My mistake was being poor and therefore not affording high quality clothes. I went from being poor to being homeless real fast and when I got myself a home, it was burglarized. I had some friends, though, and friends of friends and they got mad for how I was treated and the burglar was found dead. What a nightmare.
You are very pretty, you are lucky, I am trans, 75 years old, never could come out or do anything about my gender, so don’t be so hard on yourself, you are beautiful, be happy ,be loved and be fantastic because you are.
Yup,.forget the haters, youve developed your own beautiful style. Lifes to short to pay attention to the wnkers, focusing on your journey, which is always changing, evolving until you find your centre. My ex who is transpinay, is still doing the whole attention seeking thing, with 44k + followers on twatter gram. But still not happy. Or just an attention validation junky. But one of the reasons we split up. All the secret dm's etc. Playing up to camera. In the end, I couldnt take it. Ignored, unappreciated, unvalued.
Well, I can only thank you for this video! Most of my fears, over the years, you addressed! I'm older, now, and I weep for what might have been. Your beautiful! You have a wonderful adventure before you! (As your transformation continues.) I am so happy that you can share. I feel admiration for your bravery! You will thrive in your success! Love!
The more I listen to your videos, the more beautiful you become. I love the way you are so open and honest and you are an inspiration to many people just by being you. Keep your bright light shining and never let anyone try to put it out. Sending love and hugs from Cornwall UK.
Totally agree that it’s an easy trap to go hyper feminine in the beginning, but it does help reinforce the idea of being a woman when one has no idea what they are doing like how to speak or carry themselves. I enjoyed this video very much. You’re very pretty and at the same time relatable.
Ha I love the fact that you dont edit stuff, its refreshing real!! You are so cool awesome Chick glad your living your truth 😊 I'm just like you very strong willed dont give a F dont pass but trying to live!! Some good advice here thanks
That was a fun video. I can see that you still love to mess with your hair while on a video. It must be a nervous habit, but it is very cute. I have only been on hormones a short time and didn't think there was much of a difference until I compare my face to previous photos and it's like wow, there have been some changes.
Shannyn Msrtin did a very good video on passing. She said unless you had been on HRT for a long time and had surgery, you were unlikely to pass 100%. The goal was to be perceived to be the gender you were presenting as
Chin - your neck looked darker with your hair down, the darker neck made your chin appear because the chin still looked lighter - lighting - I think with your hair down, it blocked light from hitting your neck but not from hitting your chin
Ahhh, a refreshing blast from your past. Its a good "experience" video that im sure will help alot of beginners recognize some of the mistakes that they are usually unaware of. omg Chic, you are too much! With the hair insecurities and in your parents basement lol! Im typing as i watch and i know you just had to be giggling to yourself when you found this old vid, and laughing out loud about the comments you were bound to receive from posting this! You are so much the mischievous vixen right now! All silliness aside Lee, you have come a long way girl from when you first sat at that desk and filmed this vid. You are 💯💯💯and you have so much to be proud of, especially in terms of personal growth. Ive got nothing but respect for you sister. Keep up the struggle, you're winning!
I totally am with you. Makeup and feminine clothes is what I strive towards.. I think dressing age-appropriate clothing is key. I've transitioned in 2016, and I love the womanhood life 🤗
@@sarahvibes3575 I have to apologize for saying that. I was an idiot. I don't know why I said that. I meant to say that those things were what I needed to work on. Please forgive me.
I've watched this video multiple times. It's one of my favorites. Your persona could not be more feminine that you are in this video. Fussing with your hair and worrying about how you look. It's delightful.
