i feel like Jade has loosened up a little since her first introduction. you can see she's still the jade from before. but now there's a hint of a smile.
I noticed that too. I thought it was because most other times I've seen her she was warning the viewers not to mess with her system, while in this video the part where she started smiling was at Soren's impression of her. I don't think she trusts the viewers much (sadly with good reason) but it's good to see that she does like the alters around her and, I think, trusts them. I doubt we would have seen her more gentle side otherwise.
Just the fact that Jade hasn't fused with anyone and that she still occupies the role of Gatekeeper shows how important she is to the system and how all of the alters respect her.
I think she has to keep the other alters at arm’s length to best do her job and not « slip up » with some of the memories and secrets she is holding. I don’t think she could get close enough to another alter to fuse. I might be wrong though
Using old clips seem like a great way to help alters talk for themselves without having to control switching or wait to film videos, love seeing you guys back!!
@@octolingo1892Gregory was in a “meet the boys” meet alters video, but expressed that he was too anxious to have people know him in depth, so ?Chloe? took down the video.
I love hearing Sorren talk about his system and just gush about “oh my god I love this guy!” “This guy is the best” “they’re so kind” because we do that with our system! We just yap about how we love and appreciate our headmates
Jade just popped out like « you better not be talking shyte about me », checked her description then went back inside 😂😂 does that make her the oldest (as in longest to have existed in the system) alter?
i’ve been a fan since chloe was the host and i remember both jade and sally from those days. i think those two are probably the longest to exist as a single alter that are public (although all prior alters all still exist, when they fuse they’re still there just different)
@@APerson863 Yes, I think Jade, Ruby, and Sally are some of the longest-standing alters. Sally & Kyle originated when the body was still very little, but I don't think we've been told when Jade or Ruby started to emerge.
You’re definitely one of my favourites, Jade! As an autistic person, it’s so refreshing to see someone else (who isn’t necessarily autistic) say what they mean, mean what they say and make no apologies for it 🫶🏻
I never thought of it like that before! as a fellow autistic person it's actually very comforting to see someone so eloquent mean what they say in a somewhat blunt (sorry if that's mean, that's the best way I can describe it) way
I was surprised when she said she wasn’t sure she was a fan favorite. She is very likable. Sure she’s a little harsh and straight forward. But she is not rude and most importantly (to me) her protectiveness of her system is so clear and it’s hard to not like her for it.
@@vitalityinair5864Agreed! I think she likely feels that because she isn’t a pushover / people pleaser; it makes her inherently unlikable, but in reality it only makes her unlikable to those who would want to take advantage of the system in the first place. The vast majority of people don’t find the ability to firmly state your boundaries and stick to them off putting, especially not when it’s done in such an eloquent and polite way.
I've always known that each alter is their own distinct entity but I've never been able to see it as clearly as that introduction montage at the beginning. Hearing them each say hello in their own voices one after another really made everyone stand out.
it will always be absolutely insane to me how much one body can change, voice, hair, body language, everything entirely different just because an alter is fronting. the whiplash from. maeri to soren is insane and i wish i could see drawings of you everyone looks but the body already is amazing at portraying the differences. Very proud of yall frfr
my SO was hearing this exactly video, but didn't watch when alters introduced themselves. When that part was over he asked 'which ones were her alters'? ;) "All of them" surprised him a bit. There was also video with some Little one (i think it is private or gone now) and they sounded entirely different.
I don't, either. I've been following them since damn near the beginning of the channel. It's very intriguing how the mind works. This System is truly fucking amazing!!!❤
for real. some of the things that stuck with me the most from this channel have come from her, as a trauma survivor myself (people often said i'm scary because i'm a huge maths nerd and look serious all the time). "i'm bitter, but not vindictive" is a principle to go by! i'm allowed to be sad for myself, not to pity myself.
Jade has always spoke to me the most. Our own gatekeeper has been inspired by her blunt, logical and careful protection as she grew up. We are autistic (as we saw in other comments by others) and bluntness, truthfulness always feels safe for us!
I have ADHD and I appreciate that as well. I can't even count how often I've put my foot in it, had no idea how/where I messed up, and the "it's fine" responses just made me overthink how much they probably secretly dislike me. Being direct and clear is way more soothing in the long run!
@@jinxgirl5 even if people feel bad or uncomfy idc, the truth > anything and directness is simple and effective. those who dislike it aren't worth the time.
Jade was like "What do you mean I'm a fan favorite? How is that possible?! You're-" *Reads Soren's description* "Ah shit, I get it now. Sorry, you can come back"
i think we also admire Jade so much because we see how important her role is for the system. She’s strong and will always say what needs to be said and won’t hold back - a few traits a lot of us wish we had and absolutely admire Jade for ❤
You are all so strong to show your switching and information about the system!! Thank you all for this information and removing the stigma. Much love and care!
Ofc! There should be nothing controversial about showing a normal part of this disorder, we try to show that switching is just another part of life for us
Something I find really special about you and those with DID is how aware you are of yourselves and your personalities and your thought processes. I feel like a lot of people really don’t have that solid of a grasp on themselves and I know it’s partially because you have no choice, but it’s still something I really admire about you guys.
I havent seen anyone mention the compilation of everyone introducing themselves at the beginning 😭 I got so emotional just watching it and seeing everyone again. Ive been here since Chloe was the host so its been a long and wild ride. I love getting to see everyone grow and develop
@@aimeecastano2189 she integrated many years ago with Nina and became Nin. An integration is when 2 or more fractured alters merge into one and their memories fuse
We are so incredibly happy for this video!! I am a "new" alter, seeing as two of us have integrated for the first time. It was incredibly horrifying and scary as it was happening. We watched your fusion vid for advice and it brought us a lot of comfort in the worst of times. I just wanted to thank you so very much for your work and I hope you have a fantastic and fulfilling journey!! Love you all!!!
