Dissociative Identity SIMULATION | 360° video!
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 26 ส.ค. 2019
- Stand in the middle of the mind of someone with Dissociative Identity Disorder. Based on true 'headspace' conversations, for the first time ever, we are able to embody the alternate identities using actors to portray them.
Listen to what they have to say, get to know their dynamic, and truly appreciate why it's important for their voices to be heard so a system (all the identities) can learn to communicate, cooperate and function.
ACTORS:
Jake - Will Sid Smith
Jamie - David Flanagan
Ed - Thomas Fabian Parrish
Ollie - James Ryall
Jess - as herself
CREW:
@polyphonicsystem (instagram)
@tizzyrainbow (instagram)
@george.t.langdon (instagram)
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Self-help:
Even if it's online, try taking the time out to talk:
betterhelp.com/multiplicity
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Man having DID is like working with different types of people for a group project. Without everyone's cooperation, there will only be chaos.
Oh my God yes it's hard for me since I'm not good with others
Yup... pretty much
I’m usually the one to that does all the work in group projects😂
It’s war 💀 like u have no idea
Aren't we all living in a massive group project called "Humanity"? Seriously, I feel like this video is about DID, and DID is about all of us! Learning to love each other is learning to love ourselves. I know, it 'sounds' fluffy bunny, but it FEELS right.
The craziest thing is seeing alters touch each other.
Julie Moro they’re touching but barrier touching. I think it’s interesting in Jess’s system everyone is almost related. Does that mean they are not fully separated?
Now this definitely makes sense now I can totally relate now 😄 I have alot of different personalities in my head talking to me at once in my head, they talk to eachother and I fool around with them.
@@yasminvillanueva3141 💛
In head space, isn't touch is just a method of emotional expression?
Hahahaha
Ed's actor literally killed it.
Yeah. He reminds me of me. Better yet, I can relate to all of them.
thats what i thought to- Ed reminds me a bit of our alters and it was so interesting to watch his(Ed's) mannerisms and such being portrayed like this.
We need a full length movie with all the actors that portrays DID ACCURATELY to better educate society. Not the drivel Hollywood keeps making but a real story. One based in truth and facts not salacious stereotypes. Imo Thats the best way to destroy the stigma and change the inaccurate narrative. Which is exactly what yall are doing here on TH-cam but i would love to see it on a larger platform to a larger audience like the big screen or hell even Netflix would be amazing!
watch mr. robot
or "Frankie and Alice" with Halle Berry, I don't think many people know about this movie (and it's based on a real person with DID).
I'm not sure --personally-- how well it does at showing someone's own situation, but Ms. Berry said she "did meet the real Frankie and Alice, but I didn't meet her until after the process was over. We talked to her, and our writers interviewed her, but the real Frankie didn't remember much as the movie will suggest. So my research was more reading books on the subject. And I actually met a doctor that was willing to answer all of my questions, and he actually allowed me to see hours and hours of real tape of real patients in the therapeutic process going through all of their multiples and struggling with bringing them all together" [www.npr.org/2010/12/31/132527850/Halle-Berry-Opens-Up-About-New-Role]
They had the movie on Netflix at one point (which was how I first saw it), however, they have since removed it... I can't exactly remember how long it's been, but probably a few years.
A couple of notes:
* This movie is R Rated for its s*xual content, language, and dr*g use, so TW for whoever sees this comment and chooses to watch it.
* It's about 1:41 (hour & minutes)
* TW again - some of the language used is racist, but it's based in the 1970s about a black woman (Frankie) who has a racist white alter (Alice)
Anyway, I think this movie is good, and I #HighlyRecommend! Then again this is just my opinion. PS. I know this was long *facepalm*
yes, a good movie about DID!
not some psychopath that transforms into a serial killer that can climb on walls like a spider!
Not a movie, and only 2 headmates, but I recommend taking a look at Xenoblade Chronicles 2. The system from that game also managed to be the first multiple in Super Smash Bros.
Watch kill me heal me and bad and crazy Kdarama. These are the best DID disorders Kdarama I have ever watched.
yall shouldve seen my face when I realized I could turn my phone
HAHHAHA ME TOO omg I watched half til realized.. I was wondering why it looked so weird 😹
Courtney G should’ve saw my face after I read this comment
Omg thank you..I had no idea and was tired of seeing just feet!
Me: We can what ?
Me with phone: 🤯
You know u can also turn the screen with your finger no need to spin just drag the finger where u want to go
Thomas feels like he's actually channeling Ed. He's not "acting like Ed" he's speaking for Ed. It's beautiful.