Hi Lee, your story and anxiety is very familiar. You have already pretty large beautiful eyes, so less is better as you already mentioned. I do like your blond look better btw. I started transitioning a few months ago (age 51) and because I am cash strapped I do not have money for laser therapy so I have been trying other means to get rid off facial hair. When I started full time I knew and assumed people could see I was transgender (my beard - 5 o'clock shadow still seeps through) and I got some really strange looks however I assumed I convinced myself it will get better each day. For meetings I told people in advance I am a transgender woman, basically trying to get control the message better and it helped. I just got rid off my male clothing for the most part except pants and jacket and have very little woman clothing yet because the same reason mentioned earlier. I just bought white sneakers and I closely look at woman in the streets what they wear and try to blend in. I have got a $50 wig because that is what I can afford, I am half bold. (yes, I wish I was young, but I can not reverse time, so I accepted it, but it is hard). Anyways I like your video because your anxiety is so familiar, even in this video. Being authentic to your true self is the best passing tip I can give you, so keep going in the direction what makes you happy, Woman!!
Your stunning lee you are a unique strong intelligent beautiful woman love you lee you are an amazing woman you were right to dress whatever way you feel comfortable who cares what others thinks your beautiful whatever way you dreess if you enjoy doing youtube your absolutely right to do it regardless of what anyone else thinks love you lee you always pass as a beautiful woman we don't ever suffer your an interesting person
Hi, Thank you for making great videos. You have and are facing the difficulties of our path in life very well. As an side, in some of your videos, you mention problems with the audio / Mic. I'm no expert but did experience quite a few difficulties when I started making videos and tried a lot to fix them some helped other not so. If you are still having difficulties, I'd be happy to share what I learnt in the hope they may help you.
Whatever you're taking or whatever you're doing is working Lee. You really look hot just as a woman, however, I like you more as a blond. Just my opinion, moreover, I am a fan of you, cheers !
Lee. Remember poets, have been trying for some 5,000 years since the first written language to explain love. Not one of them has got it right yet. But that never bothers the next crop of poets, not even a little bit.
What kind of shoes do you like? sneakers like small plateform (converse do that for women) and low rise jeans, very feminine. That's what a wear most of the time.
Granted, it's a daunting task to memorize everyone's vocabulary requirements and keep track of the ever-expanding buffet of gibberish cooked up by lesbian college professors and kids on Tumblr, but we're cautioned that getting it wrong could have disastrous consequences. When we use the "wrong" pronoun (otherwise known as the right pronoun), we're not only being "disrespectful" and "hurtful," but "oppressive."
Do you all think 42 is too old to transition? I find myself in a deep depression regretting what might have been if I had come to terms with being trans 10 years ago.
@erika I did! 2 months on HRT nd I've never felt better. Not fully out yet so I haven't had to deal with backlash yet but for the first time in forever I'm hopeful for the future
Lee ... when the hair's down, it casts shadow under your chin, making it more visible in this lighting. The combination of "making us suffer" and the boots reminded me of a classic Velvet Underground song: th-cam.com/video/Jow9HujXZ00/w-d-xo.html
1st love your music videos so sexy and beautiful 2nd love your content video as a male helps me learn about what you and other trans have to go thru struggles adversities I learn so much valuable information for which one day hopefully I can use if ever so fortunate meeting someone like you just want to say thank you your amazing
Hi You look like a girl by 100 / . I know what you are talking about mom did not like it . I am working to be a woman I am in my 60s and money is the peramum .It was a good idea you did it when you are young .
My mistake was being poor and therefore not affording high quality clothes. I went from being poor to being homeless real fast and when I got myself a home, it was burglarized. I had some friends, though, and friends of friends and they got mad for how I was treated and the burglar was found dead. What a nightmare.
It’s hard to believe you ever had trouble passing. You are a stunningly beautiful woman!
ikr!!!
You are very pretty, you are lucky, I am trans, 75 years old, never could come out or do anything about my gender, so don’t be so hard on yourself, you are beautiful, be happy ,be loved and be fantastic because you are.
Yup,.forget the haters, youve developed your own beautiful style. Lifes to short to pay attention to the wnkers, focusing on your journey, which is always changing, evolving until you find your centre. My ex who is transpinay, is still doing the whole attention seeking thing, with 44k + followers on twatter gram. But still not happy. Or just an attention validation junky. But one of the reasons we split up. All the secret dm's etc. Playing up to camera. In the end, I couldnt take it. Ignored, unappreciated, unvalued.