1. I *need* Jade to understand just how fantastic she is. Not only does she shoulder her role within the system so so well (as far as we can see obviously) but she is also just, very interesting as a person. Whilst I will never meet her, or any of you, she is the one I think i would like to meed the most. She is feirce and protective, direct and stern, but still she seems so kind. And I dont know, that just is such an interesting combination of traits that makes her seem fantastic to talk with. 2. Im so glad youre back. Ive been here since Chloe (wait is that the right spelling? Ah, who knows) was the host, and seeing how the system has changed over the years, has grown and fought and healed, has been everything from beautiful to heartbreaking. I will always root for you, you deserve good things. You deserve peace ❤️
The supercut of all the introductions… wow what a throwback some of those are. Its amazing to see this channel grow and become what it is now. I love how it shows your ongoing commitment to raising awareness and understanding. ❤
as a DID system myself, it's always been comforting seeing your videos during these years and they've helped us learn more about ourselves and how we can grow together as a system. thank you for everything that you do 🫶🫶
reading the comments under your videos as a system fan is wild seeing so many kind singlets, i love the positive community fostered by this channel and always have ❤
I (a singlet haha) work in the mental health field and watching DissociaDID has taught me how to be a better caretaker for individuals with DID. I have had a few patients with it throughout the years and I feel like without the knowledge I've gained here, I would have not been able to help them and work with their systems. ❤
TIL: word 'singlet' for people that don't have DID ;) In programing there is word "singleton" which (via wiki): "In software engineering, the singleton pattern is a software design pattern that restricts the instantiation of a class to a singular instance."
Jade to me it's like that middle school teacher who is very strict and you fear (and respect) when you are young but as an adult you realize how much they thought you and how they were never scary and respect them even more.
Thank you for an alter update. I don't follow the channel as frequently as regular watchers, so I like being brought up to speed whenever a new video is posted.
I missed Sally!! glad to know she's doing ok and that we'll see her again, and also I feel like Jade was dissapointed in a sense of "so you're goofing around and you are talking about me :/" and then she got a little embarrased seing that we all love her and that Soren was just telling good (and the truth at that!) things about her
Jade's role is so important and I'm glad to see her smile when she saw what Soren said about her. It was good seeing her and Sally and Maeri again. I was wondering how they were all doing. I admire all of them so much 💚🩵💜
I doubt you guys (meant gender neutrally), will see this, but I’m so happy to have you back. I totally understood when you explained on the shorts. But I was very worried about all of you. I hope you feel safe now! I’ll miss Kya and what I knew of Mara but I’m excited for the new Soren (and maybe your sister) chapter of the channel. I love that every time there’s a fusion involving the host, each person brings their own new thing! So happy to have you back! But glad that you were able to take a break when u needed one. Those of us who truly support you will be there for you, no matter how many breaks you take. I love you all! From Phoenix (from Australia)
Welcome back babes!! You should feel very proud for working together and for sharing your next season of life. I wish nothing but the best for the whole system and I can’t wait to see what comes next! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
@@DissociaDID I mean every word!! Been following for years, and seeing how you’ve grown has been truly inspiring. You’ve actually been an influence on my career path! Becoming a mental health professional that specializes in trauma disorders, especially DID. It deserves more attention and resources, and I can only hope that in the future I can be of help for systems. I aaaam rambling, apologies 😅 TLDR; been a follower for years, you’ve inspired me to become a therapist with DID specialization, aaaand I wish I could give you a big hug!! 😭❤️🫶🏻
As someone without DID, I try to wrap my single mind around the idea of an inner world. It seems that as a collective, you have more access to parts of your mind than I could ever comprehend. All the trauma that I went through is there, but I can't actually access it, or file it, in a sense. It's just always there for me to have to process. Or, I guess, I just let myself eventually forget it? I enjoy your videos so much, because even as someone without it, it allows me to process stuff in a way I never even considered before. Thank you. Your system helps so many people, even if they don't have DID.
The thing with Jade is that she cares. That's why I admire her! She was always so stern and tough probably because of the responsibility to be aware of so many traumas. I was so surprised to hear her laugh in this video and I made me really happy! Jade, I hope that you can accept and be proud of being a fan favourite, because you really are 💖 lots of love for you all!
the first minute was such a walk down memory lane, it’s surreal how long I’ve been watching all of you growing (and, despite all, thriving) .. made me quite emotional tbh 🥺 all my love to all of you
It's very interesting to see the clips from the older videos and remembering the journey of the system. The confidence increase from Chloe to Nin to Kya to Soren is amazing to see. Jade seems a lot more confortable and relaxed. I can't even begin to imagine how stressful her job truly is, but it's definitely good to see her around. I'll never forget the quite agressive "You are valid" she told us in a video I don't even remember how long ago. She can sound quite harsh, yet be nice at the same time. I can see why she's a fan favourite, and I love her too.
Nice to meet the new alters, and get info on those who are still here. Kind of funny that Jade didn't realize how much she is respected and honored on your channel. Being a fan-favorite doesn't always mean that they person is entertaining, but that we feel honored and very respectful when we see her. Glad Mike is still around! Hope we get to see you all more as you heal.
One thing I noticed is how, over the years, their makeup just kept getting better and better and more elaborate which I think is really nice to see. If Kyle hadn't fused and instead became the host alter, I think we may have noticed a shift in makeup in the opposite direction, notably with some possible.... harsh.. contour lol!
I’ve been following your system since its beginning days of the channel and it’s been wonderful to see you back on at the moment. And seeing all of the growth and change that has occurred since Chloe was the host and just exploring and learning DID. I am very sad that your last fusion was interrupted but I am glad you are all able to process what has happened. I do remember how scary the first fusion was for the system. And the eye makeup is absolutely gorgeous today!
I've been watching this channel for a while (since Chloe and Nadia were around) and I feel so relieved to see you all (the sistem) are still here and well after this bumpy road to say the least. You're great and Soren is amazing. Wish you all the best, peace and happiness 💚
Let Jade know she's definitely a fan favorite! The video she made before Nin and everyone stopped filming for that big break was so impactful and powerful. I love seeing Jade when she does come up. Edit: just to add, were do love others to! Lots of love to Omega, and if they're ready for it send some to Dark and Demon as well as they're working on healing.