KellyFidero I couldn’t agree more. I seriously love this video so much. I’ve watch it a couple times now. I love them all & their very different personalities. 😍🥰
He reminds me of the guy from umbrella Academy
Ed is so much like Sam (my best friend and one of my alters) except for the kind of goth part.
Sam also has an egocentric boyfriend!
From this video I love Ed even more and the actor is amazing. He was very mysterious before but he is actually very complex and I love how his lover is The Protector.
Ed is my favorite
“Jake, no offense, but what you’re doing is *properly* cringe” had me rolling
timestamp?
@@grace-kc9fo 4:11
that part came on just as i was reading this
@@Anazec1 tttHANK YOu
@@grace-kc9fo nnnNO PROBLEm
I gained a huge amount of respect for people with DID I was struggling so much trying to focus with moving to see who was talking as well as keeping up with what multiple people say at the same time. I can't imagine doing that every day.
Did you know you can swipe the screen instead of spinning around?
Mum: *walks into my room*
Me: *spinning around in circles to see who is speaking*
Mum: *slowly backs away*
Me: *continues spinning*
Accurate
I simply was able to swivel/swipe the video as I watched, which was good as I didn't wanna get dizzy as and then probs fall over, lol
Dito except i was at work haha standing in the bar spinning around. I noticed u could swipe but it was cool moving about it felt like i was really stood in the middle of it all which was super cool.
So us🤣
😂😂😂
y’all fools spinning around trying to see everyone talking while i’m keeping my phone focused on Ed
Mia Hurfman god same
Same!!
Omg same, I don’t know if I’m allowed to simp for an alter-
Same hehe👉👈
Sameeeee!! Ed and Jamie, the whole way through. They're so cute together!! 💕💕💕
Nobody:
Me: *virtual nods to the compliments they give eachother*
PLS I DID THIS
I wish I could hug and love Jake, I literally cried when he said he wishes he could travel the world and such.
How did your alters react to seeing themselves portrayed this way? :)
Ahh, yes! I must know!
I think they were the ones who scripted their own personalities I assume they got with the actors to help portray themselves
I hope they got a say in their costumes-
@@DarkRelm22 wouldn't make sense for them not to
I imagine they just had conversations with one another like before or after the filming.
i feel like i’m in a family therapy session as the therapist and i’m trying to figure everyone out
Seeing the bit where the protector alters try to step in between Ed and Jessie was really illuminating actually...that was the part of the video where the idea of alters as a coping strategy for the brain really stood in focus. I don't have DID, but I do have an anxiety disorder, and there are parts of myself I don't like or hold a grudge against because of something that happened in the past. I could actually relate a tiny bit with that exchange between them all at that point even though those different parts of myself don't have actual different states of consciousness and individual personalities.
It feels sort of like what I know about anxiety and trauma processing, but magnified and amplified (not to mention personified).
All this to say...you're helping and reaching people who have history with anxiety and trauma who don't have DID too. Thanks. :)
100%!!!!
I would greatly benefit from learning the lessons from Olli, Jake, Jamie, and Ed on how to be kinder and more compassionate with myself
I could have written this comment! That was the exact moment that DID clicked in my brain. Not only can I comprehend this immensely complicated situation, I UNDERSTAND ♡ I WANTED TO HUG THEM ALL ♡ I also deal with anxiety. As well as cptsd, bpd and adhd. I can relate to this whole system on such a beautifuly heartbreaking level.
I do have D.I.D. And this is the best thing I’ve seen to help other people understand this mental health illness. I’m hoping my family will watch it. I can relate so much to Jess and all of her alters. Wishing I could do something like this with my alters. 🙂
Omg... lol. This is kinda like adhd only difference is we don’t call all those intrusive opinions and ideas by name! “Giggles”
could you please tell me when it happens
I was diagnosed with D.I.D in August last year and it been REALLY hard to explain how our mind works to family and close friends, but this.. thank you. From all in our system for creating this, youve all help to bring a small light into how something so strange happens 💜
I kept turning to Jamie and Ed and basically like "mom and dad are unimpressed" as a running theme had me cackling
also can I add David did SUCH a good job at like the heart eyes fr fr the way he was looking at Ed ToT
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@@salometipsandtricks2786 But did you ever go to a store and had to show proof that you were vaccinated? Like have you ever seen a unvaccinated person getting denied their shopping?
@@salometipsandtricks2786 bro stfu
"Now we've done introductions and discussed homicide." XD omg lmao I died laughing.
When Jake said he’d give all his lives to Jess the body literally started crying. Don’t know whose emotion that was then, but oof.
