I come back to Cindy's channel expecting a new video, although she was terminally ill no one would expect that almost a month away exactly after this video Cin was told she was dying much quicker than expected, almost 1 more month after that in march Cindy passed away. Two years later I still cannot believe it and feel blessed to have known her, cindy you are so beautiful in everyway❤😪🙏
I watched this, again and again, knowing full well what you are talking about about, broke my heart. You deserved so much more. You were an amazing person. Your daughters were so lucky to have you.
I subscribed to your channel fairly recently. My name is Cindy too, so I gravitated to you naturally. You are pretty wonderful. You really bring positivity, and honesty to your situation. No sugar coating, just the truth. I appreciate you, and find inspiration in your words. Thank you for being you!
Hey Cin so glad to see you! You are amazing! PMA is a good thing. I am trying to do that this year. I love you.💖 Looking forward to listening to more of your videos. Sending you hugs from 🌞 Florida 🌴 🐚 🐠 🐊💕
CIN, You are truly an inspiration ! How I wish I could have been as graceful as you when I was going through Chemo. I will pray for you and your family. ♥️
Hey Cindy I love your positivity and keep it going xx You are so inspirational and motivational xx It’s just so upsetting what you have to face every single day xx I’m sorry that you’ve had go through a really hard and painful time xx I totally get it when you get terrified about treatment xx You must feel awful poor thing xx Bless you xx I’m always here for you no matter what and you can always talk to me if you want to xx You don’t have to tell us anything we totally understand xx Your a beautiful person inside and out and I’m proud to be a #Cinsubby !! Xx Your in my thoughts and prayers xx I hope and wish the best for you xx Stay strong xx I send all my love and support and prayers and thoughts and positivity and hope and strength to you, your family, and friends xx 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
PMA I really needed this reminder and am working on changing my outlook on my job. I work night shifts and I hate it, I work with dementia and they are very challenging especially when life is difficult, my nerves are getting the best of me. I’m having breast surgery Friday feb 8 but that’s not the point, PMA! Thank you. You are a beautiful woman and I am 58 and look 68. You look so much younger with all your going through. I don’t like looking in the mirror at myself but maybe I should and start facing my demons . All my love and prayers Cin. A wonderful lesson that should be preached daily to our staff because our residents on the job deserve this
You have inspired me. Seriously, I get my daughter up and out then retreat back to my bed. Thank you for your tips and I will totally remember PMA and fake it til I make it! I have been just existing, not living. Hang in there
Once again, dear friend, you nailed it! PMA--it is so necessary at all times and easy to go by the way-side when negatiivity takes over. And the negativity GROWS--doesn't it? And we don't seem to notice how it crepes into our core. Love you to pieces--and your courage and strength amaze me-- XOXOXO, Hopie from OKlahomie...LOL
Appreciate the little things, look for the positives in every situation, even if its the sun shining. 💜💛💚💙 subscribed and following with prayer and thoughts for your recovery
Hi Cin...loved this video...you are doing so well with everything you are going through. So sorry you have other personal things happening. One step at a time....God bless. xx
I think that anger in your situation is a go to coping mechanism that comes first. A positive mental attitude will come in it's time. Thanks for sharing your journey.. Your stronger than you know :)
It’s really good to see you❤️ A big chunk of my life i said the same attitude towards PMA😂 I think you helped me discovered what just clicked late last year. Before that i had started TRYING to be happy and not let the negative things in my house effect me. We are here for you❤️ #dontbeatigger
There you are!!!! Thank you, but I think I changed it by adding an s at the end lmao! Sorry about that! #Cinsubbies ok - I need you to email me to this addresses: wylegalnurse@outlook.com 🙂🙂🙂🥰
You are something you have this horrible.C and you are still trying to help others my will is forever going to change because of you I am going to use your advice and apply it thank you Cin for you have a great spirit and I still have tears from every video take care
So lovely to see you sweetheart......I have really missed you so much....I could sit and listen to you all day long....Hang in there sweetheart and hopefully putting out videos will help you in some way......Even if it is to vent about things....You go ahead and do that because we are all here for you through the good and the bad so do not worry about that ok...You are always in my thoughts...Sending you all the love and hugs in the world
@@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin You're very welcome. As for my name, I've suffered from really horrible anxiety my entire life, so I figure why not embrace it!