Mike! I'm so glad he's still around and safe. I'm so happy to either get to know you all or seeing how much you all have changed. Thank you so much for filming this guys! I look forward to seeing when you guys post next, whenever that is, take your time and please do whatever is right for your system. Lots of love you guys! ❤
Well, Jade, you're definitely a favourite of mine! I don't know if this is strange to you, but behind all the directness, I feel a lot of motherly love. Your feistiness and competence makes my inner child feel safe.
Jade is definitely a fan favorite, I think the lot of your subscribers (including myself) have so much respect for her 💕 glad to see you all online and (hopefully) flourishing. Your channel has always been such a safe space for myself and sooo many others. Thank you for doing what you do, shedding a light on hard topics, sharing important information to help others and encouraging people 💕 very grateful for the work you do.
Respect that despite everything, you still continue to do this, especially the ones who are rightfully more cautious/distrustful!! Nice to (re)meet everyone, hope you're all doing as well as you can do. Sending lots of love back!!
to Jade: ive strugled a lot with low self esteem and depresion for a lot of years, and in one of your old videos you look directly into the camera and tell me that i matter and that i am loved. whenever im having a bad day i find this video, and your words pick me up just enough to make it through. you might not look at yourself as a favorite, but you have helped a lot of people get through though times. thank you for being who you are.
I'm so happy you're doing better and making videos again! DID is so interesting. It just proves how powerful and complex our brains are. Lots of love from Finland 🇫🇮 💜
Been an avid (but lurking) supporter since around 2017! I love everyone so much, and will never get tired of showing my love and support! Thank you all for bringing such informative content, being brave, and helping in ending the stigma around DID. You people are awesome!
You are absolutely stunning! Thank you for sharing this with us, it has been an honor to follow this journey over the last few years. You all are truly amazing 🤍 and you help others too, even through your strife. Absolutely admirable 🥺 always stay strong because you deserve to reach your happiness ☀️
From what I've seen through your videos, each fusion and resulting host seems even more capable and stronger than the last. Its very clear that you guys are making a lot of progress on the road to recovery!
As a system, we relate to these videos a lot. I am so sorry that more trauma has happened. We have had massive amounts of that happen and it makes trying to process the childhood stuff even more difficult as the extra Parts formed add to the chaos. We are so pleased you are back making these videos, they profoundly help us a lot.
I discovered you guy's channel a good few years back now when you had just started out and after a while of not seeing your videos I've been seeing you all popping up on my suggested again; seeing the huge growth I just wanted to say what you guys are doing is so so honourable and important and you should all be so proud of what you've accomplished in spite of the difficulty, because as someone who was introduced to the disorder from your channel I have learned so much and I am sure I am not the only one. Hugely respect what you are doing, you deserve the world for the commitment you have to helping others with or without DID understand the disorder so that it is more healthily dealt with in future, and most importantly its lovely to meet the new alters and see the unique strengths they have. I wish you the best because you truly deserve it!!
I've been watching this channel for a couple of years now just from curiousity as a teenager and am now in my early adult years and seeing y'alls system grow and seeing how far you have all come is such a HUGE accomplishment and so so so SO powerful and I really hope you know just how amazing and strong you all are! I personally dont have DID but my partner does and let me just say, the amount of work/effort and time just to put into healing/coping/living with trauma that my partner goes through just to exist, is genuinely insane and I have so much respect for them and for yall as well. ❤️ Edit: I also say my partner because I only date one person in their system. But they ALL go through so much hell just to exist in the world.
To Jade: You are definitely one of my favorite Alters, the way you are so stern and protective of the system is amazing to me! your roll is so important and the fact you have been a constant force since I started watching this channel is comforting. Idk what im saying anymore I jus think you are cool :) EDIT: ok after scrolling through the comments for a while I think i've figured out a way to say things better: you are def a fan favorite Jade because so many people look up to you! you are such a strong figure and and the kind of personality that id love to know (imma go rewatch the video now!)
Thank you for making this video, Soren(?) and everyone in the system. This is very helpful💕. Sending all the love and strength to you and everyone in the system. P.S. - Jade is definitely a fan favourite from what I remembered.
I'm so excited to see you guys back on TH-cam and I'm glad to see a new meet the alters video because y'all have been through a lot so it's nice to touch base with who's making videos. Love you all and hope you're doing ok ❤
This video was so good to watch. I loved meeting everyone who was mentioned and I was so intruiged. The switching showed your reality of what you deal with which is amazing. I'm glad this was released. -Theodore
Soren as a result of so many fusions, how does memory work? Do you remember the experiences of the alters that came before clearly or mostly just the experiences of the most recent alters that fused. Like how much does Soren remember and recollect of Chloe’s experiences or Nina’s? Do their experiences feel personal to you? Or do they feel like a past alters experiences. I hope my question makes sense
I'm almost positive that Soren's sister holds a lot more of the traumatic stuff than Soren does, given she's not appeared yet nor named on the channel. It would make sense, also since Mara was an alter who had a lot of feminine traits.
Amazing to see how the system has changed and eased, if that makes sense... switches appear much calmer now! The casual grounding ahh, I wanna be like you! Also my gods is it strangely fulfilling to see how the hair and makeup has become astounding. From gift unboxings with Chloe to now, nice to meet you all!
Wow! I love the makeup and outfit! So pretty! Glad to see you guys are a bit more comfortable making videos again! From one system to another, thank you for being so open!
We're greatly looking forward to the videos to come. Hearing about the internal shifts of another system and having them normalized through this method of introduction is helping us to process a very recent and unusual split of our own. This is a valuable resource, for that reason. The way you, collectively, are able to communicate your current standing is something we respect and admire. Thank you for your combined efforts so far. ‐ Arsenic, from The UN:E System
My goodness!! I dont know if a particular alter was responsible for the hair and makeup upgrade but man, yall have been KILLING IT!! You look beautiful! 🩵🩵
I have been watching your videos since Kyle and since the Antony Padilla interview. I am going through the worst time of my life right now and these videos are always a welcome sight to see in my notifications. Thank you for being so committed to this project despite all the wrongs done to you. Please be safe and I hope your journey in healing is going well.