I’m in admiration of Edd’s role and when he calls Ollie “Olipop” I melted.
All those one phones: click and drag the video rather than rolling around :)
Lydia A doesnt work for me((
Bahaha wish i saw this sooner 😂
I just sat in an office chair and spun around 😂😂
Lydia A I wish I’d seen this first my bloody neck hurts
Saved my life. Haha.
It works on pause and that's super weird. Watching all the parts frozen there. :0
“I’m Jaime, I’m VERY good looking...”
*sigh*
“Are you ACTUALLY doing this?”
😂
Me with a swivel chair: *spinning frantically to see who’s talking*
U can drag the screen with ur finger
Same though
“I’m Jamie, I’m VERY good-looking, green eyes-“
I can.. i can see that 🙈
Can't the host fall in love with their alters? Because Ed.
They could yes 😂 but Ed is also very gay and very taken 🌈
Omg YES Ed is so cute (and the actor portraying him too, of course)
MultiplicityAndMe im curious how dose it work with different Alters having different partners or sexualities, and how dose that work with Jess having a husband???
@@MultiplicityAndMe But is Jamie gay though, because I would fall in love woth with him .......
@@Iden_Elihio_1999 He is Ed's partner so 😄
The 360° thing on a smartphone is Kinda weird when your sitting in your bed rolling around from one side to the other 😂 but great video 👍🏻👍🏻
I found it easier to follow if you sit in a swivel chair like a computer chair
You can just use your finger on the screen to move around too :)
I started walking around my room XD it was fun
Well I should have thought about my chair... But I was too lazy to get out of bed 😂😂😂
im doing that right now aswell xD
The 5 Things™ at the end made me cry. I tell this to my friend with DID when they're all having a panic. I hope she can have this kind of relationship with her alters.
This is absolutely brilliant. Before yesterday i had no idea DID was such a normal thing. I’d only had knowledge from media like Split, or people in insane asylums. I’d always been taught that people who have alters, multiple identities, or people who have schizophrenia and hear multiple voices in their head, were all insane with strait jackets in padded rooms, but that proves how far we are in the education of mental health. I would love to see a full lenght movie on DID with actual educated and empathetic actors, or perhaps actors who actually have DID, so that in the future we can encourage more resources and empathy for people with DID. The ending especially touched me as someone with anxiety who suffers from panic attacks especially at night since childhood. I’m so thankful for all of your efforts and bravery for coming forward and being willing to show all of yourselves to the world, especially Ed, i realize how difficult it must be for him. Thank you so much, this was such a beautiful piece
Ollie: “The stereotype about being psychotic killers!”
Ed: “...yes...stereotype...excuse me while I just nonchalantly pack away my heavy duty cleaning supplies”
I will forever view Ed as the Daddy who will kill for his beans(Jess, Ollie and Eevee)
And Jamie too!! :3
Also Ed calling his son Olliepop is my new favourite thing ever
Where was that?
Reminds me of Hannah Montana
I must have missed that, what time was that at
15:40
Dear christian women of the world the vaccine is the mark of the beast. Here is why. Remember cell phone contact tracing where you get a app to track who you get in contact with through out the day? Well imagine that in a rifd chip that can fit in the fold of your hand or nose. It keeps track of those who took the vaccine and allow businesses and the government to know if you are covid clean or not. Without it you can't buy or sell. With it you can enter stores to buy and sell. That is the truth. Anyways the vaccine is the mark because without it stores can't sell to you and without it you can't enter stores to buy. Love y'all
As someone with DID this made me so happy. People always think there's some evil part of us plotting away and this shows that we're just a puzzle that sometimes has a hard time fitting together but if we work properly together, you'll see the beautiful picture at the end
I teared up seing the relationship Ed & Jamie have including their son. I can see a lot of myself in Ed. I wish I'd have such a wonderful relationship going on. But I'm pretty much lonely. Please let Ed & Jamie know how much I adore them and that I wish them both all the best. ♡
this project needs to go viral, it's so fascinating and raises awareness of DID. has it ever been done before?
Not to my knowledge 😅 we’re the first... but I feel like that would be so wonderful to bring so much awareness!
@@MultiplicityAndMe me too! How do we get a video viral, I wonder.🤔💜
@@GirlMomma get it shared on places with lots of internet traffic
Share away! 😄💗💗💗
My system and I are working on a project that will mostly be photos portraying all of us together but if I can find the right videographer we might be doing video too
This project is so original. Like I believe it could be a new form of therapy for people with DID. Even though it's scripted, it's the real reactions of the alters and the actors are just speaking for them. Truly amazing.