I’m always afraid my cancer will become stage 4. I should be grateful that it isn’t. As of right now it is still just 3 and I live too for my family. My 7 yr old daughter is my ❤️ heart. How do you handle thinking of your daughter without mommy? Just wonder because I can’t imagine how I would. I wish their was a damn cure by now. I mean really, lots of raising money for awareness. We are aware. Lol!!! We want the raise money for the terminal get us a cure. Ok I’m ranting. I love watching your channel. It helps me too so thank you! Ya I think we might be beyond the drugs and alcohol fun. But I’m grateful today we are both still here just for today at least. I’m gonna work on pma. So glad you shared it.
My late father who I recently nursed with leukemia would always say TONO!!! As no one else will, think of number one , if your not happy life cannot give you what you want, I get up every morning and go to bed every night and deal with whatever in between, PMA I try so hard sometimes though this sometimes slips, sending you love as always X X X ❤
Dearest Helen, it absolutely is difficult to maintain a positive mindset in the midst of physical/emotional trauma. We do the best we can, and if/when that is not enough, we lean on each other. You are welcome to lean on me 🙂 anytime. Love you doll💕
I hope you feel better soon, I've been away with work but I'm back now and I've just caught up on your videos. Sending love and healing your way and I hope the views keep going up and the subscribers too! :) #Cinsubbie
Good Morning, Cin Great attitude to have, and this is why you're so inspiring. PMA is a great thing to have, and I need to instill that in my life because I desperately need it. One that I live by is KMA, and it was taught to me by my mother in law for all people that bring me down or spread negativity, and it stands for Kiss My Ass. Sorry for the language but it does help. LOL Anyway, I support you 100%. We're all here to help you keep that PMA. Whatever it is you need; we are here. I've seen this slogan elsewhere so it is not my own, but it made me think of you. Cancer is a word. Not a sentence. XOXOXOXOXOXO #Cinsubbie
@@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin Doulas provide holistic, personalized care to individuals and families as they experience life’s major transitions … birth, the early weeks of new parenthood, and death. While the services of birth and postpartum doulas are becoming more mainstream, the End-of-Life Doula role is relatively new and evolving....
@@hownwen how do you become an end-of-life doula? I've been a caregiver to several of my friends and family at the end. Sounds like it requires a very specific temperament.
@@applejellypucci yes, I believe you have to be a certain kind of person to help people and their families through those times. My advice would be to volunteer @ a hospice facility and see if the calling is there....
LOL. I was reading through the comments and saw that. I thought it was on purpose. I thought you were crossing out the negative. LOL You can still read it and I love what you wrote.
Sorry you are still not great. I find resting very difficult when i'm particularly poorly. have you got anything you can do that is restful but keeps your mind busy? i enjoy diamond art, its not expensive either. maybe worth looking into for your restless days? That blanket in the background is beautiful by the way :) i try to maintain a pma. the way i see it is i am ill, i can not change that. so i can face my illness with a smile or a frown. i decide to smile, there is always something good happening i just have to sit back for a moment and find it sometime. i hope you can find your pma again soon, please try not to be hard on yourself though as that will make it more difficult to find your smile. my children are the main reason i try to keep positive, i want them to be able to smile through the rough times in life. I have crafts all round my bed for the times i cant get out of it, that way i can still be productive even while in my bed. as for being scared of your treatments, that is normal, it would be strange and unhealthy not to be worried about them but yes you are right, you can have a positive attitude and be scared. still here if you want to send me a pm any time. sending all my love. xxx
You are such a smart wonderful lady! And that blanket in the background? I made that 🙂. Crochet...it’s typically what I do when nothing else works. I also write quite a bit, and that helps too. But diamond art sounds so much more fun! Will definitely check into that!❤️
Oh there is always this one girl who puts a thumbs down no matter what I say. She is muted but has to make her point. I just ignore the negativity and move on. 💕
check out chris beat cancer on youtube, most people were in stage 2 or 3 but i do recall a few stage 4 cancers and all cancers were reversed. He is a really good guy!