Yes Jade, you are one of my favorites ❤ I am autistic and appreciate direct communication, whenever you're in videos you're very clear and easy to understand. I love hearing your perspective of the system!
your new look has my jaw on the FLOOR!!!! i’ve been following along with you for a while and i’m so happy to see you guys growing and changing for the better now!!! you look amazing!!!!!!
I’m so glad you guys took the time you needed away but I’m also so excited that you’re back! This channel has been astronomically helpful for my system and dealing with imposter syndrome and learning about ourselves. Thank you for everything you do! 💖
I just wanted to say how much I appreciate all of you and the contact that y'all make My friend got diagnosed with DID almost 2 years ago and your channel has helped me understand Their system and things that can be misinterpreted and I appreciate that you are here to other people with DID or to just help them understand
watching soren ooze with confidence is so hypnotizing to me. i love to see this system grow to be better for everyone since that costa case, and I love to see people starting to be more open about trauma related disorders. let's continue speaking up for people that are scared and can't so they, too, can find their voice in us. lot's of love dissociadid!
I have been following then DissociaDID proyect since 2020 and Jade! you are a fan favorite! i really love to see and hear you, especially knowing how valuable your role is for the system and channel. For someone like me who is interested to learn about DID and mental health, someone being clear and direct about it is far the best! Also welcome Soren! (i cannot remember if i already commented this on the last video)
So awesome to finally hear about Kem and Red! Been a fan for years and always love learning more about the alters. Especially loved seeing Red on Tiktok in the past, his positive energy is contagious! Thanks for sharing this guys! Sending love to everyone!
Of course we love you Jade! You can be intimidating, but not really in a negative way. I know when you are harsh it is with a purpose and is in the best interest of your system, and I find that admirable. Maybe you haven't seen us say it much, but I'm sure there are others here that agree that we love all the alters from your system that we have met and respect the roles and jobs that they have. All of you are amazing and have taught me, along with many others, so much about DID and handling/understanding trauma in general. Thank you all for all the work your doing! Also, I hope everything your dealing with behind the scenes gets resolved soon and that you can finally have some peace! ♡♡♡
I've been watching you guys since Chloe was the host and it's amazing how much you've grown! Soren is so amazingly confident and organized, and the way you communicate with each other and understand your own system is phenomenal. In addition your system has taught me SO MUCH about DID and I'm incredibly grateful for that.
I love you all! I’ve been through a lot of bad mental health struggles. And watching you all makes me feel so heard and listened too, I’ll always be on your side. Love to you all xx
Seeing those clips of Sally and hearing you speak about her made me realize how much I've missed her. Got a bit emotional actually, caught me by suprise.
i feel like Jade has loosened up a little since her first introduction. you can see she's still the jade from before. but now there's a hint of a smile.
Part of me wonders if because court and police have taken their problems seriously.
That's definitely helped, the more the system heals also the more some of us can be relied upon by Jade, which eases her stress a little
i mean 4 alters were fronting sooo
It felt like she was quite happy by the description Soren was giving her but not letting it show.
I noticed that too. I thought it was because most other times I've seen her she was warning the viewers not to mess with her system, while in this video the part where she started smiling was at Soren's impression of her. I don't think she trusts the viewers much (sadly with good reason) but it's good to see that she does like the alters around her and, I think, trusts them. I doubt we would have seen her more gentle side otherwise.
Oh my gosh the timing of ads is just wild sometimes. I got to the end where Soren said “my pronouns are-“
Ad break: (intense whisper) “AIR WICK”
This was my exact experience. 😅😂
AIR/WICK? Thats a new one.
My pronouns are pine/fresh lmao
THAT HAPPENED TO ME. “My preferred pronouns are- ARBYS 2 FOR 5 SNACK PACK”
“my preferred pronouns are” in the toofar media app 😊❤
"She's looking at me with disappointment"
Of course Jade Of course!
"Who summoned me!?" I love Jade.
Jade quite literally was like “I need to see what’s happening with this explanation here, and possibly correct it.”
Soren: just chatting about general system stuff, not even going into details
Jade: AND I TOOK THAT PERSONALLY-
I’m getting: four siblings in a car, each one of them screaming “MOVE OVER, LET ME DRIVE”
Same!
system mood tbh
Or playing a video game and fighting over the console
100% what it feels like sometimes
Just the fact that Jade hasn't fused with anyone and that she still occupies the role of Gatekeeper shows how important she is to the system and how all of the alters respect her.
Same thing with Sally
I think she has to keep the other alters at arm’s length to best do her job and not « slip up » with some of the memories and secrets she is holding. I don’t think she could get close enough to another alter to fuse. I might be wrong though
I feel like if Jade fused it would be a deliberate and measured decision so she could do her job better or for the betterment of the system
Using old clips seem like a great way to help alters talk for themselves without having to control switching or wait to film videos, love seeing you guys back!!
That new hair is a crime!
Cuz people can't go 1 second without the Jaw dropping.
Mate you had me STRESSING for a second there 💀🤣
Gottem @@DissociaDID
@@DissociaDIDI would never harm you guys Verbally tell Jade pls
Hair tutorial!?!?
the forehead shape is beautyfull and it makes every hairstyle they have look good
I often think of Dark. His painting of himself stuck with me. Hope he's doing well/better.
It interests me as well to know if Dark or Demon have made any progress in getting better. I do hope that Omega is doing well too.
And Gregory. Gregory is such a wholesome anxious bean and deserves to be protected.
@@Emnms68 did Gregory ever appear on the channel? I don’t think I remember seeing him anywhere
@@octolingo1892Gregory was in a “meet the boys” meet alters video, but expressed that he was too anxious to have people know him in depth, so ?Chloe? took down the video.
@@cloudyskyz2237 ah, that would explain it :) thanks!