It is teraputic and it happens inside of us, no need to be external because is a inside problem not external
@@Sr.Abobora But sometimes it's very good to see something from a different angle, like take a step back and reflect when your in a different mood :)
@@bloepblep4287 u misunderstood me, i didnt say this is not helpfull, i just said a fact n u understood that i am criticizing her job negatively, maybe u should to take some interpretative lessons
@@Sr.Abobora I'm sorry I misunderstood I can't speak english very well.
@@bloepblep4287 dont worry bro totally comprehensible, understand another language is like having a new cultural perspective of the world and life is amazing, stay strong learning, good that has "civilizated" people on internet or youtube comments, this channel is about empathy i think so not surprised
Honestly I cried when Oli talked about how great his dads are He and I are similar in age and it's so sweet to see someone my age that close to their parents
Honest question.. is it wrong that I literally want all of them to have a tv show ? Or these actors to portray all the alters in a tv show? Honestly I love every single one so much!!! Everyone is so unique!
It helps to understand the conflict better and what it means to be all these wonderful people!
This was honestly one of the best projects I’ve ever seen on the internet before!!!😍😱 What an eye opener !
The closest thing you’ll get is Mr Robot
So Ed Jamie and Ollie are like a family unit inside the system. That's fascinating. I loved this it truly gives a nice perspective inside the headspace.
Dear christian women of the world the vaccine is the mark of the beast. Here is why. Remember cell phone contact tracing where you get a app to track who you get in contact with through out the day? Well imagine that in a rifd chip that can fit in the fold of your hand or nose. It keeps track of those who took the vaccine and allow businesses and the government to know if you are covid clean or not. Without it you can't buy or sell. With it you can enter stores to buy and sell. That is the truth. Anyways the vaccine is the mark because without it stores can't sell to you and without it you can't enter stores to buy. Love y'all
Yeah Ed and Jamie are partners, Ollie is their child and jake is Jamie’s brother
@@salometipsandtricks2786 the needle in the vaccine isn’t even large enough to even distribute a micro chip let alone an RFID. If you want pointers to where you should be looking if that is your concern, look at blood transfusion and donation needles. I’m 17 years old. It’s kinda sad that people actually think this stuff is real despite being older.
The actors in this are so amazing, sometimes I feel like I’m intruding on an actual familial conversation, I know a lot of what they are saying is verbatim anyway, and that with all five of their acting skills makes for a really powerful piece, that sometimes makes me feel like i shouldn’t be watching it, because the bond they have with each other seems so intimate and private
Yeah that's what Ed said. I agree with him. I'm impressed that he agreed to this anyway, to e.g. educate people like me. I'm thankful to all of them for this experience.
Dear christian women of the world the vaccine is the mark of the beast. Here is why. Remember cell phone contact tracing where you get a app to track who you get in contact with through out the day? Well imagine that in a rifd chip that can fit in the fold of your hand or nose. It keeps track of those who took the vaccine and allow businesses and the government to know if you are covid clean or not. Without it you can't buy or sell. With it you can enter stores to buy and sell. That is the truth. Anyways the vaccine is the mark because without it stores can't sell to you and without it you can't enter stores to buy. Love y'all
@@salometipsandtricks2786 But did you ever go to a store and had to show proof that you were vaccinated? Like have you ever seen a unvaccinated person getting denied their shopping?
I actually forgot they were actors and thought these were the alters themselves, lmao
As someone part of a system, this made me and my alters so happy. I’m so filled with joy to see that we’re not alone. From the bottom of our hearts, thank you for making this
How awesome would it be if one day they could create a “VR connection” where they connect peoples minds “together” so those with DID could actually interact with each other in a full dive interactive environment
The part where Jess gets overwhelmed when the boys start talking amongst themselves is so so accurate. I'm going to show people this when they think I'm being rude when I can't focus on what they're saying because it's so loud in my head. I can't get over how good and informative it was. I don't think I will ever be able to do this with my parts, how brave you all are. Thank you guys
M fl at that point it was so hard to choose who to focus on, I just chose to focus on Jess.
I rewatched that part multiple times to take it all in. Probably the most powerful moment in an overall incredibly powerful piece!
Honestly I could feel myself getting overwhelmed at that point in the video. Sensory overload is a major thing and it's even worse when the people around you can't hear the noise in your head so don't understand why you're so overwhelmed
JazzNicole i chose Ed! I wonder who other people picked!
@@kiahhicks2366 The great thing with TH-cam is that you can go back and watch it from all of the perspectives! There's no need to choose!