I come back to Cindy's channel expecting a new video, although she was terminally ill no one would expect that almost a month away exactly after this video Cin was told she was dying much quicker than expected, almost 1 more month after that in march Cindy passed away. Two years later I still cannot believe it and feel blessed to have known her, cindy you are so beautiful in everyway❤😪🙏
The world really lost an angel here..
I watched this, again and again, knowing full well what you are talking about about, broke my heart. You deserved so much more. You were an amazing person. Your daughters were so lucky to have you.
What a amazing wonderful woman you are your such a inspirational person your daughter and her cousin are beautiful
Thank you!
I subscribed to your channel fairly recently. My name is Cindy too, so I gravitated to you naturally. You are pretty wonderful. You really bring positivity, and honesty to your situation. No sugar coating, just the truth. I appreciate you, and find inspiration in your words. Thank you for being you!
Hey Cin so glad to see you! You are amazing! PMA is a good thing. I am trying to do that this year. I love you.💖 Looking forward to listening to more of your videos. Sending you hugs from 🌞 Florida 🌴 🐚 🐠 🐊💕
Sweet brave woman. Jesus look after her.
I wish I could have met you. Godspeed, Cin.
You keep going. So think your amazing Cindy. Your strength is so inspirational.
CIN, You are truly an inspiration ! How I wish I could have been as graceful as you when I was going through Chemo. I will pray for you and your family. ♥️
Hey Cindy I love your positivity and keep it going xx You are so inspirational and motivational xx It’s just so upsetting what you have to face every single day xx I’m sorry that you’ve had go through a really hard and painful time xx I totally get it when you get terrified about treatment xx You must feel awful poor thing xx Bless you xx I’m always here for you no matter what and you can always talk to me if you want to xx You don’t have to tell us anything we totally understand xx Your a beautiful person inside and out and I’m proud to be a #Cinsubby !! Xx Your in my thoughts and prayers xx I hope and wish the best for you xx Stay strong xx I send all my love and support and prayers and thoughts and positivity and hope and strength to you, your family, and friends xx 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
PMA I really needed this reminder and am working on changing my outlook on my job. I work night shifts and I hate it, I work with dementia and they are very challenging especially when life is difficult, my nerves are getting the best of me. I’m having breast surgery Friday feb 8 but that’s not the point, PMA! Thank you. You are a beautiful woman and I am 58 and look 68. You look so much younger with all your going through. I don’t like looking in the mirror at myself but maybe I should and start facing my demons . All my love and prayers Cin. A wonderful lesson that should be preached daily to our staff because our residents on the job deserve this
You have inspired me. Seriously, I get my daughter up and out then retreat back to my bed. Thank you for your tips and I will totally remember PMA and fake it til I make it! I have been just existing, not living. Hang in there
Rest In Peace Cin..this was nice, thank you..
Once again, dear friend, you nailed it! PMA--it is so necessary at all times and easy to go by the way-side when negatiivity takes over. And the negativity GROWS--doesn't it? And we don't seem to notice how it crepes into our core. Love you to pieces--and your courage and strength amaze me--
XOXOXO, Hopie from OKlahomie...LOL
Lmao
Appreciate the little things, look for the positives in every situation, even if its the sun shining. 💜💛💚💙 subscribed and following with prayer and thoughts for your recovery
Sub 135 thank you so much!