I love hearing Sorren talk about his system and just gush about “oh my god I love this guy!” “This guy is the best” “they’re so kind” because we do that with our system! We just yap about how we love and appreciate our headmates
"Love yourself" with you guys (aka systems) have whole new meaning :D
Jade just popped out like « you better not be talking shyte about me », checked her description then went back inside 😂😂 does that make her the oldest (as in longest to have existed in the system) alter?
i’ve been a fan since chloe was the host and i remember both jade and sally from those days. i think those two are probably the longest to exist as a single alter that are public (although all prior alters all still exist, when they fuse they’re still there just different)
I believe Kyle was one of the earliest alters, but a while back Kyle integrated with Nin to be Kya.
Jade is one of the oldest to still be around without having fused or split (as far as we know I think)
@@APerson863 Yes, I think Jade, Ruby, and Sally are some of the longest-standing alters. Sally & Kyle originated when the body was still very little, but I don't think we've been told when Jade or Ruby started to emerge.
You’re definitely one of my favourites, Jade! As an autistic person, it’s so refreshing to see someone else (who isn’t necessarily autistic) say what they mean, mean what they say and make no apologies for it 🫶🏻
I never thought of it like that before! as a fellow autistic person it's actually very comforting to see someone so eloquent mean what they say in a somewhat blunt (sorry if that's mean, that's the best way I can describe it) way
I was surprised when she said she wasn’t sure she was a fan favorite. She is very likable. Sure she’s a little harsh and straight forward. But she is not rude and most importantly (to me) her protectiveness of her system is so clear and it’s hard to not like her for it.
@@vitalityinair5864Agreed! I think she likely feels that because she isn’t a pushover / people pleaser; it makes her inherently unlikable, but in reality it only makes her unlikable to those who would want to take advantage of the system in the first place. The vast majority of people don’t find the ability to firmly state your boundaries and stick to them off putting, especially not when it’s done in such an eloquent and polite way.
“I’m a say what I mean mean what I say might sound mean but I say it anyway, kinda guy”
- Arataki Itto
Literally this.
I enjoyed the glimmer of approval in Jade’s face when reading out how Soren had described her.
I love meet the Alters videos, thank you for continuing to make them!
Of course! Every Sunday!
@@DissociaDIDEvery Sunday? My, we’re getting spoiled.
@@DissociaDIDwoah every sunday? love that :)
don’t overwork yourself tho, your health is more important than your content
I've always known that each alter is their own distinct entity but I've never been able to see it as clearly as that introduction montage at the beginning. Hearing them each say hello in their own voices one after another really made everyone stand out.
it will always be absolutely insane to me how much one body can change, voice, hair, body language, everything entirely different just because an alter is fronting. the whiplash from. maeri to soren is insane and i wish i could see drawings of you everyone looks but the body already is amazing at portraying the differences. Very proud of yall frfr
We have a couple of "our Alters draw themselves" videos! And thank you ❤️
@@DissociaDID i ment more the newer alters the twins for example
my SO was hearing this exactly video, but didn't watch when alters introduced themselves. When that part was over he asked 'which ones were her alters'? ;) "All of them" surprised him a bit. There was also video with some Little one (i think it is private or gone now) and they sounded entirely different.
@@DissociaDID you should revisit that idea :D All of you can handle pencil and i too would love to see how new people see/present themselves.
I do not have DID. But I think I'll be following this channel for a while. It's a subject I find utterly fascinating
I don't, either. I've been following them since damn near the beginning of the channel. It's very intriguing how the mind works. This System is truly fucking amazing!!!❤
Same
I get the impression that Jade isn't used to being appreciated this much, and that is why she almost smiles so much.
It was so cute to see her smile. I think a lot of people appreciate her personality and how she speaks more than she realizes :)
for real. some of the things that stuck with me the most from this channel have come from her, as a trauma survivor myself (people often said i'm scary because i'm a huge maths nerd and look serious all the time). "i'm bitter, but not vindictive" is a principle to go by! i'm allowed to be sad for myself, not to pity myself.
Jade: "I wouldn't say I'm a fan favourite, this is news to me"
I'm absolutely dying of laughter 😂😂
Jade has always spoke to me the most. Our own gatekeeper has been inspired by her blunt, logical and careful protection as she grew up. We are autistic (as we saw in other comments by others) and bluntness, truthfulness always feels safe for us!
I have ADHD and I appreciate that as well. I can't even count how often I've put my foot in it, had no idea how/where I messed up, and the "it's fine" responses just made me overthink how much they probably secretly dislike me. Being direct and clear is way more soothing in the long run!
Jade has helped me with becoming firmer on making healthy boundaries. As a good physical example of no nonsense I will not tolerate that anymore.
@@jinxgirl5 even if people feel bad or uncomfy idc, the truth > anything and directness is simple and effective. those who dislike it aren't worth the time.
Jade was like
"What do you mean I'm a fan favorite? How is that possible?! You're-"
*Reads Soren's description*
"Ah shit, I get it now. Sorry, you can come back"
i think we also admire Jade so much because we see how important her role is for the system. She’s strong and will always say what needs to be said and won’t hold back - a few traits a lot of us wish we had and absolutely admire Jade for ❤
The nostalgia seeing the clips from older videos with alters no longer present was intense, I genuinely had to pause and refocus 😅
You are all so strong to show your switching and information about the system!! Thank you all for this information and removing the stigma. Much love and care!
Ofc! There should be nothing controversial about showing a normal part of this disorder, we try to show that switching is just another part of life for us
Something I find really special about you and those with DID is how aware you are of yourselves and your personalities and your thought processes. I feel like a lot of people really don’t have that solid of a grasp on themselves and I know it’s partially because you have no choice, but it’s still something I really admire about you guys.
It's taken a lot of work to get to that point, so thank you!
YAY I've been refreshing the page waiting for this!!
EDIT: Aw, I don't think I've ever heard Jade laugh before, good to hear from her.
Fr
Fr bro same
Jade is the person I wish I could be
I really feel like she's getting more comfortable on camera! It's so cool to see!
I havent seen anyone mention the compilation of everyone introducing themselves at the beginning 😭 I got so emotional just watching it and seeing everyone again. Ive been here since Chloe was the host so its been a long and wild ride. I love getting to see everyone grow and develop
Can you tell me what happened to Cholé? I used to see the videos many years ago.