I don't know if anyone's said this yet but thankyou to Ed for agreeing to be apart of this video even though it seems he wasn't fully on board with the idea. I guess he doesn't really like attention but I have to admit I was drawn to him throughout the video and it's lovely to see how Jamie helps him and the situation.
This is such an eye opening video and well done to the actors and to Jess as well for having the courage to make this happen. It must've been hard coming up with an overall idea like this and being able to turn it into a real life sketch but a huge round of applause for you all, I think everyone did a great job.
I'd love to see more things like this or similar to in the future and hope you guys get the chance to continue raising awareness and helping end the stigmas and stereotypes that come with this disorder.
Much love to all 😊
As someone without DID, this was really cool to see and made it easier to understand what you and other systems go through. I loved this!
honestly watching this I had the same reaction as Ed. I personally would be terrified to show the world how we all interact and how we see ourselves and each other. Major props to all of you for being brave enough to do this.
Jamie and Ed seem like such good parents I’m jealous of Ollie they make such a beautiful family
Me: *has way more alters than Jess*
Also me: I’m so doing this.... someone hire a butload of actors!!
Ella Govig I’m so glad that someone else mentioned this. I was like damn the amount of alters in our systems is about quadruple the amount she has.
Shay Allen only quadruple? 😂
There's an Australian DID system that was recently in national news because not only were alter testimonies accepted as witness testimony in court, but they actually won the court case and sent their abuser to jail for 45 years, which is probably how long ago the abuse started.
That is Jeni Haynes and her army of 2,500 alters and fragments. This video is a 7 minute piece talking about Jeni's condition (still referred to as Multiple Personality Disorder), and talking about feeling free now that it's over: th-cam.com/video/cS2AndkBux8/w-d-xo.html
60 Minutes did a longer (40+ minute) piece on Jeni Haynes and her army. This one may be triggering to some, since there is a little more detail and you find out some long-term effects of the abuse that will make your heart hurt, even if you haven't experienced anything traumatic yourself: th-cam.com/video/lsXFcbPbvI4/w-d-xo.html
@@ceekay3143 oh my god! That's huge amount, I didn't even know that many alters was possible
I would've had 23 actors ×D
This is one of the coolest things ever.
All people involved in portraying these alters, really do a great job..
I know this comment is rather late, but I didn't see this until now.
The entire idea of this is beautiful. To be able to give everyone the chance to inhabit the outter world simultaneously, well.. The closest to it. I also think it's beautiful that everyone had a chance to get things off their chest to really work out struggles and come to an understanding.
I understand why Ed is so cautious of the internet though, and I really respect him in all ways pertaining it. Because he could very well just leave it at "F* that" and not participate at all etc..
I remember one video he was very upset, and I felt bad for him as well as everyone through that ordeal. I'm glad to see things progressively... I'm having trouble finding the right words here, in basic terms.. Getting better..
You all seem like sweet people, (And the actors too), and I cannot fully convey through words just what seeing this means to me personally.. And I admit I'm not yet comfortable.
But your messages in this video, really give hope for overall acceptance and understanding of DID. It's scary to be in a spotlight.. But there are enough good people who have your back. Of that I'm certain.
Love to you all, your connection and courage is so admirable.
I'm sorry this is so long though.
But really.. Thank you again.
no one:
me: *points the camera straight up at the ceiling* ah yes, quality content
When everyone started talking at once I cringed on how accurate it was.
Also, seeing this makes me feel more “normal” somehow. Because... it’s just people talking, just like every other human does. We are just people, there’s nothing wrong with us
@Madam Meouff it is also frustrating when you front a bunch and are the only alter who doesnt identify with the sex of the body. Dysphoria is a bitch. We have 2 "hosts" in our system me being one of them and the one who has been around since middle school to college. So most people know us as the name I go by...
Exactly how I felt seeing this, I was surprised it was done actually, but it made me feel a lot better. Seeing this comment also made me feel better, I thank you for that!
I have a ptsd and bi-polar diagnosis now. That segment was so true to heart I almost cried. I may need to talk to my therapist more.
Bro, i know! That's exactly how i talk to them and it's weird how accurate this is
@@Alexandra-sy4zs exactly! but it is so comforting
I love Ed's actor. They are so amazing, great experience seeing it this way. I will hopefully help others see what we see every day
This honestly made me cry, we just know we'll never have all of us visualised in the same space, we don't even have a headspace so all of our communication is during co-conscious... we just need to piece our puzzle together but it's so hard for us because we don't even have a diagnosis yet...