Well, I can only thank you for this video! Most of my fears, over the years, you addressed! I'm older, now, and I weep for what might have been. Your beautiful! You have a wonderful adventure before you! (As your transformation continues.) I am so happy that you can share. I feel admiration for your bravery! You will thrive in your success! Love!
Transition is beautiful at any age x
The more I listen to your videos, the more beautiful you become. I love the way you are so open and honest and you are an inspiration to many people just by being you. Keep your bright light shining and never let anyone try to put it out. Sending love and hugs from Cornwall UK.
Totally agree that it’s an easy trap to go hyper feminine in the beginning, but it does help reinforce the idea of being a woman when one has no idea what they are doing like how to speak or carry themselves. I enjoyed this video very much. You’re very pretty and at the same time relatable.
I really loved this video. Also your hair looks so good brown!
Very compelling, fascinating, insightful, fun, highly valuable...should be written as a book.
Ha I love the fact that you dont edit stuff, its refreshing real!! You are so cool awesome Chick glad your living your truth 😊 I'm just like you very strong willed dont give a F dont pass but trying to live!! Some good advice here thanks
That was a fun video. I can see that you still love to mess with your hair while on a video. It must be a nervous habit, but it is very cute. I have only been on hormones a short time and didn't think there was much of a difference until I compare my face to previous photos and it's like wow, there have been some changes.
Yes it's so slow we don't notice until we compare old photos ☺️
Shannyn Msrtin did a very good video on passing. She said unless you had been on HRT for a long time and had surgery, you were unlikely to pass 100%. The goal was to be perceived to be the gender you were presenting as
Thats actually great advice. Im gonna try and find that vid!
Chin - your neck looked darker with your hair down, the darker neck made your chin appear because the chin still looked lighter - lighting - I think with your hair down, it blocked light from hitting your neck but not from hitting your chin
Ahhh, a refreshing blast from your past. Its a good "experience" video that im sure will help alot of beginners recognize some of the mistakes that they are usually unaware of. omg Chic, you are too much! With the hair insecurities and in your parents basement lol! Im typing as i watch and i know you just had to be giggling to yourself when you found this old vid, and laughing out loud about the comments you were bound to receive from posting this! You are so much the mischievous vixen right now! All silliness aside Lee, you have come a long way girl from when you first sat at that desk and filmed this vid. You are 💯💯💯and you have so much to be proud of, especially in terms of personal growth. Ive got nothing but respect for you sister. Keep up the struggle, you're winning!
Wow thanks. Yes I watched this old vid and thought it was a good one to reload. 🙂 Glad you enjoyed it
Dayum, Lee, looking so beautiful in this vid!
LOVE the brunette hair!
Totally in love with this hair color! Makes you look younger , more feminine, soft, and natural!!
Lol, she was younger, possibly even before alpha male made his appearance in her life.
@@greenthumb707 Indeed she was!
I totally am with you. Makeup and feminine clothes is what I strive towards.. I think dressing age-appropriate clothing is key. I've transitioned in 2016, and I love the womanhood life 🤗
I cringe at my early days 😅
So make up and female clothes is womanhood?
@@sarahvibes3575 I have to apologize for saying that. I was an idiot. I don't know why I said that. I meant to say that those things were what I needed to work on. Please forgive me.
I've watched this video multiple times. It's one of my favorites. Your persona could not be more feminine that you are in this video. Fussing with your hair and worrying about how you look. It's delightful.
Hi Lee, your story and anxiety is very familiar. You have already pretty large beautiful eyes, so less is better as you already mentioned. I do like your blond look better btw.