@@aimeecastano2189 she integrated many years ago with Nina and became Nin. An integration is when 2 or more fractured alters merge into one and their memories fuse
We are so incredibly happy for this video!! I am a "new" alter, seeing as two of us have integrated for the first time. It was incredibly horrifying and scary as it was happening. We watched your fusion vid for advice and it brought us a lot of comfort in the worst of times. I just wanted to thank you so very much for your work and I hope you have a fantastic and fulfilling journey!! Love you all!!!
❤️❤️❤️❤️ Glad you're settling now!
1. I *need* Jade to understand just how fantastic she is. Not only does she shoulder her role within the system so so well (as far as we can see obviously) but she is also just, very interesting as a person.
Whilst I will never meet her, or any of you, she is the one I think i would like to meed the most. She is feirce and protective, direct and stern, but still she seems so kind. And I dont know, that just is such an interesting combination of traits that makes her seem fantastic to talk with.
2. Im so glad youre back. Ive been here since Chloe (wait is that the right spelling? Ah, who knows) was the host, and seeing how the system has changed over the years, has grown and fought and healed, has been everything from beautiful to heartbreaking. I will always root for you, you deserve good things. You deserve peace ❤️
I’ve ALWAYS loved Jade! She is so consistent and protective of everyone in the system. that’s so beautiful.
that eye makeup is so stunning ??? who is responsible for that masterpiece and could we maybe get a tutorial for it? maybe on tiktok if it’s easier
i was thinking the same !! i need the tutorial so bad
The supercut of all the introductions… wow what a throwback some of those are. Its amazing to see this channel grow and become what it is now. I love how it shows your ongoing commitment to raising awareness and understanding. ❤
as a DID system myself, it's always been comforting seeing your videos during these years and they've helped us learn more about ourselves and how we can grow together as a system. thank you for everything that you do 🫶🫶
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reading the comments under your videos as a system fan is wild seeing so many kind singlets, i love the positive community fostered by this channel and always have ❤
❤️❤️❤️ We always work hard to keep this a positive and healthy environment for people!
As a singlet I completely agree! Its amazing to see the variety in the people who have congregated in this community, and I love every bit of it!
I (a singlet haha) work in the mental health field and watching DissociaDID has taught me how to be a better caretaker for individuals with DID. I have had a few patients with it throughout the years and I feel like without the knowledge I've gained here, I would have not been able to help them and work with their systems. ❤
@@xxk222xxgenuinely thank you so much. most doctors (at least here in the US) wouldnt care enough to actually do research on DID
TIL: word 'singlet' for people that don't have DID ;)
In programing there is word "singleton" which (via wiki): "In software engineering, the singleton pattern is a software design pattern that restricts the instantiation of a class to a singular instance."
Jade to me it's like that middle school teacher who is very strict and you fear (and respect) when you are young but as an adult you realize how much they thought you and how they were never scary and respect them even more.
Thank you for an alter update. I don't follow the channel as frequently as regular watchers, so I like being brought up to speed whenever a new video is posted.
I’m sad Jade didn’t think she was a fan favorite, i feel like we all would want someone like Jade to protect us, she is so admirable
I missed Sally!! glad to know she's doing ok and that we'll see her again, and also I feel like Jade was dissapointed in a sense of "so you're goofing around and you are talking about me :/" and then she got a little embarrased seing that we all love her and that Soren was just telling good (and the truth at that!) things about her
Jade's role is so important and I'm glad to see her smile when she saw what Soren said about her. It was good seeing her and Sally and Maeri again. I was wondering how they were all doing. I admire all of them so much 💚🩵💜
Oh Sally hit me with a burst of nostalgia 💜 I hope her garden is going well 🌱
I doubt you guys (meant gender neutrally),
will see this, but I’m so happy to have you back. I totally understood when you explained on the shorts. But I was very worried about all of you. I hope you feel safe now!
I’ll miss Kya and what I knew of Mara but I’m excited for the new Soren (and maybe your sister) chapter of the channel. I love that every time there’s a fusion involving the host, each person brings their own new thing!
So happy to have you back! But glad that you were able to take a break when u needed one. Those of us who truly support you will be there for you, no matter how many breaks you take.
I love you all!
From Phoenix (from Australia)
Thank you Phoenix! ❤️
Welcome back babes!! You should feel very proud for working together and for sharing your next season of life. I wish nothing but the best for the whole system and I can’t wait to see what comes next! 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
This is so kind, thank you ❤️
@@DissociaDID I mean every word!! Been following for years, and seeing how you’ve grown has been truly inspiring. You’ve actually been an influence on my career path! Becoming a mental health professional that specializes in trauma disorders, especially DID. It deserves more attention and resources, and I can only hope that in the future I can be of help for systems. I aaaam rambling, apologies 😅 TLDR; been a follower for years, you’ve inspired me to become a therapist with DID specialization, aaaand I wish I could give you a big hug!! 😭❤️🫶🏻
As someone without DID, I try to wrap my single mind around the idea of an inner world. It seems that as a collective, you have more access to parts of your mind than I could ever comprehend. All the trauma that I went through is there, but I can't actually access it, or file it, in a sense. It's just always there for me to have to process. Or, I guess, I just let myself eventually forget it? I enjoy your videos so much, because even as someone without it, it allows me to process stuff in a way I never even considered before. Thank you. Your system helps so many people, even if they don't have DID.
The thing with Jade is that she cares. That's why I admire her! She was always so stern and tough probably because of the responsibility to be aware of so many traumas. I was so surprised to hear her laugh in this video and I made me really happy! Jade, I hope that you can accept and be proud of being a fan favourite, because you really are 💖 lots of love for you all!
the first minute was such a walk down memory lane, it’s surreal how long I’ve been watching all of you growing (and, despite all, thriving) .. made me quite emotional tbh 🥺 all my love to all of you
It's very interesting to see the clips from the older videos and remembering the journey of the system. The confidence increase from Chloe to Nin to Kya to Soren is amazing to see.
Jade seems a lot more confortable and relaxed. I can't even begin to imagine how stressful her job truly is, but it's definitely good to see her around. I'll never forget the quite agressive "You are valid" she told us in a video I don't even remember how long ago. She can sound quite harsh, yet be nice at the same time. I can see why she's a fan favourite, and I love her too.