One day, I hope we can all semi stand in the same room as each other, I absolutely love all of us, and it's probably really difficult but I'd love to talk to everyone face to face... - Bun
Thank you all. Its so nice to have any media of people with DID that doesnt demonize us, especially something real like this video. Hopefully this video helps erase some of the stigma for us
I think Ed portrays something very important that a lot of people (without DID) go through.. some people who have really traumatic childhoods and never had a fair chance/ended up in not the best situations.. live their lives thinking they are "bad people, no hope for them, undeserving etc etc". They are unable to see the good in themselves - even when everyone around them CAN see the good. The things you have gone through dont ever make you a bad person. Listen to all the people around you, who love you! Listen to all the good things they have to say about you. They are saying it for a reason - it's TRUE! And know that you can heal from your traumas. Your traumas dont define your future. You define your future.
Thank you so much for thinking of us "bad seed" "forgotten children" . It means everything. Love you💓
Dealing with this right now and honestly I felt a lot of connection with Ed in this.
One of my systems friends referred to the alter who was made to front during the trama as "the sacrificial lamb" this actually helped them feel better even though they still resented the part who decided to make them that person.. they feel more whole because well.. after looking into why you would have an alter who presents as your abuser. We all fused. Then split off into the same parts but slightly different and well.. they became a new fused alter who is better able to handle what happened. (Basically with fusion it's like magnets and since the part that "the lamb" had to fuse with was already fused together with 2 other parts.. they fused with all of us.. sucked for 2 days as I have separation anxiety and I ultimately caused us to split..) we are only 3 parts now.
18:20 I cried when Jake (Will sid Smith) explained how he wanted to travel and do things for himself. like he didn´t have the chance for a life. All the fans are praising Ed´s actor and he's amazing, but i just wanted to say that you all are :) .
Miluiel _92 isn’t Jake in reality the part of Jess which actually wanted to travel just in her case isolated and distinct?
Me: *looks down and starts spinning*
My sister: *hey what do you-*
Me: *keeps spinning*
My sister: *slowly backs away*
Me first time seeing this channel: Interesting
*-plays video*
*-sees Ed*
Me: ooooh dang I think I like him. Wait so Jamie's partner, in work?
*-Ollie shows up*
Me: Oh so he's 16, cool cool, well that's very young. *goes back to whoever's speaking*
Me: wait- *goes back to Ollie and reads EVERY SINGLE INFORMATION*
Me: *-hearts been broke so many times-*
Also ... The hardest part for me was the end because during the whole video I had forgotten that these were actors. I really saw the alters.
but wait... if you're here... THEN WHO'S FLYING THE PLANE?!
i was NOT expecting to find someone from toonbook here holy shit
"Wait but if you're here... then who was flickering the lights!"
@@Oliver-yc5fi it was Nosferatu obviously
I’ve never really considered some of the things they said! This was phenomenal. I’ve never considered they’d form inner families or be envious of one another. Or simply how strong they are and how selfless they were in regards to not just the body but to each other. The sheer determination to keep Oliver safe and happy made me really step back and rethink how I usually processed DID. Honestly? I don’t regret clicking and I hope to learn more so I can stray really far from Hollywood stereotypes of mental health issues. I hope the system, everyone in it individually and the fellow commenters on the video stay safe and know they are loved and valid!
This was so freaking cool. Its one thing hearing someone talk in theory, but when you have a 3d simulation with verbatim dialog and specifically chosen cast, it was really good
"...and, NOW WE HAVE A HEADACHE"
Jess freaked out about a new alter.
This was probably the best use of 360 videography I've ever seen. Praying that your therapy sessions are helpful to the whole system. Jess, you and the boys are amazing.
Can I just say, I love the dress that Jess is wearing in this
This is so incredible, and it gave me a much better sense of Jake's relationship to and within the system, what his role is, how he protects Jess.
I just want him to go out and have a good time!
(Also all the other alters are so lovely and amazing! Ollie has stolen my heart and Ed and Jamie are so sweet on each other its actually really beautiful)
I have such a crush on Ed
U must b mistaken 😂 I hope at least it’s the actor n not the real me! 💜 ~Ed xo
MultiplicityAndMe ah thank you for replying!! x and well of course the actor is the closest I can get to really seeing you I guess, but I really like your style and your personality as well 😊
I have a crush on Jamie
why am i torn between jamie and ed?? !!!!!❤️❤️❤️❤️
do i have info on the actors potraying your alters
I get overwhelmed so easily, Jess's reaction when everyone is talking is honestly how I felt watching this whole video. It was rlly disorienting. I can't imagine what it would be like to hear multiple conversations all the time, thank you for making this video! A week ago I didn't even know what DID was so this was very interesting to watch.
