I feel you Sarah. I have been diagnosed with SEED (severe enduring eating disorders/anorexia) too and it's hard for other people to understand and watch but please don't feel like you have to explain yourself to anybody. You are no more "wasting" nhs time or money than somebody with terminal cancer or any other chronic illness. Nobody will ever fully understand this horrible illness until they've endured it. Praying for you sweet one, I wished I could change things for you but while I can't just know I am here x
I think you have to do whats right for you.Its easy for people to say 'Just eat' or 'You would look so much better at x weight/size' but they aren't in your head and don't battle the demon that is anorexia.I stumbled on your videos initially due to your piercings but subscribed because you seem lovely and have a quirky personality and style.Keep doing what best for you health wise both physical and mental and if people don't like it they don't have to watch your videos xxx
You expressed yourself and explained your situation in such a compassionate way... (Sending a cyber hug) This is why I enjoy your videos... You are an amazing person and an inspiration for your strength and attitude towards LIFE... thank u so much. Xxx J.C
You are so real and honest.. one of the most authentic I've seen. Thanks for sharing your story. I'm sure it took a lot of courage and strength to make this video but in doing so, you have given countless others strength and support ❤️
I respect your conclusion but am so sorry to hear :( At 40 years old, you quite literally could have over half of your life left! There are incredible stories out there about people suffering for decades and decades and then experiencing a full recovery and going on to live an incredibly full life, which it seems they enjoy more than the average person because of what they have gone through. Again, I respect your decision and wish you all the happiness life has to offer!
hello i just wanted to say that 1. i love your style and your piercings 2. you're such a kind person and you have a way of expressing yourself that's truly compassionate and unique. you're an amazing person and i really admire you. hugs xx
Please please please don't worry AT ALL about how much money you will cost the NHS, I can tell you are so selfless and caring, but it's so much more important for you to stay alive than to save money. I've only been on this channel for 10 minutes and I love you and your beautiful soul, please try everything you can to stay on this earth we need people like you so desperately I could cry at the thought of you not being here xxx
Thankyou......if only there was a definite cure I would wish that for you. You are so brave to put your story out there on the Internet. Ignore the haters. I wish you well xoxoxox
To ALL of you, so far, that have commented on this video, I want to thank you for understanding and please... don't get me wrong, if one day I DO find a way to get better etc, I would and be extremely happy but as per video, quite honestly, unless they discover some Wonder Drug, just can't see it happenin'. Love to you all! ;) xxxxxxx
SuperDerpy Tripleh1306 you're pathetic and have no idea about the absolute hellish horror people with EDs and mental illnesses go through! Fuck off and go look in the mirror you judgemental, ignorant cretinous moron. Also if you're trying to be funny or smart check your spelling dipshit.
Couldn't have said that better!!!!!!! Oh, Love you already KimmVonGrimm, World is full of 'these people' is the scariest thing!!! I always say/think 'Hope it never happens to someone you love cos then you'd have to live with it' EXCEPT-These peoples would most likely walk away....... I find that sad. However, video I posted a couple hours ago may kinda explain my thought pattern on peoples like THAT!!! xxxx
Just wanted to say that I look forward to your videos and seeing you smile. I have mental health problems and I understand the emotional suffering and how debilitating it is. Keep on smiling beautiful... and the warmest of hugs to you ♡
I feel you Sarah. I have been diagnosed with SEED (severe enduring eating disorders/anorexia) too and it's hard for other people to understand and watch but please don't feel like you have to explain yourself to anybody. You are no more "wasting" nhs time or money than somebody with terminal cancer or any other chronic illness. Nobody will ever fully understand this horrible illness until they've endured it. Praying for you sweet one, I wished I could change things for you but while I can't just know I am here x
I think you have to do whats right for you.Its easy for people to say 'Just eat' or 'You would look so much better at x weight/size' but they aren't in your head and don't battle the demon that is anorexia.I stumbled on your videos initially due to your piercings but subscribed because you seem lovely and have a quirky personality and style.Keep doing what best for you health wise both physical and mental and if people don't like it they don't have to watch your videos xxx
You expressed yourself and explained your situation in such a compassionate way... (Sending a cyber hug) This is why I enjoy your videos... You are an amazing person and an inspiration for your strength and attitude towards LIFE... thank u so much. Xxx J.C
You are so real and honest.. one of the most authentic I've seen. Thanks for sharing your story. I'm sure it took a lot of courage and strength to make this video but in doing so, you have given countless others strength and support ❤️
I respect your conclusion but am so sorry to hear :( At 40 years old, you quite literally could have over half of your life left! There are incredible stories out there about people suffering for decades and decades and then experiencing a full recovery and going on to live an incredibly full life, which it seems they enjoy more than the average person because of what they have gone through. Again, I respect your decision and wish you all the happiness life has to offer!
hello i just wanted to say that 1. i love your style and your piercings 2. you're such a kind person and you have a way of expressing yourself that's truly compassionate and unique. you're an amazing person and i really admire you. hugs xx
Aaaah- Thank you honey!! Means a lot to me to hear that ;) xxxx
Please please please don't worry AT ALL about how much money you will cost the NHS, I can tell you are so selfless and caring, but it's so much more important for you to stay alive than to save money. I've only been on this channel for 10 minutes and I love you and your beautiful soul, please try everything you can to stay on this earth we need people like you so desperately I could cry at the thought of you not being here xxx
Scarlett, that is one of the most beautiful words that anyone has ever said to me...... Stay in touch n once again, I greatly appreciate and thank you
Thankyou......if only there was a definite cure I would wish that for you. You are so brave to put your story out there on the Internet. Ignore the haters. I wish you well xoxoxox
I love You're voice I could listen to you talk all day
To ALL of you, so far, that have commented on this video, I want to thank you for understanding and please... don't get me wrong, if one day I DO find a way to get better etc, I would and be extremely happy but as per video, quite honestly, unless they discover some Wonder Drug, just can't see it happenin'. Love to you all! ;) xxxxxxx
Entitled to your opinion... its SMEAGOL, by the way....
SuperDerpy Tripleh1306 you're pathetic and have no idea about the absolute hellish horror people with EDs and mental illnesses go through! Fuck off and go look in the mirror you judgemental, ignorant cretinous moron. Also if you're trying to be funny or smart check your spelling dipshit.
Couldn't have said that better!!!!!!! Oh, Love you already KimmVonGrimm, World is full of 'these people' is the scariest thing!!! I always say/think 'Hope it never happens to someone you love cos then you'd have to live with it' EXCEPT-These peoples would most likely walk away....... I find that sad. However, video I posted a couple hours ago may kinda explain my thought pattern on peoples like THAT!!! xxxx
Just wanted to say that I look forward to your videos and seeing you smile. I have mental health problems and I understand the emotional suffering and how debilitating it is. Keep on smiling beautiful... and the warmest of hugs to you ♡
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