Nice to meet the new alters, and get info on those who are still here. Kind of funny that Jade didn't realize how much she is respected and honored on your channel. Being a fan-favorite doesn't always mean that they person is entertaining, but that we feel honored and very respectful when we see her. Glad Mike is still around! Hope we get to see you all more as you heal.
Jade is totally a fan fave! Such an important part of who DisociaDID are, and I think the kind of person we'd all love to have supporting us xx
One thing I noticed is how, over the years, their makeup just kept getting better and better and more elaborate which I think is really nice to see. If Kyle hadn't fused and instead became the host alter, I think we may have noticed a shift in makeup in the opposite direction, notably with some possible.... harsh.. contour lol!
I’m loving the new content!!❤️
Jade popping in like “what are yall saying about me now?”
I’ve been following your system since its beginning days of the channel and it’s been wonderful to see you back on at the moment. And seeing all of the growth and change that has occurred since Chloe was the host and just exploring and learning DID. I am very sad that your last fusion was interrupted but I am glad you are all able to process what has happened. I do remember how scary the first fusion was for the system. And the eye makeup is absolutely gorgeous today!
the hair, the makeup, the shirt, the background, just everything is cheff's kiss i love it!
I've been watching this channel for a while (since Chloe and Nadia were around) and I feel so relieved to see you all (the sistem) are still here and well after this bumpy road to say the least. You're great and Soren is amazing. Wish you all the best, peace and happiness 💚
Let Jade know she's definitely a fan favorite! The video she made before Nin and everyone stopped filming for that big break was so impactful and powerful. I love seeing Jade when she does come up.
Edit: just to add, were do love others to! Lots of love to Omega, and if they're ready for it send some to Dark and Demon as well as they're working on healing.
The new vibe and the ICONIC makeup as always!!! You're all so awesome!!!✨️✨️
Mike! I'm so glad he's still around and safe. I'm so happy to either get to know you all or seeing how much you all have changed. Thank you so much for filming this guys! I look forward to seeing when you guys post next, whenever that is, take your time and please do whatever is right for your system. Lots of love you guys! ❤
Well, Jade, you're definitely a favourite of mine! I don't know if this is strange to you, but behind all the directness, I feel a lot of motherly love. Your feistiness and competence makes my inner child feel safe.
Do you need someone to takd care of you ?
@@daffedavidsen6306 No, I take excellent care of myself.
Jade is definitely a fan favorite, I think the lot of your subscribers (including myself) have so much respect for her 💕 glad to see you all online and (hopefully) flourishing. Your channel has always been such a safe space for myself and sooo many others. Thank you for doing what you do, shedding a light on hard topics, sharing important information to help others and encouraging people 💕 very grateful for the work you do.
Respect that despite everything, you still continue to do this, especially the ones who are rightfully more cautious/distrustful!! Nice to (re)meet everyone, hope you're all doing as well as you can do. Sending lots of love back!!
to Jade: ive strugled a lot with low self esteem and depresion for a lot of years, and in one of your old videos you look directly into the camera and tell me that i matter and that i am loved. whenever im having a bad day i find this video, and your words pick me up just enough to make it through. you might not look at yourself as a favorite, but you have helped a lot of people get through though times. thank you for being who you are.
I'm so happy you're doing better and making videos again! DID is so interesting. It just proves how powerful and complex our brains are. Lots of love from Finland 🇫🇮 💜
Been an avid (but lurking) supporter since around 2017! I love everyone so much, and will never get tired of showing my love and support! Thank you all for bringing such informative content, being brave, and helping in ending the stigma around DID. You people are awesome!
Why do I find it so precious that Maeri straight up gets lost in the inner world 😂❤ Love you all in the system!
You are absolutely stunning! Thank you for sharing this with us, it has been an honor to follow this journey over the last few years. You all are truly amazing 🤍 and you help others too, even through your strife. Absolutely admirable 🥺 always stay strong because you deserve to reach your happiness ☀️
From what I've seen through your videos, each fusion and resulting host seems even more capable and stronger than the last. Its very clear that you guys are making a lot of progress on the road to recovery!
As a system, we relate to these videos a lot. I am so sorry that more trauma has happened. We have had massive amounts of that happen and it makes trying to process the childhood stuff even more difficult as the extra Parts formed add to the chaos. We are so pleased you are back making these videos, they profoundly help us a lot.
yayyy so excited!!
omgg i loved the edit where most of you said the names
Thank you!
@@DissociaDID ofcourse!!🥰
I discovered you guy's channel a good few years back now when you had just started out and after a while of not seeing your videos I've been seeing you all popping up on my suggested again; seeing the huge growth I just wanted to say what you guys are doing is so so honourable and important and you should all be so proud of what you've accomplished in spite of the difficulty, because as someone who was introduced to the disorder from your channel I have learned so much and I am sure I am not the only one. Hugely respect what you are doing, you deserve the world for the commitment you have to helping others with or without DID understand the disorder so that it is more healthily dealt with in future, and most importantly its lovely to meet the new alters and see the unique strengths they have. I wish you the best because you truly deserve it!!
Never clicked on a video so fast, great to see you guys back!!
I've been watching this channel for a couple of years now just from curiousity as a teenager and am now in my early adult years and seeing y'alls system grow and seeing how far you have all come is such a HUGE accomplishment and so so so SO powerful and I really hope you know just how amazing and strong you all are! I personally dont have DID but my partner does and let me just say, the amount of work/effort and time just to put into healing/coping/living with trauma that my partner goes through just to exist, is genuinely insane and I have so much respect for them and for yall as well. ❤️
Edit: I also say my partner because I only date one person in their system. But they ALL go through so much hell just to exist in the world.
To Jade: You are definitely one of my favorite Alters, the way you are so stern and protective of the system is amazing to me! your roll is so important and the fact you have been a constant force since I started watching this channel is comforting. Idk what im saying anymore I jus think you are cool :)
EDIT: ok after scrolling through the comments for a while I think i've figured out a way to say things better: you are def a fan favorite Jade because so many people look up to you! you are such a strong figure and and the kind of personality that id love to know (imma go rewatch the video now!)