This is exactly what I have been thinking the whole time.
Yes I was like on the verge of having a panic attack but I was still trying to focus 😅
It can be utter chaos when everyone talks at once, and in certain, but not every case, can cause massive panic attacks.
I had...chills..run down my spine..and tbh its usually my body telling me to switch.. Telling me "someone needs to take over to ensure theyre not alone".. I wanna cry so badly knowing that im not alone with this..
As someone with DID. I cried when I saw this. It's the best thing I can show to friends that don't fully understand. I thank all of you for doing this.
Ollie and ed look exactly how i pictured them...I cried when jake said he would do it all again and give everything to Jess
At time of writing this comment I'm a little over half way through but I just had to say these things:
1. Jess looks so proud everytime I turn the camera towards her of the other actors/alters.
2. I love Tom as an actor and I love how he portrays Ed.
3. I love love love the little small interactions between Ed and Jamie which make it really clear they are a loving couple and caring of each other.
Ed deserves all the love in the world! He is very sweet and i get why he was so confused why they were doing the video. It must be weird having someone who may or may not be a person that understands what DID is looking into your life and the others lives. I'm really happy i got to experience this and learn a lot more about how DID works. I hope all of the others are doing well!
DID is not only such an incredibly difficult thing for others to understand, but also, for a person with DID, to self-reflect on the “form” of what’s transpiring inside.
For a very long time I told my therapist that “I can’t see myself”… meaning that I wanted to take a step back and see the big picture in order to grasp the totality of what’s going on. But I couldn’t. All I could get was transient glimpses of a variety of different angles of perception… but never an all encompassing view of myself. This video changed that. Honestly. This video provides exquisite explanatory imagery and perspective that up until watching this I did not have.
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for making this production. ❤🙏
Seeing Ed and Jamie together made me emotional for some reason. What a fantastic video. Thank you for sharing this with us!
With Ollie too! Watching their interactions is really beautiful. It’s one thing to hear about the inner world, but having a visual representation of how they work together is incredible.
I got a bit teared up when you explained to Ed that he's not a bad alter and I also got teared up when they described him because he couldnt describe himself well enough. A lot of people can relate to that sort of misunderstood-alien in the family, including me, so Im just so happy to see Ed expanding with Jamie by his side and showing his true self, that is a good self.
the way ed softened and called ollie “darling” my heart 🥺💕
This feels like watching a Sanders Sides episode.
On a more serious note, this is amazing and so original. The interactions feel so real and I truly feel like I'm there and understand. I was close to tears everytime they touched each other
Why did I start crying as the boys helped jess ground 😭
Omg I was trying not to cry in front of my boyfriend
Bitch me too the fuck :,v
Me too 💚 I think it’s the love between them all. Though there maybe tension, fear or wishing for something else. Deep down love is what moves them together. 🥰
Omg me too 😭
literally omg
The confrontation between Ed and Jess was powerful, and how it opened up this whole dialogue between all of you about things you've all wanted to say to one another but couldn't until now was so vulnerable and raw and gave such an amazing insight to something we'd otherwise not ever be honored to see. Thank you and thank you to the amazing actors who have stayed with you all.
This honestly is amazing, people do need to understand that people with DID aren’t monsters or scary, they’re just people who went through a lot and have multiple identities that helped them go through that. There’s nothing wrong with them. They are lovely people. They are humans.
Just came across this and it’s one of the best representations I’ve ever seen. Usually I just tell people that way I hear is “like having 10 cannons in my head and those 10 cannons shoot off 10 cannonballs, so what I’m saying isn’t always what I’m actually thinking” or “it’s like being in a crowded room all the time with no control of the volume people talk at or what they say or do and we are all waiting to watch something on a tiny screen”. It’s not the best way to explain it, but it’s worked for the most part when explaining it quickly to a new person if I don’t have time to really break it down.
*Jess:* You are a great host (as far as I can tell) and I am in awe of what you have acchieved.
*Jake:* Jamie was absolutely right. Your positivity and kindness leaves me in awe. Thanks for putting a smile on my face.
*Olli:* You seem like such a cool dude, I love "having you around". You continue to impress me with your maturity!
*Ed:* I understand your reluctance to share your life with the internet - so it means a lot that you participate anyway. You seem like the kind of person I would love to get to know better.
*Jamie:* Well done moderating! I feel you control the chaos and look out for everyone - which is super important when constantly being a team. Good job.
Thank you (all) so much for letting us in on your conversation.