Hi Cin...loved this video...you are doing so well with everything you are going through. So sorry you have other personal things happening. One step at a time....God bless. xx
Love you! May God bless you and yours 🙏
I think that anger in your situation is a go to coping mechanism that comes first. A positive mental attitude will come in it's time. Thanks for sharing your journey.. Your stronger than you know :)
It’s really good to see you❤️ A big chunk of my life i said the same attitude towards PMA😂 I think you helped me discovered what just clicked late last year. Before that i had started TRYING to be happy and not let the negative things in my house effect me. We are here for you❤️ #dontbeatigger
🙌🏾 You are using my invention! -Your favorite #cinsubbie!
There you are!!!! Thank you, but I think I changed it by adding an s at the end lmao! Sorry about that! #Cinsubbies ok - I need you to email me to this addresses: wylegalnurse@outlook.com 🙂🙂🙂🥰
Wise words in this video. Thank you.
Gosh I miss you, Cin.
So I'm your new friend and I saw the two loveable kids you are awesome beside your kid who has helped you through this God be with you and your family
Thank you! That is Sammy and her cousin Ava 😉
Love you both,God Bless you
Sending love and prayers, your amazing ❤️
You are something you have this horrible.C and you are still trying to help others my will is forever going to change because of you I am going to use your advice and apply it thank you Cin for you have a great spirit and I still have tears from every video take care
Todd Eidson 💖💖💖
Thank you, wise words. From a fairly new #Cinsubbie. Love your style.
So lovely to see you sweetheart......I have really missed you so much....I could sit and listen to you all day long....Hang in there sweetheart and hopefully putting out videos will help you in some way......Even if it is to vent about things....You go ahead and do that because we are all here for you through the good and the bad so do not worry about that ok...You are always in my thoughts...Sending you all the love and hugs in the world
Ok will go searching for it thank you
Hi Cin, how are you? Thinking of you my friend and sending you all my best wishes XX ❤
Life Is Possible It's Really Up To You We Make Choices In Our Lives So Chose
I am a recent #cinsubbie convert. Your honesty is so refreshing, and your courage is inspiring. Keep fighting!
Thank you! #Cinsubbies ... out of curiosity...why “Nervous Wreck”?
@@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin You're very welcome. As for my name, I've suffered from really horrible anxiety my entire life, so I figure why not embrace it!
I’m always afraid my cancer will become stage 4. I should be grateful that it isn’t. As of right now it is still just 3 and I live too for my family. My 7 yr old daughter is my ❤️ heart. How do you handle thinking of your daughter without mommy? Just wonder because I can’t imagine how I would. I wish their was a damn cure by now. I mean really, lots of raising money for awareness. We are aware. Lol!!! We want the raise money for the terminal get us a cure. Ok I’m ranting. I love watching your channel. It helps me too so thank you! Ya I think we might be beyond the drugs and alcohol fun. But I’m grateful today we are both still here just for today at least. I’m gonna work on pma. So glad you shared it.
Lori! I had no idea - stage 3 - what kind?
I’m reading your comments backwards 🤣🤣 I see, breast cancer. Got it 😉
Praying 🙏🏻❤
My late father who I recently nursed with leukemia would always say TONO!!! As no one else will, think of number one , if your not happy life cannot give you what you want, I get up every morning and go to bed every night and deal with whatever in between, PMA I try so hard sometimes though this sometimes slips, sending you love as always X X X ❤
Dearest Helen, it absolutely is difficult to maintain a positive mindset in the midst of physical/emotional trauma. We do the best we can, and if/when that is not enough, we lean on each other. You are welcome to lean on me 🙂 anytime. Love you doll💕
@@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin thank you and you can lean on me, love and hugs X X X ❤
I hope you feel better soon, I've been away with work but I'm back now and I've just caught up on your videos. Sending love and healing your way and I hope the views keep going up and the subscribers too! :) #Cinsubbie
❤️❤️❤️Was wondering where you have been lol! Thank you, and hope you are doing well also! #Cinsubbies
@@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin I'm fine thank you my dear, I hope you are feeling better today? #Cinsubbie
Good Morning, Cin
Great attitude to have, and this is why you're so inspiring. PMA is a great thing to have, and I need to instill that in my life because I desperately need it. One that I live by is KMA, and it was taught to me by my mother in law for all people that bring me down or spread negativity, and it stands for Kiss My Ass. Sorry for the language but it does help. LOL
Anyway, I support you 100%. We're all here to help you keep that PMA. Whatever it is you need; we are here. I've seen this slogan elsewhere so it is not my own, but it made me think of you.