I'm so happy you're back! Your videos are very comforting,
Thank you for making this video, Soren(?) and everyone in the system. This is very helpful💕. Sending all the love and strength to you and everyone in the system.
P.S. - Jade is definitely a fan favourite from what I remembered.
Nice to see you in the comments as always lovely! Hope you're well!
@@DissociaDID I am doing alright. I hope you are well. If not, I hope you will get well soon, Soren(?)!💕
5:38 did we see a slight smirk, dear Jade?
I'm so excited to see you guys back on TH-cam and I'm glad to see a new meet the alters video because y'all have been through a lot so it's nice to touch base with who's making videos.
Love you all and hope you're doing ok ❤
This video was so good to watch. I loved meeting everyone who was mentioned and I was so intruiged. The switching showed your reality of what you deal with which is amazing. I'm glad this was released.
-Theodore
Soren as a result of so many fusions, how does memory work? Do you remember the experiences of the alters that came before clearly or mostly just the experiences of the most recent alters that fused. Like how much does Soren remember and recollect of Chloe’s experiences or Nina’s? Do their experiences feel personal to you? Or do they feel like a past alters experiences. I hope my question makes sense
I'm almost positive that Soren's sister holds a lot more of the traumatic stuff than Soren does, given she's not appeared yet nor named on the channel. It would make sense, also since Mara was an alter who had a lot of feminine traits.
Amazing to see how the system has changed and eased, if that makes sense... switches appear much calmer now! The casual grounding ahh, I wanna be like you!
Also my gods is it strangely fulfilling to see how the hair and makeup has become astounding. From gift unboxings with Chloe to now, nice to meet you all!
Wow! I love the makeup and outfit! So pretty! Glad to see you guys are a bit more comfortable making videos again! From one system to another, thank you for being so open!
Definitely still a huge struggle but we are determined to keep making positive & helpful content. Thank you for appreciating it! ❤️
We're greatly looking forward to the videos to come. Hearing about the internal shifts of another system and having them normalized through this method of introduction is helping us to process a very recent and unusual split of our own. This is a valuable resource, for that reason. The way you, collectively, are able to communicate your current standing is something we respect and admire. Thank you for your combined efforts so far.
‐ Arsenic, from The UN:E System
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My goodness!! I dont know if a particular alter was responsible for the hair and makeup upgrade but man, yall have been KILLING IT!! You look beautiful! 🩵🩵
I love all of you so much. Thank you for being vulnerable with us, so much respect for how difficult your journey has been and how strong you are!
Just started the video. Welcome back! We have been missing you! And your new hair's A M A Z I N G!!! 😍
I have been watching your videos since Kyle and since the Antony Padilla interview. I am going through the worst time of my life right now and these videos are always a welcome sight to see in my notifications. Thank you for being so committed to this project despite all the wrongs done to you. Please be safe and I hope your journey in healing is going well.
Jades laugh, it's good to see her smile. It's good to see you all healing, I hope things continue to get better💜
Yes Jade, you are one of my favorites ❤ I am autistic and appreciate direct communication, whenever you're in videos you're very clear and easy to understand. I love hearing your perspective of the system!
I love that with each host fusion you guys get so much more confident! It really shows
your new look has my jaw on the FLOOR!!!! i’ve been following along with you for a while and i’m so happy to see you guys growing and changing for the better now!!! you look amazing!!!!!!
Thank you!
I’m so glad you guys took the time you needed away but I’m also so excited that you’re back! This channel has been astronomically helpful for my system and dealing with imposter syndrome and learning about ourselves. Thank you for everything you do! 💖
I just wanted to say how much I appreciate all of you and the contact that y'all make My friend got diagnosed with DID almost 2 years ago and your channel has helped me understand Their system and things that can be misinterpreted and I appreciate that you are here to other people with DID or to just help them understand
Necklace is sweet. Seems like sumthin I would love to wear
watching soren ooze with confidence is so hypnotizing to me. i love to see this system grow to be better for everyone since that costa case, and I love to see people starting to be more open about trauma related disorders. let's continue speaking up for people that are scared and can't so they, too, can find their voice in us. lot's of love dissociadid!
it is so so so lovely to see and hear from y’all again and to re-meet you
I have been following then DissociaDID proyect since 2020 and Jade! you are a fan favorite! i really love to see and hear you, especially knowing how valuable your role is for the system and channel. For someone like me who is interested to learn about DID and mental health, someone being clear and direct about it is far the best!
Also welcome Soren! (i cannot remember if i already commented this on the last video)
So awesome to finally hear about Kem and Red! Been a fan for years and always love learning more about the alters. Especially loved seeing Red on Tiktok in the past, his positive energy is contagious! Thanks for sharing this guys! Sending love to everyone!
Of course we love you Jade! You can be intimidating, but not really in a negative way. I know when you are harsh it is with a purpose and is in the best interest of your system, and I find that admirable.
Maybe you haven't seen us say it much, but I'm sure there are others here that agree that we love all the alters from your system that we have met and respect the roles and jobs that they have. All of you are amazing and have taught me, along with many others, so much about DID and handling/understanding trauma in general. Thank you all for all the work your doing! Also, I hope everything your dealing with behind the scenes gets resolved soon and that you can finally have some peace! ♡♡♡
Definitely looking forward to how you take the channel forward- take it easy and I wish you guys all the best 💗
I've been watching you guys since Chloe was the host and it's amazing how much you've grown! Soren is so amazingly confident and organized, and the way you communicate with each other and understand your own system is phenomenal. In addition your system has taught me SO MUCH about DID and I'm incredibly grateful for that.
Hope the DissociaDID system is doing well! The new hair and makeup on the body looks amazing
I love you all! I’ve been through a lot of bad mental health struggles. And watching you all makes me feel so heard and listened too, I’ll always be on your side. Love to you all xx
Seeing those clips of Sally and hearing you speak about her made me realize how much I've missed her. Got a bit emotional actually, caught me by suprise.