This was really great
letting us in on your deepest darkest secrets ;)
This comment wholeheartedly.
this was such a nice, wholesome comment! 🖤
this is such a sweet comment-!!
Bruh the angle I’ve been watching this made me think of
“DONT BE SHY PUT SOME MORE”
Exactly my thought
the what?
I don't get the reference.
God bless 💜
How is this not Schizophrenia
I remember watching a documentary on Jess and her alters for a diagnostic class. It made my heart happy because she has such an awesome support network who cares for her and her alters. DID is a totally real thing that can be caused by trauma. I definitely suggest looking into Jess’s story because it so beautifully humanizing.
I found myself gravitating towards Ed. I think its because I've suffered trauma/depression/suicidal ideation but I don't have DID so all of me carries it. I think Ed might dislike the Host because he sees her as being irresponsible, that she needs to toughen up. And there might be some of that that is needed, she shouldn't be coddled everytime something is confrontational. But just like I've stopped beating bruises into myself, Ed needs to speak more gently with the host. The only way I can see Ed and the Host getting along is if they spend more one on one time. Learn be more tender and learn to trust.
Okay one thing I just want to say this is a really cool way to portray alters.
Also-
Hold on I can swipe my screen instead of spinning around-
WAIT- omg it works I can stop twisting around to face behind me. Thank you 🙏
Why did I see this comment with only 4 minutes left?! 😭
Read this after watching the whole thing spinning around in bed
swipe?? how does this work
THANK YOU
Ok few things:
1. Jamie and Ed’s relationship is soooo cute
2. Ollie’s actor is 😍
3. This was an absolutely incredible thing to do so thank you.
4. I now need to watch this 5 more times. Each time, I’ll focus on the body language of only one person.
I seem to always find myself coming back to this video just to hear the boys casually discussing homicide. 😂
I was just diagnosed with DID and came across this video while deep diving TH-cam. What a good resource
Jamie and Ed are actually the cutest and seeing them interact and support and look after each other is just 👌👌😭😭
that was so much more realistic than I expected holy shit. that fear about who is fronting/not fronting was so accurate and yeah. idk what was just really interesting to watch from another systems pov
Just to let people know, you don’t have to spin around your room! You can just swipe on the screen!
OMFG THANK YOU :')
@@milkicita you’re welcome lol
The actors are so good, sometimes it felt like it was actually them.
Holy shit am I teary eyed, I don't have DID but my partner does and this is so wonderful, to see the alters be who they are outside of headspace and interact as a normal family which is what all children and people who experienced repeated pain deserve a normal, happy family, I know not all systems get along like yin and yang but each system is so unique and just as important as the next, I know this video isn't that recent but even so I'm happy I found it, Agh you have me choking up I wish for even just a day my partner's alters can have a physical body outside of headspace, even just for a day...
If such technology exists. Will such alters be considered as intelligence similar to A.I?
This was such an educational video, I learnt so much! I had heard of the language around DID before, maybe watched a few videos on it, but this video really brought all of that together and helped me visualize the concept, so thank you. It must have been a ton of work to put it all together.
Really makes me wonder if this type of 360 video format, that simulates a person's mind, could be used to help communicate other mental disorders too. Like... for instance I know this video is a tiny bit scripted so it's clear to the audience what's going on, but I still was surprised at just how clear your mind was, like your alters could remember what they said previously and stuff. Not trying to insult you, just I get pretty constant brain fog so its very hard to remember things, and seeing your mind do that like it was an everyday normal thing was like.. wow. Really cool stuff
Jake is so adorable! Plus I think I relate a lot to Ollie. This video has made me realize that I'm not only Host but I'm possibly an Emotional protector as well. I felt every single word that Ollie said about all of you going through trauma... So thank you for that Ollie! ❤ -Haylie (The Rainbow Kingdom System)
I would watch an entire series like this. Ive never seen myself represented so accuratly before
I agree. I am blown away at how accurate this is. One of the most frustrating parts of having DID is trying to explain to others what it's like living with it. I will be showing them ALL this video. Thank you again. This makes me feel less like a freak and more understood.
holy shit this is such a creative idea
honestly listening to yall talk has brought a huge smile on my face. sure, there are tensions but its visible that all of you are a close knit family, which is just heartwarming to see.
Wow- this was incredible both as a form of education and also as an artistic endeavor. Thank you, as both a clinician and artist, for creating this video. Will stay tuned!
This is such a small thing but the bit at 15:40 where Ed calls ollie "olliepop" and explains it to him is so wholesome 😭 Ed and Jaimie are such good parents