Cancer is a word. Not a sentence. XOXOXOXOXOXO #Cinsubbie
Love KMA
#Cinsubbies 🙂
@@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin Crap! I spelled it wrong. Sorry, Cin. lol #Cinsubbies
As an end-of-life doula u r teaching me so much. Thank you for sharing with us. 💙
Thank you...but what is an...end of life doula?
@@TheNotSoSecretWorldOfCin Doulas provide holistic, personalized care to individuals and families as they experience life’s major transitions … birth, the early weeks of new parenthood, and death. While the services of birth and postpartum doulas are becoming more mainstream, the End-of-Life Doula role is relatively new and evolving....
@@hownwen how do you become an end-of-life doula? I've been a caregiver to several of my friends and family at the end. Sounds like it requires a very specific temperament.
@@applejellypucci yes, I believe you have to be a certain kind of person to help people and their families through those times. My advice would be to volunteer @ a hospice facility and see if the calling is there....
Great question, I was wondering the same thing
The girls look beautiful going to the gender reveal party! I can totally see you in Sammy.
THATS what it’s called! Thank you. A girl was revealed!💕
How is the world did I cross thru half of that message??? OMG!
LOL. I was reading through the comments and saw that. I thought it was on purpose. I thought you were crossing out the negative. LOL You can still read it and I love what you wrote.
you put a dash before and after - - -see what I did there?-
Thanks for chatting you seem little bit better than last video and guess what I did the 5min PMA it worked X
Angela Davies ❤️❤️❤️
Sorry you are still not great. I find resting very difficult when i'm particularly poorly. have you got anything you can do that is restful but keeps your mind busy? i enjoy diamond art, its not expensive either. maybe worth looking into for your restless days? That blanket in the background is beautiful by the way :) i try to maintain a pma. the way i see it is i am ill, i can not change that. so i can face my illness with a smile or a frown. i decide to smile, there is always something good happening i just have to sit back for a moment and find it sometime. i hope you can find your pma again soon, please try not to be hard on yourself though as that will make it more difficult to find your smile. my children are the main reason i try to keep positive, i want them to be able to smile through the rough times in life. I have crafts all round my bed for the times i cant get out of it, that way i can still be productive even while in my bed. as for being scared of your treatments, that is normal, it would be strange and unhealthy not to be worried about them but yes you are right, you can have a positive attitude and be scared. still here if you want to send me a pm any time. sending all my love. xxx
You are such a smart wonderful lady! And that blanket in the background? I made that 🙂. Crochet...it’s typically what I do when nothing else works. I also write quite a bit, and that helps too. But diamond art sounds so much more fun! Will definitely check into that!❤️
am a newbie to your channel. thoughts and prayers
Welcome new #cinsubbie !!!! Thank you
Cin, Great video !! Give 'em Hell, girl !!!! :) #Cinsubbie ;)
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Oh Cin :/ always hope
Love you
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Cancer Cancer Not Today !!! Can't you see I have PMA 🤗🤗🤗😊
I LOVE THAT!!!!! Mercy mercy mercy....writing that one down!
The love you have while on your journey outweighs the one or two stupid idiots who troll your channel. PMA helps with focusing on that.
LOL! You are absolutely correct sweetheart! 100% agreed
who would dislike this!
Oh there is always this one girl who puts a thumbs down no matter what I say. She is muted but has to make her point. I just ignore the negativity and move on. 💕
#cinsubbie
check out chris beat cancer on youtube, most people were in stage 2 or 3 but i do recall a few stage 4 cancers and all cancers were reversed. He is a really good guy!