I started transitioning a few months ago (age 51) and because I am cash strapped I do not have money for laser therapy so I have been trying other means to get rid off facial hair. When I started full time I knew and assumed people could see I was transgender (my beard - 5 o'clock shadow still seeps through) and I got some really strange looks however I assumed I convinced myself it will get better each day. For meetings I told people in advance I am a transgender woman, basically trying to get control the message better and it helped. I just got rid off my male clothing for the most part except pants and jacket and have very little woman clothing yet because the same reason mentioned earlier. I just bought white sneakers and I closely look at woman in the streets what they wear and try to blend in. I have got a $50 wig because that is what I can afford, I am half bold. (yes, I wish I was young, but I can not reverse time, so I accepted it, but it is hard). Anyways I like your video because your anxiety is so familiar, even in this video. Being authentic to your true self is the best passing tip I can give you, so keep going in the direction what makes you happy, Woman!!
Your stunning lee you are a unique strong intelligent beautiful woman love you lee you are an amazing woman you were right to dress whatever way you feel comfortable who cares what others thinks your beautiful whatever way you dreess if you enjoy doing youtube your absolutely right to do it regardless of what anyone else thinks love you lee you always pass as a beautiful woman we don't ever suffer your an interesting person
Hi,
Thank you for making great videos. You have and are facing the difficulties of our path in life very well.
As an side, in some of your videos, you mention problems with the audio / Mic. I'm no expert but did experience quite a few difficulties when I started making videos and tried a lot to fix them some helped other not so. If you are still having difficulties, I'd be happy to share what I learnt in the hope they may help you.
I love your New Zealand accent.
I spent part of my childhood in Hamilton in the mid Seventies.
The Tron!
@@leefrancis007 Good film. I can just see you in it.
This needed to be said. Thank you.
Whatever you're taking or whatever you're doing is working Lee. You really look hot just as a woman, however, I like you more as a blond. Just my opinion, moreover, I am a fan of you, cheers !
Lee. Remember poets, have been trying for some 5,000 years since the first written language to explain love. Not one of them has got it right yet. But that never bothers the next crop of poets, not even a little bit.
thank you so much for all this great knowledge! ❤️
What kind of shoes do you like?
sneakers like small plateform (converse do that for women) and low rise jeans, very feminine. That's what a wear most of the time.
Granted, it's a daunting task to memorize everyone's vocabulary requirements and keep track of the ever-expanding buffet of gibberish cooked up by lesbian college professors and kids on Tumblr, but we're cautioned that getting it wrong could have disastrous consequences. When we use the "wrong" pronoun (otherwise known as the right pronoun), we're not only being "disrespectful" and "hurtful," but "oppressive."
I love your new hair😀🥰
Do you all think 42 is too old to transition? I find myself in a deep depression regretting what might have been if I had come to terms with being trans 10 years ago.
many have and do start much older than you are. If I was ready, and my only concern is being too old at 42, I'd go for it right away.
@erika I did! 2 months on HRT nd I've never felt better. Not fully out yet so I haven't had to deal with backlash yet but for the first time in forever I'm hopeful for the future
You look pretty with dark colored hair
All l see every time is a Girl, you pass every day as a Woman, cheers darling,💖
Lee ... when the hair's down, it casts shadow under your chin, making it more visible in this lighting.
The combination of "making us suffer" and the boots reminded me of a classic Velvet Underground song: th-cam.com/video/Jow9HujXZ00/w-d-xo.html
Haha mystery solved!
Lee, thank you. Teri
Your best post ever.❤️ Teri
I'll send you a packet of bobby pins 😃😃
1st love your music videos so sexy and beautiful 2nd love your content video as a male helps me learn about what you and other trans have to go thru struggles adversities I learn so much valuable information for which one day hopefully I can use if ever so fortunate meeting someone like you just want to say thank you your amazing
Thanks for sharing.
Beautiful 100%
Very beautiful
hi
You are so beautiful
And there you go again with playing with your hair.lol,its october so you should dress up in halloween outfits.
💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
Hi
You look like a girl by 100 / . I know what you are talking about mom did not like it .
I am working to be a woman I am in my 60s and money is the peramum .It was a good idea you did it when you are young .
Ps u are beautiful