay.
Miss u so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I hope heaven is everything and more that you hoped for.
Are you saying she died?
@@hollyhocks7360 she passed several weeks ago :(
Do you have a video on your radiation treatment? I’m going to be starting radiation soon and I wanted to see your experience. Thank you... keep your head up! You are amazing 😉
No but I will certainly make one ASAP - hopefully that will help you! There are a few I made when I first started radiation but I don’t think I expanded on the information. I will do so- thank you!
The Not So Secret World Of Cin May I add in something here. I remember how scared my brother and sister were going in to their treatment. Radiation isn’t really explained well to a patient beforehand. So, that being said, Cin, could you make a video for ppl explaining how radiation works.
Like tell them how long it is, time wise but also days/weeks wise. Also, explain the way you have to be on a table, and for my sister who had mouth/neck cancer she had to wear a plaster mask during radiation. It was hard for her because it was almost claustrophobic. I don’t know if you had anything like that for your area of radiation but if you did explain that.
I believe this is a video much needed. (As well as a chemo. Vid, explaining same types of things). You can ask me anything, if you needs ideas from someone, I’m happy to pass them on. Thx!